#12 pm thoughts be like
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Don't you just love it when it's the middle of the night and that aromantic loneliness hits you in the face because once again you're thinking about the fact that society values romantic relationships way more than platonic ones and that you'll never be as important to your friends as they are to you because romantic relationships are the most valuable thing in the world and platonic ones will almost always be overlooked, left in second place, sometimes even forgotten?
#how your friends always get distant the moment they start dating#how a huge part of adult life is expected to revolve around having a partner#how you're the strange one for getting ātoo attached to friendshipsā#for not putting romance in the same pedestal as everyone else#aromantic#just a silly little vent post#I'm going to sleep now#aroace#lgbtqia#12 pm thoughts be like#this didn't even happen recently it just came to mind out of nowhere#and this has NOTHING to do with my usual content#i wanna have a cat :(#ā no creativity for names ā¾
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Hyped on coffee no thoughts head full of reader being the sun to Ezra Bridgerās moon bc he is the moon that reflects all the good he was given by everyone else and the reader is the sun bc they always are to him no matter what-
#ezra bridger x reader#i have many thought head full rn#some of it is anxiety#some of it is coffee#some of it is other fandom stuff#and this thought right here#do not drink coffee after like 12 - 2 pm yall very bad idea#LMAO#i should also add that it is almost 11 pm rn
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WAIT!!! I just remembered something. Core memory unlocked but like-- slightly bad one. Is there long lasting damage to the stomach from being starved for long periods of time? I think my stomach got fucked cuz of that actually.
#aria rants#i was just listening to music and then sudden thought occurred to me like: ''whoa... wait a minute-- is my fucked up stomach a result#of the consequences of my actions in the past?'' it isnt as bad as it sounds-- i think-- but basically when i was still going to school#i REALLY DESPISED the school bathrooms. id go during the first year in elementary and HATED IT A LOT ever since so to make sure#i Very Rarely or Not Ever use it at all. id rarely eat. cuz my logic during then is: dont eat = dont need to drink water = no bathroom use#it was alright during elementary cuz school only lasted until 12 pm during then so i get to eat properly still (eat breakfast at home)#but it got worse during junior high. cuz id be going home in the afternoon around 3 pm? 4 pm? smth and yet-- i still continued to not eat#id eat only breakfast at home before going to school and never again unless i got Really hungry that id eat some snacks and proceed#to not drink anything at all. that continued on until senior high but its less bad cuz the bathroom in that school was Way Better#it was cleaner and less dirty so i didnt mind that one but i still refused to go anyway so id still rarely eat and drink#my mom would be packing foods for me to eat at school as a just in case i would eat em but i still didnt so id just eat those at home#the consequences of my actions haunts me even though years had gone by...
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literally just realized itās, likeā¦ exo day
#in like 55 minutes but iām sleeper cell timed to 4 pm my time lmao#i thought it was tuesday for some reason#donāt ask#12 years and still hereā¦ we did it
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Um um um hhereā¦ have a Mothwing again.
#also any thoughts in the tags is greatly needed Iām still like trying really hard to make my art what I like#and also finding the time has been a huge issue#my best draiwng schedule is to starts at 8 pm and then draw till 12 which in turn fucks up my sleep and makes me more tired#so then the next night Iām too tired to draw#testing out styles and I like this one so much more#like genuinely I like it which has been my issue lately#just hating my art#her whole design was come up on the spot lol#kinda went ham with the ombrĆ© but Idc#mothwing#mothwing wc#wc mothwing#warrior cats#wc#night knacks#icons#profile icons#tumblr icons
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Duo šš are you okay
#i love the widget honestly#theres so many ones that make me have to double check#the mona lisa one š„ŗš„ŗ#but theyre scary when its almost 12 and its all red and angry and you havent done any lessons dhfklg#normal thoughts one has: i will kms if i lose my duo streak#there was one time i was half asleep and literally burst up in bed#and it wss like 11:57 pm or smth and i did my lesson like heart pounding hands shaking#catie.rambling.txt
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day 10 of not having my phone. i have apparently learned to tell the exact time simply from the length of shadows
#the other day i was outside and thought Hmm that looks like something between 11.30 and 12 but closer to 12#and when i eventually found a wall clock it was indeed just turning 12#today i woke up and went to the terrace and the shadows looked like wayy past 12 but not close to 4 pm. so i guessed 2pm#went downstairs to check and it was indeed 2.08 pm#fascinating
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u should.sleep before deciding to drop out probably :( -eras
everytime it gets to 2 am I consider it and then remember I'm not supposed to do big life decisions after 9 pm so I don't but I just think very strongly about it. anyway good morning for u I think
#like the clock hits 12 pm and I'm like. Yknow what would be awesome#I am in fact going to eep soon I just gotta finish this one thing and I got derailed vis cdream thoughts#star asks
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#vent#tw for surgery mention !#dont need to read lol i am fucking scattered rn just#soo i majorly fucked up my timing with preops.#my top surgery is next TUESDAY. I have to be in the hospital on MONDAY.#and today my GP told me my labs are bad (blood+urogoly) and she needed another ecg but the doctor there can only take me tomorrow at 12#my gp is in officeo nly until 1 pm and i dont know if she can see me tomorrow after the ecg (same building so no trouble traveling)#cant call her because she was already out of office because i had the fucking time. so i scheduled an email in case i wake up later#left my phone number so i can be called if its after 9:30 bc i will not have internet then#im majorly panicking because i may have to reschedule my top surgery#lot of intrusive thoughts right now. like a fucking lot. i don't remember last time they have been this bad.#i dont really know what to do. i feel so sick#the gp told me she would hope i wont have to reschedule but im so terrified i have to#this is SO last minute as well? i don't know if the doctor who i talked to about my surgery will even be available after my appointment#and i dont think she does weekends so like i will likely have to turn in on monday mornign and tell her i have to reschedule if the surgery#isnt safe for me#and this is very much my fault because im not fucking competent in taking care of myself#āits okay because i dont faintā yeah well i fucking guess i was wrong
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oh yeah I forgot to mention we're back to our original timezone hell yeah
#ever since the timezone change I never changed my current timezone on my phone#and on my tablet too#they were on the original timezone#so like whenever it was 12 pm on them for example it was actually 1 pm#its so weird knowing that 12 pm is actually 12 pm again#its literally 9 pm rn and I thought it was 10#but nope we're back#levi's ted talks#not ninjago
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slept 17 hours accidentally and now linear time is even faker than usual
#I'd appreciate it if people didn't reblog this; thanks#woke up and saw that it was 2:30 and I was like WOW IT'S BRIGHT FOR 2:30 AM#(it was not 2:30 am. it was 2:30 pm.)#I need to buy food for dinner but I am SO confused existentially#also concerned about the havoc this is going to wreak on my sleep schedule#I NEVER sleep this much. the last time I slept 12 hours was in 2016#and my then-partner panicked because they thought that something was medically wrong with me ljsfludsaofuao#(that was ALSO after coming back from Japan. but 12 hours and 17 hours are very different numbers)#look. I have terrible insomnia so like. how did this happen. did I have that much of a sleep deficit from Japan#I wasn't sleeping GREAT over there but maybe my weighted blanket just knocked me the frick out#Queenie actually says something on this blog
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am I seriously considering learning how to drive after years of not wanting to? guess I am,,
#sofi.txt#about me#text#listen i never did bc neither of my parents has a licence and we've never had or needed (or could afford) a car#and i always thought it was too difficult and too much trouble#too many steps to get there and too much stuff to pay attention to#it's the neurodivergence#czech public transport is excellent so i got by just fine#but irish buses suck and i have to be driven to and from work every day#and depend on various people and their schedules#i don't like it#i often have to hurry in the evening to make it on time like#plus there are so many places i want to visit that i can't get to without a car#and seriously the buses are awful there's either too much time between them or not enough#and the last bus back to my town is at 5:45 pm which is. not ideal#i've often thought that everything would be a lot easier if i just had a car and now it's especially true#work. grocery shopping. travelling. everything#ughhh#like. i'm used to carrying 12 kg of groceries on my back yknow. and planning around the bus that runs twice a day#but it would be nice Not To Have To#i already started studying for the theory test just for funsies :) and it is kind of fun actually#i love absorbing New Knowledge#esp when i'm not forced to#and i hate not knowing or being unable to do things#so that's that#i COULD actually afford it too#but theory is one thing. practice is another;;#hhhhhh we'll see
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eepy, tired .....
#āÆ ź°į starry thoughts ą»ź± *Ā·Ė#i have been UP since 9 am#walking around ever since. 12 pm#and i went to sleep at like. 4 last night so. aha#all worth it for the chocolate ice cream j just ate at least ... raghhh#also i will be able to play ffxiv again soon so. i am very happy :(( <3#BUT more than anything. tired. but watch me still be outside for like 2 more hours bcs that is Sunday for me Oky
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I admire ppl who can put into words what they feel abt sasuke cuz the only thing running through my mind when I think of him is ough.
#there are soo many great posts detailing and going into every nook and crany of his character#that I feel like it's a moot point to try to share my own thoughts#well. If I actually had any#mostly it's just emotions#like unconditional love for him n rage whenever I remember how the general public sees him#it's why I like expressing it through my drawings bc you can clearly see the amount of work put into it#not saying that it doesn't take work to write analysis or anything else btw!!#it's a personal thing#it's 12 pm I need to sleep#Also glad to see the cannibalism sns art popping off skdksnsks#Ispeak
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i like how zachary gordon, tighnari's new eng va, was able to give tighnari's character a new perspective or maybe dimension (i couldn't find the right word but y'know!!)
#mari's thoughts#just wanted to say this before i conked out for the night lol HASHDKJAHSD#im extra tired but rlly happy <33#finished our rounds in the community at like 10:53 and arrived back on campus at like past 12 noon#had lunch with my friends#and then went back to my dorm since my bf was getting back from a recollection by 5 pm so i decided to wait for him!#and then we had a quick dinner date before he drove me home <33#i love him sm <33#my heart is happy <33
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guys i think i have pmdd,,,
#apparently feeling massively suicidal because of your period is Not normal#idk i thought we were all experiencing this#man#it explains so much though#like the suicidal ideation... the getting knocked the fuck out sleeping for 12+ hours every day meanwhile i have insomnia usually#the increase in anxiety and paranoia the cramps where i can't walk straight like damn okay#i have been informed that this is not in fact the 'normal' or expected experience#whoops#apparently birth control can help? but im kinda scared like what if it fucks with my hormones worse and i actually walk into traffic#huh#like i think periods usually do make people feel worse mentally but its not supposed to like.. actually be dangerous for you#so uh. yeah....... at least i know now? the cause? at least? doesnt make me feel better rn cause im just catastrophizing it lajdg#MAN fuck this#suicide mention#like any other time im fine just dealing with usual depression#and then boom pms and my reaction to every situation is damn i should just kill myself and Apparently thats not normal !!!!!#no one told me this !!#like the fuck am i supposed to do ?
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