#5sos pov

[buck2eddie]

cause i've got a jet black heart / happy birthday @cowboy-buck <3

[ashtons-lemon-tree]

[reader be of the chronically ill variety]

[poly! skz]

imagine it being an okay day until you finally finish the work you needed to get done and take a very much needed breather. the pain seeping into your joints as you make your way over to one of the guys' rooms. not caring who's as over the years you've known Skz, your stuffies have sprinkled themselves all over the bedrooms. all of them becoming besties with the respective skzoos. Chan finds you first, deciding to just lay on top of you like a weighted blanket. 'You okay?' He hadn't seen you for most of the day, unsure if he needed to mother-hen you. 'Yea, accidentally overdid it.' Chan's psuedo-kiddos gathered shortly one by one afterwards, simply joining in on the cuddle pile.

[kindahoping4forever]

Ash IG Story

[juke-is-a-penguin]

How does it feel to live my dream? Literally these photos would’ve sent little old 2014 stan me into a coma 😭

[alexclrmontdiaz]

all of my wrongs, they led me right to you

🎄 It's december and I will be posting some red, white & royal blue fics that I have been working on that are set in the month december.

I posted the next one on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/52369684

Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor

Category: M/M

format: stand-alone

Warnings: no warnings aside from little Alex's heartbreak and a "you came" "you called" moment

It’s Christmas Eve when Alex Claremont-Diaz receives a phone call from one of his friends that he hasn’t spoken to since that one faithful fundraiser party, three months ago. Alex didn’t think he would still have this big of an effect on him, after being ignored for three months, but he still finds himself jumping in his car despite the Christmas weather.

Click here if you'd like to check it out on ao3!

Click here if you'd like to check out my collection of december fics! 🎄

[spideyhexx]

if he changes his bio it's over for me it's so cute and millennial

it needs to stay

[edge-oftheworld]

what if teeth actually is about navigating paranoia/psychosis in a relationship and it’s actually the narrator who is unreliable?

[caketopics]

luke boyfriend hemmings

[phantaloon]

bad omens by 5sos is so kandrew coded

[bylersdontcry]

wherever you are by 5 seconds of summer being byler coded pt 2 💛

[5sosfanfictioncatalogue]

POV Calum Masterlist

Chrysalis (ao3) - jbhmalum michael/calum T, 49k asexual!calum, trans!michael

Summary: When Michael breaks up with him without an explanation, Calum is left confused as he tries to pick up the pieces. He just doesn’t realise they’re not meant to be put back together the same way.

don't stop (ao3) - bellawritess michael/luke, pre-luke/ashton T, 5k

Summary: Five times one of them asked “do you want me to stop?” and the one time someone else asked them to.

Guess I was Running from Something (I Was Running Back to You) (ao3) - TheseEmptySoundsAndEndlessStories luke/calum G, 5k

Summary: Usually it’s Calum who offers to walk home with Luke and the night Luke does it, Calum takes a chance.

make it to me (ao3) - cthink ot4, michael/luke/ashton G, 23k (WIP)

Summary: Calum is in a band. Now, this band consists of three other people who he considers his best friends—no more, no less. They're all bandmates. Straight, "no homo", hetero bandmates (fragile masculinity included and all).

Or, at least, that's what he thinks, until he finds two of them sucking eachothers' faces off in the toilet of a shitty club. Cue sexuality crisis.

it's not my fault i want you(it's yours) (ao3) - sometimeswebreakbeforeweshine (orphan_account) michael/calum, luke/ashton, michael/luke N/R, 3k

Summary: michael puts up cuddle applications and calum sees. he doesn't want anything more but this is a fanfic what are you expecting honestly.

More: An Ashton Irwin and Calum Hood Fanfic. (ao3) - WeaSlyis0UrK1ng calum/ashton E, 3k

Summary: You would think living with Ashton Iriwin would be fun... it's not.

the hues of me and you (ao3) - Calumthoodshands (tndart) luke/calum T, 25k

Summary: “And you’re not… doing this to get a date after all?” he asked after a moment, chewing on his lower lip. If he didn’t make sure of it now, he never would, and if there was one thing he most definitely didn’t need, it was his own love life interfering with his bachelor’s. No, thank you. Luke exhaled almost unnoticeably, but he smiled at Calum, a little lopsided, a little mischievous. “No, I’m not. You know, if you want, we’ll just make a pact. No falling for the other allowed, as long as we’re working on the project. No feelings and no dates. Nothing’s gonna happen, and we can both move on, and you’ll get your bachelor’s and we can live happily ever after. How’s that sound?”

When Fire Meets Gasoline (ao3) - Hoodie luke/ashton, michael/calum M, 12k

Summary: They were meant for each other.

When they’re together, their love is powerful and explosive, like fire meeting gasoline.

Yet, their love is so passionate, it’s dangerous. Nevertheless, he loves him so much he enjoys the pain of being burned alive because he loves when his lover makes him feel, regardless of its nature. This is why they keep returning to each other.

You can say their love is…smothering.

Why Do We Sabotage Things? (ao3) - YourBiologicalRomance michael/calum T, 1k

Summary: “Cal,”he said “I’m quitting.”

“Quitting what?”

“School.”

“You gotta be fucking kidding me,Mike.Tell me you’re kidding.”

“I’m serious. We are flying to LA.”

“For…for what? For your band things?”

“Yes.”

you've got a million reasons to hesitate (ao3) - hideforalifetime luke/calum M, 6k (WIP)

Summary: “I’m not gorgeous,” Luke argues. “I’m just a normal guy.”

He steps forward, laying a hand on Luke’s waist, sending a pleasant chill down his spine. “If those baby blue eyes aren’t the most beautiful thing anyone’s ever laid their eyes on,” he whispers, “this world is fucking colourblind.”

He knows he’s pretty, and he knows he’s being watched every time he goes out. And that’s alright. He’d probably screw up a serious relationship, anyway.

[allsassnoclass]

24?

hello hello! let's see let's see what is the idea doc giving us now

ah yes, 24 is my malum quarantine au. i started this during the first initial covid quarantine, and the premise is that michael hears about the lockdown and doesn't think he'll do well living by himself with no human contact, so calum temporarily moves in. obviously quarantine turned into a much bigger, longer thing than any of us expected, so with calum becoming a more permanent resident of the house romance blossoms. part of me does want to revisit this, if only because there's so much about loneliness and fear and everything that went on in 2020 that would probably be good to process in writing and would definitely be really interesting to explore, but it also now feels a little callous to use the beginning of the pandemic as a backdrop for a silly little romance fic when so many people died and are still being negatively affected by covid. i also feel like i've already forgotten some of the details of life in that first lockdown. i'm not sure if this fic will ever see life, but i'm also not definitively saying i won't ever write it

Send me a number 1-91 and I’ll tell you which fic it corresponds to on my idea doc

[ashtons-lemon-tree]

[non idol au; written w/ pre-debut Chan in mind]

Imagine being Bang Chan’s sugar parent. Getting to see Chan blush beyond measure whenever you gift him that one item he’s been eyeing. Either every time he goes shopping at the mall with you or any time he dares to go online shopping. Watching with apt attention as he covers his face with his hands after unwrapping it. Squirming away from your hold as you lift his face to look at you. ‘So sweet, my precious little treasure.’ Laying kisses on his cheeks between every word.

With online shopping, his hand will hesitate for a second before drifting to the credit card of yours on file. The one that strictly for him to use when he wants. Smiling whenever a notification pops up on your screen. Sometimes getting a text beforehand if it something Chan considers remotely pricey. Asking if it’s okay to buy with a picture attached. ‘Of course, lovely.’

[kindahoping4forever]

Ash IG Story

[alexclrmontdiaz]

with your love i'm a better man

🎄 It's december and I will be posting some red, white & royal blue fics that I have been working on that are set in the month december.

I posted the next one on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/52098202

Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor

Category: M/M

format: stand-alone

Warnings: no warnings apply

Henry finds the other side of the bed empty when he wakes up and finds his stressed out boyfriend in the kitchen. Henry thinks winter mornings during the Christmas Holiday are for warm beverages, blankets and good company – not for essays, work deadlines and writing speeches like Alexander Claremont-Diaz seems to think. 

Click here if you'd like to check it out on ao3!

Click here if you'd like to check out my collection of december fics! 🎄

[iplayguitarbutshesintodrummers]

Love is not a real thing | Calum Hood x Reader (she/her)

Autor note: I wrote this based in something i read on the 5sos wikipedia when i started to stan them that said that calum didn't believed in love

Also, sorry if there's any grammatical error, english Is not my first lenguage.

summary: you were friends with 5sos even before they started the band, Calum Is your best friend and to be honest you always had a tiny crush on him, until some time ago where your feelings started to grow stronger.

The problem here Is that calum wasn't a love believer, he would always complain about how hard relationships and love in general Is, just because he had some failed relationships for dating mean ass people.

But maybe..

Just maybe

You could make him think otherwise

Warning: dramatic confession, fluff too much fluff lol

Pov Y/N:

I would be lying if i say that i didn't felt anything for Calum, i've been having this weird feelings since we met, not so long ago i realized that i was in love with him.

But it was late now, we already have a strong friendship, telling him about my feelings would be like throw me off a cliff and im not willing to risk my treasured friendship for just some silly feelings that probably are just something that i would forget about as soon as i met someone else, right?

But i couldn't help it.

Sometimes i would just watch him exist when we hang out with the boys, getting lost in his eyes or just admiring his features, fantasizing about pressing my lips against his or whisper into his ear how much i loved him

A voice took me out of my thoughts

"Y/N, you okay? You have been dissociating for 20 minutes now"

Ashton said with a confused and worried expression

"yeah, everything's okay"

I took a sip of my drink and tried to catch up with everything the boys have been talking about, remembering the old times and getting nostalgic since the other day i was going to move to Nashville

calum was a little more quiet tonight, i tried not to make eye contact with him since i sweared that he was almost staring into my soul.

Luke turned towards Calum

"what's up with your love life, cal pal?"

"nothing new, mate, you already know how i feel about the whole love thing"

"what about you, Y/N?"

Luke asked me making me get out of my thoughts once again

"what about me...?"

"do you have a partner?"

Calum asked being straight forward

"uhm.. no i don't"

The topic stayed there and we didn't touched it again for the whole night.

It was past midnight when we decided that we should leave the bar.

Mostly because Luke and Michael were getting a little bit too tipsy.

Ashton offered to take them home, leaving Calum and me alone.

"i'll text you when i get home"

I was planning on walking back home, i needed some fresh air and a little walk won't hurt anyone.

"where are you going?"

Calum said with his arms crossed sightly raising his brow

"to my house..?"

"without me?"

Calum said sightly teasing before wrapping one of his arms around my shoulders as we started walking

"thanks for coming with me"

"whenever you want, rockstar"

as we walked towards my place we talked about a lot of random topics, sometimes we were even stopping our tracks to just talk

Like if we never wanted to arrive my place and end this night.

However, sooner or later that was going to happen.

we arrived to the front door of my house.

I unlocked it and turned to look at Calum.

"thanks for the walk"

"no worries, mate"

He waved at me and turned around as he started walking away.

It was now or never

"Calum!"

He stopped his tracks and looked at me

"hm?"

"..."

I took a deep breath trying to find the correct words

"i.."

"i love you"

His eyes widened sightly and then he smiled kindly

"love you too"

He turned around and kept walking away.

What the hell have just happend..?

He thought i said it in a friendly meanor..?

I noticed that it started to drizzle, i just hoped he would get home safe and dry at least.

Pov Calum:

I left Y/N's house as soon as i could, even if i didn't meant to but i just felt like i needed to leave running out of there.

I felt my breath heavier, a huge weight over my shoulders and how my heart was beating like if it was going to get out of my chest at any moment.

It was just a simple, friendly "I love you" right?

I shouldn't be overthinking it that much, but i couldn't help it.

There was something in they way she said it that it made it have so much power over me.

I arrived to my place and just lied on my couch looking at the ceiling just trying to think of something else, but my thoughts always leaded to her, to Y/N.

The question flooded my mind "what did she meant by that?" Was she just being friendly? Or was she flirting with me?

I started to get frustrated because i had so many questions and not a single answer

I would be lying if i say i haven't been some kind of attracted to Y/N lately, but i feel like she's completely out of my reach, not only because she's one of my best friends since forever but because i feel like she's too much for me, i wouldn't be able to give her what she deserves, and i would end up messing everything up like i always do in my relationships

However

I needed to get it out of my chest, we hated having secrets between us, after all, she was moving to Nashville tomorrow and it was my last chance.

I stood up, took my car keys and opened the door to leave my house and go to look for Y/N

What i didn't expected was to find her there right in front of me under the rain

"Y/N?"

She interrupted me

"when i told you that i love you"

"i was being serious"

"Cal, if im going to leave i think you deserve to know what has been through my mind lately"

"i.. i think i developed feelings for you"

My eyes widened, the hell we actually shared braincells..

"Y/N-"

"don't say anything i don't want answers, i just want to get this out of my chest"

"i really like you Cal."

"im not saying we could be something like boyfriend and girlfriend because i don't know how you feel about this and also the fact that you say "you always mess up" in relationships and that you don't believe in love"

"and that's what i wanted to talk to you about"

"you sticked to the idea that you are not worth of love and that you always mess up your relationships and it ends up happening just because you are constantly thinking about it. And i hate seeing you torturing yourself like that. You are worth of love Cal, you are a good partner, you are everything anyone would wish in a relationship"

"and im sick of you not believing me, you think you always mess up because you think you are "too boring" or "too simple"

"When in reality you are not anything of that, and your exes just couldn't actually see who you really are and what you actually worth"

"you are the most talented, kindest, funniest, and romantic person i know and i can't stand you not believing that because some bullshit people made you think otherwise"

Her voice started to break

'i just-"

"i wished you could see yourself like I see you so you could understand why i like you so much"

"i wish you could see that love Is a real thing, that love Is not really what you think it Is"

"i wished you could give me a chance to prove to you that you never were the problem and that you just needed to find the correct person.."

I felt a knot in my throat i just needed to hug her and cry in her arms, i needed to hear that so bad.

I just didn't thought that hearing it from her could be so relieving

There was a long silence between us while i was trying to find the correct words to say.

Suddenly she took a step closer

"Calum.."

I looked at her

"promise me that when you fall in love again.. you'll think about what i told you

And promise me that, in that case, you would be positive enough to make things work"

"Y/N.."

My voice breaking

"i promise i would be positive enough to make things work between us"

"wait wha-?"

I didn't wanted to hear anything more, I cupped her face with my hands and kissed her without warning.

At first i felt her tense, she didn't expected me to do that, but then she gave in and kissed me back.

some seconds after we both pulled away and i pressed my forehead against her's

"am i being too dramatic if i say you might be my end game?"

I said with a silly little grin in my face

"kind of, but that's what i like about you"

Pls reblog if you liked this, you would help me a lot

The fics requests are open btw! Tysm for reading <3