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justlookatthosesausages · 5 years ago

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:: “Memoirs” :: post-Frozen 2 Time Travel AU

======= CHAPTER 8 (END) I open at the close =======

“Okay, I know you can’t tell me what I said in the future memory and also what you said, and also what Kristoff said, and what my daughter said...” Blabbered Anna with a fast voice, already gasping for air under Elsa’s amused eyes. “But there must be a thing... Or two... That you can tell me without dropping major stuff, right?”

Elsa finished smiling before thinking. They were seated on the ice floor of Ahtohallan, Anna with her forearms on her bend knees, and Elsa in lotus position close to her, an elbow on her leg as one hand held her cheek with a touched grin on her lips. Anna had been adorably curious since she woke up from the visions of the future.

“Well... I saw three different memories, from three different moments. One was when you were pregnant, one was after you gave birth, and the third one...”

Anna instantly blushed.

“Oh my goodness, please don’t tell me that you saw Kristoff and I... Doing the...”

Elsa frowned in confusion, then choked on laughter.

“No!” She wheezed, trying to catch her breath back, and Anna let out a relieved gasp. “No, are you crazy?!”

The blonde lifted her head, still laughing. “You would never show me that kind of thing, would you?” She asked to Ahtohallan.

The glacier flickered with bright lights, and the sisters interpreted from it a mix of an offended gasp, a ‘Of course, duh’ and a loud laughter.

Anna massaged the back of her neck. “Okay, sorry for interrupting. What was the third memory?”

“Your daughter was grown up, aged of 10 years old, I think - that I can say, it won’t make any impact - and we were telling her a bed time story.”

The redhead melted with a touched smile and wet eyes. “Awww.”

She then bit her lip with a grunt. “Hnnnn, it’s so hard for me to not ask you what her name is!!”

“Yep. I get you. And there’s no way I’m going to tell you.”

Anna’s nails scratched the ice under them in an exaggerated upset gesture. “This is torture!!”

Elsa giggled. “I’m sorry. Hold on, maybe I can think of something else...”

Ahtohallan sent a warning pulse to her mind. She winced a bit at it. “Yes, yes, I’m careful, I promise.” She mumbled, looking up at the magic ceiling.

The redhead smirked, her gaze alternating between the magic source and Elsa. The Snow Queen pouted as she thought.

“Hmmm... Something that doesn’t reveal too much...” Her thinking Scrunch then switched to the most emotional and touched expression. “She looked just like you. Truly your spitting image.”

Anna’s smile stretched to all her face, and she gasped as tears now fell on her cheeks. She let out a cute giggle, and looked up to Ahtohallan. ‘Is she allowed to say that?’ seemed written on her face, but the glacier didn’t react, and her face melted as she stared at Elsa again. The elder shared her smile.

“Though I have to say, she looked a bit like Kristoff as well.”

The Queen fanned herself with her hands. “This is adorable.”

The blonde laughed. “If that makes you this emotional, just imagine me who saw the whole thing.”

Anna gasped, and grabbed her hand. “True. Oh my gosh, how did you even hold the secret about the fact I’d have a daughter for so long?” She admired.

Elsa snorted. “I told you less than 24 hours afterwards. I blurted it out in no time.”

The two sisters laughed together, their voices echoing in the giant room.

“Hey, you haven’t told me: what did you look like?”

Elsa started to blush. “How is that important?”

“Come on, I’d freak out in the best way if I saw my own self in older version. Tell me!”

Elsa now blushed deeply, and looked down with a shy smile. “I looked great. I mean, I... I looked okay. Very... In shape.”

Anna had an amused smirk as she stared at her elder being bashful. Whatever she had seen, it had marked her. In a good way, she presumed, given her blush. She didn’t insist much, and simply replied with a nod and a smile.

“So, I can’t really ask you more, uh? All I’m supposed to know is that, I’ll have a daughter with Kristoff; that the reason why you won’t be there at her birth is because you will be saving Ahtohallan from raiders; and then that we’ll be the best mother and aunt ever?”

The Fifth Spirit smiled tenderly. “Pretty much, yes.”

A silence passed.

“Yet I can see in your eyes that you want to tell me much more.” Noted Anna.

“There are a thousand things I also want to tell you.” Grinned Elsa. “But, each thing at its own time. You’ll have answers as they come naturally.”

“Alright.” Smiled Anna, a bit disappointed but respectful. She also had enough wisdom to understand that if she asked too much, she would alter and maybe ruin her own future, and after Elsa’s retelling, she didn’t want any other than this one.

They finished chatting then stood up slowly, facing each other, and Elsa suddenly held Anna by the shoulders. The move surprised the redhead, just like she had been when her elder had suddenly hugged her when she woke up from the memories, but she rolled with it happily.

“Anna.”

“Uh-uh?”

“You were right all along. I wasn’t dead- I mean, I won’t be dead on that day. Your unique positivity led you right as always.”

Anna smiled, and passed a hand in Elsa’s hair to tuck it aside after a strand had fell in front of her face. She did all she could to make the gesture reassuring, soft and warm.

“Of course you wouldn’t die, you silly.” She said, and she could see the emotion tightening her elder’s throat. “And of course I was right. I’m always right.”

Elsa chuckled at her humorous addition, that Anna had purposely made to light up her mood. It worked, and she nodded as a thank you.

“Also, you can miss a birth anytime if it’s to be a badass in Ahtohallan and protecting it from invaders.” Assured Anna.

Elsa chuckled. “I’m so happy that we finally found out the truth.”

She then frowned, and lifted her eyes to the dome.

“What I don’t get is that… If you wanted to show me that event in the future, you getting raided and needing my help to defend you, then why did you not show me a memory of the raid? Why did you show me a memory of a moment I talk about it?”

Ahtohallan didn’t respond, and Anna smirked.

“Maybe they didn’t want you to get too much details about the attack so that you would fight them without much indications. Just the essentials, only broadly speaking. Exactly like a bed time story.”

The blonde nodded, but blinked in confusion.

“And how come I already know about it in the future they showed me?”

Anna had a thinking pout, bending her head, then suddenly her eyes widened and she snapped her fingers, her mouth open in a O. “It’s a time paradox!! You know about it because you just learned about it. It’s a loop!”

Elsa’s eyes widened just as large. “Oh my God.”

“You can call me Anna.” Joked the redhead, sticking her tongue out.

She bounced in joy. “Now I get why you got so excited earlier. Nerdy theories are funny.”

Some lights brightened, and Ahtohallan seemed to approve.

“And that’s not even the most beautiful.”

“What is?” Asked Elsa.

When she turned to her younger, she was smiling warmly. “The reason why Ahtohallan showed you those memories of my daughter... It’s a reward, as a thank you from them for saving the whole glacier from the raid. They showed you what you couldn’t see while you were here helping them.” She explained, gesturing at the magical source.

Elsa’s eyes glittered with emotion, and she gulped with a soft smile. She nodded to her sister’s analysis, and lifted her head. “Thank you.”

Ahtohallan’s lights flickered as a “You’re very welcome.” gesture.

Suddenly, all the floating beams turned to bright white, and the sister suddenly hissed and groaned at it.

“Woaw, what is this?” Grumbled Anna, squinting and protecting her eyes with her arm.

“I think it’s our way back”, muttered Elsa on the same tone and with the same gesture. “I can feel the love emanating from it.”

“Love?” Repeated Anna. She knew that Elsa shared a special and unique connection with Ahtohallan, and that it’s how she was able to translate the glacier’s emotions to her, but that was confusing. Ahtohallan’s feeling in the end was love for them?

The white light turned to blue, and Anna let out a gasp as she recognized it. It was exactly the same than the one emanating from the magic rock she had touched in the Forest, and that had brought them two in the past in the first place. She could also feel that it was the same sensation, palpable in the air.

“So that was caring love...” Murmured both sisters in one voice, then they turned to each other and grinned.

“Thank you!” Smiled Anna to the magic source, as the light got even more intense. “That was quite an adventure. And even if the main goal was to show Elsa the future and thank her for it, you allowed us to see our parents on that day. Now I can tick ‘travel through time’ on my bucket list, and, honestly... Life goals.”

Elsa laughed by her side, and slid her hand in hers.

“Are you ready?”

Anna looked at the light. “I was born ready.”

“Technically, you aren’t...”

“Born yet, yes. I’ve been thinking of that pun for two days now.”

They giggled, and all the white light condensed all along the dome to one spot, the size of a large door big enough for them to both go in, and Elsa recognized this spot on the wall as being the entrance she went through to dive into the past on her first visit.

It made sense: now was a time when Ahtohallan was used to see memories of the future; so, in order to go back to 30 years forward, they had to go through there. Anna clenched her hand as they walked.

“Elsa... I wonder... If the Northuldra chief was indeed the Fifth Spirit and he saw memories of the future, then he knew that he would die that day because of our grandfather, right?”

Elsa nodded with sadness. “Yes. I suppose that he accepted that it was his destiny.”

The reminding of how the Northuldra chief died suddenly made something hit in Elsa. “Wait... When I went deep down in the memories, the first time I went here, through that frame... I actually connected with his part of Ahtohallan.”

Anna’s eyes widened. “Is that why you froze? I thought that it was just because you searched for a secret memory?”

“...Maybe it also was because I was entering a reversed Ahtohallan, with time memories going the other way...”

Anna stopped right before reaching the frame.

“Do you think that the reason why you saw Ahtohallan in pieces 30 years later on your first visit is because it got flipped upside down, memories now going the other way, because you headed to the glacier with the intention to get answers about the past?”

The two sisters remained silent at all the possibilities this offered.

“That’s another mystery we’ll maybe never have the answer of.” Murmured Elsa.

Anna nudged her. “Don’t be pessimistic. We managed to solve this one, didn’t we?”

Elsa shared her smile. “That’s right. We did.”

Ahtohallan sent an insisting pulse to her mind. “Alright, alright, we’re going.” Chuckled the Snow Queen.

“Back to present time, then.” Smiled Anna, and Elsa nodded.

They stepped to the light together, and felt cocooned as it came over them. It indeed was a light of love, and it was so bright that they clenched their eyes shut, and felt dizzy for a moment.

=======

When they opened their eyes, they were standing in the Forest, exactly where they had been standing before Anna bowed to touch the glowing rock.

The redhead looked down and noticed that it had disappeared, and startled when Elsa suddenly palpated her arms to make sure that her younger was alright.

“I’m fine, Elsa.” Chuckled Anna.

“Sorry, I just... I had to make sure. Did all that... Happened?”

“You didn’t dream. And I sure hope that all you saw of the future will happen.”

“It will. That’s the whole point.” Smiled Elsa.

They looked at each other and hugged, more by mannerism than anything else, just glad they both made it, and lived such a crazy experience.

When they stepped back from the hug, they looked around, surrounded by the sounds of the forest. It felt like they hadn’t come here in ages, and it was actually literal.

“THERE YOU ARE!” Suddenly yelled a voice behind them.

Elsa turned around at Honeymaren’s angry tone.

“I’ve been looking for you for a full hour!” Frowned the Northuldra, walking to them.

“Only an hour?” Smiled Elsa, and she gave a side look to Anna, who chuckled.

“What?” Frowned Honeymaren when she was close, and this time, her voice was worried. “Where were you? I got really concerned.”

“Oh, we were... Here and there...” Shrugged Anna.

“ANNA!”

She briskly lifted her head at the sound of Kristoff calling her. He ran to them, glad they found them again.

“We got so worried! I was about to prepare the cart to go back to Arendelle, and...”

He caught up his breath, his hands on his hips as he stared at the sisters. “Did you two purposely hide? Elsa, did you try to kidnap my wife so she would stay longer with you in the Forest this week?” He added with a laugh.

Elsa laughed and shook her head. “No. I would never take her away from you. I promise.” She said, her gaze going to Anna as well.

The redhead smiled, and hanged to Kristoff’s neck to kiss him deeply on the lips. He got surprised by the intensity, but gave it back to her.

“Okay. Time to go.” She blushed once she was done, tapping his chest awkwardly.

He nodded and turned around, and as the redhead was about to follow him, she turned to Elsa. “See you next Friday, then.”

“It sounds weird to say it now, isn’t it?” Whispered the blonde.

“Totally.” Whispered back Anna.

“What are you two whispering about?” Smirked Honeymaren.

“Nothing!” Exclaimed the Queen.

She trotted behind Kristoff, then turned around one last time. “Hey, Elsa!”

“Yes?” Smiled the blonde.

“Any chance you tell me her name now?”

Elsa chuckled and shook her head. “None. Just go, you dork.”

Anna turned around and giggled openly, filling the woods with the echo of her sunny laugh.

======= THE END =======

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darkdevasofdestruction · 4 years ago

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Fluffy Kittens ~ Jumin Han x Katrina, Elizabeth the 3rd x Delilah

(( This is a birthday gift for my bestie who got me into JoJo and Obey Me, and even fangirled with me over Mystic Messenger, and since Jumin was her fave, more or less because of how cute Elizabeth the 3rd was, while I was all over Saeyoung and Zen...This goes without saying...

Buuuuut, since I wanted to make this extra cute and fluffy, and also make it more intriguing, while also adding Delilah playing and cuddling with Elly...This is gonna be pretty personal for the both of us.

Happy Birthday, Deli, even though you hate it, I’m wishing you all the best, and I’m super happy that we’ve been friends for...5 years? Or so? And even though we don’t talk regularly, I’m always happy to spend time with you IRL and sing silly things, watch Osomatsu-san, do JoJo poses and voice act again <3

As well as that, I’m sure you’ll ace the Graduation exams, because you’re a smart bby, even though you undervalue yourself so much, and you’ll DEFINITELY get yourself into Vet Uni and we will see each other more often <3

Also, thank goodness, you literally look like the MC from MysMes, this makes it so much easier since I didn’t get the time to draw the You x Levi thingy I’ve had in mind for half a year ^^” ))

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Katrina and Delilah, two Veterinary Medicine students, were walking towards the park, as they found it very relaxing to study together, outside, on a nice bench, while also looking at the dogs playing around.

However, today was much different, for they found a phone on the ground, and the chestnut haired girl picked it up, examining it, then turned to the older girl with a confused expression.

“What should we do about it?” she asked, handing her the phone. “This looks rather new, almost brand new. Let’s see what contacts it has, maybe we can call someone and tell them about the missed phone. If not...Let’s just leave it here or something, it’s not really my problem.” she shrugged, rushing to sit on the nearest bench, as she unlocked the phone. “It has no password?!” Delilah sat down next to her, hugging her arm and leaning on her side as she peered into the phone’s screen. “Well, I don’t have either, but I’m not a careless airhead...This looks brand new, it has no contacts...” the red haired girl muttered in confusions, frowning slightly. “Look, there’s this app installed, RFA. Maybe it’s like a Messenger or something?” she proposed, as her friend nodded. “Okay, let’s see...Ah, look, there are some people here. Jumin Han, Zen, Jaehee Kang, Yoosung and 707. I guess it’s worth a shot.” Katrina said, opening the chatroom option, only for the the screen to start looking glitchy, and a man called Unknown to message them instead. “What’s going on...?” Deli asked with uncertainty, getting creeped out. “I say we throw this away, this is getting sketchy as hell.” Katrina frowned, leaning back on the bench, as the third party was giving them an address to give the phone to. “We shouldn’t. Who knows what could happen.” the red head shook her head. “But the person’s phone...This address is a pretty nice residential area, lots of young people live here. I even have University colleagues living there. What could go wrong?” Delilah convinced her friend, as she could only sigh, nod, and start walking in that direction. “If we live through this mess, I’m getting drunk.” Katrina chuckled, as she input the code and got inside the apartment.

The place was a little dusty, but it seemed pretty cozy, despite being a bit small. Even so, as soon as they stepped in, the glitchy background disappeared, and a long chat conversation that revealed all the chat members mentioned above...Until they realised we were there too.

Everyone was suspicious of us, and rightfully so, I’d say, but we were just as confused as they were.

Katrina: Look, so, uh...We don’t know who this ‘Rika’ person is, and frankly, we don’t care either. We found this phone on the ground and this RFA app was the only one installed. We wanted to call someone so we could return the device to the rightful owner, and my friend didn’t want to go to the police unless necessary. Well, I would’ve left it on the ground...But she’s an angel, anyway. To put it lightly, we’re as confused, if not, more confused than you are. Anyhow, we got messages to return this phone to this address, so there is that.

Somehow, Yoosung and Zen started talking besides the point, while Jumin tried to get them back on track and 707 was trying to hack and find out our identity.

Katrina: If it helps, we can send a selfie to show you that we are real people or something. On the other hand, if I guessed correctly, the pictures next to your names are your actual selfies.

Katrina: Ah, my friend wants to speak as well. I will write in Italics, while she’ll write in bold, to make things easier to differentiate.

Zen: Are you a woman?!

Yoosung: OMG! I guess only the picture will tell!

707: Zen. Be more serious, plz?

707: And wait a sec on the woman thing.

707: Looking it up.

Katrina: Wait no more. Lo’ and behold, the beauty and grace of a Devil and an Angel.

Urging Delilah to get closer, Katrina extended her arm out to take a selfie. She smirked mischievously, as her friend smiled softly, offering a peace sign.

Katrina: Satisfied your curiosities?

Then, they started introducing each other one by one, more or less forced by the other, and it was clear that this party was rather...Unique.

When Yoosung introduced himself, Delilah gasped and took the phone from her friend’s hand.

Katrina: Omg, Yoosung, I know you! You are in the same University as me! You are 2 years younger than me, but I saw you around! My name is Delilah, but I understand if you haven’t seen me, I’m not the most flashy around. Katrina also finished Vet Uni just last year, and she has been working at this super high tech clinic for a few years now!

Katrina: Woaw, Deli, fate sure fools around in mysterious ways. Oh well, Yoosung is still young, but you must be very hard-working and diligent if you got yourself in such a difficult University. I wish you luck for the years to come.

Yoosung: O M G ! ! ! That’s SO cool! Maybe we can hang around some time! Or eat together at the cafeteria, if our schedules have some common breaks!

Zen: LOLOL Yoosung, you lucky guy.

707: I can confirm, they’re real cuties!

Katrina: Haha, thanks.

Seeing that this conversation eased the others a bit, Seven posted a picture of Jumin with his cat, and...

Katrina: OHMYGOD THAT CAT IS GORGEOUS OMG!!!!!

Jumin Han: Finally, someone who can appreciate beauty around this place.

Katrina: You should see Delilah, she’s gushing and squealing over how adorable Elizabeth is.

Katrina: Well, I have to agree anyway, she is very pretty.

Katrina: CAN I PLEASE PLAY WITH HER ONE DAY?!

Jumin Han: I wouldn’t let a stranger get anywhere close to my precious Elizabeth the 3rd.

Katrina: :C Okay...

Jumin Han: If you prove yourself to be a person of trust, and respect Elizabeth, unlike these guys here, then I may consider it.

Katrina: !!! Thanks, Jumin, you’re the best!

Katrina: Graciously spoken.

Katrina: Anyway, I’d appreciate it if you’d tell us what to do from now on, since we sincerely have no idea what to do. We would like to go back to the park and continue studying, but, uh...You don’t sound like bad people, so we wouldn’t want to inconvenience you either. We can’t remain to this place for too long, obviously.

As soon as Katrina wrote that, they started talking about this ‘V’ person, or the person in control of this RFA organisation, and while at it, Seven hacked into their social medias and said they were cute, while the others seemed shocked they were girls.

Then, V convinced the girls to help them host this charity party, and thinking it wouldn’t be too bad, at least for their CV, they agreed. What was rather sketchy for them was the address reveal...So they decided to stray away from that part, and not talk about it again.

Jumin Han: So, Katrina, Delilah, I will follow V’s decision. Will you join RFA?

Katrina: Sure. We don’t have anything to lose. We just have to respond and convince some guests to attend, and one the day of the party, be free the whole time and attend. You can count on us.

Katrina: It sounds like it would be fun!

It was all nice and dandy, unless they started talking about relationships, which made the red haired girl groan, roll her eyes and throw the phone on the desk, while slumping in the chair and leaning way back.

Katrina: I don’t get why you’re so upset over relationships. It’s no big deal, after all. It’s much better to cuddle cats anyway ^^

Katrina: I second that. Relationships are a drag, and humans are even worse. And selfish. I’m married to my work. Dating life ain’t for me, it seems. *shrug*

Zen: That...Sounds so sad ;;;

Jumin Han: I believe that’s rather sensible.

Zen: Shut up, you’re always fawned over by women!

Jumin Han: Women who only want me for my money.

Katrina: LOLOL, you’re sugar daddy material or what?

Zen: Lolololol Katrina you’re funny.

Yoosung: Jumin is the CEO of one of the wealthiest companies in Korea.

Katrina: Oh, great. Good for you.

707: Lololol this is funny. It’s like we’re talking to a female version of Jumin lololol.

Zen: Oh, God, no.

Katrina: I...Don’t know how I should react. Should I take it as a compliment?

Jumin Han: Yes.

Katrina: Very well then.

Katrina: Oh my God, imagine how happy Elizabeth is! Jumin has so much money to pamper and spoil her! What a happy baby!

707: Lololol yes, Elly is defo a happy cat!

Karina: I wish I could pamper Tsuki like you pamper Elizabeth too, Jumin ;;

Katrina: ...Same with I and Fifi, to be fair.

707: OMG YOU HAVE CATS TOO?!

Katrina: Yes, I do! Her name is Tsuki, she’s a British Shorthair, and she’s soooo cuteeee!!

Katrina:

Katrina: I agree. She’s adorable. And her meows are so high pitched and cute...

Katrina: Omg, Katrina made such a cute cat smile just now-

Katrina: DELILAH!!! >:C

Katrina: Hahaha so cute ^^

Katrina: Ahem. Well, as for my Fifi, she’s a dog. Bichon Havanese. Spoiled little baby. But, uh...I don’t think it matters much, seeing that you seem more interested in cats, which I can understand. Elizabeth and Tsuki are gorgeous.

Zen: I want to see something other than cats, please.

Katrina: Consider it done.

Katrina:

Katrina: She’s more photogenic than I’ll ever be lolol.

Katrina: Mood.

707: Omg I wanna play with both of them, at the same time!!

Jumin Han: Great, new animals for the abuser.

Zen: Fifi is so cute! Just like her owner~. *wink sticker*

Katrina: Haha, thanks, Zen. Likewise.

Yoosung: Zen is allergic to cats, and Jumin keeps talking about Elizabeth, so...It’s a mess.

Katrina: Lolol poor Zen. Better not get close to the clinic I work at, then.

Katrina: Awww, that’s so sad, Zen! Look!

Katrina:

Katrina: LOLOL DELILAH THAT’S EVIL HAHA-

Katrina : Hihi ^^ Everyone loves kitty toe beans!

Zen: I can already feel a sneeze-spree happening again.

Katrina: C’est la vie. Not everyone can enjoy the beauty of the world, unfortunately.

Jumin Han:

Katrina: LOLOLOL Jumin, you’re so savage!

Jumin Han: Glad I could amuse you, Katrina.

Zen: Why are you all so evil...

Katrina: Yo, I’ve a question.

Katrina: I know we don’t really know each other, but y’all seem like really nice people, so uhh...

Katrina: Even though you don’t trust us, I would like to go out to a pub with all of you.

Katrina: Maybe after the party, so you won’t be suspicious of us, or something.

Katrina: With so many unique personalities, it’s bound to be quite a successful hangout.

Katrina: That, and we don’t really have too many friends to hang out with lolol.

Katrina: ...That too. *shrug*

Yoosung: That’d be so cool! I’m in!

Zen: Omg, Katrina, so cute! I agree, it should be fun.

707: An opportunity to leave the house! Yes!

Jumin Han: Assistant Kang, make sure you keep that in our schedule.

Jaehee Kang: Very well...I agree it would be interesting, but...

Jaehee Kang: Can we really trust them so easily?

Jumin Han: Only time will tell.

Katrina: Well, it was nice talking/getting to know you all, but we have to go now. I’ve work tomorrow and Delilah has upcoming exams. Tschüss.

Katrina: Talk to you later!

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A few days after the whole chaos with the new phone, during one chill evening when the girls were watching a movie together, they saw Seven, Yoosung and Jumin chatting, so they decided to see what the talk was all about.

Jumin Han: Elizabeth the 3rd hasn’t been eating anything since she came back from Assistan Kang’s place.

Jumin Han: I have to call her.

Yoosung: Why don’t you call her rather than going online?

707: Since he can take care of things without hearing her voice?

Katrina: Jumin, if I may, perhaps Jaehee fed her too much. If you want, however, I have a few years of experience working in the clinic, I could check on her briefly, if you film her for me, or something.

Katrina: Although I would understand your skepticism if you don’t agree. It may be akin to home privacy invasion, since bits of the home may get captured in the video.

Jumin Han: You are very thorough in thinking of different possibilities.

707: Omg I’m jealous, I want a private video chat session with Elly too!

Jumin Han: Her name is Elizabeth the 3rd.

Jumin Han: Very well, Katrina, I will trust V’s judgement that you are safe.

Katrina: Thank you for trusting me enough to allow such a thing.

Katrina: And omg, your chat bubble is a cat, that’s so cute! Can Seven do that for us too?!

707: I’ll see what I can do!

Katrina: Sweet, thanks. Jumin, call me when you’re free.

Jumin Han: Very well.

It wasn’t long after the chat that Katrina received a call from Jumin, and they both activated the video option, and from one end, a huge, beautiful, modern bedroom, and on huge bed, Jumin was holding Elizabeth in his lap.

On the other end of the video, a cozy little bedroom was shown, as Delilah was holding the phone, while Katrina was nowhere to be seen, which confused the man.

“Where is Katrina?” he asked, his eyebrow raised. “She went to get the laptop and cable, so we would see the video better. I hope you don’t mind that I’m here, but Katrina thought it would be educational to see her ask about the anamnesis and checking up parts, as I’m going to start volunteering at the clinic at the end of this University year too.” Delilah explained, a smile on her face as she saw the fluffy cat. “It’s fine, I don’t mind. Educating yourself is never bad.” Jumin nodded, as Katrina came in the picture and propped the phone on the laptop, so Jumin would see them, while they were looking at the laptop screen.

“Can you see us well, Jumin? We can see you perfectly.” Katrina asked, almost too professionally, as she fumbled with the laptop video settings. “Yes, it’s well enough.” he nodded simply. “Okay, all good. I will begin the anamnesis, which is asking the pet owner what they saw unusual, if they saw anything. That includes eating habits, dejections, unusual fur shedding, odd behaviours, unusual bad breath, odd eye movements, whining, crying, tail movements, if they seem exhausted or depressed, if their abdomen is flexed and so on.” Katrina explained, leaning closer to the screen to look at the cat. “Nothing unusual, except she hasn’t eaten since she came home from Assistant Kang. I even counted the hairs she shed, and it’s not unusual” Jumin explained, which made the red haired girl widen her eyes. “Damn, you’re the most diligent and attentive pet owner I’ve ever met in my life, including myself. You’re a wonder to work with. Well, the fur seems luscious, the claws look fine, so the keratin levels are good, her eyes are wide and nice, she seems to be following the toy perfectly, she has great reflexes, seems pretty playful, her nose is wet, her ears are up, her abdomen isn’t flexed...That only means one thing. Deli, can you guess?” Katrina looked at her friend with a warm smile. “She...Ate too much? That’s the only thing that I can think of.” she asked shyly, which earned a bright grin from her friend. “That’s exactly it! Jumin, as far as I understood from you, you’re treating Elizabeth with extremely strict measures, which means strict food portions, and only food that specialists deem is the best for her. Jaehee doesn’t have all that, so she gives her, for example, 2 cans of food, instead of 1 and a half, which means her stomach is fuller than usual, so her satiety levels are above the usual levels. Basically, she’s so full she can’t eat until everything is properly digested and she’s had her sport done.” Katrina explained everything thoroughly, as if it was one of Hercule Poirot’s detective novels. “Ohhh, that makes sense! That was pretty exciting!” Delilah clapped her hands excitedly. “I see, so it is as I suspected. Thank you for confirming my theory. Sorry for taking your time with this.” Jumin said, making the girl raise her eyebrows in surprise. “I always have time for friends.” Katrina blurted without realising. “Friends...Huh? I thought people called their peers ‘Friends’ when they realised they can fully trust them.” Jumin asked, almost as if he was interrogating. “...I, uh...I see everyone from the RFA as friends. That’s just that, don’t think too much about it.” Katrina dismissed it quickly. “Very well, I won’t. The party is in 4 days, are you ready for it?” he asked, making both of them widen their eyes in shock. “...I think we are. Just...We need to look for an outfit.” Delilah scratched the back of her neck awkwardly. “We’ve been so busy with work and exams, and the party was announced so suddenly...Well, we were kinda put on the spot. We’ll go look around tomorrow. Hope we find something nice and cheap enough to afford.” Katrina shrugged, looking away from the phone, as if there was something much more interesting she was seeing. “It’s good to be prepared in advance, but I can see why you’d have difficulty with things like this, considering your positions.” he nodded, understandingly. “We appreciate that. Well...Even if we haven’t been around for long, we truly hope we can help make this party great. We are aware that it won’t be as successful or grandiose as the ones with Rika were, but...We will try our best to get close to that.” Katrina spoke again. “Were you trained in diplomatic speech? Because I can sense that. Not many people can do that.” Jumin asked again, as Elizabeth jumped off from his lap, to roll around on the bed. “Awwww, she’s so cute!” Delilah gushed over the adorable creature. “I can’t say I was trained, I just picked it up. Add that to the fact that I have to be polite with everyone, and there you have it. Is this what you call a professional defect?” Kat snorted in mock amusement. “Perhaps it is. Some tend to call me snobby for always being formal.” Jumin said as a matter of fact. “What a coincidence...People hate me for being cold and formal too. Que drôle.” she smirked, speaking in a softer, almost self-deprecating tone. “That’s how people can be. They must always hate on something. I suppose that’s why Zen hates me.” Jumin spoke in a low voice. “Sorry, Jumin, but not everyone can be a patrician like you. Most of us are plebeians working our way up.” Katrina laughed softly at her stupid joke. “Every vassal can become a Lord.” Jumin pointed out, making the red head snap her head to him, with a challenging smirk. “Said the monarch.” she shot back with ease. “I wouldn’t say I’m a Monarch, that would be the president. I would, however, be a Lord, I believe.” Jumin retorted just as well. “And I would be nothing more than an unfree slave, working her way to buy her freedom.” she spoke with a smug expression. “And what would that imply?” he asked, almost with piqued curiosity. “Building our own clinic. It’s been our dream for a long time. To be in the same University, to work together, to own a clinic together and just...Live our life and be happy. If we achieve that, we will be free.” she explained, a much softer expression on her face. “I see. It’s always refreshing hearing other people speak about their ambitions and dreams of the future. Much better than the usual lies business people throw at you. Thank you for today Katrina, Delilah, I must go for now. Have a nice evening.” Jumin thanked them with a small smile, as he hung up. “...Thanks for today too, Jumin. Take care.” Katrina murmured, despite the call already having ended. “He likes you. At least, more than some others. And you’re kinda alike in some ways, I mean...I think he and you are constantly facepalming whenever you’re talking to idiots, and now both of you finally managed to run into a person with the same kind of maturity and intelligence as the other.” Delilah explained, making her friend become slightly flustered and confused. “You think so? Well, I wouldn’t mind. Jumin seems smart and level-headed enough...But I don’t know. I don’t think...Uh...We’ll see at the party, I guess. It should be fun. If anything happens, you get custody of Elly the 3rd.” Kat chuckled nervously at her friend’s teasing, before winking at her. “Oh, yes!” she cheered in glee.

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Two days later, however, the girls couldn’t go dress-shopping, as an emergency that nobody could ever even think to expect happened, which made the red haired girl’s whole life collapse on her, crushing her.

As she was ready to go to work for the morning shift, Fifi, her dog, was in a corner, barely moving, looking terrible and there were bits of blood on the ground around her.

Panicking, Katrina ordered the first Uber and rushed to the clinic, as they have amazing equipment, so she could examine her dog, only to find that she has a lymphoma and a tumour on her spleen, which made the girl curse herself for not realising sooner.

She ran to the clinic’s owner, begging her to let her operate on her dog and have someone assist and help her...

Only for her to refuse, unless she gets a tremendous amount of money to compensate, the same amount of money that any customer is forced to pay...

Why couldn’t they just let her do it?!

She was pissed off.

She was desperate.

She went back to the operation room, hugging her dog, and taking out her phone, she took a deep breath and called the only person who could be able to help her.

“Hello? Katrina, what is it, did you need anything?” Jumin asked in the same passive voice as usual. “Jumin, I...I...I need your help. I know, it’s going to sound horrible, and I don’t want you to think that I want to use you or anything, but...But I need some money to perform surgery on Fifi. I begged the clinic’s head to let me do it, that I would pay for it over time...I-I even told her that she could give me no salary for as long as I pay my debt, but she wouldn’t agree. I...I don’t know what to do, Jumin. I have some money that I managed to save, but this...This is more than I could dream of sparing. And if I somehow manage to scrape the money from God knows where, I won’t be able to pay the rent or help Delilah with University pays and...And I...I don’t know what to do...” Katrina slid down one of the cabinets in the surgery room, looking at her dog on the surgery table, that looked back at her, crying. “...I understand this is a difficult situation to be in, but you have to understand that, even though V trusts you, I can’t just throw around so much money to a total stranger that I have never met, especially if it’s the company’s money and it will have to be justified.” Jumin sighed, speaking in a low, almost business-like voice. “JUMIN, I’M BEGGING YOU, I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THIS! If you want to see me in person, I will give you the clinic’s address, if you want me to pay you back, I’ll resign from the clinic and work for you 24/7 until I pay my debt, I-I-I...I don’t know, I will do anything you want, ANYTHING, just PLEASE, help me out, fast, because she has cancer and a spleen tumour and if I don’t operate today, and start chemotherapy. I don’t know how long she’ll have.” Katrina started crying on the phone, and her dog started whining softly in front of her. “Don’t cry on the phone, it’s hard to understand what you’re saying. Text me the address and I’ll come examine the situation, and only then I will debate whether to give you the money or not, is that fair?” he asked, making the girl grin and clutch her blouse. “Yes, Gods, yes, it’s perfect! More than perfect! Thank you so much, Jumin, I owe you my life forever. I just texted you the address, I will be waiting for you. Please, please, PLEASE come as soon as you can.” she begged him once again. “Don’t thank me yet, I haven’t given you the money yet.” Jumin spoke, a bit unsure of his words. “Doesn’t matter. You’re willing to go out of your way to help, and that’s more than enough. I truly appreciate it, Jumin. I’ll go try to beg the chief again. See you.” she hung up, standing up and kissing Fifi on her head softly. “I’ll save you today, baby. I promise.”

The girl jolted on her feet, going to the head of the clinic to try to beg her again, hoping to persuade her, at least until Jumin arrives, but she wasn’t able to stop the river of tears going down her face.

“Why can’t you just let me do it?! I’m not going to disappear without paying you, but it’s an enormous sum of money, I can’t just come up with it by snapping my fingers, and she’ll die if I don’t start acting soon! Do you really care so little for an animal’s life?!” she tried her best not scream her frustrations away, but the chief had none of it. “This is a business, not a charity party, Katrina! We need money to continue this place, every little coin matters!” the boss tried to defend herself. “But I’ve been your employee for years and I said I’ll give you back all the money! Hell, I told you to stop paying me until I’ve repaid the debt! What more can I do to let me save my dog?!” she cried out, feeling her heart drop, not hearing the door opening. “That’s exactly why! You’re just a mere employee, not THE boss! I AM the boss, I AM the rule here, and I’m telling you that if you still wish to have a place to work at, then shut your mouth and use the little money you have to put down your dog. Just a piece of advice.” the woman in front of her talked so harshly, that it made the girl’s jaw hit the floor in disbelief. “I don’t believe that’s how a proper employer should speak to her employees.” a low, judging voice came from the door of the clinic, revealing the brunet man walking inside, like a guardian angel. “J-Jumin...!” Katrina could only stare at him, wide-eyed from shock and emotions, as her emerald green eyes were swimming in a pool of mixed feelings and frustration. “By how the situation unfolded in front of me, I can see that your emotions were genuine on the phone, Katrina. I’m glad I put money on this card, it’s obvious that your employer is subpar to you in every way possible, and it’s a pity that you have to downgrade your skills to somehow like this...” Jumin shook his head, taking out a blue card, making the girl’s bottom lip quiver and throwing herself at him, hugging him with all the strength she had in her little body. “Thank you so much, Jumin. I owe you everything. I owe you my life. You’re a literal angel, Thank you so much for saving Fifi’s life.” her fingers were clutching the back of his blazer, which made the man get stunned for a few seconds from the unexpected action. “If you’re going to perform surgery right away, I’d like to watch. I want to see what happens with my money.” he cleared his throat, trying to make the girl stop being overly emotional. “If he gets in the operation room with you, I’m not giving you another assistant.” the boss snatched the credit card, snapping her head to the side. “Oh, screw you, you heartless bitch!” Katrina growled, shoving aside the woman in front of her and dragging Jumin tot he operation room. “It’s fine...I can do it. I can do it on my own. It’s not that hard. I can do it.” she muttered to herself, taking a few deep breaths before prepping for the surgery. “You’ve never done it before, have you?” Jumin took off his blazer, rolling up the sleeves of his white shirt and leaning on the wall to get a good look at the whining dog. “...I’ve only ever assisted a few times, but at least I know what has to be done.” she ruffled her hair a bit, before putting it in a high ponytail and putting the dog hooked to anaesthesis. “She’s going to fire you when you’re done here.” Jumin said as a matter of fact as the girl started the surgery. “...I’d have resigned anyway, as soon as I found another place that would hire me. There’s one thing to compromise and stomp on your pride to maintain a job or gain a benefit...But there’s another to go completely against your principles and convictions and let someone humiliate you like that. I’m a human, not a martyr and I have no reason to accept being treated that way. No amount of money or benefits can buy me.” she ranted a bit irritated from the previous encounter, as she focused on removing the tumour. “That’s admirable, if true. Not many people can say that. Trust me, if you work in the same field as me, you’d be more aware of that.” Jumin replied after a few minutes. “If you came here, I think you know I’m speaking the truth, and you just needed confirmation. Rational people are like that. They need proof to back up their reasoning.” she shot back, carefully putting the tumour on a plate and beginning to sew the incision, only for the anaesthesia levels to go down, and the breathing and pulse rates were going down, which freaked out the girl, who dropped the utensils to start fumbling with the tech and getting some medicine to keep up the rates to a normal level. “Should I call for-...” Jumin got up, trying to help, but the girl was much faster. “Yes, you can help. Get here and make sure the numbers here are between parameters. I will finish this up so no more damage will take place.” she dragged the man, instructing him quickly, but well explained, as she worked around the incision, getting rid of the additional bleeding and finally successfully sewing up the wound. “Are you sure you don’t wanna be a doctor or something? You have great reactions and don’t panic under pressure. You were amazing, Jumin.” she took off her mask, throwing away the gloves and slid down the cabinet, looking exhausted after the long procedure. “You explained well what I should do. A great leader makes the followers perform well. You will be great when you open your clinic, and I’m sure Delilah is going to learn a lot from you.” he said, sitting down next to her. “Thank you, Jumin. Your words mean the world for me. Thank you for saving Fifi...I owe you the world...Because she is my world.” Kat rested her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes. “If you want to owe me, how about you become Elizabeth’s private doctor. I’m sure Delilah would be happy to have an excuse to stay around her more often.” Jumin chuckled, as the girl raised her head, cocking an eyebrow up in shock. “I’ve already wasted enough of your money, I couldn’t possibly impose so much on you and have you pay me or something. Besides, I...Uh...I don’t want to end up for you the same as Jaehee. I enjoy your company and our interactions...I wouldn’t want that to change in a more professional way or something, so bad that you can’t listen to my voice or try to avoid or run away from me.” the girl sighed, hanging her head. “You said you don’t want to be an unfree slave anymore and that you’re going to work your way up. If you want to get rid of the title of Vassal, then you could become a Lord’s Lady and-” Jumin started talking, but he was quickly cut off again. “No. If you want me to be your girlfriend, I won’t refuse, but that means that I will never take money from you. It’s either romantic or professional, you choose. But if you’re that confident in my skills as a doctor, then you should know that both I and Delilah are going to treat her anyway, so you won’t really need a private doctor or anything.” she spoke a bit colder than usual, not even realising. “I see. You said you won’t be bought, and you stay true to your words...Maybe a bit too much. It’s rather unusual for me to meet a woman like you, who’s not, as Luciel would call, a...Gold digger. But I’m glad I met you. You are a strong and sensible woman with a gentle heart and a fire passion to do what’s right and save as many lives as humanely possible, and I admire that about you.” he turned his head to her, who could only look in surprise at him. “...Nobody I’ve dated...Or met...Ever said such nice things about me. Katrina, you’re so cold, Katrina, you’re so heartless, Katrina, why do you act like a hedgehog around me, Katrina, why do you never have time for me, Katrina, why do you love those animals more than me. Katrina, Katrina, Katrina, you’re such a goddamn failure as a girlfriend. You say this is unusual for you, but this is equally unusual for me as well.” she scratched the back of her neck awkwardly, looking away. “Then I suppose we can figure this out together, if you want. I believe we have quite a few misconceptions to clear out for each other.” he smiled softly, putting his arm around her, bringing her closer to his side. “Wanna go for a quick coffee or something? There’s this pretty nice cafe close to my home. Nothing extravagant or expensive...Just a small, little vintage cafe with a nice and calming atmosphere.” leaning in, she cuddled to him, having a tranquil smile as well. “Doesn’t sound too bad.” Jumin nodded softly. “Oh, and...I’m paying. No arguing here.” she said firmly, making the man chuckle, agreeing nonethless.

---

A year passed, they had other RFA charity parties, they hung out a lot of times, all of them, together, Delilah became Elizabeth’s private doctor, which obviously meant that her and Tsuki would hang around Jumin’s place for play dates with Elly under ‘professional’ pretextes, much to Katrina’s annoyance, Jumin made sure to gather fund for her dream clinic so both girls could pursue their dreams, and made sure to include animal charities and animal-saving related guests to all the RFA parties, and things overall seemed so much simpler and balanced than ever before.

One beautiful Saturday, Jumin and Kat were cuddled together in bed, both of them doing some light reading, as the door was opened and Delilah’s gentle smile greeted them.

“Hello, Doctor Delilah.” Jumin greeted the girl playfully, as she blushed lightly from happiness. “Hello, Jumin!...Awww, Elly, you’re cuddled with your toy, you’re so cute!!” the girl cooed at the adorable white feline. “I’m really happy that her love for cats got her to pursue her dreams and get to this point where she’s surrounded by cats everywhere she looks.” Kat looked over to her friend with a side smile.

“I and Katrina are going to leave next week on a business trip. I think it will be no problem if Elizabeth was to stay over at yours, am I right?” he asked, and seeing as the girl’s eyes started sparkling with glee. “Any time! She’s a wonder to have over, and Tsuki is always happy to play with her!” she replied, hugging the cat, as Elly put her paw on her nose softly, melting the girl’s heart. “Great to hear. And you, Doctor Kat? What are meow going to do with Fifi?” Jumin nudged her with his usual subtle playfulness. “I’d do anything to hear you meow more often, it’s adorable. Maybe purr a bit too...I’ll leave Fifi to Jaehee. She doesn’t shed hair like Elizabeth does, and Jaehee needs some leisure walks too.” the red haired girl teased as she started softly scratched him under the chin. “Meow.” Jumin did a cute cat and small cat smile, burying his face in the crook of her neck, purring softly. “I was right...Meow are adorable.” the girl giggled in amusement, cuddling closer to him, “As are you.”

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger imagine #mysmes imagine #mysmes #mystic messenger x oc #mysmes x oc #jumin x katrina #jumin han imagine #jumin han #mysmes jumin #elizabeth the 3rd #delilah #delilah loves cats #happy birthday sweetheart #I love you #I'm really happy we're friends #<3 #can't wait too see each other again #very soon

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Embry Call x Reader

Sorry I took foreveerrrrrrr! I don't come here as often anymore because school takes a lot of my time, but I hope you guys like it!

Warning: a bit of smut (you can skip it)

Part 1: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/184789841559/shame-01

Part 2: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/184837660929/shame-02-embry-call-x-reader-original-part

Part 3: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/186387537024/shame-03

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'Great way of making him think you're not easy, dumbass!', you told yourself while kissing him. Either way, you didn't regret it.

You slowly pulled away from him. Your cheeks felt like they were burning and your stomach too. You felt something you never felt before. Not even your ex-boyfriend made you feel that way. Being thirsty for him were the right words to use.

Embry's hands were still on your waist, while his eyes were looking at your lips. You slowly put your hand on his cheek, making him look at you. You stared at each other for a few seconds before smashing your lips together. The kiss got intense in just a few seconds. You took your hand off his cheek to put both of your hands underneath his shirt. Your hands were going up to his chest. His abs were hard; he was also so warm and you loved it.

Embry suppressed a moan before pulling away, he took your hand and started walking in a different direction from school.

''Wait, where are you taking me?'', you asked him.

''My house.'', he replied. You could tell by the way he looked at you that you had turned him on.

''No! I got a curfew and I do not want to get locked out!''

Embry sighed, then a few seconds later, smiled. It seemed like an idea came up to him.

''I got you. We're going to school, but you just have to promise me one thing.''

''What?'', you asked as you got closer to him.

''Don't scream.''

You smirked as you ran to school with him. Once you got inside the school, Embry took you to a classroom near a small hallway. You didn't know how he knew it was open, but you didn't question him. All you wanted was him.

You got into the classroom before him, then he closed the door without turning the lights on. It was an art class. You could tell because of a few costumes that were on a box. There was a small purple couch between the board and the teacher's desk. There were also a few tables and a tall white lamp. Embry grabbed you by the waist and turned you around to face him. His lips quickly went on your neck and you immediately grabbed his hair. His left hand went down to the edge of your pants before he slid them underneath your panties. You let out a moan as he started to make small circles on your clitoris. You bite down on your lips before you pushed him away and took off your shirt. He smiled before taking off his top, revealing his perfectly sculptured chest and abs.

You turned around, and slowly took off you pants. As you were about to turn around, you felt Embry's chest against your back; you didn't know how fast he did it, but his boxers were already off him. His lips were on your shoulder, while his hands were slowly pulling down your panties.

After that, everything happened so quick. You woke up the next day, laying down on the small couch. You had your clothes on. You sighed when you noticed that Embry wasn't next to you, but flashbacks of last night made you feel alive and happy. You smiled to yourself as your right hand touched your neck.

You got up, put your hair in a bun and walked out of the class. You quietly made your way to your ''room''. Y/B/N wasn't there. You shrugged before taking a few things to go shower. As you got out of the classroom, your best friend scared you to death by showing up out of nowhere.

''Damn Y/B/N! You scared me!'', you whispered to her.

''Well, I'm glad I did! Where the heck were you last night? I was worried and I had to cover for you! Coach would've killed me if he would've found out that you weren't with m-''

''I slept with Embry'', you interrupted her.

Your best friend let out a huge gasp.

''Y/N, you sl-'', she half yelled.

''Shut up! I'll tell you the details later. I need to shower.''

Your best friend chuckled.

''You dirty little shit.'', she said making you both laugh.

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It was ten in the morning, you were next to your best friend and the same man that was volunteering with you yesterday night, waiting for the first game of the day to start. A few teenagers were sitting on the bleachers to watch the game. Today, you got the chance to see your school team play. You took the sheet to see who was playing against your school team. You held in your breath when you saw familiar names written down.

'Jacob Black, Embry Call, Paul Lahote... Embry.', you read. Now you were panicking a little bit. Not because you regretted what happened last night- that you did not regret! You just felt awkward because why did he leave without telling you anything? He could've said something to you! After you had sex with him, both of you put on your clothes, then sat down on the couch and started talking about random stuff. It was going so well! Nothing was forced and you had a great time together- well, it's what you thought. You didn't even know when or how you fell asleep, but he could've left a note or something.

'Whatever, we are not dating so technically, he doesn't owe me any explanation', you said to yourself.

Right after that, the boys you met yesterday came in and the teenagers on the bleachers started cheering. You made eye contact with Embry. You didn't know if you had to wave, smile or not or just do nothing. You decided to give him a small smile. You expected him to smile you back, but he just looked away.

Ouch. You felt a small pinch on your heart. You were so confused, but decided to brush it off. You told yourself that you were going to wait after the game to go talk to him.

The game ended at 1-5. You felt bad for your team, but at least they were second on the ranking!

Y/B/N was about to ask you something, but you quickly walked over to Embry who was talking with Jacob. As soon as Embry saw you approaching, he walked away.

'What the fuck is wrong with him?', you asked yourself even more confused than before.

Jacob noticed your confusion and smiled at you to try to make you feel a little bit better.

''Sorry for his behavior, it's been a rough morning for him, that's all. Don't take it personal.'', he said.

'Yeah, or it's because he regrets what happened last night!', you told yourself.

''Anyway, it must be boring staying in these walls all day and during the night, so if you want to, you and Y/B/N can come to the beach at 5. The guys and I will be there.''

''Sure, we'll be there, but I don't know how to get to the beach.''

''Cool, I'll come here before meeting with the guys. My friend Bella will also be there.''

Then an idea came up.

''Or, I could go over to your house? I mean, I want to walk and explore a little bit.'', in reality you just wanted to see if Billy was there. That was the main reason why you agreed to come here... also it would help you get your mind off things with Embry.

''You're not scared to get lost or anything?'', he asked as he raised his left eyebrow.

''Not really. I mean, yes, but I won't. I'm pretty good when it comes to orientation.'', you lied.

Jacob stayed silent for a few seconds before sighing. He gave you his address before walking away.

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It was almost 5 and you got lost with Y/B/N more than three times.

''Ugh Y/N if we get lost again, I promise you I'll knock you out before-'', she started saying while getting angry.

''Found it! It's here!'', you interrupted her as you admired the little house.

This was where your dad and brother lived.

''Are you sure you want to do this?'' your best friend asked you as she remembered the conversation you had with her before coming to Jacob's.

''Yes I am. It's not the best idea, but at least I can get closer to him that way.''

''Alright then, let's go knock.'', Y/B/N said.

Both of you walked over to the house and you had the honor of knock on the door. You got greeted by Jacob's beautifully white smile.

''Hey girls, come in. My friend Bella is on her way. We'll just wait for her to get here.'', he said as he let you in.

''Jacob, where's your dad?'' you abruptly asked him.

'Great! I could've tried to be more casual!', you told yourself.

''He was out during the whole day, but he should be home by now. It's weird he is still not here.''

'Damn it! Why did he have to be out for this long today?!?', you mentally cussed.

''Why don't you call him? Yeah, you should call him and ask where he is and when he is coming home'', you said as you gave Jacob your cell phone to call Billy.

Jacob frowned as he eyed you up and down.

''Thank you for your kindness, but I don't need to parent my dad and anyway, I have a phone too...''

'I know that and I don't care. I just want his phone number!...Woaw that sounded creepy', you told yourself.

You were about to say something when you heard a man's voice.

''Jake, I'm home.'' Billy said before you heard the door close.

Your heart started to beat faster. What were you going to do or say?

''By the way, Bella's outside waiting for you.'',Billy said again before entering the living room and seeing the three of you.

''Thanks dad, we're leaving.'' He gave Billy a pat on the shoulder and walked towards the door.

Y/B/N looked at you, giving you a reassuring smile.

''I'll cover for you if Jacob asks anything. You got this, I believe in you.'' she whispered to you before running towards the door to follow Jacob.

You and Billy just looked at each other. You opened your mouth to say something, but he beat you to it.

''I guess you're here to talk.''

You nodded.

''Sit down then. I think it's going to be a long talk.''

Part 5: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/189218454934/shame-05

Part 6: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190071841574/shame-06

Part 7: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190134748314/shame-07

#embry call #jacob black #twilight #Twilight wolf pack #paul lahote #seth clearwater #Jared Cameron #leah clearwater #sam uley #Quil Ateara

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meltdownwillbeawesomethisweekend · 5 years ago

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"Sure praise her if she actually designed them and sat with her sewing machine. No, she went online and ordered things (I doubt she even went to a store)" LMAO is she okay? 1: Those costumes (besides Mario/Peach) have 100% been DIYed/altered in some way and it's kind of funny to me that she can't see that. 2: How exactly does his post read as praise?? He was just highlighting the fact that they went all out this year. 3: Why the fuck is she so worked up over HALLOWEEN. It's meant to be fun

LOOOOOL It’s sad that Halloween got her so worked up. Her CC giddiness lasted ... not even a day (seeing the content they got I wouldn’t feel THAT giddy either :’D).

About the costume, I agree except the Mario Peach, all smells like DIY, not necessary building the garnment but the arranging. For example, the little puppies, seems to have been sewed to the onsie. The Ariana grande costume ... put together by herself. The blanche neige, I’m not sure but either way, YOU need to have that idea with the theme, and it was great ... So yeah I agree

He didn’t necessarily praised her, but anyone reading feels like that’s a lot of work, and it is ... a loooooot of work already putting together one, but 10 ? WOAW.

Abby is genetically unable to have fun. She doesn’t get what having fun. Her idea of fun is fetishizing, gaslighting and whining.

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sow-ay · 7 years ago

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"I wish I could" Here's a long blog post about having multiple passions, being frustrated because of that and having mental illness that makes me think negative all the time. I've already been asked to make reviews for books and to share it online to help the writers. It broke my heart but I had to say no because, first of all, I'm incredibly bad at writing articles and I'd put a lot of pressure on myself for that. I don't want to relapse into a depressive episode for a book I'd have to share with people. But that's also mostly because I'd get more demands for reviews and I don't want my account to be about reviews, I prefer sharing my own content. I feel so sorry because I know that would be amazing books by authors that need to be discovered by more people. But, I still think I can share great books I liked and discovered by myself ! Recently, I read in "Share your work" by Austin Kleon that people like to hear the stories behind the work. (but that book didn't taught me a lot besides this, I preferred his book "Steal like an artist"). So I'll share my stories with my drawings if that is okay with you. If not, just don't read it ! The book "How to be Everything" by Emilie Wapnick I finished helped me a lot ! Emilie taught (actually reminded) me that's it's okay to have several passions and to want to practice them all ! That not being the best at something doesn't mean you're mediocre. I'm fighting this thought everyday. That's a simple message but that helped me a lot ! And I also want to remind you that ! This book also reminded me that I simply wanted to create things. Various things in various areas. (get ready for a big talk) There's a little line from a song by Muse that's always in my mind. "I wish I could", from "Stockholm Syndrom" (my favourite Muse song on drums). And I feel like this sums up my entire life. Sometimes I'm thinking about getting it tattooed. This line is in my mind since I stopped school and since I was refused in art schools. I wish so hard I had more time and motivation for all of my passions. And also more money for these ! Passions can cost a lot. In time, energy and money. I feel so frustrated to not be able to make it all. And the internet keeps showing me people achieving a lot more. (or at least that's what my brain tells me). Maybe I just haven't found my balance yet. Or maybe I'm just a lazy mess. You'll see if you read, my thoughts are contradictory. I draw a lot and in various styles because I cannot choose one and love having various projects. I make comics and even self-published one about music, I write and want to make child's books, I try to get better at digital and speed painting to have beautiful illustrations on art shows and to make an amazing artbook someday. I'd also love to draw for music, for tattoos and tons of stuff ! I don't want to limit myself. I'm scared to limit myself. And at the same time scared to look too unstable by doing many things. That makes it harder to define what I do as a creative. I think I'm already bad enough at simply talking, I don't want to add difficulty to this. Oh, and I try to share my thoughts and emotions through that ! That's the only thing that quite works for me when I want to express myself. Also, I'm trying to make a living out of that, I have to admit I'm not at it yet, that's hard (mostly because of my mental illness) and I hope someday I'll success because my illness doesn't let me handle a "real job". I have no idea what to do if all of that doesn't work and that scares the shit out of me. I play drums in a little band with my friends every thursday and that's always one of my favourite moments of the week. I also love concerts. Music is really what makes me feel alive ! I tried a lot to make music on my own and wish I had more time/motivation for this. (I have some old stuff on soundcloud.com/forsakenstar). I bought a guitar 4 years ago because I wanted to own the one my character has in my drawings. It was an expensive one but I loved it, it's a beautiful one. So I started playing guitar for fun and stopped. I lacked patience because learning guitar is super hard. I admire you, dear guitar players ! (then I also I broke my arm and that's still not repaired so the voice in my head tells me that this broken arm thingy is just a damn excuse to not practice, and that I'm a lazy piece of..."). It was A LOT easier for me when I started drums. I also want to learn to play a bit of keyboard. Just a bit so I can feel better creating funny sounds. I already have the keyboard. I have ideas for videos. I already made little things for little work commissions with old coworkers and that always was tons of fun ! I posted some of my experiments on youtube and each time I see it was already some years ago, that kills me. It reminds me how time flies and how I wish I could do more. And how much time I've "wasted" not doing as much as I would like. I have bigger video projects ! But I can't make them because I don't have the locations I need. I bought a VERY EXPENSIVE camera 2 years ago because, I don't know why, I sometimes get crazy and buy stuff that costs a lot. Like the guitar, like the keyboard. (that's also in the cyclothymia symptoms but I don't know if that's just me or the illness) And I often regret it because I need the money for something more important. I've almost never used the camera. But I could use it for my video projects ! For one of the videos I'd like to make I need a big castle to play something with a rich princess. I have the princess (my sis', I'm lucky to have her to help me in my crazy projects, I sometimes call her "Dobby". Yeah, like the house elf. I bought her the pop figure and all!) but if someone here has this castle and would like to invite me, I'd be super happy !! .... (I try, who knows ?). For another one, that would be a musical, I need a choreographer, dancers, amazing musics..

All of that just seems impossible to me. I would also love to make more motion designs ! I tried to make little animations and a lyric video and I loved doing this, I wish I could do more of these ! That's something simple but maybe someday bands will ask me to do that ! I need to practice a bit more before that ! (I'll maybe propose to do some for a really cheap price or something like that to practice more) I also wish I could animate more videos with my drawings ! I tried little stuff like making a character talk or walk and, even if that took time for a little thing, that was fun. Maybe I could try making an animation of that princess or musical project ! Or not. Making a full short film takes years of practice.

I spent TONS of hours learning a bit of all of that. And must still learn a lot in all of these areas. I tried them all. Loved them all. But I end up frustrated because there's so much to do that I get lost ! I always wish I could do more. If I'd have spent that time doing one thing, I'd be a god at it ! And I'm alone in all those projects. I'm so alone and selfish in my projects that I want to do everything by myself. If I wanted to make a full movie. I'd be the director, producer, musician, actor, make the scenario, film it, edit it, ... How could I do that ? How can I be this stupid ? I'm scared to share my projects. If I do share, let's say, a video project, would that make me a director for it ? Woaw, that's so cool ! But I suck, I can't direct something. I've never done that. How could I tell people what to do ? My mental ghost tells me the people I'll share that with will think I'm a pretentious mess making a project that sucks. And that the finished project will suck. Because I lack experience. ("But you never get experience if you don't try !" "yeah I know how stupid my thoughts are and how they manipulate me") I hate giving orders to people. I'd be like "okay, do this your way" even if I know in which way I want it to be. I did this some times. And I always end up frustrated. I'd be a bad director making bad stuff because of that. Why bothering ? That's why I keep my projects to myself. I know how I want it to be, I know I'm not good enough at it, I sometimes still try to make it and I only have myself to blame. Sometimes, I wish I could duplicate myself. Yeah, good idea, to duplicate the self-hate and frustration. Sometimes I regret no having been to school just for the experiment I would've got in group projects. I often tell myself that I should discipline myself a lot more to find a way and time to make it all. Or at least more. I should get more productive everyday. I MUST get more productive every day ! Why am I complaining and not actually DOING IT ?? *$^)_"*ù^. In the end, is that a matter of time or motivation ? Maybe all of that can fit in a week. Maybe I can find a way to enjoy my passions and make a living out of my drawings. But my other voice tells me that I'm too ambitious and that I cannot really do all of this. How could I do all of that and have a pay every month ? That's ridiculous. I always feel that all of my personal work is a waste of energy as I can't even have enough money to live every month. Would people still follow me if I share tons of various stuff ? Won't I annoy them with content they don't want ? (maybe some of you will say no) But can I do all of that ? I don't know. Damn. Can't I just shut up and do more ?? Can't I just stop thinking like that ? Unfortunately, a lot of the time I wish I had ends up eaten by my mental illness. Welcome into my head ! My brain ALWAYS thinks negatively. Even if I have an ambitious project, my brain will show me only how pointless it is and how that will fail. That's what the illness does. Sometimes it's so strong that I depress and cannot do anything for days. I fight the idea that I suck every minute of every day. And being a "jack of all trades" is hard because you don't have ONE thing to remind you that you're good at it. And I try to fight that everyday through my projects. Every thing I create is a little victory. So I want to do more and more and more and more [...]. I want to share more with people. I know I shouldn't be that hard on myself. But I just don't know how not to be. My mental illness feels like an excuse. After all that time, I still don't believe I'm ill and just think I suck. Well, that's it. Maybe you understand my frustration now. Or maybe just think (like I do) that I should shut up and work more. Sorry about this long post. I'll probably regret writing this in 2 days. If you read all of this, you get 15% more awesome !! (and sorry if I made mistakes !)

#artist #multipotentialite #jack of all trades #art

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inkni · 8 years ago

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Who Gives A Shit About 4K?

So this week the gang and I will be talking about the future of gaming consoles. I frankly give zero shits about the new updated consoles so this will be more of a smear post.

The first console I ever owned was a N64 in 1997 that my parents bought my siblings and I for Christmas. We loved playing Mario Kart for hours and hours and it brought us a ton of joy. I still own that N64 and go back and play such classics as Pokemon Snap, Super Smash Bros, Mario Kart, and even Star Fox. The graphics and the hardware of the system don’t matter at all to me. I want a game that I can keep going back to and never fall out of love with. Hell I even waited two years before upgrading my Xbox 360 to an Xbox One just because I still loved playing those 360 games. I mean the Mass Effect series is just one example of great games that kept me from upgrading right away. Yet I see people who just immediately drop money to upgrade to the shiner system. For what? The hardware? The background graphics?

According to this statistic the Xbox One was the best selling Microsoft product. 2 million copies in 18 days. WOAW! That is great and all but let us look at the titles that were launched with the Xbox One that cost $450.

Nothing really new on that list at all. FIFA, NBA and Madden are huge sports game franchises but they just update some players and some controls and ask for sixty more dollars. A golf game and a racing game? Seriously? Not even going to touch on Just Dance or a fricking ZUMBA game. I’d say the only noteworthy games would be Black Flag and Battlefield 4. Even with this lackluster game list people still got on their knees and threw money at Microsoft. Now I love my Xbox One. I got a great bundle when I bought it two years later. I got Assassin’s Creed Unity (literal ass), Black Flag (great game), and Halo 5 (great game) for $300. And guess what! I didn’t miss out on anything important. I saved money, got a great deal, and didn’t have to get on my knees and pleasure Microsoft. Sounds like a win for me.

So will I be shelling out money for a 4K TV and a new Scorpio as soon as it comes out? No I won’t because I am sure it will not be worth the time or money. Will I wait until reviews, better games, and a better deal before I get it? Probably. Eventually Microsoft stopped making the Xbox One games for the 360. If Microsoft keeps making games for the One (pretty positive that they will) I shall keep on the beaten path of liking and playing old consoles.

One a side note I want to write that at least Nintendo is TRYING something new with their system. Kudos for them for taking a risk and trying something new. I am sure Microsoft and Sony will keep making their consoles smaller and put some big ass light in the center and call it ‘new.’ STOP BEING SHEEP PEOPLE.

#week 22 #4k #xbox scorpio #xbox 360 #xbox one #nintendo 64 #nintendo #video games #consoles #generations

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justlookatthosesausages · 5 years ago

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:: “Memoirs” :: post-Frozen 2 Time Travel AU

======= CHAPTER 5 =======

“What do you mean? Elsa, what do you mean?”

The Snow Queen still was holding her mouth, hiding it, and one could tell she wanted to hide her whole self behind it. She couldn’t believe she had let the truth escape her. She wished she was able to summon Gale right then to swoop her away in a ‘nope nope nope you heard nothing!’ method.

“Elsaaa...” Grumbled Anna, who hadn’t had any answer from her sister for several seconds now.

Her tone, which was confused until now, had switched to a scolding one.

The elder shook her head, clearly indicating she didn’t want to explain. "Shouldn’t have said that... Shouldn’t have said that...”

Anna frowned at her mumbling, and noticed the state Elsa was in. She shifted a bit as they were both still seated on the evening grass, and put a hand on her elder’s shoulder. “Are you okay? Wait, is that... The memory of the future that Ahtohallan showed you?” Understood Anna, her eyes widening.

Elsa had a muffled yelp behind her hand, and nodded. Anna gasped at the news, now realizing that she truly would, one day, have a daughter. Her breathing sped up, and she was about to reply. The blonde thought she would panic. But instead, Anna went:

“How the hell did you manage to refrain yourself all that time and not tell me right away that you saw my daughter?!”

Her voice was overflowing with astonishment.

“I’d have spilled the beans like, two seconds after waking up.” She continued.

Elsa smiled a bit behind her hand. Anna had so much positive energy that she lowered her hand.

“I didn’t just see her. I also saw you, older, and there was Kristoff too, and--”

Anna let out strangled noises. “WAIT, WHAT??”

“Oh my God. Oh my God why did I say that.” Panicked Elsa, realizing once again that her sentence slipped away. She hurried to stand up, stumbling on the grass, and was about to ran as far as possible.

The redhead closed her dropped jaw to bend her head with amusement.

“Elsa, where are you even going. We’re in the middle of a valley.”

The Snow Queen stopped in her movement for what was about to be indeed ridiculous, and slowly turned around to go back to her younger, who looked at her with a warm smile.

“Come on. Sit back down. It clearly put you in a crazy state. It’s okay. We’ll go at your own rhythm. Explain it to me bit by bit if needed.”

Elsa looked at Anna’s teal blue eyes as she sat next to her. She couldn’t help but smile. Anna now had the opportunity to ask all the questions she wanted to know about her own future, and she still wanted to make Elsa comfortable about it first? For the second time in the day, she got emotional at her sister’s unique altruistic care.

She calmed down, and took at long inspiration, then exhaled. “There are several reasons why I haven’t told you right away. And the first one is obvious, it’s because I can’t reveal the future, Anna!”

“What? Oh, please, you can’t just drop the bomb that you saw me and Kristoff as parents and not tell me anything about it!!”

Her little sister’s big eyes were so insisting and excited that Elsa had no way to resist it. And she spilled another detail.

“You weren’t parents. I mean, technically, yes, but you had just given birth and- STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT, I’M SAYING IT ALL NOW!!”

She buried her face in her hands, groaning in frustration. It was a good thing she now had perfect control of her magic and that it wasn’t linked to her emotions anymore, because otherwise the whole grass would be covered with ice.

“You... Saw me... Being in labor?” Muttered Anna.

A deep blue eye peeked at her through pale fingers. The elder nodded.

“Elsa, that’s... That’s just wonderful. Oddly unsettling and quite weird, but... That’s really wonderful.”

A silence passed. A thousand questions burned Anna’s lips, but she promised to take things on Elsa’s rhythm. She gently stroked her arms, allowing the latter to lift her face from her hands.

“And then?”

The blonde gulped.

“That’s the memory of the future that Ahtohallan showed me, and which proved that I changed the timeline by my presence in the woods that day... You, older, giving birth to your future daughter, with Kristoff by your side, and Gerda wrapping her in a blanket.”

Anna emotion’s overflowed her whole soul. She shivered in raw joy, and gasped with delight, squealing even. A daughter. She would have a daughter. She would have kids! She never would have believed the news if it were another person than her sister telling her. Anna knew instantly that Elsa was telling the truth. It was real. It’s what she had seen, what Ahtohallan had showed her. The Queen’s brain felt dizzy with joy. That was the future. Later, she and Kristoff would have a daughter.

Anna smiled and rubbed her eyes so she could see Elsa sharply after having so many tears on her lashes.

“That’s... Woaw... Amazing... And excellent news, right? What’s wrong? Why are you making that face? Why did Ahtohallan show this memory of the future as the ‘bad’ consequence of you being in the woods that day?”

Despite Elsa’s evident pride for her sister becoming a mother, she could see sadness. The blonde took her time to answer, and this time, she looked at Anna straight in the eyes.

“You were the only people in the room. You, Kristoff, Gerda, Kai and two maids. That was all. I wasn’t there.”

The redhead went speechless. Long seconds passed.

“Or rather... I won’t be there.” Corrected Elsa. “It means I was gone. I’ll be dead before it happens.”

Anna’s mouth went in a O, then her jaw dropped, then she searched her words, and she blinked in confusion.

“Wh- How did it possibly lead to you dying? Before I even got to be a mother?”

“I don’t know.”

“Is it linked to me?” Worried the Queen.

“I don’t know, Anna.”

Elsa bit her lips, and added: “I only saw you giving birth to her. That’s all. No context, whatsoever. Just my absence.”

Anna clenched the hand that wasn’t on Elsa’s arm, grass blades snatched in her fist. Sometimes she purely hated how cryptic Ahtohallan was. She could never tell if they were mysterious on purpose, and it drove her nuts at some points during the past years.

“Okay, hum... Try to get some clues. What was my daughter’s name? How did we call her? I mean, how will we call her?”

“I don’t know, and even if I did, I wouldn’t tell you, Anna!”

“Right. It would influence me. Oh, too bad, I’m dying to know what is was. I mean is. I mean, will be. Damn, I’m so excited I can’t talk properly!” She squealed.

The Queen cleared her throat to remain serious. They had to stay focused.

“What did we say?”

Elsa didn’t have to think much. It felt like it was printed in her brain. “It started with Gerda announcing ‘It’s a girl!’. Kristoff said ‘Called it!’. Then Kai asked how he knew as he laughed, and Kristoff laughed back and said that she kicked in your belly for months with your type of energy. You laughed too and then the memory ended. I woke up.”

Anna brought her hand to her face with a gasp, and bit her lips behind her fingers to not burst in tears right then. Her expression then switched.

“Hey, see? We laughed. Why would I laugh if you’re dead?”

“Because Kristoff is funny?”

“I’m sure there’s a perfectly logical explanation!” Insisted Anna.

Elsa grunted.

“I’m dead before that event happens, that’s all, Anna. Don’t overthink it. It’s how the future will happen, I have come to terms with it.”

Anna wasn’t feeling happy anymore. She felt emotional about Elsa. “You’ve been thinking about it all that time... Since you woke up on the way to Arendelle... You thought you were going to die by the day I give birth?”

“I don’t think. I know it. I can feel that what I saw was the truth. Why wouldn’t I be there on the day you become a mother, Anna? Apart from being dead?”

The redhead was about to say something, but Elsa rose a hand.

“Don’t bother. You seemed happy and your joy is all that matters to me. You will be a great mother. The best in the world. And your daughter was - will be - so beautiful and–”

“Then it’s the proof that you simply were in another room!” Said Anna, not even paying attention to the touching fact that she found her daughter cute. “If you were dead, you’d have seen me crying my heart out for not attending the birth, that’s for sure.”

Elsa winced, looking down and toying with the grass. “Maybe you’d have mourned before then.”

“Excuse me??”

“What? We don’t know how many years separate those two events!”

Anna frowned. “Listen, first of all, stop calling it an event. Your death won’t happen, okay? Maybe that Ahtohallan is completely wrong, or just has some delirium or something, because, ha, frankly, showing the future, I mean…!” Blabbered Anna, emotion taking over.

Elsa was still looking down.

“Maybe you were in another room with Sven and Olaf”, tried Anna.

“I’ve been thinking about it countless times so far, Anna. It’s obvious that Olaf wasn’t there because I was dead.” Mumbled the blonde.

“WILL YOU STOP IT!”

“And reindeers have a lifespan of 12 to 15 years. Sven surely had died a long time ago by then.”

“Oh my God, this is getting worse and worse, please stop talking.” Blinked Anna.

Elsa lifted her head. “You said you wanted me to share everything about this memory!”

“Yes, not speculate about it!!” Exclaimed the younger.

“It’s true, you know, about the reindeers. I’ve learned a lot about them by living with the Northuldra. Sorry for Sven but he’s gonna die one da---”

Anna muffled her with her hand. Her eyes were filled with an expression Elsa had never seen.

“Will you PLEASE stop talking nonsense?”

The blonde gave her a sorry look. She wasn’t apologizing for what she had said, but because she firmly believed that it was the inescapable truth.

As a blank passed, only the distant crickets could be heard, and Anna’s heavy breathing due to her emotion for the passed minutes. Elsa blinked slowly, and a tear rolled on Anna’s fingers.

This broke the Queen’s heart.

“Elsa. Chase those thoughts out of your mind. I swear on my own life that we’ll find the truth. I’m certain that you weren’t dead on that day. That you won’t die before that day comes. And won’t die until you’re like... 200 years old.”

The elder had a bubbling giggle in-between her tears. Anna took her hand away from Elsa’s mouth.

“There must be a perfectly logical explanation. No way on Earth I would be as happy as you described if you were gone. Do you hear me?”

It was weakly, but Elsa nodded with a gulp. She shifted forward with her arms opened, and Anna held her close in a hug.

She rubbed her hand in her back. “How you possibly held that secret for this long is completely beyond me.” She whispered on her shoulder.

Elsa smiled and hugged her harder. “The certification that you will become a fulfilled mother helped me go through.”

After a while, they parted the hug, and Anna rubbed the tears on her elder’s cheeks. She got surprised by the gesture. Usually, they did it the other way around. When Anna had a long week of Queen duties and she broke down after Friday game night, when she was nervous asking Elsa for advice, or any moment she got overwhelmed, her sister was always there to gently erase her tears with a soft smile.

Once, Anna heard about the existence of a charity for sloths in tropical rain forests, and she had cried for a whole hour about it. Kristoff didn’t know if it was funny or touching, and was glad that Elsa was around to help him deal with her.

“Come on. Let’s go to bed. Your ice hut will do perfectly with a weather like this.”

They stood up with smiles, and entered Elsa’s creation. The temperature inside was ideal.

As they were about to go to sleep, Anna turned to her elder.

“Do you think I’ll be a good mother?”

Elsa smiled, turning to face her too. “You’re amazing with kids. I’ve seen the way you take care of Northuldra children or go visit the Arendelle primary school on Wednesday mornings. You’ll be an excellent mother, I have no doubt.”

Even in the dimmed light now that the night had fallen, she could see her younger blush.

“And what did I look like? In the future memory?”

The blonde smirked. “You just had given birth... So... Quite breathless...” She teased.

Anna now blushed for a different reason. “I-I meant physically! In appearance!”

Elsa smiled. “I only saw you in ice statue, so don’t expect much details, but... You had - will have - way longer hair. And you looked more regal than ever.”

Anna had a grin. “Okay. And what did Kristoff look like? Super hot I presume.”

“That’s a bit awkward for me to tell you right before sleeping.”

“Ha-ha-ha. Come on, what did he look like? It won’t change the course of time if you tell me!”

“Well, he had a beard--”

“OH MY GOD HE HAD A BEARD?!”

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On the next morning, they decided by mutual agreement to go check for answers about their novel-like situation in Arendelle’s public library. They went as incognito as they could with their hooded cloaks, yet Elsa was happy to see that the librarian wasn’t the same woman as the one in their present time, because she often went in the facility to borrow books about astronomy or nature to bring to the Forest and read to the Northuldra.

However, searching in the Arendelle’s public library turned out to be totally useless. Three hours later, Elsa put her elbows on the table, biting into a groan as she passed her fingers through her hair under her hood and closed her eyes. Her revealed sleeves on her wrists, not hidden by the cloak, glittered in the sun light passing by the window, pairing well with the dust floating around.

They had read the equivalent of both their weights in books, desperately looking for anything that would mention a magic glowing rock possibly making people time travel, and hadn’t find a single clue. The librarian was eyeing them since they pretended they were scholars doing research for their homework, because Elsa had emptied almost all the shelves, Anna was loud when clapping each book and saying ‘Nope!’ when it was a failure, and the two of them now were surrounded by giant piles.

Elsa had to conjure all her royal behavior remaining in her to not craft an ice staff right then and start to jump around and yell to let off some steam. She missed Honeymaren and her expertise at making her feel better with a good fight practice after a long day.

Anna didn’t hide a groan - it was impossible for her, anyways, thought Elsa - and bumped her forehead on the table. The blonde winced.

“I think we have to admit it. We came to Arendelle for nothing. We thought we would find answers, but there’s none. And we put ourselves in danger for nothing.”

“Don’t say that!” Exclaimed Anna, hating to hear Elsa being pessimistic.

“SHHHH!” Warned the librarian, and both sisters turned to see the woman holding a finger on her lips with a frown.

Anna gave her a sorry gesture. It wasn’t the first time she told her that during the morning.

“Don’t say that, Elsa.” She repeated in a whisper. “At least we searched. And I had no idea that the public library looked like that 30 years ago, so it’s good we came to visit it. Oh, and we had the unique opportunity to eat delicious grilled meat yesterday.”

Elsa lifted an eyebrow. “I admire your... Random positivity, but none of the books here talk about time travel magic at all. This is a dead end.”

The younger had a pout, that turned into a grumble.

“Ughhhhh! This is so frustrating!” She whined.

“SHHHHH!!” Now warned half of the people in the library.

Anna urged to hide behind her book. She repeated in a lower voice:

“This is frustrating because I know Papa had books about trolls and stuff. And since we know that Mama was Northuldra, I always wanted to lurk around the castle to see if she didn’t hide info on ancient magic as well.”

Elsa gave her an undertone look.

“But we can’t go in the castle. Not even sneak in. You know we can’t.”

“Ngnnnnnnnyes.” Whined Anna, and she bumped her head against the wood table again, this time adding a ‘ouch.’

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“This was our last old time money.” Declared Anna as she gave Elsa her sandwich. “I paid both with it and I had several cents left, so I gave it to the musicians over there.”

Elsa smiled at her kindness.

“And no, I won’t steal more money. There’s no way I’m gonna steal again from my citizens, even if I’m not their Queen yet.”

The blonde looked at her with a tender expression as she unwrapped her sandwich.

“What?” Asked Anna, seeing her face.

“Nothing. You just make a remarkable leader.”

The redhead lifted an amused eyebrow. “Don’t tell me you used to steal from Arendellians when you were in charge!”

“Of course not”, eye-rolled Elsa. “I just think you have very good morals. This role suits you well. Those last years, it made you an even better person than you already was.”

“Aww, thanks.”

“Cheers?” Suggested the blonde, lifting her sandwich on Anna’s level.

The younger snorted.

“You dork. Okay, cheers. Gosh, to think that if we don’t make it back to our time, I’m stuck with your humor until we are like 50 years old, and that will be before we even reach the day of your coronation.”

“You can always hang out with my 21 years old self instead of me if you wish.”

Anna shook her head. “Just eat.”

Elsa giggled, and they enjoyed their sandwiches and the summer breeze on the docks, which had become one of their favorite spots to hang out. After eating, Anna rested her head against Elsa’s cloaked shoulder.

She didn’t go into a nap, nevertheless.

“Elsa. You know what our last resort is. We should go to Ahtohallan, they surely have answers for us. Maybe they even can show you other memories of the future, and we’ll have the proof that you are not dead in the moment you saw.”

The Snow Queen patted Anna’s head. “And how do we go there?”

“We can cross the mist anytime as long as we hold hands.” Reminded Anna, recalling their power as the Bridge.

“I didn’t mean that. How do we get to the glacier?”

Anna shrugged. “Duh. You get Nokk.”

Elsa stared at her with a dropped jaw. “Have you been listening to ANYTHING that I told you about do’s and dont’s in time travel?!”

“I did.”, insisted Anna, retrieving her balance after Elsa made her fall from her shoulder. “But Nokk is mute! They wouldn’t say anything! You just have to order them not to tell the other spirits and we’re good.”

The elder was immediately going to reject the idea, yet she stopped in her thrust, her reply stuck in her throat.

“Ha-ha!” Smirked the Queen. “You were about to tell me no but then you realized that this is our only solution.”

Elsa bit her lip with a wince nonetheless. “I’m not sure...”

“Come on, we can only cross the Dark Sea with Nokk! You could summon them at some place where no one sees us. You have that power, right?”

“I do, but then what, uh?” Teased Elsa with a voice overflowing with sarcasm. “Hi Nokk, I’m the Fifth Spirit from the future, please take us to the glacier?”

“Well… Yeah?”

A silence fell.

“If it’s the challenge part you’re afraid of, thinking you’ll have to gain their trust all over again, I’m sure you can make it.” Said Anna.

“It’s NOT THAT!”

“Then what?”

Elsa now was fidgeting with her hands. “If we do that, then... Then as time will go in its loop, it means that Nokk pretended to encounter me for the first time went I originally went to Ahtohallan.”

Anna’s eyes switched from side to side of Elsa’s, trying to understand what was the problem. “...And?”

“Then why did they try to drown me?”

The younger winced internally at that. Even if she appreciated Nokk, she would forever be resentful at how violent they had been with Elsa.

“Well...” Forced to smile Anna. “I know a nerd who would call that a time paradox.” She said with a snap. “You’re the one who asked them to do so.”

The blonde clenched her own arm with her hand. “...Please don’t be around when I ask them that.”

Anna lifted her eyebrows. “Oh, I’ll make sure to be around. I want to know if that jerk reacts with a ‘Are you crazy, Fifth Spirit? Drown you? Never would I dare!’ or ‘Sure girl. My pleasure.’

The Snow Queen couldn’t help but laugh because of Anna’s tone and humor. She giggled as well, and after a while, Elsa slid her hand along her sister’s arm to get her hand.

“Let’s go then. We’ve got a long road to do. I know a spot in the Enchanted Forest where I often summon them when we want to go on calm rides. Even Bruni never goes there.”

“Oh, that sounds promising.”

Anna gave her elder a supportive smile, and Elsa had almost forgotten how radiant those were. She felt powered up like a whole field of sunflowers would do with the star.

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"How come nobody lives there?” Asked Anna once they arrived to the quiet spot indicated by Elsa.

“As you saw, this place is right at the edge of the mist wall”, explained the blonde, as they had just come through it. “Northuldra families with young children were afraid to live there because they could play with the fog and maybe hurt themselves. It stayed that way through the years, even until our present time. Oh, and, it’s also the territory of wolves.”

Anna immediately stopped picking berries to stare at her with round eyes.

“Couldn’t you have started with that?!”

Elsa chuckled, especially when she saw Anna’s purple lips. “Don’t worry. I’m sure they haven’t developed much yet. Also, you’re not scared of wolves, aren’t you?” She added with a smirk.

The Queen remembered how much they had laugh when seeing the memory in ice statue form of Anna slamming a wolf in the face with Kristoff’s lute.

“Nah.” Shrugged the redhead, finishing her berries and licking her fingers.

Elsa smiled, and they walked to the river. It was a spot where it was large, but the current was calm. The Snow Queen kneeled on the shore under Anna’s eyes.

With a soft gesture, she passed her hand into the water, and closed her eyes. Anna couldn’t tell if she was sending magic through the river, or calling Nokk mentally, or just checking if the water horse was nearby.

“Hello, Nokk. It might be weird, but what you feel is true.” Murmured Elsa after a while. “I do am the Fifth Spirit. I need your help. Please come to me. I summon you and order you to come.”

The redhead awkwardly looked at the stream, feeling it was a bit of an intimate moment to witness. Slowly, the surface seemed to beam, and bubbles formed at the surface before Nokk briskly jolted out of the water.

The sisters smiled and stepped back as the magic horse trotted on the water, looking and inspecting the pair.

“Hi.” Waved Anna with a nervous smile.

Elsa stood by her younger.

“This is my sister. Explanations will come later, I promise, but now you have to trust me: she’s the other half of the Bridge. We kind of both make the Fifth Spirit.”

Nokk didn’t neigh nor snort at Elsa’s sentence, and remained quiet as they looked at her, then Anna.

“We need your help to cross the Dark Sea.” Imposed Elsa.

Long seconds of silence passed, and then Nokk stepped back, and to the sisters’ surprise, seemed to return into the water.

“What are they doing? Do they want to show us something? Or check if the water way is clear?” Frowned Anna.

“I don’t know.” Admitted Elsa. It was difficult for her to establish a mental connection with the Water Spirit, and she knew that it was because they didn’t trust her yet. So she truly had no idea how they felt about the situation.

For a moment, only the sound of the woods came to their ears. Then suddenly, the river shook in waves, and they rippled in their direction, becoming larger and wider, to the point it looked unnatural for such a watercourse.

“Hummm...” Muttered Anna.

Elsa squinted, inspecting the inside of the waves, now several meters high. It was barely perceptible, but experience allowed her to see a shape into the water: Nokk was rushing to them at great speed, and their eyes were frowning and glowing with a typical blue that was rooted in Elsa’s brain forever.

She swung to her sister.

“ANNA, DUCK!!”

The redhead obeyed and they both dodged Nokk’s attack right in time. The wave crashed in between them as they rolled on the shore. When Anna stood up again, she turned to her sister.

“In other circumstances, I’d have joked on the fact that it’s a horse and not a duck, but, yeah. Not gonna do that.”

“You just did.” Underlined Elsa, placing herself in a way she could better see the Water Spirit’s next blast.

“Fair enough.” Snorted Anna.

A second later, a new wave approached, and this time, it was nearly three times bigger than the first one. And just as faster.

Elsa hurried to protect her little sister with a giant ice shield. Water splashed on it, elevating in a pillar, and when it felt down with gravity, big drops of it went on both Elsa and Anna. They winced, and shook their head now covered with wet hair.

“Woaw. Okay.” Coughed Anna, spitting the water she had swallowed.

“I suppose that they have to challenge my worth anyway!” Yelled Elsa above the crashing waves.

She replaced the shattered ice with new one, and protected Anna again for she new that other waves would attack them. She could hear Nokk’s angry neigh in front of them, behind the new ice shield.

The Queen took off her cloak to get a better vision now that her hair was stuck to her face, and tossed it away before tucking her hair behind her ears. When she turned to Elsa to suggest to get rid of her cloak as well, she noticed that she had already done so, now sporting a ponytail - that was quite ironic - fixed with an ice touch, and she had vanished the double train of her white outfit. If the Snow Queen’s aura was impressive, the redhead could still read some worry on her face.

Anna came closer to her. “Okay. This won’t be easy. But hey, let’s try to be positive. This is a river, this won’t be more difficult than when you had to fight them in a stormy sea, right?”

As if on cue, Nokk then suddenly raised an enormous wave above them, that looked as tall as the Arendelle walls. Both sisters looked up at the upcoming danger, eyes wide, their face dipped in the blue-tinted shadow made by the water.

“Oh, shit.” Let out Anna.

But to her surprise, Elsa didn’t lose any faith nor bravery. Anna felt her grab her hand while the water started to fall down toward them, and when she turned to the blonde, she had a determined gaze, her face dripping wet but strong.

“This time, we’re together.” She stated in a yell. “Let’s see what the two sides of the Bridge can do against the Water Spirit.”

And right after those words and just before the wave slammed the sisters down, Elsa lifted her other hand. In a flick of the wrist, she encapsulated them both in a giant ice sphere.

#wooo this chapter was intense!#and long #omg it's so long #i only noticed once i finished typing it of how long it is lol #but i wanted to put many elements in there #from the future memory reveal to the public library scene to the nokk fight beginning #fitting it all in one chapter isn't too bad right? shhh #also i improvised so many things that made me laugh so hard i couldn't take them off afterwards #like the sloth thing #or anna being super not discreet in libraries #and elsa being a dork in general #also the berries #for some reason i suddenly pictured anna eating berries as elsa explained that wolves lived there #i love those two idiots so much #it's a delight to write about #anywaaay yes the future memory was THAT one #the emotions during the reveal... my heart still hurts from writing that #more future memories will follow in several chapters from now...... just so you wait for other feels #hohoho #snow sisters #frozen #frozen 2 #post frozen 2 #frozen time travel au #frozen fanfics #frozen 2 fanfictions #memoirs #hey as usual if you're dedicated enough to have read the tags entirely reblog this with a clock emoji in your tags!#you're all awesome

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