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[dfroza]

imagine (Waiting) in an inner conversation

(of heart & spirit)

[dfroza]

i’ll produce A silent “calling” just as pure as the night sky…

(for someone to read and engage their thoughts with mine)

i won’t be forced out of my [blueprint] design as a living book that “breathes…”

someone will conserve the True nature (illumination) of this dream

this is the seeking of garden earth.

(i have been following my dream for all this patient time)

i have to create a “seed” that someone cares about, to be chosen and conceived in their own instrumental womb

[dfroza]

i had to create the (Waiting)

for as long as it takes for other hearts to open (inside, Anew)

[dfroza]

friday morning sun.

july 12 of ‘19

it’s nice to have a peaceful porch to sit and think, which is why it’s nice to have a peaceful Home and a car as well for getting around. like going for a drive to the great lakeshore line and to stop and go for a walk, to watch the sunset.

simple things.

[dfroza]

Are we at bedrock?

(of the heart)

the 3rd track on the 2025 album A Dawning by Ólafur Arnalds and Talos (featuring Sandrayati)

the inner mountain (sacred inner space)

i want writing to be something sacred, pure.

[dfroza]

i have to meet someone by writing from the instrumental womb…

(A patient dream)

just as long-standing as the shoreline of garden earth.

[dfroza]

now in 11 years… (and counting)

And i’ve had to be on a patient search of garden earth by writing as an instrumental bird of thought to cross paths and befriend others

seeking “full disclosure”

carrying (sharing) the promise of an eternal “Seed” of rebirth

to be made (inside, Anew)

illumined by Son Light

(and the promise of A new body to replace what has become weathered & worn)

A typewritten poetic memory beginning on the 12th of july

(2014)

[dfroza]

i’ll write from the shoreline…

hoping to connect with the eyes of another

from the “genesis” of my seed, i do “believe…”

[Head in the Clouds Photography]

Miner's Castle

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On a search for inner treasure

(to share it becoming the treasure of many)

something that is (already inside) even before birth in being chosen by our Creator to be in eternal Love (eternal life) but that must be personally chosen by a person, reciprocated. it isn’t forced. it is an invitation.

there is a narrow path since it is the only One to follow

[dfroza]

why do some challenge this dream

rather than simply embracing it?

[dfroza]

every single word is designed to open someone’s heart

(to mine)

it would be a miracle to see a dream like this come True

(but i do happen to believe in the miraculous)

[dfroza]

i haven’t been held close in well over a decade

do you know what that’s like?

sometimes, it feels as though i haven’t slept “soundly” in that long

[dfroza]

you don’t allow me to commune with your heart

(until you do)

could you “believe…” that writing could turn into relationship?

(can you see a dream in this?)

A clear “mirroring”

[dfroza]

i had to create the silent (Waiting)

i don’t know

some people make “signs”

as i seek simple caring and connection.

my heart taking a direction maybe not well received

but it does matter to me.

maybe to someone else as well?

[dfroza]

this personal tumblr space has become a book

to see (to look) into my own inner space (my inner room)

it is where a dream is written down to “see”

i’ve simply wanted to make it real, real pages that “breathe…” in instrumental thought

(i hope you see a vineyard that grew in here)

And many bottles in the opening to share… to simply offer

[dfroza]

will you say “hello”

when you come across a written “seed”?

there is no fear in doing so.

i sometimes feel as though you want to, that you want to clearly expose your heart to mine

that you want to be known

(Clarity)

this is the seeking… of these words.

searching through all corners of garden earth to find and befriend you, to be found by you and engaged with

not as a path forced, nor as a dream challenged to be so

it has become a quiet invitation to share the inner space of the heart

And a silent war of thought was fought to conserve it.

even a tearing away of the past (tense) to begin (inside, Anew)

will you choose a path of rebirth or follow what was, back there?

these question marks (?) had to be written down to see, to be silently “proposed” to the heart

for someone to choose to answer, simply as a friend who cares.

and so the sacred writing of every letter, of each page gets created, and a ‘bird of thought’ gets sent out from this shoreline (of my eyes)

to return to me a patient & kind reply.

(in heart, in spirit, in mind, in body, in voice)

every day, the (Waiting)

i’ve had to ask someone to gently open their heart for so long it seems (patiently, kindly)

[dfroza]

One day,

you’ll “find” my heart

this is the patient (Waiting)

imagine waiting so silently and just wanting someone to choose to connect?

(to see a clear willingness to read & write with my thought-life)

i am not stuck in place.

just simply abiding within the inner space of thought (bound as a book in a dream)

there is a deep inner sense of “loneliness” found in pages that seek connection.

have you ever thought about connecting?

(with my heart)

why do some keep themselves as a distance?

[dfroza]

have people made signs about an audible calling?

i do hope people find the personal “calling” of a book from its inner silence of thought

A point of pure “connection”

why can’t people just turn the page?