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the melody sounds like a child, yearning for his father
#revenant spoilers#destiny 2#destiny the game#uldren sov#fikrul#fikrul the fanatic#dont tag this as ship pls god#i think abt how fikrul had a little memorial for uldren a lot. i just found out abt it yesterday in the exotic mission#but i think abt it a lot. already.#i Dont agree with the photo being a pic from a cinematic so i made my own <3 family photo <3
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this is going to be me when I get a cat
#pichu#sephiroth#super smash bros#pokemon#final fantasy vii#fanart#doodle#digital art#timmy draws stuff#I'm abnormally invested in the idea of them being friends I found out abt it YESTERDAY.
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live laugh love discoholic
#idc that it's friday#it's wednesday in my heart#sparkle on#it's wednesday#sparkle on it's Wednesday#discoholic#i just found out abt this man yesterday and i love him#thank u tiktok
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the unimaginable fucking pain of running on three hrs of sleep and nothing but a cup of cold chai for the past two days while i have a backlog of five dtiys for very dear mutuals and irl friends on this site...................yet no motivation to do any of them. im gonna kms fr this time i feel like a horrible friend
#NOT TO MENTION I LITERALLY MISSED KOKOASCI'S DTIYS BC I FOUND OUT ABT IT WAY TOO LATE LIKE THE DEADLINE WAS YESTERDAY OR SMTH LIKE WTFF#I FUCKING HATE THE TUMBLR ALGORITHIM I WSH I SAW IT EARLIER#this is so fucking UNFAIR this is why i do a dtiys the min i see the post bc if i put it off it's never getting done#BUT LIKE I CANT DO THAT THIS TIME BC IM IN MY DEPRESSION ERA OR SMTH#plus i have to run my own and keep up w that one oughhhh
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“waow! tally hall stuff coming soon? i hope im still fixated on them!!”
“…bold of you to assume we would still be fixated on them by then”
“what? its only a mon—“
“WOE, OBJECT SHOW OBSESSION UPON YE.”
@vaporwar3
#tbh yh. bfdi and ii are at fault for this#i wanna say zeeverse but by the time i found out abt them and stuff my tally hall fixation was long gone#pager anon you must have telepathy tho or something cuz i was singing tally hall songs yesterday for the first time in weeks#thats a lot i was rlly fixated#textpost#shitpost
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happy birthday shioriko!! i love you <3
#crow's scribbles#love live#love live nijigasaki#shioriko mifune#first proper digital love live fanart yayyyy#i found out her birthday was coming up literally yesterday and spent the whole day planning her outfit lol#i wanted to draw her with flowers but i realized that i didn't have enough energy to be able to do that so i just made her pose like this#she looks super cute in this suit <3333#she's one of my top favorites in love live; second to eli bc yeah.#i wanna get merch of her one day..... waugghghgh#i'll stop talking now before this becomes keysmash of me talking abt how cute shioriko is bye bye
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how to talk to a sweet funny cute guy who says he likes u but u wanna take it slowly and get to know him first but ur scared that he's gonna lose interest once he gets to know u cus ur kinda weird no borax no glue
#is this too niche of a topic#why am i getting carried away it's been like 2 days . since we started talking#<- i knew him before that obvs#but like .. we weren't TALKING talking u feel me#but like ...... i got to know him#and he's so funny 💔 and cute 💔#AND HE'S 5'11 ?? APPARENTLY ??#a whole foot taller than me wtf .#( and the same height as alexis ... so basically if u think about it i'm talking to irl alexis- *gets shot* )#<- ( no but like .. he has the same hair minus the magenta part )#( and he knows BALL )#<- ( code for he likes chelsea )#and and and#he's so silly and cute#AGAGAGAGAGJJSJG this is a problem#i need to put my phone DOWNNN and stop thinking abt him for 2 seconds#no bc he's been my moot since august#and our first interaction was him complimenting me#and then i found out he was an editor and stuffffff#and then we talked a little bit but it was like bllk stuff#and then we got each others socials !!!! but that was it#we never rly TALKED talked until now#he waited 4 MONTHS#and in between those 4 months he'd reply to my stories with heart reactions#or just reply to them telling me i was pretty#AND THEN HE SHOT HIS SHOT YESTERDAY#AND FHAHDSFFDSGGSGDGSGF$#i'm checking my phone every 2 seconds to see if he texted me ... i'm beyond repair hooooly#journal 𓂃#somity^᪲᪲᪲
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new kitty :))
#her name is mona 💙#and she’s the sweetest cuddliest girl#i only found out abt her yesterday (my parents got her as a surprise) but i’m already in love with her i fear
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yyayayaya happy miku day everyone 🎉🎉 (5/9)
#kinda had to speedrun this bc i pretty much found out abt miku day YESTERDAY#so if stuff looks weird or isnt 100% accurate thats my excuse#also this is a costume in project sekai#<-its called fortune witch#rosemine's art#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#hatsune miku#miku fanart#miku day#miku#project sekai
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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I am five seconds away from creating Help Wanted posters for the Devourer fight in the Catacombs DONE AND DUSTED NEVER AGAIN
#w101#wizard101#literally spent 4-5 hours doing it yesterday night with a friend and two random players#one of them was the hitter and the other a life wiz who Refused to heal#my fire wiz friend was the other hitter and i got delegated to being healer and boost dealer… despite being a storm w 5k health#also fun fact! this is one of those fights where you need to stay alive by the end of it for it to count as done <33#we found out the hard way <33#the storm hitter and the life wiz (who spammed bad juju and nothing else.) got their quests done and ditched us#so. if anyones a healer and Willing to go through that fight then that would be much appreciated#pretty sure its the last dungeon in the catacombs too… so close to being done w that questline QQ#we did our best it should of counteddd <//333#matter of fact i will DRAW ur wizzy in full-colour if u r willing to help us get the quest done (fr this time) /srs#(i am fr abt the art btw)
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Rly is cringe to think about fandom Numbers because that shit is made up but it also it is about liking what u do and then it falling suuuper flat...
#delete later#MADE THE MORTAL MISTAKE OF CHECKING THE TAG and being curious to see how it was if sorted by kudos#SORRY posting about it is also cringe i know i know. had a long talk w friends yesterday abt it which cheered me up a little#and found they too in different fandoms also really get this Thing so its not just me being crazy petty etc etc but still#objectively i know the way Others have so much more reach is abt going in a bunch of servers adn building a Presence but i aint doing that#its just the natural answer seems to just be You Just Write That Bad... sigh whatever#time for medieval history tonight anyway <3#will delete this soon im just trying to get it out so i dont delete my actual work instead BWHAHA
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nothing coherent happening but the ttw cast has been on my mental doorstep today. hi
#hello. can i help you guys#i was talking abt how long ive had serena in a discord server yesterday then i went through her th today like oh i drew you a Lot#especially back in high school n stuff#spent most of my walk thinking abt leon and their situation#im sure i could eke out some story revelations if i sat down and wrote things out but i have. deadlines#maybe after. we shall see#part of me is also reluctant to split my focus between it and honeybee though bc both of those stories are such black holes for my attentio#and i already have so many ideas in the mental queue that adding even more is very daunting. if that even makes sense lol#i also do think part of what makes ttw difficult to approach sometimes is i think doing more extensive worldbuilding would fix some of the#problems im running into. but i havent found an approach or angle to view said worldbuilding that really interests me#which like as it is right now i need to create some sort of history for the city of sanguine and i. do not find the thought of that very#interesting. or not something that grips my attention enough to be like I NEED TO WRITE THIS#and also i haven't figured out how it would affect the characters so maybe thats a starting point to reverse engineer things idk#behind the scenes
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#dont know who else to talk to about this because it feels so personal but i feel anonymous on here#yesterday i had an ultrasound of my chest and they found something abnormal and ordered a biopsy#and its been on my mind every minute since then#the mass looks uncomfortably similar to the google images that pop up when u search 'malignant tumor'#and ive been doom scrolling on the breast cancer subreddit lmao#and im aware that its just stressing me out more but i couldnt stop and almost started crying#like the results could come back completely normal but.... im terrified of that not being the case#and i dont know how to deal with it until the actual procedure#its on friday but time is going so slow#all day ive been wanting to just blurt out my feelings to everyone ive talked to#but it feels so embarassing at the same time#so thats why im posting abt it on here i guess#i just literally dont know how to process my feelings rn
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blargh
#logbook#i legit did not want all my first textposts of this year to be mostly neg but like. whew. gotta expell this shit somewhere.#found out rent went on the trip she'd planned for my bday without me. lol ok. . .this is after she *couldnt* help me yesterday#and texted 'sending you prayers'. . .meanwhile other rent who i also have issues with.#made zero issue abt picking up a few things from the store including meds. and also picked up food that i did not have to pick out or order#and then was like 'call if you need anything' DAMN thats crazy dog.#im so mad she texted me this morning and asked what my symptoms were and i said same as yesterday. . . .and then she hasnt responded!#honestly fuvk her snd fuck my life. grateful to my 2 coworker friends who texted me happy bday. .idk i just hope no fever 2nite with meds#also my ex hasnt texted me today either. .i know you know its my bday. i texted you AND got you a gift. which i dont expect but. text?#going back to rewatching holly play psynauts. thsnk you to everyone who said hi today appreciate you<3
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