#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + HARRY.
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honey-minded-hivemind ยท 9 months ago
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In a reboot/reimagining of X-Men Evolution, what if the Spider-kids were there, too, with maybe Aunt May and another Spider-adjacent adult, and they were their own group, along with the Brotherhood and X-Men... And then there is Reader, a spider mutant, who is now stuck in the middle of the three groups, and is trying to stay neutral and out of their way? More-or-less wanting to stick to themself, but not cold or aloof, just someone who may be slightly uneasy around them, yet is friendly or at the least amicable?
Like, imagine the Spider-kids consist of Peter Parker/Spiderman, Miles Morales/Spin, Gwen Stacy/Ghost Spider, maybe with their friends/enemies as Spider-kids too, like Harry Osborn but with Carnage, or a green crab spider or orchard spider theme, Mary Jane Watson or MJ with her symbiote or with a trapdoor spider theme, maybe Flash with the Venom symbiote or with a tarantula theme... Reader I can see being a wolf spider, orbweaver, or jumping spider mutant. Especially if they are related to or an experiment involving the DNA of one of the adult mutants.
Would the X-Men and Brotherhood try to get the Spider-teens at some point to join their groups? Probably. Would it work? I think it depends on what the options are and how stable their powers are. Would they be more spider-like? Yes. The Venom symbiotes could be anything from aliens to experiments to even an alternate personality. Or they could be with the adults? It's undecided as of the moment.
Characters that won't be included in this au are Eddie Brock and Miguel O'Hara. I like them, for the most part, but I'm not sure how to write them. I do like Venom, but I'm sticking more along the animted versions of him, as that works better with this AU.
A name for this AU could be the ๐Ÿ•ธSilken Threads and Venomous Webs๐Ÿ•ท AU...
Either way it goes, it sounds like a fun AU to me, and I hope to be able to bring it to life a little. Thank you for reading, and have a great day or night ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿงก๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿ
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satelitis ยท 1 year ago
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goddamnmuses ยท 6 months ago
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Long Ass Starter Call Thing
Soo here are a bunch of icons. Send an icon and get a starter! (Itโ€™ll probably be a one liner). ย Feel free to do this even if weโ€™ve not interracted or if we already have 10000 things on the go, just go for it. If you want something specific then feel free to specify or if you see this you also have permission to just throw a starter at me.
Harry Potter Muses: ๐Ÿย = Salazar Slytherin Marvel Muses: ๐Ÿฆ = Rocket Raccoon ๐Ÿ•ธ = Peter Parker ๐Ÿ•ท๏ธย = Older Peter ๐ŸŒฏ = Wade Wilson ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ = Pietro Maximoff ๐Ÿ–•๐Ÿพ = Aaron Davis ๐Ÿ’ฐย = Harry Osborn ๐Ÿ”จ = Thor Odinson ๐Ÿ‘Š = Marcus Milton DC Muses & Lucifer because.. I guess?: ๐Ÿ˜ˆ = Lucifer Morningstar ๐Ÿฆ‡ = Bruce Wayne ๐Ÿฆธ = Clark Kent ๐Ÿชฒ = Jaime Reyes ๐Ÿช = Charles Brown iZombie Muse: ๐Ÿ‘จโ€โš•๏ธ = Ravi Chakrabarti Archer Muse: ๐Ÿฅ ย = Sterling Archer Misfits Muse: ๐Ÿฅด = Nathan Young God of War Muse: ๐Ÿช“ = Kratos Star Wars Muses: ๐Ÿคบ = Darro Orniel Dragon OC: ๐Ÿฒ = Draco The Boys Muse: ๐Ÿ”ช = Billy Butcher Invincible Muse: ๐Ÿฉธ ย = Mark Grayson The Witcher Muse: โš”๏ธย = Roufast of Alba Sonic The Hedgehog Muse: ๐Ÿฆ” = Shadow The Hedgehog Dragon Age Muse: ๐Ÿ›ก๏ธ = Aedan Cousland OTHER: ๐ŸŽฐ = One of my 'potential muses' (Will be random if not specified) ๐ŸŽฒ = A random muse.
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sciderman ยท 11 months ago
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GWEN DEATH ASKER AGAIN!! Iโ€™m just going to use ๐Ÿ•ธ to identify myself from now on ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ also sorry if this whole argument is getting to long or annoying you :(
All in all I donโ€™t believe the death of Gwen was ever fully Peterโ€™s fault. The fault was on Green Goblin (obviously) Gwen and Peter. Yes Peter did act ahead of time by webbing Gwen to a car but righttt before Harry shows up, Peter is fighting Elektro. He is literally about to die before Gwen shows up and helps him kill(?) Elektro by over charging him like a battery. Peter in that moment knows he wouldโ€™ve died if Gwen hadnโ€™t intervened, I believe that in that moment he forgot about everything, Gwen was literally his hero, she saved him and he forgot his whole mentality of her being constantly in danger.
Then comes in Harry. He really couldnโ€™t have predicted that psycho injecting himself with literal SPIDER VENOM (just points out how weird harry is in that movie) in that moment of him arguing with Harry about how not giving him his blood is the best thing to do, he forgets about Gwen. In his mind sheโ€™s safe, sheโ€™s gone, until of course Harry directs his attention to her.
Peter wasnโ€™t prepared for what was about to happen, neither was Gwen. Both of them only knew about the threat of Elektro and I feel like they are both equally responsible for her death.
Peter was too slow, he reacted to slow and he was directly involved with killing her. Gwen knew she was running head first into danger after being told not to, being told to stay out of it and be safe. She knew there was a risk and she took it.
Harry literally just took pride in killing her ๐Ÿ’€ bro smiled when she died he had no regrets.
All in all there is a Peter Parker effect. (PP effect) He hurts everyone he loves in one way or another across multiple forms of media.
With Tobey Maguireโ€™s Spider-Man, he hurts Aunt May, Uncle Ben, MJ, Norman, Harry, Gwen, even Eddie Brock who he didnโ€™t know that well.
With Andrew Garfieldโ€™s Spider-Man he hurts/kills Captain Stacy, Flash Tompson, Aunt May, Gwen, Harry, Uncle Ben, and even kinda Doc Connors in a self blaming PP way.
With Tom Holland he hurts Liz, Ned, Aunt May, (almost Gwen Stacyifies MJ) and also probably uncle Ben.
Went off on a lil rant at the end but basically Peter is just a sad lil guy who gets brief comercial like breaks of happiness. And his commercial break barely lasts a few seconds each time ๐Ÿ˜‹
the PP effectโ€ฆ yeah Iโ€™m keeping that
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labwebs ยท 11 months ago
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๐Ÿ•ธnever gonna be over mj jumping in front of peter when harry goes to attack him h e l p
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sunwarmed-ash ยท 2 years ago
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Whump Wednesday
Whump: ย A genre of fan fiction in which a character endures injury, torture, or other forms of physical and mental suffering.
I know you sick fucks like to suffer like me so I made this masterlist of my fics for you, MAKE SURE YOU READ THE WARNINGS
๐ŸงฟStrangers Things๐Ÿ›ธ
I think I need help: (Harringrove)
Death Changes Everything: (Mungrove)
Jawbreaker: (Harringrove)
๐Ÿ•ธSpiderverse๐Ÿ•ธ
Deja Vu: (Parksborn)
The New Kid: (Parksborn)
Separation Anxiety: (Peter/Eddie/Venom)
๐Ÿช„Harry Potter๐Ÿช„
Silence isn't golden: (Drarry)
๐Ÿ”Sherlock๐Ÿ”Ž
Time of dying: (Johnlock)
๐Ÿ“šThe Breakfast Club๐Ÿ“š
Supernatural Activity at Shermer High: (Bender/Sam/Dean)
๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿผโ€โ™‚Marvel๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿผโ€โ™‚
Love born of temperature and trust: GammaFrost (Loki/Bruce)
Help Me (Steve/Tony)
The heat of the moment (Bruce/Tony)
The breaking of Bruce Banner (Bruce/Steve)
๐ŸฅงSupernatural๐Ÿ”
What's going to be left of the world of you're not in it? (Sam/Dean)
Rockabye baby (Sam/Dean)
Folsom Bottom Blues (Sam/Dean)
Truck stop off I-25 (Sam/Dean)
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cityshope ยท 3 years ago
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quick tag drop.
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cityshope ยท 3 years ago
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@tragicheir
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You never seem to change. Never let me kiss you.
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hespidere ยท 3 years ago
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tag dump!
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER PARKER.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ IMAGE.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ GWEN STACY.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ MJ WATSON.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ HARRY OSBORN.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ NORMAN OSBORN.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ OTTO OCTAVIUS.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ NORMAN OSBORN.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ INBOX.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ STARTER CALL.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PLOTTING CALL.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ IN CHARACTER.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ OUT OF CHARACTER.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ VERSE ONE.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ VERSE TWO.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ VERSE THREE.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ MARTIN LI.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ SILVER SABLE.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ HEADCANONS.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ ABOUT.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + GWEN.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + MJ.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + OTTO.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + HARRY.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + MARTIN.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ MAY PARKER.
* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + MAY.
#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER PARKER.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ IMAGE.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ GWEN STACY.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ MJ WATSON.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ HARRY OSBORN.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ INBOX.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ STARTER CALL.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PLOTTING CALL.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ IN CHARACTER.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ OUT OF CHARACTER.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ VERSE ONE.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ VERSE TWO.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ VERSE THREE.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ MARTIN LI.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ SILVER SABLE.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ HEADCANONS.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ ABOUT.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + GWEN.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + MJ.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + OTTO.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + HARRY.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + MARTIN.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ MAY PARKER.#* ๐Ÿ•ธ โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ PETER + MAY.
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sensesdialed ยท 2 years ago
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also i am so god damn confused about s.pider-m.an: f.reshman year but iโ€™m just rolling with it for now i guess LMAO
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untitled-writer-013 ยท 3 years ago
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Masterlist
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Requests Status - Open
Writing Guidelines and Request Rules
Currently Working On...
Autumn Prompts
Marvel
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Headcanons:
Loki Laufeyson HCs (Angst)
Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Reader (Drawing HCs)
Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Reader, Yandere!Stucky x Fem!Reader (Returningย Injured HCs)
Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Reader, Yandere!Stucky x Fem!Reader (Faked Death HCs)
Masc!Yandere!Loki Laufeyson x Fem!Reader, Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Reader (Magic Pen HCs)
Peter Parker x Fem!Reader (Nickname HCs)
Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Singer!Reader (Singer Reader HCs)
Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Reader, Yandere!Stucky x Fem!Reader (Pleading Darling HCs)
Yandere!Tony Stark x Fem!Reader, Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Reader (Lost Work HCs)
Yandere!Stucky x Fem!Reader, Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Reader, Yandere!Loki Laufeyson x Fem!Reader (Abusive Boss HCs)
Dream A Little Dream of Me
Yandere!Stucky, Yandere!Loki Laufeyson x GN!Reader (S/O hides face HCs)
Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Reader (Prom HCs)
Yandere!Loki Laufeyson x GN!Reader (Non-English Speaker S/O HCs)
Yandere!Miguel Oโ€™Hara x Fem!Reader (Hurting His Darling HCs)
Ships/Matchups:
Yandere Bucky Barnes x Anon
Loki Laufeyson x Anon
Oneshots:ย 
Youโ€™re Safe Now (M!Loki Laufeyson x F!Reader)
Stress Reliever (M!Loki Laufeyson x F!Reader)
A Hint of Mischief (M!Loki Laufeyson x F!Reader)
Itโ€™s A Date, Then (M!TVA!Loki Laufeyson x Fem!Reader)
Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Cold!Reader
Youโ€™re Safe With Me ๐Ÿ•ธ (Yandere!Peter Parker x Fem!Socially Anxious!Reader)
Series:
Beautiful Delusions
Chapter One, Chapter Two,
Harry Potter
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Headcanons:
Yandere!Draco x Fem!Reader (Drawing HCs)
Yandere!Credence Barebone x GN!Reader (Accepting Darling HCs)
Ships/Matchups:
Fred Weasley/Anon
Neville Longbottom/@t-lupin-blackโ€‹
Oneshots:ย 
(Poly!)Newt x GN!Reader x Credence
(Soulmate AU)Credence x Fem!Reader
Fred x Fem!Reader
Harry Potter x Fem!Reader
Neville x Fem!Pregnant!Reader
Luna Lovegood x Fem!Reader
George x Fem!Reader
Credence Barebone x Fem!Hufflepuff House Heir!Reader
Yandere!Fred Weasley x Fem!Reader x Yandere!George Weasley
Yandere!Marauders (excluding Pettigrew) x Fem!Reader
Yandere! Draco Malfoy x Fem!Reader, Yandere!Weasley Twins x Fem!Reader (Play Jealousy)
Yandere!Marauders (excluding Pettigrew) x Fem!Sleepy!Reader
Series:
Slashers
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The Slashers Lose S/O in an IKEA HCs
S/O Finds Out The Slashers Cheated On Her (Part 1)
S/O Finds Out The Slashers Cheated On Her (Part 2)
Fem!Reader Loves Old Love Songs HCs
Fem!Shy!Reader Loses Temper HCs
Fem!Reader Loves Being Scared HCs
Drunk!Reader Lost in Corn Maze HCs
Slashers with Fem!Gothic!Reader HCs
Poly!Ghostface with Fem!Recovering!Reader HCs
Ships/Matchups:
Oneshots:
Yandere!Vincent Sinclair x Fem!Reader x Yandere!Bo Sinclair
โ€œP-Pretty Piggyโ€(Billy Lenz x F!Reader)
Daddy Issues (Bo Sinclair x F!Reader)
Billy Loomis and Stu Macher with F!Autistic!Reader
Billy Loomis and Stu Macher with GN!Asexual!Reader
Series:
Anime
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Yumeko Jabami x Fem!Gambler!Reader
Series:
AHS
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Michael x F!Reader
Michael Langdon HCs (Angst)
Ships/Matchups:
Oneshots:
Michael x GN!Reader
Michael Langdon x F!Reader (Reader Death)
Series:
Encanto
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Bruno Madrigal x GN!Reader (Height HCs)
Bruno Madrigal x F!Reader (Wholesome HCs)
Bruno Madrigal x F!Reader (NSFW HCs)
Yandere!Bruno Madrigal x Yandere!Fem!Reader (Yandere!Reader HCs)
Yandere!Bruno Madrigral x Fem!Reader (Accepting Darling HCs)
Yandere!Bruno Madrigal x GN!Reader (Yandere General HCs)
Bruno Madrigal x GN!Reader (Working HCs)
Luisa Madrigal x Fem!Reader (Spicy HCs)
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Oneshots:
Bruno Madrigal x GN!Bullied!Reader
Bruno Madrigal x F!Mom!Reader
Bruno Madrigal x F!Reader (Slightly Spicy)
Bruno Madrigal x GN!Reader
Bruno Madrigal x Fem!Infertile!Reader
Bruno Madrigal x Fem!Wifey!Reader
Luisa Madrigal x Fem!Reader
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Not Evil, Just Misunderstood
Part 1, Part 2
Stranger Things
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Dream A Little Dream of Me
Reader Returns Home Injured HCs
Fem!Reader Loves Old Love Songs
Fem!Shy!Reader Loses Temper HCs
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Oneshots:
Series:
Hannibal (NBC)
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Dream A Little Dream of Me
Reader Returns Home Injured HCs
Fem!Reader Loves Old Love Songs
Fem!Shy!Reader Loses Temper HCs
Ships/Matchups:
Oneshots:
Pig Meat
Feverish Kisses
You Belong To Us
Miscarriage
Series:
Alt Gabriel & Toonbriel (TMC)
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Alt Gabriel x Fem!Reader (General HCs)
Ships/Matchups:
Oneshots:
Yandere!Alt Gabriel x Fem!Innocent!Reader
Yandere!Alt Gabriel x Fem!Escaped!Reader
Yandere!Alt Gabriel x GN!Rebellious!Reader
Alt Gabriel x Fem!Yandere!Reader
Alt Gabriel x Fem!Pregnant!Reader
Alt Gabriel x Fem!Nun!Reader
Series:
Video Games
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Oneshots:
Yandere!Ralph x GN!Encouraging!Reader (Detroit: Become Human)
Drunk Confessions [Javier Escuella x Masc!Reader] (RDR2)
Kiss and Make Up [Arthur Morgan x Fem!Reader] (RDR2)
An Unbearable Weight [Javier Escuella x Fem!Reader] (RDR2)
Series:
Renfield
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Love Triangle (Yandere!Renfield x Fem!Reader x Yandere!Teddy Lobo)
Series:
Twilight (Cullens & The Volturi)
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allurese ยท 3 years ago
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Red Sweater
Norman Osborn x GN!Reader
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Today 3:15 PM/15:15
You
What time is dinner again, Peter? I just want to make sure I arrive before the storm starts if necessary
Peter Parker ๐Ÿ•ธ
Hey! So dinner starts at 6 but the storm starts at 8. If it gets really bad, you can just spend the night. Harry is already, so it'd actually be perfect time for me to sneak in some "accidental" alone time for you both ;)
You
Shut the hell up Peter! I'm not even sure I'm interested in him. Yeah he's a cool guy, good looking too, but I'm just not too sure yet
Peter Parker ๐Ÿ•ธ
His dad is coming too, apparently
You
Holy shit, Norman Osborn? The fuckin science genius?? Dude's worth a fortune
Peter Parker ๐Ÿ•ธ
You're not gonna steal money from Harry's dad, are you?
You
Who the hell do you take me for?! Of course not. I'll get with his son, marry him and THEN get the money
Peter Parker ๐Ÿ•ธ
Haha, you crack me uppp. I'll see you at 6. Drive safe, watch out for the idiots
You
You mean watch out for YOU? Yeah, I'll keep an eye out
You were absolutely freaking the fuck out. You couldn't believe that you were going to dinner and the CEO of Oscorp would be attending! You were always a science geek and meeting him was going to be like meeting the god of science. This was a dream come true!
Even though there was still over two hours till you had to drive to Peter's, you were already practicing what you were going to say, picking out your outfit, wondering how to style your hair, the whole starter pack of meeting one of the world's greatest geniuses.
Back and forth you paced around your bedroom, practicing and muttering to yourself.
"Hi, s-so nice to meet you, sir, my name is.. no, that's not good enough."
"Hi! So nice to meet you, sir. You look great- nooo."
"Hello- what?! NO! Who the hell says 'hello' in person?"
You were like a kid trying to learn how to ride a bike. Wobbly, mentally beating yourself up, and going absolutely nowhere.
So you thought it would just be best to wait until you actually got there and hoped that winging it would be the best strategy. Meanwhile, you pranced over to your bathroom, already in a pair of black dress pants. Now, you just had to pick out a shirt.
You couldn't decide between the white button-up or the red sweater. You thought button-ups were sexy in their own way, but was sexy really the look you were going for to meet the CEO of Oscorp? Probably not. Plus, this particular shirt was extremely see through, and you didn't want to have to layer up and then get all sweaty.
So, you ultimately went with the red sweater. It was knitted in such a nice pattern, with vertical lines spread across the base of the shirt and the arms. It was a sweater, but it wasn't like a heavy sweater that you'd wear to a Christmas party or something. It was perfect, just a bit too tight, but still manageable.
Putting a few spritz of hair spray in your hair and styling it to your liking, you decided to watch TV on the couch to calm your nerves before tonight's dinner.
-Time skip: 5:40 PM/17:40-
By now, you were starting to regret not preparing enough. Your hands grew shaky as your turned the wheel of your car on your way to Peter's, and you couldn't believe how nervous you were. On top of your hands being shaky, your palms also felt sweaty. You tried to get your breathing under control, too, before stepping out of your car and into Peter's garage. You usually entered the house that way.
"Yo, Peter!" you called out. "Where are ya?
"In my room, get in here!" he yelled back.
You quickly made your way to Peter's room. You knocked on the door twice before opening it, greeted by Peter styling his hair in a mirror. He saw your reflection and quickly turned to greet you.
"Hey.. you look fantastic," he commented.
"Why thank you, Mr. Parker," you responded.
"Harry just texted me a couple of minutes ago, he said he's about 5 minutes away," Peter was quick to note.
"Okay, sounds great!"
"And.. by the way," Peter added, quickly gaining your attention, "Please.. just.. give Harry a chance? I was talking to him on the phone last night and I-I really think he likes you. Don't tell him I told you this or anything, but really, Harry is such a genuine, sweet guy a-and I probably sound biased because he's like my brother butโ€“"
"Peter, I feel like you think I hate Harry or something," you began, cutting Peter off from his rambling, "I agree with you! He's kind and very intelligent, just like his father, I just don't know if we're compatible."
"You haven't even given him a chance yet!" he interjected.
You lowered your voice to a harsh whisper, "Listen, you know what happened with me and my last relationship. Dating is not as easy to me as it might be for you. I don't know if I can trust Harry, regardless of the things you are telling me. Unless he really stuck out to me, which he doesn't at the moment, then I'm not going to throw myself at his feet, especially if you keep begging me to! If I feel that Harry and I are compatible, I will certainly try and make a move. Now, please stop asking me to try and get with your best friend just because you feel bad!"
Peter let out a long sigh, he seemed almost speechless, "...Okay. I'm sorry"
Ding dong
"Oh shit, that must be them. I'll go let them in." Like a bolt of lightning, Peter flashed out of the room, probably feeling awkward from what you had just said. You were hoping you didn't hurt his feelings. You sighed and fixed some stray hairs in Peter's mirror.
The once very quiet house suddenly became filled with noise as your heard Peter greetings the Osborns. You were always a little shy when it came to meeting new people. Now that you're meeting a multibillionare, it heightened your anxiety even more. You felt like you had a big impression to make.
Slowly you crept out of Peter's room. You can see that the part of the house you were in was still empty, so they must all still be in the foyer. You slowly inched your way there, peeking around the corner and seeing Harry talking with Peter. From where you were standing, you couldn't see Mr. Osborn.
You seized your courage and took a deep breath, taking a few steps towards Peter. He must have heard your footsteps approaching, so he turned quickly and took your wrist in his hand.
Peter put his arm around your shoulder, "Oh, and Norman, I don't believe you met Y/N yet. They've been a good friend of ours for quite some time now." You felt as though you were as stiff as a statue. You probably looked like an idiot. You were too busy smiling and being awkward that you didn't catch Norman staring at you with wide eyes.
Once you did look over at him, he shook you hand slowly, introducing himself. You shook his hand in return.
"I-It's an honour to meet you, Mr. Osborn," you tried your best to sound calm.
"Oh, please, call me Norman," he gave a small smirk, hardly visible enough to notice. He could tell you were trying not to blush.
"Dinner will be ready in about ten or fifteen minutes," Peter informed everyone.
"Sounds good," Harry replied.๏ฟผ
Harry made his way with Peter to the living room where they shouted like madmen at the game playing on the TV. Meanwhile, you kept checking your hair in the bathroom, leaving the door open. You were never really a stickler for your hair being perfect, but tonight you thought it looked absolutely atrocious. You were getting so frustrated with it.
Without your knowledge, Norman approached the bathroom, trying his best not to admire the way you styled your hair. "You look great," Norman said, trying to reassure you, you supposed. He was leaning against the doorframe. You jumped, you didn't even hear him approach the bathroom.
"Oh, thank you, Norman," you said with a sigh of relief.
"That red sweater look amazing, too," he added, pointing to the piece of clothing. "Red really is your colour," he mostly whispered that last part. His voice was smooth like silk.
"Thank you. I wasn't actually sure about wearing this sweater tonight. Thought it looked a little silly on me."
"I think it looks gorgeous on you," he whispered again.
You were visibly blushing. You knew it and you didn't care. There was something Norman Osborn was doing to you, and you knew that he was doing it on purpose.
Peter called you both from the dining room.
"We should probably go," you mentioned.
You walked alongside Norman to the dining room, gradually separating yourself from him as you got closer to the table. You shivered when he whispered in your ear, "Sit next to me."๏ฟผ
You innocently took a seat next to Norman at the dining room table as Harry and Peter brought out the food. You saw Harry's eyebrows furrow in confusion at the sight of you sitting next to his dad, but he didn't protest and took a seat next to Peter. Peter, too, looked confused.
The dinner was absolutely fantastic. Peter made a roasted chicken and Harry also contributed by making mashed potatoes. There were a couple vegetables to choose from, as well. It wasn't anything big, but it was just enough for the four of you. Not to mention it tasted fucking phenomenal.
You offered to collect and wash the dishes when you saw that everyone had finished. Harry offered to help you in hopes of getting to spend some alone time with you, but Norman insisted that he relaxed with Peter in the living room and that he would help you with the dishes. Harry was frustrated with his father. Norman didn't know that Harry was interested in you, but that didn't change the fact that Harry didn't get a chance to talk to you at all yet.
You grabbed some soap and began scrubbing the dishes with a sponge. You felt Norman slowly creep up to you, standing by your side and wrapping his arm around your shoulders.
"You're.. really pretty," he whispered softly, looking at the sink in front of you both.
You stopped what you were doing, completely frozen in place. Norman quickly observed this and was quick to add, "I-I'm sorry, I know that was weird to say, I-I just really think that you're.. attractive.. and..."
You smiled and looked at him, "I-It's okay, Norman, really. I think you're.. really pretty, too." Yeah, you thought he was pretty alright. Maybe a little more than pretty...
Norman's gave averted to yours, and you saw his lips part slowly. His arm was still around your shoulders and you could've sworn that you were seeing him slowly lean towards you, so you began to do the same. You swear you were about to kiss him, you wanted to so badly, but everything that seemed to be happening stopped when his phone started to buzz in his pocket.
Norman pulled out his phone and took a look at it. You thought it was a phone call but it was apparently only a text message. You saw his eyes widen after a moment and heard him mutter an 'oh shit' before storming out of the kitchen and grabbing his coat from the coat hanger. Harry and Peter heard the commotion from Norman's footsteps and quickly shuffled to the foyer.
"Dad, what's going on?" Harry asked, visibly extremely concerned. He turned his head to the side and saw you standing at the end of the foyer. His gaze softened when he saw the pain in your eyes.
"Something came up at the headquarters, I have to leave now. It's an emergency. I-It was great seeing you Peter," Norman announced in a shaky voice. He didn't even look at you as he bolted out of the door. He never even said goodbye to you..
For the rest of the night, you were very visibly upset. You tried to hide it, but it was so clear. Peter kept asking you what was wrong, but you always shook the question off. Eventually, you ended up leaving early, too. It wasn't just the Norman thing that made you upset, it was also Harry who kept pushing himself onto you after his dad left. He did it time and time again, and it genuinely made you extremely uncomfortable, so you left.๏ฟผ
You couldn't even remember driving home that evening since your head was so preoccupied the entire drive. Why did Norman leave so soon? Why didn't he even say goodbye to you? Did you make him uncomfortable? Probably. You're a fucking loser for trying to make advances on your lover's dad. Harry probably noticed too, the way you pushed him away all night.
When you got home, you quickly threw on a hoodie and some sweatpants and launched yourself onto the couch. You fell asleep after watching some TV, you didn't even check your phone to see the texts that Peter had sent you.
Today 7:51 PM/19:51
Peter Parker ๐Ÿ•ธ
I'm really disappointed that you left early. I thought we were having a good time. Did something happen?
You didn't even talk to Harry, he's all upset now that you're gone
I'm sorry, I'm not trying to blame you or anything, I just don't understand why you left so early
Call me tomorrow, first thing in the morning
Please๏ฟผ
๏ฟผ
You woke up pretty late the next morning, close to noon, and texted Peter apologising for last night and that you would call him later. You didn't feel like dealing with him or Harry's feelings right now.
You just couldn't get last night out of your head.
You wondered if last night was the first and last time you'd ever see Norman. You bashed yourself over and over on whether or not you did something wrong.
In the middle of making yourself some lunch, well, breakfast in this case, you heard a truck pulling into your driveway. You were assuming you were getting something you ordered online โ€“ but then you realised you haven't bought anything online recently.
After waiting for the truck to leave, you slowly made your way to your front door. You opened it slowly, like a kid trying to sneak out of their room at night, and peeked out the crack of the space between the door and the doorframe. You saw a cardboard box sitting on your front porch. It had two strings tied around it, holding an envelope in between.
You quickly snatched the box from outside and placed in on your kitchen counter. You went to grab some scissors as you wondered who could've sent you a package. One you cut the strings, you took the envelope and opened that first.
There was a letter inside of it. Strange, you don't really get cards in the mail, let alone a letter. You slowly unfolded it and began to read.
Dear Y/N,
I'm so sorry for the other night. I did not intend to leave so early. I don't even think I said goodbye to you.
I had a terrific time meeting you. Well, I shouldn't sell myself out โ€“ I think that you are absolutely gorgeous, Y/N.
From the moment I saw you, I had to peel my eyes off of you in order to make eye contact with someone else. Your smile is brighter than the sun, and that red sweater captivated your beauty perfectly.
I know I only got to talk with you for a few brief moments, but I really am interested in getting to know you better, if you would like that. My phone number is listed at the bottom of this letter. Give me a call and we can plan something out.
I'm so glad I got to meet you, Y/N.
With love,
Norman Osborn
You were absolutely touched by the letter. Your chest felt warm, as if your heart that had little cracks in it from last night were healing.
You were so glad your admiration for him was reciprocated.
You were so caught up in your bubbly little teenage-like feelings that you almost forgot to open the box. You wondered what Norman got you.. and why.
Slowly you sliced through the tape with one blade of the scissors, and opened the box. There was a little notecard on top of some wrapping paper.
I thought this would look phenomenal on you, even more than the one you wore last night. If you do want to go out, I would love to see you wear this.
You heart filled with joy. What could he have possibly bought you? You tore apart the wrapping paper to reveal what was inside. You pulled it out to fully look at its beauty.
He bought you a red sweater.
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hey guys! i finally got this done after all of this time. i'm so incredibly sorry for the wait on this one, and i'm also sorry if the story seems a bit rushed. i really hope you guys enjoyed it.
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goddamnmuses ยท 1 year ago
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Long Starter Call Meme Thing
Send one for a starter from that muse.
Harry Potter Muses: ๐Ÿย = Salazar Slytherin Marvel Muses: ๐Ÿฆ = Rocket Raccoon ๐Ÿ•ธ = Peter Parker ๐Ÿ•ท๏ธย = Older Peter ๐ŸŒฏ = Wade Wilson ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ = Pietro Maximoff ๐Ÿ–•๐Ÿพ = Aaron Davis ๐Ÿ‘— = Levi (Cloak of Levitation) ๐Ÿ’‚โ€โ™‚๏ธ = Brian Braddock ๐Ÿ’ฐย = Harry Osborn ๐Ÿ”จ = Thor Odinson DC Muses & Lucifer because.. I guess?: ๐Ÿ˜ˆ = Lucifer Morningstar ๐Ÿšฌ = John Constantine ๐Ÿฆ = Tim Drake ๐Ÿฆ‡ = Bruce Wayne ๐Ÿฆธ = Clark Kent ๐Ÿชฒ = Jaime Reyes ๐Ÿช = Charles Brown iZombie Muse: ๐Ÿ‘จโ€โš•๏ธ = Ravi Chakrabarti Archer Muse: ๐Ÿฅ ย = Sterling Archer Misfits Muse: ๐Ÿฅด = Nathan Young God of War Muse: ๐Ÿช“ = Kratos Star Wars Muses: ๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿป = Cal Kestis ๐Ÿ’ฅ = Savage Opress ๐Ÿคบ = Darro Orniel ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆย = Din Djarin ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿš€ย = Galen Marek Dragon OC: ๐Ÿฒ = Draco The Boys Muse: ๐Ÿ”ช = Billy Butcher Invincible Muse: ๐Ÿฉธ ย = Mark Grayson Cyberpunk 2077 Muse: ๐Ÿคฉ = Diego Dynamic The Witcher Muse: ๐Ÿ‘น = Geralt of Riviaย ย  โš”๏ธย = Roufast of Alba Sonic The Hedgehog Muse: ๐Ÿฆ” = Shadow The Hedgehog Dragon Age Muse: ๐Ÿ›ก๏ธ = Aedan Cousland Other: ๐Ÿฅธ = A Potential Muse (Please Specify)
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averagewriter-inthedark ยท 3 years ago
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The Cat & Her Spider ๐Ÿ•ธ | Tobey!Peter Parker Prequel Series Masterlist
Follows the events of Spider-Man 1-3
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Series in association (read first):
Quiet As A Cat, Sneaky As A Spider ๐Ÿ•ท | No Way Home Series (Completed)
Family Of Cats & Spiders ๐Ÿค | Post NWH Series (Completed)
My marvel Masterlist
Characters & pairings: Tobey!Peter Parker x female!reader/ Black Cat (romantic), tobey!peter x Mary Jane Watson (only for S1), Harry Osborn, Gwen Stacy, Eddie Brock, Norman Osborn, Otto Octavius, J. Jonah Jameson (pretty much every character from the Raimi trilogy)
Content Warnings: implications & references to SA (not explicit), profanity, angst, fluff, violence, death, blood. Flirtatious banter & sexual tension, slight nsfw. Slight canon divergence. | female reader (she/her) told in 3rd person POV.
Series Premise: Sheโ€™s quiet as a cat, heโ€™s sneaky as a spider. She breaks the law while he defends it. Their costumed alter egos are complete opposites though as civilians they are pieces to a puzzle almost. A duo like theirs is guaranteed to have obstacles and drama along the way. It wouldnโ€™t be easy, but sheโ€™s got nine lives to get through it.
Pinterest board for this series | Black Cat theme from the PS4 game | Tobey!Peter theme | Spotify playlist
Note: This is my third and final series as part of my Tobey!Peter Parker x Black Cat!Reader saga ๐Ÿ˜ญ This will follow the events of Spider-Man 1-3 with Tobeys version of Spider-Man in which the reader is a version of Felicia Hardy/Black Cat from his universe. Everything I have hinted or talked about in the other two series will be revealed in full depth in this series. This does diverge from canon and will include warnings if sensitive content is implied or referenced in the chapterโ€”this is because I am basing the Black Cat persona off her comic book character which involves how she became the costumed anti-hero. Please read with caution. I had so much fun writing these series and I hope you enjoy this final installment.
I do not own the characters of Marvel all those rights belong to its owners at Marvel and Sony. This is fanfiction for the pleasure of fans and written for the enjoyment of others. Please do not repost my works onto other platforms and steal. Reblogs and likes are welcomed but please do not steal.
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Chapter Set List (In Progress ๐Ÿ“)
Spider-Manโ€”This section of the series will be shorter than the others because Y/n & Peter are not formally acquainted enough during the events of Spider-Man & will focus more on how Y/n became the Black Cat.
Field Trips & Spider Bites
Love Is A Curse (check content warnings before reading)
Donโ€™t Rain On My Parade
The Black Cat Is Born
Catch Me If You Can, Spider
Spider-Man 2
Old Faces & New Friends
You Again, Spider
The Power Of A Sun
Everyone Needs A Friend
Engagement Parties Are For Attention
Catโ€™s On The Loose With Spidey Gone
Just The Peter & Y/N Show
You Deserve Better, Peter
Catโ€™s Out Of The Bag
What Do You Say Partner?
Filler chapters between SM 2 & 3
Switching Sides Ainโ€™t Too Bad
Jealousy Sparks Cat Fights
Enemies Make The Best Lovers
Spider-Man 3
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Tag list (comment to be added): @todaywasafairytale07, @r0bynsblogins, @edgycatx, @andrewgarfieldsloml, @fuck-goes-on, @m-1234 , @secretsthathauntus, @grippleback-galaxy @izzzzy-the-amazing
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labwebs ยท 1 year ago
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๐Ÿ•ธjust the smallest of gentle notes for anyone who might be a bit newer here (and i've added it to my guidelines as well for future reference): i do not ship harry and peter.
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spidernerdsblog ยท 4 years ago
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Omg Rai can u do one where peter and reader are best friends from childhood and reader is in love with him but after he got a gf he's gf tells him to break their friendship so he did and regrets it but didn't do anything... So after years he gets a wedding invitation card from reader and He's heartbroken.. I just want angst pls๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”
Got you babeโค The fact that I was listening to red when you sent this. Note the MJ in this fic is the og Mary Jane Watson not Michelle Jones. Hope you like this. Let me know what you think.
Loving him was Red
Pairing : Peter Parker x Reader
Song inspo : Red by T.S
Warnings : angst, missed typos.
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You were in your bedroom which you shared with your fiancรฉ Harry Osborn, the next CEO of the Oscorp industries with whom your wedding was slated for next week at his posh country house. You were sitting at the edge of the bed with your phone in one hand that had your contacts list open while you caressed your engagement ring on your ring finger with your thumb lost in your own thoughts.
โ€œHoney? Y/N?โ€ Harryโ€™s voice startles you as you look up at him.
โ€œHuh yeah sorry I didnโ€™t hear youโ€ย 
โ€œIt's ok I just came to ask if you have anyone else left to add to our wedding guest list or should I finalize this?โ€ he says, you glance down at your phone as your eyes lingered at the contact saved as Peter๐Ÿ•ท๐Ÿ•ธ๐Ÿ’” with a photo of him.
โ€œWell actually I do have oneโ€ you say with slight hesitation.
โ€œOK say the name Iโ€™ll addโ€ย 
โ€œPeter Benjamin Parkerโ€ you tell him.
โ€œHis name is already there in the listโ€ he informs you.
โ€œOh I had no idea you were acquaintancesโ€ย 
โ€œMore than acquaintances, actually we were best friends in college but how do you know him?โ€ he asks.
โ€œUh we were friends I mean best friends back in high schoolโ€ you said.
โ€œSo what happened?โ€ย 
โ€œWell life happened, we graduated and went our separate ways eventually we lost touchโ€ you shrugged nonchalantly.
โ€œThat's sad but hey Iโ€™m sure he would be thrilled to see you againโ€ he cheers you up.
โ€œHope soโ€ you smiled as he gave a kiss to your forehead and left you by yourself as you got lost in your memories.
It has been eight good years since you graduated from Midtown High and closed a chapter of your life which you no longer want to revisit because it just brings back painful memories of how you lost your best friend as well as your first love on the same day. And even after completing med school and being engaged to the most wonderful loving person and your fiancรฉ Harry you still think of the possibility of what if you showed a little extra courage and confessed your feelings to Peter. Even if he would have rejected you at least you could have got some peace of mind and not think of the possibility of what if things would have actually worked out back then?
Damn you whoever said that you can never get over your first love 'cause itโ€™s true.
Peter Parker that name was enough to make butterflies erupt in your stomach. You and Peter were joined at the hip as far as you can remember since elementary school. He was this shy kid of the class, his soft brown curls splayed across his forehead as he stuck out his tongue the corner of his mouth focused on scribbling gibberish on his notebook which you found cute.
You remember approaching him and asking him if you can sit beside him to which he nervously said yes, thatโ€™s when everything started. And time went by as you grew up together. You laughed and cried together and celebrated each otherโ€™s accomplishments. You were so close that people often used to mistake you as a couple but you both would dismiss it saying that it is so weird because you were best friends and it will always be like that.
But maybe you always had feelings for him and it just grew with passing time. They kept knocking at the door of your heart but you were confused and used to brush them off.
Then one day it just happened out of nowhere you were at his place studying for your chemistry test and he was explaining to you a topic that you were having difficulty in understanding with a soft look on his face and your heart stopped. It feels like the world has disappeared around you and everything has come to a standstill, itโ€™s just you and him and in a weird but beautiful way you feel whole but you still couldnโ€™t exactly name this feeling.
You never know you love your best friend until someone comes into their life. And MJ was that someone. You knew Peter had a longtime crush on her since middle school. He used to gush about how pretty she is, especially with her red hair and green eyes. But you never thought that he would have the courage to act on his feelings or you just had convinced yourself that you both are going to be together all your life.ย 
The day Peter walked down the halls with MJ hand in handย  and that was what it took for you to realize that you have fallen hard for your best friend and it was too late now. You stayed up all night at the rooftop of your apartment listening to Peter about how he finally asked her out and she said yes and they kissed. How magical it felt for him to finally get to call his longtime crush his girlfriend.ย 
Every time you saw them together laughing, sneaking in lonely kisses you couldnโ€™t ignore the pang of jealousy in your heart. Even though you want him to be happy, you also want to be the one who makes him happy. You scoff at the thought but it is true, the heart wants what it wants.ย 
You know this love you have for him leads you to a dead end with no exit. It is a passionate yet sinful feeling as you sleep picturing yourself in his arms while you try to count the freckles on his face. Your mind has already made the decision and now thereโ€™s no going back.ย 
You now crave his attention even more but you also get scared. You donโ€™t want to create this awkwardness between the two of you. You are afraid of his reaction, you donโ€™t want to lose what you already have, a beautiful friendship. But, you know that youโ€™ve already lost your heart to him without either of you knowing and so you started acting out on those unrequited feelings.
You tried to find excuses to be with him even if you didnโ€™t need him. You would call him up for silly reasons just to hear his voice or ask him to come over just to spend a little more time with him. But you should have known better because you canโ€™t really hold on to someone.ย 
Just like you canโ€™t hold on to sand in your fist -- it will eventually slip away. The tighter you wanted to hold onto Peter, the more he slipped away. You went from talking all day all night to barely a few distant texts a day. However busy you both might be with your lives you always used to find time for each other and now he doesnโ€™t even show up at your window for days. You had to come to terms that your relationship with Peter was nearing itโ€™s expiry date and that dreadful day arrived pretty soon.
Peter had called you earlier that he would come by your place and you got a little bit of hint of what is to happen later because he never called you beforehand to see you. It was a clear sky, stars twinkling like little fireflies against the dark canvas of the night as you and Peter sat next to each other on the rooftop. Few moments passed as you both went about each otherโ€™s day but you knew Peter more than anyone else in this world. The whole time of your conversation he was fiddling with his fingers anxiously, a frown creased his forehead as he frequently zoned out in between.
โ€œOk what is it?โ€ you finally asked him.
โ€œWhat?โ€ he blinked his eyes owlishly as if he was caught.ย 
โ€œThere's something on your mind I know so just spill it outโ€ you told.
โ€œNo there's-there's nothingโ€ he fumbled.
โ€œPeter I have known you since childhood so stop pretending. I have been watching you since the time you arrived you have been distracted the whole timeโ€ you confront him.
โ€œI do have something to tell youโ€ he mumbles, staring down at his lap.
โ€œWell I'm listeningโ€
โ€œUhโ€ฆ.I really donโ€™t know where to startโ€ heย hesitated.
โ€œPeter, it's just me. You can tell me whatever you wantโ€ you assured him.
โ€œYeah I knowโ€ he said sadly.
โ€œSo?โ€ you nudged him further.
He sighed โ€œItโ€™s about MJโ€
โ€œIs everything alright between you two?โ€ you frowned in concern.
โ€œYeah, yeah itโ€™s fineโ€ he reassures you.
โ€œThen?โ€
โ€œItโ€™s-itโ€™s about youโ€ a lump forming inside his throat as he said that.
โ€œMe? What about me?โ€ you looked at him surprised even though you know what is coming next.
โ€œMJ doesnโ€™t like seeing me talking to you she-she thinks thereโ€™s something going onย  between usโ€
โ€œBut thatโ€™s not true you and I we have always been friendsโ€ย 
โ€œYes, yes I know and I tried everything to make her believe the same but she wonโ€™t listen to anything and now she wants me toโ€ฆโ€ he trails away.
โ€œBreak our friendshipโ€ you finished the sentence for him.
โ€œBelieve me Y/N I really donโ€™t want to do thisโ€ he added.
โ€œI believe you Pete but I also know how much you love her. She makes you happy and what kind of best friend would I be if I were to keep you away from your happiness?โ€ you gave a tight lipped smile.
โ€œY/Nโ€ฆโ€
โ€œItโ€™s ok Peter your happiness is mine too and if breaking your friendship with me makes her happy then you should do itโ€ you donโ€™t know how you managed to say all this without breaking down in front of him because it felt like someone pierced thousands of needles inside your heart such was the pain.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry Y/N but I really love her and I couldnโ€™t say no to herโ€ he looked at you apologetically.
โ€œI understand Peter thereโ€™s no need to be sorry after all sheโ€™s your first loveโ€ just like he was your first love and you are ready to sacrifice your friendship for his happiness. You stayed silent for a while soaking in the last bit of your moments together before you broke the silence.
โ€œSo this is it?โ€ you sighed.
โ€œI guess so. But Iโ€™m really sorryโ€ he apologized.
โ€œItโ€™s fine anyways itโ€™s just only one more month before we leave for college this wonโ€™t be a big problem for me I mean you can text right if not talk in person?โ€
โ€œYeah thatโ€™s right. Y/N I want you to know that youโ€™ll always be my best friend and anytime you need my help Iโ€™ll always be there for youโ€ he told you.
โ€œIโ€™ll keep that in mind Parkerโ€
And just like that you let him go even when you know that he is worth a fight, that he is your home. Even though it breaks your heart into pieces and every atom of your body wants to hold him back but you know your home has found a new destination and itโ€™s time for you to move on.
You stood up and went to your closet to pull out a worn out red sweatshirt from the back. It belonged to Peter which you stole at one of your sleepovers because you felt safe and comfortable in it, because it reminded you of him. It was the only thing you couldnโ€™t get rid of, you didnโ€™t want him to completely disappear from your life.
You bring the sweatshirt to your face and deeply inhale itโ€™s scent as you are instantly reminded of those beautiful memories you had made together. Those late night conversations you had while you stitched him up when he appeared at your window all battered and bruised from a fight or all those fun star wars movie nights where you threw popcorn at each other and fought with pillows.
Peter was your comfort person, he was like the summer breeze against your skin. Every time you held hands or he hugged you it lit up a spark inside you. His freckles, his smile, his hazel brown eyes, the way his eyes crinkled at the corners when he laughed, the way he scrunched his face when he knew he messed up, the way he played with his fingers when he was nervous you had memorized him like the lyrics of your old favorite song. The numerous silly fights you had which ended up both of you laughing as you tried figuring out why you fought in the first place.
You regret that you let yourself get attached to him so much without knowing that love could be this strong. You had said you would be fine but the first few months you were a mess the feeling of loneliness was eating you alive you had lost the shoulder you could always lean on to cry your heart out. You missed him and that was the truth. You wish you would have never met because it hurts when you love someone with all your heart and he doesnโ€™t love you back. So when he left it was like he took all the colors away from your life, the warm summer breeze in your life transitioned to the chilly autumn breeze. And you realized that loving him was red.
And even after all these years those memories still echoes in your mind. How much ever you tell yourself that itโ€™s time to let go but forgetting him is like forgetting a part of you. So you are going to embrace your new life with all those memories, finally making peace with the fact that moving on from him is impossible when you still see it all in your head in burning red.ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 
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Peter returned to his apartment in the evening after a hectic day at the daily bugle. He opened his letterbox to find an invitation and a smile appeared on his face when he found out it was from his college pal Harry Osborn. He opened the card to find all his happiness fading away when he saw your name as the bride.ย 
No this is not how he imagined to meet you again after all these years. The last one month of senior year was painful for him. Seeing you across the hallway and not able to hug you or hold your hands felt like a punishment to him but he consoled his heart by saying at least he gets to see your face everyday. But the day you graduated and went your separate ways it didnโ€™t take him a day to realize what a big mistake he had made breaking off your friendship.ย 
He had been chasing after a false notion of love and happiness when he already had it with you because unbeknownst of his knowledge he had been in love with you all this time. It didnโ€™t take him much time after that to call it quits with MJ as he went running back to your apartment to be informed by your parents that you have already left for Europe to pursue medicine at Oxford.
He tried calling you, texting you to let you know about how he felt for you but you never replied. And he knew that he had lost you forever but still he wouldnโ€™t give up his hopes of meeting you one day as you had promised to always be there for each other.ย 
Some days he would swipe through your photos he had in his phone and reminisce about the old times how everything was perfect because you were there by his side. He would almost end up running his fingers through your name, type another apology asking you to come back but would always end up hitting the backspace.ย 
He still smiles when it rains remembering how you danced in it. He still reads your old texts. He still waits for your name to show up in his call logs cause he misses you, he misses his best friend whom he had fallen in love but was too stupid to figure it out before it was too late. And now he canโ€™t stop loving you.
He still doesnโ€™t know why he let you go, you were his everything and now you are his almost. He wishes he could tell you how much it hurts to think about you everyday because heย tooย sees it all in his head in burning red.
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