#4amthoughts

[maurice-lenox26]

To the Nights of Fleeting Flight

To pursue endlessly

the dark behind

stars

every shadow birthed

from the sun

and every window opened

for the moon

Entails the lightest, most fleeting of thoughts

to go without being

taken for granted

knowing every and any moment in time, perfectly rendered could be

the end of all time, with none

holding precedence or privilege

over the other, with no one

idea going overturned

like a stone or a bill or the yammering alarm

snoozed and deferred,

to go without being outspoken

but spoken just enough

to be, at last, heard, and to long enough

resonate in the hearts of those

burdened nightly by all the night sky

weighing down on their chests while lying prone

on their mattresses relentlessly asking

why, and for what purpose?

To what end must we always be reminded

of how quickly g(ODD) can omnipotently destroy us, omnisciently see our suffering, and omnibenevolently avert our gaze?

And for those, who's names must never be erased

on the shores of time

who suffered at the hands of crime

never to go unprinted, unaccounted for, or wholly unresolved,

know this: you are more than a mere thought in someone's mind, more than a fleeting feeling of zephyrus and breeze, you are a force to be

believed in, an opened window, an unlocked door, a porch light left on, and at last, someone's breath of relief,

they're,

g(ODD)amn it, they're home.

[leveysmusings]

Butterflies

It's been a while...

I still get butterflies thinking of our first kiss and our second kiss and our third kiss You go on and on running laps in my head oh how I wish instead you were here in my bed In each other’s arms head on your chest whilst you kiss me gently on my forehead a silencing comfort, while my heart burns I look up to you and your lips find mine now I’ve lost count but there it is…

[robynewren]

F*** Pierre

I hate Pierre...

No but like, I really hate Pierre.

So unsurprisingly, when I play Stardew, my characters aren't too fond of Pierre either. Sometimes I only 10 hearts him to complete my game.

I created a Joja file with a character named Sinner (because also f*** Joja) and while I was playing it, I realised the best way to f*** over Pierre was not only to support the megacorporation that was trying to put him out of business, but ruin his personal life as well. So I married his daughter. I'm also at 10 hearts with Caroline as well, so my hc is that I'm sleeping with her on the side.

But anyway, I'm doing my 1.6 playthrough and started a new playthrough with Cass (because no-one else gets to marry my sweet doctor boi), and I'm trying to get as far as possible before end of year 2, so I loaded up on loved gifts for the villagers and went on my merry way. I found about 8 of them in Pierres, went around and gave them all their favourite things, then just looked at Pierre.

All I could imagine was an interaction playing out, like Pierre watches Cass give everyone gifts that they love, and is like "hey farmer, what you got in that backpack for me?"

And Cass just stares at Pierre for a few moments, before giving him the middle finger and walking out.

Anyway, I found the idea amusing, but I doubt it'll make it into LSBS so enjoy my 4am thoughts/fic outtakes

#stardewvalley #sdv1.6 #farmerOC #larksstillbravelysinging #Cass #Pierre #hatePierre #fpierre #4amthoughts #sdv #Joja #Harvey #Abigail #Caroline

[extremelynessa]

It’s 4am and I’m wondering if God can hear my prayers. Can he see and feel my tears? I’ve been praying and praying but it’s just feelin the same after all these years. I contemplate and wonder is it gonna get better? I’m seeing others get love, marriage, babies and success. I just wanna be able to stare at myself in the mirror in a white dress.

I’m dying on the inside but I always look for hope. I’m pulling and pulling on God’s safety rope. Lord if you hear me, I’m asking for strength. I’m asking for your protection over my heart cuz my mind is sinking. I just keep thinking, it’ll be better. I know it will. I hold onto faith and pray for tomorrow that I’ll get what I deserve. For now I gotta put my mind and soul on do not disturb.

It’s too much for my heart too much for my soul to sit here and look back at my life unfold. I got this pen to this paper, praying it’ll get me somewhere greater. Lord if you hear me, I’m asking for your guidance. I pray you just show me where the light is.

#prayer #mypoetry #4amthoughts

[smol-kasian]

Lost in the past

& I ever wonder, do you ever think of me when you look at her/him?

Does your heart beat as strong as it did when we were together?

Are your birthdays everything you wanted and more?

[leveysmusings]

Midnight Stroll

I’d like to take a quiet night stroll down my street Guided by the streetlights, I tread on safely Avoiding the dark, avoiding what lurks underneath I’d like to walk the beach someday, doing the same Maybe I’m cutting in my allowance But, oh, how wonderful it would be to be out after midnight Taking a walk, listening to sufi To see and feel without a care Follow Midnight Stroll Winter…

[ssweetgloomyeyess]

"What is left behind for us, _?"

there are things that i regret,

like things that i didnt do or say.

some things never really leave my head,

like when i used to take your breath away.

-saph the duck

[li-way-way]

I hope the next time she found love, it's something that last. Where she no longer have to meet new people 'cause she finally met someone who wants to see every side of her. Good or bad, he'll be there. She can see him in the end.

I hope the next time she found love, it's something that built with happiness. Sure, it's not always about blue skies and blooming flowers but it's about always choosing happiness. In gloominess, and sunshine, he'll be there. She can see him choosing her.

The next time she found love, I hope he found her too.

[cxndemned--xvii]

When does it get betterr

[divinelydolan]

I remember I made not one but TWO instagrams for Cameron Boyce and Instagram logged me out of both cause I couldn’t verify them, but I get a porn bot in my dms request at least TWICE a day adding me to group chats called “ take my panties off ”

I’ll never forgive them for this.

[maurice-lenox26]

Brother Bicycles on Thatcher, March 2019

He turns his head to the side

Lights the cigarette and a devilish smile

Plays across his face, across the moonlight, and that night we both surrendered a bit of ourselves to that clever moonlight, placing tabs under our tongues like eucharist

Going down paths, happening accidentally on dreams vaguely remembered.

Steam from piss

Rises and we laugh at all of it

Tripping off the sky, soliciting guidance from

No g (odd)

spiralling into our fragmented psychologies...

Winding up at a gas station parking lot

I recalled my little brother's anecdote concerning an ambulance driver who went insane from the substance, homicidal rampage ensued, sweeping across his whole nuclear family. Snapped out of the drug's clutches, he was terrified and turned himself into the police station.

I googled the occurance, skeptical, and sure enough, it didn't exist. Believing such a story? Either an attempt to frighten me, or frighten himself, trying to achieve both, and only achieving one.

A British accent rackets about in my mind for a little bit, and I can't quite understand all the commotion.

Slipping my face from the ground, I can't quite ascertain my surroundings,

Winding through shock and horror

Picking up precisely where I left off

And I no longer have some

Stupid fucking need to write what only makes sense to a select few

I just want to grab you--yes, you!

And show you the sheer hilarity and terror

Of every moment

Just as it is

Fear of the self

Rolling down like egg white on

A windowsill.

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[anaprose]

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[tompogsonmusic]

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