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[vidahpinkgurl]

Yes.

[gelatinousrabbit]

IT IS WAY PAST PLA’S 3RD ANNIVERSARY BUT UHHH WHO CARE EVERYONE SHOULD CHEER NOW!!

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Alternativ (eye) versions under the cut

[1driedpersimmon]

Finally second part of Saffron's backstory :)

[handbellanon]

Purple over black, friend of Jack, black with yellow, kill a fellow?

from @delatoid on x

[bubbarnes]

“… and I had many people say "well, you're never going to win anything for this". and it's not just about that. it just felt like it was important. this is not a situation where we can be indifferent or we can bury our heads in the sand.”

[dipperscavern]

this post just has me thinking. frigging thinking yo || jon snow x gn!reader

about how jon doesn’t like his scars. none of them that he carries are granted any sort of gift of his approval; the ones on his torso are no exception. some think them a sign of strength, of perseverance — to jon, however, the torn flesh is something to which he bears no love for.

but he harbors a special dislike for those on his face. the memory of a light scar on his brow, given to him by robb during training in their youth, is now largely overshadowed by a petulant abhor of a time when wildling apparel clothed his body. kissed by fire.

the words ring true enough, producing the same effect each time they reverberate throughout his (never silent) skull. a pause in his ministrations — a distant look in his eyes.

sometimes he must wait for it to pass. others, he merely falters in his movements, and claws his way back to normalcy with a slight lag & brows that become pinched in their determination.

the scars always make him remember. whether it be the healing skin itching, or an unfortunate glance in the mirror, he always remembers. always falters.

but sometimes you’re there, and it feels oh, so much more bearable when you are. you and your sovereign hands.

your touch is soft when you cradle him, broken and repaired skin and jaded heart and all. in that very moment, it feels as though somehow you could make him as soft, too.

jons hate for the memories etched onto his skin fade with each pass of your fingertips across the jagged areas — for they must be good, if worthy enough to receive your attention. your lips are warm as they capture his temple; a place both marked by fury & somehow, also the most comforting when adored. a kiss is the briefest of moments, but oh, gods, how visceral his reaction is.

flutters of his lashes as they’re accompanied by closing eyelids; he’d not be able to open them if asked directly by the maiden herself. he’s always been stubborn, and his body seems to live by such a code with each decision it makes without him — retinas refusing to supply him with visual information when you’re touching him — no. his own vessel demands uninterrupted focus when cradled by your loving palms. it’s innate, the way he chooses to receive you.

the feeling of your lips as they kiss his hair; he’d live in this moment forever if given the option. he tries, oh, how he tries. he offers himself to you and slows his breathing to a snails pace, as if that’ll make time pass at the same speed.

[peachyhoolagan]

I just know girlie took some time to adjust to having a little brother again

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The house on her shoulder was done by a friend who stole my laptop. You’re welcome Riley

[carb0n-m0n0xid3]

They both deserve some love

This took me SO LONG! plus i tried a new technique so some parts look bad 🥲

Sorry it's blurry too, i think it looks better when you go into the image :']

Crops and tag list below the cut

I love yarnabys face, i think it came out good :3

THANK YOU @the-ellia-west FOR GETTING ME INTO THIS!! ILYSM <3

@sunflowerrosy @lwkjsfloating @likeadeadbattery @the-ellia-west @bee-with-a-camera @homelessnerd @bamboozled-08orange @theweirdbox123 @d0rky-0utfits @dixidin

[waiting-foratrain]

> do you ever think about how scary remembering being alecto must have been for nona? because i think about that a lot.

(NONA THE NINTH SPOILERS) (this is mostly a post inspired by my personal experience and feelings so feel free to disagree. but also i Am correct)

dissociative amnesia is terrifying. just. full stop, point blank- as a concept, to experience, however- its terrifying. the idea that there’s something missing and half the time you don’t even know it’s gone? and then to remember? to slowly start remembering every horrible thing that happened to you? to be nona, remembering, and suddenly realise that you’re doing what everyone around you seems to have wanted you to do since you first opened your eyes, you’re remembering- only it isn’t helping, and instead, you’re realising that everything you thought you were was built on a fault line that only seems to keep growing with everything more you remember?

and then it’s nona, the girl who’s anger has only ever been treated gently and peacefully by the people who love her, who is determined to be good, to be helpful, suddenly having to remember so much unrestrained anger, so much pain? and the more she remembers, the more she becomes sure that all of that is what she is going to be left as when her time, and her life is up. of course that scared her. how could it not scare her?

i don’t think it was just the realisation of who she had been that was terrifying - it was the understanding that she was a makeshift person walking around in a world where (nearly) everyone else got to be wholly themselves for as long as their bodies lived- but she’d been on borrowed time her whole life, and suddenly she has a rapidly running out countdown.

further - dissociative amnesia isn’t just about the loss, it’s about the shape of the loss. it’s about the gaps in the narrative of your own life, gaps you can’t see because your mind has plastered over them, smoothed them out so seamlessly that you don’t even think to ask what’s missing. It’s about waking up one day and realising the foundation you’ve been standing on isn’t real, and worse, that the truth waiting underneath it might be so much worse than the not-knowing… and when those memories do start to surface, you don’t quite know what it is, but it feels like a betrayal- and you aren’t quite the same as you were before anymore (which happens on such a bigger scale with nona!!!! it’s so important to me, that in ntn, nona’s remembering is not celebrated. so often in media, i see people remembering memories lost to trauma related amnesia portrayed as a good thing, and every time i’m just sat there thinking ‘is it worth it? really?’)

like. just imagine you’re nona, for me. your mind kept those lost memories from you for a reason- it buried them because it thought you wouldn’t survive them, and maybe you won’t, but now, whether you’re ready or not, they’re coming back. they’re clawing their way up from a grave you didn’t even know was there, and you have to look them in the eye and reconcile the person they tell you you were with the person you fought to be.

for nona, remembering meant losing herself. she didn’t just gain alecto’s memories, she became alecto again. the life she had built, the life she had clung to, the love she had felt, all of it just unraveled beneath the weight of who she had been before. how could it not be terrifying?

to remember. to finally give in and remember what she’d been so determined to not, to finally know what you were missing - and have to realise that your fears weren’t unfounded. it is scary - because remembering doesn’t make you whole. sometimes, remembering just erases you instead.

[eljeebee]

San Myshuno Vampires

@sirianasims thank you for showing me that skin detail! i can't put one of them to lana beau since it conflicts with her mole but oh my god i was so happy to finally see them!

[phightingheadcanons]

Gonna use my Rocket design as a basis for this ig XD

He can't hear on his right side and has mild hearing loss on his left side. He will not use his hearing aids because he'd rather ignore / lip read what others are saying. (also, has anyone seen a jackrabbit/hare rocket before?)

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE YOUR ROCKET DESIGN AUUGHHHH hard of hearing rocket yesyesyesyes

[i-m-in-yo-ur-walls]

A TERRIBLE HAUNTED MANGROVE POSSIBLY CONTAINING UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS BEYOND MY COMPREHENSION? COUNT ME THE FUCK IN!!!

*happily waltzes into said mangrove because I am very fucking tired of boring ass routines and also lack a proper sense of self-preservation*

would you enter my terrible haunted mangrove?

[whoreiorcats]

ok so im never gonna shut up about daughter helly. for lack of a better word irving and dylan raised her? like mark was technically supposed to be training her but she was too busy thwarting him at every turn for that to happen.

the people who actually get to instruct helly are dylan and irving. dylan is able to more effectively explain refining to her than mark was and he's even kind of stern about it for a second there ("don't fuck around, take it seriously") very fatherly imo.

irving in turn tries to instruct her on the more spiritual aspects of life as an innie and yes she resists that too, but come on. his chewing out mark for eagan bingo is sooooo dad.

they both also get their chances to be protective of her. i've said this before but helly straight up offers to do the OTC instead of dylan privately. and like, objectively dylan was the BEST candidate to OTC because he was the only one that they had any information about, and that info was that he had a family and thus trustworthy people to whistleblow to. but he refuses because he says it's "only fair" and ehhhh because of the previous statement i call BS.

he knew he was doing the most dangerous part of the mission with the most to lose and everything to gain whereas helly (the least content with her life as an innie from the jump and already demonstrated a willingness to die) has the least to lose. BUT HE WONT LET HER! because he is a father, outside and inside lumon. and he almost is killed for it, if not for mark's insistence on getting his team back.

there's also obviously the topic of the week too in irv's self-sacrificing to save the real helly who would have probably been dead forever without him exposing helena in the way he did.

like i know they all come out somewhat fully formed adults but theyre also children. helly is like 2 months old shes a baby to someone like irv who's like 7 years old or something.

god the way he tells helena that its ok, whoever she was outside won't change anything. he really does say it with such gentle earnestness. even a noble heart must crack. that was when he knew it wasn't his baby girl but some phantom possessing her.

i dont usually like literally assigning nuclear family roles into the found family but the paternal relationships helly has with irv and dylan are just so?? compelling? like. thats her dad whos her bestie whos her coworker who died for her.

[macdenlover]

it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this