#001. jackie.

[onebigerror]

@araneorum continued from here

appearances sure were deceiving. to look at jackie and how well she interacted with the others, she never would have suspected her to feel out of place. of course, she'd understand. it was such a huge relatable feeling to her. brooke felt out of place everywhere she went. she was socially awkward and very shy. all that came from years of being under the thumb of a man that wouldn't let her talk to anyone. the whole time she was with joey she wasn't allowed to have a single friend - not even another girl. he was too jealous and controlling for that. she was her own person now. had been for the past year but she was still trying to get used to that. there were still days that brooke was afraid joey was just around the corner waiting to punish her for everything she did.

being around animals or even just talking about them set brooke at ease and gave her a glow that she didn't have any other time. "i do love them!" she grinned as she reminisced on some good memories - of course even those were interlaced with the bad. it's sad how tragedy and trauma did that - it even gripped onto happiness. seeped right in just to remind you that you couldn't escape it. "i grew up on a farm. my dad rented us a little house on the land of someone's ranch." she continued to work on folding the sandwiches into baggies for the kid's lunches the next day. "i started helping out in the stables with the horses. sometimes for a little extra pocket money and other times for free when my dad had trouble paying the rent." towards the end of her years living with him, that had happened more times than she could count. her job became almost entirely volunteer. it wasn't something brooke minded because it was the only time she was truly at peace. "when i was taking care of the animals i was happy. they didn't judge me or talk mean to me. they just loved me and they were good to me because i was to them." when she realized that she was getting in too deep she quickly blushed. "yes, i really love animals. i'm hoping i can get one when i get back to l.a." she dreaded that. "you know after i look for a new place to live." there was no way she could go back to that apartment. not after what happened.

the eagerness wasn't lost on her and brooke certainly didn't judge her for it. she loved seeing someone genuinely want to hang out with her and be happy to do it. even in school, no one wanted to be around her. she was that poor girl who wore the same clothes more than once a week. the one that stuttered and stammered all over the place and sucked at sports. no one wanted her on their teams when they had to pick. she’d just been nothing but a social outcast wherever she went. "okay!" her own enthusiasm and energy matched jackie's so neither of them had to feel out of place. "we could go for a walk or sit on the dock, or..." blushing deeply she stopped herself. "we'll figure that out tonight." it was exciting to think that she had a friend to do that figuring out with. it was something that she'd never in all her life had. and that wasn't even an exaggeration.

[wontgodowninhistory]

「 🌈 : @araneorum 」- continued from here

robin's kindness was genuine and come one hundred percent with no strings attached. she knew all too well what it was like to have any type of nice gestures come at a price. usually, nothing was ever given freely and that was just sad. that's why she would never do that to someone else. if she was helping them she was doing so because she wanted to and not to get something out of them later. if only more people were that way the world would be a better place.

"you've got it." padding across the cabin she went to the mini-fridge and got a bottle of water out of it. coming back she handed it to jackie. "this should help." water and fresh air were the two things that always helped her the most after a nightmare or any other bad experience. at home, she'd often herself outside wandering the streets late at night just to get away from her father when he was in one of his moods or when he passed out after a rough night. here she didn't have to think about him and she tried not to but it was hard. after living her life as the victim of his wrath for so long it was hard to just let it go - to realize that she was safe from him. that no one was going to hurt her.

"totally." she pulled her own jacket over her slim shoulders and stepped into her worn, graffitied red converse and followed. going outside alone after dark in this place made her feel uneasy. especially after all the campfire stories about it's gruesome past. and it took a lot to scare robin buckley. she wondered if jackie felt the same but she didn't want to ask. it just drew attention to unnecessary fears before they ventured out into the quiet, still night of redwood. "right behind you." she assured her. more than anything robin wanted jackie to know she wasn’t alone.

[screenviolense]

' have you ever thought of playing harder to get? you know, the whole reverse psychology, reel-them-in-and-let-them go kind of thing? ' at the very least, it could save the rest of them from watching her embarrass herself in front of their coach over and over again. ' and once you start telling yourself you're better than them, you start to believe you're better than them. '

@mysteriary / starter call.

[mxnstersarereal]

@lycancursed liked for a starter

The hybrid stood on the busy main street that she'd loved for ages. Nola had been her home for too many years to count, and she still loved standing right in the middle of the busy street. She loved how the city pulsed with life, and main street was the heart of it all.

"I never understood the need humans have to flock together like sheep, even in my fleeting time as one," the brunette mused as her eyes scanned the people passing her by. "I mean what could ever be so alluring about hundreds of people occupying the same space." Looking over her shoulder at the blonde approaching, she nodded a small salute. "Then again, as an immortal, the appeal of these many people makes for easier hunting."

[thousandflame]

❝ Looks like you won. ❞ - reivun

our muses are sparring and my muse ends up on top of yours, pinning them down. send me  ❝ looks like you won. ❞ for my muse’s reaction.

Usually, Ivan almost towered above her.

He was not outstandingly tall, but her own height was just about average. But as the saying went---the taller they are, the harder they fall. And from what she could recall, she did not remember him ever having been known for his prowess in hand-to-hand. Still, it had not been easy to put him on the mat. The mage business was one where only the skilled and powerful lasted long---and much like him, she had lasted. And Cymbeline had always believed in 'credit where credit is due'. It was due here, and she could admit that.

Looking down at him, Cymbeline smiled and the edges of her smile were dipped in subtle smugness. Like most people she knew, she enjoyed winning. It had been hardwon, she could admit that much as she was also not exactly an expert at hand-to-hand combat. Jasper (forever twenty-five, forever laughing proudly in her memory) had been and he had needled her to improve, and that thought still broke her heart a little sometimes.

At least she did not feel the need to cry about the memory of her team this time.

She lifted one hand to brush hair out of her face, letting go of the wrist that she had previously pinned to the mat. Her vision no longer obscured, she regarded Ivan, trying to read his face. That had always been difficult---he was someone who kept all his cards close to his chest. He was near unreadable now, too, despite his dishevelled state. But---she supposed that she had gotten used to it by now.

@reivun

[ac1numa]

❛ if this is truly what you need, i'll go. ❜ for jackie!

jh. jackie looks at cole with a mix of emotions, and she reaches out to gently touch his arm. " cole, it's not about needing you to leave. it's about understanding each other and finding a way through whatever we're facing, " she says softly. " let's talk about it, figure things out together. i-i care about you, and i want us to be on the same page. leaving isn't the solution. staying and working through this is. "

[priokskfm]

#FREEDOWNLOADS #FREEPROMO #RADIOCHART Jackies Virtual Music Fest #001 - Mousse T Do not forget to follow us and make our community grow <3: @jackiesbarcelona. Thank you so much! Mousse T., is a German DJ, record producer, film composer and judge on season 15 of Deutschland sucht den Superstar, the German version of Pop Idol. He is best known for the 1998 house hit "Horny '98" (famous for the hook "I'm horny") and for his collaboration with Tom Jones on the 2000 hit "Sex Bomb", from Jones' 1999 album Reload. Watch it the live video on Youtube: bit.ly/35PwEfx Скачать: https://ift.tt/K25bMze https://ift.tt/x1gwVXt

[scatcrccio]

❝ OH, FUCK OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE, JACKIE…. obviously we're all holding onto you because of guilt. You were the only one out of all of us who didn't deserve the shit that was handed to you. We were in the wrong and you were just, always the fucking little angel. ❞ She's speaking out of turn again, and she knows it. Of course, she does. It isn't even really at Jackie specifically that she's projecting onto but at herself because she is the one at fault here. Hating on herself more and more like a self-loathing piece of garbage with nothing better to do but to wallow in self-pity and grief.

How fucking pathetic. Seriously, how much more pathetic can she even get at this point—? Jesus. Even the repetitiveness of her own internal monologue is getting old real quick. ❝ Guilt, jealousy… name it, that's what it is. ❞ If she were currently standing, she'd probably be stumbling all over herself but instead, she's on the floor. Wishing the glass of whiskey was still in her hand as she begins to laugh.

❝ We were all fucking scared and selfish out there. No one gave a real shit about anyone but themselves, let's be honest. ❞ There was too much truth in that and she can't name a single person who could say otherwise without it being a damn lie. They all knew and yet, they continued to lie to themselves and everyone else around them because it was just, easier that way. Natalie too lets her head fall back against the foot of the bed near where Jackie resided, eyes glancing over at her who now seems like nothing but a blur in her mind but still present.

❝ I wish that too. ❞ She does admit, sighing out softly in a daze. ❝ I don't know if you could hear me but, do you at all remember what I said to you that day? When I brought your bones back to the plane? My apology. I… I meant it. Every word. Was the first honest thing I think I ever said to you. ❞

Jackie was surprised that shoving Natalie seemed to have an impact. Honestly, the drunk had probably just stumbled over something. Never had the dead girl had a real ability to impact the world around her -- she thought she did, once. When she was alive.

God, what Coach Martinez had told her really was the beginning of the end, wasn't it? Influence was what made Jackie important, but what good did that do when she couldn't influence the team to safety? And here -- she wished there was a way to make Natalie feel better about herself, but they both knew she was too far gone for that.

"Do I have a hold on people? Or are you all holding onto me for yourselves? Whether it's guilt or jealousy, whatever." It was easier to be introspective when you had all the time in the world. The afterlife was lonely, and mostly, Jackie only saw things in glimpses of the eyes of her teammates. When she appeared to Shauna, she knew what Shauna knew. Here with Natalie, she knew what Nat knew.

"We were kids, Natalie," she sighed. Jackie would have offered a hand to help the older woman stand but she really wasn't sure how this apparition thing worked. "And maybe I was angry at Shauna, and maybe that doesn't make any of it any better... I was scared, Nat. Scared and selfish, and yeah, maybe I gave a shit about the team as best I could but I can probably count on one middle finger the number of people who gave a shit about me out there."

One middle finger, raised furiously and pointed in Shauna's direction. But Jackie didn't feel that way, not really.

The girl crossed her legs and sat down on the floor. Her elbows came to rest on her knees and she sighed. "Choices were all we had out in the woods. And most of them fucking sucked. And maybe we only made the choices to feel like we had any sense of control out there." Jackie leaned her head on the foot of the bed. "I wish I could take it back. Do it over. But I guess I'll never know what flavor of fucked up adult I'd become, huh?"

[wednezdvy]

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[mrsarnold]

20191009 I like her ! . ۫ ꣑ৎ .

note : rewrote jackie brown

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . which when.. indigo abel, majoring in veterinary and a cheerleader meets juju watkins which happens to be her childhood friend who grew distant. will the distant become inclosed again?

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . warn : fluff, smut, angst, grudges, drinking, lmk anything i missed

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . playlist : here

001. ifhy

002. stranger

003. infrunami

004. my mine

tags : @ivxmpis @thaatdigitaldiary @sierrale8ne @cherryswisherz @pboogerswbb @st4rrzynight t @yannasuniverse @heart4caitlin @latenighttalkinqwp @sweetluna20 @janaelalfysblunt @cosmopretty

[onebigerror]

@araneorum - continued from here

jackie was disgusted with liv’s behavior. shouldn’t she be building people upset instead of tearing through things like a feral cat? optimism was needed more than resorting to the ways of a wild beast just because they were in some woods that may or may not be remote. no one knew the full situation just yet. there were just a lot of trees surrounding them. they’d been there less than twenty-four hours and they probably wouldn’t even see another day in that place. “someone is coming.” she repeated even if it seemed to fall on deaf ears. “fine, i don’t even want any of this stuff anymore.” jackie didn’t like to hold on to bad memories and that was now what everything in that suitcase was - forever attached to a horrible plane crash. she was fortunate enough to be able to want for nothing when she went back home. people like natalie? now they were fucked. she made a mental note to offer the things she planned to toss to anyone who might want them before doing so.

liv’s words cut into her but the team captain refused to let it show. hadn’t she always been nice enough to her? at least she understood van’s scathing behavior even if she still felt it was unwarranted. what more could she have done - she’d been almost sure the goalie wasn’t going to make it. and the plane looked like it was going to catch fire. why put shauna at risk trying to bail her out. someone else had come through for her so it all worked out in the end. maybe it was a shit way to handle things but no one was in their right mind in a time of such overwhelming crisis. she did not deserve to be treated so harshly and unfairly. “glad to be of some use aside from trying to keep people motivated.” she muttered as she sat down on a rock to watch her luggage be ripped apart. “i certainly don’t.” that was a given. but everyone knew just who did. she wouldn't mentino natalie. liv seemed to be extra protective when it came to the burnout member of the team. “having a drink and impairing your judgment isn’t going to help anyone right now.” neither was anything else liv was doing. they all should just be focusing on waiting for help to arrive.

[hereticdiaries]

"aren't you a hybrid? implying a choice in whether or not you decided to shift."

"in my defense, it was a full moon, and I was left unsupervised."

[scp-detector]

good luck on the scp hunt, narcs

Thank you for the submission! Dr. Awad and myself enjoyed finding all the items in this picture. =D

MULTIPLE SCPs DETECTED! Safe, KETER

Object #'s: 335 (One Hundred and Fifty 3.5" Floppy Disks), 686 (Infectious Lactation), 1000 (Bigfoot), 2221 (Amicus), and possibly 2614 (Sometimes I Go Out In Pity For Myself)?

Item #: SCP-335

Object Class: Safe

Special Containment Procedures: SCP-335 is to be kept in a secure location to prevent tampering.

Description: SCP-335 is a set of one hundred and fifty 3.5" floppy disks discovered in a cardboard box found in the attic of former Agent ███ shortly after her termination. Each disk is individually numbered in hand-written permanent marker. Disks are to be referred to by their number; SCP-335-001, SCP-335-002, etc. Each disk has also been labeled with a human name in the same writing as the numbering. 118 are male names and 30 are female. There is some speculation as to whether SCP-335-011 "Jackie" is meant to be male or female. The names have no identified pattern.

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Item #: SCP-686

Object Class: Safe

Special Containment Procedures: Samples of SCP-686 are to be stored under standard protocols for class 2 biohazardous liquids in G2 facilities. SCP-686 is infectious but not virulent. It can only afflict a new host when taken orally, and is not motile or otherwise 'active'. The infectious agent's mechanism of operation is not known. SCP-686 does not contain appreciable amounts of nucleic acids and prion activity is not apparent.

Due to the large quantities of SCP-686 that are being produced by various test subjects, the principal requirement for this substance is not so much containment as it is disposal. While pasteurization has proven completely effective at sterilizing the infectious agent, whatever its nature, it is recommended that all unneeded stocks of SCP-686 should be incinerated. Human consumption is not recommended by anyone other than designated test subjects.

Description: SCP-686 is an opaque white liquid consisting of a suspension of lipids and proteins that is indistinguishable from ordinary high-grade dairy milk without detailed analysis. At a biochemical level there are certain subtle differences: the protein content is much more complex, with most of the peptides so far proving difficult to sequence, and it contains a richer blend of vitamins and minerals than is typical of cow's milk.

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Item #: SCP-1000

Object Class: Keter

Special Containment Procedures: All media reports related to SCP-1000 are to be examined for potential verifiability. All organizations and individuals investigating SCP-1000's existence are to be kept under surveillance by Mobile Task Force Zeta-1000 and discredited or administered amnestics. All physical signs of SCP-1000's existence must be retrieved and kept in Foundation custody, and replaced with decoy items if necessary. Alleged sightings of SCP-1000 must always be investigated by MTF Zeta-1000, however trivial the claim.

Absolutely no contact with wild or captive instances of SCP-1000 is allowed without prior approval by Director Jones. Any interaction between SCP-1000 and humans, including Foundation personnel, must be reported to Director Jones immediately.

Description: SCP-1000 is a nocturnal, omnivorous ape, classified in the Hominini branch along with genera Pan and Homo. Adults range in size from 1.5 to 3 m (5 to 10 ft) in height, and weigh between 90 and 270 kg (200 - 600 lbs). They have grey, brown, black, red, and occasionally white fur. They possess large eyes with good vision, a pronounced brow ridge, and a sagittal crest on the forehead similar to that of the gorilla, but present in both sexes. Their intelligence is on par with that of Pan troglodytes (the common chimpanzee).

SCP-1000 is Bigfoot.

Item #: SCP-2221

Object Class: Keter

Special Containment Procedures: Websites believed to host instances of SCP-2221 are to be isolated for examination, and civilian users are to be blocked from such websites. A team of C-Class personnel are to maintain an ongoing search for websites and software that require the user to agree to an End User License Agreement, and thoroughly examine all such agreements for signs of SCP-2221.

Given the impossibility of containing all instances of 2221-A, field agents will instead focus on counteracting their effects. Agents should remain in contact with law enforcement agencies worldwide to monitor for sudden increases in extrajudicial violence. Agents are encouraged to share information about 2221-A affiliated groups with national security agencies in order to diminish their political and social impact. Foundation policies on political non-intervention have been temporarily waived in order to respond to this threat.

Description: An instance of SCP-2221 is an End User License Agreement (EULA), of the sort commonly agreed to by consumers in order to use software. Instances of SCP-2221 are typically found attached to free or inexpensive software available over the internet. They are unusually long for EULAs, presumably to deter consumers from reading to the end. Near the end of the contract are three clauses believed to bring about distinct but related anomalous effects.

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Item #: SCP-2614

Object Class: Safe

Special Containment Procedures: SCP-2614 is to be kept in a locked container in the personal office of Dr. Schmidt. Requests to research SCP-2614 must be forwarded to his office.

Description: SCP-2614 is a DVD copy of the fifth season of the television drama The Sopranos. The disc itself is moderately scratched, consistent with deterioration after heavy use. The object does not bear any marks of origin, although the word "BOOKSHELF" written in black marker obscures the title logo on the top face.

When played, SCP-2614 is non-anomalous unless an action is performed during a scene where a character is watching the film █████ ██████. If the Play button is pressed on any working remote device, the viewer is granted control of the camera view through the device's directional pad and the center button used for forward movement. The camera is free-moving and fully maneuverable. Upon the performance of this action, it is not possible to revert to the previous non-anomalous state without ejecting the object and thoroughly cleaning with isopropyl alcohol.

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[ac1numa]

@insanislupus, jackie matlin said to bonnie bennett : ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’

bb. bonnie wasn't one to believe in redemption arc. in fact, she was one to believe that evil people couldn't become nice ones. though, she has seen lot of evil people turn their hartred into something that could be considered help, she has to admit that it was hard for her to see them as simple human being who can make mistakes. she wasn't elena gilbert. she doesn't have hope. it all changed when the blonde entered into her life though. sighing at her words, the witch couldn't help but shake her head as she approached her, slowly and wanting to make a point. " jackie, i hear you, and i respect your honesty. we all have our struggles and moments when we feel like we fall short of being the person we aspire to be. it's okay not to feel okay about yourself sometimes. just know that i see more in you than you might see in yourself. nobody is perfect, and we're all navigating our own journeys. if there's anything you want to talk about or if you need support, i'm here for you. you're not alone in this, and you don't have to pretend with me. "

[frenchcurious]

Jacky Ickx (Martini Racing - Porsche 936/78 #001) 24 Heures du Mans 1978. - source Carros e Pilotos.

[arieltorrance]

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