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do i really want to make individual drinks again
#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe#in preparation for the possibility of this new job#it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly#but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much#not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers#godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao#but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less#but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that#like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know#a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice#i dont knowwwwwww#like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks#which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here#and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff#its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options#so thats good. less to worry about#doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe#here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it#the hours are like. the same i work now. also good#sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him#but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway#i just gotta see if i get good vibes#rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me#oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore#lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt
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#1 Hour Lofi Cat • Relax with my cat - Sleep Relax Study Chill#lofi#1 Hour Lofi Cat • Relax with my cat#Relax#Study#Chill#calmness#night#calming#calm music#moody beats#cozy mood#cozy#mood#🖤
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You and I drink the poison from the same vine.
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#grim kennet#star wars#my oc#star wars oc#jedi oc#my art#star wars the clone wars#fanart#star wars art#sw art#anakin skywalker#grim and anakin#grim and anakin parallels#tw blood#blood tw#cw blood#blood cw#step 1: listen to music step 2: think about characters step 3: draw for 2 hours straight instead of sleeping so now it's 3 in the morning#don't ask why i woke up at one i actually woke up at midnight
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Woke up to a musical alarm, the one I usually have, but turns out I hallucinated it because my phones were off
#alarm#what#music#i dream in music sometimes#i think i did it b ive been trying to wake up at 7ish#my subconscious saying “wake up!#i used to be able to wake up at a certain time if i told myself to#now i take sleeping pills.#i think they make me gain weight i have to get off thm#but.#if i cant sleep I'll go back to awfulness like real brain fog like a zombie#maybe i could get off them now#addicted#if i try to stop i do get withdrawal#its not pretty#at least im down to 1/2#which still makes me so tired in the morning its painful to start to get up#im not awake for several hours at least#sensitive#..
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What do you know, I may be able to finish this project in a timely manner
#dudeeee I want to be done with this so so bad#this is what happens when you're actually busy with other stuff as well#you're better at time management#can't wait for this exam session to be over so I can 1) play some viddy games 2) start looking at these two new subjects#3) get back to music practice 4) discuss smt about my traineeship#my post#now back to half an hour of work and then to sleep#oh I should also read this article I saved a few days ago on network science and Bach's music#(which I might use as a half baked excuse to start a new conversation 🤡)#(the situation is starting to get on my nerves because I'm somehow both 'yeah whatever hope we get to meet again and hang out'#and 'I need to know what's going through their mind so bad' with a dash of 'I'm pretty sure I don't even like them that much'#'I'm just overidealizing them because of a series of circumstances'
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i wonder what he does to escape
#like actually.#he MUST read#like i've decided there's no way to survive that existence without being an insane reader#cause u know his ass isn't doing hard drugs. strikes me as too intelligent to be a TV bro. maybe movies???? probably movies too idk#doesn't strike me as a music lover he's so vibeless#all im saying is my recovery program for him would be like. 1 heroic dose of shrooms to start.#and then like a week of teaching him how to play computer games so I could introduce him to minecraft and dao and some other selections#bong hits every day and hot baths not showers. cut the nicotine by at least half and minimum of 6 hours of sleep.#eat pussy every morning/night fuck on the daily and try taking in the ass at least once (can become a regular thing if he wants it)#ok this became a normal post but im right ok he needs this#normalposting
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stressed and having absolutely zero drive within me to complete anything god how is this year already off to such a great start
#hahaha how am i supposed to have 17-25 pages of a technical report i havent even started done by next week#fucking beats me !!!#not to mention completing another team assignment + another cs assignment + work#im either selling my soul or sleeping a total of 5 hours this week#my motivation has plummeted to a depth so deep i haven't felt this bad in ages#even worse i have nothing to cling on like i normally do#and by that i mean even music... like how bad is it when music cant even do anything for me anymore#i need.. i need something to look forward to until april#im turning 20 this month and i cant even be excited because im stressed out of my MIND#me on a coop term thinking: oh wow this term will be so easy im only taking 1 course there's no way it'll be as stressful as a regular term#i was so so utterly wrong oh my god#personal
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w h y did the preview have to drop now of all times?
#i wasted 2 good hours (when i could’ve been sleeping) reading this and i?????#spoilers for this in the tags from here on out bc i need to liveblog my life&crisis ok—#the intro/prologue thing is basically just setting up the fantasy world thing of the play (as seen in the non-concert parts of the mv)#the fantasy world part seems to be in yujiro’s pov and the real world parts seem to be in aizo’s pov… for now at least.#they don’t alternate povs with the ‘one’ and ‘two’ dividers like in the previous lxl novels… for now at least#anyway chapter 1 opens with aizo finishing up his job stuff and meeting with yui for ramen#yui is pimpin’ as always#and ft4 is apparently not an idol group. but that’s a crisis from earlier so nvm that#they get to the ramen place where yui orders them super spicy ramen and goes ‘dw bby eating spicy food will help you get better at singing’#which is a blatant lie btw ಠ‿ಠ and aizo knows it#and then a weird flashback sequence occurs when aizo’s like ‘teach me how to skateboard brooo’#in which it’s revealed that ken???? simpbasaki ken???? is good at sports????????#anyways they split up from the ramen place and yui immediately hops on the phone to plan a dinner date with rio#aizo sees it and is like ‘ft4 really get along huh’… then he’s ambushed from behind by hotaru#cue lxl dogwalking date thing where they talk about yujiro’s life ig#then cut to the part where tamura tells them that they’re gonna be in a musical#they leave with the scripts and go to kodai’s cafe. they end up fighting and almost get kicked out#they return to the office and the staff be like ‘omg you guys fought again didn’t you?’. they’re too obvious man#anyway they both accept the musical casting offer in unison，go ‘stop copying me!!!’ and all that dumb childish nonsense#then aizo thinks about how ft4 and their dance-vocal unit-starring idol senpai (kazuma and mifuyu) get along well…#…and wonders ‘how long will we (him and yujiro) be like this?’#or maybe he wondered it first and then thought about his gay af performer senpai lineup later idk. it’s 3am i can’t rem and i wanna sleep#anyway that’s where we return to the fantasy world and yujiro’s pov where he and fantasy-aizo (who isn’t explicitly named yet i think)…#…and of course even *they* are fighting too.#but in any case it seems like this novel’s gonna be about lxl’s ✨bonds✨ esp with the focus on how ‘well’ ft4 (and mifuyu+kazuma) get along—#pls!!!! be a bl novel!!!!!!! i’m begging!!!!!!!!!!!!!#inedible blubbering#life&crisis foreverrrrr~#<-that’s gonna be my tag for this novel idk as i said it’s ✨3am✨—
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since Episode 1 Part 1 is gonna be up for one more day, I thought I'd share it here for anybody who might not have seen this on insta. I watched it yesterday and it was so fun??? it WAS a blast!!! I've been so psyched to listen to/experience a new episode live basically since i first listened, but i didn't understand just how different & flippin MAGICAL it would be to experience PM this way??? until now, ofc!
like, the quick introduction at the beginning to start the show, getting to see MAIA transported to different places as the songs/scenes change (Jackie's artwork!!! <3 ), the absolute THRILL of hearing Margaret for the first time right at the end... I was legit tickled by that & even though I already know who she is and I do know how this story goes (😉) I am just so into this??? I didn't even listen to the rest of the episode on spotify, I'm waiting for part 2's rerun & enjoying the anticipation. you can really see/hear how it was written & designed to be experienced this way. this must be how it feels to see a beloved play/musical live and in person after only seeing bootlegs/proshots.
I am sosososo SO excited for episode three bc of this, so hype, so excited, and if there are any other Pulp fans who didn't get to listen to the first two episodes this way, I highly recommend you do if you have time!!!! it is quite honestly life-changing.
I'm also trying to get my bestie @adhd-mulder to listen for the very first time. (hi bestie I told u I was going back to sleep but I fucking lied, I had to fanboy and make this post instead <3 PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS SHOW)
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#i think this has literally altered something in my brain???#like if you thought i loved pulp before you will be shocked at How Much I Fucking Love Pulp Musicals rn#y'all are LUCKY i didnt get introduced to pulp this way bc im pretty sure i would have had Too Much Power#matt dahan... my guy. bro. ilysm (platonic). i already knew pulp was a work of art but this is ART!!! *art* i tell u!!!#😭😭😭😭😭😭#it is early in the morning & i did not get enough sleep but we are in the Emotional About Pulp Musicals hours babey!!!#jack jabbers#pulp musicals#pulp musicals episode 1#pulp musicals tgmh#the great moon hoax#tgmh#Youtube
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It's super #relaxing while listening to this. Rain falling to the ground... *remembers the 'ex'* ahrdgkjk!! Doesn't matter anyway.
Just enjoy the sound and soothe your soul.
#rain sounds for sleeping#rain sounds for studying#relaxing rain#rain noise for sleep#ambient rain#forest#rainymood#weather#love#rain background music#sound of rain#relaxing sounds#deep sleep music#youtube#rain sounds 1 hour#youtube rain falling
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my extremely bad last week is following me into this week and honest to god i am going insane. it's like. literally every single stupid thing happens, especially things that are disrupting the things i'm doing to destress from the extremely bad things. i'm not even sad anymore i'm just every kind of pissed off and angry and it feels Bad, Dude.
#game i was playing glitched out and started playing awful music#after trying a bunch of things i reinstalled it and now my progress is set back by at least 36 hours :)#and i can't redownload the Obviously Correct Data from the cloud because the game insists the data on my device is newer#contacted support but i'm just. it's not a huge deal except i've hit a breaking point in the last 4 weeks and now everything sends me over#the edge. if i could i would genuinely just go to sleep for the next 2 1/2 years i am so! tired! of things going wrong! big or little!#anything is TOO MUCH#yoshi talks
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I think it could be fun to save music without listening to it first, fun little surprise for myself later when I have no idea what it is but have no choice but to vibe
#i am. having a migraine i think#definitely bc im not sleeping or eating or drinking enough but I'll head to bed early tonight and square that off#was gonna make burgers tonight but i think i might just throw some ramen and veggies and eggs into a pot U_U#listening to music for like. 5 1/2 hours straight today may have also done it a little lmao#hoatm rants
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it may have taken over six hours BUT! GOT THE LAUNDRY OUT OF THE MACHINE AND FOLDED IT!!!
#all around a thoroughly unproductive day that will result in approximately 3 hours of sleep going into the next work day#but at least I did one (1) thing I meant to do today#well. also showered. so two#WAIT ONE MEAL WAS REAL FOOD#THAT'S THREE WHOLE THINGS!!#if only I got any work at all done lmao#anyways the deltarune ost continues to slap and is great at getting you up and out of your Stuck Place#though I will say it was a little creepy when the motion sensitive light turned back on while I wasn't moving#while the slow sinister spamton music was playing#Cheese's personal molasses
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Song shuffle game
tagged by @hamburgerslippers thank u bestieeee I've been listening to SO much music lately because of work
Rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people.
i'm sorry but you know i dont know 10 people. I would if I could
AHEM
1. Break by Three Days Grace <- FUCKING slaps
2. Monster by Starset
3. King by The Amazing Devil
4. Careful What You Wish For by Bad Omens
5. Icarus by Bastille
6. I Will Fail You by Demon Hunter
7. Wrong Side Of Heaven by Five Finger Death Punch
8. Riverbound by Comaduster
9. Ghosts by Nathan Wagner <- I think you'd like this guy hes very dramatic and I think his voice is neat
10. Me and Mine by The Brothers Bright
as always if anyone wants to do this literally just say I tagged u. do it. give me new music to listen to
#tag game#the way all of these but like... 1 are in character playlists#normal behavior#ive been listening to sooooo much five finger death punch. they slap and afterlife goes SO hard for no reason. also the end#the way 4 of these are just. julian playlist LMAO i WILL make this about my fucking guys. cursed with blorbo thoughts#i wont pretend i REALLY know ur music taste but from what ive listened to u stray towards quieter stuff#and i usually like loud shit but every now n then. smth like ghosts fucks severely and idk. i like recommending people music#u may also like riverbound but thats a little different vibe#im working over 30 hours a week now which is so much more than i did during the school year and im a WIMP. im tired#but that just means i listen to music nonstop for 7 hours a day so. been listening to a lot of new albums when i get bored of my playlists#didnt expect to actually like five finger death punch as much as i do but. eheheh#anyway. tis 1am i will sleep now snooooork mimimimimimimi
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#guess this is my venting hours now#like. okay. i get it. u dont ussually share a room. but we are sharing it now. so u cant just exist like the room is just yours#like. keep the window open cuz if u close it when i come in the room smells like shit#like. if u know i need my tine alone and i can only play music loud with the speaker in the room#dont be an aswhole and hog the room all day#like i know u leave it sometimes. but why is it that u are there all day but only leave it at like 10pm#a time when i would be and ashole for playing music with the speaker peiple are already asleep#and when im in the room u dont care and just go in like i havent said multiole times thst i need it for myself sometime#and that i cant exist in the room if ur also there. like u know it is my safeplace in the house and still u tske it from me#and then u go back i to the room at like 1 am and stsy there on ur phone#i cant fukin sleep if i know ur awake inside the room. and ive told him many times#but the piece of shit still stays in the room just on his phone till like 2 am. and everyday he tskes longer to go to skeep#so my sleep is even more fucked that usual cuz i gotta stay out of the room cuz i cant be in there untim he is asleep#also. its not a ‘he will get mad if i go in’ no. its a ‘my brain doesnt let me exist in the room if someone else is there’
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NEW NILERED VIDEO
#wind howls#suddenly i have the will to work again because i have a reward awaiting me#i will shower. then eat. then keep working until dnd. then dnd. then sleep probably. next day i will work. and when im done...#i will watch a man turn styrofoam into cinnamon hearts.#i am aware i could watch it now but its an hour long and i cant watch it while i work because.#1. i will not focus on my assignment. i will get too distracted and i cannot afford to get distracted#2. maya misbehaves and tried to kill me and itself if i try to run it on my computer at the same time as any browser ever.#i had to resort to downloading spotify on my computer so i could have music while i work...... i hate downloading apps like those. whatever
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