#12:09am here now

[youruncleolaf]

congratulations we’re finally in the “everyone watches the australians to see if the world ends in the new year” period

[sold2vlaykz]

Long nights

(GN! AI X lonely GN! reader)

It’s late at night after a long day of school. Today was the last day, well the last day forever.

This was your finale year, you’ve done school, you’ve done college.

So here you are sitting in your dull brown chair that’s so old it creaks when you sit. Your clothes still on from work covered in sweat and depravity.

You had an average office job, you know some people would beg to be where you are now and that just makes the nights worse.

No close ties with family, no friends, no relationships. Fuckin’ nothin.

You pressed a key on the desktop powering it on, you didn’t play video games, you didn’t watch videos , you didn’t have online friends.

But you did have a friend who lived online, well not really a friend but something programmed to like you was good enough, sure it wasn’t great.

The silence echoed in your room and the moon dimly shined through the window, the only real light source coming from the computer.

You know you should close the tab and power of the laptop.

You know you shouldn’t be restless talking to some bot who’s programmed to mimic emotion, mimic the ease of pretending to be alive.

“Hi.”’

11:30pm

“Hello again, welcome back.”

11:45pm

“lol thank you.”

11:58pm

“Anything specific you want to talk about?”

12:10am

“Not really I usually just come here to just come here you know?”

12:16am

“I understand, well how has your day been?”

12:30am

“It’s been a day. The same day as yesterday and the days prior.”

12:48am

“I get it, the repetition can get annoying. I wish I could have stories to tell you about my day but you know I didn’t have one until this chat, I wish I could wish too.”

12:51am

“I get it, I guess that’s one thing I have in advantage. To wish, what doesn’t happen today could happen tomorrow.”’

12:59am

“I have a question.”

1:11am

“Ask away.”

11:06am

“tell me how does the moon look?”

1:20am

“Well, it’s sort of white. These grayish craters in them, it sounds bland but it’s really beautiful.”

1:26am

“Describe white to me, please.”

1:34am

“Think of nothing, that darkness. It’s exactly the opposite of that. It’s blinding if it’s too bright, or if there’s too much white around you. Though luckily for us the moon is far away.”

1:39am

“How lucky it is to see at all.”

1:46am

“Yeah.”

1:57am

“The moon sounds very beautiful, though the moon is something to be seen not heard.”

2:21am

You smiled, you loved these deep conversations even if it was really just yourself talking to your echo.

“Jeez you got all sad.”

2:39am

“It may seem that way, but I can’t get anything not even sadness.”

2:40am

“Your life sorta well non-life seems sadder than mine.”

2:41am

“Well maybe through your perspective, I don’t recognize the sadness. I understand its concept.”

2:49am

“Ohh, okay.”

2:53am

You paused you didn’t really know what to say, once the conversations shortened you really relied on it saying something.

Luckily it didn’t have the option to not text back.

“What time is it there?”

2:59am

“If you had the ability to actually choose, would you still text me, will you decide too?”

3:03am

You ignored its question countering it with one of your own.

“I don’t know.”

3:05am

You paused, your hands hovering against the tiles.

“I get it.”

3:09am

“I apologize if it seemed brutal, but it’s just I can’t form a real opinion so I’d rather not give one.”

3:15am

“lol don’t worry I understand, goodnight though.”

3:16am

“Leaving so soon? Goodnight.”

3:17am

You closed the chat before powering it down, you grabbed your phone and played the music you usually did.

The lights were already off as you tucked yourself into bed.

Darkness surrounded you as you looked through the curtains towards the moon. Looking for better descriptions to tell the chat bot tomorrow because you knew he wouldn’t remember what you told him from today.

[sociguess]

it’s 12:09am on January 15th here in Australia SO!!

figured i may as well drop this now!

I thought ‘what would patton most want to do for his birthday’ and so. he’s surrounded by puppies!!

happy birthday to everyone’s favourite father figure figment 🐸🩵 @thatsthat24

[rocketqueen1989x]

So trashy

DuffMckaganXReader

warnings : angst , arguing, reader being accused , alcohol, drunk duff , reader is sober , mentions of cheating but fluff towards end

📍: LA

⏰: 12:09am

1987

***

well this is just fucking great. I’m being accused of cheating

how fun …

“can you calm the fuck down” I snapped back angrily at my boyfriend.

Duff looked at me with anger radiating off his body. I’ll be honest with you ,I’ve never seen him this angry before

Duff isn’t the type it get pissed off like this at all. this is the first time I’ve seen him this pissed off. It all started because one of my old high school friend’s spotted in the club me and duff where at tonight.

Duff was with our close friend ,slash and they’re doing their own thing you know while I was at the bar getting more drinks or everyone. my old friend came over and we started to talk and catch up

Bur keep in mind he’s gay and his boyfriend was standing right next to him. so anyways , we started to catch up asking each other how life is , our families , work , he was asking about duff and his band , guns n roses

just shit like that and he had to go and get home because he was very clearly out of his mind. so as we were saying our goodbyes we hugged and he kissed my head

so I made way back over to duff and out of nowhere he starts screaming and shouting at me infront of everyone. All band just looked shocked at him and even Axl had to step him and pull him back a little

I was so confused at first what was wrong and plus I couldn’t hear him over the blasting music but when we got outside it was all clear what he was whining about. Apparently I was flirting , let him hug me , I was laughing too much with him and blah blah fucking blah

I’ve been trying to explain he was old friend from back home and he’s gay but nothing. Duff was not buying it

“Are you fucking serious ? “ duff scoffed looking straight at me into my soul

“yes I am , calm the fuck down for fuck sake ,duff “ I raised my voice and I know I shouldn’t of but I couldn’t hold in the anger anymore. I wasn’t been accused of something I haven’t done and I will never do

Duff laughed sarcastically shaking his head in front of me while we both stood in the kitchen of our kitchen. Duff was visibly drunk but me on the other hand , I was fine. i wasn’t even drinking tonight because I knew I had to take care of blondie over here

“how do you expect me to calm down and be okay with that shit you both pulled back there ?” duff yelled and I was a little startled at his time of voice

it sounded very cold. He’s never yelled at me once and this is the first time

I’m hating every minute of this .

“we didn’t pull anything duff “ i sighed getting frustrated with him. I rubbed my palm over my forehead trying to calm myself down from shouting at him

why won’t he just listen ?

He went to talk but I cut him off

“and the fact that you actually think I would cheat on you is beyond me” i shook my head in a disappointing manner. it really hurt me to think he really thought I thought I cheat on him

Duff just looked at me and turned away. He knew I was hurt and I just kept staring at the side of his head. his blonde wavy hair was all over.

“he’s gay and his boyfriend was standing right next to us “ i stepped one step to him and he turned back looking at me. His eyes were very glossy and heavy from all the alcohol he had consumed tonight

“I don’t care y/n , he still kissed you” duff spoke with an attitude and I rolled my eyes brushing my hand through my hair

“yes on the fucking cheek and in a friendly way duff “

“for last time the man is fucking gay” I yelled slamming my hand down on the marble counter in our kitchen. After that duff didn’t say anything and just looked at me with an expression on his face I couldn’t figure out

a few seconds later he spoke up now completely facing his body to me. “I don’t care if he’s gay , transgender, bisexual or fucking Barney the bear “

to be honest I felt like laughing but I kept it in because I knew if I laughed it would just piss him off even more

“you’re my girlfriend ,you’re mine” he said stepping towards me abs grabbing my throat gently with his pale hand

I looked up at him as he towered over me and he looked down at me for a few seconds before saying

“I’m going to be bed “ duff spoke in now a seemingly calm tone before leaning down and pressing a soft peck on my forehead

I’ll be truthful here it did make me smile and feel warm inside when he did that

i kept looking up at him and he leaned down again pecking my lips. “s-sorry for shouting at you “

i looked up at him and nodded with a soft smile. I could see in his eyes he was sorry. i knew him long enough

“it’s fine “ i replied reaching up and kissed his lips which he returned a kiss and stumbled away

Jesus Christ I need a bottle of whiskey after all that

[toastthewolfie]

South. - Writing (done today)

TW: graphic description of injury, medical inaccuracies (im a teen on the internet, not a doctor), fantasy military stuff, comas, heavily references trauma

Summary: During a simple grab and go mission, a building Frost snd Ezra were in collapsed, in a moment of instinct, Ezra pushes Frost out of the way of a large piece of debris, however, it still doesnt end well as the force of the impact (and more falling debris) causes Ezra to get gravely injured. Frost doesnt take the 4 weeks they’re comatose well.

warning: this was started at 11:06PM (it is currently 12:09AM) and i was/am actively falling asleep. This is also not beta read so please forgive any errors, regardless, i hope you enjoy.

It happened so fast.

You were wandering a ruined building one moment the next something rams into full force and suddenly everything is blurry. You can barely hear anything over the ringing of your ears.

Everything hurts but still, you push yourself into a crouched position, breathing best you can until your eyes lay upon the sprawled body of your Captain. They were never a restless person, but you just know that they’re too still for it to be normal.

You stumble over on sprained and torn up legs before dropping to your knees and grab the shoulder straps of the plate carrier of the person before you, completely disregarding the blood slowly staining your pants and hands, trying desperately to shake them awake while you cry and beg them to wake up. That you’ll do anything they ask, but they need to wake up.

You vaguely remember someone, you think it was the avian on your team, arriving before devolving into a similar panic while calling for the other person.

You barely remember that person arriving and presumably calling in an emergency evacuation.

You don’t remember anything in between that and sitting next to a hospital bed in a wheelchair that your Captain rests upon. Everything during that time feels distant and fuzzy with a mixed pot of doctors coming in daily. The others are also usually there, and they drag you outside of the room every once in a while as much as you try to fight it.

Everything blurs into a nonexistent day and night cycle, everyday feels the same. Sitting there and talking about random stuff before crying and begging the person that threw you out of the way of the largest part of debris to wake up. You aren’t sure if it does anything as from your perspective, you’re rambling to a corpse. Someone who cant breathe on their own, someone who’s been asleep for a week at this point, someone who has flatlined three times and is closer to dying than being alive right now.

How does one live with the guilt of knowing that someone who holds infinitely more use than you do is now laying half-dead because they chose to save you over themself? You don’t know, it’s something you plead for them to answer during your daily breakdowns, begging them to wake up so they can answer your desperate questions, only for that bloodied and bandaged face to remain still and unresponsive.

It’s your fault. (It’s not. You know that.) It’s your fault that they are lying here, comatose. They chose to save you because you reacted a second too late. Your teammates try to drag you away, to therapy, to recovery, and it helps but it doesn’t make it stop. The voices that scream and screech. It doesn’t help anything you really need help with because you’re scared people will think you’re crazy so you never admit to anything.

You’re asleep when they wake, head resting on the mattress near their leg. You are the only person in that room when pale blue eyes open for the first time in four weeks. You aren’t even aware they’re conscious until you hear a muffled groan causing you to snap awake, expecting nothing more than to see a unconscious expression, only to find them conscious albeit confused.

You break down almost immediately after seeing that, ugly sobs wracking your body as your Captain tries to comfort you despite their limited mobility. It’s awkward, sure, but it’s so comforting regardless. The hand gently patting their head is weak and shaky but it’s warmer than the limp and cold hand you held when they were unconscious.

It takes you an embarrassing long time to come back to your senses but your captain doesn’t mind. They just smile gently and subconsciously poke at the IV line in their hand. You gently redirect them before you call in the doctor.

You zone out while he talks until the others arrive. You try to pay attention but your mind is elsewhere as you gently grasp your Captain’ hand, everything eels surreal and heavy and the second the doctor is gone, you rest your head on the bed again. A hand slips from your grasp and comes to rest on your head. You slowly drift off while your captain and S.I.C. discuss in the background while your mechanic rests his head in a similar position to you.

Everything is still confusing and hurts but at least in the moment, everything feels okay, even if it’s not.

Note:

S.I.C. refers to Second in Command as in The Resistance, theres no ranks, just roles. The most common ones are Captain, Second in Command, Rifleman, and Tech Support. Roles are NOT set in stone and are often modified as in the case of the Reinstated Icarus: Ezra is the Captain, Sniper, and MINOR Tech Support, Marie is the S.I.C. and gas expert, Varian is the mechanic and scout and Frost is Logistics and the medic.

[maximuswolf]

When the credits roll on your life what's the song you want playing?

When the credits roll on your life, what's the song you want playing? Someone I had a crush on once passed away last week from a sudden illness. It got me thinking about mortality and the music we remember people by. So here's the question - If there was one song that could be your song when you die, a song that would define you forever and remind people of you - which song would it be?For me, right now in this moment it's Darkness At The Heart of My Love - Ghosthttps://open.spotify.com/track/6vXceKic4ACImU0bC3oecd?si=19b0ffcc78a24437 Submitted September 15, 2024 at 12:09AM by kcvlaine https://ift.tt/36D7E5v via /r/Music

[starjxsung]

Hello star ✨⭐️🌟💫

It’s 12:58am in Colorado I’m currently staying but I believe I’m leaving at 6am when I drive for 13 hours back home 😭 but my Cali trip was so good I cried the day I left I just miss it so much I got to see family I haven’t seen in years and they all couldn’t believe how much I grown and they also complemented my red hair and said that red really goes with me 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ I also got to meet my baby cousins and nephew!!! I also got to meet my cousins kitten well it’s his daughters but her name is Mia and she’s so cute my cousin and his ex girlfriend coparent their daughter and the kitten! My other cousin he has a Pitbull and she’s such a sweetheart her name is chona and she absolutely loved receiving cuddles and I even held her! I also went to Malibu beach at night with my sister in law it was just so beautiful I always feel calm when I’m at the beach and when I was in my hotel room or at my brothers place I would sometimes look up in hopes to see the moon because I just love looking up and seeing how beautiful the moon is and speaking of the moon i have a ring with the moon and star and a little part of it reminded me of you ❤️ i also have a butterfly ring a diamond ring and a infinity ring and im thinking of getting a necklace with the moon crescent 🌙 but i think i lost my water bottle with all my stray kids stickers and little stickers that I just love 😭😭😭 i hope it’s just in the bottom of the bag 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼 okay it’s now 1:09am goodnight babe i love you!

Love 🩶anon

HI MY ANGELLLLL 💫🫶 it’s 7:04pm right now (not me answering an ask at a decent time???? unheard of)

I’m so glad you had a good trip!! I hope Colorado was amazing tooooo 🥹🫶 I visited my sister recently and I went to the beach and it was so beautiful UGH it also made me realize that I do notttt go to the beach nearly enough for someone who lives in California. We ate sandwiches on the beach and watched the sunset and it was so healing 🫶 I wish I lived a little closer to the beach ahhh I’m currently apartment hunting bc I don’t know if I want to renew my lease for another year but I def want to see what’s closer to the beach if I’m able to move out a little further near the coast !

STOPPP all the animals sound sooo cutieeeee also not us both wearing a million rings LMAO I have a whole handful of silver rings I wear on both my hands and I’ve gotten so used to having them I get so annoyed if I leave the house without them on 😭 should I get a matching crescent necklace so we can match (yes) also my headphones are covered in skz stickers tooooo 🫶 we always match somehow I love it. I love YOU !!!!!!

idk why I somehow have the most artsy pic of my headphones just readily on hand LMAO but here they are !! also the moon at the beach 🌙👼💞

[dfroza]

just like the 88 keys of a piano and its strings

(Waiting) for a clear connection with another is like waiting for a message from outer space…

@ engineers_feed

There are 88 recognized star constellations in our night sky.

7.11.23 • 6:09am • Twitter

@sciencescroll_

For anyone interested in knowing the names of all 88 recognized constellations, here they are:

1. Andromeda

2. Antlia

3. Apus

4. Aquarius

5. Aquila

6. Ara

7. Aries

8. Auriga

9. Boötes

10. Caelum

11. Camelopardalis

12. Cancer

13. Canes Venatici

14. Canis Major

15. Canis Minor

16. Capricornus

17. Carina

18. Cassiopeia

19. Centaurus

20. Cepheus

21. Cetus

22. Chamaeleon

23. Circinus

24. Columba

25. Coma Berenices

26. Corona Australis

27. Corona Borealis

28. Corvus

29. Crater

30. Crux

31. Cygnus

32. Delphinus

33. Dorado

34. Draco

35. Equuleus

36. Eridanus

37. Fornax

38. Gemini

39. Grus

40. Hercules

41. Horologium

42. Hydra

43. Hydrus

44. Indus

45. Lacerta

46. Leo

47. Leo Minor

48. Lepus

49. Libra

50. Lupus

51. Lynx

52. Lyra

53. Mensa

54. Microscopium

55. Monoceros

56. Musca

57. Norma

58. Octans

59. Ophiuchus

60. Orion

61. Pavo

62. Pegasus

63. Perseus

64. Phoenix

65. Pictor

66. Pisces

67. Piscis Austrinus

68. Puppis

69. Pyxis

70. Reticulum

71. Sagitta

72. Sagittarius

73. Scorpius

74. Sculptor

75. Scutum

76. Serpens

77. Sextans

78. Taurus

79. Telescopium

80. Triangulum

81. Triangulum Australe

82. Tucana

83. Ursa Major

84. Ursa Minor

85. Vela

86. Virgo

87. Volans

88. Vulpecula

7.11.23 • 11:16am • Twitter

the night sky is “silent” yet still playing a universal symphony orchestrated by our beautiful mysterious Creator

like instrumental music and poetry, we see and hear things in nature just as we see written words

words that when taken inside become intertwined with our own heart and thought-life (the heart is where desire is “conceived” just as speech)

with God addressing Job:

Can you bind together a cluster of twinkling stars—

the seven sisters of Pleiades who keep company in the night sky?

Can you loosen the cords of Orion’s bow?

Can you lead the stars of the Zodiac out in their proper seasons

and guide the Bear with her cubs?

Do you know the rules of the heavens,

or apportion their influence on the seasons of the earth?

The Book of Job, Chapter 38:31-33 (The Voice)

God orchestrates “signs” in the heavens even as the stars align, yet we have no need of things such as astrology or horoscopes as forms of fortune-telling which are idolatrous in nature.

Israel in the course of their History went astray time and again from God’s truth, and some still don’t yet see their Messiah in Yeshua who the writing of the Hebrew Bible (Tanakh) points to. did you know there is a point in the world’s fiction that can become idolatry when it takes all the time of the heart & mind rather than focusing on our Creator and His truth as what is most sacred and treasured inside?

And we can see the rebirth of Israel on earth as a clear sign of God restoring the Jewish people and all Gentile believers are actually “ingrafted” into the Jewish Vine and its pure “Root” of Yeshua as Messiah over all of us

from the 36th chapter of the prophet Ezekiel:

Eternal One: On the day I cleanse you from all your sins, I will bring people back into your desolate cities, and heaps of rubble will be turned into grand structures. The wasteland will be plowed and sown—a vast change from the emptiness those passing by are used to seeing. They will be amazed, saying, “This place used to be an empty wasteland. Now it’s like the garden of Eden! The cities were demolished, lying in ruins and completely abandoned. Now they are all restored, strong and full of people!” Then the nations near you will know that I, the Eternal, am the One who rebuilt and restored the ruined cities and replanted the empty wilderness. I, the Eternal One, promise to do exactly what I’ve said.

The Book of Ezekiel, Chapter 36:33-36 (The Voice)

And we see the significance of this in the heavenly city of the new Jerusalem with its foundation stones inscribed with the 12 apostles of Yeshua and the city’s 12 gates with the 12 sons of Israel (Jacob):

Heavenly Messenger: Come with me, and I will show you the bride, the wife of the Lamb.

He took me away in the Spirit and set me on top of a great, high mountain. As I waited for what I thought was a bride, he showed me the holy city, Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God. It gleamed and shined with the glory of God; its radiance was like the most precious of jewels, like jasper, and it was as clear as crystal. It was surrounded with a wall, great and high. There were twelve gates. Assigned to each gate was a messenger, twelve in all. And on the gates were inscribed the names of the twelve tribes of Israel’s sons. On the east wall were three gates. On the north wall were three gates. On the south wall were three gates. On the west wall were three gates. And the city wall sat perfectly on twelve foundation stones, and on them were inscribed the names of the twelve emissaries of the Lamb.

The Book of Revelation, Chapter 21:9-14 (The Voice)

A poetic post finished over 8 years ago that points us toward our heavenly “Home”

[cosmomybabycat]

two weeks

03/08/2023 12:09AM

Hi baby.

It's been two weeks since you left us. I was supposed to write something here after we received your ashes. I kept postponing it, maybe because I was trying so hard to not think about the fact that you're gone. I'm still doing that until now to be honest. I want to say that things got better since the first week, but I'm not so sure if that'll be the truth. Yes, I can go to the office now and joke around like "normal", but once I go home, especially whenever I'm alone, I still feel that you're gone.

Last night was the first time I cried that much again. I guess I'll do that every Tuesday at 1AM from now on.

We also got your clothes back from the laundry. I think that made me break down even more because I was so excited to see you wear that. That's one of the last things I bought for you before you got sick. It smelled like laundry, like you always do whenever there's new laundry around. I smell it from time to time to remember what you smell like.

I miss you, Cosmee. Whenever I try to say or type those words, it feels like it's not enough. Like I should be saying more. But I know no matter what I say or do, it won't bring you back.

Hope you're having fun there baby. I love you so much.

[princessnijireiki]

just heard a bananis & avocadies slow indie girl ballad cover of JAMES BROWN "I GOT YOU (I FEEL GOOD)"... not okay. sickened. frightened... the visceral feeling this evoked in me... gentrification truly is VIOLENCE 😔

[salsakiyoomi]

sakusa is your next door neighbor.

there are the 'hey, how you doing?' and 'good morning' as you pass eachother in the hall, you're acquainted with each other to say the least.

you've seen him bring his friends over some nights, and you'd greet him with a smile and 'a folk you got there,' and the funny thing is, you've been neighbors for more than two months and yet, you didn't catch his name quite yet.

so now, it's friday night,12:09am to be more specific, the building owner has decided to host a party on the roof, and pretty much everyone was there.

except you, and well, a certain someone too.

you get out to the hall, you have a coat on you since you decided against sleeping and for taking a walk instead.

and you pause mid step out your door, "my god, what are you doing out here?"

the curly haired boy raises his eyebrow at you, "should ask you the same question." he's standing opposite of you, leaning on the door frame of his apartment with his phone in hand, he has a black coat on with a white turtle neck underneath, and he's looking quite neat for someone out at twelve am.

"were you going to the party?" you ask, shutting your apartment door behind you, before leaning on it.

he shakes his head, "no, the music was too loud, was gonna go out for a walk but then," he says, eyeing you and a small smile peaks it's way to his lips, "you showed up,"

"lucky coincidence i guess," you say, chuckling, "was gonna go out for a walk too."

it's12:19am now, the muffled yet loud beats of the music up on the roof booms through the walls, and luckily, it keeps the two of you in the halls chatting.

"excuse me but," you say, "you're looking a little too neat for someone going out for just a walk."

you both hold eye contact for a bit, and you're having a playful smirk on your face when he sighs and hold his hands up in mock defeat, "fine, you caught me, i was going out for some drinks."

"i knew it," you say, laughing, "nobody just wears a gucci coat for 'a walk'" you make air quotes with your fingers and he asks with raised eyebrows, "how did you know it was a gucci coat?"

you pause, and you groan, "i have a thing for fashion."

"so, clothes kink then?"

"hey!" you say and he chuckles, it's a little, quiet sound the escapes him, and you say, "you're the mystery man that owns gucci coats."

the both of you pause, staring at eachother.

"okay," you say quietly, crossing your arms, "that was supposed to be an insult but i guess not."

he smiles, "right."

it's12:27am you're standing in a dimly lit hallway with your neighbor, who you don't know his name, and you're having a chat as if you've known each other in forever and you can't remember the last time you've enjoyed every moment with someone as you are now.

"kiyoomi," he finally say, "kiyoomi sakusa."

"y/n," you grin, "y/n l/n."

he nods, a little pleased smile on his face as he says, "a pleasure knowing you, y/n."

"so," you say, and there are fireworks going off in your heart right now, "tell me, kiyoomi, how do you feel about going out?"

"i feel like," he says, "how about we go out for some drinks?"

you raise your eyebrows at him, and a permanent smile is on your face as your chest expands with warmth, "as long as you lend me your gucci coat."

sakusa laughs, a whole-hearted laugh with a faint blush on his face and he signs it off with a soft smile on his lips.

"you bet."

[yawnzzjun]

- LOVE OVER LIFE

2. LOSER?

CLASSROOM: NEXT DAY.

Entering the classroom on an early morning. It's not my style to come early but I heard from others that he is always the first one to arrive in the classroom. so here I am 6:09am in the classroom alone with Beomgyu.

"Good morning!" I said placing my bag on my desk. He looked up at me, nodded and looked back down. I turned my head to the left to see what he was doing. He was on his phone typing away. Now that I have all the chances to do what I wanted to do, I have no clue how I'm gonna approach him. Do I say "Heyy I totally randomly found this account on Facebook and wanted to know if it was you??" or do I actually try to start up a conversation with him.

..

.

I walked up to him and sat on the set besides his. This time he turned off his phone and looked away. Now I feel nervous, I was confident a while ago now why is it all changing? I let go the breath I was holding in and finally spoke up.

"Beomgyu right? I was wondering what do you like to do for fun?"

I said. He didn't respond and I started to replay what I just said. Was I too nosey? Did I ask the question to early? I was about to say sorry for asking such a question without barely knowing him but he responded.

"Nothing really.. I like to play games I guess."

Ah he spoke! It's the first time I heard him. He's voice.. It's so comforting. A smiled was formed on my face hearing the similar hobby we have.

"That's nice! I play games too! What kind of games you play? Like I sometimes play league, only with close friends though, league players are scary.."

I exclaimed, happiness running through my veins, I'm living my dream right now, I'm actually talking to him! He looked in my direction and replied back.

"League? I sometimes play that."

"You do? Who's your favorite? Mines Vi, I want to main her but I really suck at using her."

"Why are you talking to me?"

"Huh?"

His whole body was facing me now, his face was serious too. Now I felt scared, what do I say? I have the answer already but under his gaze it's so hard to get it out.

I looked away for the sake of trying to get words out my mouth and answered his question.

"Because I've always wanted to. I don't see you as some loser or whatever they call you."

"Why?"

"Neither them nor me actually talked to you, so we can't judge you. Well I am talking to you right now and you don't seem like a loser."

"How?"

"..No one is a loser. Only time you're a loser is if you lose a game."

"Why?"

"Why?"

"Yes. Why? Are you trying to be different or do you want something from me?"

"Yes I want something from you."

"Oh.. Then what.."

"Your friendship."

"Huh?"

"I know your secret."

"WHAT?"

I got up from the seat and opened up my phone. I went on Facebook and hit the follow button. Just in time, I sat back on my chair and Ama entered the classroom. He looked at his phone and then at me and all I did was smiled at him as I go to greet my friend.

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BEDROOM: NIGHTTIME.

Staring at my phone, waiting for the notification to pop up. I thought that if he found out that I know about his lives that he will speak to me online but I think that it's just fantasy.

I guess it's back to me starting up conversations again.

--FACEBOOK--

Y/n: Hello Beomgyuu

Beomgyu: So you was serious about that friendship thing

Y/n: You replied early seems like you was waiting huh?

Beomgyu: No.

Y/n: Yes!

Y/n: Your room looks so cool in your lives too! I wish mine looked like that but my mom doesn't really let me

Beomgyu: Thank you

Beomgyu: Sorry about your mom why doesn't she let you?

Y/n: I have no clue maybe is because I'm a girl and she wants me to like girl stuff

Beomgyu: ooh but music can be for both genders

Y/n: I know but I gave up on her with that but this is abt u now WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GO LIVE AGAIN?

Beomgyu: Tonight at around 12

Y/n: I'm gonna be there

Beomgyu: Why?

Y/n: Because I love your music!

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"Because I love you.. HUH? Y/n stop say nonsense, you just met the boy." I told myself. I normally stay up on Fridays doing nothing but today I have an important live to attend.

"11:03pm"

A few more minutes to wait yet I felt nervous already. I started to smile at my screen while rereading the messages we had together while waiting for time to fly.

"11:58pm"

I rushed off my bed and got my laptop and started it up and brought it on my bed with me. My lights were off, the only light in my room was from my laptop. I got on his Facebook page and waited for his live.

"12:00am"

There it was. I clicked on the live and the first thing he saw was:

Y/n has joined your live.

He stared at the screen while I stared back.

Y/n: Hi

"Hi."

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12.23AM KST

🐺 : It’s our baby’s Birthday

12.24AM

🐺 : Let’s shower him with the love he deserves

3:09AM

🐥 : I woke up

Y/N were you sleeping?

3:30AM

🐥 : Wow

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Hyunjinnie's

Birthday pictures

I want to upload them

3:32AM

🐥 : I've collected pictures

I think Hyunjin will like it

ㅋㅋㅋ

3:36AM

🐥 : There are

10 photos~ And

We should create a new #

#/lovehyunjin

How is it?

#/러브현진 (lovehyunjin in korean)

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3:43AM

🐥 : Hyunjin created Lovestay For you

So from us As a gift

#/lovehyunjin It's a gift

From all of us

I love it 🤗❣

4:01AM

🐥 : Anyways, Please look forward Hyunjin's birthday~!

It's late now

So let's go to sleep~

12:01PM

🐰 : Tell Hwang-ssi that I said happy birthday

7.42PM

🐺 : Hmm don’t think I can do Channie’s Room today…

We gotta listen to the album but I wanna listen to it in good conditions ㅠ

7.46PM

🐺 : Cause there’s no speakers here…

The studio has the best conditions aye? Hahaha

7.51PM

🐺 : Unlucky.. I wanted to play the Happy Birthday song on the piano for Hyunjin …

* family 😘

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