#*hehehehe* | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

jayhyunglover · 3 days ago

Text

Reposting while waiting for his myth

Heartless

Part2 here Pairing: Caleb x non MC reader

Content: jealousy , friends with benefits (kinda) , pwp , inappropriate use of evol powers , metal arm kink (miam😋) , oral (he's a tease) , unprotected sex (p in v) , doggy . (Might be OOC since I wrote this before his release)

Synopsis: jealousy is an awful feeling and it doesn't look good on you Lieutenant . You , the no nonsense and stoic Lieutenant of the farspace fleet . him , The Colonel of this same Farspace fleet . your relationship ? Fuck buddies and cooperators but this feeling of growing jealousy simmering just underneath your skin didn't seem to understand it that way .

A/N: Caleb nations won, blame the edits because BOOMSHAKALA that man is fine.

Now playing: Heartless by the weeknd

Heartless, that's you were or maybe that's what you were trying so hard to be.

People has always feared you , whether it was because of your appearance or your reputation. After all you weren't known as the merciless lieutenant of Farspace fleet for nothing.

You were a heartless , emotionless and cruel monster and you took great pride in that.

Then why did you felt every vein in your body boils with barely contained rage as you watched Caleb interrogating that girl?

Yeah , that girl that probably put you in this situation in the first place.

How you met Caleb was rather unexpected. A young man full of hatred and desire to protect his loved one. It made your heart felt something you haven't felt for a long time, admiration. You admired him for his resilience, how he climbed the rank until he was powerful enough to protect his love .

A love that you envied.

Though, yours and Caleb's relationship relied purely on lust . You helped him with his plan while he offered you free therapy. By free therapy you mean dick and you'd be lying if you said him rearranging your guts didn't help with your nightmares.

But now they caused a troublesome issue you didn't want to deal with.

Jealousy.

You gritted your teeth at the sight of him reassuring the poor girl through the one sided mirror.

Pathetic you thought before looking away from this lovesick view that had the bile rising up your throat

“Lieutenant we'll need your help with-”

“Handle it yourself” you cut off the poor rookie , your voice as sharp as a dagger before storming off the room.

“What's wrong with her?” The young man asked in disbelief before turning toward his colleague who just shrugged , as clueless as him.

You weren't a jealous person, far from that. You already knew what you got yourself into. You knew that Caleb's heart belonged to someone else already. Your relationship (if you could only call it that ) was purely professional (and sexual) but it didn't change anything . You had no right over him , he wasn't yours , you weren't his . So why despite telling yourself that over and over , everytime the image of him gently cradling her cheek flashed through your mind it made your jaw clench?

You let out a heavy sigh before leaning back against your chair , your thoughts growing more tangled by the seconds.

She looked ordinary though. Why would he sacrifice everything for someone with such basic hair? You scoffed internally before mentally scolding yourself for thinking about her in the first place .

You shook off those thoughts and decided to focus on this stack of papers in your desk instead of Caleb's pipqsqueak

Pipsqueak , such a lame nickname.

“Someone seems to be in a fool mood today” you heard his light voice spoke and you mentally cursed yourself at how your heartrate sped up at the sound.

You looked up from your papers to see him leaning against your doorframe with a small and almost charming smirk on his face

“Finally done with coddling your pipsqueak?” You asked in a nonchalant tone thought the underlying hint of irritation in your tone didn't escape him making his smirk widen

“Is that jealousy I hear , lieutenant?” He chuckled before making his way towards your desk and you despised , hated the way he could see right through

“Tch, why would I be jealous of this weak thing?” You scoffed but the disapproval look he gave you made you almost want to take it back

Almost

“She's not weak” he retorted his voice dropping to something dangerously low

“Whatever you say Colonel Caleb” you waved a dismissive hand at him before shifting your focus back on those damn documents

“did you come all the way here just to discuss about your pipsqueak?” You couldn't help but ask

“You're the one who brought her up in the first place” he shrugged nonchalantly unfazed by your snarky remarks

Touché , you closed the filesyou were starting reading before looking up at him

He had such beautiful eyes , the golden flicker in them reminded so much of what he was in your life . A light that won't stuck around for long.

“Then why are you here?” You asked in murmur, your gaze trying its best to not shift toward his lips. Those lips that have explored your body so many times you've lost count.

“I wanted to check on you” his eyes softened as he uttered those words and you felt for a fraction they might be genuine but no . This was Caleb , not some lover boyfriend of yours .

“Can't you see I am fine” you snapped, tone harsher than you intended but it was better that way.

A flicker of hurt passed through his purple colored eyes but it disappeared as soon you saw it , leaving the cold and heartless colonel you knew.

Heartless, that's what you both were.

“Glad to know that , Lieutenant” he bowed at you before stepping out of your office leaving you alone with your regrets and confused feelings

…*...*...*...*...*...

“No more” you cried out , eyes burning under the harsh light . The knot in your throat growing tighter “please” you begged but they didn't listen , they never did and never will.

“Please” your vision was blurry with tears , the pain too overwhelming to bear.

What did you even do wrong? Why were they doing this to you?

The electric shockwaves crashed over your body , sending flicker of pain everywhere until it numbed every fiber of your being.

“Please make it stop” you shouted but nobody made it stop. No matter how loud you screamed , how much you begged , they never did.

You let out a loud gasp as you jolted from sleep. Your chest heaving up and down from the intensity of your nightmare.

It's been like this ever since you went under this experiment at 11 . Every night those buried memories would come back to haunt you at night.

they stopped when you started sleeping with Caleb but this didn't really occur those past few nights with how busy you both were .

You swung your legs over the edge of the bed before getting out of it to grab a jacket and your car key to head towards your salvation, the bane of your existence.

...*...*...*...*...*...*...

Caleb's eyes widened in surprise when he opened the door , expecting to find anyone else behind this door expect you.

“Lieutenant what are you-”

You shut him up with a bruising kiss , lips pressing fervently against his to forget about your torments

It was like this everytime you had those nightmares , everytime your past would come back to haunt you , you'd crawl back to him, clinging onto his presence like a light while he was nothing but darkness himself.

Caleb, a bit caught off guard at first quickly melted into your kiss , his large hand cupping your face to kiss you back with the same ravenous intensity.

Your hands looped around his neck as you lost yourself in his embrace. Just this once. You told yourself knowing damn well, you'll come back for more.

Caleb's lips parted from you to catch his breath his chest heaving up and down from the lack of oxygen but the drunken whimper that left your mouth when he pulled away made his cock jump . The needy look in your eyes making it hard for him to hold back .

“Why would you stop?” You whined , straining your neck to try to kiss him again but he denied you , his lips moving to your ear to whisper hotly.

“So you're no longer in a fool mood” he chuckled before nipping softly at your earlobe, pulling out a small moan from your lips

“Just shut up and kiss me” you scowled at him making his grin widen

“always so bossy” he murmured before capturing your lips in a heated kiss , lips moving sensually against yours as your tongue danced together.

Your hands found his hair to tug at the soft strands , the pain making him hiss out through you kiss.

Your legs wrapped around his waist when you felt him pick you up to head towards his bedroom, body growing more heated and impatient as the minutes ticked by.

Once you were there , he laid you down on the bed before climbing on top of you , his body covering yours like a warm blanket. Your hands fumbled with his shirt , waiting to get it off him as soon as possible

“So eager , Lieutenant” he chuckled with that infuriating smirk that made you wanna smack and kiss him senseless at the same time .

You discarded his shirt somewhere in the room before your hands traced the smooth planes of his body . They slid between the valley of his pecks where you could feel his thumping heart. An heart that didn't belong to you and never would .

“What got you so worked up hm?” He asked , taking your hand that was resting on his chest to nip at your finger. The action pulled a small breathy whimper from you that made his lips turn up into a grin

You didn't answer his question, instead you slipped your hand inside his shorts to palm at his bulge . You face leaning closer to leave open mouthed kisses on his neck.

The truth was that you missed him but you would never admit that out loud. There was no point to do so . After all he probably didn't care if you missed him or not.

Your hand found his cock you stroked skillfully until small groans of your name were leaving his parted lips

“I think” you nipped softly at the bare skin of his shoulder. “I like it better when you shut up”

You flashed him a smug grin , clearly loving how you had him writhing because of your touch.

The glare he shot you made your stomach turn into knots , your cunt throbbing his name in Morse code.

But before you could even recover , he pinned your wrists above your head with his mechanical arm. His lips now tracing a scorching path down your neck with his feverish kisses

“And I think I like it better when you're screaming my name”

His words had no right to have you moaning out loud , no matter how hot they sounded, whispered against your heated skin

“See” his eyes flicked up to look at your flushed face and dazed eyes through his thick lashes “such pretty sounds you make for me Lieutenant” the teasing lilt in his voice made you wanna kick him to the curb but the way his hands touched you had your hips bucking up against his instead

“F-fuck, don't” you threw your head back in a whine , eyes fluttering closed at the way he nipped at your breast through your shirt

"Don't what?" He breathed out against your clothed skin , tongue rolling defiantly around your nipple

“Don't ‘lieutenant’ me not when you're like this” you shook your head side to side in protest

You always loved to hear people using your title , knowing how hard you worked to earn it but not with him. Never.

“But I like to do so” he retorted with that same teasing edge that made your panties even wetter “lieutenant”

“Oh shit” you panted when you felt him bunch up the material of your shirt to get free aces to your chest

“You're so mean” you managed to voice out between gasps and moans “are you going to be like this with her too?” You asked , looking down to see how his whole body went still at your words

Caleb knew damn well who you were talking about and the mere mention of her name made his jaw clench. the guilt that haunted him even since he made that deal flaring up higher.

“Don't” he warned , every ounce of teasing in his voice vanishing leaving the Caleb you knew and liked .

“oh did I hit a nerve , Colonel?” You fluttered your lashes innocently at him but the wolfish grin painting your lips was anything but innocent and Caleb knew it

“trust me you don't want to go there lieutenant” he murmured against your skin lips still peppering light kisses on your stomach

And despite how lightheaded his kisses made you felt you didn't back down

“What ? afraid I'll find something you might not like” you persisted in your endless teasing but Caleb could only take so much more.

“Afraid?” He rasped out before sitting up to look down at you. Thought his tone was still light and teasing the dangerous gleam in his eyes made you shiver “hardly but I guarantee you will once I am done with you.”

What-

You didn't even have the time to ponder his words before you felt him manhandle you with his evol until you were laying flat on your stomach with your ass in the air .

“You're such a sight to behold , my pretty Lieutenant” he whispered, his voice thick with need and You felt pathetic for moaning like a needy whore underneath him at his praise.

He wasn't yours and you weren't his for fuck's sake but your cunt didn't seem to understand it that way.

“So much prettier when you're not being a smartass” he punctured his words with a sharp bite at the top of your thigh that has your head dropping in the pillow in response.

“Caleb” the world was nothing short than a sinful plea , one that went straight to his dick.

He continued to pepper kisses all over your thighs, not bothering to even take off your shorts or panties while you were growing restless .

You pushed your ass against his face , hoping he would get the memo and finally give you what you needed but the bastard pulled your shorts to the side to lick at the wet patch of your underwear.

The moan that left you was downward pornographic but you couldn't bring yourself to be ashamed . Not when his tongue was rolling around your clit with such defiant ease

“Oh fuck Caleb” you moaned , your hands fisting the sheets so hard your knuckles turned white

“Language Lieutenant” he chided playfully , his lips parting from your translucent underwear in a wet squelch before diving right back in.

His mouth sent hot white waves of pleasure crashing over you. It was overwhelming but still not enough

“Please” you begged, pushing your hips against his face to feel him closer , deeper.

“Hmm?” He hummed inside your cunt , the vibrations making you throb harder.

“Fuck me” you looked over your shoulder to find his eyes , the smoldering heat in them making your knees buck. “Please”

You knew you sounded pathetic begging for him like that but you didn't care. This was Caleb , you didn't have to hold your facade up in front of him, you could be bratty and pathetic as much as you wanted.

Maybe that's why you always came back to him because in your fucked up and psychotic mind you considered him as your home. A safe place that didn't exist because at the end of the night , you weren't the one his heart and soul longed for.

You got wrenched out of your thoughts by the cold bite of the metal against your skin as he pulled you up by wrapping his mechanical arm around your neck . Your back now flush against his chest

“Your wish is my command Lieutenant” he whispered hotly against your ear before finally finally freeing you from your shirt.

The contrast between his warm flesh hand and the cold metal one against your skin made another fresh wave of arousal coating your already drenched panties

“You're so sensitive” his voice was a low teasing whisper in your ear as his fingers circled you pebbled nipples

“Caleb” you huffed , your patience growing thinner and thinner with how long he was taking to fuck you. You needed him to pound you deep in the mattress not toy with your already frayed nerves

“Patience” he chuckled , his hands giving your nipples one last flick before travelling down down until they met the waistband of your shorts

You lifted your hips to help him take them off but he pinned you back down against his lap earning a confused look from you .

“I like those on you” he just said before slipping his metal hand inside your shorts to toy with your already sensitive cunt.

“It looks better than your old uniform” he added as he continued his abuse on your clit the cold metal making your hips buck against him . And if you were in better state of mind you'd probably smack him for roasting your uniform so blatantly but you couldn't even form a coherent sentence.

When Caleb felt like he teased yoy well enough for tonight, he finally took mercy on you and took off those damn shorts along with your drenched panties . And by take off you mean absolutely ripping them to shred off your form.

“You're so wet already” he groaned while sandwiching his cock between your puffy lips. The friction making him throw his head back and moan.

“Whose fault? you looked over your shoulder from where your head was resting against the pillow to glare at him but the sight of his flushed cheeks, half lidded eyes and messy hair made your stomach flip uncontrollably

“Guilty as charged, lieutenant” he grinned sheepishly before burying himself into you in one single thrust, the stretch making you both moan in unison.

He felt as good as you remembered.

“F-fuck” he cursed lowly , eyes fluttering closed for a moment to savor the feeling.

You felt so good , like a sweet temptation he keeps succumbing to. At this point the list of his sins keep growing longer and longer but yet he couldn't bring himself to stop , not when you feel this good wrapped around him

He started a nice and slow pace that quickly turned into something frenzied as he got lost in his thoughts

This was the last time he convinced himself. The one he belonged to was back in his life, he couldn't keep this up much longer

But the drunken look you gave him as he literally wrecked your shit made all of his resolve falter.

No focus this wasnt the plan . But fuck were you going to be the death of him

His pace increased , trying to distract you and himself from those pestering thoughts.

His lips found the crook of your neck , his tongue licking a strip of your neck as he continued to pound into you his broad form covering you completely as he fucked you prone bone.

The last time you both promised.

This madness needed to end .

He continued his frenzied cadence , your sinful moans sounding like music to his ear. His metal hand snaked down to give your clit 3 mean pinches that has you cumming so hard and fast it made your vision tip white for several seconds. Your body slumping against the mattress as he continued to rock himself into you , chasing his own high as he supported your weight with one arm wrapped around your waist.

Caleb emptied himself inside you with a delicious broken whimper you almost missed with the way you were still floating on a cloud nine.

His chest was still flush against your back , his sweat slicked skin feeling warm against yours as his hips went completely still. His breathing was low and ragged and despite having reached your high like 20 seconds ago you were already aching for him

Since this was the last time better make the most of it no ?

...*...*...*...*...*...

You and Caleb laid intertwined in the bed as you caught your breath after your intense fuck session. Your hair was sticking on your face while his was madly dishelved from your grip. His head resting in the crook of your neck

You didn't know what time it was or how long you both been going at it but you knew you needed to leave now . After all he'd have to go find his pipsqueak even if one stubborn, irrational part of you wanted him to stay here with you instead .

This is absurd . You sighed internally as you tried to wriggle out of his grip but he tightened his hold around you

“Where are you going?” He asked in an hoarse voice , his hair tickling your skin.

“Some us have work to do, y'know?” You rolled your eyes at him in a way that was supposed to appear annoyed but the small smirk on your lips made it really unconvincing

“You must ?” He asked, raising his head from the crook of your neck to look at you with those beautiful purple eyes of his

“I do” you murmured quietly thought you felt a small twinge in your heart at his slightly pouty expression

No focus . He wasn't yours . This didn't mean anything.

“and beside” you added voice lighter than before “you have your pipsqueak to take care of”

He let out a groan at your words, his hand letting go of you as you slid out of his bed to get dressed

“Don't call her that” he glared at you though it lacked conviction

“You'd have to make me , Colonel Caleb” you winked at him , your defiant tone making his mind run lap and his cock to stiffen slightly

You minx

After getting dressed in one of his shirt and shorts (since he ripped yours) you headed for the door to leave.

It was like this everytime , you'd came to find him , have the most mind blowing sex of your life then leave. It was like this , no string attached, no feelings, no nothing ,Just fuck buddies/cooperators.

Caleb watched as you left in silence not trusting himself to say anything as you made your way out and closed the door behind you.

As soon as you left he plopped himself back on the bed before running a hand through his hair

Just what the heck did he get himself into ...?

-------------------

Part 2 coming soon

@yourlocalcatscammer

#BOOMSHAKALAKA I KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE FIRE #and the story that's gonna birth from it #*hehehehe*#love and deepspace #loveanddeepspace #love and deepspace x reader #caleb lads #Caleb smut #otome game #lnds Caleb #l&ds Caleb #Love and deepspace Caleb #Caleb x you #Caleb x reader #loveanddeepspace smut #love and deepspace smut #Caleb x OC

393 notes · View notes

teddybeartoji · 9 months ago

Text

going to the beach with toji and kids for the first time ever. it's only the beginning of your relationship, it's all kind of new – toji doesn't know what's about to hit him. sure, he's seen you with megumi and tsumiki before, but this? this is something else.

not only is his heart doing flips at the sight of the big smiles and the loud bursts of laughter you're managing to pull out of his kids, you're also wearing a fucking bikini. he hasn't seen this much of you before – the furthest you've gone during the late hours of the nights are steamy, handsy makeouts. he did take your shirt off the last time he had you below him but then you were interrupted by the little spiky haired boy, sniffling about a bad dream. after grabbing a blanket to cover you up, toji rested his forehead against your warm skin, grumbling something under his breath before looking up at you with soft eyes. you weren't mad – quite the opposite; you ruffled his hair and cradled his face, a gentle smile splayed on your lips. you pressed a haste kiss to his nose and then ushered him off of you, whispering something about his adorable son. toji scoffed. and smiled to himself.

the bikini. is killing him. he doesn't know what to do with himself. the scene playing in front of him is heart-warming and he should only be thinking about that, but how can he? the material is barely covering anything and you just look so... fucking good.

sitting in the shade, toji let's his head loll back, his eyes closing as he rests his hand over his face with a groan. he can't do it anymore. he's doing brain exercises to not pop the hardest boner of his life and you are not making it any easier when you keep giving him the prettiest smiles. you're happy, the kids are happy – everything should be good, but no – here he is, suffering because his parter looks fucking amazing. the fact that this is even a problem is mind-baffling to him. he is a strong man, no person is going to get to him just by being beauti—

"could you pass me the water, please?"

you're out to get him, he's sure of it.

toji peeks from under his hand and he's immediately blinded by a devil in disguise. the sun shines from behind you like a halo and the grin on your lips reaches behind your ears. sweat coats your skin and it makes toji's mouth salivate. what the fuck are you doing to him? hands on your hips, you stare down at your boyfriend and you give him another second to collect himself before quirking up a brow.

"toji?" you sound like a siren, you're pulling him in with your silky smooth tone. "the water, please?"

the corners of your eyes crinkle as you smile and toji has never moved faster in his entire life. "right."

he reaches for the bottle in the cooler beside him and gives it to you while making sure to look at you in the eyes and nowhere else. it's unbelievably hard – especially when the water starts trickling from the corners of your mouth and down your neck. toji gulps before turning to look at his kids instead. gumi's brows are furrowed as he's building his sandcastle while miki is busy building hers. toji cracks a grin.

"they're so– fucking cute." you whisper when you curse, a playful smile on your lips as you gush about the kids.

you love them so much already and you're glad that they seem to be liking you a lot too. that makes toji very happy; when the kids ask about you when they haven't seen you in a few days, when you do the same – he knows you really might be the one. it's a big thing to say, to even think, but he can't help it. it simply seems... right.

the water bottle hangs in front of his face and he's pulled away from his thoughts again. he goes to grab it and when he does, your free hand reaches out to him. warm finger wrap around his wrist and he melts at the soft, gentle touch. "come play with us."

a groan bubbles from his throat but it couldn't be any further from an annoyed one – you're sweet and you're excited, you're pretty and you're patient; you always welcome him and the kids with open arms and a bright smile. she would've loved you.

he throws the bottle aside and wraps his own hand around your own. "ya wanna play or the kids wanna play?"

his raspy voice and the stupidly handsome smirk he gives you make butterflies bloom and dance in your stomach. he makes you giddy, he makes you happy.

"i wanna play." you tug at him. "and the kids wanna play."

he can't say no to his little blessings and he can't say no to you. maybe running around will help clear his mind from the mischievious thoughts in his head. he doubts it, but he's needs to try.

in one swift move, he pulls your hand to his mouth while pretending to bite you and his eyes fucking twinkle when he sees your cute surprised expression and hears your little gasp. there's a moment, a second of the most comfortable silence before the corners of your lips twitch and you yank away from his hold, booking it towards gumi and miki with a loud cackle as toji pushes off the chair and takes off after you with fast steps.

your cheeks hurt from laughing as you watch toji catch megumi; he lifts gumi up with just one hand while tsumiki tries to poke her dad in the ribs in order for him to let boy go. when he finally lets the kids go... you feel his eyes on you. adrenaline pumps in your veins and you feel like a deer caught in the headlights of a car. you can't stop grinning. he can't either. a pair of arms wrap around your middle and your feet are being lifted up above the ground before you can even react.

while the kids are doubled over, running and stumbling over their own feet, toji growls in your ear. "gotcha."

you will take the next step today. no snotty kid of his will cockblock him again – they will be tired from the day and you will be all his to take care of. he'll show you his appreciation for being so good to him and the kids, for being so kind. and so... fucking hot.

he presses a kiss to your jaw but cringes when gumi and miki dramatically scream 'ew' at him. you feel him getting even warmer, his cheeks heating up and you try to save him by shooing the kids with a laugh. toji is grateful. he's happy that you're here.

#hehehehe>:33333 #toji #wtf mickey can write #toji x reader #toji x you #toji drabble #toji fushiguro #toji fushiguro x reader #toji fushiguro x you #toji fushiguro drabble #toji fushiguro fluff #jjk toji #jjk x reader #jjk drabble #toji fluff #jjk fluff

8K notes · View notes