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yawpyawp · 2 months

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a year ago today i had to say goodbye to my amazing boye Pi

i miss him so much every day

#void journal #tw pet loss #he was diagnosed w terminal stomach cancer on jan 20th 2023 and i’ve literally cried EVERY DAY since #i understand that grief is the cost of love but it’s physically exhausting to cry this much #that lil guy was my soul cat #and i had 8 wonderful years w him but it wasn’t enough cuz he was only 9 :(

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lovelycleon · 11 months

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A true angel 🥺

#the way this guy called her a cultist and terrorist and begged for her to be killed #and soon after she was already trying to save him and cried for his death #and there are still people out there who think that claire would be able to hold a grudge against leon for 9 years #the girl is too good for this shit #claire redfield #resident evil #redi #resident evil death island spoilers #resident evil death island #redi spoilers

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fagbearentertainment · 5 months

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IMPORTANT!!!! LOOK LOOK LOOK!!!!!!!

THEY WERE IN THE NEWSLETTER!!!!!!! *HAPPY SQUEALS*

#undertale #utdr newsletter #it’s been 9 years and I still don’t know their ship name *cries*#love them so much tho they were one of my earliest gay ships lol

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mouseshift · 2 years

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sometimes im normal and then i think about the pines family

#WAAAAHHHHHHH #the second one totally definitely isnt from a timestuck fanfic i cried at #lie #gravity falls #imagine 9 year old me watching tale of 2 stans and morphing into the joker #anyways im going to go throw bill cipher into a blasting furnace gn #ford pines #mabel pines #stanford pines #grunkle stan #stanley pines #stan pines #dipper pines #mabel pines mabel pines mabel pines mabel #art moment

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doberbutts · 1 year

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🎶 It's been a long day without you, my friend.

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.

We've come a long way from where we began.

Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again. 🎶

#came on while I was driving to work yesterday #first time I've cried since I started T #miss you stink #best boy #I am having a lot of feelings this week because this weekend is the culmination of the last 9 years #I wouldn't have anything I have now without you #and as I begin to start this journey over again #I can't do anything but think about how grateful I am that you were my dog #I love you Creed #I wish you could still be here #there's only 3 or 4 of your litter left now #I just wish you were one of them #your legacy lives on through my girls #and through the dedication litter #I look at them and I see you #thank you for being my dog #you saved me #I hope I did good by you

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hereforb99 · 4 months

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I bawled my eyes out watching today's episode of Doctor Slump. This series has me in a chokehold. Like I relate soooo much. I cannot....

#doctor slump #episode 9 #hands down the best series i've ever watched #i've never ever cried before while watching anything in my 24 years of life

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usedtobemygirl · 1 month

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the fact im seeing paramore and taylor swift in less than two weeks 😀

#i cried all the way through the RED and 1989 tour im going to do the same on june 13th #i might be 9 years older technically but I am not emotionally 😭#i was looking at when i saw her at 1989 tour i was lit near the floor and it was only like£50 a ticket ☹️#I’ve got nosebleeds for £100 this time around😭#i really want to gatekeep taylor I’m so tired 😭#but I’m going to have fun anyway i love her sm.#I haven’t seen her in NINE years I’m crying 😭#this means the world to me honestly

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deanscasanova · 9 months

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two episodes into s2 and ofmd has officially reached 4th place in total number of cries this year, overtaking both 'the raven cycle' and 'work' (a tough one to beat!)

next target is 'animals' for 3rd place, which I truly don't think will be a problem at this rate

#personal #crying report #ofmd #highly possible it will overtake 'heath' for spot number 2 #but I think this late in the game no one will be able to take the top spot from 'the vampire diaries'#with a whopping 32 cries total. almost double 'health' at second place #she's a legend #she's unbeatable #she destroyed me on levels I didn't even know existed #(of course I expect supernatural/dean/destiel* to be strong contenders once the rewatch begins)#(undoubtedly taking spots 1-3 (not in that order**) in 2024)#(however I just think it's too late for any of them to compete with tvd this year)#*yes these will be separate categories. dean/destiel already exist and are at spots 8 & 9 #(**I'm expecting 1) dean 2) destiel 3) supernatural for the 2024 runnnings)

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bittwitchy · 1 month

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sometimes life w a v high pain tolerance means im still in pain but quiet abt it to not bother other ppl and sometimes it means im in such horrific pain for literally no reason (there is a reason oft just related to afab insides so ppl dont care) but i have to go to work anyways bc calling out is bad and somehow its ‘so brave’ to work while wanting to die as your insides torture you it feels like youre burning alive and your organs are breaking but hey we gotta go earn that dough right

#raiiot #it hurts so bad rn i wanna just cry and break down but i have work tonight #it hurts to breathe too which doesnt help me #i honestly dont even know if my pain tolerance is high or if i just got told my pain didnt matter #so much growing up and by docitrs and everyone that Im just not reacting to it #bc the reality is my wanting to die because of pain has been a constant since i first got my period at like 7-9 years old #and being told by doctors and my parents that im faking it for attention or i need to get over it or that idk what pain is jhst means i #started not saying anything bc being in pain and crying a lot was already bad since id get yeled at for crying #but being called a liar and being in trouble for it and the additional suffering just really sucked on top of it so it was ‘easier’ to say #nothing and try to ignore it and pretend i wasnt in pain for others benefit since they thought i was lying anyways #which is even funnier since now if i mention it theybsfill think im lying #so if im ignoring it or honest abt it i #still apparently a liar ig lol #the only pain other ppl in my fam have experienced is the oral pain funnily enough but they screamed abt cried abt how nobodys ever felt #pain like they have over a need for ONE root canal. i needed 9 and numbing didnt work #thats the first time they ever realized i maybe wasnt lying avout the pain. was when they got told thaf. but they still treat me like i am

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spocksgotemotions · 7 months

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one of the mom’s at my job was apparently very upset today because her two year old was bitten by another two year old (insanity I know) while they were fighting over toys. And it’s like yeah ma’am, I get it. But it didn’t break the skin or leave a mark, and again, they’re two. Like I get bitten like every other day, and do I complain? No! I got good at dodging AJ’s teeth

#captain’s own #dumb bitch hours #she was demanding to know which kid it was #which we’re not supposed to tell them for obvious reasons #and she was like “he said a boy hit him a few weeks ago I wanna see if it’s the same kid” which A) it wasn’t #and B) YOUR BOY HITS TOO TF. Like I love that kid I adore all of my kids at work #but he hits with very little provocation and cries if someone looks at him the wrong way #OH AND C) even IF I COULD tell you and it WAS the same boy WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?#you gonna fight a two year old when you’re a grown pregnant woman?#parents really act like their kids are being bullied when hitting is normal behavior for a two year old #especially when that two year old is in the same small cramped room with the same 9 other two year olds for 8-12 hours #They’re supposed to stop biting around this age but like it’s still not out of the ordinary you know?

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poughkeepsies · 1 year

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hate that buck has self-worth now cause none of the songs on my playlist hit anymore

#this is like when i finally came out to my mom after 9 years and a month after watching eeaao and she was totally fine with it #like damn :/ you mean you dont have to travel the multiverse to try to understand me youre just gonna love me anyway?? aight fine ig #i cried all the way throught that movie for no reason ????#evan buckley #911 spoilers #911 fox

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atsumou · 2 months

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hello :) i graduated uni!!!!!!!

#yue yaps #today has been so so so so busy and reaaaaally tiring #i was in heels for like ~9 hours and my feet HURTS like hell #BUT ya girl finally graduated !!!#i still remember my first year days where i cried and all bc of this degree but look at me now!!!#received lots of love from friends and family today and aaaa i’m just grateful for everything :>#apologies that i’ve been so MIA here 😭 life happens and yeah!!#to anyone else pursuing their degree atm: you can do it!! i believe in you so much!!!#ik the road is absolutely not easy but it’s all worth it in the end :>

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rrandomtthings · 10 months

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I NEED everyone to go out and watch the live action one piece

#I’m in disbelief #like I knew it was gonna be good since I heard that oda was working on it allllllll the way back to last year #but this ??????? THIS ??????????? FUCKING AMAZING #I havent even hit arlong park & baratie ….. oh my god ……#saving those for tmr tho bc I am running on 9 hrs of sleep from the last two days LMAO 😭 I’ve alr cried watching #but those are gonna make me ugly sob & I do not have that energyfhsjsjsjsjd #one piece #one piece live action #opla #rran.txt

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lucysweatslove · 1 year

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I haven’t even gone into the clinic building yet and I am already exhausted from masking? I forgot how truly miserable it is to mask all the time holy fuck.

#I cried last night and this morning #seriously how am I gonna survive four years of this and then residency?#like if I get to come home to my spouse and pup I’m okay #I can do the 8-6 or whatever hours I’ll be working #even like a 5 AM - 9 PM #but the safety of my home provides respite #legitimately super worried about all of my away rotations

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catastrxblues · 6 months

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good morning it is now 4 am and i have just finished watching atonement good night

#atonement #next tags are just going to be personal rants ignore that #i couldn’t sleep at all so i tried reading s&b and then fanfics and then the bell jar but it just didn’t hit #so then i tried writing but i just kept crying so i thought i’d watch a romance movie because yes #should’ve gone for four weddings and a funeral or pride and prejudice because what the hell is this #i didn’t know anything about this movie i just remember having it on my watchlist and saw ONE clip so i picked that help #and yes i ended up crying and the tears are still here but i’m also starting to think that that’s not entirely because of the movie at all #i stripped my bed off its sheets because the bright color annoyed me and it was already peeling off anyway and i was too lazy to put it rig #and when i pulled back from the screen after the movie finished and just look at how bare my bed is and how i’m in the middle of them #i just started crying again #and my legs are aching and i hate myself and i think i want to take a shower but maybe i’ll wait later on #i don’t think i’ll sleep at all honestly i’m not sleepy anymore #besides i’m thinking of going outside today just at the park i don’t know doing something #i always sleep really really late lately because my parents are out of country right now and no one is keeping me checked and i apparently #still can’t take care of myself. cried about that too it was something. why am the eldest daughter i’m so not fit for it #and then i always wake up at like 9 am and it’s already too late by then that i just never do anything productive #and it’s like i’ve been living in a simulation and i’m kinda going crazy and insane but it’s okay because today is going to be better #i hope because i’m not getting any sleep and i can finally go outside at 7 in the morning instead when it’s already way too hot #damn this is supposed to be one of the best years of my life??????? fuck off #also i can hear the azan subuh from the mosque by the neighborhood and i miss praying honestly #it’s so funny because i was happy to get my period because that meant i wouldn’t have to wake up so very early on in the morning #but i miss it now #hopefully my period will end soon #nadirants

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nerdsandbabyteeth · 1 year

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Constantly trapped between I can’t wait to live away from my family and spend more time alone because I feel like my thoughts will have time to settle and I will lose my mind if I live alone because I am starting to lose a sense of self this week simply because two of my friends are away and I don’t speak to anyone much in school.

#noggin time #I also cannot stand the fact that people I know follow me online or people I respect even #because I have a constant nagging feeling I’m completely and utterly embarrassing I see people posting abt things in their life and like #venting or whatever and I could never do that I think bc so many people follow me that I see face to face #I mean I’m doing this right now but tumblr is it’s own beast I have like one person I know irl on here I think #also it’s not like I have no friends I still talk to teachers and other people but it’s my best friend who I meet every morning and my new #friend I made this year who is in all the same free periods as me and also likes talking about tv shows so it’s like two people I talktomost #if this were a therapy session which it now is I would trace back my feeling of pure unfiltered embarrassment at simply being online back to #when I used framecast when I was like 9 and I drew a character inspired by someone’s oc and they vague posted quite civil abt it like please #don’t copy my ocs guys and I cried about it for hours and hours and I’ve never been the same since not to sound dramatic but it’s true #I delete Instagram every 3 days because it starts to make me feel physically unwell and then I re-download it because I miss everyone #I didnr consider i might have some sort of mental issues other than autism until recently because I just convinced myself this isn’t a prope #r issue I should just get over it but at this point it’s violently affecting my moods when I’m not immediately talking to anyone

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