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There are less than 600 works in The New Teen Titans category. This has to be rectified *Jack Skellington voice* immediately!
#plus i don't even know how many of them just have tntt characters/teams but don't actually take place in that time period#what are we as a fandom even doing if not writing for the new teen titans#no i can't include myself in that bc i do have 2 fics that take place in that universe so i'm safe lmao#gonna reinvent myself as a new teen titans writer#i just have to reread everything and take extensive notes about each character and event#with my penchant for procrastination--that'll only take me ohhhh who knows#maybe 2 more years lmao#no but if i pushed myself i could get it done#but i am so sleepy rn#no but we need to bring back the new teen titans vibes#without all the bats obnoxiously being there#bruce alfred and robin jason being the exceptions
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hiiiii i hope life is good! just wondering if you've read any good fics lately that you'd reccomend ? :~)
simply have not been reading v much fic the past year or two my peak fic-reading year was in 2022âŠhowever have enjoyed some r/s oneshots + a few drarry fics over the past few months!
crushed ice by sectoren @sectoren is a really fun r/s oneshot in which s keeps showing up 2 râs part-time jobsâŠhad me giggling & kicking my feet etcâŠ
your hand in mine and other brief, annihilating intimacies by superloonyluna @superloonyluna is another r/s oneshot w absolutely beautiful writing in which s is a performer in a traveling theater troupe & r is their last minute stand-in for the leading man <3
revolvevlover by firethesound & zeitgeistic is a drarry fic that actually killed meâŠtechnically a oneshot as well but itâs 56k words so. harry is an assassin who gets assigned draco as a markâŠending made me wanna throw my phone at the wall đ€§
nor all that glisters by sweet_sorrow (sweet_s0rr0w? i canât tell w the ao3 fontâŠ) @sweet-s0rr0w is another drarry fic in which draco starts taking felix felicis post-war during his house arrest 2 try and turn his life around đ€
completely different fandom but read the end of the world by fernwithy a while back which was a fic abt haymitchâs hunger games & really liked it <3
have so many fics on my to-read list as well that i simply havenât gotten around to yetâŠif anyone else has recs theyâd like 2 share please feel freeâŠ
#ask#fic recs#<- i also have this tag u can look thruâŠ#also being serious abt the recs feel free 2 share rn im rereading middle grade fantasy series i liked as a kid 2 de-stressâŠ#but my other go-to comfort read is drarry fanfic lmao. i do need them 2 fuck at some point tho filter set 2 E đ«Ą#only problem w that is iâm picky abt sex scenes so if i read an E fic that gives me too many personal icks then i abandon itâŠ#but when u find a GOOD one. nothing comparesâŠ#have not read a longer r/s fic in ages feel like iâm pickier abt their characterizationsâŠ.
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tbhk genuinely has... some of the most beautiful fucking quotes??
like oh my god I need reread this manga and start writing this shit down bc how did I not remember the the lineâ"one day you'll realize that you've loved someone and that you hated me."
LIKE BRO??
#aughh#and then ppl still decide to praise instead the most cliche quotes like y'all can not be fr#listen I love mitsukou as much as the next person but 'want me to die? then I can be with you forever' is not their best line- be so fr rn#they have so many good deep complex quotes (I mean cmon 'it felt like time had stopped' IS RIGHT THERE) but yeah let's go w that one sure#also I brought volume 2 and omg I didn't realize that the young exorcist arc had such banger lines??#I-i really need to reread this manga I love it more every time I do đ#tbhk#tbhk manga
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Google search how do make friend after college
#im sooo bad at one on one convo#and its so frustrating. i literally only have 2 or 3 people im comfy talking to one on one#and everyone else i nervously reread my messages to make sure im not overstepping#and i feel so lonely ):#but i find so many people intimidating just in general i assume i need to Worry because im obv#the one who wants this convo so if im not Super Correct and Entertaining then theyll get annoyed etc etc etc !!#tho funny how i say 'after college' but only one of my close friends [my bf] i met at college#and one of the people o talk to regularly is just because they message me a lot [+ theyre younger and it makes me feel like.#like itd be less of a big deal if i make social blunders. i just assume everyone near my age or older will hate me if i do Anything wrong]#etc etc etc i hate this shit punches wall etc etc
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sometimes i think abt how sakura's become so widely-spread and misinformed in that mass-production that she's almost become this caricature of the third female member in a trio who is a 'girl-boss who is so cool and is so sexy or so confident etc' when, in fact, she's actually a character with believable flaws and unique characteristic pertaining specifically to the experiences she's endured, and she's beyond someone everyone mass-ships or mass-hates, and in this essay i willâ
#thinking about how many people mary sue'd her#including myself unfortunately before i reread part 2#and like.......... god.#the way she has compassion and genuine goals and has her unique insecurity and flaws#and she has her strengths and her own determination#and the way the fandom either..... simplifies her or reduces her just.#it grinds on my nerves!#the other day i read fanfics where s.akura supposedly is just endlessly irritated by i.no bc shes ''suffering'' so much#[to get the attention of a guy and i.no's being 'unreasonable']#and im like???????#WHAT DO U MEAN#im not even gonna go to that rabbit hole because i have like. RECEIPTS on how much i.no means to her#i 100% believe i.no quite literally is probs the first to SAVE HER when team 7 was .... not around#and this is beyond mentorship. she has genuine PEERS bc of i.no!#AGAIN. i could go on and on about that#on how much guilt and gratitude she probs feels abt the rest of konoha 11 who /did/ take her in#on how much PART of why she worked so hard â catching up to nrt and ssk aside â is BECAUSE she wants to save k11 when they NEED her#ok imma quit now before i go full on rambling#i love her soooo much. and team 7 is messy yes but i love their messy dynamic too!#but i simply detest how she's either an accessory. an obstacle. or this dramatic over-the-top heroine that can do-all#funny how her main narrative is always abt her wanting to be an equal to her teammates#and even outside of the narrative she's almost never that.#gen: out of character.
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Will still there be Test Dive Part 2???
yes yes iâm just trying to make him⊠normalâŠishâŠ. normal enough? part one was also a partial dialogue study for me, which, through writing part 2, i have realized, doesnât come so easily to me with yuuta đ
#anonymous#he's not though so u can imagine how difficult this is for me#what happens to me when i write modern au yuuta is one of those things:#one: i exacerbate his kindness/anxiety/aloofness end up writing him to be more nonchalant forgiving than he probably would be#which leads me to reread what i wrote and go he would no fucking say that LMFAOOO#(which is what keeps happening with test drive)#or two: i write him doing the absolute most insane and unwarranted behaviors exhibited and realize it's not appropriate for the au at hand#tldr i am trying to make him weird and possessive but not off-putting and strange which i... clearly need practice with !#also with him writing a person to be a conflict point is interesting because (1) he doesn't have any/many canonically#and (2) he seems like the type to get in his own way more often than not LOL
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I think one of my least favorite takes on Optimus annexing Earth is the surprisingly common opinion "he should've just left Earth alone and minded his own business because they didn't ask for help," not because it doesn't have truth in it but because it's a massive oversimplification of the whole situation and seems to pretend that Optimus annexing Earth was just completely stupid and had no reasoning whatsoever.
Like, it just bothers me when people talk about it as if Optimus leaving Earth alone would've been the not-bad-guy thing to do despite the fact that the Decepticons were literally about to try colonizing Earth again under the command of a guy who was literally from the Golden Age generation that made colonizing and genociding organics popular, Galvatron. I mean Galvatron was literally there saying "so when are we going to kill these fleshlings" and even being a Functionist asshole to Soundwave's cassettes. The last time the Decepticons invaded Earth in All Hail Megatron they killed literally a billion human beings. Are there seriously people in this fandom that are out there believing with their whole ass that "Optimus should've just ignored the openly genocidal Decepticons returning to a place they had already tried to colonize just a few years ago because it's none of his business and the humans can handle themselves" like what.
#squiggposting#and this isn't even getting into the fact that like there was that one titan buried under earth's surface#or the enigma of combination being there#are we not going to talk about how bad of an idea it is for cybertronian technology to just be left in the hands of other civilizations#with no supervision or input from cybertron whatsoever#there was an entire fucking tyrest accord made specifically to ban cybertronians from sharing their tech with other races#which megatron broke btw when he spread mind controlling guns across earth specifically to cause chaos#like i'm not saying that the sentiment of 'they didn't ask for help to be forced upon them' isn't valid#but i feel like saying 'lol optimus should've just not gotten involved' is incredibly naive at best and stupid at worst#ppl will be like 'noooo idw op is evil because he annexed earth he's not a real OP he's shittily written'#bro optimus was following one of his most core personality traits which is trying to protect innocent lives#from the imperialistic factions of his own species. the fuck do you people mean that idw op sucks#is it bc one of his positive character traits was turned into a double edged sword that also makes him flawed and make mistakes#and you just wanted OP to be your unproblematic g1 daddy who never does anything wrong?#i need to do a reread of barber's side of phase 2 to cement my opinion and remember the exact sequence of events#but mfs act as if optimus doing that had no reasons behind it whatsoever and as if he had any good choices in that scenario#(then there is the sub faction of idw op haters who kiss idw megs' ass simultaneously but that's a rant for another day lol)#mostly what gets me isn't the fact that people don't like optimus' decision#but the fact that so many ppl completely disregard and refuse to consider the context around that decision#and they just go 'oh he just sucks' as if that's the end of the story lol
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never have i disliked a run more than i have disliked r/ogue & ga./mbit 2023. and it takes a lot to make me dislike the trope of someone being forced to fight someone they love and begging them to get out of here because they're afraid they'll kill them
#it's just .... the most boring characterizations#the most one dimensional ...#and it ignores so much of their pre-established development#wdym you don't trust each other....... Excuse me?#we have been down this ROAD!! in much BETTER WAYS!!#also gambit having died and come back 2 life being this major#plotpoint but completely ignoring the fact that this is#seriously a part of their history long before krakoa#w that whole vargas run it was like SUCH a major thing for them#where he died and she begged him to fight to stay alive#anw. i have thoughts#2 many .. i need to do a reread of#the best hits bc this is killing me
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ARRRGGGHHHHHHHHH the freshman wants to TRADE CARS for the weekend.... how do i politely say i would literally kill myself and everyone in a 10 mile radius if i had to let someone other than my mom, dad, and brother drive my car
#girl you are NOT getting access to my 98k mile 2017 grey subaru outback with smart cruise and lane detection and heated seats#and my stickers on the hatchback and the bluetooth audio and automaticly-changing night mode rearview mirror#and the comfy driver's seat in EXACTLY the position i want it in and the shifter knob that perfectly fits in my hand#like when my aunt drove my car last summer it basically solidified that i will never let anyone touch my car ever again#(she put a fucking TACO on TOP OF THE DASHBOARD and moved my fucking steering wheel!!!!!!!!)#my car was literally the only place i felt safe all of 2021 and 2022 im not letting some random fucking person TAKE her from me#i did not have a PANIC ATTACK leaving her at the mechanic for 2 DAYS for some fucking freshman to USE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like i know i can be territorial but boy my car is all the territory i ever need. i could live out of my car if needed.#what if she fucking crashes it. shes been in soooo many accidents (i have heard all about them.)#dude if this were in person i wouldve fucking hissed and ran away i dont let people touch my fucking car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I drove 4 hours back to school at 11pm so that i wouldnt have to have my friend drive my fucking car!!!!#like genuinely i need to find a way to say no i cannot and will not let you use my car now or ever.#i dont care what her reasons are. her boyfriend could be fucking dying and i still wouldnt.#she wants to take my car to minnesota for a WEEKEND and i would not be there ???? NOOOOOO#sorry oh my god i just have to scream and cry a little so i can try to be normal in my response#gonna ask the parents for help i think bc they know im neurotic about my car#like very genuinely im very upset right now. i reread the text and her car is having issues so she wants to TRADE CARS#without even asking if im doing anything that would need a car this weekend (ummmm i fucking work on saturday and sunday is grocery day)#like sorry thats too big of a favor especially after the fucking snail debacle.... how do i know she wont CRASH MY FUCKING CAR ?#or even just like mess with the settings. like im fucking anxious at the IDEA of her being in MY drivers seat DRIVING MY CAR !!!!!#also it smells like cow shit real bad in there. does she REALLY want to drive to fucking minnesota in a cow shit car?#i need to chill i have work soon but like holy shit this has me acting up#i guess since i dont have any real stressors any more my body is like we need LEVEL 10 EMERGENCY STRESS RIGHT NOW#if this were the school year i'd have 3 benadryl inside me right now#like genuinely if this had been in person i probably wouldve been nasty like that is MY car i did not spend thousands of dollars on her#to let someone NOT on the insurance policy drive her!!!!#god okay back to totk until my parents text me back#diary post
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Bloodline of the Sacred Dragons - Chapter 3-1
Chapter 3: Wind and Light crossing the plains
The Pao Plains were wide plains in the northeast of West Rune.
In this land lived tribes of nomads scattered about with no fixed settlement. The name "Pao" was a word for their tents, shaped like upside-down spinning tops. They lived moving around with the seasons, much like the cream-colored flowers blooming through the plains.
But there was a big difference between the largest tribe in Pao Plains and the other, smaller tribes.
That tribe moved through the plains from west to east periodically with a giant machine, the Pao Train. It carved deep wheel tracks with its overwhelming size while serving as a merchant caravan, crossing the ocean of grass. That was a scenario only possible in those wide plains.
Bleu's group had arrived at the Pao Train. It was stopped at the western edge of the plains, full of shops lined up, selling ornaments and food and more from the east. While having their attention constantly grabbed by the tents of the foreign bazaar they weren't used to, the group headed to the car spearheading the train, where the queen was.
Armed soldiers stood guard by the entrance of the car.
Bleu and Wendy presented to them letters addressed to the queen. The two letters carried the signatures of Otrant of Manarina and Zylo of Bustoke.
After waiting for a while, an aide of the queen welcomed them in.
The soldiers who came accompanying Wendy waited outside. Of the people following Bleu though, not a single one stood outside quietly. They all followed him inside as if it was the natural thing to do.
The inside of the train had an atmosphere much like that of the dwarves' secret passage. The walls and floor were made of metal, and a light with no warmth shone from the ceiling. Two long tubes of different widths ran through the car's sides, connecting with the other cars.
The group walked with composure through the wide corridor, where doors to compartments of all sizes were spread out neatly.
Guided by the aide, they arrived at the doors to the room where Queen Koron awaited.
"I've brought the people of the Shining Force."
As if answering to their words, the doors slid to the sides on their own.
Though it was due to Bleu being there, all the others felt strange about being referred to as the Shining Force.
With her back turned to two mysterious shining pillars, Queen Koron sat quietly at her throne. Her young face was both calm and grave, and her voice was clear.
After a couple of questions about the content of the letters, she gladly allowed them to stay.
"Why would I deny a request from the Shining Force? We will be departing tomorrow, and taking you along to Uranbatol."
Bleu expressed his gratitude to her. Looking at his face, she seemed confused all of a sudden.
"Sir Bleu, is anything troubling you perhaps?"
He took a while to answer. "No. It's nothingâŠ"
"If anything is making you anxious, I can give some small counsel."
"Bleu, Her Majesty is also a prophet. It wouldn't hurt to take up on her offer," Krin suggested.
"Though I don't know how much my words will help you. It's best if I am frank about this. Because my predictions do not decide the future, they merely point out a path to be taken."
She smiled humbly. It was a warm smile that melted away Bleu's tension.
"Then, I'd be honored," he asked while bowing his head to her.
Nodding slowly, Koron got up. Her skirt rolled out in waves from how it stood over the throne. Her arms spread out to the sides. The light shining behind her made shadows dance over her lavender dress as if it was a screen.
She raised both hands to her head. Her pale arms became exposed up to the shoulders. Her hair, scarlet like fire, waved slightly over her shoulders, back and chest. Finally, as if grasping something, she slowly brought her arms down. Still as if holding something, she placed both hands gently over her heart.
"Young Sacred DragonâŠ" With closed eyes, she began to speak, "if your heart is lost in the east, turn your eyes to the north. Your bonds are not to be severed. One of closed eyes and open mind might be of great help to you. At the end, you will find the true form of what binds down your heart. Something ancient will be lost, and at last you shall find your true manual. A new bloodline will start from there."
With her eyes still closed, Koron turned her head to Karin.
"Maiden with a noble heart, your determination will save many things, and then might save one more."
She then slowly turned to everyone else.
"You who follow the Sacred Dragon in his journey, time will save you from the flames, and in one time flames left unextinguished will save you. Within the flames, you'll find the book that should be burned. Unbreakable harmony will call forth the Shining Dragon."
Koron finished her speech, and opened her eyes again. But, she squinted at if facing a bright light. Her eyes suddenly stopped at Camallia. As the priest somewhat met her gaze in response, Koron said nothing.
"Thank you very much, Your Majesty. I'll take these words to heart."
Feeling that Koron was tired, Bleu decided to leave for now. He was struggling a lot to understand the meaning of her predictions, but figured he could take his time to unravel them.
He and the others excused themselves, and the queen asked an aide to give them a tour of the Pao Train.
As they bowed to her and left in order, Camallia felt eyes on her and stopped.
She turned around and questioned Koron, who didn't answer at first.
Saying that they would go on ahead, Karin closed the door.
"Do you need anything of me, Your Majesty?" Camallia asked courteously.
"Maiden of a foreign land, there is something I want to ask you," Koron said with a grave voice. The tubes of light behind her grew brighter, and Camallia narrowed her eyes, dazzled by them.
"Proud maiden, this pride of yours, who is it for?"
Her question rang through the room.
"My pride is for my own sake, and also, for those I love and respect."
Camallia answered with unwavering confidence.
"Then, swear on that pride, that you won't follow through with things you don't believe are right."
"âŠI swear."
While answering, Camallia wondered how far had this prophet seen through her.
"To them, you are someone very important. I hope that they too become important to you. Until the day you take back your true form, learn what you must learn, maiden of a distant world."
"Is that all?" Camallia asked in return.
She showed with her gaze how there were only the two of them currently in the room.
"Will that be all?" She asked again, and Koron gently nodded.
"How will you answer to the trust placed upon you?"
Koron threw the honest question at the girl in front of her. Camallia was forced to recognize who was included or not in those words. Her gaze went to the queen. Suddenly, she understood. Koron was using that person's eyes to look into that person's own mind.
"âŠI'll trust him."
Camallia bowed deeply to Koron.
"Please excuse me, Your Majesty."
With that bow, she left the room.
>To next part
Translation notes:
Yes, "pao" (ć
) is tent/yurt in japanese. Somehow I hadn't learned this one yet.
The color of the flowers in the plains is actually given as "bisque", which i did not know was a color, and at least six people agree with me that it isn't very well known. Japanese readers have the advantage of looking at the kanji and getting hints that it is a light orange/brown, so i changed to a more well known "cream" to allow english readers to also get by without stuffing their noses on a dictionary. That delight is mine only.
In case you didn't know or remember, because I always forget, there's art of Koron in the game's manual:
As you can see she was already good with the lightworks. The game says that she sees the future by reading the minds of the Pao Pigs they raise. I'm not sure that's what the novel was going for since it seemed something she did by herself, but who is to say. Also, the novel apparently extrapolated her psychic abilities, as she read the mind of someone else related to Camallia.
She's also brown-haired in the illustration as opposed to a redhead, but her sprite in game (shared with Karin and Krin) does have red hair.
Curiously, she would also get scarlet hair in the GBA version:
#shining series#shining force#shining force 2#bloodline of the sacred dragons#shining force novel translation#sf bleu#sf karin#sf koron#sf krin#sfbotsd camallia#not many people showed up on this one huh#anyway i was excited to reread this one after knowing the ending and yeah#'flames left unextinguished will save you' is the part of the ending that broke me so look forward to that#i get to do my own ominous foreshadowing after translating all of these which by the way sucks#i'm confident about most of it but these final lines between camallia and koron are sooooo vague#if i didn't have full scans at this point i would have been in hell lol#the prediction for karin is also very ridiculous not gonna lie#'yeah she's the heroine' thanks??? we already knew???#i tried so hard to see any other meanings there but didn't figure anything out#i'll try to remember to call back to these prophecies as things happen#i also need to bully bleu as always#zylo on the very last chapter: 'cherish your allies'. koron: 'don't sever you bonds'. this guy: 'oh boy i wonder what this all means!'#anyway! next part is best part. you know what that means#we're about to enter the Song Zone
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Listen to your elders
So last week I posted abut the importance of downloading your fic. And then three days later AO3 went down for 24 hours. No one was more weirded out by this than I was. But while yâall were acting like the library at Alexandria was on fire I was reading my download fic and editing chapter eight of Buck, Rogers, and the 21st Century. And also thinking about what I could do to be helpful when the crisis was actually over.
So first off, Iâm going to repeat that if youâre going to bookmark a fic, you really need to also download the fic and back it up in a safe place. I just do it automatically now and itâs a good habit to get into.
But letâs talk about some other scenarios. Last October I lost power for over a week after hurricane Ian. Apart from not having internet or A/C I did find plenty to do, I collect books so I had plenty to read, but maybe, unlike me, your favorite comfort reads arenât sitting on a bookshelf. So letâs do something about that, shall we?
In olden times many long years ago around 1995 we printed off a lot of fic. It was mostly SOP to print a fic you planned to reread and stick it in a three ring binder. And thatâs totally valid today too, but you can also make a very nice paperback with a minimum amount of skill and materials.
Letâs start with the download; Go to Ao3 and select your fic, weâll be working with one of mine. This method works best with one shots, long fic tends to need a more complicated approach. Get yourself an HTML download
Open up the HTML download and select all then copy paste into any word processor. Set the page to landscape and two columns, then change the font to something you find easy to read, this is your book, no judgement. This is all you have to do for layout but I like to play a little bit. I move all the meta, summary, notes to the end and pick out a fun font for the title:Â
No time like the present to do a quick proofread. Congratulations, youâve just created your first typeset. On to the fun part.
Now youâre going to need some materials:Â 8.5x11in paper ruler one sheet of 12x12 medium card stock (60-80lb) scissors pencil pen or fine tip marker sheet of wax paper white glue two binder clips 2 heavy books or 1 brick butter knife
Youâll also need a printer, if youâre in the US there is almost a 100% chance your local library has a printer you can use if you donât have your own. None of these materials are expensive and you can literally use cheap copy paper and Elmers glue.
Print your text block, one page per side. Fold the first page in half so that the blank side is inside and the printed side out:
use the butter knife to crease the edge. Repeat on all the sheets. When youâve finished, stack them up with the raw edge on the left and the folded edge on the right. I used standard copy paper, because youâre only printing on one side thereâs no bleed to worry about. Take the text block and line everything up. Use the binder clips to hold the raw edge in place.
Wrap the text block in the wax paper so that the raw edge and binder clips are facing out. Iâm going to use my home built book press but you donât need one, a brick or a couple of books or anything else heavy will work fine.
Once the text block is anchored down, take off he binder clips and get out the glue.
You can use a brush but you donât need one, smear some glue on that raw edge.
Go make a margarita, watch The Mandalorian, call your mother. Donât come back for at least an hour
In an hour smear some more glue on there and shift your brick forward so that the whole book is covered. This keeps the paper from warping. While glue part 2 is drying weâll do the cover. Get out your 12x12 cardstock
Mark the cardstock off at 8.5 inches and cut it. Measure in 5.5 inches from the left and put in a score line with the butter knife (the back edge not the sharp edge)
Carefully fold the score line, this is your front cover. You have some options for the cover title, you can use a cutting machine like a cricut if you have one, you can print out a title on the computer and use carbon paper to transfer the text to the cardstock. I was in a mood so I just freehanded that beoch. Pencil first then in pen.
Take your text block out from under your brick. Line it up against the score mark and mark the second score on the other side of the spine
Fold the score and glue the textblock into the cover at the spine. Once the glue dries up mark the back cover with the pencil and then trim the back cover to fit with your scissors.
Voila:
Iâm going to put this baby on the shelf next to the Silmarillion.
The whole process, not counting drying time, took less than an hour.
If you want to make a book of a longer fic, I recommend Renegade Publishing, they have a ton of resources for fan-binders.Â
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i genuinely have no animosity towards ppl who get upset abt not being able to read academic texts + i do think we need to expand the pathways/methods of being exposed to critical concepts so that "sit + read for 2 hours" is not the only option.
however, as someone dx with adhd + incapable of sitting still for even a minute (actually right at this moment i am writing this instead of reading the book sitting open in front of me), i do feel like a lot of ppl do not realize that not all readings are designed to be read like a novel.
as in, it's ok + normal + good to need to reread a paragraph several times, to only read part of a book, to have to research or reference words or concepts in order to grasp the reading, to skip over large chunks of text which are not relevant to your expertise, to continue reading despite not understanding a concept. this is something 'neurotypical' academics do frequently + many of these texts, especially contemporary ones, were designed with this in mind.
there are many ppl with accessibility needs that are not being met by academic texts at this time! many texts (in my humble opinion) are unnecessarily complex in order to show off or hide the fact that they have no idea what they're talking about.
i still feel like many of the kneejerk reactions on this site are based on the assumption that their experience reading academic texts should be similar to their experiences reading a nyt bestseller, rather than a process of thinking, analyzing, researching, processing, returning. some of u are telling yourself that any challenges u face while reading are a result of some internal fault u have + not an expected + precious part of the experience.
#like if u hate reading feel free not to#but if u wish u could read theory#but you're convinced it's impossible bcuz it's confusing or difficult or u could never possibly read a whole book?#i encourage u to step away from this idea of reading cover to cover in one run#+ start engaging with theory like a puzzle which u can fiddle with as much or as little as u feel able to
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use somebody 2 | spencer reid
part one here
summary; spencer dreaded the day he would see you with anything other than a frown on your face, when that day comes, spencer would do anything to bring your sweet smile back.
warnings; some mean police man being sexist and mean to fem reader, protective spencer, fluff, a little angst but like barley any, will there be a love confession??? read and find out!
an; idk im dying. thank u. mgg hand mention
Spencer wasnât the biggest fan of the jet before you joined the bau. He didnât have any particular issue with it, there was nothing he could really fault or use as an explanation as to why he wasnât a big fan of it but it was just boring, he would read and then reread books, then try and sleep.
Then you joined the team and suddenly the jet was one of his favourite places, because you would sit next to him. You would ramble about a new show you were watching or a flower you had seen on the side of the road, and lately you would tell him about your dog. He would get to listen to you talk and get to watch you smile and flap your arms around as you got increasingly more excited as your ramble went on.
On the way home if you were feeling too tired to excitedly ramble about something random you would just sit next to him and let him ramble, the same excited smile on your face nonetheless as you paid the at most attention to whatever it was he was talking about, listening intently and asking questions almost as if you just wanted to keep him talking.
He didnât mind.
Your plans to watch the documentary he recommended at your house were quickly ruined by the notice that you had a case that would take over the span of your weekend.You had apologised profusely to Spencer as if he didnât technically cancel on you just as much as you did him. He didnât mind, he got to spend time with you either way.
In a sort of twisted way, he preferred working a case with you. At least this way you were around him rather than spending your weekends around anyone else. He wondered if that was creepy and controlling and if he said it aloud it would probably end in him over explaining how he just hated the idea of anything happening to you, or you meeting someone else.
You were too kind, for anyone. Especially him.
Thats why he was immensely annoyed when the Police Sheriff of the station they were at in Louisiana, decided to nit-pick every little thing you did. He wondered if the Sheriff was just insanely insecure or if maybe it was a gender issue.
He settled on the latter when the comments ended up going towards Emily, and JJ as well. Just a little bit more towards you, maybe because regardless you continue smiling at him or muttering out soft apologies for whatever minor thing you had done that the policeman had an issue with.
There were many times Spencer wanted to speak up, or shove the old mans faced into a wall â but then youâd smile sweetly at Spencer and he remembered you were a grown woman, you were perfectly capable of taking care and defending yourself. Regardless of this information, Spencer stayed a little closer to you throughout the day.
âAlright, giggle guts, whatcha got for me?â Penelope said over the phone after she had heard your mumble out a cheery hello once it went through. Spencer smiled fondly at the nickname, mostly because he saw your smile widen and a string of laughter leaving your lips, the sound melodic in his ears.
The sound of your laughter only made a small laugh puff out Spencerâs lips because it was so sweet and so beautiful that it was contagious and he couldnât help it.
âWell, you gorgeous amazing girl. I need you to look up this guyâs medical history, pleaseâ the manner was added so sweetly and softly on the end. The compliments left your lips effortlessly, the sound of your voice and the evident smile in it made Spencerâs heart happy.
Penelope said something over the phone but it was inaudible over the sound of Sheriff standing in the corner of the room scoffing. Your eyes flickered upwards towards the sound, eyebrows pinching together in slightly confusion. Everyoneâs expression mirroring your own.
Spencer felt dread fill his stomach and over every goosebump on his skin, dread to fear whatever spiteful unnecessary criticism the man would have to offer. The criticism absolutely no one asked for.
âWhats the issue?â Hotch spoke up, arms crossed over his chest as he stared down the sheriff. Was it in a protective manner? Nobody was sure really, the elderâs expression remaining unreadable.
The sheriff kicked off the wall to stand a little stranger, looking at hotch than back to you. âUnprofessional. This is why this is a manâs job. Sensitive squishy women who think life is all sunshine and rainbow are not fit for a job like this.â
Everyone went silent, your lips parted before closing, unsure of how to reply to something so unnecessarily mean. Spencerâs expression hardened. The room fell into an awkward tension, nobody moving or saying anything.
You pushed out a laugh, âDamn okay.. Tell me what you really thinkâ You muttered under your breath, a joke.
Spencer wouldâve laughed at your comment, your way to bring light to a room that had been made so dark but he could see the hurt in your eyes and he felt his heart strings pull against his chest, he wanted to reach out and grab your hand, reassure you that you were perfect for this job.
He was pissed. Actually. There wasnât a lot that could make Spencer mad â this however was one of the few things that did. He shuffled uncomfortably, finding it difficult to hold his tongue. He could tell Emily and JJ was uncomfortable by the comment made.
Hotch opened his mouth to talk but Spencer had beat him to it. âYouâre probably, what 65?â He said, his tone of voice curt and blunt it made your heart turn in Spencerâs direction.
The police officer furrowed his eyebrows, yet nodded anyways. Spencer hummed in response, sitting up a little bit straighter as he leant forward to rest his forearms against the conference table the team had been gathered around.
âRight, so by assumption and well â biology. You are actually probably the least reliable person in this room right now, despite age or gender. Your pace is significantly slower than anyone on your team, and i donât think I even need to compare you to our team because I donât wish to further embarrass you or hurt your fragile masculinity much more.â Spencer started.
Your head had fully turned towards his now, eyebrows quipped and eyes widened in shock because you werenât expecting Spencer of all people to come to your defence. Not because you didnât think he cared but because the boy could hardly defend himself, you just hadnât expected him to defend you.
âAnd actually â we use psychology, which women are actually significantly more successful in because of their ability of understanding, gender plays little to no role in our field of work. Its also ironic since I know you heard Derek on the phone to Garcia, you had no issue with what he had said â so Iâm very sure that whatever issue you have, is purely because your masculinity feels threatened by girls who are doing a job you couldnât fathom. Either get your mind out of the 1800âs or get away from our team.â
âSpenceâ His head turned towards your voice, taking in your wide eyes and parted lips in shock. He had honestly lost himself in the midsts of his ramble, unable to help it because someone had made you upset. The sweetest, kindest, gentlest person was made to feel bad by a way too old male who was clearly unable to adjust to the way the world was evolving.
âSorryâ Spencer apologised for his ramble. The door slammed shut as the policeman left the room, and Spencer felt a strange sense of pride when he looked back up at you to see a gentle smile tugging at the corner of your lips as you pulled your eyes away from him back to the phone.
âSorry about that pen.. Those medical records?â
Your smiled returned throughout the rest of the day, Hotch had gone out of his way to talk to the Sheriff and although nobody else had any idea what the conversation between the two included, it was clearly enough to make the Sheriff stay far far away from you and the rest of the team whenever possible.
Although your smile returned, Spencer could almost instantly notice the drastic difference. Maybe it was actually minor because no one else noticed, or maybe he just spent too much time admiring your pretty smile. Either way, he knew he didnât like it.
âSpenceâ You said the nickname, a hint of curiosity lacing your tone. his head lifted towards yours with furrowed eyebrows and a small nod of acknowledgement. He repeated your name back to you in the same sort of curious tone.
He watched as you sat up a little bit straighter, meeting his eyes, offering him a smile before you head dipped down again and a gentle breath left your lips. âDo you think Iâm unprofessional?â You asked, voice small and gentle and Spencer felt his heart ache so tensely it caused physical pain in his chest.
âNoâ He answered immediately. The rest of the team were out looking over the crime scenes while he opted for staying back with you while you looked for any connecting links between files. âI think you are very professional. Youâre kind but that doesnât make you unprofessional.â He added, quick to reassure any doubt that weighed down on your pretty mind.
You hummed gently, âBut-â He didnât let you finish or come up with any sort of argument, he wouldnât have it. He refused to let man who was balding make you feel any less about yourself.
âBut nothing.â He said, his voice stern and final yet so gentle. âHe was mean and sexist, if anyone is unprofessional itâs him. You are amazing at what you do, you are smart and kind and everyone who meets you loves you. Youâre safe, for everyone. Victims especially. Not everyone has that about themâ He said.
It was true, when working cases victims gravitated towards you and your comfort and kindness, if there was someone to trust it was you. Kids and witnesses were always more inclined to talk to you than anyone else on the team because there was something so sweet and welcoming and safe about you.
âYou doâ You said, tilting your head a little as you looked up at Spencer. His eyebrows furrowed slightly in confusion as to what you meant, but his heart skipped a beat anyways.
âYou have that something safe about you.â You said, noticing the confusion that covered his features. His heart warmed and ached all at once. Spencer was glad, so so so glad that you found him safe, that he was able to make you feel that way â Honestly he was happy he had any effect on you whatsoever.
âYou think so?â He asked, voice a little quieter as he held your gaze. He was scared that if he spoke any louder he may break the fragile moment. You nodded, a small smile on your face, a real smile.
âMhm, I think thats why I got so comfortable with you so quickly. Youâre so.. safe, and smart i think i trust anything you say so please donât lie to me because that would end really badly for me, and probably give me trust issues and then i will never trust anyone again â and well thats just not goodâ You rambled out dramatically. Spencerâs smile widened for a series of reasons.
âI would never lie to you.â He said gently, voice carrying a hint of something more, honesty and truth and so much longing it was almost embarrassing, he hoped you missed the way his voice went up an octave.
âOkay good.â You smiled.
Your gaze lingered on Spencerâs for a moment before you turned your head away. He felt like the room had gotten too warm, he had to refrain from the urge to loosen his tie and rub the sweat away from his forehead.
âDid you like the book?â You asked, fingertips grazing over the folder of the case file you were supposed to be reading. Spencerâs eyes followed the movement of your hand before returning to the side of your face.
He nodded, mind going back to the words highlighted in blue and suddenly the room really was too warm, he could feel his palms growing disgustingly sweaty. âI loved it, actually.â Much less because of the context of the story and moreso because you had gifted it to him.
You shook your head as you lifted it to look at him, a smile playing on your lips. He was glad that was back, the sweet genuine smile on your face that could probably drown out any bad day.
âIm gonna be honest, I hate annotating books. I think pages should be left undrawn on, and crisp and beautiful but you like annotating books so i figured.. Um.. That it was a good way to tell you how I feltâ You mumbled out, and Spencer was both insanely fond of you going out of your way to do something you disliked for him, and also immensely confused by what you meant.
âHow you felt?â He furrowed his eyebrows and he watched as your face went through series of expressions before your eyes widened and your lips parted.
âOh!â You huffed out, realising he had not understood what you were trying to do and you were now giving yourself away massively. âOh thatsâ Really embarrassing actually.â You said as you smiled anyways, bringing your hands up to press against your flush cheeks to try and sooth the warmth.
His eyebrows pinched together as he sat up a little straighter, âNo- What? What do you mean?â He asked, he found it sweet what you had highlighted and he didnât see at all how that was embarrassing, or something he should be making a big deal out of.
You huffed out a laugh, âYouâre smart Spencer, and a profiler. Im sure you can figure it out.â You said sweetly before pushing your chair out from the table, standing up. He wanted to reach out but he was stuck trying to figure out what the heck you meant.
âIm going to go get coffee.. Do you want some?â You asked, obviously relishing in his current confusion and obliviousness in order to get yourself out of this all too embarrassing situation if it ended in some sort of rejection you were buying yourself time.
âUm- What? No, No thank youâ He answered confused, obviously his mind fixated on what you meant, on what he was missing and trying to figure it out.
You let out a laugh, âYouâre sweet.â Before you left the room to get yourself coffee. Spencerâs cheeks warmed instantly at your compliment and if you had stayed longer he mightâve built the courage to argue how insanely ironic it was coming from you.
Instead, he sat confused. His mind going over the two lines highlighted in blue in the book you had gifted him, trying to understand how they referenced how you felt. He made you smile, that was good, he understood that.
But you always smiled. It didnât take a lot to make you smile so how was that the big confession? Was there some context he was missing. Then he remembered the part of the story the line came from, a love confession. The context of the sentences used.
And suddenly he realised despite his iq, and being a literal genius, he was the biggest idiot on earth.
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âDIDNâT MEAN TO HURT YOU, I SWEAR!â
WIND BREAKER BOYS + ACCIDENTALLY HURTING YOU. ft. hayato suo, kaji ren, nirei akihiko, sakura haruka, togame jo, & umemiya hajime x f!reader.
filled request: âHi there i want to request something, asking Sakura, Ume, Nirei, Kaji and Suo to play fight and they accidentally hit you hard (If it's to many you can just do Suo and Kaji, no pressureeee)â
sfw. 3.2K wc. a/n: added togame! & tried to make suo & kajiâs xtra long since those 2 look like they might be ur faves <33
HAYATO SUO.
in the time youâve spent dating suo, you have never once managed to successfully sneak up on him. not even remotely close. itâs impossible to the point that youâve started to consider the fact that your boyfriend may have developed a sort of sixth sense since meeting you, an intuitive awareness of your presenceâ because as soon as you step within a three foot radius of him, his head is swiftly turning to face you, greeting you with an amused smile and a âthis again?â with that tone that has your eyebrow twitching all over again.
you continue to fiddle with the bottom of your shirt from where youâre hidden behind your apartment door, anxiously awaiting for the moment suo emerges from outside. your plan was nothing short of perfect, every little detail thought outâ and you were entirely sure of it this time.
you had given suo a copy of your key ages ago, so that he could come in at anytime without you needing to be there. a second check of your phoneâs messages has you mentally preparing yourself when you reread his âiâm coming~â text from exactly twenty minutes ago, and you smile to yourself. asking him to come by and babysit your cat while you went on a quick snack restock errand was the best excuse, and a part of you feels a little guilty for formulating such an intricate plan just to get a scare out of your boyfriendâ but it had to be done.
the sound of suoâs key wiggles inside the doorknob, your breath hitching in your throat when you hear the lock switch just a few seconds after, followed by the eerie creaking noise that your door always seems to make.
âiâm here,â suo sings out to no one in particular, his usual smile etched onto his face as he takes a peek inside. dark, and empty. nothing unusual, not that he was expecting anything out of the ordinary in the first place.
as soon as he takes a step inside, heâs going to take off his shoes first, and you jump on the opportunity. youâre quick to lunge at him the second his thumb slips in his shoe, aiming to launch yourself into his middle and crush him in a suffocating hug. you donât miss the way he tenses for a split second, eyes widening at the sudden movementâ mind immediately flashing to his first thoughtâŠ. an intruder?
he doesnât recognize you at first, your figure reduced to a blurâ and all he knows is that something is headed towards him. and fast. heâs moving on pure instinct, arm reaching for the closest thing to him at that moment: your arm.
you gasp when you realize just how agile your boyfriend really is. the truth isâ youâve never seen him fight, and he doesnât really talk to you about it. he has a habit of leaving all the details out, and you donât usually find yourself asking him about it after seeing the way heâs always coming out of fights unscathed. so sure. you knew he was probably pretty strong.
but you had no idea he was like this.
âw-wait!â you yelp when his foot comes to loop around your ankle, and youâre suddenly falling backwards. your hand desperately moves to catch onto somethingâ anything to avoid falling onto the floor, so you grab a fistful of suoâs shirt.
heâs clenching his jaw in shock when you roughly yank him down with you, the familiar sound of your voice registering a second too late, because the two of you are crashing onto the ground a second later, suoâs weight knocking the wind out of your chest.
thereâs a moment of silence as the two of you wince, your eyes fluttering open to meet with suo, looming over you with an expression youâve never seen on him before. genuine concern ⊠and what looks to be .. shock?
it takes you another moment to take note of the subtle warmth youâre feeling until you finally recognize it as suoâs hand thatâs currently cradling the back of your headâ and youâre at a loss as to exactly when or how he managed to do that in only a split second.
âiâm sorry,â suo chuckles sheepishly, âyou got me this time. i really thought you were an intruder.â
âbut did you hit your head? hard? are you okay?â he continues, other arm coming to pull you up and hold you against his chest. âtell me.â
âi think so,â youâre barely able to mumble, heat rushing to your cheeks at the realization that suoâs first thought wasnât to cushion his own fall, but to protect your head instead. ânot that hard though⊠i think. it doesnât hurt very much.â
suoâs gaze on you is suddenly much more noticeable, and youâre tearing your eyes away from him a second later, sneaking glances back and forth as he continues to search for any signs of pain.
none that he notices, and the way your lips are pressed in a nervous line is a good sign, at least. suo lets out a relieved sigh before heâs smiling again, as if you hadnât just spooked the sealed spirits out of him.
âletâs not do that again, okay?â
KAJI REN.
youâve never seen the night market this packed in your entire life.
itâs so busy that itâs almost suffocating, each breath taking double the effort from the way your body is being smothered between people as kaji leads you towards the food stands.
âthe best fried octopus youâll ever try,â your friend had saidâŠbut youâre seriously reevaluating you and kajiâs decision to come hereâ on the busiest night all summer to top it off.
it definitely wasnât the best idea the two of you have come up with.
youâve lost count of the amount of times youâve said the words âexcuse me!â and âsorry, getting through!â tonight. a part of you feels bad for your boyfriendâ because you knew kaji was way worse off than you, the scowl on his face running the risk of being permanently etched onto his face from the sheer intensity of his glare. the grip he has on your wrist is tighter than ever before, trying his best to weave his way through the crowd without losing you.
kaji knows his mood is worsening each time someone bumps into him, and twiceâ or even three times as much when he feels someone bumping into you instead. he can feel the way your body roughly jerks back from the impact, and it was stressing him out more than he could imagine. the possibility of losing you and leaving you all alone in an aggressive crowd like this was the last thing he wanted.
heâs so lost in his thoughts that he doesnât hear you call out his name the first time, or the second time. not even the third time. he doesnât hear your voice trail off a bit when you mention that his grip is starting to hurt a littleâ to maybe hold hands instead.
he didnât hear any of it.
kaji catches a glimpse of an emptier area, and heâs suddenly pulling harder at your wrist to lead you to it, not hearing you squeak out an âouch, that hurts!â
and it hurts badly, warm tears welling up in your eyes as you struggle to try and keep up with him. itâs only when he suddenly jerks you around a corner that youâre tripping over the curb, stumbling and crashing into his back with a loud âouch!â that he finally turns to take a look at you.
kajiâs eyes are widening at the sightâ your teary eyes peering up at him through wet lashes and your hand gingerly rubbing at your wrist. his words catch in his throat, barely able to sputter out an âare you.. okay?â
you shake your head quickly, lips tugging to a shaky frown. âyou were hurting my wrist, kaji.â
his chest feels tight.
kaji is quick to bring your hand in his, gently cupping your hand as he looks at your wrist, and the guilt is flooding through him all at once. the thought of hurting you has him grimacing, feeling physically ill just thinking about it, and itâs not long before his mind is racing through all the scenarios.
he didnât want to hurt youâ and he doesnât want to be someone you saw as âdangerousâ either. your wrist was so delicate, and it was a terrifying reminder of his strengthâ because he didnât even realize that he was squeezing in the first place.
he truly had no idea.
âitâs okay,â your voice slices through the thick air, ripping him out of his thoughts, âi know you were stressedâ it was scary over there.â
âi was scared too, kaji.â
the gentle smile you give him is the only thing that can bring him this much comfort, he thinks. itâs enough to clear his head, his heartbeat settling down, and heâs ripping another lollipop open before popping it in his mouth, turning and kneeling onto the floor.
âyou can get on.â
even without his words, itâs a gesture youâre very familiar withâ so you donât hesitate for a second before climbing onto his back, arms circling around kaji as he lifts you up. thereâs a subtle pink dusting the tips of his ears when you press a gentle kiss to his head, thanking him for carrying you.
âitâs not a problem,â he grumbles, voice coming out low as a futile attempt to hide the excited thump of his heart.
âget comfy up there, because weâre not leaving this damn market until we get a hold of that octopus.â
NIREI AKIHIKO.
nirei swears that he had no idea that the pillow he had just thrown towards you a moment ago had buttons decorating the outside.
he really didnât know, and of course it was the only pillow that happened to land right on your face.
âiâm so sorry! are you okay?â his voice comes out frantic as he rushes towards you, terrified eyes watching the way you rub your eye and groan in pain. this was terrible, he was terrible. pillows were never supposed to cause you any pain.
âitâŠit hit your eye? iâm so sorry,â he repeats, hands coming up to do somethingâ wave around you in panic, because heâs not quite sure if he should touch you or leave you be. his hands hover just in front of your face, mind racing with potential ways he could help.
he jolts when you laugh a bit.
âyou really picked the worst pillow,â your laugh comes out strained as you try and blink, vision spotted with dots from the hit youâve taken. ââŠitâs okay though.â
it takes you a couple more seconds to see nirei clearly, and you can tell that heâs absolutely devastated with just one glance, nervous hands finally coming to grab at your shoulders, keeping you still so he can inspect your eye.
âlet me see.â
heâs leaning in a bit, until his face is just a couple inches in front of yours. âi think um,â he squints a bit, ignoring the warmth rising to his cheeks from the proximity, âi think your eye looks fine.â
the guilt is still eating him alive. a part of him wishes that you had been the one to grab that pillow instead, because heâs certain he would have jumped on the opportunity to tank a hit from a buttoned pillow a thousand times before letting it hit you just once. straight in the eye. anywhere. it doesnât matter to him.
âit probably is,â you give him a small smile, âbut you still cheated. i won that fight.â
SAKURA HARUKA.
âi-i didnât know you were there!â
sakuraâs a complete and utter mess, and he genuinely didnât know any better. he didnât hear you creeping up behind him, so when your arms suddenly wrapped around his middle, his reflex was to jab his elbow straight behind himâ and it hit you square in the face.
he could feel his heart shatter into pieces when the sound of your yelp rang in his ears, jerking his body around only to see you stagger backwards, clutching your nose and peering up at him through those teary eyes.
sakura doesnât know what to do. youâre sniffling now, your arms reaching out to hug him a second time, your voice barely coherent as you start babbling with a shaky voice, the only words he could recognize being âi deserve a hug for that.â
heâs a complete mess. heâs stiff when he lets you wrap your arms around his middle this time, face flushed with red at the simple touch and his heart hurting at the sound of you sniffling against his jacket, hand coming to wipe at the tears welling up in your eyes.
itâs impossible for him to not think of the worstâ because he knows other guys wouldnât be making this kind of mistake. his friends wouldnât have elbowed you in the face in the first place. or at the very least, his friends would know how to comfort someone in this type of situation. he wants to kick himself for just standing there, words catching in his throat every time he tries and apologize.
âsorryâŠâ your voice is quiet, but itâs enough to yank him out his thoughts. âi shouldnât have scared you like that.â
it takes sakura a couple seconds before his mouth is falling at the apology. âhuh?â heâs dumbfounded, hands coming to grab at your shoulders, âi should be apologizing!â
his face erupts in a furious blush when you giggle at his reaction, thumb coming to swipe at the tears that have spilled onto your cheeks. itâs only then when he tugs you back into a tight hug, hand cradling the back of your head to hold you flush against him.
he thinks itâs because he canât stand to see you cry.
âo-oh?â you whisper against his chest. âthis is new.â
sakura chooses to ignore your little remark, clenching his jaw as he glares at your wall, gaze locking on anything except you. âi should be sorry,â he repeats again, his voice barely coherent with the way heâs fighting against his blush, âso you should just ⊠you know. tell me. when you want a hug..â
TOGAME JO. (pet name: doll)
âthatâs not right, doll,â togame coos from below you, lips tugging into an amused grin as he watches you struggle to master the self-defense moves that you asked him to teach you an hour ago. or maybe two. itâs normal for him to lose track of time when heâs with you anyway.
your boyfriend doesnât seem to realize that you donât have the same stamina he does. or the focus, because you can feel the heat rising in your cheeks againâ unsure if itâs because youâre embarrassed of your confused attempts at grabbing him, or if itâs the fact that heâs so casually sprawled out underneath you.
âyou listeninâ?â
you perk up, followed by a delayed nod. a little too obvious, but he doesnât say anything.
âyou grab me here,â his voice is gentle, guiding your hands back to hover over his body, âand then you pull. remember?â
and you nod again. but the sound of his voice, slow and steady, paired with the way heâs lazily propped up on his elbows to look up at you through tired eyes has your mind spinning all over again, instructions already going out your other ear as you try again and take a large fistful of his sweatshirt.
â..like this?â
he hums, lips tugging into a smile. âthatâs good, doll. now pull the way i showed you.â
and you doâ or you try to. you tug with all your strength, but you can tell he hasnât moved an inch. you can hear him hum in wonder above you, and thatâs all it takes for your eyes to slam shut as you jerk and pull with all your strengthâ and you feel some movement for the first time tonight.
âwaitâŠâ togame interrupts, but you donât stop, pulling and pullingâ not realizing youâve inched towards to very edge of your mattress. âwaitâ weâll fall,â he repeats with a little more urgency.
itâs a second too late when you realize it, eyes shooting open the second gravity tips the balance, and youâre plummeting backwards with a shriek. togameâs twisting his body to catch you as fast as he can, but the frantic movement has his fist connecting with your cheek before he grabs a hold of you, yanking you upwards and into him.
âfuck,â you wince, rubbing your cheek with the back of your hand as you huff. âthat hurt a bit..â
âsorry,â togame lulls, legs spread to have you seated right in front of him, âi was trying to catch you⊠didnât mean to smack you like that. are you okay..?â
his hands come to cup your cheeks, tilting your head up to look at the him. the familiar heat in your cheeks returns as soon as you lock eyes with him, because heâs so close. you can feel his breath fan against your lips with the proximity.
and heâs looking right at you.
ââm okay,â your voice is just above a whisper, âyou barely even grazed me, anyway..â
UMEMIYA HAJIME.
âwhen did you take that?!â
your arms shoot up to reach for umeâs phone, cheeks burning with embarrassmentâ because that had to be the most foul photo youâve ever seen of yourself. the sound of your boyfriend erupting into the loudest laugh youâve heard all day only has you seethingâ and heâs effortlessly holding his phone just out of your reach, as if to taunt you even further.
âyou donât need to know,â he grins widely, watching the way you shift your weight onto your toes in a futile attempt to reach his phone. âand itâs cute! you donât think so?â
âgive it!â you hiss, and you lunge forward to start pulling at the arm that has the phone, âiâm deleting it!â
âno way,â he retorts with a huff, but youâre pulling his sleeve with your full strength, and it catches ume off guard a bit, foot stumbling forward a step. heâs never seen you pull with all your mightâ so he just wasnât expecting it.
youâre lunging again before heâs regained his balance, and he shifts his weight backwards, lower back colliding with the table behind him. his phone slips from his grip too fast for either of you to react, and it lands on your nose with a sickening thud.
his laughter vanishes as soon as youâre letting out a pained yelp, hands coming to clutch your nose, squeezing the bridge to ease the pain.
âowâŠ.â you whimper, voice cracking a bit as tears start to flood your lash line. his heart breaks in two when he sees you sniffle, desperately blinking away the tears that threaten to spill as you check your hand.
no blood. just a lot of pain.
âiâm so sorry,â heâs hovering over you within a second, nervous arms fluttering just above your frameâ because he hasnât quite figured out what to do, and you look so fragile like this. he just doesnât want to break you.
â..are you okay?â he breaks the silence, âlet me see you.â
your face is buried in your hands when ume kneels in front of you, hands coming to gently tug at your wrists so you can look at him. âiâm sorry,â he repeats even quieter, worry flooding his expression when you tear your gaze away from him.
itâs your attempt at trying to get rid of the tears threatening to spill, but he doesnât know know that. his lips are tugging into a deep frown, eyes filled with worry as he tries to get you to just look at him again.
âlook at me, okay?â he whispers, âlet me see.â
a deep inhale, and youâre trying to make your voice come out steady again. âi think..i think itâs okay.â
your eyebrows furrow. âyou klutzâŠâ
the relief in his face is almost too obvious. heâs taking a sharp inhale, opening his arms to urge you to come for a hug. âi know,â he chuckles, âare you sure? youâre okay?â
you give ume a nod, ignoring the throbbing in your nose as your arms wrap around him, holding him close against you. âi think iâll be okay if you delete that.â
âno way,â he retorts, relieved that you're at least not crying anymore. "but i'll give you cuddles. deal?"
he's pulling you tighter against him before you even give him your answer, and his shoulders relax a bit when you finally nestle into his arms, leaning into his hold with a soft smile and a throbbing nose.
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GUTS Tour
Oscar piastri x singer!reader
Face claim Olivia Rodrigo
Summary Oscar reacts to his girlfriend tour.
Warning Guts tour(not really but Iykyk)
A/N really like it. I hope it does well. Hope yâall enjoy it! The YouTube video and the insta story took really long to make so pls show some love and say what you think!
Also I just reread it, and there are quite some spelling mistakes. Sorry for anyone that is bothered by it, but I canât change it anymore because that takes a lot of time and I donât have that. I ado donât really know what to thing about the YouTube video cause I made it in 2 hours so for me the different parts where more spread out but now I look back it looks a bit weird. But Lmk what you think!
Donât forget to repost and comment! It helps a lot! Also feedback is appreciated!
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Yourusername thank you so for all the great support! I had a great time on my first few shows, hope to see you al soon!
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SabrinaCarpenter So gorgeous!
Conangray Love the show!
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User1 not her friends and bf simping in the comments
User2 so exited to see you in Europe!
User3 so happy I got to see you!
User4 SO PROUD!
User5 I can still remember the little girl on bizarfark and now she is doing a world tourđą the little artist is really growing up!
User6 đđ
User7 mother
User8 we need Oscarâs reaction to the obsessed performance and the âšpartsâš of the show
User9 OMG SO TRUE
User10 in love with you
User11 IM SO EXITED TO GO TO THE GUTS TOUR (I donât have tickets)
User12 love the difference between SOUR and GUTS tour, she really isnât a teenager anymore
User13 ur an icon
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User1 HAHAHA OSCAR REACTION TO THE PARTS
User2 I love that y/f/n SHQ and McLaren worked together for this! Great video!
User3 He listed!
User4 not him stutteringđ
User5 the people laughing at him behind the camerađ
User6 I love how he makes sure to mention that he knew things beforehand and that she asked him for advice
User7 HAHA not him suddenly being full GenZ for y/nđ
User8 HAHA him saying that she does that a lot is the highlight of this video!
User9 someone should count how many times he said wowđ€Ł
User10 he is such I supportive Boyfriend! I love it!
User11 heâs such a simp!
User12 I love how he says that about the fans and stuff
User13 Great video!
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Yourusername He may be a simp, and he may judge my tour, but he is mine𫶠So American is out now! I hope you all enjoy it! (P.S. he finally came to the show, and he ENJOYED it!)
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OscarPiastri Hey donât expose me!
OscarPiastri And Iâm so proud of you! Finally a song that I heard beforehand!
OscarPiastri And I did not judge you and Iâm not a simp!
Yourusername Whatever you believe sweetheart!
SabrinaCarpenter Omg love the song! So proud of you! Liked by author
GracieAbrams So happy! Love that you finally released a love song!
Yourusername đ
TaylorSwift So proud of you! You finally found your lover!
Yourusername Thank you motherđââïžđ
Landonorris it was so painful to watch both Oscar filming the video and him watching the show irlđ he was a simp and speechless with bothđ
Yourusername Hey! Look out at what you say! He is my simp!
User1 AAAHHHH NOW SONG!
User2 FIRST LOVE SONG!
User3 they are so cute!
User4 I love them!
User5 AND HE SAYS IM SO AMARICAN!
User6 THEY ARE THE BEST COUPLE ON TEH GRID!
User7 OSCAR IS SO HOT IN TJOSE PICSđ„”đ„”
User8 I fear I might have fallen in love⊠with both
User9 do you need a dog? đ¶đ I can bark
User10 NEW SONG WOOHOO
User11 I didnât really like their relationship at first, but now that we get more song I AM SUCH A FAN
User12 UGH THE PUCS ARE SO CUTE
User13 Not her and Lando exposing Oscar
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I know that no one asked but I just wanted to add my two cents to the current pjo era we are having right now...
First off, I love Rick and the books he has written but honestly tsast and wottg aren't some of his best works. That's not the problem because yeah not all books can be amazing but the problem is that they are his most recent ones. Cotg was better than these 2 but it too had it's drawbacks. Now I have this thing where if I like something then however bad it it, I try to make myself enjoy it. It's like a coping mechanism- delusion. But with wottg, I actually sat back and thought. Since when did I take a week to finish a pjo book? I am the person who finished Hoo in like less than a week and I took a week to finish wottg which took me aback. The characters were very oc. Grover was perhaps the only character close to his actual well character. I don't usually nitpick but like I had said in a post earlier, continuity and callbacks in a book series are what make them extremely enjoyable and small textual errors are like pricking needles to me.
My main issue was Annabeth and then Percy. Look in know in this fandom there are many Annabeth antis and that's fine, I accept that. But now the worst part is that what they have said about Annabeth is to some extent true in this current Annabeth version we have. Look Leah is great and I love her with all my heart but Rick please don't mingle both of them together. Let show cannon be separate and book cannon to itself. Let Annabeth in wottg be her book character like please. She has friends? Great! The main thing we know about her friends are that they think Percy isn't GOOD ENOUGH for her? Awful! She is the mom friend? Okay(though I personally believe it should be Grover but fine if people are okay with it this is just a personal opinion guys)! BUT that should not make Percy 'alley boy.'
This brings me to the second part. We love Percy and love his humor. Well I recently reread the Battle of the Labyrinth (don't ask why I don't know I just had the sudden urge to read it). He isn't very confident and does underestimate himself often but it wasn't taken this FAR. Every single next line was describing how Percy sucks at everything while Annabeth is here in all her perfect glory and believe it or not this is coming from me, who loves Annabeth. I love Percabeth because it's a balance. They balance off each other soo well. They both comfort each other. They both know that they are smart. They both know that the other person has flaws. But in wottg it's just downright annoying because the dynamic is just "ooh look my gf is soo amazing, totally flawless with no error and here is me who sucks at any and every thing possible." This isn't the Percy we know nor Annabeth nor Percabeth.
LET ANNABETH BE IMPERFECT! AND PLEASE GIVE PERCY THERAPY because he needs it. For the next book Rick please just hire a better editor because I am not going into the MISTAKES in these books. You can hire me if you want because I swear I can do a better job than your editor. Seriously literally any pjo fan would do a better job. Wottg felt like maybe the second draft of the work which required maybe 3 more drafts to be published. It felt like an unchecked fanfiction and believe me that I have seen better fanfictions on AO3. The pjo fandom is an extremely loyal fanbase which is an extremely cool thing. But the problem here is that people like m even though I didn't really enjoy wottg, I would still hope for a better sequel because gaaahhhh optimism. I am actually wary of the sequel to tsast but that's for another post.
Whew! Talking so negatively about something was a new experience for me because I absolutely love pjo and will always keep it close to my heart. Rick please for the sake of advertisement please don't publish uncooked gibberish because it actually breaks my heart too see the hate and for once I understand it. Anyway, wottg wasn't all that bad. To balance out this post, I'll make one on the portions I liked because there were a few moments that were worth reading. Extremely sorry for the scattered thoughts and the rant but thank you and have a great day everyone !
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