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#I've chosen the worst time to fix the sleep ahahaha#I better run away or I'll die from exhaustion wheeeeeeeeze otherwise I would have been stuck on it#marble sky fanart#HERE WE GO GUYES SUFFERING PLOT HORRORS AND MORE DEVELOPMENT *coughing*#*dies*
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"UWU op defends Israel UWU"-
Have I not made it clear enough what I think of the Israeli government? Have I not made it clear enough that what infuriates me the MOST about all of this shit going on is that neither government gives a damn and civilians will CONTINUE to die because Hamas and Netanyahu are cranking that war machine for their own benefit? Have I not made it clear that I think what the Israeli government is doing is fucking horrific, a war crime, murder, a violation of human rights?
Why do I even need to MAKE that clear? Why is it that you can talk about LITERALLY anything else, any other country, and people don't rush to fucking accuse you of personally supporting the government when you discuss the wrongs committed against a people, but the SECOND you're a Jew you have to justify your stance about Israel?
Why is it that I cannot even be angry about the slaughter of MY FUCKING PEOPLE. Innocents. Civilians. Fucking CHILDREN. The slaughter of the Palestinian people. Innocents. Civilians. FUCKING CHILDREN.
Without one of you absolute fucking monsters deciding to slap some shit on an unrelated post about how "uwu op defends an apartheid state just ignore that"? Do you have to make it part of EVERYTHING I do? Do you consider everything I put out there tainted somehow because I don't support your joy, your cheering, your unrestrained GLEE at the murder of Jews? Do I need to publish a fucking thesis on my stance on Israel, Palestine, and their respective governments like a fucking disclaimer any time I want to talk about myself, my oppression, my experience as a Jew, or a disabled person, or a queer person, because you fuckers cannot for five seconds be NORMAL about Jews?
To decide to slap something about Israel and Palestine on a post I made about MY oppression, about how people will oppress you no matter who you actually are- it all depends who they think you are. It's a bit ironic, isn't it? Doesn't QUITE fit, but it's funny that someone would read that post, agree with it, and then think "Ah yes, THIS is the place to put some tags about how OP, a Jew who has been reeling for the last couple of weeks about the violence, who has been checking on their Israeli friends every day to make sure they aren't fucking dead, who is dealing with vicious antisemitism from people who they thought were friends, who watched as the people claiming to be progressive supporters of human rights on this hellsite and others OVERWHELMINGLY reply to the murder of their people with good they deserved it fuck you, is CLEARLY a defender of an apartheid state and that makes them a bad person because something something I don't know what nuance tastes like and I am a bigoted ass."
I am TIRED.
#antisemitism#i/p#seriously I am exhausted#fuck all of you#I can count on my hands how many people have actually been supportive and kind to me#I have LOST count of how many people#both online and IRL#have either been dismissive and cold#or outright HAPPY that Jews died and will continue to die#I have lost count of how many people here I thought were decent human beings#who I had to block because they responded with a resounding GOOD to what hamas did#and now you fucking antisemitic fucks are dragging this shit onto unrelated posts#and that's nothing NEW you've always been like this#but it is especially exhausting now#the fact that this shit is coming from like#other Americans too?#are you fucking KIDDING ME?#You LIVE here and you don't control everything the fucking government does#but oh every Israeli civilian is responsible and they deserve to be killed#just call me a kike and go instead of doing that shit#at least the Nazis are direct about how much they want me dead#although frankly I'm having trouble telling the difference these days#between you leftist fucks and the Nazis
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Blood sugar levels (Patreon)
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#And implied Isa and Mira from offscreen but it's fine lol#Kinda sorta spoilers in the tags be warned#Man these poses were fun to draw - hand poses and body and ah <3 Fun!#This was one of those comics that came to me pretty much fully formed and then I had to do it - it was very fun which I'm very glad for!#Probably the funnest were the first - third - and fourth panels :D#The way their cloak falls around them ah pretty <3#That big spooky eye hidden under the brim of their hat <3#That one was really fun to edit too :D Writing [FAILURE] elsewhere on the page and then overlaying it :) Fun!#I wonder if Siffrin would die of starvation faster than normal due to the [redacted]#And since that would kill him it'd make him loop back - even tho it's also somewhat powered by food?#It's curious! I like it :)#I imagine his innate magic also powers it somewhat but hmmm recursive#Not that he died here anyway :) One of those fun ones before Loop spells it out for him :)#I have to wonder if All those loops we don't get to see are mundane hmm ♪ How many of them are forced out of Sif's mind so we as the player#Will just never know ♪ I suppose we'll never know! Haha#The exhaustion of having to keep his body running it's really the depression simulator#Sif :( They're gonna worry about you anyway!#It's amazing what our minds just refuse to process when we're in The Sads™ haha
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was worried parts of cr2 would not hold up on rewatch (especially seeing people hate the aeor arc so much) but ngl so far its either been good and fun as hell (travellercon, pirate arc) or just straight up banger after banger. like the xhorhas to angel of irons through to refjorged arc and then the cathedral.................. unrelenting slay
#so far the aeor arc is banging i love that its so freaky and i love that theyre committing to the bit and its cold as fuck and snowy#and everyones getting points of exhaustion from the cold#and lucien is scary . and it just feels like from the point they find molly's empty grave and then again when vess dies that theyre#spiralling as fast as an actual play dnd podcast can go towards a big scary climax with connecting threads and research its so fun#im excited for later when (almost) everyone starts getting the eyes on themselves. i love the raising stakes of it. its so spoooky#just abt to get to the ep when caleb and beau first do ��#kiddo say#cr2 is just peak to me .#i did start at the beginning of the iron shepherds arc tho so i did hear/remember it starts slow. but idk i still like the characters enoug#but maybe i should go back to there too#(my rewatch started because i wanted to watch scenes with nila and then just kept going while i was working lmao)#nila and keg rule sm some of my fave guests. reani too#twiggy also is v good. but i should go back bc i actually dont remember calianna very well .
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Good morning.
A very kind follower let me know that my clones art has been stolen and reposted, again. This time on Tiktok.
So here's a new version of my art. It's called: "Apparently putting 'Do Not Repost' on the art 4 times + in my bios of every social + FAQ isn't enough, so how's this?!"
I'm feeling very defeated and exhausted.
I just finished filing a DMCA yesterday. This new art theft version already has more views than every like/note on all versions of my art on all of my socials COMBINED + multiplied. This art was only posted a few days ago. I'm beginning to deeply regret drawing it.
Art thieves getting views and likes does NOTHING for the community. Imagine of those likes/comments/followers had come to me, on any of my socials. Think of how excited I'd be to connect to new folks, how hyped I'd be to draw more.
(how maybe, just maybe, someone official might one day notice and it might lead to more😭)
I don't think I've hit 10K likes on ANY art I've ever posted on Twitter in 8 years, and certainly nowhere near that on Tumblr in a while. That's ok, I understand that's due to my own lack of skills, which is why i work hard daily to improve!
But ART THEFT DOESN'T HELP. This person did NOTHING but stress me out, make me regret sharing my work, and take away valuable time and mental energy from me producing more work. And I promise you, they will not be able to make my art for you.
Don't worry, I'm not just complaining about it. I've filed a DMCA (tho gosh TikTok's form is WEIRD, really hoping it worked🥲)
But please. If you see an art theft account, please don't give them views & likes. Someone else worked hard on that. They could really use your support.
Anyway, here's the link to my art on Tumblr. On my account. Since, y'know, I drew it.
#YukiPri rambles#art theft#idk i'm just so tired and sad and wondering why i worked so hard what's the dang point#yeah this is from my twitter thread bc i'm too exhausted to write it again this ate all my spoons and then some#yeah u may be wondering aren't u used to this why are you complaining#because this art literally went up days ago and i almost died marathon working on it for an entire goddamn week#because i still feel exhausted and then this fucko who did absolutely NOTHING is just like hehe look at how many views i'm getting!#and i am just. yeah. exhausted
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hey. any american that Might see this and is eligible to vote. go fucking do it, no excuses.
even if you cannot be bothered. even if you think it is completely pointless. because this recent trump shooting is gonna INCREASE the votes he's gonna get, and even if you believe things are completely cooked already, would you rather done what you can to stop it, or sit with the fact that you helped Trump win by inaction?
we are NOT completely cooked. no. sure, things are looking bad, but we are NOT doomed, and I cannot stress this enough.
if you cannot do it for your fellow americans, do it for the people in smaller countries with current govts pretty much worshipping Trump (coming from a Hungarian girl, currently living in a fucking autocracy, with a prime minister that worships Trump). if the us does something atrocitous, the rest of the world is much more likely to follow in its footsteps and do it too.
do it for the climate and the people literally everywhere on Earth, because another Trump presidency would fuck over the climate completely. do it for the people already dying and being displaced because of it. there is a lot of such people.
do it for the Palestinians. yeah, genocide Joe and all, but Trump would be INFINITELY WORSE.
do it for the queer people of the world. especially the trans people.
please.
#us politics#donald trump#us elections#vote biden#vote#vote democrat#lgbtq rights#lgbtqia#trans#trans rights#free palestine#free gaza#gazaunderattack#i don't know why i felt compelled to make this post but#like#please#random personal anecdote i've hated trump since like age 10 when my pet bunny died of heat exhaustion from a climate crisis heatwave.#so like yeah
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I just want the season to end with everyone reunited in Falme or wherever the fuck it’s gonna end and they’re all just basking in their fresh trauma and tired and just staring at each other like wtf and then Elayne’s like “oh Aunt Moiraine! Hi!”
#Moiraine instantly dies from exhaustion#wheel of time#wot on prime#wot show spoilers#wot book spoilers#moiraine damodred#elayne trakand
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hi guys its zo girlstressed coming to u LIVE from the hospital
#guess who fainted from heat exhaustion 🙂↕️✋#its cause the girl that was meant to sub for me got injured fifteen mins into first game#So i played three 90 min games. and died immediyaely afte rthe finals#anyways they put an iv in me and i have a pudding cup all is well ill be fine#personal
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really truly genuinely in top 5 of favorite character designs of all time
#talkys#i wish i looked like dis for realed#hi i woke up after 4 hrs of sleep after a very emotionally exhausting day and i decided to install DQ IV onto 3ds#so i can play 4 -> 5 -> 7 -> 8 and go from there#i heard V was best so i started there but i want back to IV bc See Main Post#ive not actually ever played a mainline DQ game in depth!#just demo of the more recent one (?)#i played DQB2 and its one of my favorite games so (stupid idiot moment) its kinda awesome seeing like. idk how to word this#its like if someone whose only knowledge of TLOZ was BOTW/TOTK went back and played older games and was like omg no way they have the#Secret Sound in this game too!#like i have 0 dq knowledge i didnt know it was the same 😭 like omg i recognize these sounds from when i#played DQB2!!! (<- guy who has only played DQB2)#anyway i hope i enjoy da games ^_^ seem very cheye in nature....i love....the Slymes....
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How is it that I am more accepting of all the stories and theories I've read about the Oshi no Ko than where we are right now?
Also, some people really think that OnK readers are furious about the story because it was tragic? Tragedies are endings that will linger on you. Tragic endings are endings that will give a lasting feeling and in my opinion, they're more weighted than happy endings. In all cases, not all endings should be happy. I am very accepting of tragic endings but I just can't ride with this one because killing off Aqua did not feel like the only option left to punish the antagonist of the story. Why was letting the authority punish Kamiki not an option when they've already caught Nino red-handed?
The story has never been fair to anyone. Like crow girl oh my goodness what was the point of her existence anyway? She just narrated and talked in Aqua's dream and that's it?!
Ruby! She lost her beloved sensei. She lost her beloved idol. And now she lost her twin brother. So is the story we want to tell here is that life is shitty but you should pick yourself up and fight to the end because okay yes I get it but was killing off Aqua really necessary for the story to proceed? Because again there are other options we could've dealt with Hikaru so is this just tragedy for tragedy's sake?!
Akane! How come she's doing a detective's job when she should be doing her job as the genius actress that she is?! How come you put that weight on a character who almost killed herself and had felt indebted with Aqua's kindness to the point that she's willing to sacrifice herself for Aqua? How come you write off this character with the greatest deepest love through self-sacrifice wheh she is a young lady with a bright future ahead?!
Miyako! You made her take over Ichigo Production, take care of Ruby and Aqua, made her watch them from the sidelines. She knows she can never replace Ai as the twin's mother but she's done her best to be a mother to them then you decide to kill off Aqua could you imagine the guilt she will always feel for not protecting her son enough?!
Taiki! He was happy knowing that he has a brother because apart from the director, he's been alone all his life. I doubt they would ever know that Aqua committed suicide but could you imagine the despair Taiki would feel for losing his parents and his brother to suicide?!
The movie 15-Year-Lie! Even that movie was handled unfairly because are you telling me that with all the hype placed for that movie, with the story of Ai, the nation's favourite idol being told post-humous, is still not enough to be successful so let's kill off her son whom all she ever wanted was to live healthy and happily.
So maybe the message here is to endure life's cruelty, be strong, survive and live on "towards the stars and dreams"? Is that it?
#I am honestly so exhausted thinking of this manga like I feel like something happened to Akasaka sensei towards the end of this manga#are you telling me the manga took all those break for this hahaha#because honestly killing off Aqua and Kamiki is the simplest route this story could take#I want to be one of those people who finds nothing wrong about this conclusion for the manga#because I was honestly so intrigued with Akasaka-sensei's writing now I'm just flabbergasted#or was that really the objective? to surprise the readers?#to scar the fans who have written beautiful analysis and theories only get to the killing-off-the-main-character conclusion#Again I'm okay with that because if I wasn't#just reading on the first chapter and seeing that Ai died I would have dropped this if I don't like stories with dying characterz#wait I just realized Ai and Kamiki's company Eye even their eyes are not addressed properly hahaha sure they're lying eyes but#what's the difference when it's white and black fans have interpretations yes but why don't we get that from the manga hahahaha#I am so sad about this like really haha#oshi no ko#just go to hell you idiot aqua
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Medics are messy.
Or, well, the medics themselves probably shouldn't be too messy, considering they are sometimes the only thing standing between a gruesome wound and Thanatos himself. Although medics probably shouldn't perform surgery while wearing flip flops, either, so maybe that's not saying too much.
But regardless of appropriate footwear (or lack thereof), the profession itself is messy. Blood. Muscles. Organs. Bones. You name it - Will has seen and touched it all.
He can vaguely remember being a bit grossed out, in the beginning. He supposes that would be the natural human reaction when confronted with gore. Especially of the real variety. He's grown out of it, though. Plus the perks that come with his position are nothing to sneeze at.
Nico teases him for not liking horror movies, but the truth is that to Will they are just incredibly mind-numbingly boring. It doesn't matter how realistic the wounds or special effects look - hell, they could cut open a real human being and the injury still wouldn't faze him, no matter how gruesome. Because for Will, the worst part isn't the visual. That one he got used to pretty quickly, considering. It's everything else. It's the smell, putrid and overwhelming and always so horribly nauseating he swears he can taste it. It's the sound, failing organs frantically trying to fulfill their purpose in a desperate cacophany the movies can never get quite right (if they even remember to try.) It's the revolting knowledge that what you are feeling does not belong outside of a body, that it shouldn't be able to be felt like that.
They watch a bunch of horror movies anyway, because Nico knows how to press his buttons and manages to bait him into it every single fucking time.
("Please", Nico had whined in a tone he'd never dare use outside of his cabin. Maybe Will's shamelessness is contagious. Or maybe Nico knows that, without witnesses, nobody will ever believe him. "It's for the aesthetic".
Will had felt his lips contorting into a smile, even as he'd tried to keep on his mask of fake indignation. 'Aesthetic' is one of Nico's favorite words, along with 'vibe' and 'rancid'. Will kind of loves that he knows that. Nico can be as cool and badass as he wants, doesn't change the fact that he's an absolute dork as well.
"Come on, you know you're gonna give in anyways" And then, because the little shit knows what he is doing, he'd winked. And, well. Will is not too proud to admit that he is an absolute sucker for brown eyes. Especially these ones.)
He should probably be embarrassed about how easy he is, to be honest. But things like shame or propriety or even self-respect kind of go down the drain when you are perpetually exhausted and have seen basically the entirety of Camp in various states of undress. He used to think that that was the reason naked bodies didn't seem to have the same effect on him as on other people, but then the Michael-thing-that-shan't-be-mentioned happened and. Well. Let's just say Will is very aware that being a medic and having an active sex life are not mutually exclusive. Their father's slutty tendencies have been inherited by quite a lot of his half-siblings, as it turns out.
Besides, even if the movie itself is boring, Nico's reactions are hilarious. The jumpscares always get him, even if the fucker tries to deny it. And when a movie manages to really grip him, Nico will make sure to keep Will just slightly behind him. Will isn't sure whether that is a voluntary action or just instinct, but it always makes him swoon all the same. Nico is probably aware of it, freakishly observant as he is, but he never mentions it, so neither does Will. Gods forbid Nico stop doing it - that boy is jumpy even outside of shitty movies.
#okay hear me out#nico is always fighting in the thick of battle (esp bc hes a child of the big three) so he had to teach himself to be alert at all times#meaning he is one jumpy dude#horror movies are a safe (and not physically taxing/exhausting) way to indulge in this anxiety a bit#plus they fit with his aesthetic as a child of hades tm#will on the other hand?#dude is a medic. a combat medic. people come to him with half their organs outside their bodies and he has to stay calm#what i mean is that this guy is not phazed by anything.#do you see where i am coming from. it makes sense in my head ok#also slowly turning all pjo characters aspec hehehehe#ace will#will solace#nico di angelo#solangelo
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Sonic Forces must have really taken a strain on Silver, he's used to the future looking all apocalyptic and destroyed, but the past is always supposed to be full of life and beautiful. Now the past is ruined too, and he can't get sent back even further. This is one of the worst things that could happen for him, the one safe haven that he thought would always be alive no matter how bad his own time got has been ruined too. His only option is to fix everything in the present day, which he's never been able to do before, he's always had to fix it through time travel. I imagine that at the beginning of the game before the Resistance reels him back in, he'd be wandering around and trying to destroy every piece of Eggman technology in the area in a desperate attempt to make a change. It'd get exhausting pretty quickly, but he has to keep going, he can't rest until everything is fixed
#Then he passes out from exhaustion or nearly dies from Eggman's forces attacking him#And everyone brings him in and explains to him that the only way they can win is with strategy which he reluctantly agrees to#Sth#Silver the Hedgehog#Krafter Talks
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OKAY the Curlfeather chapter in the leaks definitely could have been improved but y'all had me So Terrified it was going to be way worse
#berryheart vs curlfeather portrayal in particular irks me#and them sort of seeming to give her shallow reasons to do things when there is so much more to pull from. her lived experieence and#the state of starclan and the living clans. the way splashtail's reign paralleled darktail's#of which she was personally a victim#which i think could help sober her to her actions#there are some other bits of the book [summary] i thought were poor choices though and I feel like it does only build on the idea of#starclan sucking#.txt#rudyposting#asc star spoilers#curlfeather#also nightsun kits last chapter like Ok. I knew we were doing this but it feels so exhausting and rushed for the sake of it#y'all couldn't wait until Next arc??#sunbeam Just switched clans and her mom Just died idc if its been like a month#asc spoilers
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seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing
#I fucking. missed d&d tonight by accident#I straight up forgot#and just didn't show up to the session#my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked#I should be sleeping now but brain won't shut up#my creative output is the lowest it's ever been and I've been in some level of depressive funk since like early january#I am just deeply unfathomably exhausted#like mentally and spiritually#all the time#my memory and sense of time are both shit#my spelling is worse than it used to be for some reason??#I really don't know what to do to make my brain start functioning again it's frankly worrying me#I couldn't even handle college so it should come as no surprise that I'm reacting poorly to the world being a perpetual screaming trash fir#and yet#idk it's been hitting again lately that I have never succeeded at anything in my life and just keep tripping and falling up for some reason#fucking everyone is in hell right now and with my overall success rate I should be dead in a ditch but I'm actually doing spectacularly#due to a series of improbable accidents and weird circumstances that happened to turn out in my favor instead of completely fucking me#aside from the looming spectre of my various failed attempts to have some kind of life trajectory#it just doesn't feel like this can keep up forever#like surely at some point the luck has got to run out I can't just keep living like some kind of folkloric trickster archetype#but my motivation and sense of purpose kind of died after the last failed attempt so I'm still just here#doing whatever this is#maybe I should drive out to the coast#maybe staring at the ocean would fix me I've been away from it for too long#I mean it can't make me worse#I should wait until further into summer though so I don't have to drive back in the dark#everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone
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having swap au thoughts. *slaps roof of claus* there's so much mental illness in this guy. im gonna blow up everyone in the room and then myself
#what if you felt unbearable guilt because your brother went missing in the two seconds you were separated#and you feel like there mustve been Something you couldve done to prevent it#if only you had stuck together. if only you hadnt let him tag along on your basically-a-suicide-mission in the first place#but none of those things happened so you go through three years blaming yourself#continuing to search for him because maybe hes still out there. and maybe exhausting yourself on an aimless search is a way you can atone#and then you're pulled into this big destiny adventure so your searching is put on the back burner#you're so busy doing important things and meeting new friends and there are points in your adventure where your heart feels lighter#and maybe you open up just a little about the crushing guilt you feel. and your new friends say it wasnt your fault#maybe you start accepting that your brother is really gone but you have to keep living your life#saving your brother was a far out dream but saving the world is something you have the power to do#so you try your best. so you dont fuck up this time#your guilt becomes the fuel keeping you going#and then at the end of your journey#you find out one of the biggest obstacles on your journey#the human chimera that you felt kinda horrified at and a little bad for even as you fought them#is your brother you've been mourning and agonizing over not being able to save#so um. The Guilt is even worse now#now he doesnt just feel responsible for his death. he Now feels responsible for him becoming this Creature Thing under porkys control#and in a lucas dies scenario. hoogh i cant imagine how claus would feel after that.......#however the thing that spurred this post was thinking about the lucas lives postgame scenario (it just got a bit out of hand lol) so.#your brother is alive and back home again and youre so unbelievably glad#but the guilt still creeps up every time you see how much hes Changed. physically and mentally#you had just started to accept the fact youd have to live without your brother but somehow having him back is almost just as painful#things cant just go back to how they were before. youll never be the exact same happy family as you used to be#its strange adjusting to having lucas back and its strange trying not to step on each others toes with their trauma#you cant help but be clingy because you couldnt bear it if he disappeared again under your watch#but nobody wants to be watched all the time especially when youre recovering from your brainwashed identity as an army commander#FUCK I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT I WANTED TO RAMBLE MORE AUGH. THEY MAKE ME SO ILL. i swear its not all angst theres some lightheartedness in it#mother 3 swap au#mothfics
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Wohoo animation update I guess wow cool fast paced camera pan stuff wowwww
#man I just wanna#I just#I can’t anymore with#*dies from exhaustion*#okay but funny enough I made RAPID FIRE progress on this sequence particular#because it was just a sketch outline two days ago before I said ‘screw college homework I’m just gonna animate lol’#ahahah I have the final math exam on the 25th#so like uh….also two days from now#ironic how that checks out I sacrifice two days for animating and then I’m going BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN#….that was a meme reference hope someone caught onto that#sorry if I sound disjointed or overly frantic here it’s because I am#usually I spend an hour trying to formulate my words into something insightful but nah not anymore#I can’t be bothered to be put together it’s way too much right now I just need to explode#like the DAMN POTION EXPLOSION EFFECT I HAVE YET TO FINALIZE AAAAAAAA#anyways if I keep pointing a middle finger at college then I’ll get this whole animation done in no time <3#things is I’m hella proficient at getting work done it’s just school always robs me of the time and makes me appear lazy#THIS is what I can accomplish in the span of two days back to back work#and I just wish it could be like that all the time is all#hplonesome art#a hat in time animation#ahit animation#ahit animatic#wip animation#massive project
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