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32DAYSOFSANJI: TEARS

Let me out…please father. I’m sorry…I’m sorry for being born a weakling

[32daysofsanji]

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tears

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T E A R S (a Sanji fanmix)  - He plays a strong act to protect his loved ones by pushing them away, giving up his dream. Inside, he’s breaking down and crying, pretending to be alright. And all that he has to do to save his own life is just going home.

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P.S: For 30 Days of Sanji 2017 prompt: Tears. Tracks are made by story order as referred using the icons above, so better not play it in a shuffle. Annotations are under read more.

P.S.S:  Even without mentioning Sanji, you can listen to this playlist whenever you feel depressed and I hope this could give you strength in the end.

1. Ryan Star - Losing Your Memory

Call all your friends and tell them you’re never coming back Cause this is the end, pretend that you want it Don’t react, the damage is done

Remember the day Cause this is what dreams should always be I just want to stay I just want to keep this dream in me

2. Of Monsters and Men - Sinking Man

I pushed you away Although I wished you could stay. So many words left unsaid, But I’m all out of breath.

So, go, go, go, Get out of here.

3. RED - Hold Me Now

Fall asleep to dreams of home, Where the waves are crashing. The only place I’ve ever known, I said the past is dead, the life I had is gone.

Hold me now, ‘Til the fear is leaving, I am barely breathing. Crying out, These tired wings are falling, I need you to catch me.

Rescue me somehow.

4. Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

I woke with this fear What am I leaving when I’m done here? I’m strong on the surface Not all the way through

Forgetting all the hurt inside you’ve learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself

Forget the wrong that I’ve done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don’t resent me, keep me in your memory

5. X Ambassador - Unsteady

Momma, Come here Approach, Appear Daddy, I’m alone 'Cause this house doesn’t feel like home If you love me, don’t let go

Hold Hold on Hold on to me 'Cause I’m a little unsteady 

6. City and Color - Sleeping Sickness

I awoke, only to find my lungs empty And through the night, so it seems I’m not breathing And now my dreams, are nothing like they were meant to be And I’m breaking down, I think I’m breaking down

Someone come and save my life With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind Could it be this misery will suffice? I’ve become a simple souvenir of someone’s kill And like the sea, I’m constantly changing from calm to ill

7. Christina Perri - Human

I can fake a smile I can force a laugh I can dance and play the part If that’s what you ask  

I can turn it on Be a good machine I can hold the weight of worlds If that’s what you need

I can do it, I’ll get through it But I’m only human And I bleed when I fall down I’m only human And I crash and I break down

8. Nick Jonas - In The End

You're taking things that just don't belong to you.  Imagine the freedom that you lose.

it hurts the most when you don't have a friend. You know you broke our trust and now you're stuck on the wrong side of the fence.

You'll cry alone and nobody will see you through.  You made your choice and there's nothing that you can do. 

9. Jason Walker - Echo

I’m out on the edge and I’m screaming my name Like a fool at the top of my lungs Sometimes when I close my eyes, I pretend I’m alright But it’s never enough

I don’t wanna be an island I just wanna feel alive and Get to see your face again

But 'til then Just my echo, my shadow You're my only friend that I have

10. Twenty One Pilot - Friend, Please

When did you believe you were alone? Petrified of who you are and who you have become You will hide from everyone, denying you need someone Friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes I know you want to leave but Friend, please don't take your life away Living like a ghost, you walk by everyone you know You say that you're fine but you have lost your sway and glow Would you let me know your plans tonight?

11. Daughter - Medicine

Pick it up, pick it all up. And start again. You’ve got a second chance, you could go home. Escape it all, it’s just irrelevant.

You’ve got a warm heart, you’ve got a beautiful brain. But it’s disintegrating.  

12. Trading Yesterday - Shattered

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding. To know why, hope dies. Losing what was found, a world so hollow And finding answers is forgetting all of the questions we called home. 

As reason clouds my eyes, illusions of the sunlight. And a reflection of a lie, will keep me waiting. With love gone, for so long.

And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand. Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love. Without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on. But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning. Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart. Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent.

13. Jessie J - Who You Are

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, It's okay not to be okay. Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart. Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising, Just be true to who you are.

The more I try the less it's working, yeah 'Cause everything inside me screams “No, no, no, no, no..” Yes, no egos, fake shows, like... “Just go and leave me alone!” Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight, that's my home.  

14. 3 Doors Down - Heaven

I got lost out there in this world Looking for a brand new way to fall down It’s no surprise that things gotten worse I think my soul died a little every day I always called to say I’m sorry You said it’s okay, you never walked away

I didn’t have to lie to myself for so long I didn’t have to let myself get so far gone I didn’t have to make the ones I love feel so alone I didn’t have to die to go to heaven I just had to go home All I had to do to save my own life Was to look into your eyes

[pingo1387]

Hurt

32 Days of Sanji 2017  Prompt: Promise 

“It wasn’t your fault.” 

“How do you know?” Sanji said harshly, his head in his hands. 

“Because I know you.” Luffy’s voice had that matter-of-fact tone again. “If you didn’t protect her, it wasn’t your choice.” 

“I promised her I’d protect her. And now---now she’s---” 

“She’s going to make a full recovery,” Chopper announced, coming out of his office. “She needs a lot of rest, but she’ll be fine.” 

Sanji looked up and jumped to his feet, eyes brimming with tears. “What can I do?” he asked. “Can I see her?” 

“She’s sleeping,” Chopper said, startled by the fast response as Luffy grinned. “So be quiet!” 

Sanji hurried inside while Luffy complimented Chopper. 

“Nami-san,” he whispered, sitting next to her and shutting the door. She was covered in bandages and fast asleep, an IV going into her arm. 

“I’m sorry,” Sanji whispered, bowing his head. “I’m so sorry. I’ll protect you next time. I---I promise.” 

Nami stirred. 

[sanjee-chan]

PROMPT 0

Drew a lil Sanji a while back and thought I’d share it before working on the actual prompts XD

[missallblue]

I'm not satisfied, I really need more practice but there are m'y tribute :)

[followingthehallucinations]

#4 Hands

They've almost made it back to the Sunny. When the exploding wristlets are brought up, and with Pudding's devil fruit ability, can they really be sure Reiju managed to switch them out for fakes?

Aka speculation and spoilers all the way through.

[kurosake01]

The love of a mother transcends definition

[kenbunshokus]

sic itur ad astra

gen, ichiji and sanji-centric, character study entry for @32daysofsanji; prompt: family

Humans can make out patterns out of nothing. Like discovering shapes in the cloud, or images between the stars. If you listen to static noise long enough they start to form meaningful words, even when there isn’t any.

This is the closest approximation to how Ichiji feels things.

It is almost fascinating, then, for him, to watch Sanji, who seems to feel everything with his entire being, so visceral and open and raw.

(ao3 & disclaimer)

i.

Ichiji is happy.

He is approximately 78% sure about that.

The 22% exists within that assessment because, well. Ichiji grew up with a significant number of scientists and doctors declaring that he does not have emotions—does not possess the capability to even form one—and there are only so many times you can hear about something before you start believing in it.

Ichiji supposes there is merit to that line of thought. He certainly does not feel things, in the most common definition of the word. He is familiar with the concept human feelings, the wide array of emotions that lie between the so-called Happiness to Sadness spectrum, but he never quite knows where he falls on that scale at any given point in time; he just knows that he does.

Humans can make out patterns out of nothing. Like discovering shapes in the cloud, or images in between the stars. If you listen to static noise long enough they start to form meaningful words, even when there isn’t any.

This is the closest approximation to how Ichiji feels things.

“What about Sanji?” He asks into the receiver, ignoring the buzz of celebration around him as another empire falls in the face of Germa’s might.

“He’s already here,” one of the soldiers answers through the transponder snail, and Ichiji feels a smirk tugs at the end of his lips.

There are shapes in the drifting clouds, words in the drawn-out static noise at the back of his mind.

“Oh? How fun,” he says. “I can’t wait to see him.”

“Liar,” Niji spits out, but what does he know.

The stars say Ichiji is happy, so he is.

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ii.

“We weren’t always like this,” Reiju says, and Ichiji has heard this one before from her. “We weren’t born without emotions.”

He turns a page of the book he is currently reading, almost too quickly, the papers rustling noisily against each other. “This is me…caring.”

Reiju is undeterred. She always is. “They did this to us when we were young; younger , in your case. It’s like—“ she bites her lower lip, clearly frustrated, before settling with, “remember, when you were six, and all of us visited a village in an island in West Blue? They had this celebration where they carved faces on pumpkins?

“They had to scoop its insides,” she continues. “One of our soldiers took this knife, its blade the size of a man’s forearm, and he scooped out the insides of the pumpkin. Seeds and juices slopped out of the pumpkin, leaving it hollow and empty.”

He doesn’t say anything, and waits. Reiju shakes her head.

“That’s us,” she says, finally. “That pumpkin is us.”

Ichiji never quite likes metaphors; never sees the point of it. “What are you trying to say, Reiju?”

“Sanji is different,” she says, and he thinks, oh . This is where this conversation is going, after all. Unsurprising; their forced reunion after thirteen years of pretending the other party does not exist allows a lot of old grievances to resurface. “Sanji isn’t like us; he isn’t empty . He doesn’t deserve to be pulled back into—” she gestures at the spacious room around her, the mahogany door and the marble floor, as if there is something wrong with them. “ This .”

“It is what our father intended for him,” Ichiji says, because that is what their father said, and their father’s words are absolute. “He should be grateful that he, who was born a mistake, can finally be of use to this family.”

“Sanji was not a mistake,” Reiju fires back. “That was the whole point. Were you even listening?”

“It’s semantics,” he points out, rationally. “A mistake is a mistake is a mistake; no amount of metaphors can change that. He was intended to do one thing, and he could not achieve that. Wouldn’t that what you call a mistake?”

The fact that Reiju does not have anything to say to that is telling.

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iii.

The scientists, among other things, taught them all chess. It is part of their war strategy lessons, a feeble attempt to make them remotely interesting to six-year-olds. It yields mixed results—Yonji never managed to understand the rules; Niji threw temper tantrums every time he lost, which happened more often than not; Reiju and Ichiji picked it up just fine.

Sanji loved it.

The first thing they learned (for chess, for war strategies, for everything ) is how to win. The key to winning, they taught him, is to understand your opponent.

Ichiji never won a single game against Sanji.

It can get frustrating, trying to understand Sanji. They are similar—they are brothers , born on the same day—but looking at Sanji is like looking into a broken mirror; his reflection all splintered up, cracking at the edges.

He asked Sanji, once. How he kept winning, when he was so terrible at their war strategy lessons. Whether he cheated.

I think, he remembers Sanji saying, meek and shy and subdued. With chess, you have to make sacrifices to win.

He knew that. Just like war tactics. The key to chess is to sacrifice everything you’ve got except your king.

Sanji shook his head at that. Sacrifices are only easy in chess. In life, if you sacrifice something, you are losing a little bit of yourself, too. There is no point in a victory if you’re a lone victor. He looked down at his hands, and said, almost to himself, You can be a king on an empty chess board, but you can’t lead a kingdom without its people.

Baffling. Downright foolish, really.

And now, years later from that day, Sanji is standing before their father once again. Ichiji has heard of his exploits in the New World, how he defeated Yonji without breaking a sweat, and yet here he is, shaking like a leaf and looks oh, so, very small.

“In the event that you insist on challenging my orders,” their father declared, holding up a picture of a chef from East Blue, “I have it on good authority that this man will meet an untimely death.”

Sanji sucks in an audible breath, all the bravado he’s been boasting gone from his posture—shoulders slumped, head hung low. Ichiji chuckles to himself at the sight. It is so obvious, now that they are older.

The key to understanding Sanji is that he is too afraid to sacrifice too many pieces on his board.

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iv.

It is the anniversary of their mother’s death.

They hold a ceremony every year, without fail. It is a nationwide affair—flags half-mast, citizens clad in black, people looking solemn on the street. Above, dark clouds start to gather over their floating kingdom, accompanied by the ominous rumbling of thunder. Beneath their feet, waves crash against their ships, and the ground trembles.

It is the only day that their father cries.

It is the only day that their father looks weak.

Ichiji does not understand the sentiment; everything about their mother always feels distant, detached, like hearing a song he has forgotten the lyrics to, or trying to recall a dream he once had a long time ago. There is a certain kind of urgency to it, a part of his consciousness telling him listen, listen, listen , but the voice is muted, almost faded.

This is also how Ichiji sees himself nowadays. And probably has been for a long time, now that he thinks about it. He does not feel like he has the inherent ownership to his limbs, from the strands of his hair down to the soles of his feet. Distant, detached. Everything pales in comparison to his father’s will, or the objectives of today’s mission.

Sanji asked him once, when they were kids. Why are you doing this to me?

And the answer to that has always been: he does not know.

When your world is narrowed down to your father’s wish and the commands from anyone who is rich and willing to pay enough, soul-searching questions like, why are you doing this? or, how do you feel about this? tend to take a back seat. Ichiji tries not to dwell too much on those.

Maybe Reiju was right. Maybe he was not always like this. He remembers sitting at the edge of his mother’s hospital bed, laughing to a joke she was telling animatedly, and there was something swelling, underneath his ribcage, a loud lub, lub, lub ringing in his ears at the way she smiled—

Or maybe not.

It would not have changed a single thing. The chess pieces were never his to sacrifice. Their father’s words are absolute.

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v.

“You got into a fight with Sanji again,” Reiju says as soon as she walks into his room. It is a statement, not a question. Almost accusatory.

Ichiji does not bother to look away from the window. “Yes,” he agrees. “Though ‘fight’ would be a gross exaggeration when our dear little brother could barely put up a struggle, even after all these years.”

Reiju tenses, but does not argue. When he catches her reflection on the window, her shoulders are slumped, and she looks tired.

“Why are you doing this, Ichiji?” She asks.

“He disobeyed our father’s order,” Ichiji says. “He attacked Niji over that pathetic excuse of a chef.”

“You know what I meant,” she presses. “ Why are you still doing this to Sanji?”

Ichiji tilts his head, genuinely confused. The static noise in his head refuses to churn out a single word. “We both know neither of us have the answer to that question.”

Reiju sighs, and Ichiji shares the sentiment.

If trying to understand Sanji is frustrating, trying to understand Reiju is downright exasperating . With Sanji, he knows, at least, that they are fundamentally different—Sanji is the mistake, the failure, the dud. Reiju, however, should be familiar. She should be the same as him. But instead she seems to perceive things differently; like they both have lost the same puzzle pieces, but Reiju still knows how the big picture looks like.

Lightning strikes, illuminating the room for a split second.

“Are you hurt?” Reiju asks. For a moment, he can’t see her eyes, can’t read her expression. “Or do you just want to hurt someone else?”

Drops of rain begin to fall, outside. “Yes,” he answers.

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vi.

On the day of the wedding, there are guns pointed at their heads, close enough that Ichiji could feel the metallic chill of the barrels against his temple. Their father is crying (weak, weak, weak) and in that moment two thoughts are formed, unbidden, in Ichiji’s mind, among the static: one fact he already knows, and one fact he begins to learn.

One fact he already knows: the chess pieces were never his to sacrifice.

One fact he begins to learn: he is one of those chess pieces.

Ichiji cannot bring himself to get upset by the revelation, just like he cannot bring himself to get upset by his apparent and inevitable demise. Death is part of war, he has been taught; of life, of anything. They have erred in their judgment on Big Mom and they are paying the price. Nothing more. Nothing less.

And it’s not like Ichiji wants to die, but he does not exactly have a say in this. In the grand scheme of things, if you look at it in all the right ways, he never really had a say in anything, really.

He cannot bring himself to get upset about this, either.

(The voice, far-away and buried, tells him, listen, listen, listen— )

He suddenly thinks of Reiju’s story. He supposes he can finally understand why the empty, hollow pumpkins are smiling.

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vii.

Sanji is standing tall on the table, looming and imposing in a way he never thought was possible for that particular brother of his. Ichiji looks up (up, up, implying that he is below, to Sanji, out of all people) and realizes that he does not understand Sanji—his actions, and his reasonings, and his everything.

After all they’ve done. After all they’ve done to him.

It’s a whirlwind of actions after that—one of the Strawhats hands him their raid suits as Big Mom’s army approaches, and it’s a flurry of swings and kicks and groans before he finds himself almost side by side with Sanji as their enemies circle them warily.

“I don’t get it,” he tells Sanji, because any time is as good as any.

Sanji clearly disagrees, because he gives Ichiji a look that is equal parts exasperated and baffled. “This is—what the fuck, this is a shitty time to talk about this.”

“You hate me,” Ichiji goes on talking, because he’s never good at listening to Sanji anyways.

“I hate you,” Sanji agrees. “You’re a scum.”

“Then why should it matter to you that I die?”

Sanji’s kick falters at that, and he misses a soldier; Ichiji punches the lucky soldier in the face to get the job done. “I don’t,” Sanji says, and he sounds like he’s struggling with his own answer. “It’s not the same thing.”

“Didn’t you say so yourself?” Ichiji points out, almost parroting Sanji’s earlier words. “I’m a scum. I deserve everything that is coming to me.” The static is getting louder in his head, and he can’t make out anything from it no matter how hard he tries. “I don’t understand why it should be a big deal to you if I die.”

“Stop saying that,” Sanji grits out. “Stop saying that you’ll die.”

There is another battalion of Big Mom’s soldiers advancing, swinging their blades towards them. Sanji does a spinning kick to bat their blades away, and they don’t talk for a moment, focusing on the enemy’s forces. It is not quiet—there are loud gunshots and louder screams on the battlefield—but Ichiji thinks there’s a certain kind of silence descending in the space between them anyways, suffocating the air.

As their enemy dwindles, it is Sanji who breaks it.

“There’s this—thing, okay. This thing, where you’ve made a lot of mistakes, and done horrible things, and I hate you for it. You don’t get a free pass on that. I fucking despise you for it,” Sanji says, voice trembling imperceptibly; it sounds a lot like he is spitting out poison, acid dripping from his tongue. He takes a moment to take a long, shuddering breath. “But there’s also this thing, this thing where other people made your mistakes for you. This one—this one isn’t on you.”

He points at Vinsmoke Judge, across the battlefield. “This one is on that bastard.”

“That’s semantics,” Ichiji says, almost an echo of his past self, because he doesn’t know anything else anymore. “A mistake is a mistake is a mistake.”

Sanji shakes his head. “A person is not a collection of their mistakes.” He glances at Straw Hat Luffy, grinning widely even in the middle of danger. Sanji must have seen something in Straw Hat, because the edges of his expression smoothen into something softer. “That is not what they taught me.”

Ichiji looks at the man before him. Strong and proud and tall, steel in his spine. He thinks of the small little brother in his memory, bruised and battered, and wonders if they are even the same person.

“Who?” He asks, almost in a whisper; the static turns into a buzz, and then a low hum.

“My captain,” Sanji says, and then adds, like an afterthought: “and my father,” and they both know he is not referring to the man who cried pitifully across the table at the wedding.

The key to understanding Sanji, he always thought, is that he is too afraid to sacrifice too many of his pawns. He holds onto them, like a little kid, stubbornly clasping his hands together so that none of the pieces would slip through his fingers.

He was wrong.

The key to understanding Sanji is that he doesn’t see people as chess pieces to sacrifice.

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viii.

It is the day after their mother’s death.

The funeral just ended, and the children are free from their lessons for once—everyone is still grieving, too shell-shocked to continue with their daily lives. Ichiji doesn’t quite understand, but he isn’t about to question father’s decisions.

He finds Sanji at their room, crying noisily into his pillow. Ichiji ignores him, and walks towards the table at the center of the room instead. There’s an open chessboard on it, its pieces still placed in an unfinished game, stopped prematurely when they heard the news about their mother’s death.

“Do you want to play?” Ichiji asks. “I think I can beat you today.”

There’s a choked sob from Sanji’s bed. “We just," Sanji mumbles, voice muffled by the pillow covering his face. "We just came home from mom’s funeral."

Ichiji starts picking the pieces up, resetting the board. “This is me...caring.”

He expected Sanji to get angry, to start throwing those weak punches of his, but when Ichiji looks up Sanji is looking at him with an odd expression.

“Ichiji? You’re…” Sanji says, but he does not finish his sentence.

Sanji rubs his face, wiping his tears, and climbs down the bed. “Okay,” he says, and starts setting the pieces together with Ichiji. “I’ll play with you.” His tone sounds like he’s indulging Ichiji, like he’s doing this for Ichiji. It’s annoying.

When Ichiji touches his cheek, it is wet.

Ichiji scrambles to rub his eyes, erasing the pinpricks of tears that form at the edges of his eyes. It’s not like it means anything to him—he doesn’t feel things, not in the most common definition of the word. The tears won’t stop falling though, and he has to ignore the way something in his chest feels like it doesn't fit quite right, humming with a solid ache around his sternum; and he thinks how he doesn’t quite know where he falls on the scale of emotions at any given point in time, but he knows that he does. He knows that he does.

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ix.

The sky is bright and blue and vast, and the Whole Cake Island is disappearing into the horizon.

Ichiji stands on the railings of the Straw Hat’s ship, ready to fly back towards his own. Sanji is standing not far from him; to see him off or to kick him off, he isn’t sure. Sanji does look like he’s going to do the latter sooner rather than later.

So he tilts his head towards Sanji. “What do you want me to do?”

Sanji frowns, nose scrunched up in disgust. “Why the fuck should I care?”

“It is a fair question,” he points out. “Loathe that I am to admit this… I am still indebted to you, after all. We all are.”

Sanji bites down on the cigarette between his teeth, hard. “Don’t ever show your shitty face in front of me again, then. That’s all I give a shit about. Hell, do something that isn’t hurting other people, for once.”

Straw Hat Luffy must have overheard their conversation, because he cranes his neck towards them, holding a hand on his hat to keep it from falling. A grin, quicksilver and free, flashes across his face.

“Well,” Straw Hat Luffy says, like the answer is easy, like the answer has been there all along. “What do you want to do?”

The question punches a breath out of him.

What he wants. That’s funny. Ichiji never thought about that.

Sanji must’ve sensed something from him, because he starts walking threateningly towards Ichiji. “Don’t start getting all philosophical on me, just get your ass off this ship and never come back again!”

Ichiji looks up at the sky. Listen, listen, listen.

For the first time in his life, Ichiji smiles.

[32daysofsanji]

Mark your calendars from July 1st to August 1st for 32 Days of Sanji!

It’s that time of the year again! Come join us for our third month-long event to celebrate another year of great Sanji content! All works will be accepted: fanart, fanfiction, graphics, edits, fan mixes, whatever you’d like to create!

Rules and prompts:

Prompts are biweekly and open to a wide range of interpretation. We’ll be tracking #32daysofsanji, so please tag your work once the prompt is active to participate.

➺ 7/1 - 7/4 - Family ➺ 7/5 - 7/8 - Tears ➺ 7/9 - 7/12 - Meal ➺ 7/13 - 7/16 - Hands ➺ 7/17 - 7/20 - Fight ➺ 7/21 - 7/24 - Sacrifice ➺ 7/25 - 7/28 - Promise ➺ 7/29 - 8/1 - Dream

We hope to see you join us soon!

Special thanks to @marmaladica for the gorgeous artwork made for this event. Thank you also to @caelumxiv, @kumiko-sama-chan, @kenbunshokus, @onepiecequotes, and @yuushishio. This event would not be possible without everyone’s input.

[ao3-onepiece]

film z except sanji's the one who turns into a kid instead of nami

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2r7HatH

by MalkyTop

Written for the #32daysofsanji event. Prompt: Past/Future

Words: 4643, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 6 of he is beauty he is grace that's a lie please save this man from himself

Fandoms: One Piece

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen

Characters: Sanji, Mugiwara Kaizoku | Strawhat Pirates

Additional Tags: Age Regression, during film z, okay kid nami is cute and all but toei, what if, Kid Sanji, i just wanted this to happen so much instead, just more interesting stuff happening to the monster trio in movies

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2r7HatH

[chefalier]

“Sanji-san is very kind. If he decides that he will sacrifice himself for someone’s sake, he won’t budge. But our captain is a man who believes strongly in his conviction and will only ever move forward.” --Brook, chapter 851

fall wide awake (A LuSan fanmix) - Two friends are dreaming of freedom in their own way. And to achieve it, it’s not by one persisting to sacrifice his for the other’s, they only could make it through while being together. 

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NOTE: For @32daysofsanji , mixed between prompt “sacrifice” and “dream”. Songs are arranged by story order, better not play it in shuffle. And thanks to @luffyasksandanswers for giving me some songs to add.

[pingo1387]

Blood

32 Days of Sanji 2017  Prompt: Family 

Sanji had never given much thought to the blood families of his crewmates. He knew as well as anyone there that blood wasn’t what mattered. 

Which is why he was surprised when Luffy’s grandfather visited them in Water 7, and, despite how they acted towards each other, how clear it was they loved each other. He’d never known grandparents of his own (unless he wanted to count Zeff as a father and a grandfather, he was certainly old enough)---perhaps they were different from birth parents. Luffy certainly hadn’t seemed interested at all about his own birth father beyond realizing he had one, and who knew where his mother was? 

The others never brought up their own birth families. Sanji knew of Usopp’s situation, and that Nami had been adopted as a baby. He could guess about Chopper and Robin. Brook’s parents were probably dead, and who knew about Franky or Zoro? 

“Sanji! We’re hungry!” 

“Is dinner ready yet?!” 

Sanji didn’t give any thought to the blood families of his crewmates. Everyone there had a family now, whether they liked it or not. 

“Coming, shitheads!” he snapped. “And Nami-san and Robin-chan!” 

He knew he did. 

[followingthehallucinations]

[Fic] The Other Side of the Rainbow Road

Sanji keeps three photographs with his recipe collection. A gust of wind, creative nakama, and the usual shenanigans result in a fourth picture joining the collection. Aka a slice of angst, spoilers for the Tea Party Arc, and some speculation all stirred together with fluff and humor. Guests of honor include Zeff, the Vinsmoke family and a random seaking in addition to strawhats.

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