#2 parasites in my hands rn

[h0t-p1nk-ch33tah-pr1nt]

Okay I'm back in my kurt mood

[ghosts-and-glory]

I'm on a horror movie binge rn. Lmao I'd like to ask: what do you recommend? What are your favorites? (The one I'm watching currently is so mf boring but I'ma see it through)

I know I said I’m a film buff on Instagram and I know you saw it and I almost feel I HAVE to clarify that some of my tastes are like objectively bad. I like DARKSTAR (1974) But boy do I have recommendations.

Animated

9 (2009) It’s number 2 on my list of faves. Very very good movie

Mad God (2021) Absolutely a visual masterpiece, kinda lack plot, more vibe based.

The House (2022)

It’s a classic for a reason

The Exorcist (1973)

The Thing (1982) My all time favourite movie

The Conjuring (2013)

Parasite (2019)

Nope (2022)

Silence of the Lambs (1991)

The Mist (2007)

Not a horror but still disturbing

Schindler’s List (1993) Had to watch it in two sittings cause I felt sick

Seven (1995)

American History X (1998)

Pan’s Labyrinth (2006) Another movie I just personally love

Mid teir but I was entertained

Barbarian (2022)

Talk To Me (2022)

The Taking of Deborah Logan (2014)

Hereditary (2018) I’m sorry I laughed through this movie. The ending is really funny tho.

So bad it’s good

The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974) Only slasher I like and I fucking love this movie.

The Invisible Man (2022) One of my favourite bad movies

Grimcutty (2022) Watched with family and lost our minds

Hell house LLC (2005)

The Decent (2005)

Tv show honourable mentions

Guillermo del Toro's Cabinet of Curiosities (2022) It’s a anthology and very very good

Midnight Mass (2021)

The Fall of the House of Usher (2023)

From (2022) Kind a thriller but the gore fucks so hard.

Hight On My Watch List

Movie I wanna recommend cause I’ve heard really really good things but have yet to get my hands on.

As Above So Below (2014)

Come and See (1986)

Skinamarink (2023)

Gonjiam: Haunted Asylum (2018)

If I think of more I’ll add them. Unfortunately I don’t really have any hidden gems, most of these are relatively mainstream. It’s probably cause my memory is shit and it’s either movies I watched recently or movies that really stuck with me.

If I’m missing a mainstream movie it’s probably just because I don’t like it or haven’t seen it. I’m sorry I don’t like midsommer or the witch, I think they’re boring and not really scary. I also mostly cut movies that are horror comedies like Tusk or Cabinet in the Woods, even tho I like them haha. And I don’t really watch/ like slashers, sorry Saw and Scream movies.

I also want to mention that some movies have more triggering content ie sa and animal death. I highly recommend websites like “Common Sense Media” and “Does the Dog Die” for relatively spoiler free trigger warnings for a comfortable horror experience.

[kiweegamez]

Ayo!!

I’ve finally gotten around to this- (But I don’t know what I’m doing- but shhh)

The name’s KiweeGamez! Call me KGZ or KG for short! ;P

I like to doodle random things varying from fandom to fandom, my ask box is open for drawing requests! (I can do suggestive asks just not straight up NSFW)

Also, I will not reveal personal things about myself obvo.

DNI: Proshippers, comshippers, zoophiles ART THIEFS ect. (The only ones I can think of rn) 

Don’t repost my art and claim it, Reblog it instead!

I like to watch bad cooking videos so if you have any, hand em’ over. 

If you want to know anything about my Oc’s just go into my ask box and I’ll try to answer when I can!

I’m up to listen to suggestions or head canons for my Oc’s since funny, also I do allow fan art of them just please tag me so I see it! >v<

I also speak fluent animal crossing, gibberish and English.

You can use any pronouns when talking to me, literally I don’t mind what you see me as lol. 

Here’s some of my Oc’s!

Torans:

Mirror:

Rubarki:

Miraku:

Caminante:

Lamia:

Iliad Helko:

Twyla Cachée

(Tumblr won’t let me save more tumblr links in here?)

Here’s my artfight if you would like to attack:

I am in multiple fandoms! Some are but not limited to; Undertale 🤍(+Au’s). Gravity falls, Helluva boss and Hazbin hotel. How to train your dragon, tmnt (all variations love them all but rise is at the top!). Creepypasta (fading in and out lol). Warrior cats, DND, epic the musical 💛, Avatar (James Cameron, love Akulas), Venom live action, Godzilla and all Kaijus, Dorohedoro, Ultraman, Scooby Doo (MY CHILDHOOD), Arcane, Jurassic Park+World, Captain Laserhawk, sky cotl, Cotl.

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Go check them out! They have cool content 🩵

[squelchbug]

wtf verified my email finally after 2 yeaurs turns out i been missing out on a lot of Interaction . any ways . CND posting at 5 am here’s my guy his name is Cacophony

no way in hell i can concisely summarize all his shit rn … unless

the basics : he’s a Yuanti Tiefling Monk, 7ft tall& 32yrs old rn. he was raised in Partirisvarati and as a child amidst a war he got tossed into a prison where he then had his hands cut off &eyes gouged out by brutes as punishment for getting caught attempting to steal a handful of seeds for his family’s farm . but don’t worry. he got better

hes blind , uses Tremorsense . knows Common & Bolidian (Partirisvarati native language. +because it’s funny, as this dialect is translated into Common, it gives him a cockney british accent). got acid blood & is venomous, but he’s too polite to use it for evil, until he isn’t . he is a goofy goober(walking murderweapon) but alas, is a creature of joy and whimsy at heart . he suffers w PunchDrunk syndrome& frequent tremors/seizures . wizardry antics grew his hands back and gave him an extra arm, thanks Dee . (hi Simon)

he spent ages 10-20in prison, 20-23on parole+ after escaping parole he met Krishika, Krissie for short, a Githyanki halfOwlin Warlock. bsf4lyfe. actualy, wrong, these two are insane . imagine if you would a psychological torment comparable to that of a paranoid mother hellbent on building a dynamic so codependent slash parasitic BOTH sides end up Killing & Dying for eachother(multiple times) each against yet fully within their own wills (i love contradictory!). Krissie… has issues and problems. her soul had been permanently shattered into three components, and due to some species complications , left her In-Between multiple states of being at once . Blah blah blah… autism to save for another day..All she wants is some god damn control in her life . enter sir scapegoat Cacophony, who’s only aspiration since gaining real freedom for the First Time In His Life , is to provide an unconditional support to any new friend he makes !! 😁😬.. Cacophony lets & encourages Krissie to use him as a vessel for possession, as at the beginning it’d benefited both of them, but overtime, Krissies state had worsened and too late she’d realized she had been taking advantage of Cacophony. Krissie is fueled fully on adrenaline and fear, and the moment she knew she done fucked up was a pivotal point for them both- a point of absolutely No return, Krissie decided Cacophony would be much safer in her grasp and at her command. She strikes a deal with a man named Soren Trouvaille to soulbind herself to Cacophony, turning them both functionally immortal , unless one kills the other half . glances around

….as a result of multiple decades worth of various forms of mental abuse Cacophonys biggest flaw remains to be how forgiving he is 🫶 or yk, better put, how willingly he will allow second chances to those he considers worth it. he’s done an awful lot of healing these last four years. i blame his lovely husband (Soren, Tabaxi/Orc Artificer/Cleric) and their weird daughter (Siobhan, Jackal Artificer)

more of them soon, i love them very much . love heart xoxo . their family is so perfect icant wait to talk abt them . yes i mentioned a Soren Trouvaille earlier and yes this is him ooo drama

what more to share on Cacophony… i don’t know how to go in depth with personality and morals even tho i desperately want to lmfao . Cacophony is such a hypocrite, and he genuinely doesn’t mean to be . he will formulate an opinion on you based off of the Whys and How’s of the situation rather than the What. absolutely describe him as understanding as he tends to dig to the root of the cause for Anything and fully hear you out,but as a professional hypocrite he Will abandon this method of he doesn’t like you 💀. he’s an extreme optimist, or as i like to call it, Delusional ! people like to accuse him for putting up a front, but i swear he’s just insane . he would be dead in the fucking gutters if he wasn’t , truly . aint he a sweetheart , though . ok i’d love to add more . but i am dying. gootbye

[imperator-titus]

Ghost from the Past [Part 1]

gnawing on the bars of my enclosure, I hate grad school rn and writing brings me comfort. I am the messiest, of-two-minds bitch about writing another fic (if you... have noticed my posts) I cannot ignore how DESPERATE I am to write something now A Non-Hero's Guide is done

anyway this is rough and subject to change of course but for ONCE I started with the beginning

tentatively titled *~*~*Ghost from the Past*~*~* which I know is super cliche

[edit: just some administrative stuff, no changes to the story right now!]

[Part 1 (You are Here)][Part 2][Master Post]

[gif by mercymaker]

Lying in a pool of slime, surrounded by roaring fires, Eletha tried to remember what she was doing to end up in this mess. It seemed like just plain bad luck; she was doing her normal thing, wandering near Waterdeep to do some hunting. One moment she was tracking a stag, the next she was here.

It’d been a while, she was due for an adventure.

A figure dropped in front of her and brandished its sword. Eletha put up her hands. “Just passing through, officer.”

“Doubtful, ghaik.” Their parasites communed in some way, sending their memories to one another. This proved to calm the strange woman. “It appears we are in the same situation. We must push to the helm.”

“Point and they’ll get an arrow in the eye,” Eletha told the woman, who hummed in satisfaction.

Eletha wasn’t much of a leader. She’d been wandering around Faerun for almost 230 years, alone. Well, not always alone. She had her animal companions and sometimes met people on the road. She’d met a lot of different people and creatures, but never whatever this woman was. She’d also never met a mindflayer. There was always time for firsts.

Lae’zel seemed young, but knowledgeable. And eager to be in front. Eletha could admire that, remembering what it was like to be young and imagining herself as a hero. True to her moon elf heritage, she was always on the go, but she’d lost a lot of that ‘hero’ mentality.

Besides, having someone else in front meant a higher chance of survival.

“Help!” someone cried, punctuated by the sound of fists on glass.

“Leave her. We must get to the helm,” Lae’zel warned Eletha. She waved her off, inspecting the pod instead.

“She could be helpful, but go on if you want,” Eletha explained.

“T’Chk.” Lae’zel made undoubtable complaints in her native tongue.

“Thank you,” Shadowheart told Eletha after introducing herself.

“We better go, or she’ll have an aneurysm,” Eletha said after nodding.

It wasn’t the first time she woke up on a beach, the details of how she got there hazy.

Naturally, she wondered where she was. Then she wondered if Bonnet, her most recent animal companion, was okay. Bonnet had all her good stuff; if she didn’t find her, it was going to be really annoying building up her stash from scratch.

“Hey, Cha, wake up,” Eletha insisted, shaking Shadowheart’s shoulder. 

“Did you call me Cha?” Shadowheart asked after rousing, a little indignant but mostly confused.

“Sorry, force of habit.” Eletha had been around long enough to suspect Shadowheart was more than she was letting on, but she’d also been around long enough to know when to let sleeping dogs lie. “I keep mostly to myself.”

Eletha was quick to help Gale.

“I didn’t expect to run into a real moon elf,” he remarked after introductions. Eletha raised an eyebrow.

“As opposed to a fake moon elf?” Gale laughed nervously.

“I meant no offense. Only that you seem like a real adventure-y sort. The only moon elves I know are stuffy wizards.”

“I think I know the ones you mean.” His eyes lit up in excitement.

“So you’ve been to Waterdeep?” 

“I was near there when I got, ya know-” Eletha wiggled a finger by her temple. Gale nodded sagely.

“Mm, yes, I do know.”

“Anyone hear that?” Shadowheart interrupted.

“Yeah, that’s why I came this way,” Eletha explained, sensitive ears wiggling as she tried to pin down the source of the sound. “Also, hoping to find my stuff.”

“You there!” the source of the noise called out to them. “Come here-”

“Astarion?” Eletha asked, squinting against the sun, struck with disbelief. The elf looked more shocked than her.

“A-ah…?”

“Astarion Ancunin?” she repeated, close, but not too close.

“No- I mean, yes,” he answered. He wasn’t ready to commit to a fake name on the spot. 

“You look almost the same…” Eletha said quietly, mostly to herself. She took a step forward and her eyes narrowed even more.

Astarion put up his hands defensively and took a step back. “I’m afraid I-”

“You seriously don’t remember me?” Eletha asked, annoyance overriding suspicion. Astarion’s smile was strained, nervous.

“If I’m being honest? No. I’ve met a lot of people, darling.” Eletha barked a laugh devoid of humor.

“You were a dickhead then, you’re a dickhead now. Great.” She waved a hand at him to follow as she walked past him.

“Wait, there was one of those disgusting-” he tried to call out. Eletha threw a stone in that direction and a boar came rushing out of the weeds.

“Your ruses still need work,” she muttered angrily, along with a string of elvish insults.

They didn’t find her things, or Bonnet, but they did find Lae’zel. After that, they decided to make the best of camping for the night. 

Eletha was no stranger to resting on the ground like a common animal. While doing her best to make it a little less miserable, Astarion approached her.

“So. We’re resting here? Turning in for the night?” Eletha only grunted, layering some underbrush into a makeshift. It was only for a few hours. Amusement curled Astarion’s lips and next words. “Not exactly my usual night. Curling up in the dirt and resting is… a little novel. You seem the type to manage just fine, however.”

“I am,” Eletha said, the sounds grinding out like two stones scraping against one another. Astarion chuckled nervously.

“So… we know one another?”

“Yes.”

“Did I… wrong you in some way?” Eletha snapped a discordant twig. “Well… it was certainly a long time ago, so I hope it won’t get in the way of us traveling together.”

Eletha stood slowly, the jagged end of the twig white-knuckled in her hand. Astarion’s eyes flicked down to it and then up into her mismatched eyes. She took a deep breath and Astarion weighed his options.

“If you want a drink, you have to ask,” she told him quietly, so only he could hear.

“W-what?”

“Those aren’t your eyes. And you’ve barely aged a day.”

“Darling-”

“Call me that again,” Eletha warned, the carefully restrained anger in her eyes flaring.

“Eletha,” Astarion corrected, but it clearly still made her uncomfortable. “I’m afraid I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“You were always a horrible liar,” she said, almost sadly. She flicked the stick aside and shoulder-checked him on her way to the campfire.

“So, you know one another? How fortuitous,” Gale remarked as Eletha sat down next to him.

“I’m happier about running into you,” she told him after taking a bite of the stew he’d made for the night with what she managed to find. “This is good. But everything tastes good after a day like this. But thank you all the same.”

“Hopefully better meals will be around the corner,” he said with a smile. “And better bedding.”

“Wizards.”

[silverskye13]

1. FINALLY GOT MY WIFE (of parasite poem fame) TO READ R&S 🎉🎉🎉 as I suspected, they relate heavily to tanguish, lol

2. I just took a look through the Helsknight playlist, and may I suggest Too Sweet by Hozier? It doesn't exactly fit the musical vibes of the playlist, but it feels like a good song for Helsknight @ Tanguish :))

Inbox duo! Answering you both together because I feel like you're holding hands.

1. I'm so glad your wife read and enjoyed RnS [and that you liked it enough when you read it to share!!]. And you're right, Too Sweet doesn't match the vibe, but this is the 2nd [3rd?] Time that has been recommended for the Helsknight playlist, so by popular demand [and because my heart is soft I think Helsknight would sing it and think about Tanguish] it is going on there.

2. Leechwife! [/positive] welcome to my inbox! I'm glad you're liking the arc [and finding catharsis through it, hopefully.] I hope you continue to enjoy the story as it progresses :3

[spotsupstuff]

I'VE COME TO RELIEVE YOU FROM THE HOARDE OF BEPPI LOVERS

this is your free ramble pass! feel free to use this ask as an excuse to ramble about whatever random crap you feel like rambling about

hmm..... how about... broadening the worldbuilding horizons a lil with some of the filler Iterators. here's the list of names that i'm slowly workin on to develop into enough of people for my tastes

most well defined of these rn are: Orion, Spore, Gem, Expiation, Rustle, NAE NAE BITCH (Embrace), Vapor and kind of Sadness

with Presence being... finished on account of literally being just IKEA memes the Iterator. that was sister's idea, not mine jglksdmcklsd he's a hippie during the day, creepy fuck during the night. one never knows what's goin on with him, but he's usually sweet n helpful. probably stands in dark hallways with a knife in hand right next to Notos tho. it also has a knife in hand

Orion's Pathway is slowly gaining on importance and characterization!

(quick concept doodle, very much subject to change yet but the mark is most likely gon stay)

he's the 3rd eldest Iterator of the Eo group, finished and brought online about 190 years (Or Honestly More, Fuckers Big n it is all very early on yet) after Boreas' construction. bein the Third means he actually got to socialize with Boreas' antisocial bum (and Zephyr too). all of the Iterator social business that Boreas doesn't wanna deal with he throws at This Kid until Euros comes around. then the two get to share Boreas' "i really don't wanna do this, here you kids go" shit

Orion might look all cool and stuff, but the idea of him wasn't actually even born out of the constellation/myth originally! the idea and also color palette all (will) come from the czech chocolate by the same name

fuckin Love this shit. and just like Orion Chocolate Shop's milk chocolate, Orion's Pathway is a sweet, soft kid that is just a delight to interact with. unlike Boreas, he's an actual angel without any blemishes. he's like the Prince Charming (cinderella 3) of the Iterators... he looks up to ol' Bee a lot <3 his voice claim is Ebucs as of rn

Orion is positioned here on the map (aaaand das Spore right under him <3):

which is Important cuz this darling fucker actually has lore that is very location specific

he serves as something of a physical border/something of a custom office(???) to the Frost's Promise group. works well with how much of a geographical choke point that there is. originally, this wasn't the case including his whole helmet look, but if u caught the whisper of that one war with Iterators in it that i mentioned, then this was it. that changed Orion from a regular Iterator to something of a border guard. the war was between the Ancients of the Eo group and the Frost's Promise group. it happened in the first quarter of Gen 2 ages, so Fish was already around but not Euros

he doesn't actually have a sword n a shield with his puppet, that is mostly mural and such stuff, but the helmet was added to make him look inspiring to his citizens n intimidating to the enemy whenever his image would be projected for whatever reason

he's also something of an old school Phone Operator and had the unofficial title of being the Chief of it just because of his age. after Euros shows up and gets the full hang of the communication systems + handling of the Aeolus Root, most of all Orion's Phone Operator privilages are stripped from him ("oh thank the void." he says, overworked and tired and so excited to get some time for himself. this little hyperactive red fuck is gonna handle it all Just Fine)

stuff for some other filler Iterators:

• Spore's whole thing was that she was originally meant to be one of the first medicine focused Iterator facilities. her placement in the shroom place was done on purpose because as we all know shrooms can get a lil funny in the RW universe. this went wrong though, when the spores of the shrooms got into her systems and started parasiting on her neurons similarly to cordyceps with ants. that is what those jellyfish lookin things stuck on her are!! parasitic neurons already tryin to take her over

a big part of Mission Self-preservation in her case was saving her from the fate that we see her succumbed to at the start of the Ascending Notos comic - her voice claim is something like... Fluttershy but with a Minion from Despicable Me effect/feel to it??? this is the real blorbo of the Eo group fuck everybody else • this is NAE. NAE is a bastard

often bitches about how stupid his name is. then two weeks after the Mass Ascension his arms just kinda Fall Off and he's like "OOOOOH. OOOOOOOOH. *OOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!* WELL *SOME-FUCKING-BODY* IS GIGGLING FROM THE BOTTOM OF THEIR VOID STAINED BATHTUB, AREN'T THEY. MOTHER. **FUCKER.**" - he's Euros' neighbour and his Mechanic at that time came to help Sparrows out with the 1st Rot situation. Euros likes annoying him a lot • Gem in an Eye is going to be based off of a witch a lil, she's gonna do shit with ✨ crystals ✨ (she's an asshole) • Sordid Expiation will be based off of a nun and will be bitchily religious (unlike Fish who is funnily religious- he's like a conspiracy theorist while Expiation is all serious bleeeeegh boooooo 👎) - Gem and Expiation have a playful rivarly going on, crystals vs religion. with Spore in the friend group, medicine joins in, but when she gets worse with those parasitic shrooms she stops joining in on the play-arguments • Raspy Rustle's voice claim is AnnenMayKantereit and he is a Sweetheart. he and Reed get mistaken for each other often because of the initials n they might end up havin similar chat clrs too. both find it very funny • Vapor is based around the vaporwave aesthetic and is Notos' neighbour. so you have this goth bitch who doesn't care for attention and right next to it is this pastel neon chillax'd music star who cares a LOT for attention (like that one meme with the houses...). her mark is that vaporwave sun and it's splattered all over her face instead of just on the forehead • Sadness is based off of Sad Machine by Porter Robinson- her clr palette will be sampled from the album cover n her voice claim is That song as well. she's closeby to Fish and Likes Writing Poems :')

[driaswrld]

dria🥺 hope you're feeling at least a bit better today :(( again take care !!! ♡

i have a question??? did any of them ever get insecure about the fact that they are three in a relationship? either before or after things got official. in any way, too. of their feelings, if they all felt the same (like, are they okay with this kind of relationship? kind of manner), of what other people would say, or idk??

i'm v curious. i've seen many fics with different views when it comes to how they take the relationship and i'd like to know the tsr dynamic !!

p.s: i'm so excited for unhinged mc. yes, let mc protect the boys please

p.s 2: i'm gonna start reading the wip today during my in between study breaks!! i'll take notes first and add the comments when my thoughts are in place

-🫧

bubble anon my bby !!

IM SO GLAD U ASKED IM SCREAMING RNNN the wip is gonna go reallyyy in depth about that because as someone who has read alot of multifandom poly fics and took the time out to like research poly dynamics and the reality of just how it feels to be in one, IM SO EXCITED to touch on it!! rant below cut lololol

the answer to your question is yes! moreso before they got together than after but lingering insecurities and jealousies were still present up to the time megumi and tsumiki came around. however, in later more domestic tsr, they've become way more comfortable because each of them know the part they play and their own individual importance (naturally these problems still pop up from time to time though)

(also there is lotslotslotss of scrutiny from the jujutsu world ab their relationship which i will ALSO talk about dw ur in my brain😭)

each of them have had their own personal experience with this and i can talk abt it a lil bit without spoiling much but :

suguru dealt with major imposter syndrome after coming back and he felt as if he was playing catch up to satoru n reader alot ! honestly for a while he did not interpret it as a relationship, but rather an attachment (he felt like a glorified parasite) his pov in the wip really goes in depth with these feelings !

satoru on the other hand deals with alot of the jealousy part because he used to feel constantly excluded. reader is always protecting suguru, and by default shielding him as well?? so satoru felt extremely neglected at some points (the part i said abt suguru feeling the most in terms of the binding vow? well, the binding vow plays a huge part in toru's supposed feelings of exclusion) I WONT SPOIL IT THO 😭😭

reader however suffers heavily from insecurities in terms of what they could do but aren't doing (manifests as heavy survivors guilt) in apocalypse it's mentioned that reader was absent when the star plasma incident took place and after that everything went downhill in terms of how they view themselves in terms of strength and reliability bcus they always feel inadequate (pls i would say more but it'd spoil ittt)

AND YES UNHINGED MC !!

(im making those scenes as raw as possible bcus there's a specific way i want u guys to see mc through the boys' pov im so exciteddd!)

and omg have fun with the wipp! im actually writing for it rn too <33

[0nl0n]

more corrupted au stuff and lore

Titan is the first one to get infected and corrupted and moon ashamed of himself for not being able to control his Ds side and wasn't able to stop himself from corrupting his bf, he ran away into the kuiper belt where he thought that he was only there for about 1-2 weeks but what's actually there for a year due to his new long orbit fooling him. Makemake found him which was awkward considering the fact phobos and deimos saw what he had done to titan and fibbed on him to Mars but he didn't believe them but told everyone else right after titan corrupted Ganymede in front of everyone to see. Been a long time eh? Lots has happened after Ganymede was corrupted.

Anyways, lil story Ganymede was talking to io and callisto when he saw titan approaching him. Ganymede: oh! Sup dude! No answer. Titan continued approaching him slowly Ganymede:uhhhh dude? Hello? You having a bad time? Did I accidentally piss you off again? HELLO? Titan continued to approach him till he was right in front of him and just stopped there and said there motionless. Ganymede:uhhhh? Hello dude? Io:is he okay or? Ganymede: idk he isn't usually like this yk. Callisto: maybe he's sick? Ganymede:maybe? I'm just gonna shout at him lol. TITAN! HELLO?! CAN YOU HEAR ME YOU LITTLE GREMLIN?! Jupiter:stop yelling gany! Ganymede:I'm just trying to get titan to hear me cause he's clearly deaf rn Jupiter: the only thing that gonna happen if you keep doing that is making everyone deaf Ganymede: well since your so smart how about you try to grab his attention then? Jupiter: sigh fine, hey titan!…Hello? Are you there? Earth to titan!… Ganymede:seems like you can't do anything better! Jupiter:I'm gonna get Saturn. Try to grab his attention in the mean time. Jupiter leaves to get Saturn while the moons try to grab his attention. Meanwhile within titan's head and inner consciousness. He's fighting for his life to try to gain control of his body back and fight this parasite. He needs to gain his body back or who knows what this virus will do to Ganymede! Jupiter comes back with Saturn and some of his moons to see what's going on with titan Saturn: titan? Middle earth what wrong? What is going on my friends? Ganymede: well he walked over to me and just stood there, still. Enceladus:well have you tried yelling at him or somethin? Ganymede: yeah but he's not responding nor reacting. Hey titan , why is you head down hu— Suddenly, Titan punched Ganymede to the ground which surprised and shocked everyone. Titan walked over to Ganymede. Ganymede:Ow! W-what the–… Ganymede looked at Titan's face and was shocked to see his face. His eyes and mouth were obsidian black and they were dripping this weird black goo. He was smiling eerily at Ganymede. This was not the titan he knew anymore. Ganymede: T–…t-titan? Without hesitation he grabbed Ganymede's neck and held him high with intense strength Saturn:T-T-T-TITAN! W-WHAT ARE Y-YOU DOING?! Jupiter:TITAN LET GO OF GANYMEDE THIS INSTANT! P-PLEASE! titan turned his head to look that the 2 shocked gas giants and the scared moons. He stared at them coldly with his pitch black eyes with black liquid running off his cheeks and with a sick smile. Saturn:T-titan? This isn't you! This isn't the sweet lil moon I know! Jupiter:t-titan, please let go. I'm warning you! Titan looked back at Ganymede scared of this new titan. Titan formed a black glob on his other hand and stuffed it into Ganymede mouth and forced him to swallow it. After gany swallowed the black glob titan let him go on to the ground which he started to cough profusely. Then he stopped and just layer there still looking at the ground. He stood up and finally looked at Jupiter dead in eye with the same obsidian black eyes that titan had. Jupiter:what have you done titan? To be continued (MEHHEHEHE)

And oh yeah art

Inspiration for corrupted au btw

[ishhbowl]

tell me about your oc’s they sound cool :3

OKOKOK SO! i have many oc universes but the one i was talking abt is my (eventual. i will make it someday i promise) webcomic Into Orbit!! its about four teenagers in the year 2009 who’s town is getting invaded by aliens and wacky hijinks ensue :)

^^^this is the only piece of (some of) the mcs i have on hand, there are more but im on my phone rn 😔

the one at the bottom is jaz phuong!! she/her bisexual grunge enthusiast who has dreams of owning a motorcycle, but unfortunately she is Fifteen Years Old and cannot drive one. truly a tragedy. however she makes due with wearing a motorcycle helmet roughly 60% of the time (has gotten into detention several times refusing to take it off.) she can come off as gruff and intimidating at first, however she just has autism and social anxiety and doesn’t know how to talk to people. she is the coolest one here by far tho. and also my favorite to draw. i love her <3

going clockwise, the next character is theo rivera!:3 he/him token cishet (however he is ace and gnc!! so still a win for the gays) and jaz’s reluctant friend/bestie/boyfriend depending on where you are in the story. hes a silly goofy mischievous little boy with a bad temper that he tries to keep under wraps. when he’s in a really bad mood, though, he sneaks out into the junkyard next to his house and smashes shit with his trademark Baseball Bat Never Once Used To Play Baseball (tm), which will absolutely not ever get him into trouble what are you talking about. he rides on the bike pegs he insisted jaz attach to her bike and they are so incredibly important to me do you understand

next up is shelley “shel” bloomberg, he/him worlds most cringest boy (its a feature not a bug). he’s grayromantic and gay, but he doesn’t know it yet so shhh!!!! hes a massive alien fan, local believer of every cryptid ever (he WILL show you "proof" if asked), avid xfiles watcher and scifi enjoyer. basically hes a huge nerd and we love him for it. usually he gets made fun of (*COUGH* SYLV *COUGH*) for his interests, but its lucky he knows his stuff, seeing as their town is about to get invaded by real-life actual aliens!! can most likely be found on call with his brother alex, playing his scuffed (absolutely NOT pirated he would never do such a thing stop lying) copy of the sims 2, or looking for extraterrestrial life using his handheld telescope. or just looking at space bc you know. space cool.

finally, we have sylvia mahji, she/her the most beloved of girls in the whole wide world. unlabeled sapphic who is POSSESSED BY AN ALIEN!! UH OH!!! well its really more of an unwilling symbiotic relationship but still UH OH!! dont worry her and her alien parasite become buddies (or more... hmmm.........) as time goes on. and she gets alien superpowers. hell yeah. she often ends up being mean to people in an effort to fit in, however all she really wants is friends :( her and theo used to be besties above all the resties but they started drifting apart at the beginning of the story, something to be discussed over the course of the plot. also she and shel are neighbors and have a rival relationship, like they hate each other so much for literally no reason. can you tell i like rivals to friends relationships. oH YEAH AND SHES FUCKING CRACKED AT BASKETBALL GIRL IS BALLING FR

other characters include: spacegirl!! the aforementioned alien parasite of sylv. she, although her name would make you think otherwise, is not a girl but an alien. i dont have a design settled on for her, but i do know that i want her to be humanoid, and she's got a green and pink color scheme :) when she takes control of sylv's body (because she can do that. forgot to say. eyah) sylv's eyes turn green and other eyes open up all over her body because cool :thumbsup: she came on the same spaceship the invaders coming to earth are from, but she just wants to see earth and have fun!! and maybe prevent her evil tyrant alien leader from taking over another world!! who knows!!

another important character is alex flores-bloomberg, shel's half brother, scene kid, and all around goofy guy :3 transmasc he/him, really just here to cause problems and get myspace followers. shel's father absolutely hates him and that fact is only partly because he stained his entire bathroom with hairdye. he's two years younger than the rest of the cast, a point that will be constantly used to make fun of him. i love him dearly. you get it.

uhh eyah thatsit :3 i could go on about them forever and everr so if anyone wants to know more about a specific character(s) or the plot or whatever pleasepleaseprettyplease ask!! ^_^

[damienwonder]

Trying to treat my scabies for the second time, and I'm scared. I've been dealing with scabies sense February, and was only diagnosed 2 months ago. I tried treating them once, but caught them again a week later because I hadn't cleaned well enough (despite spending the whole day disinfecting and vacuuming every soft surface and floor in my house). I've just finished doing 6 loads of laundry, and vacuuming, and disinfecting AGAIN, and idk if I could mentally handle getting re-infested with these things. I've had 5 months of constant itching, bleeding, scabs and dry skin. Add on my OCD which is triggered when my skin isn't smooth (textures are very important, so rough skin needs to be removed asap), and I honestly think these little parasites have done long-term damage to my hands & neck. If I cant get rid of them this time, the bumps will probably multiply (after getting re-infested, there are more bumps across a wider surface area) and I'm terrified. If I never get rid of them, then what? Will I just become a lumpy, red, itchy mass of bloody scabs and flaky yellowed skin? I'm just glad that miraculously, it doesn't seem like anyone around me has caught it.

I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm kinda distressed & could really use some luck rn

[spooky-activity]

Just a little update on Cassandratopia 2: Electric Boogaloo (Or as it stands in my Google Docs folder rn, A Helping Hand). I’ll put it under the cut cuz it’s kinda long. 

I just wanted to say that I’m still planning on actually doing it, despite all evidence to the contrary lol 

I did Cassandratopia in a haze of graduating from college(where I was studying animation) and just having ended my first dnd campaign as a dungeon master (which went 3 years!). I was fishing around for internships, but since the pandemic had just kicked off I wasn’t having much luck. So I had a lot of creative energy that wasn’t getting channeled anywhere, and a lot of free time when I wasn’t applying to places. Which is how I did 4 pages a day several times per week. Which was insane. 

As it stands, I’m running 2 dnd campaigns(one meets weekly, the other every other week or so), and just scored a full-time internship at a video game company! The campaigns I’m running are a homebrew open world, which, for those of you who aren’t too familiar with dnd, is a metric fuckton of work to prep for each session because I have no idea what my insane friends and siblings are going to try and do every time we play. 

Anyways all this to say that my storytelling itch is kinda. Sufficiently getting scratched atm and I have a lot less free time. I’m still plucking away at the setting/refining the story of A Helping Hand, but it’s largely on the backburner. Cassandratopia was also, uh, like the first story I’ve ever told in any sort of format besides the give-and-take of dnd, so... I’m not used to having so much control over the narrative. Oddly. I’ve never thought of myself as much of a writer of stories; my main focus is character animation, so someone else is usually writing the stories I’m telling anyways, which is super cool with me. Honestly I’m surprising myself with how much I want to tell this story, which is why I’m still sure I’m doing it. Just. Slower. Than Cassandratopia got done. 

But I’ll share a bit of the lore I’ve been cooking up! Specifically about Zhan Tiri and The Drops. The story will be told in an extremely dnd type setting, because that’s the kind of narrative I’ve told before and am comfortable telling: hard magic rules, neat fights, scary monsters, a dash of eldritch horror, and huge emphasis being put on magical artifacts(kinda like in the show!). Here’s some stuff that’s basically locked-in. 

Zhan Tiri

Zhan Tiri is one of the many Demon Lords of the Abyss. She’s kind of a mashup of two of my favorite Demon Lords, Zuggtmoy, the Lady of Rot and Decay, and Pale Night, the Mother of Demons and Queen of the Night(with just a dash of Hannibal Lecter because who doesn’t like helpful, polite, manipulative-ass bitches lksjflkja;fj). Her domain sits almost exactly between the Sundrop and Moonstone, largely being the new growth that comes from death, and the endless cycle of life and death. Places where her influence is strongest includes the cracks in... Well anywhere really, from society to the planet’s shell, where metaphorical or physical rot could grow; musty, mostly ignored places where something could fester. Iconography related to her would include endless mazes, fungi, grasping skeletal hands, and rotting/blooming corpses. Her spores can animate corpses, which she likes to use as mindless minions when she doesn’t feel like sending one of her Acolytes. She shares a scrap of her power with those few mortals she likes. She appreciates ambition and the desire to Grow to be bigger than what you were to start with, as those are qualities she herself possesses. 

Incredibly intelligent and merciless to those she deems her enemies, her main thing is pulling the strings from the shadows and seeing just how far she can push people to act with as little prompting from her as possible. She does, however, have the power to kinda bulldoze her way through things if she needs to, but she doesn’t like to because where’s the fun in that? 

She first gained interest in the Material Plane when a Wizard with too much hubris from said Material Plane(Named Demanitus) contacted her trying to figure out more information about The Drops and how to control them. After indulging him for a bit, she started preparing to make a summer home on the Material Plane because it’s New and Fun here and Wow These Mortals are Really Fun to Mess With! And some of them she even genuinely liked! Demanitus then realized his mistake and locked her away in Pandemonium for what he hoped was forever, but turned out to be only around 1,000 years, due to the efforts of her followers. Her little stint in Pandemonium magnified the more... Chaotic aspects of her personality, so now she wants to cover the Material Plane in blooming mazes of fungal crops that she can break people with at her leisure. 

The Drops

The drops are two semi-sentient pieces of one original artifact, whose original purpose was to be a tool of creation for the gods. Which, through some great calamity(still deciding that one), got sundered and settled into the two basic aspects of creation: the nearly unlimited well of life-energy which organizes stardust into planets, cabbages, and kings, and the ��you gotta crack a few eggs to get an omlette” destructive force which breaks down what the sundrop makes so that it can make more. 

The main goal of the drops is to reunite. I would want to as well if I was ripped in half! This manifests as a... General tug in the direction of the other drop. A desire in the host to Go That Way. It can be resisted, and even ignored for a bit, but it’s always there. Like being hungry if starving wasn’t a danger. Just a bit uncomfortable if you aren’t going That Way, but ignorable. 

Both drops generally try to be as helpful to their wielder as possible, as originally they were a tool of creation to the gods. They are innately obliging. They’re also REALLY UNSAFE FOR MORTALS TO BE MESSING WITH. The Sundrop is a little safer because the most it can do is kinda. Overcharge you into something distinctly not human but still alive, and King Fredrick was lucky he made the Sundrop into soup before giving it to Arianna. But King Edmund got his wholeass arm blasted off for touching the Moonstone. 

The Sundrop

Best I could whittle it down, the Sundrop has power over life energy, like the sun’s light. It also has power over the energy derived from geothermal activities, so deep sea creatures Are Not Immune To The Sundrop, which was a funny thought that crossed my mind that they could be, but that will likely never come up anyways salkdjf;ljsf It is, in its basest form, Growth and Progress. 

It’s a little sentient, but very much entrenches itself into whoever is holding it at the time. Like another mind looking through your eyes and seeing what you see/feeling what you feel while still retaining a bit of individuality from the host. It’s not... Parasitic because it’s in its nature to give, but it’s generally pretty firmly attached to whoever is holding it until they die( which isn’t usually for a WHILE. It ’infects’ a new host when one dies, usually a plant near their grave...) or until a solar eclipse. It wants what they want, but it’s very fussy so they have to ask it for power exactly correctly(like singing an incantation every time you want to heal someone, or doing a Ritual involving lots of very specific ingredients, Celestial Alignments, and Secret Words) or it won’t listen, like an orchid dying if the ph balance is off in the soil by a little bit. But it’s generally pretty intuitive to use, because it wants what you want and (as long as you ask right) is willing to help. 

Anyways basically under the influence of the Sundrop you get a few things: 

Basically limitless energy coursing through your body while you’re in a place with sunlight, which equates to rapid healing, mostly, because every cell in your body is being supercharged with free energy. Never getting exhausted in direct sunlight. (If Rapunzel lived in a place that was sunny 24/7 like near one of the poles she wouldn’t have to sleep like. until it started to get dark in the opposite half of the year. Then she’d have to sleep like a regular human being)

You stay at your prime, or if you are past it, revert to your prime. Someone who is holding the Sundrop, or who has regular access to the Sundrop’s magic can’t die of old age or illness. They have to be hurt beyond the Sundrop’s ability to heal or have it taken away from them. 

The ability to share this rapid healing with others (if you ask right)

The ability to freely draw on the raw, near-limitless energy of the sun to shape into things like cool-looking energy blasts (only if you ask right) 

The Moonstone

The moonstone has powers over varying levels of destruction: from destroying things by ripping them apart/ to Not Letting Things Be Destroyed(also known as protecting) by freezing them in indestructible rock. Like the moon, it can ‘reflect’ a bit of the sundrop’s power, so it can kinda provide energy, albeit a lot less than the sundrop can provide. It’s the inevitable march of The End of All Things, fertilizing the fields of time with the ashes of the old so the new can take root. 

The Moonstone is a bit more in the dark(pun intended hehe) when it comes to bonding with someone, it can only try to figure out what is going on based off the emotions of its wielder, and through anything directly touching the Black Rocks. Because of this it’s... Kinda dumb? It tries to do things to help(Like shooting red fear-rocks to try and scare away whatever must be scaring its wielder so badly) but often fails spectacularly at helping. 

Under the influence of the Moonstone you get: 

Mortals get Neat Body Armor that’s actually just you being turned into a rock! They are very fragile! They need to be protected! The best the Moonstone can do to try and preserve you is to Stop All Destruction by.. Pausing all bodily functions indefinitely. Rocks don’t need to eat, sleep, or breathe, and almost nothing can destroy you if you’re solid Black Rock. The weak reflection of the Sundrop’s energy keeps the host animated, but they’re not exactly alive anymore. Like cryostasis. Wounds (if any) acquired in this state won’t be a problem because they’re not messing anything up, because nothing is technically working in the first place, but they will be a problem when you’re not protected in this way anymore. It’s a cosmic ‘I’ll deal with that later’ button, essentially. 

Like the moon, the Moonstone can reflect the light of the sun. It uses its rock crystals to do so, which can even split the sun’s power into different shades, like a prism. Essentially, different colored rocks can mean new and exciting power sets. 

Blue Lightning! The Moonstone can reflect the Sundrop’s power, so it also has access to pure bursts of energy, even if it is weaker and colder. 

The Moonstone is very helpful, but usually has no idea what you want. ‘Asking’ the Moonstone for more control over its power in the same way you would Ask the Sundrop for more power reminds it of the perfect bond it used to share. The Moonstone’s incantation deepens the bond between wielder and Moonstone in such a way that it actually knows what you want from it, giving you near perfect control of its powers.

*This is kind of just a side note of the Drops: While the Moonstone is weaker than the Sundrop in an head-on fight, it could hold its own if it were on the defensive. Redirecting the power instead of trying to overpower and such.

** Cass made of rocks means I get to draw her skeleton :) not in every picture that would be fucking nuts and way too much work alskjdf;lkjs;fv

[rigelmejo]

Random things:

- nothing motivates me like a challenge specifically the challenge of “this worked for someone/me in the past so let’s see if it works now” it’s like 99% effective

- in light of that I thought I read 9 Chinese chapters this month but my count said 5 when I added guardian today idk if I messed up the number myself cause I have bad memory (I count guardian chapters individually And total chapters read per month and guardian was being changed to 5 so my brain could have easily seen 9 on the other count and just changed it to 5?? But also I could not remember for sure what the number was before so was it 9 or 4 too late to ever know lol). ANYWAY in light of whatever happened I now feel hella motivated to read 5 chapters tonight until that count goes back where I expected it to.

- my workouts literally so consistent cause some dude was like “yeah I did 50 crunches, 70 push-ups, jogged 15 minutes for 2 months and lost weight and got in reasonable shape easy” so his advice was like do it a month see if there’s a difference lol. I was like well that’s doable and basically what my gym workout plan years ago was except I would do 40 minutes weight lifting too. I miss that :/ anyway so some days I do HIIT with some muscle building exercises instead of strictly jogging. It’s not much compared to my old routine but I wanna see if he’s right lol. And it’s working to motivate me alright since it got me working out consistently. And it’s simple enough I can find a way to do it.

- parasite eve thanks babe u were the motivation I needed to remind me why my ass wanted to learn Japanese for years

- guardian thank you Too babe! I read more of the Chinese print edition of guardian I got today and. <3 <3 took 1.5 years ok ok!! Shorter than I thought it was gonna take to read the book I wanted to READ ToT (now when will I FINISH it?? Who knows who knowssss I sure don’t - my goal rn is just the Sundial section done, since I just finished reading the eng translation up to that point). So fucking clear to me how much I’ve tailor made so much I did to study for THIS lol. Also reading the translation at some point for context thank u past me for finally having a solid thought and taking that common advice u hadn’t even thought to try before. I read the translation of these chapters a week ago? Maybe 2? Idk. I read the translation slow too. and that alone has been enough I’m only running into a word or two every like 5 pages that I can’t even guess a meaning for. Most words I either get in context or are clear enough with context I get the overall sentence (and just don’t know if it meant shocked or stunned/if he put his hand in his pocket or rested it in his pocket). This is what I been hoping for eventually. One day in the far off future. ToT my reading SPEED leaves a lot to be desired however - 5 print page chapters are still taking probably 20-25 minutes (when reading digitally that’s about 20-25 pages on my phone). It’s pretty slow. Now... I also read non fiction books this slow, and dmbj English this slow so, it could also partly be I am easily a slow reader when my brain isn’t in the zone (it’s in the zone for 寒舍 that fic is solely responsible in March for speeding my reading speed up from worse). Anyway, maybe reading speed will improve over time. I know part of it is I’m not skipping sentences or unknown words, I’m trying to catch all the details I can, because it really is written a nice way to me. And I want to enjoy it. And catch the details I can (which is a lot more than last time I tried to extensively read guardian or modu for fun). So I know stuff I “grasp the gist of” I could move on faster but I’m not. Anyway just... thank you guardian I’ll read you when I can. At least now I can.

[othernecessarythings]

end of year asks pt 2

what did you learn about yourself this year?

hmm.. that there’s still so much i don’t know yet

best moment of the year?

maybe september 20th,, it was such a hectic day (in a good way though), like me and my friends woke up in my friend’s beach house, drove with her boat to a beautiful island and explored it, bought some cute pots second hand, skinny dipped in the middle of the day, went home with a 3h bus trip, met a dealer and bought some stuff, i went home to my empty house, showered, then came my friends over, we chilled at my place, took another bus for 1h to go to a rave, and got home at seven in the morning... yeah

worst moment of the year?

online school in general, but especially like two weeks ago when we got the message that we’re keeping it online until at least jan 24th, it really broke me down

what was the biggest change you experienced this year?

well it’s fucking obvious isn’t it? well not being able to do anything anymore, and it hits a 17 y/o teenager in their best times quite hard

best song of the year?

maybe hunger by florence and the machine

best album of the year?

high as hope

what’s one thing that happened this year that you want to change?

do i even need to say it

best book/book series of the year?

little fires everywhere was good

best television series?

pose!!!!! or like skins lol

how was your love life this year?

. no

what made you cry the most this year?

✨online school✨

biggest regret of the year?

not partying harder before the virus hit lol

best movie of the year?

not a movie person (parasite maybe)

favourite place you travelled this year?

my friends beach house ig

did you make any new friends?

not really?

did you learn anything about your sexuality this year?

lol if anything i’ve just become even more confused

what are some hobbies that you developed?

knitting & crocheting

what surprised you the most this year?

if i’m being positive: how much i still managed to do despite it being a literal global pandemic

but the negative: all the things i weren’t able to do that i really thought my year as 17 would bring

do you look different from the beginning of the year?

kinda, i’ve got shorter hair with bangs, lighter shade, better wardrobe and much better makeup skills

how did this year treat you in general?

i shouldn’t complain, it has actually been quite good, considering everything. but, what bothers me is that it still could’ve been so much better if it wasn’t for the fucking virus smh

what message would you give yourself at the beginning of the year?

enjoy it while you can lol

has your fashion style changed this year?

hopefully for the better? like i’ve found my own style more and am more comfortable in not giving a fuck about others opinions

one of the best meals you’ve had this year?

honestly idk i’m too tired rn

who has made the biggest impact in your life this year?

i don’t knowww, what even is a life

what’s one thing that you hope will continue next year?

developing my relationships with my friends would be nice

[gabrielllas]

Top 5 movies 👀

1) Pride & Prejudice

HAND P*RN!! PEOPLE LEARNING TO BE BETTER PEOPLE!! SISTERS!! ENGLISH COUNTRY SIDE!! AND I LOVE- AND I LOVE YOU!!!!! I WATCH THIS ONCE EVERY WEEK IT IS INSANE

2) Moonlight

This film just hit me. I had to see it in cinemas so i went by myself and cried the whole time. I did a uni essay analysing the film because it’s a f*cking masterpiece and my lecturer HAD to know that

3) Parasite

eat the rich. that’s all i have to say.

4) How to train your dragon

I randomly watched it one weekend when i was having a really really hard time at uni, I had so many deadlines and I just need to a break. The next day i watched them all, cried, and bought a toothless teddy. I am weak for love stories surrounding friendship

5) Mad Max: Fury Road

WE ARE NOT THINGS.

no I will not say more. (watch it pls)

ask me my top 5 anything

[favors]

Tagged by @iwaizuml! tysm!! <3

Rules- tag 9 people you wanna know more about or wanna become friends with

Top 3 favorite ships?

1. iwaoi 2. kagehina 3. i don't really care about ships beyond these first 2 but ig wangxian

Last song you listened to?

Q by onewe

Last movie you watched?

parasite bc i rewatched it w my mom

Book you’re reading?

the left-hand of darkness by ursula k. le guin

What food are you craving rn?

soufflé pancakes... i was planning to make some yesterday but i don't have baking powder & I'm under stay-home notice so -_- i made carrot cake instead

I tag @ganon @ninsomi @bosstheme @tieflings @jadehound @batspurr @kwp @froqgy @fmamanga !