#just the way cas looks at dean
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Rewatching lazarus rising as one does,,, and holy shit the fact that this was misha collins portraying castiel for the very first time, that he was on as a GUEST STAR for a show that had been running for yearss, and he came in with his big blue eyes and gave THAT performance!!! Like no fucking wonder we bullied them into making him a series regular. Every fucking time I watch this episode I am so thrown by even the smallest tilts of his head,,, truly suchh a talented actor
#misha collins literally changed the trajectory of the entire show#he deserves all the awards for this episode alone#just the way cas looks at dean#also misha collins name rolling for the very first time on supernatural while dean gulps down water#misha collins#castiel#insane show for insane people#dean winchester#destiel#supernatural#spn#lazarus rising#spn 4x1
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Cas really read dean to filth within an inch of his LIFE three (3) minutes after meeting him (What's the matter? You don't think you deserve to be saved?), threatened him the very next time he saw him (You should show me some respect. I'm the one who dragged you out of hell. I can throw you back in.), then the time after that overshared about being a good little soldier (Can I tell you something if you promise not to tell another soul? I'm not a... hammer, as you say. I have questions. I have doubts)
absolutely insane writing from the destiel show
#look i don't even know where i was going with this post#im just.... the timing of it all#like literally their first three interactions#in this exact order#im just fully insane about s4 and the way cas changes almost instantly after meeting dean in person#destiel#don't ask me to make sense of this post please it's almost midnight and i got like 4 hours of sleep last night#and lord im about to do it again#spn#it's ya boi rach
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dean in season 13: if someone stole my car i would kill them dead.
dean the season prior when cas stole the colt hidden under dean’s pillow in his room and is passenger to kelly peeling tf out of there in the impala because he asked dean for the keys and dean gave them to him: he’s been having a rough time sam.
#it’s sooo funny#after sadly jingling himself to his room to return the mixtape made just for him like since you’re mad at me . 🥺 you should have this back#that’s how he gets the gun he literally just 🥺 his way into dean’s room#when you look at the arc of their relationship. whipped#he left sam’s soul in hell with lucifer and unleashed the torment nexus on his brain and dean’s ultimate conclusion about this#ach nae… i love him#WHILE FIXING CAS’ CAR#it’s so funny gayboy there’s no hope for you it’s so over
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cas developing a music taste of his own and even if half the music is dean influenced music the other half isn't and you best believe that even if it's not his usual stuff dean sneakily starts adding cas' favourite songs to his own playlist for when they listen to music together
#destiel#and cas is totally into weird stuff i am sure of that#he complains a lot tho dean just to avoid the smitten way cas looks at him every time#he looks up and asks the universe when did he musically fail cas for this to happened to them
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the thing about midam is that it only strengthens my conviction that we should have gotten to see dean as cas’ vessel at LEAST once
#feeling some type of way thinking about destiel bodysharing#dean would have said yes without convincing because he trusts cas implicitly#thinking about how angels leave a tiny piece of their grace inside every vessel#idk they just strike me as the kind of people who would love to crawl inside each other’s skin if they could#and i think they would cohabitate so comfortably#and dean would feel kind of sad and empty after cas left his body#PLUS god i need to see jensen’s version of how cas acts it would be insane#anyway#spn 15x08#destiel#i’ve looked for fics about destiel bodysharing and haven’t found anything up my alley#so if anyone has recs i’ll happily take them
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I have a meta somewhere I REALLY like about how... Cas is actually off working a lot, even with regards to Jack.
Cas's the motif of the overworked dad--the drained dad (*cough* finale I hate you for this one*). Etc etc. The "He never sleeps unless he's dying," motif of dads. Cas is almost never shown in pajamas, and I think it's not just because he's an angel character...
And like, hmmm, I THINK it's maybe in the beginning of season 14, but when Jack gets sick, he wants to spend time with Cas instead of revealing his illness. The implication is that he hasn't actually spent a lot of time with Cas up to this point.
He doesn't want to "jeopardize the opportunity"... to spend time with Cas!
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Yeah! It was 14x03
The sketch of the episode had Cas appraising his hunting skills and field-readiness, a military-minded approach that ended up getting softened in the aired version by Cas making Jack soup to help with his "cold":
Early story arena:
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Note// In the brainstormed version, Jack also fits in better than expected with the "rebellious Kansas teenagers," (if he fit it with anyone, tbf, it WOULD be the rebellious weirdos). Here, Jack is indeed a full-on "heart" character who even attracts the attention of a girl.
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Jack is moved by this kind of praise from Cas, specifically. After all, Cas is one of the people he takes vital protectorship cues from.
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And like so. There’s disaster after disaster, Jack runs away in Tombstone… and then Apocalypse World. Jack has spent a lot of time with Mary and AU Bobby!
Then Dean-Cas at the end of season 13…
But not a lot!
#not a slight on cas#the idea of the overworked dad is just soooo devastating on its own really#yes I thought too hard about pajamas to get to this point#but yeah#i love this little bit!!!!#it has the air of awkwardness that was written into the tombstone script and it's so nice!#jack specifically longs for his battle prowess to be validated by CAS and i think that's just so so so soooo interesting#also the long desired opportunity with cas#cas is someone who he respects but it's a little implied that cas's stoic aloofness might be a barrier to them spending time together!!!#if you squint#spn 14x03#jack stuff#jack cas stuff#jack actually craves battle validation from cas!#like in a huge huge way#maybe?#jack's at the bunker a lot#cas recognizes that jack looks up to dean but he does not recognize how much jack looks up to and models some of his stoicness after cas!
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vaguewatching the fifth element while i attempt to write and suddenly i need a deancas au with dean in the role of korben dallas and cas in the role of leeloo
#this train of thought left the station during the first scene with korben in his tiny capsule apartment#because i started thinking that jensen would absolutely crush that role#and then when leeloo crashed through his cab and they find a way to commicate with one another#i was like.... hold on just a dang minute.......#these are the perfect roles to put dean and cas in#look me in the eye and tell me i'm wrong#so free fic prompt to good home i guess i cannot take on another non-original project#the deancas of it all#cass says things
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June 9th, prompt: Cowboy Boots
"Come on out, Cas!"
"Do I really have to?"
Cas' grumbled reply was muffled by the closed bathroom door between them.
"What? You sayin' you don't like the gift I got you? Don't be a baby, lemme see!"
The door opened, and out came Cas, visibly grumpy Angel of the Lord, dressed in his usual shirt and pants and- Dean's mouth fucking watered at the sight - a pair of brand new cowboy boots.
"I look ridiculous", Cas stated, squinting down at his feet in affront.
"You look-" Dean swallowed. Hot as Hell.
He could see the moment Cas picked up on the way Dean was staring at him, the tiniest of smiles forming at the corner of the angel's mouth and softening the annoyed crease in his brow.
Cas gave him a fond eye-roll, sighing theatrically.
"The things I do for love", he muttered, making Dean grin.
"Alright, Jaime Lannister." Dean crossed the distance between them, arms circling around Cas' waist. "Whine all you like, but those stay on."
For @starcrosseddeancas Dreamy Drabbles
#I really wanted Cas to lean into that reference after that like#Are you the Brienne to my Jaime then?#Cas smirked lifting an eyebrow in that way that never failed to make Dean's breath hitch#You certainly got the sword for it#there was a mischievous sparkle in Cas' eyes as he looked indisguisedly in the direction of Dean's crotch#and Dean could barely hold back the bark of laughter bubbling up in his chest#and then yk some pun about the night ending with a swordfight lol#but that was just my own indulgence with my GoT otp lol#didn't have enough words left so you were spared#unless you actually read all the tags in that case sorry not sorry#destiel drabble#dreamydrabble#spn drabble#destiel ficlet#destiel#castiel#dean winchester#castiel in cowboy boots#destiel fluff#destiel being adorable dumb idiots#drabble challenge#drabble prompt: cowboy boots#my writing#game of thrones reference#dean makes pop culture references#jaime lannister reference#sorry if you don't get the ref but I couldn't help myself
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obsessing about michael holing up in a body that is not his own in a dark church and dean folding in on himself every time and neither of them doing anything until prompted with a way for revenge or to get them back
#when sam shuts down in mystery spot about dean its an immediate 'im going to find the trickster and gut him and I'll kill anything along the#way that i have to' and dean does this about him and everyone else who dies#but when cas dies dean just stops#one of these things is not platonic and im not talking about w*ncest#LOOK AT THEM IT'S THE SAME THING#thinkin thoughts during my weekly 3x11 watch#im probably being incoherent but hopefully at least the main post makes sense#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#my friend is only on s5 so i cant tell her any of this but its been RATTLING AROUND IN MY BRAIN ALL DAY AND I MUST GET IT OUT#spn watch#supernatural#spn#midam#michael spn#adam milligan#destiel#deancas#dean winchester#castiel#i am oh so very normal#srry i get the vibe that midam girlies dont like when people talk about midam and destiel in the same sentence but it's my post#i can do what i want please don't be mad
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Clean up of one my laz rising sketches
ID: A coloured digital drawing of Castiel from episode 4x01 of Supernatural. He has a knife buried in his chest and two bullet holes in his trench coat. His head is tilted down towards the knife but his eyes are looking up. He has a halo and the rough shapes of wings behind him. End ID.
#cas#castiel#lazarus rising#supernatural#spn#spn 4x01#i think this was where i fell in love with him#this whole little moment the way he makes zero effort to prevent dean from stabbing him#this look up and then the whole thing with bobby its all just !!!#love this guy!!
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Anyways Dean loved Cas too, the song Watchin' Over Me proves it 😤
#i really really need a fic where Dean goes & sits in the dungeon looking at where Cas died and writes Watchin Over Me#he goes there to pray to Cas too. or just to talk to him#Sam thinks it's unhealthy to keep doing it to himself ((because Dean doesn’t let anyone into the dungeon anymore. it's *his* space))#but then one day while Dean is out Sam goes into the dungeon to… do whatever. maybe thinks he's gonna wait there to confront Dean?#either way he walks into the dungeon and sees a small little setup that Dean made#i'm talking a singular beanbag with a little table in front of it. some pictures of Cas (some he drew some he took and had printed out)#the song in a notebook. a few other things wrote down in said notebook#Cas's favorite blanket of deans#it's not exactly a dungeon anymore in the small space Dean carved out to be with Cas in#he's got lil snacks & drinks in there for himself#Sam leaves and never mentions how he thinks Dean going into the dungeon is unhealthy#then one day jack says he can bring Cas back but he has to go into the dungeon because that's where Cas was taken from#Cas & Jack come back from the empty and Dean is there waiting for him#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#supernatural#spn
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whoa check out this dumb comic that's definitely not just an excuse to draw Cas in flannel again (he's a Winchester okay?)
he's not here to perch on Dean's shoulder guys just take a nap on it. also ignore the phone idk how to draw phones. or couches. or people uh oh
(02/21/24)
#my art#supernatural#spn#spn fanart#castiel#dean winchester#destiel#my comics#also why is every single motel room wallpaper awful#starting to think it's impossible for a motel not to have patterned wallpaper#so take some ugly dull flower-y shapes on pastel blue#also yes i had to add the z's#cas just looked kinda dead without them uh#only now realizing they're a different color oops#way too lazy to fix that so oh well
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Another The French Mistake type of episode but we see how unwell Jensen is about Dean and that fucking scares Dean. And oh boy, I'm sure it would be a hilarious episode.
#just imagine#dean going into jensen's trailer#finding jensen's notes about dean's character#sam going on jensen's computer#researching about jensen ackles like in the real episode#finding videos of conventions#where jensen talks about dean#how much he loves him#how he celebrates dean's birthday#how he wishes to be like him in some ways#dean would freak out#sam would joke about it and tease dean by saying that that jensen guy has a crush on him or something#but then they'll both look disgusted at that thought because dean and jensen look alike and that would be weird#do you see what I mean? can you see the vision?#dean winchester#jensen ackles#supernatural#spn 6x15#The French Mistake#sorry jensen but I love how crazy you are about dean because I am too#my random thoughts about spn#and while we're at it#it would be even funnier to see his reaction to the last crazy things misha said#just picture him hearing someone looking like cas saying all this shit#he would blush and then black out and fall on the ground with his nose bleeding#sam would be shocked and eventually would go find some help for dean#misha collins#destiel#deancas#my random thoughts about destiel
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I guess I can't really get behind cas saving dean from hell as a destiel win, or lines like 'you don't think you deserve to be saved', because. this is not a point at which cas is doing because he believes dean is good and loves him or anything but. he saves dean because that's heaven's will. when he reminds dean that cas, and heaven, are who saved him in early s4, it's not him really saying 'you're a good man', it's a debt that he is using, pretty explicitly, to get dean to do what heaven wants. even the handprint reads like... ownership, in a way.
cas is complicit in heaven's manipulation of dean after he's pulled out of hell. that's what makes his rebellion later powerful, because this is an angel who believes in heaven so strongly that he will look into the eyes of the righteous man he saved and tell him that if he doesn't do what he's told, he will throw dean back into hell.
#this is not an anti-cas post to be clear. or even really anti-destiel?#it's just kind of weird that this is all portrayed so romantically when like. that's not how it is in the show.#castiel marks dean because heaven owns his ass. not because he loves him. dean is a tool to them. engraved.#this is a personal thing anyway#i like this about their relationship. i think its more impactful for cas to view dean the same way heaven does at first. as a sword.#and then to learn more about him and to realize that he should trust him over heaven.#rather than him being dtf from the get-go#also because hgnnn dehumanization brain go brrrrr. to get pulled out of hell and for your savior to look at you as a dog that needs to have#his chain yanked and reminded he can be sent back to the pound if he bites#i take it back cas saving dean from hell is a destiel thing in the way that it is cas collaring dean for heaven's use and realizing that#maybe he wants dean collared for his own use deep down. cas who hasn't interacted with anyone but other angels in centuries.#who has lost so many of his siblings to save this one man. who has no real control over what he is ordered to carry out.#looking at dean like. but i can control him. he will obey me. i can be his private god.#yeah its destiel like that i guess#destiel#spn#dean winchester#castiel
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spn is so funny the way they kept mirroring sam’s straight relationships to dean’s gay ones like on s4 sam and ruby to dean and cas and on s8 sam and amelia to dean and benny 😭
#and these are just the ones where they were literal like#there’s also the parallels w sam and jess to dean and cas etc#also the siren thing. the way they wanted to make that man straight is crazy like look at your scripts
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ok dude the finale (this is gonna be cringe and sappy lmao look out)
i wasn't even expecting dean's death to hit me so hard because i was so prepared for it and because it'd been almost memeified on here
but
fuck did it ever hit me. sobbed for real.
i mean that's dean
that's my character
i saw him on my screen in real time back in like '07 and was like "oh yeah that's gonna be the guy i'm gonna model my personality after" (look we can talk about how wise that was but i was 15 okay)
i started drinking my coffee black and listening to blue oyster cult and ac/dc because of dean winchester. i copied his tough as nails attitude and used it as my own shield when i was a miserable teenager.
blah blah i quit the show and moved on and then picked it back up 12 years later and i still love him. that's my guy!!! dean winchester meant a lot to me!!!
and, well. yeah. the worst possible ending. dying the way he always thought he would. it reminds me of season 8 when he told sam he was nothing but a grunt (i relate to him ugh fuck) and that was all he could expect.
but sam told him he's not just a grunt, he's a genius. we saw him talk about wanting to experience things and people in a different way or for the first time. we saw him wanting out, wanting a break, wanting to go the beach with sam and cas and feel the sand between his toes.
and he got none of it. and they treated him like the grunt he always thought he was.
and they never let him see cas again. his best friend who loved him and who told him he was so much more than what he thought of himself. that he WAS love.
they took him away and then they killed dean and we're expected to be fine with it cause he went to heaven and saw sam.
i'm tired and gutted and i saw it all coming lmao, i knew every last bit of this happened!!!! so why is seeing it in context so awful!!!! i feel sick!!!!! ha
#finale bitching#my ongoing spn relapse#spn blogging#dean winchester#my personal character of all time#very flawed and disappointing sometimes but he deserves the time to get better#he deserved the chance to at least try to make things right with jack bro#he deserved to fight like hell to find a way to get cas back from the empty and he deserved to experience love#he deserved to get a fucking job if he wanted it!!! or to move into a house with windows and a porch!!!#he deserved to become a father that was different than his own#he deserved to see sam be happy with eileen ffs#not blurry wife and random son!!!!!#(sorry but since when did sam even express interest in being a dad outside of jack like it just doesnt make sense!!!)#whatever i'm done with these tags now#i'm very unhappy but at least party city wig is making it hard to stay depressed#that shit is too ridiculous they can't be fr#they didnt even try to make sam look old lmao smacked that 6 buck wig on him and said “just frown really deeply it'll look like wrinkles”#whatever dude!!!!!#supernatural#destiel
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