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210926 deja vu ć¼ san
#shrimp gifs#ateez#san#kpop#i am confused by how many people didn't like short bangs sanini because they apparently made his face look sharper. that's... that's bad HO#his angles and narrow eyes are sooooooo sexy they hit Fucken Jackpot on that one#plus you can see more of his face here + shorter hair in general makes the shape of his head pop + add clothes revealing soft skin to that#and you have a Perfect look both sexy and incredibly touchable. chefs kiss with tongue etc
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ā
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids Š½Šµ ŃŃŃŠ°Š½Ń ŠøŃŠŗŠ°ŃŃā
ŃŠµŠ±Ń#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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Genshin Spoilers
Okay okay lemme cook for a second.
Anyone else find the blood purity and relations shit weird?
Like what we know now is that Caribert died at age 8 in the creation of the loom of fate. So therefore Caribert has no heir and was also regarded as an illegitimate child by Clothar and that his mother is of Mondstandt origin. So he is not pureblood which is why he was turned into a hillichurl.
We can make assumptions that Clothar had no other children with this woman or if he did, they are still monsters and not able to repoduce, so therefore there are no halfblood heirs of Clothar.
Next I have to talk about race and geography since Iām such a nerd about this crap. So many characters should have darker complexions based on how much sun they get (Sumeru desert, Natlan, and Liyue, PLAYABLE character not just NPCs.) Like if Mualani looks dark compared to 90% of the cast, we have a problem.
So letās assume Teyvat is a globe and itās laid out on a flat map for us to see. Letās also assume that the climate is similar to earth. Letās assume the equator is around the center so like above most of Liyue and Sumeru. Parts of Mondstandt being based on Italy, it should have a medeterranean climate, therefore melanin, but I digress. Okay so the Sumeru deserts and Natlan are close to the equator. Inazuma would be closer to the South Pole and has a harsh climate hence people not getting sun. (This is also ignoring places like Fontaine which is based on France, where yes, Black people exist in real life, but I digress). The only playable characters with dark(er) skin as well as NPCs are from Natlan and Sumeru (and also Xinyan for some reason).
We also know from Dainsleif, Halfdan, and the Sinners, that they use Norse names. Also Khaenriāah being underground would mean they got little to no natural light. So itās safe to assume pureblood Khaenriahs are white as fuck.
With this knowledge, wtf is going on with Kaeya?
We also have to examine how this curse works. If all the non pure bloods were turned into monsters, itās safe to assume they canāt reproduce. Also judging by Kaeya very clearly being a child in the past and growing up with Diluc, itās safe to assume that the modern Khaenriāahns have a normal lifespan (unless being halfblood is what dictates that). It may have diminished or weakened over time, throughout the generations. We donāt know the exact mechanics but we can assume that Kaeya has a normal lifespan. I know Hoyo is gonna try to say heās pureblood and not explain stuff but logically, no. When he sees Dain he comments āyouāre a pureblood Khaenriāahnā implying that, he, Kaeya, is not that. Also thereās the Sumeru trip when he was young. Assuming that his father is the one with the Alberich surname, which makes sense judging by how surnames usually work, we can assume that Kaeyaās mother was the one who isnāt Khaenriāahn.
We can assume that the only Khaenrians who could reproduce from that original cursed generation were the ones who retained human form (pure bloods). We can also assume that Kaeya is a descendent of one of Clotharās pure blood children. He probably had an affair with Caribertās mother out of wedlock. We can also assume that more blood mixing naturally occurred over time. So either Kaeyaās family has been mixed for awhile and itās no big deal, or more likely, Kaeyaās father had an affair with Kaeyaās mother out of wedlock. Judging by how dark he is compared to the majority of characters, his Indian inspired outfit for his in-game skin, the trade trip to Sumeru, when he was young, and the geographical proximity, itās safe to assume that Kaeyaās mother is probably Sumerian (and likely from the desert and Eremite affiliated). I could go deeper into what I think may have happened but for sake of brevity, itās very possible and likely that one reason Kaeya was sent as a spy and to Mondstandt and not made an heir to the clan has to do with the fact that heās an illegitimate child.
Okay, another additional note. Ragnvindr is a Norse name, make of that information what you will.
#sorry but I overthink everything#I have autism#genshin impact#Genshin spoilers#kaeya#khaenri'ah#wtf is going on#abyss order#I have questions#Iām not trying to be racist Iām only observing how the game itself uses skin tone#which is obviously a problem because dark skinned people exist in European countries#and donāt get me started on Sumeru and Natlan#im white but genuinely enjoy diversity because if everyone was like me that would be boring#all types of diversity like race gender age ability etc#if theyāre gonna take from those cultures they should commit#point is that this is a separate issue#but something is still up with kaeya#im just observing whatās actually in the game#plus the clothes and stuff#like Kaeyaās alt outfit#no way that dude is Norse#also like geographically#if tayvat is similar enough to earth#itās not gonna be 1 to 1#but you get the idea#when they made kaeya their either had some big lore planned or were just trying to be diverse and are now backpedaling#if heās descended from Clothar and heās normal age the curse must have faded through generations#also question where are all the other immortal people from that curse#where is Clothar#unless I missed something
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as revenge for all of the various atrocities veils has inflicted on the scoundrel (physical and psychological) she's decided to enact the ultimate form of revenge: walking around in broad neathlight with the worst fashion sense possible. i'm talking the WORST fabric quality in existence. i'm talking colors that clash so bad she's inventing 90s radical fashion like a century before the 90s even happen. i'm talking shoulderpads that can't even shoulderpad right. the vake annihilates her before she even makes it out the door
#yet another hypothetical scenario that's the manifestation of my twisted mind. a glimpse would drive you insane etc etc#yin-thoughts#fallen london#i just think it's funny if she cant outmaneuver veils whatsoever in 99% of ways#but she CAN get under its skin by simply having poor taste.#give that bat's clothing hyperfixation wired brain an aneurysm just by looking at her#sidenote im really normal abt the fact veils canonically made the mr cards robe. does it handle all of the master's outfits#after BaL do they all slowly become super unswag because the guy making their drip got a little too silly with it and Diedā¢#these are the important existential quandaries one must ask as a spacebat fan
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JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!,,,!!,! I DREW!,!,,,!!!!,,
yo cuando mujeres sobrenaturales
#So likeā¦ I donāt know how to explain what I just did#Basically She is. Um. Benevolent shapeshifting entity#She is a giantess (ig) and she takes a stroll around the world in a constant loop#Everyone sees her differently. Everyone has a unique sight of her. No one has seen the same version of her#By the way her name IS She. Iām not motivated enough to make som up.#Anyway as I was saying uhhh yeah so#Sheās basically a concept materialized into reality#She isnāt like a normal human at all. Her skin is elastic (almost like that black goop that ppl thought was solid until som time ago)#((I canāt find or remember the name of the black goop Iām talking ab. imma look so weird. But I swear it exists š))#(((GOOGLE ITS NOT FUCKING OOBLECK ITS WAY MORE SPECIFIC THAN THAT FUCK YOU)))#Also uhh back to the main topic. She is going to be eaten alive by men#Kind of like Gulliver and the liliputians#PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IM TALKING AB ISNT NICHE AND THAT I SHOULD BE LOCKED UP š#I had a Lilliputian dictionary when I was a kidā¦#ANYWAY ughh I keep getting distracted#Honestly thatās kind of about it as of now#Also Iām debating if all of her forms should be completely naked or if they should maybe have a little clothing accessories#Iām mainly debating this bc of things such as hijabs. Burqas. Niqabs. Etc.#They should also be included in the beauty thing right? But itād be inconsistent world building for Sheās concept maybe?#She is only her liquid form. Where would she get the clothing articles? And how would they fit her gigantic size?#Well. Whatever. I can do whatever I want and bend rules however I want. If She goes fully naked or wears something itās her choice.#Thereās a lot more stuff I want to mention but itās whatever#traditional art#Pencil art#concept art#story wip#Women
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I've been trying to follow this app for registering your mood, symptoms and pain, and other things, daily, and go figure, I fucking HATE how much effort this shit is. Why does keeping track of your health take so much of a mental toll?? Can't they invent health that is easier to keep up with?
#add to that the diet and exercises I'm trying to keep up with and the meds I take and the weight watching and the vegetable eating#and the daily stretches to keep myself from feeling too much pain and also keeping up with a cleaning and washing routine of the body#and my clothes and my teeth and my room and the bathroom and my face and other parts of the skin with patches of rashes and etc etc#and then add to that the accountability and budgeting and the studying and the translation and the projects I'm behind and the university#degree I'm attempting to finish and the other gigs I do and the organization of my room to remember where all of my stuff is and the#pantry keeping and food buying and cooking and the fixing shit that's broken or working subpar and etc etc etc etc etc#It's all so fucking stressful#personal rant
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first find the pronouns character designs..... and also some notes abt how they are designed and how they work
#heart art!#find the pronouns#noober!#hersay!#i had trouble sleeping last night bc i kept thinking about all the things i wanted to do with ftp..... sigh.....#tags exclusive facts coming up next:#when prounian's find a new set of pronouns they want to use parts of them (namely clothing) will tint towards their new pronoun preferences#the only thing that wont change is their skin tone#nubirans do not change when they find new pronouns to use#though nubirans that do use pronouns for themselves will often add accessories on their person denoting their pronoun preference#think like pronoun pins. though usually it's just a solid color. especially when it's common pronouns (she/he/they/it/etc)#also extra clarification: noobs use they when speaking about someone they do not know the name of#noobs that use pronouns are rare. bc the no gender thing. but noober is definetly not one of a kind. i'd say like 1/500 noobs use pronouns.#noober is an exception when it come's to noober's name though. noober's parents were not very creative.#anyways i can make anything about being transgender. just so you know#i will prolly model these 2 eventually. but for now they live as silly doodles
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Every time someone makes a post about excessive beauty standards or like capitalism making people buy more beauty products using the fear of aging or the social power of being beautiful, it's insane that there will inevitably be 1 of 2 weirdos in the notes: 1) The "If you're happy being UGLY, I feel sorry for you" type and 2) The "Actually, I think NO hygiene is the way to go, soap is the devil actually" type and it's absolutely no surprise or coincidence that both of these types of people are almost always white...
#i just saw someone in the notes of that post of kids being sold beauty products they dont need#be like 'actually you dont need to wash your face ever' HUH#small children perhaps dont outside maybe a lil wipe of a wet wash cloth#but once puberty hits ur face changes the way the skin reacts to hormones oil dirt etc changes#like thats why most of us need to wash our faces aksndkdkdk
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finished another comm of this guy (client's oc) wahoo!!!!
#learning to draw ikemens properly is a fascinating journey#did the base colors with gradient maps for specialized purposes (skin hair clothes etc) this time.. quick and easy!!#of course i did a lot of work on the lighting and stuff too.. :]#clip studio paint#digital art#commission#id in alt text#through gritted teeth trying to incorporate rinotuna's rendering process into my workflow for cleanliness purposes#clenching fists bc it involves lineart
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Need to listen to Fantasy High so bad. Canāt stop thinking about that prissy looking green aroace dude whenever I see him on my dash
#Iām going to love him so bad. maybe I will start tomorrow..#actually no. Saturday#bc Iām gonna be sitting behind a desk all day with nothing to do heheehhehehe >:)#I LOVE GREEN CHARACTWRS. KNOWN FACT ABOUT ME BTW.#if a characterās primary color (whether their skin or clothes or hair etc) is green.. Iām obsessed immediately#anyway aroace (I have heard this) and prissy (this is my assumption) are more important than green to me#but the green is a good sign#chalcy stuff
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the forest looks like heaven today i woke up feeling the heaviest weight at the top of my heart
#yesterday on the study they said they were dating two others and it was going well and i cant imagine fucking you but#you have great tits. they got upset at me not inviting them to a party. my research partner told me to write a 1000 word essay on why they#should come. they spoke about how much they wanted theiir ex and they wouldnt tell me much about who theyre dating bc#they thought i still had feelings for them which. god. theyre right but the assumption is so arrogant#the streams r rly beautiful im walking to a date and shes gorgeous and some of my friends know her but i look#exactly like ive slept on my friends floor for the past few days so . aaa anyway#god after that whole call i just felt so deflated like i felt over it but now its all . back. like seeing them being happy w smn else#inflicts active misery upon me which means ii think im becoming a worse person bc of them. i called my friend and i just . idk i walked home#i kept wanting to weep but . woah the sun is so pretty#there are petals and dandelion seeds floating in the air#med school students walking to their lectures#she does biochem btw. the person im meeting now#there are two butterflies dancing together. i cant make this shit up the past few days have looked like actual heaven#ive spent them being on survival mode and not even bc of my studies like ok focus on log functions while the person kn the screen#tells u abt how if her ex were to call shed fold immediately and the new girl is a singer and its going well and maybe ill tell you#more abt it in a few months. SO YOU KNOW IT HURTS ! SO WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOUD MAKE OUT W ME AT THE CLUB WHY WOULD U FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO#ME WITHOUT CLOTHES ON ! WHY WOULD YOU CARESS YOUR OWN SKIN LOOKING AT ME IN THE MIRROR !!!!#anyway im like . sane.#i just . felt like it was over#i realised i kept seeing ppl who i thought were more attractive etc etc than her bc i needed to prove to myself#that im attractive enough to be liked or that i can be liked at all and a part of me wanted to prove it to them too#its just a horrible mindset to have and yh not only do they not care but they also bring out the worst in me actively like . I DONT KNOW#BUT THEN WHO ELSE KNOWS THAT THE GOLDEN HOURS IN TEHRAN ARE PINK AND LILAC WHO GOES TO TECHNO RAVES AT THE BASE OF DAMAVAND#WHO CAN PIN YOU AGAINST A WALL LIKE THEM !!!#anyway#standing up it just feels so#exhausting#like this the most exhausted ive felt from all this ever
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Youn pls...where did you get the skin overlays for your sims because they look so good and I cannot get over how soft and tender they look in the screenshots...
where? most of these i cant even remember where i got them im rlly sorry............especially everything skin and face related i have for years and i get my mods from various sites so i dont have like a certain one place where i download stuff š
#most of my stuff i get from patreon since many creators went there for their cc ! also some from TSR#but from patreon and tsr i get clothes or hair or make up etc#skin details and stuff i rlly dont remember where i got them and i have A LOT so hhhhgh#ill try to look for them and track them down some time !!#reply
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Avatar of the Web who keeps getting mistaken for an avatar of the Stranger because nobody cares to understand the nuance between marionettes and mannequins.
#she starts. like. shoving spiders into the gaps of her ball joints just to prove a point.#actually wait I love this idea#this bitch has everyone tangled in her strings abd playing the part she wants them to. but no matter WHAT she does she can't get ppl to know#what the actual Fear she serves is unless she directly tells them (and then they don't always believe her).#She'll have a hunter quite literally caught in her web and being eaten by spiders and they'll still b like#''hmmmm idk I could have sworn I heard a calliope around here.'' and she'll be like ''That was my ominous organ music u BITCH''#What if she hangs out at festivals and raves and clubs and the like bc of how heavy they tend to b with addiction and hot beds for gossip#but everyone thinks she goes bc of the performance aspect/seeing everyone and knowing no one/getting lost in a crowd/unfamiliarity/etc.#because both the Stranger and the Web can thrive in those areas for completely different reasons#Also she always has a running tape recorder at music performances bc she thinks the Mother of Puppets would appreciate her edm <3#It isn't particularly appreciated but as far as offerings go it's relatively sweet so the spiders let it slide#I cannot overstate how much this web avatar clashes with Annabelle. Oh they're polite enough and have the same goals but anyone who sees#them in a room together will immediately start bleeding from the eyes.#It's the pairing of an immaculate vintage gothic paired with neon mismatched ravewear.#Plus where Annabelle looks very alive and leans into the spider aspect the other avatar is a lifesized marionette with her#wooden body visible where her skin tone makeup has smeared#I picture this avatar as like. she wears the shortest and skimpiest clothing that can still be qualified as clothing n not underwear with#kandi to cover her ball joints.#She decorates her marionette strings in neon lights and dances with them so nobody notices a few of those are connected to her ''flesh''.#and she marks in many ways but esp by trading kandi. the connection formed by a kandi trade is far more literal in her case. if u have kandi#from her it is a mark for you to be tracted down later yo either be tormented or feasted upon (preferably both)
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Tis' the season where I mentally and physically suffer. Complaining below (feel free to ignore, I'm just venting. I usually do this every year to get most of it out of my system lol):
mmm the fall/winter SAD is indeed in full swing. No warmth + no sun = a bad bad time. I always get so annoyed when ppl assume that I love winter bc I'm a "winter baby", as if that has any sort of divine intervention on instantaneously adapting you to perfectly fit the climate you were born in. NOPE. Silly human superstition. I start to freeze once it hits below 20C. I wish I lived in a warmer climate o|-< The depresso is probably going to make me very whiny and moody until next spring, so an early forewarning bc I'm EXTREMELY annoying about it this time of year bc it's the only way I know how to deal with it. But moreso in addition to the physical stuff is how badly it messes with my mind, making me so depressed to the point of just... sitting in non-moving silence where I become stiff as a board (very painful btw) and I isolate, making the bad depresso brain time even worse where I overthink everything bc of the silence and isolation. It's also always the time of year where everyone goes quiet too, which is understandable, but also makes things 10x worse (I am very alone in my life and where I am, and kind of rely on online friends bc they're all I have. I don't even have a pet. I'm literally just, loner mode. I don't really have much family to speak of, and only one family member I do speak to. I have little to no connections at all. But regardless, this is still the best living situation I've been in my whole life, so that's saying something).
#i hate the cold; I hate ice; cold air hurts my skin and burns my lungs#i hate snow (I'm sorry I just don't think it's pretty. It's gross; erases all colour/everything; blinding; kills everything; claustrophobic#I hate long nights; i hate all the darkness#I take Vitamin D drops every day during winter and they don't really help#I also use those special lights meant to help during the long darkness for the same reason; and they also do not help#nothing works!!!!!! eating and drinking hot things doesn't help me stay warm bc heat dissipates away quickly and doesn't help my extremitie#the cold makes me SO dry and dehydrated; makes my bones hurt; makes outside DANGEROUS AF. ICE IS BAD. BE CAREFUL.#I can't retain heat; my hypothyroidism makes me colder by default and I just don't metabolize good/fast enough to keep myself warm#(my body temp is lower than average; fun fact! same with my blood pressure! both of them are very low)#I think my average from all the times I've had it scanned during covid was 32-36C. No idea how that works; I just remember checking it a lo#my fingers and hands are going to freeze; making it harder to draw/type/etc.#I'm not going to wear gloves inside my home bc that's dumb and they don't help anyways. It will just screw up my ability to use my hands#I get to be in pain for months with increased potential of being sick :/#also I HATE bundling/layering myself with clothing or blankets; it's suffocating; restricting; sensory hell for me; sweaters are uncomfy :(#also whenever I try to do that all it does is insulate the cold for me; keeping me colder for even longer!!!!! it's so unfair!!!!#I've worn out 2 space heaters already and they don't work properly anymore (I used them both so much I wore out my preferred settings lol)#sobs; i'm a sad plant lizard
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you ever see a strangerās face and theyāre upset or crying and it just pierces your heart
#I both love and hate it#because it does hurt#people just living their life are so different from people in movies#you know? and I love both but itās just so different when itās real#like. Oh thereās a person crying on the street#and it is not to paraphrase the words of taylor alison swift#just like a movie. the rain didnāt soak through their clothes down to their skin etc.
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if u made a picrew would u rather create items based on characters u know, ur own ocs or just cool clothes and hair and things u want ppl to use
fun fact for u a few years ago i started making one but i got tired of coloring the same thing 700 times & didnt know about color adjustment settings so now its just sitting barely finished on my puter.
anyway to answer ur question i would do my options for funsies and not really base it off any charas in particular. but the amount of options i want to give it is a little too ambitious for my own limits.
#asks#kuki#also color adjustment doesn't translate well to reality based skin color. its very easy to wash it out that way#so that i would still have to do each manually#but otherwise its MY picrew u know my own taste is going in it#multicolor hair with gradient options#heterophobic eye options#gotta have the girlykei & dolly style fashion options#next to the hoodies & suits & plain clothes options. etc#needs accessories (jewelry & hair clips) & accessories (blood & knives & halos)#like its just way too much for me eve if i take the easy way out on coloring its never getting done#but i HAVE considered it
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