#11 YEARS OF MY LIFE ON HERE....
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Crocodile finds a strange stray cat an 11-year old Nico Robin (AU where they met 13 years earlier. Robin's been on the run from the World Government for 3 years. Crocodile's 27 and has not set up base in Alabasta yet)
It seems like I have become possessed. By some sort of demon.
Bonus:
#My art#One Piece#Nico Robin#Sir Crocodile#Y'all the OP brainrot is BAD#According to an SBS Crocodile would absolutely spoil his child rotten if he had one. *We all know how Robin's childhood went*#Scary mofo who does not know how to parent a child but boy does he have the spirit + Child who has never had proper parent in her life#They'd make. An absolute disaster of a duo. This AU concept is so fucking funny to me okay#But also sad because I would fucking die for baby Robin she deserves the fucking world#This poor girl has never been spoiled in her entire life AND NOW PAPADILE IS HERE TO SPOIL HER#You know it's funny. I know 11 yo Robin should LOOK older than 8 year old Robin. But Crocodile is a fucking giant so she's still baby sized#Also I just had too much fun drawing Robin looking as pathetic as humanly possible lmao#She's a like a wet kitten in the rain 😭
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It's my 11 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
#this is absolutely fucking mad#11 YEARS OF MY LIFE ON HERE....#i am 25 in Sunday for context... nearly HALF MY LIFE wow..#so many depressive episodes were spent on here
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THIS SCENE—
#DO YOU SEE THE DISDAIN ON HIS FACE—#THAT’S MY KING!!!! THAT’S MY GOAT!!!!!#the sheer aura i felt from ezran in this scene will power me through the next twenty years of life#GOD HE LOOKS SO ✨DISGUSTED✨ IN THAT SECOND FRAME THATS MY FUCKING SON#IN TRUE TDP FASHION RAYLLUM SPENDS THE SEASON BEING ALL CUTE AND LOVEY DOVEY WHILE EZRAN GOES THROUGH FUCKING 9/11#THE FUCKING RED WEDDING#my son is a VETERAN#god ezran ik you’re fundamentally a pacifist and i LOVE that for you but my boy. son. you deserve your hater era more than ANYONE#my boy needs more screen time more love more tlc and by GOD he needs to FIGHT WITH CALLUM#bc WHY is he dealing with XADIA’S BATTLE OF THE SOMME and KATOLIS 9/11 A L O N E#i mean i’m kinda kidding bc ofc ezran gave the go-ahead for rayllum to transport the pearl so callum’s like. not in the wrong here#i jUST THINK ITS FUNNY HOW—#anyway. i stan one (1) king of katolis#tdp#tdp s6#tdp season 6#tdp spoilers#spoilers#ezran tdp#tdp ezran#the dragon prince s6 spoilers#the dragon prince#the dragon prince s6#the dragon prince season 6
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it's the nine year anniversary of me starting tokyo ghoul! it's honestly so crazy to me how much of my life tg has been with me for and i'm forever grateful to it for all the memories it has left me with, the friends i have made because of it, and for being such a huge factor in who i grew up to be. in celebration take this image i made several months ago
inspired by that one tumblr edit of charles ii
#this series means so much to me#genuinely picked me back up after some of the darkest times of my life#and really did raise me into the woman i am today#i will cherish it forever#happy nine years of me being here everyone#11 year old ashley would not be surprised to see me still posting about it#tokyo ghoul#tokyo ghoul re#tokyo ghoul manga#furuta nimura#kichimura washuu
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Please tell me I’m not going crazy
I’ve had a voice “narrating” my life in my head since I was about 5 years old
I realised yesterday about 11-12pm that it’s NICO FUCKING ROSBERGS voice in my head
I started watching f1 in 2023
I’m going crazy
#formula one#Nico rosberg#I’m going fucking crazy here 😭#11 years I’ve had Nico narrate my fucking life
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if tumblr does shut down they need to give me option to download my entire blog like a book
#i mean i daren't think the file size that would be lmao but i am being so serious#this blog has literally documented the last 11 years of my life! my entire teenagehood and adulthood so far!#i have text posts about falling for my now boyfriend and yearly birthday wishes and the progression of my edits from the very start of them#i've kept diaries on and off throughout this time but i have been more consistent in being on here#both in posting about my life and in the stuff i was interested in and reblogging at the time#i would obviously be very sad to lose the community and platform etc but i would also be so sad to lose my blog specificallg#talking
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#why am I always the one who ends up miserable#I get dumped and my ex is doing so much better than me#they’re happy and living the life they said they were missing out on whilst being with me#and now I’m alone#my ex best friend is engaged and travelling after she manipulated me and ruined friendships I had for 11 years#and I don’t have a best friend#idk what I did in this life or any others to just have bad things constantly happen to me#but I’m sorry for whatever I’ve done#I just want to be happy and skinny and attractive and loved#I hate hating myself but idk what else to do#I really fucking hate being here sometimes I want to start over completely different#I just want to be loved
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I got soooo many thoughts about the Debling situation like. On one hand it's so important for Pen as a plus size woman to recieve innocent romantic attention that isn't inherently sexual from men other than Colin. Because when you've never recieve attention like that it really fucks with your self-confidence and makes you question everything about yourself and if anyone ever finds you to be desirable.
As much as you can put in the work to create that confidence without the validation of others, there's still always that lingering feeling of being unwanted and having insecurities. So when you do find your person it's often something that you can carry with you.
But on the other hand I just little faith that the love triangle thing will be written well and will be used to help boost Pen's confidence in herself and isn't just being used to stir up nothing drama and be a distraction from bigger relationship issues Pen & Colin could be working on. Overall love triangles are a tired ass trope and tv writers rely on it too much to create tension.
#bridgerton#bridgerton s3#bridgerton spoilers#penelope featherington#ngl this is a little bit projecting BUT i do think i have grounds here#I never had any romantic interactions with anyone until my first boyfriend in college#and im still with him now 11 years later#and sometimes its difficult to have that good romantic self-confidence when you've only received it from literally one person in your life
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Your 50 Shades gifset reminded me of the fake horror trailer that Netflix made for The Kissing Booth. Which honestly just highlighted all the red flags and that Wattpad is not a suitable gauge for romance. That makes it scary...
As a fan of gothic romance, actual toxic yaoi/yuri, and dark romance and all that what have you... its important to know the difference between fucked up on purpose and "genuinely thinks this is sweet". Lot of people have trouble with that one both when engaging with media and fan spaces!
But also I barely had to do anything for that set, they literally just shot it very sinister. Like several shots that were more like The Stendhal Syndrome or I Know What You Did Last Summer or Castle Freak than a romance.
#anonymous#the average adult person engaging with vampire or mobster romance knows its fucked up and that's the fun for them#but the average 11 year old watching stuff made for teens on netflix is going to miss red flags#and that's important to remember#don't know when the 'if you like this romance you want it in real life' switch happened exactly but its not good#but also fifty being shown as 'happy and good' is bad and that's my nuance here
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thank you for the tag @fxreflyes this is so cute, except the format is trying to hinder my propensity to ramble, so i’ve rectified this in the tags lmao
i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child
no pressure tags for @static-radio-ao3 @inevitablestars @itsjaywalkers @carniferous @orbitfalls @transsexualpriest @futurequibblerjournalist <333
#i'm like 5'7 i think. fun fact i used to wear glasses when i was like 11 bc all my friends were getting glasses and i wanted some too so i#lied to my optician. lol good times. don't actually need glasses tho soooo.#this is me coming out as a natural blonde guys….. like my hair hasn’t been blonde in a good year or so and it hasn’t been my natural blonde#in like three/four years but still in my heart of hearts i identify as a blonde. like i get confused when people don't count me as one#i have my ears and nose pierced and i would love a tattoo but unfortunately i have both a fear of needles and commitment issues so.#not sure if that’ll ever happen… would be very hot and sexy tho. also i'm one of those freaks with green eyes lol it's appaza quite rare#my hair is currently like dark dark brown… have been getting the itch to dye it again tho like a kinda reddish colour idk yet we’ll see#i had braces for AAGES. i have freckles in the summer and i paint my nails whenever i remember to. rn they’re a very chipped lilac colour#i think i have a resting bitch face but i can never tell tbf like it might be more of a resting 'dead to the world' face lmao#okay technically i don’t play an instrument anymore! but in the past i’ve dabbled with the cello the oboe and the xylophone. singing too#spanish and italian baybee although ig if this means like fluently then that’s not me but this is literally my degree it’s my whole brand#yes i like to read but also the only things ive read in like the last few months have been either books in spanish/italian for my degree#literary criticism for said span/ital books and… fanfic. so. also i like writing but it's my worst enemy rn the thoughts aren't working :(#i have many best friends that i’ve known for years!!!! in fact i've known some of my friends for like my entire life it's very cute#okay sorry for rambling i can never help myself and i also literally could go on icl like there was Some restraint applied here#kara lore#bc there's quite a lot of it in this one lol#tag games
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my mother passed away this morning.
#queue will probably spit out half-tagged posts until it runs out.#it was unexpected. she was fine at 8 and by 11 she was gone.#every decision of my life for the past six (twelve. fifteen.) years has revolved around caring for her.#everything is going to be v. strange from here .#family death tw
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Just wanna remind everyone that it's NEVER okay to tell someone to die.
You don't know how hard they're fighting to stay alive every day. Or if they don't even want to fight for that any more.
#i hate that i let that get to me lmao just ruined my fucking day ive been sitting here sobbing for like an hour#i cant tell anyone just how much i dont even want to try any more bc i dont see the point#medical issues and mental issues dont pair well and i dunno if im even gonna be able to survive the next flare up#i dont need fandom spaces telling me to die when im already telling myself that every fucking day#also why does my age always get brought up lmao i didnt choose to be born 30 years ago stop telling me im old#my body has been telling me im old since age 11 you dont know what ive fucking been thru#30 was just a formality and serves as another reminder of how ill never meet societys expectations for a 30yo lmao#my point is. you should try showing a little more kindness if telling someone to die comes so easily#ive literally never once told anyone to die in my life. you just dont fucking go there. what if they kill themself right after that?#can you live knowing they did so on your command?#i couldnt#thats just like beyond fucked up#anyway im gonna go try and stop crying#ill prob stay off tumblr today idk i feel real sick lol#delete later / /#i hate that i cant exist as myself either in person (too queer and closeted in a rural area) or online (too queer and weird ships)#anyway
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put off every single other wip to CELEBRATE 🎉
#kasane teto#synthesizer v#synth v#mine#I REALLY CANT BELIEVE THIS IS MY LIFE AND I'M HERE TO WITNESS THIS. 11 YEAR OLD ME WOULD EXPLODE
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wahoo besties it's been a rough week but i got a cat today AND the dodgers won the NLDS and move on to the NLCS! great end to the week!
#rachel speaks#i called out sick twice this week bc i haven't been sleeping well at all#and even now i've been yawning like non stop#and it's not even 11 and i didn't get up until 10#plus a bunch of low blood sugars#so my body is exhausted#and the dodgers kept losing when i was watching so that was disappointing#but they came back! and they won!#and i got a cat!#a goal of mine for the past three years!#so life is better now#and i have a three day weekend bc of indigineous people's day#although i do have girl scout work tomorrow#but that'll be fine#also that's why i haven't been on here much i've just been so exhausted and working 12+ hour days recently and i just haven't#had the energy to scroll and look at things
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me: I am going to write a little fanfic out of this dream I had with funny little robot guys.
me, but 19k words later: girl help I am exploring themes of disability, chronic pain, ableism, subculture, systemic oppression, PTSD, aging, neurodivergence, community, forgiveness, healing, and recovery. with funny little robot guys.
#Tumblr ate this post once already and killed the tags but#I am beginning some kind of descent into Mega Man X But Serious hell and honestly? amazing hell. 11/10 would descend again#someday you're all going to blink and I'm going to just be a MMX fan account (this won't actually happen)#(but imagine if it did happen)#also I've come full circle on my teenager hobbies. listen to Linkin Park and write fanfic and make a game? incredible shit.#past me knew what's good. I am out here living my best life lately.#this story is turning out really satisfying so far though I may have to actually post it somewhere when it's finished#that won't actually be a first. there is a single Zelda fic I wrote out in the world under a pseudonym#but it will be the first in over twenty years#...I may be old.
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not sorry. i extend very little sympathy and patience towards tras who are underage, and the only ones who do get said sympathy are TIFs. but again. it's MICROSCOPIC levels of sympathy.
#i was also a tra as a minor (~10yo to 14yo)#and yet i never said even half the shit a lot of these kids are spewing with their whole chests.#i never hated on terfs; made rape jokes; made death threats.#I barely ever even argued with terfs bc i AGREED WITH THEM even as a tra. the only thing i disagreed on was how they went about it#(i felt like they were 'too mean'. now that i am a radfem i see we arent mean enough.)#i never in my life shared countless anti terf memes. never had a DNI.#never spammed terf tags and spaces.#never sent hate anons.#so yeah#i do genuinely judge kids who do this because i WAS ALSO A CHILD and i NEVER did this shit even at the height of the trans ideology#worming its way into the government and law.#people need to understand that children can and SHOULD have morals. just like adults.#you shouldnt need to be told 'hey this is bad' to know thats bad. if you have morals then you simply just know.#i tried to go vegan my entire life. would refuse to eat animals even when i was 4 years old. went officially vegan at 11 when i realized i#wouldnt die without animal protein (and even if i did i was sick of funding animal murder)#no one NEEDED to tell me to do that.#my morals simply did not agree with killing and eating other living beings.#so kids who are willing to do all this shit? yeah. thats ust a reflection of their innate morals. not even joking here either.#i work with kids.#i know how downright cruel they can be and not just in a 'im socially inept and have no filter yet'#but intentionally cruel.#intentionally heinous. and tiktok exposure only makes it so much worse.#so yeah if you are a minor and i go on your account and i see dozens of terf-hate posts?#i AM judging you and i feel zero sympathy for anything coming your way#and i do genuinely hope they wither away in shame and regret when they get older#I didnt even do any of this shit and yet i still feel ashamed and remorseful for the stupid tra shit i spewed (mostly about how#sex and gender arent the same. that was the HEIGHT of my trans rights activism. that's barely 1% of what these kids are saying.)#like i understand where theyre coming from and i get why theyd buy into the trans cult; but that does NOT excuse their behavior.#rudefem
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