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[whumpafterdark]

KS Interrogation: Part One


Content: Overstim, noncon, wetting self, dacryphilia, carewhumper themes, speculum, stretching, tearing

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Katya had been tied down in that room for hours, with no human interaction. She was beginning to wonder if she would be interrogated at all, when the door opened.

There was Mae. The notorious second in command of the KS.

If a higher up was here, Katya knew she was in trouble.

"Fuck you! Let me go! I'm not telling you shit!" She struggled angrily, hate in her eyes.

Mae just laughed as she approached her with a boxcutter.

"I don't break easy." Katya warned.

"Oh, I don't expect you to. But I will squeeze every ounce of resistance out of you, and you will break. You will tell us the location of the OFH headquarters, or you will never leave this room." Mae threatened.

Katya laughed. She had heard it all before.

Mae leaned in with the boxcutter. She braced herself for pain, watching Mae intensely.

Pain did not come.

Mae began to cut off Katya's shirt.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? STOP IT!" Katya yelled furiously, struggling, both to escape and to process what was happening.

This couldn't be happening.

"Oh, poor poor Miss Malinov, she knows what she's in for now." Mae teased, removing the woman's bra.

"I WON'T BREAK! I WON'T!" Katya steeled herself.

"But you will." Mae said as she cut Katya's pants and underwear off, leaving her fully exposed. She stuffed a gag in the thrashing woman's mouth, then put a strange device next to her hand- a button just in reach if she strained herself.

"If you're ready to talk, click this button and we will stop immediately, ungag you, and listen. But let it be known... pressing it without actually telling us anything useful will result in... damage." Mae warned.

The older woman knelt between Katya's legs and pulled something out of her pocket. It was small, maybe two inches long. Katya wasn't sure why, but she had expected something bigger.

"Oh, don't judge it by it's size, tsk tsk. You'll see." She thrust it into Katya's pussy, and Katya yelped in surprise, trying futilely to kick at her.

Mae pressed a button, and the thing turned on.

Pleasure shot through her as it vibrated, hitting every spot.

"Mmh- Nngh!" Katya protested, she hated that she liked how it felt. It felt good... it shouldn't feel good. Torture was supposed to hurt.

"Aw, you like it already, babygirl? That's only its lowest setting. You must be a virgin, hm?" Mae mused. Katya hated that she had guessed right.

Mae hit the button again, and somehow it got worse, making her buck and thrash. She wasn't supposed to like this. It wasn't supposed to feel this good.

"Hmm... is this enough? I think you need a bit more..."

Mae turned the setting up.

The pleasure was unbearable, almost painful already, as the vibrator hit nerves that Katya didn't even know she had.

"NNGHH- NNN!"

"Aww. Already? Just think... how you'll feel in hm. Ten hours." And with that, Mae left her there.

She had no idea how long it was before she started to cry, the pleasure turning into pain and overstimulation. Tears blurred her vision, time blurred together.

It hurt. It felt wonderful. It... she wasn't sure how it felt.

The door opened.

Had it already been ten hours?

"MMHNN!" Katya pleaded.

"Shhh, shhh." There was Jaide, kneeling next to her and brushing her hair from her face. "You're doing so good, baby. Just nine hours left to go."

Katya screamed, horror filling her at the idea she'd have to go through this ten times over.

"I know, I know baby. Are you sure you don't wanna talk? All this could be over. You and I... we could watch TV together under a blanket, let you recover." Jaide offered.

"NNGH-" Katya shook her head, a sob escaping her. It felt horrible. It felt amazing.

"How disappointing. You're a stubborn one." Jaide said. "I really hate to do this, baby." She pulled out a remote and turned the setting up once more.

Katya screamed. Her body was covered in sweat, and tears streaked her face.

"I'll be back in another hour, and we'll see how you're doing."

It was hell. At some point, Katya's bladder couldn't hold anymore, and she pissed herself all over her legs. It was humiliating, it was awful.

She cried into her gag, wishing she wasn't gagged so at least she could have the release of cursing. A few F-bombs would make this so much more tolerable.

Katya tried to count down the minutes, she really did, but it was near impossible, and after around two minutes she gave up. It hurt her brain.

"Oh, you poor, poor thing. You're really doing this to yourself? Look at you, you wet yourself." Jaide said with pity as she came in again, stroking Katya's cheek.

"MNNH- NNH!" Katya begged, she would do anything to make this stop. Anything but betray her teammates, anything but put lives on the line.

"You're doing so good, shhh. Shh." Jaide stayed with her for a minute, taking some wipes from her pocket and gently wiping off her legs. "There you go, good as new hm? Just eight more hours. I'll be back in two." She clicked a button on the remote, and the pain got worse somehow.

Katya almost missed her when she left. She didn't want to be alone- she didn't want to go through this alone.

Her voice had gone hoarse, every scream and every cry hurt to make, until finally, she couldn't speak at all, even if she wasn't gagged. Her throat felt raw and sore from sobbing and begging.

She felt dizzy, nauseous, lightheaded. She was worried she might pass out, or throw up into her gag and choke herself to death, but neither of those things happened.

Finally, Jaide came back in. She sat down next to Katya's violently shaking form, wiping sweat off the woman's brow.

"You're so strong... so brave. Doing so good for me. Do you think you can take six more hours?" Jaide asked softly, wiping drool off Katya's chin.

Katya stared up at her pleadingly, unable to cry out for help.

"I wish we didn't have to do this to you, baby. You're such a sweet girl, it's such a shame. And so young, too. I remember when I was twenty-two." Jaide cooed at her.

"Tell you what. It wouldn't hurt to take the gag off just for a minute. You've been doing so good." Jaide gently slid the gag down to Katya's chin.

"Hurts- nnhh," Katya whispered hoarsely.

"I know, baby, I know. Are you sure you don't want to tell us?" Jaide asked, her brow laced with worry. "This could all be over. I could get you some nice hot tea and a heating pad."

"Nnnoo," She sobbed weakly.

"Have it your way, dear," Jaide put the gag back on despite Katya's struggling and whimpering. And then she left, and Katya was all alone again.

Her consciousness started to fade from the constant assault, and at some point, she passed out. When she woke back up, it hadn't stopped, she was still in constant pain and pleasure.

She considered, desperately, pressing the button. The pain would stop... the nightmare would be over. But all her friends would be dead in hours. So she didn't dare.

Katya's brain was muddled, it was hard to think about anything other than the horrors she was going through. It seemed to be days, weeks maybe, before the door opened again and Jaide came in.

"You almost didn't make it, hmm? But you did. It's been ten hours. Hold on, sweetheart, I'll let you go." Jaide ungagged her, wiping more drool and sweat from her face, and then finally, finally, turning the vibrator off and taking it out.

"You did so good, so good. It's just too bad that Mae's on her way with your next ordeal... Are you sure you don't want to spare yourself?" Jaide stroked her hair.

"Nnnnnooo," Katya said through frightened tears. She was so, so sore.

"Oh... you poor baby. I'll tell you what. Since you did so good, I'll hold your hand during this next part, okay?"

Katya was too exhausted and scared to protest, even though she absolutely hated Jaide and her manipulation.

The door opened again. Mae came in.

Holy shit.

The speculum she was holding was huge.

Katya struggled, her eyes going wide with anxiety. Jaide tsk tsked at her, sitting down next to her and holding her hand tightly, as if scared for her in some deep dark part of her fucked up brain.

"You made it through. I'm impressed... have you ever had a child, Miss Malinov? No? You're about to get a taste of that pain." Mae said as she approached.

"Nnngh," Katya protested weakly.

"Oh, can we keep her ungagged? She's been so good." Jaide said hopefully.

"Fuck no. I don't wanna hear her scream all day, it'll hurt my ears." Mae growled.

"I guess," Jaide shrugged, putting the gag back in Katya's mouth despite her tired protests, and continued holding her hand, and stroking her face.

Unlike Jaide, Mae didn't talk much. She simply started to push the long speculum into Katya's sore and aching pussy.

"NN- NNGHH!" Katya screamed into the gag, the cold metal felt terrible as it went deeper into her.

"It's in. Now, let's see if we can get it to fourteen inches before you pass out." Mae said simply.

Katya must have misheard that. There was no way she could stretch that far.

No. She couldn't.

There was an impossible building pressure in her as Mae began to open the speculum. Fuck.

"MMNH! MMH!" Katya sobbed as it opened even wider.

"That's four inches." Mae noted.

"Shhh, shh. You're being such a good girl." Jaide wiped more tears from Katya's cheeks.

She cried out in pain as Mae widened it, feeling cool air inside of her- it felt awful.

"Five inches, not even halfway done." Mae warned.

"Mmh-" She protested, bucking to try to get it out of her.

Katya screamed, her vision blacking out for a few seconds as the pain got worse and worse.

"Eight inches." Mae noted.

She sobbed in horror as she realized how open, how exposed she was now.

"Shh. You're doing so good." Jaide squeezed Katya's hand.

"NNNGH! HHHHNNNH!" She wailed as it was opened more. Jaide smiled down at her lovingly, playing with her hair.

"You've always been my favorite, y'know." Jaide murmured.

"Ten inches." Mae grumbled. "You're bleeding."

"No shit, Mae, you're hurting her." Jaide said worriedly.

"That's the FUCKING POINT!" Mae yelled angrily.

"I know, I know. It's just such a shame. Isn't she just the prettiest?"

"Yeah, yeah."

Katya cried out into the gag, her voice starting to die again as she gave a weak scream. The pain got worse and worse until she felt herself tear and rip.

Oh, God.

"There we go. Fourteen inches. I can fit both hands in there." Mae said thoughtfully before plunging her hands in, just to feel around before taking them out.

"You poor, poor girl. Shhh, shh. Can't we give her a little break now, Mae? I just want to take care of her for a little bit, she's so sweet." Jaide negotiated pitifully.

"Shut up. I'm not feeding your weird kink with Miss Malinov." Mae snapped, and Jaide harrumphed.

Mae stood up, her gloved hands bloody.

Katya's vision was going in and out. She felt lightheaded.

"Oh, sweetheart, stay with us." Jaide said worriedly.

"Nnngh," Katya said anxiously, her wide teary eyes catching glimpses of Mae looking over her before she passed out.

[yami-heart]

medfet and liking organs in general is SO WEIRD i literally just had multiple orgasms about some guy's insides

[lemontongues]

directly faced my trauma for the first time since my actual Trauma Response suddenly started rearing its head like 3 years ago and went to the gynecologist for my annual today! it went very well :] i was like "hey these are the accomodations i need" to the nurse and she went to check with the doctor and came back like "she said 'whatever floats your boat'" lmfao

[wanderestless]

a bonus feature of living through things is that you get phantom pain in other ways that are related but make no sense

[nelfs]

on the same tangent, I’m glad that IUDs work for some women but I am absolutely and positively terrified of them. hearing about the procedure and how many women pass out/bleed for months afterwards/experience excruciating pain in general really makes me nauseous. the idea of having something forced thru my cervix (and strings hanging down!!) just really makes me feel sick …. Not in a “women shouldn’t do that” way but in the same way SAW movies make me feel ill. it is genuinely fucking barbaric not to sedate people beforehand or provide meaningful painkillers

[eileennatural]

i know i should probably stop oversharing here to this degree but i have to get my first pap smear today i'm so nervous

[soullesstomatoes]

smear test was Bad,,,, i wasn’t able to ask for a smaller speculum, it hurt a LOT and now I’m bleeding a ton and feeling dizzy

[eating-sim0n]

Got my iud in. Genuinely horrendous. Yapping in tags

[stonedlilac]

An eye speculum is a metal medical device used on the eyes when surgery is required. It makes sure the eyes stay wide open regardless of all the poking and prodding going on.♡♡♡

When she says she won't be able to hold eye contact so you threaten to pull out the eye speculum and she quickly changes her attitude.♡

Absolutely precious, love. You underestimate my sadism, don't you? That's okay, you'll quickly learn, darling.😘

[so-i-did-this-thing]

How it's going as a trans person in Florida: Planned Parenthood, 26Health, and Spektrum Health have announced they have paused all gender affirming care.

To recap, DeSantis signed several anti-trans bills into law this week. Care is banned for minors, care is all but banned for adults, Don't Say Gay has been extended, children can be kidnapped from affirming parents by non-affirming family, and there is a bathroom bill that subjects trans folks to arrest for using government owned facilities, such as those in courthouses, airports, many stadiums and parks.

The adult effective ban was felt immediately. The main elements are:

signing at every visit an in-person informed consent form created by the state

all care come from physicians instead of nurse practitioners

no telemed for gender-affirming care

Currently, it is unknown if existing HRT prescriptions written by NPs will be honored by pharmacies. I personally know one person who was able to pick up testosterone yesterday, but I have also read many reports of folks being denied. I myself don't have a refill ready for another 10 days and will report back after I try my own pickup.

What's additionally dangerous is those of us, myself included, who get non-HRT prescriptions from our gender clinics now face the uncertainty of continuing of *all* of our medical care. Our health clinics are at risk of shuttering permanently as they lose major income, and many of us will lose STD meds, depression meds, heart meds, etc, etc.

When we say "this will kill us," it goes beyond suicide risk from forced detransition.

"But you can still get HRT from a physician."

So many suck or are outright hostile and the demand outstrips the supply. Before I found my NP-run clinic, one physician just decided to not call in my Rx, another was so shit at reading lab results, he thought I had hepatitis, and the third I had to threaten to kick in the teeth for trying to force too large a speculum in me.

Also, the state-required consent form has not been finalized and distributed yet, so at this point, everything has pretty much ground to a halt.

It was estimated that 80% of trans adults would lose their healthcare because of how many use providers like Planned Parenthood, but the impact seems even greater now.

"You can get your non-gender care elsewhere still."

DeSantis recently signed a bill that allows healthcare professionals to discriminate against trans people.

Sure, we can try to find care elsewhere, but it will be a slow and expensive process, with no guarantees. It took me over 20 years to get my heart condition treated because of transphobic doctors.

What can I do as a trans Floridian?

Stay in communication with your clinic - many are working on getting physicians added to the roster to prescribe HRT. Lawsuits are being filed and it's possible the changes to adult care can be rolled back.

Continue to try to pick up your meds, but begin looking for care elsewhere, though. Inside and outside the state.

Remember that while telemed for gender affirming care has been banned, you can still cross state lines for care. See Erin's map of informed consent clinics.

Many people will turn to DIY, but be sure you are aware of the risks here, especially if on testosterone, which is a controlled substance.

What should I be worried about next as a trans Floridian?

I worry about the following next steps towards genocide:

Banning getting care out of state. This is from the anti-abortion playbook. They will likely start with kids again, but we've seen how quickly adult care gets axed.

Being declared mentally incompetent or a risk in some way. This could be anything from being barred from gun ownership to not being allowed to work for the government.

Being declared a de facto predator. This has already happened with the latest bathroom law (cis people can eject trans people from government owned single-gender facilities, with arrest as a penalty), so watch out for it being applied to privately-owned facilities. Watch for discussions of official lists of trans people.

Gender presentation enforcement laws, essentially banning "cross dressing". Laws that block or rollback documentation changes.

These all have historic precedence and are huge "I'm in danger" red flags.

What can I do as a cis person?

Amplify all this news. Talk frankly about how this is genocide. And donate what you can to trans mutual aid campaigns so people can travel to get healthcare or even leave the state.

Here's some articles to get started on building awareness:

Take care, everyone, of yourself and each other.

[sorrowandpride]

Genuinely curious who tf the standard sized speculum is designed for, because it's been my and (based on what I've read) other women's/trans men's/non-binaries' experience that it's a fucking reverse bear trap.

[dumbbitchgalore]

Okay. Alright. Okay. Hear me out. Old man Price with a breeding kink.

Him being so fucking pissed that his useless cock can't do anything right but then one day realising it can still dump his seed into his birdie and he just gets obsessed needing to fill her up at every opportunity.

If she did get pregnant he would just love it SO much because well now everyone can see that she belongs to him and he gets to use her whenever he wants it's the most socially acceptable way to claim her entirely, make sure everyone knows she is his.

Him whispering the entire time he is buried inside her that he can't wait for her to be all big and round so everyone can see her filled with his baby.

I have had this in my drafts for literally forever, looking at it and going back and forth with answering it but here it is anon!!

I feel like John would fill up a shot glass with his cum and using a a speculum to open up your pretty little cunny before he dumps his cum directly into your hole.

It becomes a ritual on days that John cannot get hard and just needs to see you filled up no matter what.

He'll make you watch him jerk off as you sit in front of him eagerly waiting to be bred by him. He'll smack your hand away if you try to touch him which brings out a desperate whine out of you and a chuckle out of him.

Days like these are cherished by John because reminds him of your love and devotion to him despite of the flaws that others might see.

You keep him grounded as you've made him yours.

[konigsblog]

been thinkin about doctor!König do a thorough clit exam, teasing and pinching it until it gets all swollen and achey with arousal 🥺 swearing that it’s all routine and a part of a normal sexual wellness exam!!!

doctor-könig and student-horangi... :33

;doctor-könig lets his student learn using you.

cw: medical play, abuse of authority, non-con/dub-con/rape, touchy and perverse behaviour.

dark content. dead dove: do not eat. 18+ 🔞

doctor-könig who invites horangi in to watch as he treats his favourite patient.

you lay flat on your back against the medical bed, your panties on the floor, your thighs spread open and your pretty cunt staring right back at them. könig can't control himself from being disgusting with you — he abuses his authority as your doctor, slapping your cunt whenever you don't listen and begin squirming, shaming you for not being ready for his touch.

könig pulls the curtain over your stomach, so that you're unable to see what him and horangi are doing. he tells you it must be due to the eye contact, or because you can see horangi's eyes lingering on your sweet, precious cunt, telling you it would be better to close the curtain to avoid you from getting nervous.

although, it's not because of that. it's so that horangi is able to record and jerk off at the sight.

doctor-könig tells you it's mandatory for him to taste you, to feel around using his fingers before he uses the speculum. you whine and whimper, biting you bottom lip to silence your mewls and loud, pleased noises. könig's tongue flicks back and forth, pressing against that gummy area on your cunt, collecting your sweet juices.

student-horangi watches whilst holding his dick by the base. watching könig lick and stroke your cunt using his gloved fingers, against your sensitive clit leaves horangi sore with pleasure. könig lets you know that he has to check your pussy to make sure you're able to have sex, to be penetrated...

your stomach churns with your anxieties, and before you're able to protest, horangi prods against your wet hole and pushes deep inside, his fingers grasping at the flesh on your thighs, leaving indents from his grip as he thrusts deep inside.

the sounds of könig's praises and sweet words encourages you to keep going, to let the student learn using your slicken, drooling pussy. he watches as your eyes roll back, cunt getting filled with horangi's thick cum, before pulling out, leaving your cunt dripping as he heaves and pants, spurting the last of his release all over your weeping heat. :(

[dreadclinic]

Gave myself an inspection today, wore latex gloves as i used a vibe with a speculum inside me stretched achingly wide. Underwent a breeding procedure with a tentacle dildo attachment on my fucking machine and then made myself give birth. I used an inflatable toy inside me, inflating it larger and larger so it ached so badly and stung as i tried to push. I slid in one blade of my forceps underneath the inflatable plug and i used it to move it inside, aching so badly. I used my vibe until i couldn't help but push, and i tugged on the forcep with my muscular contractions so when i came i gave birth to the toy and the forcep with it. so good TT_TT my abdomen is so achy now after my invasive procedure c:

[hellyeahscarleteen]

I'm not comfortable with pelvic exams. Can they be modified?

"If you’ve had pain with pelvic exams in the past, or if you’re nervous about the exam, speak to your provider about it. Modifications to the exam can make the experience more comfortable and are always okay to ask for – here are some adjustments that may be helpful:

Your provider can select a smaller speculum size to better fit your anatomy.

Your provider can apply more lubricant to your vaginal opening and the speculum. (Physicians used to worry that lube would interfere with cell sampling to screen for diseases, but that’s not the case – water-based lubricant doesn’t affect those tests.)

You may be able to change your body position to increase your comfort. The infamous “stirrups” in which patients commonly place their feet for a pelvic exam help providers visualize the inner pelvis. However, they can feel demeaning or triggering for some people. Here are some alternative positions you may be able to try:

The “letter M”: knees bent and feet on the end of the exam table, thighs apart.

The “letter V”: on your back with legs straight out on the table, separated in a V shape.

The “diamond”: knees bent, soles of feet together with legs open in a diamond shape.

Sidelying: lying on one side with hips and knees bent up towards your torso.

In some cases, providers can recommend anti-spasm medication to help relax the pelvic floor muscles before an exam. This is often placed inside the vagina and allowed to dissolve there to target the muscles directly. In other cases, you can be prescribed one dose of oral medication to take before the exam.

In many cases, you won’t need to worry about getting this kind of exam at all. If you don’t have symptoms or any prior history of any gynecological conditions, the speculum exam might not be very useful. Importantly, an exam with a speculum is NOT necessary to screen for sexually transmitted infections (STIs) or to prescribe birth control (unless you’re getting an IUD)"

(Adapted from Pelvic Exams: A Modern Guide by Caitlyn Tivy)