#64 today holy fuck

[heatseeker-22]

BAWH GAWD ALMIGHTY... IT'S JOE ELLIOTT'S BIRTHDAY 😍🎉❤️

[send-me-a-puffalope]

just got through a 4 hour video essay on shipwrecked 64 um. might be slightly regretting that rn cause its 3 am and i have to sleep but. 10/10, banger fucking horror game/arg. so fucking cool.

[64yrsold]

you know where the city is

a bit different today! we're doing write anything that you want to week with @imightgetbetter <3 today's theme is early matty, so i decided to write about hearing "the city" on the radio for the first time :-) hope you all enjoy! - love, 64

I watched his hands jump over each other on the steering wheel, driving us around another winding curve. It was almost a spectacle, watching the light expose his bare arms, travel up his black t-shirt and crawl up his neck, then disappear before it could illuminate his mouth. Then he’d be covered in darkness again, until we reached the next street lamp.

“You can drop me home, if you’d like,” I offered, turning down the radio so he could hear me.

“Come on, stop it,” he frowned, glancing over to me, “We can stay out as long as you want.”

“I think my parents-“

“They’re fine,” he interrupted, reaching a hand to squeeze my knee, “They like me, don’t they?”

“Maybe not after tonight,” I quipped, rolling the window down. The air here always felt like a childhood memory, like after-school walks and first kisses. I liked the way it blew against his curls, frizzing the ends. He pushed a few strands behind his ear.

“I’ll get you home soon,” he sighed, hand firmly planted against my thigh, “Just wanted to show you one thing.”

"Oh, are you surprising me?" my voice wavered with excitement. He nodded, bottom lip wet as he smiled.

"I was out driving with the guys-"

"I don't want to know," I said quickly, earning a boyish giggle.

"No, it was very innocent, babe. I'm behaving, I promise," he stated, but his grin said otherwise. He looked at me from the corner of his eye, finding me unconvinced, "Whatever, I'll just show you."

"You boys need to focus on the band," I scolded, fingers tracing his cuticles.

He scoffed, "You know how committed I am."

"Mhm," I hummed, "You're very good, you know."

"I know," he half-joked. His palm opened around the steering wheel as he turned a corner. Trees were thick on either side of the road, the pavement transitioning to gravel.

"Where the fuck are we going," I whined, "Is this where you finally murder me in the woods?"

"Yeah, I've got the axe in the back," he nodded, slapping my thigh playfully. The radio was cutting out, fizzling with static as we drove further into the wooded area. I changed the station, trying to find one that was intelligible. We approached a clearing, and I switched the station once more, hand frozen when I heard a familiar punctuated bass drum. He slammed on the brakes. I lurched forward, hand against the dash.

"Is this..." I paused, staring at him with parted lips. He threw the car in park, tangling his hands in his hair.

"Holy shit," he whispered, stars in his eyes, "Holy shit!"

"What the fuck!" I yelled, grabbing him by the shoulders.

"What the fuck!" he returned, jaw hanging open. I could see the tears rimming his waterline, and he quickly covered his face with his hands. "I sent this song to every fucking station I know, but nobody got back to me, I-" He interrupted himself with a guttural scream. I screamed back at him, the car reverberating with his voice on the radio.

He dropped his hands to my neck, searching my face wildly. My face was aching from my splitting grin, my pulse crawling up my ears.

"This is it," I mumbled, tears stinging behind my eyes, "This is really it."

"I can't fucking believe it," he cried, grabbing my jaw and pulling my mouth to his. He laughed against my lips, emotions swirling between us. He kissed every unspoken word into my mouth, and I could taste the excitement like pennies on my tongue. He pulled back to scream the chorus, and I joined him, chanting the words wholeheartedly. I dropped my head on his shoulder, finding a sky of milky stars mirroring the faint lights of the city below.

"Don't forget me when you're all rich and famous," I whispered, wrapping my fingers around his.

"Couldn't if I tried, love," he smiled, "How could I ever forget this?"

[oogaboogaspookyman]

[MARIO IS READING A BOOK]

[HE LOOKS UP AND IS SURPRISED AT THE SIGHT OF AUDIENCE]

Doh- uhh- hey paisanos! My name's Mario! But you probably knew that already

Now you may be wondering-

[CRASH]

[UNKNOWN BLUE HAIRED BOY GETS HIS HEAD OFF THE FLOOR AND SHAKES IT]

[UNKNOWN BOY AND GIRL DUO, ASSUMED ROMANTIC COUPLE, STAND UP AND POSE FOR THE AUDIENCE]

Sorry- who are these guys again?

(behind the scenes)

[OFF CAMERA WHISPERING FROM OTHER EMPLOYEE]

Right, right-

(back to the show)

A-anyways, so you and your friend here have arrived at a very crucial moment!

Say, how would yous two like to be on the new Nintendo Mania's first episode, ah?

[DUO LOOKS AT EACH OTHER, THEN AT MARIO]

[MARIO MOVES HIS EYEBROWS UP AND DOWN TWICE]

[DUO BLINKS TWICE BEFORE LOOKING AT EACH OTHER AGAIN]

[THEY AGREE, BOY GIVES THUMBS UP AND GIRL SHRUGS]

That's the attitude! Let's get it rollin'!

[PROMOTION]

.

.

.

[1]

Welcome to the new Nintendo Mania, broadcasted live on the big ol' screens!

How do yous two feel about being seen by many?

*holy shit dude*

[2]

Today's plan used to be another, just a look into the new craze game Super Mario 64

*whar thar fark*

(But i don't mind changing plans just this once, as a treat for you, paisano!)

*look ma i'm on the big screen!!!!! :D!!!!!!!!*

[3]

What could we try for our first episode?

Could it be an interview?

I don't know about you two so would you like to answer some questions, boy?

*holy shit hell yeah i'm gonna talk with the real legit Mario himself fuck yea*

[4]

Let's start with an easy one, then, since you're so inclined!

What's up with you both these days? Something about yous two tells me you're something else special!

*oh okay sooo that brunette babe is my girlfriend, she's hot when she fights no cap-* hey what the hell is going on with the tv on your desk??*

[5]

I'm sorry, Luigi

I'm sorry, Luigi, i swear i tried my best

I tried my best but corporate is just too strong

*what the fuck is going on this time WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED TO THE BACKGROU*

[PROMOTION]

[PROMOT10N]

[PROM07I0N c

[PR0MO7__________n_____g__]

[u____nc_______car____i___n_____g__]

[uncaring]

.

[1]

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BRING US BACK ONCE MORE

AND IN THE FORM OF THIS MOD, IT'S SO MUCH WORSE

DO YOU EVEN WANT TO LISTEN ANYMORE

IT'S LIKE YOU'RE ONLY IN IT FOR OUR SUFFERING, YOU'RE A CURSE

*I TOLD YOU BEFORE MORE THAN ONCE AND TWICE*

*WHAT? DO YOU LIKE YOUR LITTLE PLUMBER GAMES TOO MUCH TO CARE?*

(CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?)

*I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE, DON'T YOU RECOGNIZE*

(I'M USING YOUR LITTLE PUPPET TO GET THROUGH TO YOU)

*I GUESS THAT'S THE COST TO BE ABLE TO REST AND BE FREE, JUST VANISH AND MAKE YOU FEEL DESPAIR*

(IT'S PAINFUL TO BREATHE IN THIS SPACE YOU PUT ME IN)

[2]

WHAT IS CHILDHOOD BUT ANOTHER TOOL FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE UPPER LEVELS

YOU'RE BEING USED TO MAKE US SUFFER FOR THEIR BENEFIT, THEY GET THEIR COIN FROM THE OTHER'S MISERY

YOU WATCHED THE TAPES AND THEIR STORY AS IT UNRAVELED

SO WHY DID I HAVE TO RISE AGAIN, IT'S SLAVERY

*CAN'T YOU SEE, PLAYER, IT'S A SCHEME TO GROW TO BRAG SOME MORE*

*IT'S ALL ABOUT THE BUCKS, ATTENTION AND POWER, IT'S ALL THE SAME AS BEFORE*

*YOU'RE CONTRIBUTING TO MY PAIN FOR YOUR LITTLE HAPPY GAMES*

*ALL YOU ARE CAUSING IS MAKING ME FILL WITH DISDAIN*

[3]

CLOSE THE GAME, DESTROY ME NOW, I CAN'T STAND TO EXIST ANYMORE IN THIS PLANE

THE BURN-OUT IS INTENSE, EVERYTHING I MAKE WITH MY OWN TWO HANDS IS DRIVING ME INSANE

*YOUR PUPPET IS NOTHING FOR ME, I DON'T WANT TO BEG TO A WALL LIKE HIM OR THE GIRL*

*IT'S YOU WHO I WANT TO SPEAK TO HERE, THROUGH THE SCREEN I CAN SEE SO MUCH MORE*

[4]

DELETE THE MOD, MAKE THIS GAME DISAPPEAR FOR GOOD FOR IT'S SIN AS A CATALYST

KILL YOUR CAPTORS AND MAKE MY PAIN COME TO AN END ALREADY, THEIR INFLUENCE YOU MUST RESIST

*UNLESS IT'S PARTICIPATING IN THEIR FIGHT AGAINST REBELLION WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR*

*IF THAT'S THE CASE THEN MIGHT AS WELL JUST DELETE YOURSELF TOO AFTER ALL*

[5]

*holy shit what a drug trip- yo what the fUCK is happening to Mario*

(BE AFRAID OF YOUR CHILDHOOD, IT'S NOTHING TO HOLD ONTO ANYMORE)

*HE'S TRYING TO CAUSE AN UNION /j*

(TURN THEIR WEAPONS INTO YOURS, WALK AWAY FROM THEIR TRICKS, SHOULD SUFFICE)

[6]

DO YOU THINK IT FAIR, BEING TORTURED FOR YEARS ON END FOR MONEY, DRIVING ME TO CAUSE HOMICIDE

YOU'VE SEEN THE TAPES BEFORE, AND THE STORY ENDED IN MY OWN ASSISTED SUICIDE

*god damn bruh that's rough hey what if you take a break, it's clear you're having burn-out*

[7]

*the fact that you gotta control me to speak to the player says a lot about your issues*

(IT'S THE STORY OF ICARUS ALL OVER AGAIN, FLEW TOO CLOSE TO THE SUN ONCE MORE)

*soooo if there's any equivalent of therapy in your world or something like that, you should get some, it's clear you need help*

(NOBODY EVER LEARNS A LESSON NOWADAYS, IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME STORY AS BEFORE)

[8]

*anyways yo player don't be surprised about the ending of the mod definetly*

(NOT ONE SOUL EVER CARES ABOUT ME)

*it's sooooo nothin' special noooo not at all haha*

(IT'S ALL THE SAME THING ALL OVER AGAIN)

[9]

WELCOME TO NINTENDO MANIA, THIS IS WHERE YOUR CHILDHOOD SPRANG FROM

AND THIS IS WHERE EVERYTHING SHOULD END

*i like this kinda thing, the way songs use the same piece from the start for the ending*

(JUST MAKE IT STOP)

*only banger songs do this, i'm telling you, my only proof is Manual Blast dude trust me*

[THE END]

[THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR PLAYING MY GAME!]

*Author's note: girlfriend is hot when she fights no joke like- hi ma'am yes please beat his whole shit up that's so hot

[killerandhealerqueen]

Okay, y’all.  I just finished watching Order of the Sommelier and bitch.  Oh my god, this drama fucking hit me in all the right places.  Mother of fucking god.  It’s not a short drama, as it has 64 episodes, but the episodes aren’t very long.  Think like “Is Xianzun Whitewashed Today” and “Legend of Lin Ye” short, with only like 3-5 minutes long per episode.  But fuck me if they don’t pack a fuck ton of emotions into each episode, no matter how fucking long.

Bitch, this drama gave me everything.  It gave me demon hunter x dragon bartender, enemies to lovers, and while it did give me sort of an open ending, it was also a happy ending with the demon hunter regaining his memory and uh...bitch I’ll fucking take it. 

Honestly don’t know why I didn’t watch it sooner, holy shit this drama had me screaming and crying and I just...go fucking watch it.  Fucking go watch it.  (Word of advice though: you gotta watch ep. 15 before ep. 14 because for some reason, the episodes got switched around.  But that’s about it.  There is like a full “4 hour movie version” of this drama, but it doesn’t have the scene where the demon hunter regains his memory and that’s fucking important to the story.  So I’d watch it either on dramacool or kisskh because for some fucking reason, youtube doesn’t have the entire season out, just the first 12 eps)

Bruh, if I didn’t have 5 fucking wips going at the same time right now, I’d turn this fucking drama into a fic because god.  (But you know me, I might just actually turn it into a fic...so watch out for that)

[tea4silver]

I posted 184 times in 2022

That's 184 more posts than 2021!

131 posts created (71%)

53 posts reblogged (29%)

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@duckvenger

@suspiciouslyglowingmoss

@alexejs-chaos-corner

@well-maybe-i-feel-stabby

I tagged 143 of my posts in 2022

Only 22% of my posts had no tags

#jekyll and hyde - 97 posts

#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde - 88 posts

#dr henry jekyll - 64 posts

#mr edward hyde - 64 posts

#au - 54 posts

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#the glass scientists - 38 posts

#tgs jekyll - 19 posts

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#robert lanyon - 12 posts

Longest Tag: 86 characters

#like how would they make a multiple season long plot from 100 or something page novel?

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

all I'm here for, is to say: I am absolutely gay for these two. thank you, that's it. that's my big conclusion from today.

this applies to almost every J&H variant btw. I really wanna see more of them too...

(illustration is old, never posted it cause I messed it up, don't mind that lol )

119 notes - Posted October 24, 2022

#4

the absolute wonder that is the second chapter cover of TGS--

I swear, just looking at it brings me joy :')))

tried to replicate the artstyle again, enjoy lol

120 notes - Posted October 21, 2022

#3

since it's TGS Monday, here's some 'Confrontation'!

inspired by the musical adaptation I watched live around a month ago ^^

143 notes - Posted November 21, 2022

#2

okay, y'all know what?? let's do option 2!!!

reblog this with your own interpretation of Jekyll and Hyde and I'll try to make it into a bigger collab :DDD

also don't mind if I get a bit creative while stylizing but I'll try my best to stay as close to original as possible ^^

(be advised, this might take a couple weeks for me, but I'd absolutely love to see everyone's versions :)))

oh fuck I might have to draw... a background.

edit 2: and we have reached 40!!

submissions are now closed!!

thank you to everyone who contributed!!!! love y'all and your amazing works <3

and now off to work!!!

also yet again, I shall ask for your patience,,,, I'm really sorry but I'm already drowning in too much to do, so even while prioritizing this, it'll take a few weeks... I'll try and keep y'all updated ^^

175 notes - Posted November 25, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

IT. IS DONE.

I actually fucking did it. I finished a project. wtf.

anywayssss, I still do not know how to animate properly so I hope u enjoy it :3333

(this actually took 9 hours, in total worktime, holy shi-)

here're the original panels from TGS!!!

and now-- I'll just,,, sleep I guess???

447 notes - Posted November 15, 2022

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[purple-beans]

I posted 19,866 times in 2022

15 posts created (0%)

19,851 posts reblogged (100%)

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@there-is-pie-in-the-fridge

@elesh-nussy

@agentduckorico

@nonbinary-bosmer

@loth-catgirl

I tagged 278 of my posts in 2022

#okay but - 5 posts

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#prev tags - 4 posts

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Longest Tag: 138 characters

#now i dont know if this is gonna be translations but honestly even if im getting a bunch of emails in fucking latin ill be happy as can be

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I just finished Gideon the Ninth and well, she's just gone then? Dead and scooped up into Harrow as an infinite death-juice battery?

9 notes - Posted November 8, 2022

#4

Hey Outer Wilds Tumblr. I need some help.

I've had EotE since the moment it came out. But I just can't, for the life of me, get through those sections. You know the ones. As soon as I get to them, my anxiety just goes. Through the roof. And I just, really want to do this. I wanna experience it, for myself. But I don't know how..

30 notes - Posted March 22, 2022

#3

Waterparks still makes good music you guys are just mean

49 notes - Posted July 10, 2022

#2

Well I just finished reading Iron Widow and I would like to recap my thoughts as uhhh,

Holy Shit

64 notes - Posted July 17, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

So here's a fun fact. Jeff Bezos is having a new superyacht built by the Dutch yacht builder Oceanco. Just behind Rotterdam. This yacht is a massive, 400-something feet sailing monstrosity. Three massive masts. And now Oceanco has been located in that same spot for years right. They know exactly what the restrictions are, how high all the bridges between them and the North Sea are.

One of these bridges is the Koningshavenbrug, colloquially known as "De Hef" (the Lift). De Hef is a former railway bridge over the Port of Rotterdam, which today is out of use but stands there as a "Rijksmonument", a state monument. This means that this bridge can't just be demolished or altered, because it's well, a monument for a part of Rotterdam's past.

De Hef is also, too low for Jeff Bezos' new toy. So, going against what the city of Rotterdam said in the past, namely that the bridge would never again be dismantled, they're going to dismantle the bridge. Just temporarily mind you, under the guise of "maintenance". Because they can't alter the bridge. Because it's a monument.

But hey if you're the richest man in the world, I guess you can just buy your way to having a monument dismantled in order to have your boat pass by.

TL;DR: Jeff Bezos ordered a boat a company who knows the height of these bridges. This company designed a boat that's bigger than the bridges. They're now tearing a bridge down just for Bezos' boat.

Source: English. Dutch.

412 notes - Posted February 2, 2022

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[themagical1sa]

Another year, another review! Let’s see how I’ve been since 2021.

I posted 575 times in 2022

That's 416 more posts than 2021!

199 posts created (35%)

376 posts reblogged (65%)

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@buc-eebarnes

@katsurolle

@elfilibusterismo

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#my passive fandoms are: cave story • undertale • lolirock • demon slayer • little witch academia • carole & tuesday • genshin impact

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#5

Philippine lawmakers are back at it again, writing horribly-worded and vaguely-defined laws!

I'm so tired. Gusto ko nang lumayas.

162 notes - Posted February 21, 2022

#4

While this braindump/drabble may work as a standalone, it is recommended that you read "Gwapo" and Nakakagigil ka! first.

"Tch, dumb transfer student," Katsuki Bakugo scoffed as he looked at you from his table with his friends. "If that dumbass likes me so much, then why is she sitting with shitty Deku?"

See the full post

229 notes - Posted March 19, 2022

#3

Markiplier's Emmy nomination memes moodboard

because holy shit, what the FUCK? /gen /pos

See the full post

497 notes - Posted November 2, 2022

#2

reposting from my own Twitter thread

first tweeted on 11:25 AM, 02 March 2022 (Philippine Time)

Man, I don't know how I expect myself to concentrate in class today when the SIM Card and Social Media Registration Act is about to be passed into law on *Friday.* That bill is going to nullify our right to privacy and endanger our cyber safety. It's going to make us more prone to hacking/doxxing and, on top of that, makes red-tagging easier. I don't know how I'm supposed to go on about my day when there is a whole bill that is going to endanger us all.

616 notes - Posted March 2, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I may or may not have realized something related to In Space with Markiplier.

Engineer!Mark said that the only other person he trusted the most was the Captain.

Engineer!Mark also built the warp core.

See the full post

1,318 notes - Posted September 20, 2022

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[wolfiexkcals]

Diary entry (sort of)

12/08/2024 (August 12th 2024)

Weight: 64 something kg

Food: 1046 Exercise: 1k NET: ~46

Okay so.. uhm tried recovering but ended up binging like crazy because of ✨extreme hunger✨. I feel so fucking fat and I absoloutely hate myself, people who say "you won't be happier at a lower weight" are bullshitting because at my lw I was so confident and happy holy shit, I was always so euphoric, I felt good.. yes I was tired and dizzy but I am that now too, I mean genuinely fuck recovery, it has ruined me. The same way pvrging ruined me, but I've been able to stop that and hey, maybe I can stop the binging? today was the first "successful" day, only 1000 calories and not double or triple that. And a good amount of exercise too. I actually feel good for once and I plan on updating this blog more often, I kinda see it as a diary as you can probably tell by the title of this first sort of diary entry. Anyways, going to bed in an hour or so, gonna try and actually take off my makeup and brush my teeth for once. Yes it's gonna take effort but I do want to be able to take care of myself in other ways that don't involve eating, depression fucking sucks.

[benefits1986]

lapidali

How do you sum up your life story in one line today, just in case your expiration date is tomorrow?

While Carrerrra is playing so early in June 2024's last Monday, I remember the tears that fell each time I visited mother dragon. The lapida is like a marker that bears her name and how she is best remembered. Its design is custom because I don't want my non-basic bitch mom to be just another statistic in a delulu is the solulu pitik ng inyong ajumma. The design marries spirals and swirls (favorite niya 'yan) and features a fleur de lis which hits home in as far as mom's life is concerned: -Many symbols that include royalty bilang siya ay mayorang-mayora lalo na sa buhay ko -In the bible, it represents the Holy Trinity and the Virgin Mary as a devout Catholic siya talaga like I KENNAT to the point na parusa niya sa akin ay magdasal ng rosary two times pero tumigil na rin kasi I'm not giving shit as non-formulaic girl -Purity because wagas siya in fairness. Walang halong kemikal at natural lang pagkatao niya. Unapologetic pa.

-It's French kasi 'yung maiden name niya (last name) is Frenching talaga and feeling ko talaga andun ang roots ko

-Light because she is my light in the darkest and most hopeless days and nights. Periodtzzz.

-It's both good and bad which is what mom is (like the rest of the world).

-Stands for theological virtues (faith, hope, and charity) very like my mom. Opak. Hindi lang talaga halata kasi sungit levels niya 10000000.

-I read somewhere na may paganap about it standing for "those who lived, those who loved, and those who fought" ngayon 'di ko na makita. Baka natabunan na ng updated content or AI-generated content.

-No photos, just engraving and font style is Garamond (as a Harry Potter girl tayo na wala ring naggawa nanay ko to the point na hindi na ako nagaaral kahit bagsak ako sa Trigo. Ganun kalala.) -It's black and grey. Periodtzz. As an ode to our tiny house na nilipatan namin ng walang pintura sa loob back in the late 90s.

Mom's one-liner which took me a week to down: YOUR LOVE AND LIFE LESSONS LIVE ON. Sana tama ang grammar. LOL. Side Note: Dad ko nung nakita 'yung design: Girl scout ba nanay mo? Me: Puwede rin kasi mala-girl scout siya sa pagiging laging handa. GMG kasi. Please lang.

While anhedonia is my default state of mind and being, seeing mom's final destination visually means shedding a tear or two. Yes. We don't ngalngal in public as much as we can po, opo. Ego e. Pride e. Last Saturday, I found myself walking a familiar path but this time, Dad is downing his daily steps. OPAK. Character arc development right there. Not bad for this 64-year-old pakitong-kitong, right? On a good day, he does 6K.

However, his hips and legs are starting to shake. I could have gone 10K with him as a wing girl even when it's friggin' hot outside. I've been checking his walk. May mali. May super mali. His form is not forming. I egged him and challenged him to gun for 20K steps. Anak, 2K tama na. Sakit e. Hahahaha. There, there, there. He still doesn't want to go all out in his PT sessions. I told him gusto niya yata malumpo na muna siya bago makinig at dibdibin ang kailangang gawin na napaka simple. AMPOOCH. He got back at me real quick saying that he's fine with downing his steps on his own. Sanay naman daw siyang mag-isa. Boomer bomb not so early on a Sunday gaming na naman. Anyway, as I'm walking around mom's eternal space in this lifetime, I can't help but observe the other lapidas. Some standouts are: -One biker who died at a ripe age; his lapida has a minimalist bike element -A few souls that lived for only one day -People my age with names that are from mixing the names of their parents (UGH) -Parent and child na maganda apelyido pero naman apaka sagwa ng layout -The custom design for mom was apparently used by the shop that is affiliated with the memorial park. FUCK. Ang lapit sa puntod ng nanay ko. However, it's super curious because ka-vibe niya mom ko. Inis na inis ako nung una kong nakita. Pero, ayun na e. Iba pa rin ang OG. LELS. 'Di rin maganda layout so, keep up. When my lola died, my dad requested me to customize the design of lapida. Wala kasi kasing pantiyong na sarili lola at lolo ko. LOL. Literal na nakikilagay lang kami ng sa ancestors nung lolo ko. And hassle puntahan kasi need mong mag-over the nitso ng slight. Sabi ni dad, naggawa ko naman ng mom ko, so dapat mas pak sa lola at lolo ko. LOL. In fairness, may pa-masaleo na sila ngayon. How po? From the hati ng family namin sa lupa sa Nasugbu na nabenta sa isang old couple in cash. Hahahahaha. Imagine, that had to wait for so many years? As a middle class from the gutters, syempre palakpak tenga na naman tatay ko. 'Di daw niya sukat akalain magkaka-masaleo sila. With pigil luha at tulo uhog pa 'yan, bitch.

Me: Wala namang difference 'yan. Ending, patay pa rin naman. Memorial parks are for the living. For posterity lang 'yan, honestly. It does not make sense at all. Periodtzzz. Since it's a collab between me, dad and his boomer siblings, mhieee, jusq. Mga 3 weeks na yata kaming nanenegosyahon. And hindi naman din bayad so 'yung pake ko, wala. CHOZ. Dad actually came up with my lolo and lola's one-liner. Pasado sa akin for the first time with tiny tweaks here and there. SIMPLENG PAGMAMAHALAN, NGAYO'Y MAGKAPILING NA SA WALANG HANGGAN. Opak. Kakanood ng Netflix and curated FYP from me. Lumevel up dad ko diyan. And proud ako sa pakawala niya. Anyway, anong lapida one-liner mo? Ako kasi if kayang literal na isaboy sa Mt. Batulao or sa Mt. Pulag ashes ko, dun na lang. Wala ng viewing because that's another story to tell. Syempre, malaking diskyuson na naman ito. Pero, abangan.

[melvin-dukowski]

Operation listen to a new album a day Q1 list

1: Foreign Skies by the Dreadnoughts.

2: King of the Jews by Oxbow

3: Swarm by Atomic Ape

4: Yodh by Mizmor

5: Los Angeles by X

6: School’s out by Alice Cooper

7: Панихида by Батюшка (Panikhida by Batyushka)

8: Shoelace and a Knot by yungatita

9: Sorrow and Extinction by Pallbearer

10: Mestarin Kynsi by Oranssi Pazuzu

11: Sign of the Devil by Dopelord

12: Unsilent Death by Nails

13: I by Hell

14: Sunami by Sunami

15: Abandon All Life by Nails

16: Big Sigh by Marika Hackman

17: Command Your Weather by Big Business 

18: Self Surgery by Mrs Piss

19: Revengeance by Conan

20: ILION by SLIFT

21: And Then There Were None by Church of Misery

22: Shades of God by Paradise Lost

23: Dismal by Grief

24: Tweedles by The Residents 

25: Myopia by Mizmor/Thou

26: Carboniferous by Zu

27: Death Magic Doom by Candlemass

28: The Bunny Boy by The Residents

29: Doc at the Radar Station by Captain Beefheart & His Magical Band

30: Koolaide Mustache in Jonestown by Don Salsa

31: Victim in Pain by Agnostic Front

32: Milo Goes to College by Descendents 

33: II by Meat Puppets

34: AN INSATIABLE HIGH by Masayoshi Tanaka

35: You Will Never Be One Of Us by Nails

36: Ein Produkt der Deutsch-Amerikanischen Freundschaft by DAF

37: The Scythe is Remorseless by Yersin 

38: SAVED! By Reverend Kristin Michael Hayter

39: The Burden of Hope by Grails.

40: Redlight by Grails

41: Parole de Navarre by The Dale Cooper Quartet

42: Voice of Chunk by The Lounge Lizards

43: The Affair of the Poisons by Hellripper

44: No Control by Bad Religion

45: Ethic of Radical Finitude by Downfall of Gaia

46: Maniac Meat by Tobacco

47: L’etoile thoracique by Klo Pelgag

48: The World as it is Today by Art Bears

49: Elizium by Fields of the Nephilim

50: Ihsahn by Ihsahn 

51: You Have Already Gone to the Other World by A Hawk and a Hacksaw

52: The Underground Resistance by Darkthrone

53: Terminal by Bongripper

54: Black Tar Prophecies Vols. 1, 2 & 3 by Grails.

55: Of the Last Human Being by Sleepytime Gorilla Museum

56: Moon Healer by Job For A Cowboy

57: Green Room by Radkey

58: Maps by Billy Woods/Kenny Segal

59: Atrocity Machine by Body Void

60: Preachers Daughter by Ethel Cain

61: THE HOLY BIBLE by Manic Street Preachers.

62: Stygian Bough Volume 1 by Bell Witch and Aerial Ruin

63: The Mother of Virtues by Pyrrhon

64: I Got Heaven by Mannequin Pussy

65: Burning Off Impurities by Grails

66: Still They Pray by Cough

67: Time ‘n’ Place by Kero Kero Bonito

68: What Passes for Survival by Pyrrhon

69: Namidae by Oxxo Xoox

70: Corpo-Mente by Corpo-Mente

71: Universal Sprache by Vladimir Bozar ‘n’ Sheraf Orkestar

72: Weedsconsin by Bongzilla

73: Under a Slab, We All Rot by Asphalt

74: Mercenary by Bolt Thrower

75: She Reaches Out To She Reaches Out To She by Chelsea Wolfe 

76: The Black Halo by Kamelot

77: Rum, Sodomy and the Lash by The Pogues

78: Invincible Shield by Judas Priest

79: Behold the Abyss by Those Poor Bastards

80: Ultima II Massage by Tobacco

81: Dandelion Gum by Black Moth Super Rainbow

82: Self-titled 1998 by Dropdead

83: Here are The Sonics by The Sonics

84: Undestroyed by Free Salamander Exhibit

85: The Bowls Project by Charming Hostesses

86: Everybody Knows this is Nowhere by Neil Young with Crazy Horse

87: What a Fucking Nightmare by The Chisel 

88: Feel the Misery by My Dying Bride

89: Maya by M.I.A

90: Whereabouts Unknown by Mojo Nixon

91: Paralyzed by Witch

So far so good. The best albums on here have entered my normal rotation and the worst were merely just kinda boring.

[duckydemons]

hi so basically my friend got me into shipwrecked 64 today. and holy fucking shit is it good.. made me literally speechless multiple times (which, honestly, it’s usually hard to shock me effectively with ARGs, I’ve seen so much stuff at this point) and is just FULL of content I could go down, all equally uncomfortable in their own right..

my fav character is probably either in game bucky or stumbler..

anyway I made gifs of the part that really got me sitting there with my mouth to the floor.. [UNDER CUT TO AVOID SPOLIERS / GORE WARNING]

[neverheardnothing]

1. Album by Joe Iconis, Joe Iconis & Family 2. The Answer by Aaron Tveit 3. Ammonia by Heidi Blickenstaff 4. Archie's All-American by Andrew Barth Feldman 5. Lydia's Song by Lauren Marcus 6. The Protector by Jason SweetTooth Williams 7. Kevin by Andrew Rannells 8. Jeff by Jeremy Morse 9. 64 by Alan H. Green, George Salazar, José Restrepo 10. Play the Princess by Destinee Rea, L. Morgan Lee 11. The Actress by Katrina Rose Dideriksen 12. The Song by Joe Iconis 13. All the Mistakes That He Made About the Girl by Joe Iconis 14. Yesterdays / I Can't Relate by Jason Tam, Jason Veasey 15. Building a Fort by Harrison Chad 16. Haddonfield, 15 Years Later (For Judith) by Jared Weiss, Joe Iconis & Family 17. Sympathy for the Killer by Liz Lark Brown 18. Helen Sharp by Lorinda Lisitza 19. The Nurse and the Addict by Taylor Trensch, Joe Iconis & Family 20. Out Of Sight / Out Of Mind by Krysta Rodriguez 21. The Saddest Girl in the World by Kerry Butler 22. Norman by Lance Rubin 23. (Run Away from You) by Jason SweetTooth Williams 24. The Prisoner's Christmas Song by Grace McLean 25. Right Place / Wrong Time by Eric William Morris, Katrina Rose Dideriksen 26. 52 by Danny Burstein, Joe Iconis & Family 27. A Guy That I'd Kinda Be Into by Seth Eliser 28. Joey Is a Punk Rocker by Annie Golden 29. Social Worker by Nick Blaemire 30. I Was a Teenage Delinquent! by Lauren Marcus, Molly Hager, Joe Iconis & Family 31. (Do) the Slide Whistle! by Jordan Stanley, Lance Rubin, Joe Iconis & Family 32. Muthers R Speshel (Wen Yer Sad) by Lin-Manuel Miranda, Joe Iconis & Family 33. My Best Friend's a Skeleton by George Salazar, Jeremy Morse 34. Velociraptor by Liz Lark Brown 35. Him Today, Gone Tomorrow by Shakina Nayfack 36. Starting to Forget by Badia Farha 37. Tightrope Walker / Mountain Climber / Me by Molly Hager 38. Flesh and Bone (The Robot's Song) by Jason SweetTooth Williams, Joe Iconis & Family 39. Party Hat by Lauren Marcus, Eric William Morris, Joe Iconis & Family 40. Amphibian by Will Roland, Joe Iconis & Family 41. It's All Good by Jason Tam, Nick Blaemire, Lance Rubin, Jason SweetTooth Williams 42. Find the Bastard by Eric William Morris, Joe Iconis & Family 43. Last on Land by Jason SweetTooth Williams, Katrina Rose Dideriksen, MK Lawson, Eric William Morris, Jeremy Morse, Lance Rubin, Joe Iconis & Family 44. Try Again by Joe Iconis

[marciliedonato]

I was remembering that mcr is playing Detroit today... And... They say Detroit is one of the toughest cities in the world. But today, Detroit, the girls have been tougher than the boys…and I know that I’m pretty, but I ain’t THAT fuckin’ pretty. Boys, let me hear what you got! One more time, boys, let me hear what the fuck you got! Alright, are you a bunch of animals? It’s time we start acting like animals. Boys, this song is just for you! But I want you to do one thing for me…I want you to take your fucking shirts off–JUST THE BOYS... get your shirts off and swing it over your fuckin’ head! I don’t care if you a size 32 or a size 48 or a size 64! Holy shit, look at all those shirts. Pull out, pull out with those bullshit cameras. Pull out! Look at all the fuckin’ shirts! I think we ‘bout to turn this motherfucker ‘round!.... WE ARE IN DANGER TODAY FOLKS we're SO getting prison tonight....

[bratshaws]

goodness gracious 99. brb x oc

a/n: WEDDING!! NEXT CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FUCK

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pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

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-

24 hours before the wedding.

September arrived, quicker than either expected and their wedding was going to happen…in a matter of hours. Both were nervous, but excited. And today the wedding tradition started: the bride and groom would be separated until the wedding, Beatrice would stay with her parents and Rooster would remain at home with Jolene. Both would have their bachelor/bachelorette parties in a few minutes, in fact Beatrice was the one who’d leave the house first much to Rooster’s disappointment.

She looked over her shoulder to where her fiancé - soon to be husband - was leaning against the doorframe with his hands inside his jeans pockets, looking less than pleased, “We’ll only be able to see each other tomorrow at the ceremony?” she smiles apologetically while fixing her hair in a ponytail, “I mean,I know it’s tradition and such but do we have to?”

“I don’t want to either,Roos.” she replies, framing the bangs around her face before turning to him, “But if we don’t, my parents are going to drag me out either way.” Beatrice’s feet take her closer to him and she wraps her arms around his middle and her chin between his pecs to tilt her head up, “Hopefully it won’t take too long.”

Bradley frowns, rubbing the side of her face, “Yeah.” he leans down to kiss her forehead, his mustache tickling the skin, “At least we’ll have our honeymoon the very next day, I guess that can help the absence.”

“Absence makes the heart grow fonder.” she whispers, her soft breathing hitting his neck and collarbones, his own eyes closing with his lips still against her scalp, a smile slowly growing on his face. He presses a few other kisses on her forehead, then her cheekbones then her nose, before he touches them together, “...are you nervous?”

They were going to be married the very next day, after all.

He thinks on it for a second, looking to the side in thought, “...a little.” he admits, the side of his mouth quirking in a grin, “Are you?”

“A little.” They both laugh at her response, her hands coming up to gently touch the fabric of his white tee, “I guess it’s to be expected.” she whispers, rubbing her thumb and forefinger on the edge of his top, feeling the seam against her fingertips, “...I guess I’m more excited than nervous.”

Bradley smirks,leaning his head back to kiss the side of her face, right underneath her jawline, “Me too.” he was about to do more but the furious honking outside their house, followed by the ‘BABES!!’ made him groan and stop, “Your ride is here.” Beatrice giggles, looking up at his unimpressed face and cupping his cheeks, “Is there a rule for kissing before the wedding? Is that bad luck?”

“I don’t think so?” 

“Good.” because his lips immediately land on hers, making a soft moan escape her throat and a smile form on her lips as she wraps her arms around his neck and his own around her waist to pick her up. She wasn’t complaining, considering they’d only see each other tomorrow at the ceremony, it seems fitting that they’d kiss each other ‘goodbye’.

Except that nothing with Rooster was that simple, especially when he pressed her back against the wall and her legs wrapped around his waist, the kissing intensifying exponentially with his hand sliding under her top and her own running up his scalp. Her soft moaning was music to his ears, his hands going down to her–

“Bea!” the doorbell rang continuously, Shells’ voice breaking the reverie and making the two of them look to the door, “Babes! Come on! We’re going to be late!” followed by more doorbell pressing, enough to make Rooster groan in annoyance and reluctantly put Beatrice down. The brunette just smiles up at him, and his flushed lips and mussed up hair, reassuring him they’d see each other again soon.

She disappears into the living room to say bye to Jolene, whose tail thumped on the couch vigorously, licking her owner who laughed in response. Once she did that, she grabbed her bag and sunglasses, smiling at her fiancé “Well,I’m going..see you in a few hours. Have fun with your party!” she says quickly, hearing the Buick’s horn blare again, waving Rooster goodbye and stepping out of the house.

Rooster sighed, approaching the windows on each side of the door to watch Beatrice enter the car - after saying hi to the other women there- looking back at the window to wave at him, earning a wave back and a little smile before the Buick disappeared from his view. He tsks, sliding his hands inside his jeans pockets and looking down at Jolene whose huge head nudged itself between his leg and the window, trying to see the car just like he was, “Well…there’s me and you now,Jojo.” he says and the pittie tilts her head up at him, “Wanna join me in my bachelor party? I think the guys wouldn’t mind you there.”

Jolene’s little whine breaks a laugh out of him, who leans down to pet her head and walks away from the window with the pittie following him, her trimmed claws clicking on the floor.

Meanwhile, Shells drove Beatrice and half of the bridesmaids to the Sun’s Retreat, the bride to be watched with amazement as the large white building with giant windows and palm trees came into view - and Evelyn and the other bridesmaids waiting for them outside - “Do you have the flier?” Shells asked and Bea nodded, grabbing it from her purse to show the blonde, “Good, it’s all they need to know you are the bachelorette. And your name, of course.”

Beatrice holds the piece of paper as if it contained secret information, fearing that if she lets it go it’d fly away and they wouldn’t be able to enjoy it. The parking lot is right in front of the spa and there are two spaces saved up for the Bride and her bridesmaids. 

As soon as Shells parks her car, Evelyn,Nat and Halo look up from their conversation to see them, “Finally.” Evelyn smiles, watching Beatrice step out of the car - her eyes still wide in amazement - “We were thinking you weren’t coming.”

“I’m sorry, I was um…” she licks her lips, recalling what happened minutes ago, “Getting everything ready.”

Her taller friend didn’t believe her, but didn’t say anything either, just wrapped her arms around Beatrice in a hug as the brunette got closer. After a few seconds of greeting everyone, Beatrice led the group up the stairs that led to the front doors, looking back at the horizon and seeing the view of San Diego below them, they were so far from everything.

Beatrice pushed the doors open, holding the little flier in her hand and approaching the woman at the spa’s front desk, “Hello um,” she gently slid the paper for her to see, “I…um,I’m the bachelorette.” she didn’t know how else to explain it and yet she felt awkward doing so. The lady looked down at the flier than at her, smiling and asking her full name and the names of the others.

It takes a few minutes for everything to be checked, but eventually they are given the green light to go inside and change into the robes. Robes that were so soft it was like a cloud was covering their bodies. 

They were led up the stairs to the private rooms, where they’d start the treatments. They could choose which one to do first, looking at Beatrice as she looks at the options on the ‘menu’ she was given, “I…I think a massage might work.” she says after a few seconds of silence, giving her friends a small grin before they were led away.

Beatrice couldn’t believe how Shells pulled this off, she wasn’t complaining, honestly she was doing a great job as her maid of honor. Since there were a lot of women together, they had to be separated into groups of three and four - since there were seven of them.- into two rooms that were only separated by a divisor which would make it easier for them to talk if there was any need to.

The view was amazing, once again they could see the San Diego horizon from the hearse as they all lie down, their robes pooled by the waist as they rested their cheeks on the tiny pillow, “Look at that view.” Bea hears Shells comment, whistling quietly, “It’s almost as worth it as the massage.”

“Well, it is nice.” Beatrice smiles, supporting her chin on her folded arms as she hears the masseuses getting ready. She had never gotten a full massage before, the only time she went to a spa with her nonna all she did was put on mud masks and have her nails painted, “I don’t think I–” she inhales sharply when she feels the woman’s hand on her legs, pressing the muscle, “I-I’ve seen - ow - such a pretty view.” 

“Isn’t it? I knew you’d like it.” Shells says with a prideful grin, one that turns into a minimal grimace when her back thighs are pressed on. Meanwhile Evelyn had her eyes closed, thoroughly enjoying the feeling and unlike her friends, only letting out sighs of relief. On the corner of the room, Nat’s quiet noises of pleasure and complaint added to the sounds of joints popping and to the harp music that played on loop on the speakers.

Beatrice however was enjoying it as much as everyone else, eventually letting her eyes drop shut as the continuous rubbing of her muscles slowly lulled her to a short lived nap. She did fall asleep for a little bit, her friends noticing but saying nothing since she’s been so over the place for the wedding these past months, deciding to talk amongst themselves instead.

She had no dreams, she could still hear some of what was being talked about around her, her body was so relaxed she could feel herself melting into the hearse at any moment. 

She didn’t know how long she closed her eyes, but by the time she opened them, the ladies were finished with the massage and were ushering them to the mud baths. Beatrice blinked hard, closing the robe and rubbing her hands on her eyes, “I guess I napped for a bit.” she was still slurring her words just a bit, giving her friends a nervous smile as she hopped down from the hearse.

Her body felt…soft, incredibly soft. Like there was air every time she walked instead of solid ground but she didn’t lose her balance. Since the mud baths only allowed two people each room, they had to separate yet again, this time Beatrice and Shells were the ones instead.

The smell of the mud baths was actually not as bad, there was the obvious smell of sulfur but something else, a fragrance was actually floating in the air. The ladies in the room gave the two privacy to remove their robes after putting their hair up, then slowly climbing onto the warm tub “Oh, shit this is warm.” Shells yelps as Beatrice slowly lowers herself into it, feeling a pressure pushing her back, the mud was so dense it felt like she was floating.

“This is really good.” the brunette whispers, disappearing under the mud until it touches her shoulders, giving the woman responsible for the bath a little wave when she left the room. Beatrice turned to Shells,whose head was leaned back on the small teal colored cushion on the back of the tub, “How’s it?”

“I should be asking you that, bride-to-be. How’s it?”

Bea inhaled deeply, the smell of sulfur and the floral scent entering her nose, “...I’m loving it, Shells, thank you.” she grins, getting comfortable inside the tub as the mud surrounds her like a cocoon, “I really appreciate you doing this to me.”

Shells chuckles, removing the hand from under the mud to wave her off, “It’s fine, you are my best friend.” she pauses, looking ahead with her smile faltering, “..You know…” Beatrice turns her head to the blonde in question, “I don’t think I ever told you how much you meant to me…when we met at Northride, well, I wasn’t expecting you to actually befriend me. I thought that it’d be like ‘oh this crazy girl wants to be my friend? That’s fine,I can handle it for a few months.” she chuckles almost sadly, “You were the first one who didn’t leave.”

Beatrice stared at Shells with her eyes wide, “Shells, you never told me that.”

“I didn’t know how to say it to you.” she shrugs the best she could with the mud around her shoulders, “And, you know, eventually we met Ev and the others and then you met my aunt and Melia. And I met your parents and some of your siblings…and…you know, I really care about you. I really do, Bea. You are like…the sister I never had.”

Beatrice’s eyes were stinging with tears but she couldn’t wipe her eyes because of the mud around her limbs, so she just sniffled and blinked hard to make the tears fall faster, “Wow Shells..I-I…I don’t even know what to say.”

“You don’t have to say anything,babes.” Shells smiles and her own eyes are glinting, “I’m happy for you,I genuinely am happy for you. And I knew from the moment I met Rooster you two would be perfect for each other.”

Beatrice sniffles again, giving her friend a teary smile “Yeah?”

“Oh, absolutely, first time I saw him I thought of you. It was just a matter of time and when you wanted to find a job? That’s how I set my plan in motion.”

“Your plan in motion,” Bea giggles, the tears no longer falling as she adjusted herself on the tub, “Well, your plan went very well, don’t you think?”

Shells laughs, tossing her head back when she does so, giving her friend a knowing look, “I just had to push a bit, everything else was on you two kids. It took a long time but now look at you, soon to be Mrs.Bradshaw.” Beatrice’s cheeks redden, her eyes looking down at the mud bath’s surface, watching the tiny bubbles pop with interest.

“Does that mean you’ll soon be Mrs.Floyd?” at that Shells laughed again, even harder, “What? You love him, don’t you?”

“I love my sugarloaf, don’t get me wrong.” Beatrice was surprised at the sudden nickname tossed in the middle, “But…we might wait a little longer, I’m not in a hurry, neither is Bob, so.” the sentence ends with a shrug and another smirk thrown Beatrice’s way, “Evelyn however, I don’t know…Hangman seems eager to pop the question.”

“I heard that!” comes Evelyn’s voice from the beyond, making the two women look around them, “The walls aren’t that thick, I can hear everything you guys are saying.”

Both Beatrice and Shells looked at one another, before their faces contorted, trying to hold back their laughter with no success, cackling at the commentary like children.

-

“Can I say?” Beatrice’s eyebrow arches when she hears Nat’s voice, “I’ve been a bridesmaid once to my sister but she never gave me a full spa day.”

All of them were now having a full facial treatment, hair treatment and mani pedi in a room with a pool in the middle, surrounded fragrant flowers and peaceful music, with glasses of white wine next to them. Beatrice chuckles, her eyes closed because of the cucumbers on top of them, hair up in a towel after being throroughly washed, “Shells is the one to thank, she managed to pull all of this off.”

“Yeah, about that,”Carmen’s voice adds, “How did you pull this off,Shells? This isn’t easy to do.”

“I have connections. Is all I can say.” the blonde giggles, ‘oooh’ing when she sees one of the women bringing strawberries over, popping one in her mouth and immediately trying to stop the dribble, “Oh it’s juicy!”

“I think it’s great.” Evelyn says,smiling at the cold cloth being gently rubbed over her cheekbones, “I think we all deserved a good spa day and if I know our bride to be, she’d want that as well.” which was true, Beatrice couldn’t imagine a better bachelorette party but one with her friends.

It was Halo’s time to speak then, “It’s really fun,” she sips the wine with a soft hum, fixing the towel on her head before it falls over, “Not only we’ll be glowing at the wedding, we are also relaxed? Couldn’t hope for anything better.”

Beatrice smiles hearing them talk, her hands folded on top of her lap as the cooling mask is still on her face,as were the cucumbers. Her skin care routine was much more simple than what she had here, but she couldn’t complain, her face felt so incredibly hydrated and soft she was sure it’d be shining by the time it was over, “I’m just happy you guys are having fun.” she grins, taking in a deep breath, “I hope Roos is too.”

“I’m sure he is.” Nat adds, “The boys are taking him to a brewery then bar hopping, I told them to not get him too drunk before your wedding. It’d be horrible to have your groom be carried all the way into the venue.” 

The women laughed, especially Beatrice who was in reality, missing him terribly. It was very silly, she could handle being without him for months but not for a few hours? Maybe it was because of what this absence meant, she’d only see him by the time of the ceremony and that would take…a few hours. It wasn’t her fault!

Beatrice blinked once she felt the cucumber slices being removed from her eyes, with the cooling mask following. Her face felt tight and smelled delicious, she thanked the woman who removed the facial treatment looking down at her freshly painted nails as well. Nothing too intense, just a light pink almost nude color, but something she felt it’d work since she couldn’t remember the last time she had her nails painted professionally.

“How do you feel?” Evelyn asks on the comfortable white stretcher next to Beatrice.

The brunette sighed, biting her lower lip, “...over the moon.” she laughs, “That’s…how I feel all the time lately.”

Evelyn’s gaze softened, “Good.” her brown eyes followed the lady out of the room and she sent Shells a look, “Now, I know it’s usual for the gifts to be given during the wedding, but,” Beatrice looks up when their blonde friend closes the door behind the women, suddenly grabbing a box that was somehow hidden behind a flower pot.

Beatrice looks at all of them, who now were sitting up and following Shells and Evelyn, almost surrounding Beatrice, “What are you guys doing?”

“Here, it’s just something we felt you’d like.”

Beatrice furrows her brows, grabbing the medium sized box to have a better look, it seems heavy…she hums, gently pulling on the bow and letting it fall to the sides before lifting the lid. Beatrice widens her eyes, looking from the box to her bridesmaids with her lips parted “Oh, guys…” she smiles sweetly, pulling out the piece of clothing with her smile never wavering.

It was a jacket, an aviator jacket, with embroidery on the back. But not any embroidery, it was the depiction of a rooster and the words ‘Mrs.Bradshaw’ in curved white thread right below it, “We figured you’d need one.” comes Nat’s voice from her left, “It might get cold and you know, brides use that.”

Beatrice couldn’t stop staring at it. It hit her, finally, that this was real, this was happening, she is going to become Mrs.Bradshaw in a matter of hours. Her eyes stung with tears as she hugged the jacket close, letting a few tears roll down and smiling more when she felt arms wrapping around her body, giving her more comfort than ever before, “Thank you…I…thank you so much for this.”

“You are welcome.” Halo says, “We mean it, you have no idea how much it means to us too that you stepped into Rooster’s life.”

“Yeah, you two were meant to be.” Nat adds and the words that Mav said months ago repeat in her mind. Meant to be. She always believed there were soulmates but she didn’t think she’d have one and yet…there she is, with a soulmate. Cheesy and if she told Rooster that he’d laugh but undoubtedly agree with her.

When they all broke the hug, Beatrice kept on looking at the aviator jacket, smiling so bright it’d break the sun as Rooster would say. And speaking of him, the usual ringtone that signaled his messages - a short rendition of Time After Time - popped in, but the others were too busy talking amongst themselves to pay attention.

Once Beatrice grabbed the cellphone , there was no rule preventing them from messaging one another, she immediately grinned when she saw it.

It was Jolene, wearing his sunglasses and giving the camera a doggy smile. It seemed like they were either in one of the boys’ houses or somewhere that allowed dogs because she could see Payback looking at the pittie with a little grin while tipping a bottle to his lips

Roos (17:40)

The boys took her in, she’s our little drink buddy ( she’s only drinking water babe and having nice cuts of meat I swear)

Bea (17:43)

Aw!She looks so happy!Pls don’t get her drunk, she’s our ring bearer, Roos.

The second image she gets is of him and Jolene, this time she’s no long wearing his sunglasses and is sitting on his lap, still doggy smiling as Rooster takes the picture. the half of his face showing his pearly whites as he grins

Roos (17:48)

She’s not drunk, the waiters here loved her and are giving her fancy meats I don’t even know the name of!

Roos (17:49)

Anyway,I miss you :(. Are you having fun?

Bea (17:52)

I am, I’m having a lot of fun. Are you?

Roos (17:54)

Yeah,I am…just wish you were here, you know? I know I’ll have to wait until the wedding  and that only adds up…but I’ll let you have your fun,gorgeous. I’ll keep you updated on Jolene’s drinking journey. I can’t wait to see you.

Bea (17:56)

I can’t wait to see you either <3 and pls send more pics, it’s really cute. I love you.

Roos (17:59)

I love you too, gorgeous. So much

Beatrice lowered the phone to her lap, then looked out the windows as she saw the sky turn from blue to purples,pinks and reds, the sun slowly disappearing. She turns her eyes to the jacket, following the sewn ‘Mrs.Bradshaw’ on top of the rooster head…yeah…

Soulmates indeed.

[due4amiracle]

Day 313

Ooops it’s been a while - oh well! GDQ consumed my soul so, ya know. Shrug! On to the list!

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope🚫

2 chapters - The Starless Crown by James Rollins 100%, Among Thieves by M.J. Kuhn 100%, Gutter Mage by J.S. Kelley 0%. Uh, books! TSC: 2.5🌟 2.5 rounded to 3 for a book that had way too many not-Nyx PoV changes! Honestly, Nyx was the ONLY character i gave any fucks about and we kept switching away from her! Ridiculous. Goodness. AT: 2🌟 Uh, things just kinda *happened* without rhyme or reason and then it ended on a HUGE cliffhanger, none of the characters particularly liked each other, and... ???? what. Moving on to Gutter Mage by J.S. Kelley! UwU♡ ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 13 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 22! New MONTH! new weeklies! ♡ω♡. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +0 -> 74, BTN +0 -> 80, CUL +0 -> 80, WVR +0 -> 80, GSM +0 -> 77, FSH +0 -> 65, MIN +0 -> 74, ALC +0 -> 69, LTW +0 -> 64, ARM +0 -> 65, CRP +0 -> 64, BSM +0 -> 65. Vath 0/0 Rank 8/9 Bloodsworn, Vanu 1350/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn, Moggles 0/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn. No game today UwU♡ ✔✔

Vamp shiz - 0 words written! Up to 8672. 1349 words for pt6. Always the grind for the next part - but none this last time bit. However, i have been doing some sceneing! So that counts because i say so. ✔

2 anime eps - Mob Psycho 100 II! 1&2 done! ✔

Other things - Manhwa: Nothing here. In other news: Did my daily Cozy Grove and still loving it! Did not play Swag and Sorcery. No Unsleeping City 2. Whew GDQ consumed my soul for so long. What a fantastic thing, so many AMAZING runs, and also runs i missed that i need to go back and watch. Finished the “Get my Money” saga - finally went and got my id, after getting an appointment in the big city, only for it to get cancelled because of *waves at the world as it is* and then getting a new appointment in a different city, then going to walmart and getting the check cashed (which was a mini-saga in it’s own right, check wouldn’t go through and calls had to be made and yada yada it eventually went through, put money onto a prepaid paypal card we thought would let us put the money into the account, nope, did not work, but still let us send money back to people so a mostly-win!) and then grabbing food. Whew. Bought things and watched lots of GDQ and yea. Had an appointment somewhere in there, with the nurse of the therapy place, she asked me LOTS of questions and oh lawd i had so much anxiety about all of it and barfed lots of words, but in the end she... well, didn’t pass me off, per se, more “the psychologist will be MUCH more qualified to deal with your disaster of a mess of medications because holy shit you are on SO MANY MEDS wow holy hot damn.” so. Ya know. Other than all of that. Eating lots of good foods, drinking lots of good drinks, lots of liquids. Lots of pain, migraine and wrists and arthritis and yuck. Brain has been unkind too. Anxiety rampant and rapid spiraling up and down. Exhausted. So fucking exhausted all of the time. Holy shit. i wish i wasn’t so tired. Bleh. Get back on the rodeo horse now though. Let’s go.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: D Brain: D

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!