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Jean tearing someone a new one in English but he forgets a word , so Jeremy supplies the word and Jean keeps going

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something something ...

broken promises lead to the broken cage

something something ...

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I just saw the list of books and I'm literally screaming

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hey guys check out these rings i made because i'm weird and obsessed

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Thinking about Wymack putting up with Neil, alone, during his senior year. None of the other foxes are there to deal with his antics. Kevin isn’t there to talk about everything Exy related. Andrew isn’t there to keep him grounded and sane. Allison and Nicky aren’t pushing him out of his comfort zone with his style, appearance, etc. Matt isn’t there to be a friend. Dan can’t help him captain his team. Aaron isn’t there to annoy him. Renee isn’t there with her gentle, reassuring smile.

I know that some of the freshman from the EC become Neil’s friends, but it isn’t the same as the OG Foxes.

So, he turns to one of the few people he trusts, Dad Wymack™️. Neil joins him in his office for lunch and tells him all about Andrew’s most recent Exy game. “Did you see how many saves Andrew made last night?” 38. It was beautiful.” *heart eyes* Coach returns his attention to the paperwork he was working on when Neil walked in. He half listens as the striker explains a movie that Nicky said he needed to watch to understand current trends.

After a game night, Neil goes home with Wymack, who now lives together with Abby, and stays for dinner with the couple, yapping about everything that plagued him that day. “I talked to Andrew last night and he was telling me about this drill his pro team does at practice. He thinks it’s stupid, of course, but I think it could help us get through the other team’s defense easier.” He goes on to explain the drill between bites of pasta and sauce.

When Neil leaves, Coach looks at Abby, feeling slightly dumbfounded, “I never knew the kid could say so many words in such a short time.” Abby lets out a chuckle.

“I don’t get any paperwork finished anymore with him around so much.” He explains with fake annoyance. She gives him a soft smile, “He just misses Andrew and the rest of our Foxes. I think it’s says a lot that he trusts you with the details of his private life. We all know how hard that is for him.”

Dad Wymack sits in his thought for a quiet minute, thinking back to the locker room in Millport with the brown-haired, brown-eyed boy who was scared to live. To the airport before the new year with the red-haired, blue-eyed boy who was fighting for his family. To a cheap motel in Baltimore with a boy covered in scars who fought to stay and live. Neil has come a long way and Wymack’s chest swells with pride and love for the striker.

Two days later, on Monday, Neil shows up right on time for Wymack’s lunch hour, but the older man doesn’t mind the sound of Neil’s chattering over their shared lunch. “Allison told me my hair is getting too long, but the shampoo she sent me is making my curls look “delicious”. I don’t know what she means by that, how hair can look edible, but Andrew says not to worry about it. Speaking of Andrew, do you know how much he has been bench pressing in the gym? He’s up to—“

Wymack lets out a quiet, exasperated sigh as he leans back in his chair, accepting his fate for the next year as Neil continues talking. He may act annoyed about his new lunch time guest, but it means a lot that Neil feels safe with him, even if that means learning about pop culture and Neil’s distaste for broccoli.

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thinking that Jeremy should give Jean a plushy bear or a duck and then we'll all have a good cry

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Bitch what time is it? - Time to cry abt Jean Moreau

Oh no...

It's any time...

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Somehow Elodie become something so special and dear to me that she lives in my head rent free

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girl who just remembered andrew was so used to not being cared about or seen that he genuinely thought he was hallucinating neil's behavior. who wants to join my jumping off a cliff party.

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xavier @ jean: let’s take ibuprofen together

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Jean Moreau is the epitome of "crazy how through all of this i'm still horny. the human spirit is unbreakable"

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oh my god jean moreau they love you so much jean moreau you are so loved so so so loved oh jean moreau everybody loves you coach and cat and jeremy and laila and tanner and cody and derek and derrick they love you so much jean moreau and i love you too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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"Wymack looked from Andrew to Aaron and back again. "Now what have you done?"

Andrew spread his fingers and peered between them at Wymack. "What makes you think this is my fault?""

Hits different, when you know what exactly they talk about with Higgins.

What makes you think this is his fault?

and the fact that it was such a big emotion that it washed away the mania and then made him laugh hard

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im just wonder - if Andrew can go back in time, would he change his story, or leave it the way it is, knowing he could fix his past, but choosing Neil anyway

like, what would he think of? just wondering...

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Posted this on Twitter but I was thinking earlier today about the Nest and the Stanford Prison Experiment and the way that violence can exist so close to the surface, waiting just under the skin to appear. How you give power to certain people and they are so quick to behave a certain way.

Was Zane like that before he came to the Nest? Grayson? What was Riko like as a child? Were these characters born with a propensity for violence, like a seed watered and tended to by the Master? Or is it something that exists inside everyone, just waiting for an opportunity to arise?

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everyday i wake up and the first thought i have is «i hope jean moreau slept well this night» and then throughout the day i’m just «i wonder how jean moreau is doing» «i hope jean moreau is happy and calm and content» no thoughts about my own well-being tho