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Much Needed Support (sfw-suggestive content) Part 2
Synopsis: Now sick with a stress cold, Jayce and Viktor take you back to your dorm to rest. And also to unpack everything that happened in the lab. Upon reminiscing, the boys get an idea. 2.2k wordcount Content: reader with feminine pronouns, sexual tension, fluff, partial nudity, boys getting shy about said nudity, mutual pining, self-doubt, idiots in love, getting sick, friends to lovers, pervy daydreams, discussions on medical neglect, mentions of chronic pain, descriptions of chronic pain (slightly implied hand kink???), Jayce's corset kink lol
while i would consider this part PG-13, part 3 might end up being actual smut at this point...
The sun was low in the sky when you finally stirred awake, the late afternoon sun blazing through the windows of the lab. You found yourself curled up in the blanket your friends had so graciously lent you, with Jayceâs coat beneath your head as an impromptu pillow. You could still smell him on it: a clean smelling cologne, black coffee, and forge smoke.
It was some of the best sleep youâd had in weeks.
Still not enough to completely banish your fatigue, but enough to feel a bit of relief. The gentle sounds of quiet tinkering and clinking of delicate tools echoed from across the room.
âStill hard at workâŠâ you mused sleepily.
Jayce perked up from his workbench once he noticed you stirring. Perhaps you were still half asleep, because the level of fondness in his eyes as he smiled over at you seemed a bit more than the norm.Â
Or perhaps, you had simply dismissed it before.
He set down whatever he was tinkering on as strode over. You wanted to sit up, but the position you were in was so comfortable you could almost feel yourself going back to sleep.
âShhâŠyou can sleep a little longerâ he murmured softly, gently stroking your upper back. You let out a sleepy hum, burrowing your face further into his jacket. You felt him pause for a moment, but paid it no mind.
ââŠmhmâŠwhat time âs it?â You mumble groggily, eyes struggling to stay open.
âHalf past five, weâre gonna wrap up here soon, okay?â
You merely hummed once more, letting your eyes close again. It had been 5 hoursâŠyou briefly wondered if theyâd been working nonstop this whole time. It was extremely likely.
When you open your eyes again, the lab is dark, and Viktor is the one gently nudging you awake, encouraging you to sit up. You felt warm this time, head a bit foggy and tight. Blearily, you rasp out his name, discovering your throat is sore.
A day cold. Great.
âItâs time to get up now, can you do that?â
The tenderness in his voice makes you want to melt, but all you do is attempt to comply. You groan as you sit up from your comfy spot, the ache slowly starting to settle back in. The moment you attempt to stand, you buckle, promptly sliding back onto the couch. In an instant, Jayce is at your side worriedly looking you over.
âAre you alright? Do you need me to carry you?â
In any other circumstance youâd have refused, but now feeling iller and achier by the moment since waking up, you agreed readily; allowing him to scoop you up into strong, warm arms. It was as if you weighed nothing at all to him; his hold on you was gentle, but secure. You promptly wrapped your arms around his neck and dozed back off, only perking up at the occasional softly spoken âyou okay?â From Jayce. You could feel his voice rumble in his chest like the purr of a big cat, and something about it made you want to hide your face in the crook of his neck. Instead, you merely grumbled and nodded each time.
At some point, you felt Viktorâs cool hand against your forehead- sliding down to your cheek as you leaned into it. It felt so refreshing against your warm skin, the contrast evidence of your rising temperature. His brows furrowed, noticing the slight sheen of sweat accumulating on your skin.
âSheâs feverish.â He murmured, softly as if not to disturb you further. Though he was stating the obvious, the observation did not go unheard. You grumbled a sleepy rebuttal that sounded vaguely like, âIâll be fineâ, which was promptly ignored.
You were going to be taken care of whether you liked it or not.
âDo you remember if she has a thermometer at her place?â Jayce asked, hoping that they wouldnât have to make another stop on the way. Viktor shrugged, adjusting his grip on his cane.Â
âWe can worry about that later, getting her into a proper bed to rest is the main priority at the momentâ Viktor assured him. You nodded against Jayceâs chest.
Bed. Bed sounded niceâŠ
It felt like an eternity before you reached your dorm, but eventually the telltale sound of your keys in Viktorâs deft hands, swiftly getting the door open so Jayce could lie you down.
With you safely tucked into bed, a cold towel draped over your forehead; the two men opted to stick around, hanging out in your living room after scrounging around your medicine cabinet for anything that might help.
Just in case you needed them of course.
No other reason.
Definitely not because they needed time to unpack several different feelings that welled up in that lab.
Jayce definitely had it the worst at the moment.
There was relief, of course, that you had come to them for help and allowed them to examine you. And then there was the dawning realization that he was a much weaker man than he initially thought he was when it came to you. He was always eager to help, truly! But the actual task at hand proved far more difficult to focus on when he actually had you on that table in front of him, clearly flustered with your skirt hiked up, with his hand on your soft thigh. He had done so well at holding it together before then, getting lost in the math and the banter with Viktor. But once he noticed how you suddenly tensed up he was flung headfirst into the soft, warm reality of your skin beneath his palm.
He had had dreams exactly like this. Dreams that ended very differently, and much more messily.
And thatâs why he had to pull away. He felt guilty. You had come for help, and there he was trying not to get hard over a bit of exposed skin.
And then the corset. The damned corset.
He felt no better than a dog, but watching you shed your sweater to reveal your makeshift brace made his blood rush to a very unfortunate place considering the situation. He thanked whatever gods were out there that you were facing away from him, so that you couldnât see his shame as he struggled to maintain his composure.
How could you be so beautiful? The overhead light illuminating your topless form, as you ever so slightly leaned into his touch any time his hands were on you. Viktor had teased him before; about hisâŠfondness for corsetry. But this was far beyond anything he had seen on old posters or the dirty magazines he used to hide under his bed.Â
You were real, you were warm, and he could hear how your breath hitched oh so sweetly whenever he touched you.Â
The first few times he thought he was imagining it, that he was finally losing his mind over something seemingly very small. But he kept hearing it, kept seeing it, kept feeling you shiver under his fingertips.Â
And it was testing his limits.
And he knew he wasnât the only one.
Viktor considered himself a rational man. A focused man.
But that ration and focus went straight out of the window once looked up at you, with your calf in his hand, to be greeted with a tiny glimpse of your underwear.
He had been so focused, so practical up until that point- all to be shattered by the reality of what he so dearly desired being literally right in front of his face.
He fiercely wanted to help, after all; he had been down the same road you were currently on. A path littered with pain, apprehension, and isolation. He knew all too well what a difficult situation you were in: which is why he was so disgusted with himself for being unable to shake the mental image of that sliver of fabric between your legs from his mind.
At the very least, he could distract himself with the note taking, the numbers, the measurements- all of the things that required him to take his eyes off of you. But unfortunately, his reprieve was short lived when the time came for you to take your corset off. He had to step in; considering that by the look on Jayceâs face, the poor man might have short-circuited before he could even touch the first lace.
The quiet was deafening, and he focused on keeping his breath even behind you as he got to work. He didn't want to make you uncomfortable after all; so the quicker he got it off of you, the quicker heâd be able to ignore how uncomfortable his pants suddenly felt.Â
When he laid his hand on your back, basking in the soft expanse of your warm skin, he could admit that it was partially self-indulgent. Not yet wanting to pull away, wanting to pull you closer-
Wanting to bend you over the desk.
But still, he backed away, taking his place beside Jayce as you discarded both the corset and your flimsy undershirt.Â
In that moment, they briefly locked eyes- one understanding the other completely.
Their friendship was a strong one, one that had developed into something a bit⊠more.
And It had come up before, of course it had. Jayce was terrible at keeping secrets, and Viktor didnât feel the need to. So both of them quickly realized that they both harbored a rather severe crush for you. But their mutual attraction to you was more of an abstract concept before; a passing thought, a daydream, a sleep deprived rant, or an unhinged dream. Something that came up late at night when neither of them could sleep, or when one of them had had a bit too much to drink.
 How they would take you, where they would do it-
How they would share.
But it was never anything seemingly possible. Not nearly as possible as it felt now.
And then you turned around.
And the spiral continued- at a rapid, unrelenting pace.
Viktor had the good sense to look away first, but not before getting a good eyeful of your bare breasts. He was not a child. He had seen breasts before. But it was you- And that was all the difference. He had to discreetly pinch Jayce to get him to quickly follow suit.
Your comfort came first, above all else, despite his foolish yearning.
Jayce felt much the same, in spite of how awestruck he was at the sight of you. He would replay that moment in his mind over and over again, eyes screwed closed as he covered his face with his hand. Once they had forced you to nap, it was easier. But only slightly.
They made good progress on the plans for your updated braces, throwing themselves into the work to escape the torment of their own overactive imaginations. But every so often, they would get distracted by a soft groan or a sigh coming from your sleeping form on the couch.
It was all too easy to mistake it for something more sensual, with their minds so deep in the gutter.
Once you finally woke up, the trip to your dorm was a quiet one. And now with the two of them sitting alone in your living room, they could digest it all.
Both of them sat on your couch, Viktorâs legs draped over Jayceâs lap as he gave his math a once over. â...it's hardly fairâ Jayce grumbled quietly, thumbing over a slender calf through the fabric of Viktorâs pants.
â..what?â Viktor looked up from his notes, with a quizzical expression
âHow cute she is.â the larger man sighed, putting his face in his hands and groaning.
âDon't start this. Not now.â Viktor warned, rolling his eyes as he returned to writing. âThinking about it will only make it worse, and mind you, I wonât be able to help you considering we are at her place.â he stated matter of factly.
âI know you think so tooâ he pouted, reminiscent of a scolded puppy. Viktor sighed.
âIt doesn't matter if I also think so. Itâs irrelevant at the moment.â Viktor stated plainly âAre here to look after her. Nothing more. Our feelings don't matter.â
They both knew he was lying.
Silence fell between the two men for a few seconds.
Viktor closed his notebook with a frustrated exhale, pinching the bridge of his nose.
â...I think she might be interested in us. Like we are in her.â Viktor admitted, a pensive whisper breaking the silence.
It was Jayce's turn to be surprised. âWhat?âÂ
âItâs merely a theory. One that requires moreâŠobservation.â There was something lurking beneath his clinical terminology. Something playful. Something that nearly made Jayce shiver with anticipation.
âSomehow, I feel like this âtheoryâ of yours is an excuse for us to make the first move.â Jayce chuckled lowly.Â
âEh, not quite.â he corrected, setting the notebook aside. âIdeally, we would hear it from her directly. Through simple questions, perhaps over coffee, or dinner-â Viktor elaborated. A gap toothed grin spread across Jayceâs face, letting his hand snake further up Viktorâs leg.
 â-So a date? You want us to take her on a date?!â Viktor smiled at Jayceâs enthusiasm, before promptly swatting away the hand that was getting dangerously close to his crotch.Â
âWe will wait until she is no longer ill. And I already told you- Hands to yourself, and let me continue.âÂ
Jayce pouted, opting to let his hand rest over Viktorâs ankle.
 âYou're cruel, you know that?â
âAs if youâd have me any other way. Now, do you want to listen or not?â
âI doâŠâ
âGood. There is much to consider.â
â
Whew! This one took a lot outta me! Weâll be getting to the juicy bits next time!
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The courting
Sevika x Reader
Synopsis: Sevika had never been courted, bought her a drink, given her flowers and candy, or insisted on socializing. And then she came into her life.
Word count:2.3k
a/n: I love Sevika with all my heart. God, I hope my future wife will be like her. Otherwise, I don't see the point of moving on with my life lol.
- Wow,â I said, running my hand across the table where a girl of unimaginable beauty was sitting. She was smoking a cigarette and doing something with her mechanical arm, apparently fixing it. - So beautiful and alone. And bored.
 I sat down on the chair opposite the girl. Smiling with all her 32 teeth, I examined her without shyness. Her cheekbones were the first thing that caught my eye, and it looked like you could cut yourself if you swiped them. Oh, and what that look was worth.... She was looking at me angrily from under her forehead with her deep dark brown eyes. Her bushy eyebrows were pulled down to the bridge of her nose.
- Get out of here,â she looked down at her hand again, painstakingly fixing some part of it.
 I laughed softly and leaned on my palm, watching her movements with rapt attention. A lock of short, dark hair fell over her eyes, and she jerked her head to remove it. Allowing me to see her powerful neck, its veins bulging.
- I wouldn't dream of it - I smiled again - What did you say your name was?
 The girl looked at me again unhappily, taking a cigarette in her healthy hand and taking a puff.
- 'I didn't say my name. Get out of here before I spoil your face.
- Oh, you like it rough,â I laughed, and leaned back in my chair, watching her look of surprise, then curved my lips in a squeamish way and returned to my hand. - Don't worry, I like that too. I won't leave you until you tell me your name, you must understand that.
The girl snorted contemptuously.
-Sevika- -she angrily tapped her mechanical arm, she was clearly having trouble with it.
-Wonderful, I'm Sophie,â I smiled captivatingly as she looked at me angrily.
 I got up from the table and walked over to her, leaning slightly toward her face. Sevika pulled her head back sharply, which made me giggle slightly.
- You didn't put the spring in, Sevika - I sweetly held out the girl's name tasting it and held out my palm to her with the piece from her hand - Here you go.
 I watched with amusement as bewilderment and then rage grew in her. But by the time she realized that I had deliberately snatched the piece from her to ask her name, I was gone.
 Luckily my instinct for self-preservation was there.
***
The next time we met was at the same bar about a week after the hand incident.
 As I walked into the bar, I saw her sitting back in the spot where I usually hung out. âThat's a sign,â I thought as I squeezed my way to the bar through a layer of drunk people.
-Tommy darling, hello there-â I sent the bartender an air kiss, âI have a life and death question for you.
 The bartender laughed softly and walked over to me. Having a man behind the bar was a plus. He's a drinking buddy, a friend, an informant.
-I'm listening. - He said in a humble voice, leaning toward me so he could hear me better.
-Remember what a girl named Sevika usually orders? - I made the most pleading eyes I could and folded my fingers crosswise.
-I remember. -What is it?
-Tommy, you're my savior! - I jumped up and down and clapped my hands together - Make it my usual and add Sevika's order to the bill.
 He smiled suspiciously, but didn't ask anything, just went off to make drinks, muttering something to himself and shaking his head.
 -He handed the drinks to me, but as soon as I reached for them, he pulled them back to him, forcing me to look at him. âBut be warned, she might hit you, so don't get too excited.
- Don't worry, it'll be fine,â I put the money on the bar, took the drinks and went to the girl. - âI love you,â I whispered with just my lips to him.
-Darling, what a reunion.
 I happily walked over to the girl and placed the mug with her drink beside her and sat down on the chair across from her again.
- You again? - she frowned and looked at me unhappily.
- Me again. Did you miss me? - I took a sip from my glass and nodded toward her, âHelp yourself.
- What if you poison me? No thanks,â she pushed away the drink I'd brought her.
- Hey, I bought it for you. Do you want me to sip it? - I pouted my lips and stared naively into her eyes.
- No.â She cut me off and got up from the table.
 I turned my head to see where she was going. Sevika was leaving the bar. I rolled my eyes and clucked my tongue as I sipped my drink again, staring unhappily at the mug I'd brought for her.
 I stared at the glass for about ten minutes, and finally, unable to stand it, I slammed my foot down on the table, and the drink fell to the floor, spilling over.
 This drinking scheme always worked, so why did this girl refuse? I sighed heavily and got up from the table, heading home. I wasn't in the mood anymore.
***
The next time we crossed paths was late at night. I was coming home from a bar when Sevika and some blue-haired girl came out of the fog to meet me.
- Sevika dear, what meeting? - I smiled drunkenly and saluted her with my hand - Going to the bar with your girlfriend?
- She's not my girlfriend - the girl with blue hair snorted and ran forward behind my back, seemingly not wanting to see anyone at all.
-I stretched out and looked into Sevika's eyes. - This is the third time we've seen each other, how many more times do we have to see each other before she'll finally talk to me?
 I heard a quiet laugh. And the girl walked over to me, towering over me. And I was a little surprised at her size, she was taller than me by almost a whole head.
- Are you trying to intimidate me with your body? - I laughed when I saw her surprised squint, âYou're not succeeding. So far I've only gotten aroused
 Sevika stepped away from me abruptly, going behind my back. To which I laughed out loud.
- See you later, sweetheart.
***
The next seven meetings were insanely monotonous. I bought her alcohol, she sent me away and left. The only thing that made them different was that in the last few, she started taking the drinks with her and leaving not from the bar, but to the second floor, where Silko's office was.
 And I thought that was a green light and started running into the bar more often, leaving flowers and candy at Tommy's. I knew she was picking them up. I didn't know if she was keeping it all for herself or giving it to someone else.
***
One Friday night, I bought drinks for the two of us again and sat down at her table.
- I was more excited than usual this time, and I felt like I was close to getting Sevika to talk to me.
- I'm already having nightmares about you - she rubbed her face with her hands and looked at me.
- Oh, so you're dreaming about me, interesting,â I smiled softly at her, waiting for her to take her drink and go upstairs.
 But instead she took a sip of alcohol and leaned back in her chair.
- You're not even going to run away from me? - I smiled mischievously, tilting my head sideways to look at the girl.
- You can't run away from me, you're not going to eat until I talk to you. So I'm sitting here in front of you, ask me anything you want.
- Oh, so you think you'll fuck off if you talk to me? - I giggled and tossed my hair back,â What's your favorite color?
 I saw a shadow of incomprehension run across her face, as if I had asked something insanely weird.
-What?â her arched eyebrow and surprised look made me laugh, and I burst out laughing.
-What? -I asked something personal? My maroon.
-Black. Why would you ask that?
- Because I'm curious. I put my hands on the table. Did you like the flowers I gave you?
- I gave them to Jinx.â She averted her eyes and looked behind me.
- First of all, you're lying,â I smirked, running my finger along the rim of the glass, âand second of all, who is Jinx, your girlfriend or your girlfriend's girlfriend?
- My headache,â she rolled her eyes and sipped her drink, trying to hide her nervousness.
- Well, you've already admitted you're lying to me. So how about some flowers? I tried to pick ones you might like.
- Pretty ones, Sevika said, why did you bring them?
- I was trying to get you to like me. All girls like to receive flowers. There are women who don't like flowers in general, but in any case even they like to receive bouquets. It's an act of consideration, but for some reason you're trying to prove me wrong. Why?
-Listen, you're wasting your time, I'm not interested in you or your attention. - Sevika flared up, and with a sharp swing of her arms, threw her drink off the table.
-Are you sure?
-Sure.
-Strange, -I stood up from the table, picked up the mug and, putting it on the table in front of Sevika, leaned over to her face. - After all, when a person is not interesting - courtship is not accepted. And you accepted, and drinks, and bouquets, and sweets, and all sorts of trinkets. All right, I'll leave you alone, dearie. But I have to try one last time. Come here tomorrow at 7:00 if you still want to go out with me. I'll be waiting, Sevika.
 Wiggling my hips, I left the bar. I knew I'd done a bad thing by manipulating her. But without it, I'd be running around like a puppy for a couple more months.
***
At seven o'clock that night, I was sitting at her table like a bayonet. Impatiently glancing at the time, snapping my fingers and glaring at everyone who entered the bar. With each passing minute, I doubted more and more that she was coming. So when it was 7:15 on the clock, I got up from the table.
 Pulling up the skirt I'd put on for her. I couldn't believe that she really didn't care about me and was accepting my advances, just because she was bored. I felt sick to my stomach about her blowing me off, I guess I was just imagining things.
 I looked up and saw her on the stairs leading up to the second stairwell. It wasn't clear if she was going up or down, so I just stared at her, waiting for her to move on. A couple seconds later, I saw her heading up the stairs at a brisk pace. I smirked, grabbed my bag from the chair, and walked outside.
 I crouched down on the curb and pressed my lips together, watching the passersby. And as luck would have it, there were only couples on the street. I bent my legs at the knees, put my hands on them, and hid my head in them, wishing I could just vaporize. âHow could I screw up so badly, and fall in love with a girl I've only had a normal conversation with once...â
 I felt a jacket being placed on my shoulders. I instantly boiled up, why the fuck am I being touched when I'm in such a fucked up mood. I felt like I was going to punch the bastard in the face if he didn't get off my back right away.
- What am I, a fucking hanger?! - I exclaimed, turning my head back sharply, rage on my face, anger inside me. But that was until I saw who was standing in front of me.
 Sevika. So beautiful. Wearing a beautiful, seemingly new black shirt with the first two buttons undone. Her hair was in a fresh bun for once, not sticking out in all directions, and she was holding a small bouquet of burgundy roses.
- I'm sorry, I didn't realize it was you. - I stood up from the curb and fixed my skirt. - So does that mean you're okay to go out with me, or okay, but not with me? - I tilted my head to the side and adjusted her jacket.
 - I do. With you - she held out the bouquet to me and as I accepted it, I breathed in the scent of the flowers - You said you liked that you liked burgundy, so I... Um....
- Thank you, it's my pleasure - I interrupted her, seeing the girl's awkwardness - I was already thinking that you really aren't attracted to me.
- You're not good at thinking, Sophie dear, leave it to someone like me - the girl turned me away from the bar and put her hand on my back and gently nudged me to go.
-Wow, so I had to yell at you once to get you to start flirting with me? - I pouted my lips, turning my head toward her. -You could have told me that earlier.
- Yeah, like you said, I like it rough.
 I laughed, my laugh mingling with hers, husky and chesty. And I swear it's the best thing I've ever heard in my life.
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"Broken", Not Stupid - 15: You're Pretty...
Pairing: alpha!Simon "Ghost" Riley x unusual omega!OC (13)
CW: Omegaverse; dehumanization
Author's Note: One more bit of soft before we get into the first part of 13 sharing her last fourteen years of existence with 141 <3 also some silly, 141 group chat things! :D
<Ghost: I need you all at my place tomorrow. 10 am, no sooner. I'll make lunch and dinner. Nobody is crashing here, though.
>Cap: Everything alright?
>Gaz: It's not like you to not plan these things ahead. Are you ok?
>Soap: Is the lass alright?
<Ghost: I'm hoping to make everything alright. She said something tonight and it'll take all of us to get to the bottom of Salvation's bullshit. All of 141 and every resource we have, I think. But I want you all to hear her 'experience', as she calls it, with me.
>Cap: I assume you mean 13? Is she alright?
>Soap: IS SHE OK???
<Ghost: She's fine, Johnny. She agreed to sitting down with us all tomorrow, but this is going to take a while to get through. It's going to take more than one day of us sitting to listen.
Simon sighs softly as the notification of Johnny starting a group call pops up on his phone. He quickly declines the call and begins texting again. Only one handed this time as his right hand falls to gently storke 13's head. His fingers comb through her short, unruly hair slowly.
<Ghost: She's fine, Johnny. She's asleep on my lap right now.
>Gaz: Wait... on your lap?
>Cap: Unusual for you to be so causal about touch, Simon.
>Soap: ASELDKGFJLWIU
>Soap: YOU'RE CUDDLING?!
<Ghost: Would you three focus? This is important.
>Soap: Cuz you just adore her so much already?
>Soap: I saw the way you kept looking at her yesterday~ and watched you move between her and every potential 'threat'~
>Gaz: LOL can't wait to meet the woman who softened the big, bad Ghost up so quickly.
<Ghost: ... Anyway. I need all three of you here tomorrow at 10 am. No sooner than that, Johnny. We also need a way to record the conversation so we can take it to Laswell.
>Cap: I'll get something to record with. Kyle, Johnny, behave. Simon, get back to caring for her. Sounds like she needs it.
With that out of the way, Simon locks his phone and sets it on the sidetable to his left. His eyes stay on 13's face, though, as his right hand continues moving through her hair.
"Wish I could say they were wrong," he mumbles.
13 shifts, rolling so her back is to the TV.
"The hell did they do to you, sweetheart? None of what you've told me so far is safe or healthy. Yet... you act like it's an average day," Simon whispers to 13's sleeping face.
Selene stands, stretching, once 13 settles again. Then the cat walks over to sit on Simon's other knee and stares at him.
"You're getting awfully comfortable, miss," he says to the cat. She blinks in response then Simon sighs and reaches up to remove the black surgical mask. "Better?"
Selene immediately starts purring and lays down on Simon's thigh, loafing happily there.
"Guess this is my life now, huh? Two independent women living side-by-side with me. Can't wait to see where this goes," he chuckles quietly.
13 mumbles in her sleep, drawing Simon's attention again. Her eyes open slowly to find him looking down... entirely without his mask. She hums as her eyes close again and she slides closer to him.
"Didn't know you'd be that pretty," she mumbles into his side before snoring softly.
Simon's shoulder relax slightly at her sleepy comment, but he shoots Selene a half-hearted glare.
"This is your fault. She was not supposed to see me any time soon," he whispers the reprimand to the cat. However, Selene seems entirely unbothered by the blame and simply closes her eyes.
With any luck, Simon thinks, she won't remember tomorrow.
I hope...
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#not art yet. sorta#yeah that's one piece#outing myself this year as a sanji enjoyer#idk what compelled me to come back here (that's a lie I know 100% and it's haterism) but I did finally sit down and put down#this idea I've sat on for a Long time. bc I think I just. finally feel ready for it#or rather. both it and myself have been worn down and moulded enough by just. time passing. to be able to sit with each other in peace#but yeah I'm now neck deep in this (almost halfway thru inking!!) and Im learning a Lot#whatever u say abt one piece oda is a Phenomenal comic artist. one piece art-wise is dense on a level that makes me feel insane#like you barely see more than one type of screentone used and it's mostly to separate planes. its Just Ink. its fucked up#and drawing this comic is forcing me to show up on my a-game on a craft level as well. I love so much a Large part of it so far#comic is good guys. did u guys know that has anyone said this before#but yeah this one will! probably get posted to my main blog when the posting version is done. which is why I said in the prev ask#that the spheres might intersect soon lol#Im aware this is a stupid way to go about it if u look at it from a marketing/advertising angle. but thats not what Im here for#Im showing u cool bugs I made basically. and when the exhibit happens its gonna have mostly nothing to do with this#but yeah. if u see a comic with these caps in it in the future u will Know#otherwise we keep up kayfabe yeah? for fun. for comfort
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Books of 2024: THE GREAT CITIES DUOLOGY by N. K. Jemisin.
#books#books of 2024#the great cities duology#the city we became#the world we make#nk jemisin#book photography#my photography#i SO MUCH LOVE jemisin and i'm SO EXCITED to read these!!#fifth season was world changing for me (especially on the POV front)#i own everything she's written but unfortunately i started collecting them in paperback#and now i am Trapped In Paperback lol#so i had to wait a while for book 2 to come out in paperback#and i KNOW i annihilate her series so i wanted to have them all in hand when i started the first one#but yeah i preordered the first one and it's been sitting on my shelf ever since XD#the springboard here is kaiju preservation society started and ended in NYC and had eldritch sized monster creachers#this is ALSO NYC and eldritchy monsters lmao#*I've Connected The Dots*#i do like threading my TBR for some flow/continuity#(also as a weird aside: i need to read these soon because they have to fit on This Shelf of ~Read This Year~)#(because they're too tall to fit on the next shelf down of ~Read This Year~)#space is a little tight rn lmaooo
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#cats#his eyes are always so big and weird he no longer looks like a cat anymore sometimes.. in a way...#it's hard to understand.. complicated vibes on this boy#his summer sprawl (laying flopped out on the floor weird because of the heat)#I AM still trying to get some costumes done and also post another poll advtnure so I can finally finish it lol#the weather this month has just been soooo.... There was the heat wave and then after like 2 days of coolenss where I was like 'ah! finally#I can be productiv!' but just as soon as I had recovered from the heat.. it got hot again ghhhh#currently sweating inside. I actually had to leave my doctors appointment early today because I was just so so warm from#sitting in the car and the fac tthat half the buildings still do not have their air up very high and etc. and I felt so nausous#and flushed and started to get back and stomach pains for some reason.. Which I guess is good in a way to further confirm to doctors that#I Have Something Wrong With Me lol (most normal people should not be this heat sensitive I think) but is also still a little stinky#because I still payed a copay for the fulla appointment time but cit it short by leaving 15minues early.. grrr#ANYWAY. It seems like recently it's just hot all the time but it will ocasionally tempt you with a cool day of reprieve BUT don't let your#guard down! because as soon as you start to think 'hey things are getting better! :0' the sun will be like NO actualy. scalding temperature#be upon ye..#Which of COURSE. I would rather have hot weather with little breaks in between than just constant hot weather. 100% definitely.#but it just always makes me sad because I get my hopes up lol.. JUST as I've recovered from the past heat and am So Ready To Start#On All My Things now That I'm Not As Sick And Hey Maybe It's Even Cool Enough To Do A Costume! .. my hopes are dashed#.. woe and so on and so forth. . Which I am stil managing to get a few things done but just.. not the things I really WANT to do (costumes.#sculptures. edit videos. etc. ).#anyway.. look at son.. If nothing else I still have lots of cat photos.. my sole productivity offerings to the internet online world
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Getting into stuff that has a lot of pre-announced release dates is really good for me like vocal synthesizer products and new love live etc franchise music releases....I'll be lying in bed at like 2 AM with ur usual 20-something's fear and existentialism over time and the future and then I'll remember a piece of singing software or a new song related to cartoon characters I like is gonna come out like next month and I'm like đ
#this keeps happening to me with the upcoming december#miki and kiyoteru sv.....im so excited...if they get delayed ill scream#jk jk ill be fine but i do hope we get some demos in November soon!#soyogi still doesnt have a concrete release date but hes also probably december#now if HE gets delayed i will actually explode. i will spontaneously burst into flames#the other night i had a dream about aivoice2 ryuusei coming out. which is a normal thing to happen#it literally was just like i went online and saw videos people made with him SHDBFBSJFNFN#premonition dream...this is what will happen in november#but it reminded me i wasnt as familiar with how aiv2 sounds with a2sync. i like the aiv1 kotonosync situation#BUT it is very noisy and the vocals usually sound like lalavoice with the slightly obvious looping#which is charming but not as versatile in the grand scheme of talk synths made to sing#just the nature of it. but a2sync sounds FANTASTIC i was really shocked. im curious how his#particularly deep voice will sound compared to a more medium gentle tone like iori but im excited#im really curious how he'll sound compared to vv humming ryuusei#now what weve seen of his design.....im not suuuper into quite yet. its not BAD and well see when its fully out#but i dont care for the blue hair bits. im picky about hair dye in alternate designs#i like his gray black default situation too much. also i DO like how slutty his design is looking#but also it might look um. a little too much for a talk synth? like brother whats going on here#why are u so dressed up to chat ....i guess for fun#then again his aiv1 design was also probably more appropriate for singing synths rather than talking But I like that one more LOL#doesnt matter too much for me though im more interested in the unofficial singing side stuff AHDBFHSHFBDJJD#which also reminds me i hope someday aiv1 vy series can get a aiv2 update#a full singing synth would be nicer but i wouldnt mind a talk turned singing synth. i know everyone hates the aiv vy designs#i dont hate them theyre not great but theyre fine for talk synths. i think nancy is hilarious. white woman jumpscare#im not a huge fan of the main fanon vy designs (theyre good but they dont fit to me) so i dont mind the aiv ones#even if its just two random people SHBFJFAJFJFJSJJF but yeah i hope they get a aiv2 someday#i think it would be fun to make em sing with a2sync hee hee#also on the ll end i am so excited for dia birthday album end of dec#AND all the new liella tunes. i still havent watched the new season because i havent been able to sit down and enjoy it yet#but soon....next week ill have time...sooooooon
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flippin boobahs!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#scott shriner#OKAH HI CHAT#iâve been thinking#this tag will be just a rant not really weezer related#yk laufey ?#i was listening to her song âletter to my 13 year old selfâ and just started overthinking about myself when i was younger#i just think about my younger self and get so sad thinking about her; i wish i couldâve done more for her#i was a huge introvert and talking to anybody made me super super anxious; so much so that my teacher noticed and had me join a âsocial#emotional learningâ group where we spoke about low self esteem and how to raise it and everything like that#i only left it in 8th grade because i didnât wanna keep missing class for it; but it made me so sad to think i thought so low of myself#i would wear hoodies all the time and jeans because i used to hate my body a lot#which is awful to do in socal heat!#i think it started because in my family i was always stereotyped as the fat one; yk how mexican families are? they called me gordita for#the longest time; which made me incredibly insecure and only in 10th grade did i start showing my arms đ IK ITS DUMB BUT ITS SO WEIRD#i still canât do it entirely; iâll wear shrugs and things like that because i still am insecure about my arms sometimes but ive been better#i only really had one friend but she had a different lunch; so i was alone for most of the time on the swings by myself or sitting at the#lunch tables alone waiting for lunch to end and this noon duty came to me a lot and would talk to me since she felt bad i was always alone#while everybody else played with each other ; and i donât know why i just broke down thinking about how lonely i was at the time#iâd go to the schoolâs friendship room everyday after that because it was just a teacher who let kids come inside her room to play games if#they didnât wanna be in the heat and soon i became friends w the teacher and sheâd play uno with me everyday; mainly because the room was#relatively empty until they got loom bands! and i was an expert on loom bracelets so i would help others make them and that was a confidenc#e boost; i remember being proud of myself for socializing like that LOL#i just get sad thinking about that time; i like to think that if little Lyss saw me; she would be so proud because i have friends;#a boyfriend ; good grades ; and iâm well liked and regarded. i hope sheâs proud of my progress socially because it was such a leap#i wish i could go back in time and tell her how much better things get and how she wonât be lonely forever#âŠand to not online date. definetly donât do that one.
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#its crazy how much easier it is to do things when youre not completely miserable lol#this past week has been weird bc ive felt really really good and like normal in a way thats kinds unfathomable#im hoping its the medication but my mood was already on an upward tilt and i was told it would take like 6 weeks for the meds to work#property but like ive been sleeping way more than usual. and by that i literally just mean 8hrs a night lol which is weird for me#like that never ever ever happens multiple days in a row. so idk. when i feel better it makes the 0cd way easier to manage as well#and im just generally not as anxious. on the more worrisome side i kinda just give less of a fuck so like i have an exam im not ready for#Tuesday and im just kinda like hm fuck that lol. ill go thru lil fluctuations of having a lot of energy too#like: i could run around in circles rn. i dont have to but i could. like yesterday i was out with friends and i was like bouncing up and#down while standing and rocking from side to side while sitting. which i kinda do anyway while in crowds but it was more to expend energy#last night i also got like 5hrs of sleep. so like maaaaybe ive been on the bleeding edge of mood elevation but for the most part it just#feels good and not destructive. like if i felt like this all the time that would b fantastic. its like oh so this is y ppl dont long to b#put out of their misery lol. depression? who? i dont kno her. sounds fake. but as soon as i fucking say that ill b fucking slapped back#down to earth. ugh. annoying. no emotional object permanence. i hope its the meds. if this is the person i am under layers of misery then#that is fucking so insane. we shall see. im curious to hear what the psychiatrist thinks of my brain when i follow up with her#i gave her my full dys1exia assessment which gives a pretty good picture of how my head functions. oh fuck i bet i would do waaaayyy better#on thise test if i took it in this state of mind. but anyway she has that on top of like 3 assessment sheets i filled out#dispite everything i still want someone to categorize me into a discreet box. tell me doc. am i really bip0lar? really really?#ur sure??? like 1000% sure bc my brain wont let me accept that unless its beyond a reasonable doubt. i just doesn't seem that serious.#i mean. it is but like ya kno. its not that bad. ay. this glob of mush behind my eyes runs me in circles#but for now thats ok bc i feel like i could run up a mountain or punch someone in the face lol#unrelated
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#extremely discouraged#I was getting help with insurance navigator person#and she was super helpful#we finished the application and I asked if thereâs a way to see my info before I get my card#she asked if I want to see a doctor soon and Iâm like I mean yeah but Iâm waiting to start my case management#she pauses#and then tells me that the medical assistance I signed up for doesnât include case management?????????????#lol okie dokie got it#and then she tells me all these websites and organizations I can go to file a disability#and telling me about these long applications I have to fill out#girl I can barely get out of my bed do you really think Iâm able to sit down and fill out a 200 page form#seriously feel like the only option I have to actually get HELP is going to the emergency room#fun fact I almost went last night - SI thoughts were hitting me hard#but what always always stops me is the moneyâŠ. my parents are already struggling#and me not working is not helping them at all#dad sent me this full time position literally at the place Iâm going for day treatment and I was so confused#first of all I donât think theyâd let a patient work the front desk?? also how am I going to fit full time and this program in#especially when I barely can function and do basic shit (he doesnât know how bad my SI thoughts were or have been but still)#Iâm just bitching now Iâm sorry#I need to do my laundry but now I have no energy or motivation to do anything#want to lay on the couch and through on a show and just chill there the entire day#wrapping myself up in my tortilla blankie so Iâll be a sad burrito :(#shut up rosie
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grgrhgahahh i wanna read more pokespe but i cant do it on my phone and im not unpacking my stuff until the morning
#this is not a real issue i am plenty entertained rn and also am going to be going#to bed soon anyways. i just am rlly in pksp mood#im in a pkmn mood in general lol ive been reading reguri fics as previously stated#but also i got back into legends arceus earlier today which i havent played in TWO YEARS. which is crazy#and man i fucking loveee playing pkmn i rlly hope they make the next#mainline game not half baked. i didnt get scarlet and violet bcuz of that :(#i had a playthrough of it in the bg but. its not the same#it makes me sad that im not up to date like i dont know any of the new#pokemon i dont know anything about SV's region or characters or story#i want to though. maybe ill get around to actually sitting down and watching a playthrough at some point#i also want to get caught up with pokespe in my reread so my first#experience w SV might be thru spe. which is weird to think about#thats never been the case for me with a pkmn game before#i mean. in terms of just being familiar w the game not playing it myself#i have not played every mainline pkmn game lol#my first one was pokemon pearl. which i never beat. but after that i#got alpha sapphire which i was CRAZYYYY obsessed with. i played that game to the bone til there was#literally nothing left to do other than grind to lvl 100 for the hell of it#pokemon moon is INCREDIBLY special to me for a number of reasons#mainly that it was my first pkmn game that i ANTICIPATED. i remember watching the trailers#over and over. every time they dropped new info i was eating it up. i remember when the starters final evos#were finally revealed i was so excited. and ofc the INSANITY that was the red and blue reveal. good times#but yes i similarly played the shit out of moon til there was nothing left to do. and it was the first one#where i was INCREDIBLY invested in the story. i cared and still care about the alola casrt#soooooo much they were literallyyy my friends. i drew them sooo much. and ofc lillie was one of my#most specialest little blorbos ever. i was in LOVE with her as a kid. it was serious#anyways and then i played pokemon sword which i also love dearly. i beat the main game but i#actually still havent finished the dlc.... but i also care very deeply about the galar cast and drew them a lot as well#and thats all not mentioning from my years long obsession with pokespe lol. but anyways yes#serena.txt
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I'm so fuckin curious about your Components eyes! Any other shaped pupils? :0 what colours do the others have? đ (- Mutie, I warned you I was coming XD)
HI. I LOVE YOU
answered below cut with some drawings ;)
i drew the eyes of a few components and a few other trains who have notable eye designs. an interesting note here is that most trains cannot change their eye color/design; electra is one of very few newer electric trains who is capable of switching them out, and had them changed to match her aesthetic (they were originally both pink; sometimes she also has them changed to have black scleras).Â
wrenchâs triangle pupils both face the same direction (like little play-buttons lol) and donât affect her vision at all, but no one really knows why they formed into triangles when she originally woke up (came to life). trains are weird like that: due to their complex, partially-biological, partially-mechanical nature, sometimes things just Happen
since trains are very large on expression and find human restrictions silly, thereâs not really any negative association with unusual eyes :) especially because they regularly turn out bright colors (although rusty's gotten a couple double takes)
#thank you so much for asking me questions iâm forever grateful to get to talk a little#REGARDING THE HEIGHTS ASK iâll tackle it soon promise#in general trains vary greatly in appearance#i definitely do not draw trains with actual eye colors often though lmao#i know the rusty detail is a bit mary sue (or whatever the kids call it) but its fun for me idc#(also this made me realize i never gave purse or krupp proper face patterns)#(so i have to sit down and do that soon lol)#ask#rambles#art or whatever#op3ra extended au#(also caboose refers to the red one not the blue guy)#starlight express
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Current mood <3
#I love himmmđđđ#my pretty man I just want to cradle his face in my hands and kiss him dizzyđ#not to brag but I just really like how he turned out in that drawingđ I hope I can get him to look as handsome when I draw him again#which might unfortunately not be too soon because I really need to sit my ass down and work on my thesisđ#I think I really need to commission art of Heinz in my semi-realistic design at some pointđ„ș#I wanna see how other ppl draw him (and he doesn't get a lot of fanart anyway regardless of artstyle or design)#tho if things go well I might actually get a part-time job in the next months so I'll have regular income to buy pretty art of him heheđ#I get pocket money but I just tend to feel bad about spending too much instead of saving it#even though my parents tell me I should sometimes just treat myself if I really want something lol as long as I'm doing it responsibly#but I'm not sure if buying drawings of some hot cartoon dude would fall under responsible lol#f/o: đ#2nd dimension doofenshmirtz#f/o appreciation#f/o gush#self ship#self ship gush#selnia talks
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good morning!! <3
#more wrapping up penacony#also we have leftover breakfast from yesterday for today's so I'm happy :3#plus we're gonna go vote today so that's cool ^^#the one benefit about not working (gotta change that soon tho) is the early voting being way less busy#but anyways#i kinda took an easy day in terms of gaming yesterday#so i'll have to do more today (or in the coming days depending on my mood when it's time to play lol)#maybe i could sit down and write something for zayne... if not that scara fic i wanna do#anyways~#i hope you'll have a good day/night!! <3#morning rambles
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If I could just finish one fic that would be great
#I have plenty of ideas but NO TIME#and now Iâm dealing with a cold#and some kinda worrying health stuff#so itâs really hard#to actually do my hobby#I swear as soon as I sit down I have to get back up again#to take care of the puppy or call another doctor or just blow my nose lol#plus Iâm going through one of those lovely times where i think all my writing sucks#*sighs*#I know it could be worse#but Iâm just so exhausted and done at this point
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Anyways,
Nicholas on stilts lol
#speculation nation#played this carnival numbers card game. pretty fun đ#loved the names they had on the cards tho. Nicholas On Stilts.#this was at the impromptu game night i had with family today#it was a little funny. my sister's used to me not being around when im not on break#but she came to my town for this and was asked where i was and she was like. '....here let me ask' hfkshfks#meanwhile me sitting down with my freshly toasted bagel about to trim my nails seeing an invitation to go to game night#and i went. '..... ok yeah actually but give me a bit lol'#my original plan for this evening was to just play the sims 2. so i decided playing games with family sounded more fun heheh#and it was!!! i dont generally like board games (bc i dont enjoy learning complicated new systems just for a few hours of game)#but some party games. relatively simple rules. yeah thats fun. Nicholas on stilts đ#thats where i saw the dogs i posted earlier. and then i drove myself back home in the dark with 2 mins warning#for not having time to emotionally brace myself i think i did a pretty good job tbh#ive been sitting around on tumblr for a few hours now. lethargic. i need to shower. i dont want to.#i need to soon tho. it's getting Late. i already took my melatonin. getting sleepier...#i was gonna wash my hair but now im not. ill do that... tomorrow...
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