#12:09am

[arkayakalanlar]

ADHD şüphesiyle gittiğim doktordan elimde bir adet anksiyete ve anksiyeteye bağlı depresyon reçeteyle ayrıldım.

İşin daha ironik tarafı, anksiyetemin olduğunu öğrendiğim günün akşamında anksiyetem daha da arttı. Şimdi ben n’apacağım diyerek yine aşırı düşünmekten kendimi endişe kuyularına atıp durdum.

İlaçlarla kafamdaki gürültüyü az biraz dindirdim derken ‘kurdeşen’ döküp bu gurbette ilk acil tecrübemi de yaşadım. Artık kurdeşen dökmedim demem.

Yukarı çıkmam için en dibe vurmam gerekiyor sanırım. Bunu da atlatıcaz. Nasıl bilmiyorum ama yıkıldığım yerde kalmaya niyetim yok. En azından bundan eminim.

[scrmngtts]

Brighter side:

-I finally will have more time with school. I can focus and do work.

-I will save money cuz no more spending lmao no more going out

-I can finally do all the things i havent been doing since i met him like watch series and play pokemon go

Cons:

FOR MY FUTURE SELF

-Moving on will be such a pain in the ass.

-There will times where youll have urge of msging him, pls do not do it. Have some self respect. Its gonna be hard but remember harder choices will lead to easier life ahead. Suffer now and relax later.

-Youll miss all the things u did and all the things that reminded u of him but ull get through it! Fightinggg

[remyxavier]

July: *really bad month for me despite it being my birthday month, wildly depressed/angry/ashamed, frustrated with psychiatrist and psychologist*

August 1st: *feels hot, takes a thousand selfies in one day, drinks coffee until late at night, pretends July never happened and summer is actually starting now*

[codgod]

i think if you do a lesson on duolingo within like an hour after midnight it should still count as the previous days streak

[lululeighsworld]

reasons why dawntrail fucked me up last night, a story in three parts [lvl 98 quest spoilers]:

[autisticdyke382514]

So you know all of the people who think that Cavetown might be autistic because of the lyrics to “this is home”? As an autistic, I’d like to call attention to another lyric.

This might be about stimming. I’d like to clarify that I am in no way qualified to be diagnosing people, and this is only my personal theory, but as someone who is surrounded by a lot of other autistic people (all of my friends are either queer or autistic, there is only one exception), I think that this might be another hint that Cavetown is autistic. First, there are those lyrics in This is Home, second, there are studies saying that trans and gay people are way more likely to be autistic, and this lyric in 888. I’m not him, I don’t know the stories behind these lyrics, but this is how I interpreted them.

[strangedisciple]

me when i stay up late knowing full well im going to be fucking exhausted tomorrow (it doesn't matter because i get to talk to my beloved (/platonic)mutuals who are in different timezones)

[saintmeghanmarkle]

Well well well the generous bike shop now has a go fund me page. Grifty? Scammy? Whats the deal? Are they all in on it? Make it make sense!

Well, well, well… the “generous “ bike shop now has a go fund me page. Grifty? Scammy? What’s the deal? Are they all in on it? Make it make sense! https://ift.tt/VTbaQq0 Submitted June 12, 2023 at 07:09AM by HumawormDoc https://ift.tt/4lfiLhs via /r/SaintMeghanMarkle

[peridots-pixiwolf]

what is happening

[food-log-life]

餃子🥟#夕食 #手作り餃子

[ch-qw]

[youruncleolaf]

congratulations we’re finally in the “everyone watches the australians to see if the world ends in the new year” period

[ephemeral-winter]

are all roommate’s girlfriends this annoying or did i just get lucky

[piracyandpumpturns]

literally going to put on a Second zip up hoodie. why does my father insist it be So Cold

[mft-toyama]

ついでにEmberGenでパーティクル数MAXにしてみた。パーティクル数が23millionで10fpsくらい。テクスチャカラー拾うのとパーティクル同士の衝突も実装して欲しい https://t.co/2X3HuAy0qY

— Hirokazu Yokohara (@Yokohara_h) Apr 11, 2023

[true-autistic-tales]

ughjj i want to go back to school and do stufff but the post holiday blues or whatever it's called always gets me