#(what’s with all the brackets? idk it was supposed to be just one tag but it just kept going and now idk when to stop adding ‘em)

[deus-ex-mona]

tokishun’s qrt of the ed announcement t h o u g h lmaoooooooo

[koreanbibliophilegirl]

I suppose I should talk about possible/confirmed plan changes to my WIPs?

(Fair warning: I've mostly calmed down, but I don't want to work myself up again, so I'm gonna be writing in a normal tone. I promise I'm not ignoring or trying to make light of the whole thing! I just don't wanna talk too deeply about it. All the love and support to Shelby Shubble & all victims of abuse!!!💖)

First off, I believe characters are separate from their creators- anyone who continues to create content about c!Wilbur has my support and respect!

(I will most probably continue to consume content related to c!Wilbur as well, though I will tag him as "c!Wilbur" now, rather than "Wilbur Soot"- I've been tagging all dsmp characters only as their corresponding CC's names, mostly out of laziness. For instance, c!Tommy wasn't tagged as "c!Tommy", he was tagged as "TommyInnit". I don't want to change my whole tagging system, but c!Wilbur at least will be tagged as "c!Wilbur" from now on!)

None of my writing was RPF in the first place, it was all about the characters- but I'm not sure if I myself am ready to freely write c!Wilbur or fanfiction!Wilbur stuff yet. Maybe I never will be; idk.

So here are the changes I'll be making!

DSMP Superpower AU: c!Wilbur will stay. I was planning to include all the DSMP characters(The 'mains', at least, I'm not sure about secondary characters yet), and the notion of leaving c!Wilbur out doesn't really appeal to me. So c!Wilbur will still appear here!

Temporal Transcendence: Honestly, at first I thought TT!Wilbur would be irreplaceable, but after some thought, I was surprised to find it might just work! Karl and Niki would play bigger roles than I expected, but it could definitely work. Heck, it might even be better than the original plan! So I think Wilbur will likely be cut from TT.

Oshi No Ko but Happier AU: I'm on the fence about this one. Wilbur's character isn't CRUCIAL crucial, but he's still pretty important. The outline of the plot will look much different if he does indeed end up getting cut out. So I'm gonna mark this WIP as a solid "idk" and just work it out as I go.

Rarepair Royalty AU: I've never talked about this AU. This one is a bit funny, cuz cutting Wilbur's character out actually solves some of the problems I had with the outline! The plot will actually work out better if Secondborn Prince Wilbur didn't exist- so he's definitely cut from this one! I just need to find someone new to pair with Karl. (Probably Seapeekay; I have the currently ongoing MCYT crackship brackets to thank for the ship!)

Lucky Star: Another fic that's never been talked about- this one is my newest WIP! :D I wasn't even sure where I was going to fit Wilbur in- a character called Wilbur never even existed here. Well, he did, but I'd deleted him for plot reasons a while ago and was in the middle of trying to find another slot. (Cyberknife is Techno's dead twin in this WIP btw- he's not a replacement character for Wilbur, the twin was always going to be Cyberknife.)

Tome AU: SBI literally only serves as Tommy's rich and powerful family here- at least, up to where I've fleshed out. Wilbur's only moment in the spotlight is when he argues with Tommy over dinner, bc he doesn't like how Tommy "got stuck" raising baby Shroud with Purpled(who found Shroud in a trash can), & is caught glaring at Purpled. I'll edit him out maybe. Or leave him, he's not a major character after all. idk.

Others(Mostly Bedrock Bros-centric): Honestly, I never could figure out how to write Wilbur's character that well. So 'Wilbur' isn't too big a character in most of these. Will likely cut.

Tom and Bunnypig(Bee and Puppycat AU): You know what, I think I'm going to make this half-baked idea into a proper WIP. Wilbur never existed here either, so yeah.

CONCLUSION: The whole thing is a mess, and I'm sad and mad, as we all are, but I'm gonna stop thinking about how horrible Wilbur Soot is & focus on how brave Shelby Shubble is!

I'm intrigued at what removing a single character did to my plot outlines, and hopefully, this will open a lot of new opportunities in my writing. I'm certainly looking forward to how my writing skills will develop after this.

To everyone who's actually read through this; thank you for reading this whole thing, I know it's kinda long.😅 Have a cookie and a hug, we all need it🍪🫂 Remember to drink water & eat something! All my love💖💖

[lusiibeingcute]

...suppose i should be makin' a real introduction...

...prefer not ta share my name online ... y'all can call me pasque ... or just about anything else. i've been called dad a couple times ... 'pparently it's an alien word for lusus or somethin' ... don't bother me none :} ... i use he/him :}...

...i made this blog so trolls could share cute pictures and stories about their lusii ... and cuz one a' my cullees told me i should get grumblr...

...speakin' of,,, i'm a little old for this social media thing ... 19 sweeps young,,, haha ... i'm also beforan (apparently some trolls on here ain't...? nice ta meet ya, non-beforans) ... 'm a culler of two an' a former cullee myself (lifelong,,, haha) ... this blog ain't about me or about cullin',,, but if ya got any questions about either i'd be happy to answer 'em ... my cullees might talk on here sometimes, but y'all better be nice ... an' before ya ask,,, one of 'ems too young for an account an' the other don't want social media...

...uh,,, some other stuff 'bout me ... please don' yell,,, i got sensitive ears ... i understand if yer quirk's all caps,,, that ain't the same thing,,, don' worry ... i also don' talk in real life,,, but i'm real verbose when i write :} ... i'm an oliveblood,,, m' sign's lesces ... all my quads're open (too busy farmin' and cullin' to really get out there,,, haha) i live on a lusus farm,,, an' my lusus is still alive an' kickin' (no,,, they don' always take away yer lusus when yer culled) ... i'll post pictures of 'er eventually :}...

...so uh, yeah ... send me stuff about yer lusii or ask me questions,,, jus' be nice to each other's all i ask :} ... oh, an' ya can't offend me,,, so don' bother,,, i've heard it all...

...tags i use:...

#...cute lusii... - ...what this blog's really for,,, cute pictures and stories about lusii...

#...me... - ...me...

#...pictures... - ...photos,,, either from asks or if my kiddos can ever teach me how this ding-danged palmhusk is s'posed to work...

#...kiddos... - ...my cullees ... love 'em lots...

#...cullin'... - ...posts about cullin'...

#...talkin'... - ...havin' conversations with folks...

OOC: run by @upward-centrifuge :D

NOTE: if you wanna send an ask on anon but you want it to have a picture, just send me the picture separately and tell me which anon you want me to attach it to.

I wanted to make a gimmick blog and for some reason I went hey, let's make the gimmick blog the only character i have with actual backstory and shit. anyway i'm not giving background for him like i do for my other blogs you're just gonna have to find out for yourself. what i will say is cowboy dad is transgender as hell. He's... technically nonverbal but only in the most literal sense? Idk if there's a word for that? He'll talk your ear off when he's able to write, type, or sign, it's just talking out loud he can't do. He's only 40 but is basically a grandfather. He for sure thinks lol means lots of love.

typing quirk: starts and ends paragraphs with ellipses, puts spaces around punctuation that ends a sentence and turns punctuation into ellipses (...? , ...! , ,,, , etc). Capitalizes nothing ever. Has a southern accent that shows itself in his typing quirk. Uses a bracket for a mouth in his emojis like this :}. Refuses to swear but will very willingly make things up or use ridiculous expressions to replace swears. Misuses "quotation marks", usually for """emphasis""". Similarities in his typing quirk to a certain canon bronzeblood's are entirely accidental I swear. It's based on how old people text and is also supposed to convey that he hates it when things are loud.

anyways enjoy Pasque he's for sure one of the guys ever.

[skyladoragono]

Tagged by @spell-cleaver, just getting it done now because Tumblr is dumb with notifs.

How many works do you have on AO3?

39

What’s your AO3 total wordcount?

914,622

How many fandoms have you written for?

On AO3, 7 (counting Star Wars/Mando as all one fandom). I know I've written for more, but a lot of them are still on FFN, or disappeared from the Internet.

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Legacy, Family is a Funny Thing, Wanted it to be a Game, Influence of Time, and Legacy II

Do you respond to comments? Why/why not?

I tried to for awhile, but I couldn't keep up with it, and I was running out of things to say. I felt stupid struggling just to say thank you, so I stopped.

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

From a Certain Point of View can be angsty, depending on how the reader interprets the ending (I left it open ended for that reason). Feelings Carved on Japor was made retroactively angsty thanks to canon. Wanted it to be a Game was angsty throughout, but ended up with more of a bittersweet ending.

Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?

I used to, a lot. I have plots for some new ones (like I want to mush Star Wars and MCU together and see what happens), and I'm kiiiiinda doing a crossover with Bram Stoker's Dracula right now, though it's more inspired by that, as it's going to go off the rails in a couple chapters. Right now the only notable ones that are still out there in some form and worth mentioning are my YGO/HP and P4/FNaF crossovers.

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Yeah; someone tried to argue the physics of time travel on Influence of Time with me (which trying to argue physics with me is hilarious on its own, but for a fictional thing? Like wtf dude), and then they hit me with, "Well Vader WOULD NEVER" and I proceeded to ignore them.

Do you write smut? If so what kind?

*nervous laughter while side eyeing the tentacle smut fic*

Oh uh. I write it a bit.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Yeah, once. Back in ye olden days where I was writing my YGO/HP fic. The person was lifting whole passages and tweaking a few things because "they liked my fic so much and wanted to flatter me" or some shit like that.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Someone started translating Legacy into Russian, but they only did the prologue.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I'm doing that right now with Influence of Time, but it's more my bff is throwing crack ideas at my head and I write it down. She also does the editing, which is a huge help.

What’s your all time favourite ship?

Right now, it's DinLuke. I've shipped so many different things in the past though.

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

Ugh, right now that could be anything. My brain is absolute mush right now, and trying to get into a doctor to get my head examined is like pulling my own teeth with tweezers.

The one that would be like this regardless though is my P4/FNaF crossover. I'm in the middle of the second part , and there's supposed to be a third, but burnout on top of the FNaF creator being an absolute pud isn't helping.

What are your writing strengths?

I think my characterization is pretty good, as well as developing the plot.

What are your writing weaknesses?

My own confidence, or lack thereof. I have so many fics written or half started that will never see the light of day because I don't like them, not to mention my crippling fear of putting something original out there. I don't think I'd be able to stand it if something I slaved over was found objectively bad in every possible sense by the greater public.

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

It depends on if I want the reader to know what's being said or not, or what character's perspective I'm writing from. If I put the text in the actual language, it's because it will come out later what it means (see the last few chapters of Family is a Funny Thing). Otherwise, I tend to just write it out in English, but use different quotation brackets to indicate the speaker is talking in a different language.

What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Uhhhhh... technically, Disney's Beauty and the Beast. The animated version. Back when it first came out.

Deliberately writing and posting on the internet, though... pretty sure it was Yu-Gi-Oh.

What’s your favourite fic you’ve written?

You're making me pick my favorite child what?

Man, idk; Wanted it to be a Game still has a soft spot in my heart. Part of me wants to go back and edit it a bit, now that I'm not really planning to write the sequels that I originally wanted to, but eh.

Legacy is my baby right now though; I'm putting so much effort into that series, I can't help but love it.

Uh... tagging whomever wants to do this, I guess? idk I think anyone I would tag has already done this.

[crossedwithblue]

tbh i had forgot the katara as jane i just remembered the zuko being stupid haha the post being ss well makes it great (i suppose they mean the narrative function of being the support and a contrast with lizzy. but yeah comparing her to katara who has such strong independence and standing up values sounds '???')

I read a lot zutara mainly because katara and aang getting together was always super uncomfortable to me

i am always here for Dumbass Zuko headcanons lmao. however I did unfollow that blog just the other day because while I love their art (give me allllllllll the accurately drawn PoC. if you draw PoC (or white people for that matter) as button-nosed instagram girls with dark skin and make no effort to learn how to actually draw different types of facial features i will come to your house and make you eat your wacom tablet and draw my giant nose and square jaw with pen and paper until you get it Right, there are enough resources about this and i am tired) I didn’t love their hot takes which I obviously did not want to say in the tags on their post but idk,,, I was getting this really bitter vibe from their meta, idk how else to explain it. I can understand being bitter about aspects of media you like and of course people are perfectly entitled to their opinions and headcanons, but I just don’t want that bitterness on my dash lol, I come to tumblr to shitpost and look at pretty pictures. and their opinions on zuko were definitely part of it bc they felt really unfair to me and the Pride and Prejudice post is def an example of something where I was just like ??? this makes perfect sense until I actually think about it at all?? why are you being mean to zuko for no apparent reason????? is it.... because he’s the only major character from the nation that is most similar to white colonising cultures, even though he’s doing the work to a) be aware of the colonising mentality he’s internalised and work on it and b) as the ruler of said nation, flag up and eradicate this mentality from his own country, which is evidenced by the FN’s policy of non-intervention in Korra (I think the almost-going-to-war plot in the comics was absolute bullshit by the way, like not its existence but just it not really being examined in that sense)? I am 100% here to examine those aspects of ATLA and again, I totally understand being bitter about them, but it just tires me out in a website I consider a leisure space

I do need to find more atla blogs to follow now, recs would be fab if you have any :)

oh yeah i basically dont ship any of the endgame ships (in ATLA, as you may guess from my header being Korrasami lol) because as i have said before, nobody needs to find their One True Love at the age of 13 lmao (i do kinda ship Suki/Sokka because they are a little older (still kids by our standards but most probably near adulthood by their own, if not actually adults in the full sense, and yes I do think cultural context matters when ascribing adulthood to people outside the modern West no matter what ‘you’re a baby until you turn 18 and then why don’t you instatnly have a job and a mortgage’ internet culture says) and their relationship is just so cute and feels really healthy to me idk we were Robbed of enough Suki screentime, we should have got more Suki and also she should have had her character explored a Lot more than Cool Ninja Feminist Gal) (also, witness the nested brackets, they are here)

I think a lot of people have issues with Zutara (and presumably by extension Zukka? though I haven’t seen this discussed as much or like. at all) because of the issues associated with essentially the heir to a colonizing empire which has decimated the culture of the indigenous-coded woman he’s being shipped with (im sure you’ve also seen those discussions if you’ve spent like. any time at all in ATLA fandom lol) which I... kinda have mixed feelings about, I’ve seen fics where it is definintely completely ignored and done really really badly but I have also seen fics where that conflict is a really essential theme and that’s been quite interesting (would recommend Southern Lights on AO3 if ou haven’t come across it before as a good example of that though it is very long and currently being updated (pretty regularly)). I feel like I’m too removed from that part of intercultural conflict that I have the right to comment on it, though I’ve definitely faced shades of those issues in the past, but I also feel like it’s potentially an example fo knee-jerk Tumblr purity culture to just say its Bad And Wrong so idk I’m conflicted.

In the politics of the world, I just don’t see how Katara being Fire Lady (ugh that’s a phrase that always makes me laugh, and not in a kind way), which is probs the most comon Zutara fic plot, would have Worked in any sense at all, and I definitely think she would have wanted to stay at he South Pole and rebuild her culture and bring bending back to them (as we see in the comics and obvs with her being Korra’s waterbending master iirc) and I can see Zuko wanting to help with that in whatever way possible because he rightly sees that as a really important part of the reparations owed by the Fire Nation. and obviously by the end of the series they were very good friends and definitely had better chemistry than fricking Kataang but yeah those reasons are basically why I don’t love Zutara but don’t necessarily hate it either

this was another ramble, not apologising for it this time because this is just what talking to me is like. I am very here for bringing back letter-writing because it lets me ramble to my heart’s content but also it would take up All My Time

[mossyshadows]

people have been taking things tiny quote snippets out of context since like. forever! there will always be the intent of the artist and how its understood by the audience. both of these are valid takeaways! neither is necessarily of higher importance than the other. context changes things of cours, however that doesn't suddenly render the interpretation of the fragment void. and i would like to reiterate in the spaces where the meaning of the poem truly matters 4/

i.e not an irrelevant tumblr post, this type of fragmentation will not occur. (of course there is a conversation to be had on white people stripping down of poc's works on race but it should not be had in the same conversation as something as unimpactful as tumblr fragmentation but talks on white centrisim.) so uhh TLDR, the tumblr fragmentation isn't done with ill and intent and isn't that deep, people will always take away something different from the text regardless of context 5/

and that isn't inherently bad, neither intent or interpretation renders the other void, and going out and finding and reading these big bunches of text just isn't an option for people (however i heartily encourage it for those who can). i'm very sorry for blowing up your inbox like this! your post just got me thinking. have a nice day! 6/6

just continuing on from my prev reply so idk if i’m replied to all parts of your message above in this part of my answer! 

on ‘irrelevant tumblr posts’ / when we can discuss these issues

i don’t want to jump down your throat on this nor have the energy to tbh so this is me asking for clarification on some points i suppose? 

a) can you clarify what you meant by “spaces where the meaning of the poem truly matters”? what are these spaces? why does the meaning not matter on tumblr dot com? simply because, as you keep coming back to, it’s an ‘irrelevant’ tumblr post? 

yeah i agree that perhaps tumblr posts are irrelevant in the sense that we’re not profiting from them in any way... but so many people’s initial/main/only place of interaction with so many of these poems is tumblr so surely that makes the meaning of the poem matter on here too? like following your viewpoint... 

it follows on to: b) why are tumblr posts suddenly irrelevant in certain parts of your argument when you’ve basically said that they’re an important way to have access and interaction with poetry (which! i agree w 100%!)? which one is it? are they irrelevant or are they important? or are you choosing one extreme depending on what’s easier for that part of your argument? 

c) i’m rather uncomfortable w being told when and when not we can discuss white centrism tbh when it’s so fucking pervasive. yeah, tumblr is perhaps ‘not a big deal’ in the grand scheme of things i agree and there’s definitely bigger issues to address for sure but it’s not my place to determine where a conversation about white centrism is allowed or not allowed or should or shouldn’t be had and i don’t think it’s yours either??? 

what criteria am i meant to check before bringing it up? can we not discuss everything that white centrism influences as part of a larger discussion? like. am i not supposed to bring up the handling of work by poc as a natural extension of this fragment discussion? because so much of the fragments are removing the specific experience of poc???? it’s not something i even directly alluded to in the initial post and instead added in as a bracketed afterthought because it’s still an area i’m considering and learning about myself but many comments in the tags were already talking about it without prompting and asks have steered this discussion in that direction outside of the scope of just fragmenting posts (as a selection: one / two / three, u don’t have to read my replies but would appreciate if u read the asks!). 

i understand your potential implication that i might detract from a larger more important discussion and any pointers as how to avoid doing that would be appreciated !! but imo discussing tumblr fragmentation has made for a good starting place to discuss other problems in art/literature and i’ve learnt a lot from other people chiming in on the matter (just like i’m learning from u!!)? or are we supposed to just shut up about it when it doesn’t seem ‘that important’? when does it become important enough to discuss in your opinion?

i am getting a little annoyed i suppose, sorry if this wasn’t what you meant and you’re allowed to say so, just lmk! but i can’t sit here and think ‘oh no WAIT hold up, i can’t talk about how work by poc with their specific experiences is erased/diminished/remoulded to uwu yearning uwu romance or whatever, because yknow it’s just tumblr and everyone is supposed to have a fun fun time without any critical discussions that might make me or anyone else a little uncomfortable! it’s the internet! got to keep things easy to stomach, i have to shut up now or make things not confrontational in order to be listened to!’ 

these issues don’t vanish just because you’ve decided tumblr fragment posts are irrelevant rather than a perhaps a very good reflection of our interactions with literature as a whole (and. i’m getting the impression that u don’t think they’re THAT irrelevant rly if they’re important to your experience of poetry no? or are they irrelevant outside of your personal interaction w them..? which one is it?)

so yeah. i like poetry and i like compilation posts, that’s why i’m talking about it, i’m not chiming in for the sake of being a killjoy. and discussions on white centrism can unfortunately apply to fragments/extend out from discussing fragmentation, even if YOU don’t think it’s that relevant

and honestly if it makes people uncomfy to think about or discuss fragmentation then that’s a good thing imo because it’s a discussion we should be having (of part of a bigger discussion yes but i’m sure we can discuss more than one issue!) so please don’t tell me to basically shut up about it u feel... 

[jean-and-ali-liveblogs]

Ali: tl;dr: Somebody draw it for me, and since it was kinda my OC, I decided to use it.

And now the full story - that I told here like 3-4 times so far prompted by asks, so sorry to those who remember it. But this is really full story now. A FULL STORY. ALL THE DETAILS, ALL THE LOGO’S LORE. INCLUDING INFO YOU DON’T NEED AT ALL. BRACE YOURSELF.

Some years ago there was this fan project going on called Overtale, which was supposed to be sequel of Undertale following the plot of monster and humans living together on the surface. Since then the project got cancelled due to various issues and all that’s left of it is amazing music (seriously, listen to it, it’s great), some voice acting sneak peeks with very snarky Asriel and full 3D alpha-demo somewhere.

But when the project was still going on I really fallen in love with it and since I was also deeply in love with Papyrus - and still Am - I started a bit obnoxiously roleplaying him on the game project page in comments. Soon that helped me made friends with other fans of the project and then we gathered in this little group on Skype (oh, those times before Discord existed) with plans to make some kind of a video gift for the developers. And then developers themselves noticed us, and since the game was going to be in open world, we got an opportunity to create a little side town filled with characters made by us and with a short side plot line for a player to complete. 

And that let to creation of Ali, red haired, green eyed cat monster, who was  troubled with extreme case of double personality. She was supposed to be one of the shopkeepers in the town. But the town itself was in the midst of a conflict. Split in half, one side supporting beliefs of Sans-like scientist human and other side supporting beliefs of spirtual and kind dog monster. The problem was that Ali loved everybody and wanted to be friends with everybody. She just could not pick one side, it was too hard for her. She ended up developing a second personality, who she claimed was her sister named Ila. And then Ali supported one side of the conflict and Ila the other one. When you would interact with her in the shop, she would try to trick you, ducking under the counter and slightly changing outfits, trying to convince you that one time you talk with her and the other time with her sister, but it was all quite easy to look through. 

I even did some digging around now and found old files with dialogue ideas, I think they fit the humour of Undertale quite well, why not share some of them (the stuff in brackets are comments in the shop’s window or random notes made when this was wrote):

1. (conversation)

(talk)

Ali: “Alright, what would you like to know?”

Ila: “Oh, meme-ingful conversation's your thing, huh?” heavy emphasis on the pun

2. (on sister) 

Ali: “My sister thinks she's hilarious. I think she's nuts.” 

Ila: “My sister thinks I'm nuts. Isn't that hilarious?”

3.  (random) “There's a good reason you never see monsters with guns. A really good reason. Maybe humans use them to kill things, and some humans don't like killing things, and that's why they don't use guns, but our reason is way better, and way more important than that. Gunpowder smells weird.”

4.  (on FKDK versus UFOP - town’s groups conflict) “People have been shouting at each other in the street a lot, lately. I'm pretty sure it's a new sport someone came up with.”

5.  (on Tree of Threes) “Some say that one of the trees just outside town is actually a were-man! It used to be a normal tree, but then one day a human bit it, and now it transforms into a man under the full moon.”

6.  (on Zwelf) “Zwelf once accidentally ingested a plastic donut while absentmindedly working out a problem. I didn't believe it at first. It was a lot to swallow.”

7.  "[talk][new] “Sir Mallow of Marsh... Bit of a mouthful, if you ask me. Why doesn't he just call himself Sir Marshmallow?”

8. (organisations)

 Ali: “I support the FDKD, of course. That's the (I forgot the acronym ). They (I don't know the answer to this question ). I suppose you wanna hear about the UFOP too? My sister knows more, I'll go get her.” exits to back room to change to Ila 

Ila: “Oh, the UFOP! That's the United Federation of Puns! It's so much pun being a member, we hang out and tell jokes all day, it's great! (idk wtf the UFOP goals are, she woud mention this now). Ugh. There's also the FDKD, but they're lame. No sense of humor whatsoever! Like my sister. Hang on, I'll get her for you, she can tell you more.” exits to back room to change to Ali

So yea, I have much more of those, but that’s probably enough and that was the kind of person Ali was supposed to be!

But then the project got sadly canceled due to personal reasons of the developers. I became quite fond of Ali though. There was more to the whole town idea, eventually it was dropped, then we were supposed to just made OC characters wandering the game world, so Ali changed into wandering merchant you could meet on the road. 

And then, since I had a very detailed desctription of how she was supposed to look like:

“Ali/Ila Appearance: Monster. Short-haired bipedal feline, the base colour of the coat being a concrete grey(#95A5A6), with patches of near-white(#ECF0F1), silver(#BDC3C7) and dark grey(#7F8C8D) which have defined edges, mimicking a tabby-blotchy khaki pattern. The face is intersected by a stripe of silver grey(#BDC3C7), running diagonally from just above the right-eye brow ridge, to the edge of the jaw just below the left side of the mouth. She has a narrow face and jaw; a longer muzzle with her pointed eye-teeth showing whenever she smiles; short ears sticking up through her hair; slitted emerald-green eyes(#00FF33) which are an average depth; and a windswept-styled pixie haircut about 5 inches long, dyed pomegranate red (#C0392B). Ali's body is slightly large, with some muscle present but not obvious. Ali wears a close-fitting scarlet(#FB0012) tee-shirt with a high v-neckline and short sleeves about ¼ the length from shoulder to elbow which has a skeleton's skull printed on it to symbolise her admiration for Papyrus, with a sleeveless green-and-brown khaki vest which is unzipped over the top, plain mid-blue jeans, red(#FB0012) canvas tennis shoes with white laces, and a FDKD pin displayed prominently on her vest. When changing to Ila she swaps her khaki vest for a blue hoodie, zipped up to hide the skull-printed shirt, but with a small skull pendant attached to the zipper tag to demonstrate her admiration for Sans. She also wears a UFOP pin prominently on the front of her hoodie. Ali/Ila's tail is tipped with a fluffed tuft of hair, which she dyes the same shade of red as the hair on her head.“

One of my friends took that and comissioned somebody else to draw her for me. This way I ended up with this lovely and amazing thing:

At first it was all production secret, none of us was allowed to share any of it. But once Overtale got cancelled, the whole project stopped being secret, the main developer even published whole long document with all the plot.

And then I came up with this idea to make a liveblog with Jean and I found myself being extremely lost as to what I should use as the logo. I didn’t want to just grab some picture from the Internet, it just felt wrong to kinda “steal” somebody’s else work. And I wanted it to be something more personal too. 

And then I reminded myself of Ali, the cat monster with personality, hair style and color, and fashion choices modeled after me. It felt like a perfect choice. 

The time of hanging out with other Undertale fans, coming up with creative ideas, chatting about random stuff and chilling together was one of the greatest time of my life. So having Ali here brings me warm and nostalgic emotions. Maybe she never got to be a character in the game, but I could not just let her fade away. So I took her along for this new project.

The End. 

[sublimediscord]

10 first lines

I was tagged by the lovely @setsailslash​ through my main blog. The rules are to post the first line of your last 10 published fics/works, then tag 10 people. However, I might cheat and post some first lines of WiPs. IDK. Depends. I’m also not going to be tagging anyone because that’s not how I roll (mostly because I have really bad anxiety about it but also because I’m lazy)

SO AFTER READING SOME OF THESE I’M PUTTING THEM BEHIND A READMORE BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT, IN FACT, SAFE FOR A PUBLIC ENVIRONMENT. 

So, without further ado, in reverse chronological order:

1.  Raleigh is shuddering on top of his brother’s dick, shamelessly grinding himself in Yancy’s lap for all he’s worth while Yancy clearly tries his hardest not to fucking explode right then and there. (a healthy appetite; Pacific Rim, Raleigh/Yancy/Chuck/Herc/Bruce/Trevin smut; oneshot)

2.  If Herc’s honest with himself, “sparring” isn’t exactly the word he’d use to describe what Raleigh and Trevin are doing in his shuttle bay. (these starlight hours; Pacific Rim/Mass Effect crossover,  Raleigh/Yancy/Chuck/Herc/Bruce/Trevin action/drama/romance/fluff; chaptered fic)

3.  "Rals," Yancy nudges his kid brother, trying to get him to stop messing around on their cart, "cut it out. You could get hurt." (the first words of your story need not be spoken, Part 1 of the silence, made whole series; Pacific Rim, Yancy/Chuck pre-slash, Raleigh&Yancy brotherly adorableness, in an AU where Raleigh (who is 13 years younger than Yancy) was rendered mute as a child and Yancy had to drop out of college to raise him; oneshot)

4. Yancy finds himself thinking that the sight of Raleigh scrunching up his face like that shouldn’t be as goddamn adorable as it is.(upon these words (you continue to begin), Part 2 of the silence, made whole series; Pacific Rim, Yancy/Chuck, Raleigh&Yancy; oneshot)

5.  Isaac hisses between his teeth, pleasure tingling up his spine in glittering waves. (my body moves in languages only you speak; Teen Wolf, Isaac/Derek smut/feels; oneshot)

6.  Someone once told you that dreams are your mind’s way of dealing with shit. And not run-of-the-mill shit, no: capital-S Shit. (fifty words for murder; Teen Wolf, Jackson/Aiden with referenced general Polypack, fluff and angst; oneshot) (yes I know it’s supposed to just be one line. Whatever. Also it’s in 2nd person which some people apparently hate and which some sites BAN????)

7.  The second the words leave Yancy’s mouth, he wants to regret them. (behind your words we glimpse a tomorrow, Part 3 of the silence, made whole series; Pacific Rim, Yancy/Chuck, Raleigh&Yancy; oneshot)

8.  In the promotional vids, they make the trip from the ‘dome out to a drop site look instantaneous. (we're the lucky ones, you say; Pacific Rim, Yancy/Chuck and Herc/Raleigh secret santa gift; oneshot)

9.  His back hurts. (to settle among, upon the dust; Pacific Rim Uprising, Jake/Nate/Burke and Jinhai/Amara/Vik (I regret this last tag) fluff; oneshot)

10.  Yancy is woken by his alarm. Not his phone, or a clock, or anything else mechanical, digital, or indeed otherwise electronic. No, this alarm clock is entirely biological, and is named Chuck. (our new world, writ in words unspoken, Part 4 of the silence, made whole series; Pacific Rim, Yancy/Chuck, Raleigh&Yancy; oneshot) (yes I know I cheated again)

Mostly this is making me realize it’s been too long since I published something... OOPS. 

With that in mind, here are some first lines of things I have in the oven:

1. One of the thralls manages to hook its claws into Raleigh’s arm, and it is only long hours of Crucible training that have Yancy’s instincts snapping his hand cannon up and firing a shot practically from the hip—a shot that neatly intercepts the creature’s eyeless, skeletal face. (PR/Destiny 2 crossover)

2. Scott's favorite thing to do is count his birthmarks. Has been, ever since he'd been little. Back then, he hadn't known the significance they held—at least, potentially. Didn't understand that birthmarks of any shape or size could be—could be, but were not guaranteed to be—something transcending a physical difference. (Soulmarks AU where birthmarks can be soulmarks) 

3. It is where they meet, skin on skin, pupils and subcutaneous capillaries dilating alike. It is the rush of blood as fingers mesh, entwine, feeling their heartbeats sync up where whorls and arches and loops meet. It is a sanctuary, defined less by bedposts and a mattress—or what passes for one—and more by the bob of their throats; the gentle, hollow hiss of an exhale; the hush of palms soothing over clothing, exposed skin, golden hair. It is the soft whisper of their names, “Rals” and “Yance” offered to one another like monosyllabic stories and promises and prayers.

It is theirs. Their haven. Their safe harbor from the world. Their first and last resort. 

In the bracket of one another’s arms, nothing can touch them. (Just another Beckets story. Because the world absolutely needs and wants more of those. *rolls eyes at self*)

4. Sorry, will be home late. Need to finish this prototype before tomorrow. ETA after midnight. 

The muted whoosh of a message arriving isn't nearly enough to capture all the disappointment that rushes into Yancy’s chest. (Part 5 of silence, made whole series)

[ncityzen]

i was tagged by @mintchocfringe a good while ago and i forgot about it only to be tired today and find it and tell myself why not be annoying. thank you!!!

Rules: tag ten followers you want to get to know better!

Star Sign: aries, born on the first day of the sign, i was supposed to be born earlier and my mum was sad i wasn’t a pisces like her, disappointing the family since birth i guess

Height: 160 cm which is around 5′3 i think idk

Put your iTunes/ Spotify playlist on shuffle ; what’s the first 4 songs that pop up?

this is all kpop because we stick to a theme in this blog

1) DAY6 - Shoot me

2) Pentagon - Shine

3) DAY6 - Hunt

4) SHINee - View

Grab the book nearest to you and turn to page 23. What’s line 17?

“Ces différences apparaissent clairement si l’on compare les (documents des archives officielles à ceux des archives d’éditeurs clandestins)”

i included the rest of the sentence in brackets because otherwise it makes no sense. it’s french and it’s about the history of publishing and books in france so yeah a subject beloved by absolutely everyone

Ever had a poem or song written about you?

sfjdlsk well i’ve had like maybe a couple poems written about me by my friends when we were like ten for my birthday and stuff. not to brag but i’ve had many spring metaphors thrown at me (both because of my date of birth and my obvious spring charms obviously definitely the latter)

When was the last time you played air guitar ?

i don’t think i play air guitar that much??? what i do is play any-surface-piano, i used to practice my pieces a lot like that when i couldn’t play and it’s now a habit of mine, possibly an annoying one 

Who is your celebrity crush?

i feel like as i grow older i’ve started giving up on crushes altogether real fictional attainable unattainable also i’m totally not in love with a kpop guy at all not at all i’ve never said that any time at all and there’s no need to type that name here

Sound you hate and a sound you love?

that’s very typical but i hate the sound of things scratching on blackboards and stuff you know the one, and any sound at all that wakes me up in the morning

i love the sound of moon taeil’s voice in any situation at all, also the sound of jung jaehyun singing a whole new world even though i may look like i’m in pain when i listen to it

Do you believe in ghosts?

not really tbh but i’m also not super convinced of their non-existence so i don’t really know 

How about aliens?

not the hollywood alien of course but there has to be life somewhere out there. i do believe in lee taeyong though.

Do you drive? If so have you crashed ?

the thought of driving terrifies me quite a bit so no i don’t, i’m not even good at mario kart 

What was the last book you read?

Poetry and the police: communication networks in 18th century Paris by Robert Darnton, a book i’m sure everyone is incredibly interested in, no but really it’s actually good (unlike Rousseau’s Confessions which i’m reading now and i want to smack him in the head and see if his egocentricity gets cured please pray for him)

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

i used to like it as a kid but it also made me feel nauseous and that’s how i learned that the things you love can hurt you 

What was the last movie you saw ?

i finally watched the handmaiden like two weeks ago i think!!

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

i’ve always been a very cautious person, my body fucks up all the time for me already so it’s not like i should give it more reasons to do so, i don’t think i’ve ever had any bad physical injury???

Do you have any obsessions right now?

not really but if i go to the supermarket tomorrow and buy chocolate/nutella/cookies/anything of that kind you can change that answer

Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

i forgive everyone pretty quickly tbh (which maybe i shouldn’t do???) but i always remember what they’ve done to upset me and then my brain decides to remind me every now and then to make me feel unloved that’s how we live in erola’s body

In a relationship?

well not to brag or anything but i have talked to at least one boy today to thank him for holding the door for me i mean....that’s basically married already

i’m only going to tag @moonrisn and @breathlessdays just because i don’t know much about you guys so do it if you want to!! (or not!!) also @cafemuji but only because you’re back and i wanted to say hi sdkjfls so you can ignore this

[elizabethrobertajones]

I'm not saying you agree with that TLJ article since you tagged it 'mh', but I'm very worried but this latest trend 'Your opinion is wrong because of internalized ___'. Some movies just suck? Like, I hated Ghostbusters 2 because it was bad. I was perfectly okay with having four women as main characters, but that can't be your whole idea for a movie.

I do think that article is interesting, and trying to describe what is basically a wider cultural phenomenon. I’m sure on case by case basis you could rarely boil it down to just a few specific factors and “diagnose” someone except for really obvious lifelong character types who would be in the most obvious demographic. 

Star Wars *already* got a bunch of sexist and racist backlash before TFA, so it’s already in the bracket of movies which got thrown together as the collection of SJWs are ruining our childhood movies like Mad Max, Ghostbusters, etc, so it’s also definitely not like this is a wild stab in the dark that it has pre-existing tension, although in this case the reaction is still really split. But I can see why it’s easy to examine it this way and analyse where it might make people uncomfortable, and wonder to what degree people are prepared to let go of Leading White Man formula for mega blockbusters. 

Something like Wonder Woman, people know what they’re getting into when they see it in the sense that the franchise is completely built around there being a female character in the lead role. So that stands quite alone. And it’s not like there haven’t been action movies with female leads in the past either, but the re-casting in the case of Ghostbusters, or just development of interesting female characters who aren’t beholden to a cookie cutter template/romance arc within a supposedly male-dominated franchise (Furiosa, especially) and changing up old franchises to have more diverse cast (Star Wars) or just completely flip the “male is the default” idea like Ghostbusters and Oceans 8, are deliberately challenging and in some cases - the last 2 especially - are pretty much thumbing the nose to the idea of all-male casts being unremarkable and default. Whether the movies are *good* or not (I thought Ghostbusters was about on the level of, say, a Ghostbusters movie for quality and humour, so okay basically :P) they’re culturally significant at a time when it seems both bizarre and horrifically slow and backwards that we *still* don’t have *even just getting male and female representation right, never mind race and sexuality and disability representation* (I mean for that last point - in some ways these films are already going to be regressive by the time other progressive steps are made, for example Charlize Theron wearing a green screen glove to delete her arm, instead of just hiring an actress with half an arm which is the immediately less-expensive and fiddly route to get the aesthetic…)

But idk, it’s not even like Star Wars was either perfect or extremely progressive, it just managed *not* to have 2-3 white male leads + some other people in the background, and to allow the non white male people to have such a stake in the story they could mess up and make decisions that affected the fate of the galaxy - often negatively, as this is the ESB slot of the trilogy aka where everything is supposed to go in the toilet. There was a lot they could have done better and I’m still annoyed that Maz and Phasma both got pitifully tiny roles but were basically included despite the set up of the movie being extremely restrictive to much exploration and with probably the longest time limit they thought they could allow themselves and still sound like there were any tension in the chase… 

I think it’s definitely always worth exploring whether social issues are having an impact on the reception of a film, though, because it’s a way of addressing the issues in our society, which we *know* exist, and when a film is openly critical of our society, and then people are critical back at it, guessing there may be a nervous backlash from people it made uncomfortable for too-close-to-home reasons makes sense. The critique offered by Kylo Ren to edgy white masculinity is really interesting, and I think it’s probably not hard to imagine SOME people especially who fit the profile are reacting against him, or glorifying him anyway unironically while disliking large amounts of the rest of the movie. 

One of the points that article made as well was that other generic or bad films do much better with audience reaction - in fact some truly terrible films do really well as they’re marketed to a niche audience, and that audience gobbles them up and we get the inverse, of critically panned but audience ratings pretty high.

I mean, I’m assuming if you follow me you’re a Supernatural fan and so we’re all here to gobble up the melodramatic pretty boys :P

So, idk, I think in some ways the picking apart of the film and emphasising its flaws is happening in a strange social climate, where in some ways the discomfort about the film not catering with the most “easy” empathy of a white male main character & with flawed but interesting characters in the other roles particularly prone to being criticised in society for existing anyway and that the SW revival has already had one film threatened boycott over because of Finn being a black stormtrooper on his reveal, and I doubt that feeling has just magically gone away… There comes a point where I wonder how much is basically film review concern trolling when it comes to criticising his and Rose’s arc, or the film in general. 

And how much of the film’s real flaws, plotholes etc if they existed in an easier version of the film with all 4 Chrises in the major roles would take months or years to get properly dissected by the internet while it’s basically as soon as you go back online after the movie someone’s complaining about why Canto Bight even existed.

I mean my “Hm” was “this is interesting and I think it definitely could apply to the wider cultural reaction to the movies” while obviously on a personal level if people have certain standards for films (my dad hates basically *everything* so I don’t think his reaction to TFA was categorically racist or sexist, just that he would be inclined to think pretty much anything JJ Abrams makes is garbage and whoops I never should have naively made him watch the first episode of Fringe with me :P) then if any of these movies are things you can tell would have rubbed you up the wrong way anyway, e.g. you didn’t like the original Ghostbusters that much/have found it far cringey-er on adult rewatches etc then you are absolutely allowed to have a reaction to it on a personal level which is not a sign of the sickness of our society :P 

But I think even if you don’t like the new SW film, it’s worth putting aside your critiques of it for a moment to think about this article and the wider reaction - not to make you guilted into enjoying the film, but because it’s worth at least pondering the wider social issues the film’s already definitely caught up in since like, before TFA came out, so we can’t deny that there’s at least some portion of the audience, whether the loud but small group of assholes who utterly invisibly boycotted TFA, or the wider percentage of the population who’ll be consciously or unconsciously turned off by the cast and the power given to their characters in the story, and the possibly even wider percentage who may still struggle to empathise with female characters because Hollywood has so systematically underrepresented like, what can alternately be the literal largest demographic on the planet, and presented just plain old cis women as characters whose inner lives are valuable and decisions should be respected. 

I mean since I came out the movie I’ve been swinging back and forth on “should Holdo have just told Poe her plan or was the point that this man of a much lower station is getting all up in her business demanding to know and questioning her, and I assume that was intentional so I should agree with Holdo but would this have looked just as bad if a male admiral showed up doing the same thing and they accidentally undermine her by it being a bad decision in general, or is the point that if it had been a male admiral Poe would have shut up and not let an insurrection, but I mean it’s *Poe* and I love him and I totally understand and he was made out to be more sympathetic until *after* the twist so did they WANT us to be critical of Holdo or am I just falling into a trap of not giving female characters the same room to fuck up as male characters -” and that’s BEFORE I get onto the internet and read this debate for weeks, just my confusion about this arc and what it was saying and if it was meant to say one thing or the other or if it’s a bit of bad writing (but not something so bad it would ruin the film to the point of only 50% enthusiasm like Rotten Tomatoes is giving it - like, 93% or something :P) or if it’s doing exactly what it’s supposed to by making my brain cogs go and making me feel I need to write like, a dozen female admiralty into things to allow Holdo a cultural sisterhood of good bad and ugly admirals to be her own person in instead of the only female admiral to ever stick in my head like this :P So idk. 

Hm. Basically. 

[littlelakeswallow]

1. Real name : Andrew

2. Nickname(s) : Fishy, Mandrew

3. Fav. color: Sky blue and the pink of sakura

4. Male or female : Male

5. Nursery/Kindergarten : Kingdergarten

6. Primary School : Parramatta Public school

7. Secondary : wait is this how i’m meant ot answer Parramatta High School

8. College : TAFE/Diploma in Games development (Art)

9. Hair Color : Black

10. Tall or Short : 168cm u decide

11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans

12. Phone or Camera : Phone

13. Health freak : Health conscious

14. Orange or Apple : Oranges

15. Do you have a crush on someone : Not realllyyyy buuut who knowssssss

16. Eat or Drink : Drink

17. Piercings : Noop

18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke!

19. Been in an airplane : Yup!

20. Been in a relationship : ALMSOT in year 7 but im so glad that didn’t happen. idk i’ll ask some pretty girl out if she comes along but i can’t support a relationship right now.

21. Been in a car accident : nope

22. Been in a fist fight : only for training. i fractured my older bro’s sternum  >>

23. First piercing : noooo

24. Best friend(s): i love man teekay and my terrorist sahim

25. First award : Regional high jump!!!! And then people my age were jumping 180cm so LATERS ME AND MY 160??

26. First crush : Silly crush on a girl from church when i was in like year 2 hahahahha she called me ugly so lATERS

27. First word : probably fish

28. Zodiac Sign: Gemini

29. Last person you texted : Actually my mum... TO ASK HER WHERE THE HECK SHE WAS

30. Last person you talked to: peoples from  ARTTRA

31. Last person you watched a movie with : people from ARTTRA literally just now

32. Last food you ate : Laksa

33. Last movie you watched : Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows (Part 2)

34. Last song you listened to : dunnoo

35. Last thing you bought : i got a tonne of prints and keychains from SMASH

37. Fav Food : Mapo tofu no jk. Otherwise... agedashi tofu and jap curry

38. Fav Drink : i love soy milk......

39. Fav Bottoms : Trousers are king

40. Fav Flower : Lilies

41. Fav Animal : Kitty.. I like hummingbirds a lot... and does

42. Color/s : complementary is king

43. Fav Movie : Mononoke Hime

44. Fav Subject : highschool ptsd i am 69th percentile i almost got a mystery mark.

IT though, for the 5 man class. we were tight as heck and that teacher helped me through some tough high school times

HAVE YOU EVER:

(Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [x] fallen in love with someone.

46. [x]celebrated Halloween.

47. [x] had your heart broken. It hoits

48. [] went over the data on your cell phone.

49. [prob not past 18 years i was a toad, still a toad bit i suppose a tiny bit less] had someone like you

51. [x yes] got pregnant.

52. [ ] had an abortion.

53. [x] did something I regret.

54. [x] broke a promise.

55. [x] hid a secret.

56. [x] pretended to be happy.

57. [x] met someone who changed your life.

58. [x] pretended to be sick.

59. [X] left the country.

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it.

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [X] ran a mile.

63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [x] disliked someone.

66. [ ] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend.

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating : Noop

68. Drinking : Yooop

69. Listening : The sound of Ip Man in the background

70. Sitting/Laying : Sitting

71. Plans for today: Sleep, but tomorrow is back to the drawing.

72. Waiting for : Myself to finish this so I can sleep

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids : YES

74. Want to get married : LOVE ME

75. Career : my only path is drawing. all boats have been burned.

76. Lips or eyes : If i were to become one giant eye, or one giant lip, I would choose the eyes.

look if a girl has pretty eyes it’s like :)))))

77. Shorter or Taller : TALLER LOOK THAT GIRL I HINTED AT EARLIER I NEED TO BE TALLER AHHAHAHAH

78. Romantic or spontaneous : BOTH

81. Hook-up or relationship : I’m..... not the type of person for a hook up.

82. Looks or personality: both la..........

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts : Nope

84. Snuck out of a house : Nope?

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense : Nope

86. Killed somebody : Nope

87. Broken someone’s heart : Nope

88. Been in love : look every crush i’ve had has been v bad for myself except the most recent

89. Cried when someone died : IN ANIME

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself : almost too much

91. Miracles : COS GOD

92. Love at first sight : i was stunned also

93. Heaven : yup

94. Santa Claus: in my heart of hearts

95. Aliens: basically if god decided to make aliens then there are aliens otherwise i don’t care now you know how i think about every controvercial topic

96. Ghosts : ^

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now : more like a ‘in my mind it would be a really nice thing to have’, like icing on a cake. i’m really good at wanting things that are not good for myself though.

so, it stays as a nice little maybe. i’ll see in a few months, or if someone else comes and sweeps me off my feet.

98. Do you know who your real friends are : what does real friends even mean? some are in my life right now, and won’t be in future. but i do my silly best to love them.

100. Post as 100 truths : Yea, have a read! i spent too long and was a bit too honest

tagged by good man @propertyofaminus

friends i choose you

@katsuraa @heartoverblade @actualbotjeanne @sumeragimikoto

only if ur bothered dw

@ashesofeternity i forgot u pls do it

[wendyopaque]

this is also thehambeverage for anyone wondering why tf agsp is tagging them in something

yo i was tagged by a peep by the name of @cotton-candy-confusion and this is basically one of those facebook thingys where you go and tag someone and they have to answer questions. so im gonna do that.
RULES: answer the questions and tag 25 people! LAST: [1] DRINK: i have a nice pokemon glass of brisk ice tea [2] PHONE CALL: m mudca :) [3] TEXT MESSAGE: it was actually to the group chat (kik group chat, if you want that information msg me and ill let u in; its atl related usually) about how my next project is going to be a self-driving barbie jeep [4] SONG YOU LISTENED TO: willingly: citizens of earth by neck deep. unwillingly, however, was the meow mix remix 10 hour version [5] TIME YOU CRIED: despite the fact i wanted to all day long, i actually didnt. so it was a few nights ago because i had a dream that everything that happened today happened and i was so frustrated i started crying HAVE YOU EVER… [6] DATED SOMEONE TWICE: i havent even dated someone once really [7] BEEN CHEATED ON: no [8] KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: the only person ive ever kissed (well, kissed by) was mark hoppus and i dont regret [9] LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yes [10] BEEN DEPRESSED: yeah, in fact i just woke up from a 7 hour depression nap [11] GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: ive never been drunk but one time i made really good grilled cheese but then it wasnt so good because i gave myself food poisoning and threw up for three days LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] green [13] more green [14] did i mention green IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] MADE NEW FRIENDS: YES AND I LOVE THEM ALL [16] FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: no but this reminds me of the line in romeo and juliet where romeo is just like im out and either benvolio or mercutiois just like out- oF LOvE???? and romeo is like hell no wft [17] LAUGHED SO HARD YOU CRIED: lots of times [18] FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: i mean no but would i care really probably yes because i care about my reputation but also maybe not [19] MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: i think everyone changes me because i want to absorb everyones good qualities and become The Best [20] FOUND OUT WHO YOUR TRUE FRIENDS ARE: everyones my true friend i love people [21] KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: no [22] HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: all of them except hunter, but he just wants to be my friend on fb so i can send him 8 ball pool gifts [23] DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: my dogs birdie, jared, and sugar and my dads dog miss noodles 8^) [24] DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: my real name is actually p good (its marissa) because ican get away with you guys calling me meech because it starts with an m [25] WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: invited my pals to my humble abode and we tried to watch a horror movie but like a really crappy one but it was so bad no one was interested [26] WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: i woke up at 5:30 am to meet bright and early with my rov crew but i woke up from my depression sleepytime junction at 11 [27] WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT: trying to unlock the bathroom door with a pair of scissors [28] NAME SOMETHING YOU CANNOT WAIT FOR: starting the self driving barbie jeep!!!! [29] WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOTHER: at like 5 when she picked me up from the competition [30] WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOUR LIFE: im actually really happy where i am now ü (thats a creepy smiley face) [31] WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: i have an episode of malcolm in the middle playing in the background rn [32] HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: wtf [33] SOMETHING THAT GETS ON YOUR NERVES: when my step father parks his truck too close to the gate so i have to move the entire gate in order to take the dumb trash bins out [34] MOST VISITED SITE: more than likely cool math 4 kids [35] ELEMENTARY: ew i was really into ghost hunters and never brushed my hair and was just embarrassing in general [36] HIGH SCHOOL: so far, i really like it [37] COLLEGE: not even sure yet but hopefully my SATs turn up good later on down the road and some school wants me [38] HAIR COLOR: green but theres this blue strip in it and its weird [39] LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short [40] DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: 👀 [41] WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: im really funny and i have nice legs [42] PIERCINGS: i have one ear pierced and contrary to popular belief it is not the detroit red wings logo [43] BLOOD TYPE: im not sure which is really bad [44] NICKNAME: mostly meech but irl ppl call me misha/misho and rissa [45] RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single [46] ZODIAC SIGN: aquarius [47] PRONOUNS: she/her [48] FAV TV SHOW: hmm probably bobs burgers [49] TATTOOS: none [50] RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right FIRST… [51] SURGERY: never had one! [52] PIERCING: m ears [53] BEST FRIEND: i think her name was hannah or some shit idk it was first grade [54] SPORT: im not a sports kid im a competitive robot kid [55] VACATION: rogers city 2002!! [56] PAIR OF TRAINERS: what are trainers RIGHT NOW… [57] EATING: nothing [58] DRINKING: only my favorite beverage, orange juice [59] IM ABOUT TO: go to costco and mooch off of their free samples [60] LISTENING TO: the blink-182 cover of dead mans curve [61] WAITING FOR: seamus to follow me back on twitter (hes being a little bitch rn) [62] WANT: seamus to follow me back on twitter (fuck u seamus) [63] GET MARRIED: sure [64] CAREER: whatever i can get tbh. ideally something in construction/engineering WHICH IS BETTER… [65] HUGS OR KISSES: smorch [66] LIPS OR EYES: lips [67] SHORTER OR TALLER: ??i want to be taller?? [68] OLDER OR YOUNGER: older ?? (are these supposed to be abt like someone romantically or??? idk??) [69] ROMANTIC OR SPONTANEOUS: spontaneous [70] NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: really i dont mind [71] SENSITIVE OR LOUD: i guess sensitive ? [72] HOOKUP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship !! i love commitment [73] TROUBLEMAKER OR SENTIENT: GIVE ME A SENTIENT SUPER POWER BOYF / GIRLF HAVE YOU EVER… [74] KISSES A STRANGER? hoppus <3 [75] DRABK HARD LIQOUR? nope [76] LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES? but always found them in the end [77] TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: nope [78] SEX ON FIRST DATE? with what dats [79] BROKEN SOMEONES HEART? hopefully not [80] HAD YOUR OWN HEART BROKEN? nope [81] BEEN ARRESTED? no but i thought the lady at speedway was going to call the cops on me because she seemed really mad i was getting a slurpee and it made me anxious [82] CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? of course [83] FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: hyperventilates 👀👀👀 DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] YOURSELF? always have always will [85] MIRACLES? yes!! [86] LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? no [87] SANTA CLAUS? no [88] KISS ON FIRST DATE? smorch [89] ANGELS? yes OTHER… [90] CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME: i have like 8 million bffjills i cant name them all [91] EYE COLOR: green [92] FAVORITE MOVIE: THE SHINING ☝️☝️☝️

i dont know/have 25 mutuals so heres all the people who immediately come to mind:

@carbonatedbeveragecurtis @dinotyler @a-percious-fandom-cinnamon-roll @amerrickancandy @notanordinarybandgeek @gloogle @flannelbarakat @jack-bracket