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nightmare viewing the murder time three as little toys but more in like a little spoiled kid kinda way. because it would be funny and if you take into the account that he was like 6 before getting corrupted and do some mental loopholes it would be even funnier. like these are his dolls (killer dust and horror) and this is their barbie dreamhouse (his castle). they all have to stay in one room because nightmare needs to keep his toys in a toy box. the toys only ever come out when he wants to play but oh damn it they keep on breaking out!! silly toys,,, and then he locks them into the room again.
nightmare serves them food with plastic tea cups and plastic plates and there is no food. there is no tea. they have to imagine the food because dolls can't literally eat. there are food containers and stuff in the house but its all just a bunch of empty boxes. horror starts tweaking out after he scavenges the kitchen and finds a cereal box and milk carton that have NOTHING in it (why keep empty boxes?????)
they have to go where he wants them to go. nightmare gets to dress them up in whatever he wants because theyre his dolls they can wear anything he wants. it gets incredibly embarrassing when the trio is forced to wear pink pretty dresses and fight like that. or they have to go around the castle doing stupid fucking roleplays and it gets weird because theyre being forced to reenact a bullying scene and nightmare's giving them the death stare if they don't get it right (is this projection. this must be some form of coping mechanism dust theorizes)
and then you know nightmare's not exactly the best toy owner so he loses a few of his dolls here and there. maybe they get destroyed when he was playing a bit too rough with them! (killer dies in battle for like the 29th time) but its okay because he can just go back on down to the store (something new) and buy. wait no. steal another doll and then put it back in his dreamhouse and BOOM he has a full set again!! so sweet so cute. his dolls don't have consciousness what are you talking about theyre begging to be let go?? that's all just your imagination. what do you mean you're asking about the several slowly dying bodies with removed arms or legs in his dungeon. oh that's just where the broken but not yet destroyed toys go dw theyre fine its humane
#toy story but evil#imagine nightmare dresses the trio up in dreamtale esque clothes and then forces them to pretend to be his parents#because the stupid shit grew up parentless and now that he has dolls he can just roleplay that now#or he could just make the trio roleplay as a family. one parent two children. huh i wonder where i've heard this before#he's still like totally smart with all the multiversal plans and conquering and manipulation and all that#just that he's still got a bit of childish charm in him yk.🥺🥺🥺 he's sweet and cute 🥺🥺🥺🥺#killer says as he tries not to go insane from being stuck in a room with dust amd horror for weeks on end#nightmare has no sense of boundary for the trio because theyre just little toys for him#if he wants them to change clothes he strips them because dolls cant change by themselves#if he wants them to move a specific way he maneuvers them because dolls cant movs on their own#nightmare's messing around and has all his dolls in the splits because who hasnt done that#dust and horror are in so much pain. killer just feels humiliated#these are GROWN MEN you are objectifying here nightmare. LITERALLY objectifying. but irs okay its funny#dadmare but instead of nightmare being the dad he's the kid. while also simultaneously having all the power#this would go for a sick ass plotline if someone made a fic for it#it aint gonna be me 🤣🤣 but like.... trio has to convince nightmare to stop treating them like goddamn dolls#and nightmare has to change his stupid little kiddy mentality while also they all have to just get on better terms in general#so stupidn so dumb. would the mtt hate eachother during all this. quite possibly#three crazy freaks trapped in one room for unknown amounts of time. homoerotic arguments must have occured#they must know stuff about eachother that they don't wanna know. they all know what they look like naked#nightmare is the leading cause of mtt deaths because he just doesn't know how to properly handle his toys#oops he says as he accidentally breaks horror's neck and dust and killer watch on. guess its time to get a new one!#and he gleefully skips off to horrortale while dust and killer are left with the dusting beheaded body. what a fun time#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#nightmare sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#tricule rant
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the thing i love about bill cipher is that even after i've learned all of this stuff about him, seen him at the most vulnerable he'll ever get, seen him at his most innocent, i still can't give a flying fuck about trying to justify his actions. yes he's traumatized, yes he was twisted into what we know today, and while it gives a semblance of context to why he did what he did, it doesn't matter. he still ruined ford's life. he still drove and baited multiple humans to suicide. he still tormented every human he saw as his ticket out of the consequences of his own actions. he still took delight in his actions. he was willing to commit genocide for fuck's sake!!! (freezing all of the humans into statues). trying to explain away what he did does not get rid of what he did, but it certainly puts it in perspective. you won't be catching me being a bill apologist any time soon <3
#gravity falls#bill cipher#the book of bill#pleaseeee dont kill me guys#also if anyone tries to twist this and apply it to ford i WILL be setting myself on fire#because like. i've seen many people hate on him because of what he did objectively#but the difference between ford and bill is that ford did not LIKE it. let me break down things ford has done @ stan that ppl dont like:#1: he was the favorite child hands down (not ford's fault. he was a kid. he was shoved into the role by his father)#2: considering leaving stan behind for west coast tec (which we dont even know was his intention. what if he wanted to bring stan with him?#what if he was going to ultimately turn the offer down? what if he went and still kept touch anyway? speaking as a guy who grew up#gifted in a poor neighborhood; college is your TICKET outta there. you'd do anything to do so--BACK ON TRACK)#3: didnt defend stan when he was being kicked out (he thought stan sabotaged his and his fams ticket out of poverty. of COURSE he's pissed!#also he was 17. of COURSE in the moment he wasnt going to take his scrawy ass and stand up to his 6'6 abusive ass of a father. would YOU?#4: told stan to take the journal (ford was on the brink of death and insanity. all he had left was STAN to trust. it also wasnt him saying#to have stan stay away from him forever--it was just to take the JOURNAL somewhere. he NEVER said he COULDNT come back!#do you REALLy think that FORD could have explained all that properly when he has beeen TORTURED FOR WEEKS ON END? I DIDNT THINK SO!#anyways. the point is that everything the fandom uses to villanize ford is in fact a result of circumstances outside of his control#and while you can argue that bill is the same; compare the damage they have done. consider how their trauma impacted them as people.#think about how bill took his trauma out on everyone around him. about how even now he still feels no remorse in that prison.#think about how ford tried to FIX his mistakes. think about how he is human; how he acted in spite of his misery#think about what that fucking triangle did to that six-fingered old man.#....okay! that was a lot. lets hope no one sees this!!
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h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work
unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion
#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad#because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid#i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back#i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades#i might be able to snag a short nap before work#but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen#WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE#well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway#OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal.#anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently#emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it#and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry#so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever?#and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this??#also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m#so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point#anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari#after escaping her british nobility life#and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course.#and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known#and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates.#and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time#also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w#but at least he’s still obsessed with her#this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either.#ml#anna rambles#asks
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I bet when Silver was very small he just called Malleus by name but eventually someone told him that they’re supposed to address him with a title and he stopped and Malleus, whose whole thing is that his status and strength have prevented him from forming meaningful attachments with most people and he feels isolated because of it, went home and didn’t come out of his room for three days.
#lilia: well he would have had to switch to honorifics once he was knighted anyway-#malleus staring forlornly out of a window at the rainstorm he caused: YOU don't use honorifics for me#lilia: thats bc i helped raise you i have godfather privileges#trust me on this okay. trust me.#I think usually little kids are afraid of malleus (look at him. he’s tall and intimidating) but little silver just Adored him#they grew more distant after silver and sebek began their training because silver didn’t want to be disrespectful as a knight#and malleus had to respect those wishes BUT by god was he sad about it#for the first time in his life he was family before he was a liege or heir!!#at least the care is still there and silver will remain close to him but it’s different yknow?#silver: calls malleus lord for the first time#malleus holing up in his chambers with a carton of ice cream: my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined#pika’s ramblings#twst#twisted wonderland#silver vanrouge#malleus draconia
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i do not enjoy harry potter anymore and even when i did, snape was not a character i ever liked, but for some reason my ‘for you’ page is just full of dedicated snape stan accounts and i hate it
#anti jk rowling#anti severus snape#anti harry potter#like okay i remain a strong proponent of ‘you are allowed to like whatever fiction you like’#but it’s important to consider whether the author—when presenting certain subjects—critically evaluates their own opinion on those subjects#like how stephanie meyer in twilight thinks it’s funny to have all the vampires make dog jokes at jacob because he’s a werewolf#but he’s native so it comes off as REALLY racist#(and also in the case of jkr specifically she’s using her money from hp to fund terf shit LET HP DIE)#and the dozen-ish snape takes i’ve seen seem to demonstrate these accounts are either not interested in or cannot critically evaluate snape#a character written by a woman to be a redeemable asshole who take out a petty schoolyard resentment against a kid’s dad ON THE KID#the orphaned abused kid i might add—when the redeemable man in question is implied to have come from an abusive home himself#i just saw one like ‘oh if it’s okay to call him ‘snivellus’ then it must be okay to call luna ‘loony’ right?#sorry when was luna joining a hate group against muggles and muggle-borns#i don’t deny james and co bullied snape quite viciously but he gave back just as much and also never grew out of that pettiness#not to mention he only turned from voldemort because he was specifically going to kill lily#all other muggleborns dying was apparently just fine by him#i still don’t get the love of this character not because it’s a bad thing to like villainous characters#but it’s ALWAYS the justification of his actions—as if he was in the right to bully harry (an orphaned abused child) because of harry’s dad#there’s no criticism consideration of the author’s biases in there#should you not be a bit concerned that she thinks calling your best friend a slur ‘ONE TIME’ is something that should be just forgotten#aj abstractions
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the first time de-aged!bruce mentions harvey the batfam give him blank stares. he, as one does, immediately assumes the worst and asks alfred if he's dead. alfred is like ?? no he got married, retired, and moved far, far away from gotham lol. bruce is immediately flabbergasted as to why he has never introduced his children to his Uncle Harvey, promises to introduce them, and promptly tells them many unhinged stories.
the batfam don't quite know if they /want/ to meet him
#the batfam being lowkey scared of bruce's past is just so funny to me#harvey canonically calls himself Uncle Harvey therefore so will bruce (jokingly)#in person he calls him Detective Bullock#when jim finds out abt Uncle Harvey he immediately tells him and harvey makes fun of him but lets him do it anyway#(the kid grew on him okay?)#i love harvey he's a great character#as a parallel to jim at the beginning of the show to his partner??#great#amazing#fantabulous#anyways time for tags#g!bruce meets batfam#my au#my fic#gotham tv#gotham#gotham tv show#gotham tv series#gotham!bruce#batman#bruce wayne#gotham!batman#gotham!bruce wayne#tv: gotham#gotham 2014#harvey bullock#jim gordon#alfred pennyworth#batfamily#batfam
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okay but Sirius who has a blind spot the size of Russia for Regulus. Like, guys it's not his fault if he's supporting Voldemort, it's our family's. It's not his fault if he's turning into a Death Eater, it's because of who he's hanging out with. It's not his fault if he's getting sucked into a blood purist cult, it's because he's too soft, too kind, too naive, too stupid to push back against what they've been taught. He's a good person at heart, Sirius swears, and makes excuses.
But also, Regulus having an equally Russia-sized blind spot for Sirius. It's not his fault if he's getting distant, it's because he's alone in Gryffindor without support. It's not his fault if he's questioning everything they know is true, it's because of his so-called friends. It's not his fault if he's becoming a blood traitor, it's because of the mudbloods and the half-breeds and the blood traitors and fucking Potter. Regulus arguing with his parents for the first time because they can't disown Sirius it's just letting them win and we can't let them keep Sirius.
Sirius distancing himself more and more from his family the more hateful Regulus gets (look at what they're doing to his brother!) and Regulus growing into more and more of a blood purist the more Sirius distance himself (they're stealing his brother, they need to get rid of them!).
And neither of them realizes it either.
#hp#rambles of my soul#tbh i do see them as being really close as kids#regulus getting upset when he can't go to hogwarts with sirius#and then getting angry and jealous when sirius comes back and he has (internal gag) friends#like he's he not enough? why would sirius need them when regulus is right there?#regulus never grew out of feeling replaced bc his brother got friends: the family drama#sirius is so annoyed bc he doesn't understand what's regulus' problem is#so he spends more time with his friends bc regulus is not fun to be around anymore :/#so they end up never getting close again bc too much resentment and 0 communication#although a regulus lives au where he has to confront the fact that he lost sirius bc of his own actions would be pretty funny#like uuuugh okay he can come to term that he was wrong about the blood purist thing sure fine no problem#but now he has to (UGH) play nice with his brother's friends to get something of a relationship with him back???#the horror he would have rather died actually#anyways#it's 4am i'm rambling everything's fine#regulus black#sirius black#hc
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Akane keeps saying she could follow Aqua to hell if that's where he goes... It's a line that gets quite emphasized in my opinion, it stands out a lot
I made a few analyses, including this one, where I came to a conclusion that what Hikaru has with Ai could parallel/be a combination of what Aqua has with Kana and Akane. This manga is very good in terms of setting character relationships.
And seeing how things are, Hikaru seems like HE'S actually going to be dragged off to hell(sigh..;;;)
Do you think Ai would do the same for HER boyfriend? Personally, I don't think she has to(she's suffered plenty and whatever mess Hikaru's become if he really has, isn't her responsibility) and I see her being pretty stern about what's right and wrong. She's a smart and responsible bean, so I don't think she'll go to hell WITH him... she'll not be his accomplice when he does something wrong, she'd try to call him out or drag him out of it, bring him to his senses, call him out. That's how I picture her. So if only Ai was alive...I don't see him having gone down the wrong path. Ai was his light. His support, the way Akane was to Aqua, but also his guiding light and hopes for the future the way Kana is for Aqua. No wonder he'd lost all his light and nobility upon her death. He just didn't have any hope to go on.
I see her waiting for him though. I don't quite see her abandoning him either. If he has to be in hell forever... I see her waiting for him forever.
I see Hikaru having that approach if Ai were to be in hell though, that's, in a way, maybe exactly what he was trying to do. Like how Izanagi descended into hell(yomi) to bring his wife back to life, I bet he tried. But unlike Izanagi who gave up and escaped, then cleansed himself of the contamination he got upon his journey, it may be that guy just fully absorbed all the filth and contamination and sank; he is devoted, I'd say that..; but I wonder just what moral they want to give by making his life this terrible, all full of suffering... He did not start out as someone who deserved this kind of fate. He literally was beaming with happiness when he found Ai to be with. And now he brings misfortune to everyone around him?; The real fatale isn't Ai but this guy. Fatal is the masculine form of Fatale. That's why the song's name is that. Ai and him are so similar in terms of having subconsciously brought misfortune to those around them without the intent to.
Yep. Just wrote this down on a whim~
#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#hikaai#spoilers#I admit okay#I must have hikaru as a fav along with Ai.. I analyzed him so much he REALLY grew on me and I#it's just painful to see every chapter having made him so ugly after 154-155. I feel so robbed omg;;#but maybe that's what the authors wanted him to be#I just. I don't think he deserves to be a monster though. this is so cruel and rude...#they better make this guy a god.. then I'd get the context behind it. if it ain't there's no point#making a good kid and tearing him down and warping him into this mess#oshi no theories
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Me when I see a byler take or fanfiction which turns Will into a doormat and gives the entire premise of his character arc and troubles to Mike:
#Mike’s arc is about how he is not visibly gay and can live safely in his middle class life#Or he can choose to embrace himself and live a happy and authentic life despite the troubles that will bring him#But he’ll still be happier than Karen and Ted#similar thing we saw with Nancy#Will never had that option because he is visibly gay and has been bullied for it since he was a kid// plus he grew up poor#Despite that he has been shown to call Mike out when Mike acts like a jerk#Will has self-respect and as much as he loves Mike he’s not a doormat who will take everything and can’t say no to him#Ted is passive aggressive but there’s no reason to assume he’s outright abusive like Lonnie was#And mike is the invisible gay/ not a super feminine guy fighting off slurs and being targeted for his sexuality specifically#Mike and Will both have very interesting arcs and they go hand in hand but they’re not the same and that’s okay
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Must be rough losing them so young huh?
shadowbelly looking at lil memorial graves of his parents ft itty bitty roachkit unaware of sad things
#shadowbelly#roachshade#lakeclan#warrior cats#warriors oc#hidden lore#i found out today that the man who basically was a second father to me passed away and i guess this mindless doodle was a way for me to cop#some pond lore for you: my dad was an addict when i was growing up and he didnt always know how to properly deal with that#and also be a parent at the same time when i was visiting him + he was in an abusive marriage#so when things were just really bad he would take me to the house of my 'aunt' and 'uncle' who very much helped raise me and take care of m#i have very fond memories of them#and my 'uncle' actually made sure he got a motorcycle so i could ride with him specifically at my dads own memorial ride#he had since stopped riding bikes but it was important to him that HE be the one i ride with because ive ALWAYS been like his fourth kid#he also is the only adult on my dads side that i came out as nonbinary to#i didnt even have to come out he just asked if i was trans/nonbinary and i said yeah and he just said cool ill always love you#idk they think his death was sudden like a heart attack or something but we wont know till after today#my 'aunt' is letting me keep some of his ashes in a necklace so i can have one for both my dad and my “dad”#ill be okay but it just feels really strange right now#we didnt see each other much after i grew up but he made sure i knew that if i ever needed anything i only had to ask#doesnt seem fair to lose two dads in less than three years but i guess it is what it is
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my parents have not been like. the greatest parents of all time. and i say this with particular emphasis regarding raising an autistic girl in the 90s and early 2000s. but it actually fucking rocks they let my sister keep a pet rabbit on the floor of her bedroom
#mine#i was just thinking how every other rabbit i knew was an ‘outside rabbit’#<- grew up in an agricultural community so a lot of my friends’ household pets were actually for showing/eggs/milk/meat et c#anyway it was a pretty temperate area so okay to have them outside except for in the dog days of summer and the coldest days of winter#but even in the suburbs there were lots of raccoons and coyotes and foxes?? so it seemed so scary to leave rabbits in a hutch outside#even if they’re physically protected those are very anxious animals so they could just die of like. heart failure#so instead of building a hutch next to our chickens or anything my parents just let her keep a rabbit in her bedroom. like. free range.#obviously it had a specific nesting place and there was like a baby gate to keep him in when my sister wasn’t in the room so he didn’t like#chew wires or hide under the bed or get into the attic or whatever#but for much of my childhood we had the family dog my pet chickens and her fucking. rabbit. upstairs.#eventually my sister did accidentally hurt the rabbit bc she’s not as good with animals as she thinks she is and the vet made us surrender#him up to a farm (literally) (even as a kid i thought that phrasing was so suspicious) but i’m just saying. he had a good life in our house
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Contemplating the concept of "potential" when it comes to intelligence and realizing how heartbreaking Logan's "Dreams come true, that's news to me" line in the Crofters Musical.
#screaming into the void#definitely not okay today lads#i'm finding myself grieving my intelligence and contemplating if it was ever there to begin with#when i was younger i excelled in science so everyone assumed that i was a gifted kid despite my very obvious struggles in math and spelling#i was told over and over if i could just apply myself to other subjects the way i did with science#then i would do better in those subjects and reach my full potential#my identity was hung on my intelligence for me by the adults in my life none of them even considering a learning disability#now as an adult it all feels meaningless#especially having been forced into going to college where it was made very quickly and abundantly clear that I wasn't actually gifted#i was just average#that was absolutely devastating to me and it's a thing i struggle with and i want to be angry about it but i dont know how to be#i was told over and over in childhood that i could be anything when i grew up that i could do anything if i just put my mind to it#then recieved little to no actual educational support for any of it especially when i discovered writing#and i dont know if i was never as smart as i was told i was or never even had the potential i was told i had#or if i just didnt have enough support#i dont believe in myself anymore and i dont think i was ever actually believed in by the adults in my life either#i think they would have supported me better if they had#or maybe they just didnt know how to#my dad has wondered and questioned me about where my drive ans passion went and i dont have the heart to tell him that#it evaporated when he told me i wouldn't be successful as a writer when he told me that i would only be successful by going to college#when he constantly questioned everything i did and made me doubt myself over and over again#i dont know how to combat this feeling of worthlessness that comes from feeling lied to about my intelligence as a kid#i dont know how to comfort myself in the face of realizing i probably didnt have all then potential i was promised i had#and even if i did at one point have it i lacked the support necessary to nuture and grow it#how does one grieve being promised the world only to find out that was never truly an option?#how does one become comfortable with learning and growing again when it's been made to feel unsafe#and a threat to their frail sense of identity?#how does one find peace and contentment in an ordinary life when they were promised so much more?#not just promised so much more but expected to be so much more and now feel the weight of expectation on them?#i feel like i was promised the world and told that it would be easy to conquer and when it wasnt it was due to my own fault and failings
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God au
Roger treated Finn the same way he treated buggy and shanks, this developed a bit of a tomboyish personality.
Rayleigh also tried so hard to be a Girl Dad, got her dolls and tea sets and dresses full of pockets, tried to use a mix of the few female crewmembers and women from various islands to show her more female influence, but Finn was Finn and Rayleigh got that but he kinda wanted an excuse to do daddy-daughter things
#one piece#myths & gods au#Rayleigh misses Circe okay#Circe stopped doing girly kid things with him when she grew up and he misses invisible tea and invisible cookies :(
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IM NEVER GONNA STOP THINKING ABOUT ZICAH AUAGHHGHJHGH IM ON MY REREAD OF BOOK TWO AND LIKE, ITS VERY OBVIOUS THEYRE WARMING UP TO EACHOTHER
Their entire conversation from pages 156-157 BUT THISBIS MY FAVORITE EXERPT FROM IT
“Zed was out of his depth. He was cold, and lonely, and very afraid.
‘Please’ he rasped. ‘Please just leave me alone.’
Micah’s smirk faltered. He opened his mouth, then closed it and cleared his throat. ‘Listen, you’re going to be all right. I’ve seen that moldy fireball of yours take out worse than a few mummified elves. And that was without Frond babysitting you.’”
Foster WAS right, Micah DOES stop Zed from getting too angsty
And later on page 263 Zed defends him
“‘I’ll say,’ said Jett. ‘When the gods were handing out brains and Micah went for his share, they told him, ‘Sorry that girl who was just here took the last of them.’
They all chuckled at that, except for Zed, who said ‘Aw, he means well.’”
LIKE AUGHHGH
It’s so obvious to me that book 1 was like, Micah subconsciously crushing on Zed and consciously he was like “ok I’m gonna ignore that and push him and those feelings away because thinking about him all the time is ODD” and then in book 2 he’s trying to look out for him in his own Micah-way and actually warming up to him
#I always hated and still do hate the ‘he bullies you because he has a crush on you’ trope#just bcs it teaches kids that it’s okay to bully others or be bullied bcs it means the person likes them which is bad for obvious reasons#and I don’t know if it’s my bias with TAG#but it does feel like Micah was more developed#and even grew to respect Zed and comfort/support him in his own Micah-way#plus like a lot of his mean-ness and antagonizing could absolutely be a result of the toxic masculinity and internalized homophobia#which isn’t an excuse and more of a reason#but the reason WASNT that he was mean because he liked Zed#he was mean because he thought he was weak for whatever reason and he felt like he had to make himself stronger#and near the end of book 1 and through book 2 and ESPECIALLY 3 you can see how he’s growing out of that mindset#the adventurers guild#this is also a long post whoops#reese rambles#zed kagari the adventurers guild#micah the adventurers guild#micah guerra the adventurers guild#Micah and Zed are both autistic btw because I’m autistic and I think they’re my two favorites#only favorites by a little bit though#the entire apprentice squad has my whole heart
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this is probably a strange thing to wonder lol but i wonder if jakurai has alive parents 🤔
#this is vee speaking#like dohifu’s parents are presumably okay besides whatever honobono did to hifumi’s#and it’s probably because they’re older we don’t hear of their parents but like it was a source of drama for otome our eldest character#so jakurai’s parents can be a thing lol#(i’m acting like parental figures aren’t a driving force for a very large chunk of these characters lol)#see tho back when mtr was the primary brain rot i hc that jakurai was also an orphan lol#the backstory i gave that man before it was defined lmao#i thought he was a product of a child assassin program the government ran using orphans esp from the war#like jakurai’s generation grew up with war and jakurai in particular was bred on it#and i used it to reason why jakurai has such a bleeding heart for children he didn’t want the kids to grow up like he did#canon has now said otherwise thankfully lmao but like he could still be an orphan lol#uhhhh it’s not like you need a deep backstory to want to heal but that saviour complex of his has been around for a very long while#he was in college already to be a doctor before the war started so presumably he’s always wanted to be a doctor right???#did the looming war influence him???? or did he have a similar familial reason like hitoya’s to be a doctor????#like he lost his parents to disease and he was helpless to help#(because he was a child lol but kids blaming themselves for stuff they have no control over is a thing in hypmic lol)#but yeah here’s some jakurai flavoured thought for today rare form on this blog nowadays lol#c: sensei
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I just want you to know that in my brain I view the people behind the blogs I follow as their pfp. So in my brain you are Nolan snitching on himself.
You caught me I’m indeed Nolpats!
Tho what’s fitting about this, is my pfp is a young Nolan with what seems to be a veggie straw up his nose, and we all know how he was in his adolescence years… he was definitely the kind of dumbass that would snitch on himself.
#okay I say it all the time but we need to run a study on that kids brain growing up#him being an avid twitter user…#cause do you not know how RARE THAT IS#I grew up using that platform religiously since I was 13 till now#everyone I knew just downloaded the app n then deleted it within a week#nolan patrick#nolpat#ask#dec '23 subs
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