#4x1 spn

[homoangel]

[drulalovescas]

16 years ago today Supernatural peaked with the most iconic introduction in the history of television

Happy Sweet Sixteen to Castiel, the only character ever

[babyjaans]

Rewatching lazarus rising as one does,,, and holy shit the fact that this was misha collins portraying castiel for the very first time, that he was on as a GUEST STAR for a show that had been running for yearss, and he came in with his big blue eyes and gave THAT performance!!! Like no fucking wonder we bullied them into making him a series regular. Every fucking time I watch this episode I am so thrown by even the smallest tilts of his head,,, truly suchh a talented actor

[winchestergifs]

I'm not here to perch on your shoulder.

[fr3sh-c0rn]

Dean: What's up, Sammy? I'm back.

Sam: I literally saw you die. You died. You were dead.

Dean: Death is a social construct.

[xofemeraldstars]

if you know you know

[touchlikethesun]

it’s been 15 years and supernatural ep 4x1 lazarus rising is still one of the most sexually charged, suggestive episodes to ever air on american television. actual sex scenes routinely fail to match the tension and build-up of whatever the fuck was going on with dean and cas in 4x1

[theboykingsmichaelsword]

your name is dean winchester and yesterday you were burning.

more than that, worse than that, better perhaps

you were carving.

but today you are risen.

today you look upon your not-father's face and

you are marked.

your brother stands before you,

he is whole and beautiful and more beautiful: undamned.

he tells you

and what you are is

relief.

today, you lie to your brother

today, your brother lies to you.

tomorrow, torment sits across from you and dares not touch.

you sleep alone but not unguarded.

tomorrow, you are a boy with a stick before the unknown.

the boy questions his purpose,

the unknown questions the boy.

in this new world where you are alive, marked but unscarred--

tomorrow, the unknown tells you faith.

it is air and words, everything and nothing when

you know the mercy of absent fathers.

your name is dean winchester

and you have your answer--

today, tomorrow, forever

your lot is service.

[frontseathater]

do you think dean ever saw john on the racks of hell?

do you think they were tortured side-by-side? do you think dean ever looked over at him and reminded himself that this was the eternity he deserved? do you think he reminded himself that he was made in his father's image and that he would never be more than that?

do you think dean faced him? do you think dean let the stench of hell fill his lungs as he tortured his own father? do you think he drank while he did it? do you think he held his weapons wrong on purpose? do you think he cried and screamed too?

do you think that's when he was saved? do you think the word of god wasn't enough to save him because he had made his god his bitch? do you think he needed more to know that he did not belong in hell? do you think he needed someone to look at him and say "i understand. i was made like my father too. let me reshape you with my bare hands and please reshape me with your soul. let me save you, and when you get out please save me too. let me show you what your purpose is. let me show you who you are. let me show you that life is what you deserve. i'll bring you up and you drag me down and let us anchor each other to what is real." do you think he leaned into the touch? do you think he remembered?

[spotdurin]

MISHAPOCALYPSE 11 WE ARE SO BACK

[melekhhg]

Happy birthday, Cas

[homoangel]

[drulalovescas]

Happy anniversary to the only ship ever

16 years?????????!!!!!!! *sobs*

[saturnneedsspace]

Just gotta say that Sam handing Dean the necklace in 4x1 has me crying. I called it, too. Cuz I looked at Dean and went "where's his necklace." THATS WHERE IDIOT!

[winchestergifs]

Whatever this is, whatever it wants, it's after me. That much we know, right?

[martitheevans]

Just watched Lazarus Rising, wdym the first interaction Castiel has with anybody other than 'gripping Dean tight and raising him from perdition' is burning someone's eyes out?