#(ooc: I’m so sorry it’s taken so long for me to rp

[no-longer-lester]

☀️☀️Intro post! ☀️☀️

Hello all, you should know me but for those who don’t-

I was formerly formerly Apollo, formerly Lester, currently Apollo. (This time forever) God of justice, art, prophecy, sun, archery, you get it. Anything and everything cool.

People I know (or am supposed to):

@dr-flipflops -MY SON WILL MAY ALL THE BLESSINGS I CAN BESTOW BE UPON THEE I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU GRADUATE AND BECOME THE DOCTOR I KNOW YOU ARE

@sun-girl-offical -MY BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL LOVELY TALENTED DAUGHTER KAYLA WHOM I AM VERY PROUD OF

@nico-sees-dead-people -Nico di Angelo, You took my son to WHERE for yalls WHAT

@wisegirl-1618 -Annabeth Chase, architect of Olympus

@seewead-brian -Perseus “Percy” Jackson, drove me and Meg to camp that one time

@pjosideblog -Hazel, Very polite demi-god one of the nicest I’ve met

@demi-gods-blonde-superman -Jason, I uh, I am sorry

@proud-tree-hugger -Grover, those cheese enchiladas were delicious

@theghostsaredancing -Piper, Very beautiful, very powerful

@zankfrang23 -Frank, Not one of my kids but knows archery? I’m impressed, and would be honored to personally tutor you

@rackel-mackerel-dare -Rachel my lovely oracle, last I heard you were doing better since my restoration to godhood

@mrmcshizzleandh-meister -Leo, Wouldn’t let me speak Ancient Greek on his dragon

@praetorofthebestlegion -Reyna, I am even more sorry

@calypsoontheisland -Calypso, to which my knowledge, has been off the island. This blog name is misleading

@cresent-solace -Crescent, I had nothing to do with this one, this Solace is not mine

((Ooc: Hi yall! It’s Pigeon. I’ll tag this blog with the ic and ooc tags so you don’t get confused on who’s speaking. I run this blog to be silly, and am always open to rp as long as I’m online. Btw I also run a normal pjo blog at @nicodiangelo-we-stan and you should check it out!))

Rp warning: Apollo can be rude at times. Please note that any negative actions or words do NOT reflect in real life, and I am just being silly. I do not harbor any genuine annoyance or hatred towards anyone. Also I may react with things generally Apollo related. I mean no disrespect if you wish for it to be taken down as this is just an rp blog, please let me know. I don’t mean to be disrespectful to anyone that genuinely worships Apollo, as I am rping him portrayed as a fictional character written in the Percy Jackson series. Thank you. 🙇

[pilgrimtravels]

OOC Intro:

Haha yes it is I, @stace-piiilgrim, back again with another RP blog!

I’ve wanted to make a silly blog for Scott’s parents for a little while now, so I did!

I have completed the Pilgrim family and safe to say, I can make chaos in the family now! (Mostly to Stacey and Lawrence cause I am them both and not Scott and I don’t wanna be a bother)

I wanna have fun here ok? I don’t want any asks about their opinions on Scott’s behaviour cause I got enough of them on Stacey’s. I may not mind them, but they are very repetitive tbh and so here’s what I think:

They aren’t happy with Scott for doing the bad things he’s done, but he’s still their son and they love him no matter what. They aren’t perfect parents, but they aren’t by any means bad parents as I think they do care about their kids a lot and want them to be happy

Expect Scott’s dad to randomly slide into askbox’s telling silly jokes and asking questions. Idk about his mom but I’ll change the pfp to either one of them depending on who I want to technically run the blog for the day

The function of this blog for them is like a travel blog (hence the name). Don’t expect me to actually post anything about them travelling cause as I said, I’d like to be silly here

If anyone wants to make the other parents/older adults (i.e Knives parents and aunt, kims parents, etc.) go on ahead! let’s add more chaos to the Scott Pilgrim RP ask blog community!

As a reminder, all guidelines on @/stace-piiilgrim apply here too. I will not condone any bigotry here and I don’t feel comfortable with NSFW or flirty asks

On another note, since Scott’s parents don’t have canon names, I’ll be using the names from Monica Beetle for them. It’s not confirmed if Vincent and Monica are actually Mr. and Mrs. Pilgrim, but it also hasn’t been denied by Bryan. He did say that Vincent could be Scott’s dad, and that the latter did get into shenanigans in the 70s, so I’m just gonna assume it is him for the sake of simplicity and cause I’m bad with coming up with names

So TL;DR for that last bit: Mr. Pilgrim’s name will be Vincent and Mrs. Pilgrim’s name will be Monica after the Monica Beetle protagonists based on certain things Bryan Lee O’Malley has said and cause I don’t know what else to call them

Once again, taken emoji anon sign offs will be at the bottom. It will be updated whenever a new emoji is taken

Ok bye! Have fun sending asks to these 20+ years married parents! Sorry this post got long but I had some important explanations to do :]

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Taken Emojis:

[aggregaticn]

THE MUN.

✦┊ for starters, thank you kindly for stopping by! you may know me in the past as mishka, or cryptid, but lately i go by grass. i am 32 years old and typically refer to myself as he/they pronouns. ✧┊ i have been roleplaying off and on for well over 14 years. i give up trying to keep track of how long with each year that passes. i also do a lot of world building and drawing as well and both will most certainly play a big part on my blogs. ✧┊ i am an extremely slow roleplayer. it has taken me over a month to reply to some threads/asks. it has nothing to do with anyone. it’s just how i write. i am sorry if this is annoying to people, but roleplaying is my HOBBY. i let my muse/s take the reins more often than not and if they are not feeling it then i’m not going to force them, nor will i force myself. ✦┊ if it’s been over a week since i replied to something and you want to know if i saw it and/or curious if i am still interested in doing anything with it, then by all means ask!! i lose track of things, lose it in my notifications, don’t see it at all, or i forget to draft it. ✧┊ i have decided to become more of a minimalist roleplayer. i will probably not use icons anymore and will hardly format my posts. the most that will happen is small font and an on-post tag to my partner. that’s really it. ✦┊ i read everyone’s rules when i decide to follow them. that doesn’t mean i will remember every detail because let’s face it, there are many people that come and go with many different rules and sometimes shit gets mixed up. it happens! if i accidentally break a rule, or cross a line do let me know! i’ll do my best not to do it again. i’m also not big on passwords, so if i follow and don’t like. send in your password, then please don’t take it the wrong way! i’m just nervous and makes me feel weird? idk lmfao

INTERACTING // CONTENT.

✧┊ this is a multi-ship/multi-fandom/multi-verse roleplay blog for various fandoms && muses. this is my only blog now because i’m tired™ of dealing with multiple blogs, so now all of my trash is in one place :D ✦┊ i am very much an adult™ that enjoys writing a lot of adult themes. there are also many fandoms present with said adult themes. there will no doubt be triggers here. whenever they do, {{whether it be dubcon/noncon, bestiality, gore, torture, etc}} they will be tagged with the following; ‘tw: (name of content)’ you are more than welcome to pop into my ims/asks and let me know if you need something tagged that already isn’t tagged! ✧┊ majority of the headcanons and writing found on this blog belongs to me. i have spent many years developng these characters by myself and with various partners along the way. while i don’t mind you using some things, i would kindly ask that you do not steal, nor take credit for these things. this extends to any graphics/edits/art i end up making at any given time unless you have explicit permission from myself to use them. ✧┊ while i may be mutuals only, that’s kind of a lose term with me. i don’t mind writing with you if we have not followed eachother! this also applies to interacting ooc with one another. just do it!! ✦┊ i may prefer writing multi-para threads, but i am totally fine with writing smaller things! this goes for sentences, single para, and everything in between. third person is where it’s at, though i do not mind what style you write in. i’m also totally open to art based roleplays! all ya gotta do is ask. ✧┊ i will do aus, though some crossovers might be turned down if i am a.) not to confident in my abilities to work with that crossover, or b.) not part or do not know enough of a certain fandom. that goes for any muses you’d like to request of me. i’m comfy enough to try writing a muse that isn’t present on my blog/s. ✦┊ i would prefer to keep ims strictly for ooc and plotting purposes, but if you’d like to rp somewhere else then i am open to writing on discord! all ya gotta do is ask and we can work something out. i’m also completely ok with any sort of asks! like even if you just wanna chat with me ooc and shit then please come talk with me! i am always down for some chill time to get to know my rp partners any time!

last, but not least do have fun!! this is a roleplay/ask blog. it’s meant to be a fun experience. it is a hobby and i am going to treat it as such.

[omegaverserping]

Fandom and OC rps! Long-term Discord!

Looking for a partner that wants to rp long-term! Must be active! I'm EST timezone so please also keep that in mind, I can roleplay lit-novella (can go over the discord limit). I love OOC talk but it's not a requirement. Some of the plots can be turned into omegaverse, when you send me a chat request please tell me which plot(s) you would like to do, if you want it omegaverse go ahead and say that as well. Discord: amberrayne2020

Fandom

Zack Foster x OC (AOD): Stuck in a new hell zack finds himself having to figure out a way to keep himself alive, it goes all to well until the past creeps up. An old "friend" coming back from the dead, they quickly have to figure out how to work together and get out, but even then what will happen?

Kylo ren x OC : A new Knight was not in Kylo's plans, nor was it to teach them the ways of the dark side, but here he was. With spending every waking moment with the new Knight Kylo starts to slowly form a bond he is trying hard to push away. it was never meant to get that far, between the growing feelings for the knight and Rey Kylo is now stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Fenris x OC: A new member joins Hawks group, causing a rift between the group. Slowly Fenris starts to slowly learn the new member isn't that bad and feelings start to form, when in a life-and-death battle it all comes to a head, only for everyone to be fine. What is Fenris going to do now?

Bakugo x Oc: Bakugo is now the number 2 hero, being interviewed he realizes an old classmate he bullied is the one in charge, slowly after he tries to say sorry leading to a one-night stand, now he needs to figure out if he wants it to be a romance or play along.

OCxOC

Best friend troubles- two best friends find themself in college, it was all going fine until jealousy takes over, from just the flirting or one-night stands the friends slowly find themself at a crossroads. Admit feelings or end the friendship

Mafia's secret- When the head of the Mafia dies suddenly it is up to is stoic and insane son to take over, family secrets start to come out leaving the new boss in a state of shock (Dark Romance)

The Dragons den- Dragons have taken over and the only human villages left are ordered to send their sacrifice over to the king, whoever wins the cold dragon's heart will become queen/king, or die trying. (Dark Romance)

[claud-e-monet]

OOC Ask Thursday! How did you find this rp?

// I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to answer this! Life has been a little wild these past two weeks and looks like it’ll be that way for a while 😭😭

I found this roleplay towards the end of 2022 after I began a WIP surrounding the American Revolution! I initially just followed the Hamilton and Laurens accounts but fell in love with all of the different characters and how they interacted with one another.

I didn’t actually roleplay with anyone here until I made this Monet account. I do commissions for writing historical short stories based on the historical figure the patron chooses, and roleplaying helps me get a handle on the character’s dialogue and personality style. Monet ended up staying, and the rest is, as they say, history! 

[creativeroleplay-ads]

18+ Looking for a partner that wants to rp long-term! Must be active! I’m EST timezone so please also keep that in mind, I can roleplay lit-novella (can go over the discord limit). I love OOC talk but it’s not a requirement. Some of the plots can be turned into omegaverse, when you send me a chat request please tell me which plot(s) you would like to do, if you want it omegaverse go ahead and say that as well. I DO NOT DOUBLE! Discord:amberrayne2020

I will be playing OC in fandoms and sub/bottom OCxOC. Lit-Novella rps welcome! I write in third person only and can go past the discord limit.

Fandom

Zack Foster x OC (AOD): Stuck in a new hell zack finds himself having to figure out a way to keep himself alive, it goes all to well until the past creeps up. An old “friend” coming back from the dead, they quickly have to figure out how to work together and get out, but even then what will happen?

Kylo ren x OC : A new Knight was not in Kylo’s plans, nor was it to teach them the ways of the dark side, but here he was. With spending every waking moment with the new Knight Kylo starts to slowly form a bond he is trying hard to push away. it was never meant to get that far, between the growing feelings for the knight and Rey Kylo is now stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Fenris x OC: A new member joins Hawks group, causing a rift between the group. Slowly Fenris starts to slowly learn the new member isn’t that bad and feelings start to form, when in a life-and-death battle it all comes to a head, only for everyone to be fine. What is Fenris going to do now?

Bakugo x Oc: Bakugo is now the number 2 hero, being interviewed he realizes an old classmate he bullied is the one in charge, slowly after he tries to say sorry leading to a one-night stand, now he needs to figure out if he wants it to be a romance or play along.

OCxOC

Best friend troubles- two best friends find themself in college, it was all going fine until jealousy takes over, from just the flirting or one-night stands the friends slowly find themself at a crossroads. Admit feelings or end the friendship

Mafia’s secret- When the head of the Mafia dies suddenly it is up to is stoic and insane son to take over, family secrets start to come out leaving the new boss in a state of shock (Dark Romance)

The Dragons den- Dragons have taken over and the only human villages left are ordered to send their sacrifice over to the king, whoever wins the cold dragon’s heart will become queen/king, or die trying. (Dark Romance)

[justrpthings2020]

Long term discord fandom and oc roleplays!

Looking for a partner that wants to rp long-term! Must be active! I'm EST timezone so please also keep that in mind, I can roleplay lit-novella (can go over the discord limit). I love OOC talk but it's not a requirement. Some of the plots can be turned into omegaverse, when you send me a chat request please tell me which plot(s) you would like to do, if you want it omegaverse go ahead and say that as well. Discord: amberrayne2020

Fandom

Zack Foster x OC (AOD): Stuck in a new hell zack finds himself having to figure out a way to keep himself alive, it goes all to well until the past creeps up. An old "friend" coming back from the dead, they quickly have to figure out how to work together and get out, but even then what will happen?

Kylo ren x OC : A new Knight was not in Kylo's plans, nor was it to teach them the ways of the dark side, but here he was. With spending every waking moment with the new Knight Kylo starts to slowly form a bond he is trying hard to push away. it was never meant to get that far, between the growing feelings for the knight and Rey Kylo is now stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Fenris x OC: A new member joins Hawks group, causing a rift between the group. Slowly Fenris starts to slowly learn the new member isn't that bad and feelings start to form, when in a life-and-death battle it all comes to a head, only for everyone to be fine. What is Fenris going to do now?

Bakugo x Oc: Bakugo is now the number 2 hero, being interviewed he realizes an old classmate he bullied is the one in charge, slowly after he tries to say sorry leading to a one-night stand, now he needs to figure out if he wants it to be a romance or play along.

OCxOC

Best friend troubles- two best friends find themself in college, it was all going fine until jealousy takes over, from just the flirting or one-night stands the friends slowly find themself at a crossroads. Admit feelings or end the friendship

Mafia's secret- When the head of the Mafia dies suddenly it is up to is stoic and insane son to take over, family secrets start to come out leaving the new boss in a state of shock (Dark Romance)

The Dragons den- Dragons have taken over and the only human villages left are ordered to send their sacrifice over to the king, whoever wins the cold dragon's heart will become queen/king, or die trying. (Dark Romance)

[camb1on]

𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒. 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘.

camb1on is an independent, mixed canon rp blog for raven of the dc universe. rules under the cut!

HOWDY hi there!! i’m kq! i’m 28, live in est, and use she / her pronouns! it’s important for me to say that i’m a really shy person. talking to new people kind of freaks me out and sometimes it takes me a long time to reply to things ooc. i try to always talk in the tags on threads and have little conversations on the dash, but beyond that… it takes me some time to calm down and talk to new people, so i’m really sorry in advance if i take a while to reply to out of character chats!

ACTIVITY i am not fast. i’ve taken a bit of a break from rp, but have a lot of different blogs. i tend to go where i have the most muse and can sometimes disappear for a bit. i try to pop in and reblog musings / silly things in the interim, though. my discord is always available for mutuals!! just ask!!

FORMATTING currently, i’m rping from a chromebook and don’t have very much space for saving icons, so when it comes to longer threads i’ll likely be going icon-less! sometimes i’m slow and since i don’t have icons on hand, i think it might just add an extra delay to my reply speed if i have to hunt for the right panel / frame. generally, i use small text, but please let me know if you have a hard time reading it and i’ll use bigger text in our threads!! aside from that, i tend to keep it simple and don’t mind whatever kind of formatting my partners might be partial to!

GENERAL this blog is multi-verse, multi-ship, multi-everything! unless we’ve discussed overlapping plot lines with a whole bunch of muses, it’s safe to assume that my interactions with your character and my interactions with another are happening in completely different timelines! also,  please don’t godmod!! little things that move along the thread are fine, but please try not to assume my character has done/will do anything in particular, in it!

TRIGGERS / SENSITIVE SUBJECTS as a general rule, i will always be trying to tag or avoid common triggers! my formats for tagging are ‘trigger cw //’ and ‘trigger tw//’. i will always try to do both and i always look for people’s triggers in their rules, but please don’t hesitate to let me know if i’ve forgotten a tag. as for myself, i have a weird teeth related trigger! it doesn’t need to be tagged, but if you could avoid talking to me directly about dental things it would be greatly appreciated! also, as a rule i don’t do smut! it’s just not my thing!

UNIVERSES there are so many comics and i will be the first person to admit that i haven't read them all. my portrayal of raven will be based on the media i have consumed and fleshed out as i watch and read more! for now, i'll be working off of the og teen titans animated series, new teen titans, teen titans (2014), and the latest teen titans ya series!

VERY IMPORTANT!! there are few things that i vibe with less than i vibe with people being mean. on a small scale, i don’t post hate, i don’t send hate, and i don’t like to see hate. on a larger scale, i don’t tolerate racism, homophobia, transphobia, or anti semitism. if i see people posting things with an obvious malicious intent, i steer clear, unfollow, or block.

[mischiefsworn]

I posted 235 times in 2022

That's 63 more posts than 2021!

62 posts created (26%)

173 posts reblogged (74%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@gingersrockstheuniverse

@narcissablackasnightmalfoy

@krakengalaxyprincess

@without-an-alibi

@allegasus

I tagged 37 of my posts in 2022

#ooc - 13 posts

#please specify muse - 5 posts

#c; aquila malfoy - 2 posts

#roleplay meme - 2 posts

#sentence starters - 2 posts

#rp meme - 2 posts

#updated muse list - 1 post

#yesss!! - 1 post

#ooc post - 1 post

#c; vega black - 1 post

Longest Tag: 54 characters

#she looks up to them a lot even if she doesn’t show it

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

//I’ve just decided to write a fanfic I’ve been thinking about for about 6 years.. I’m gonna start on it today.. the only site I know how to use is Fanfiction.net and yeah.. advice would be good I haven’t done a fanfic since like 2016

2 notes - Posted July 26, 2022

#4

// sometimes tumblr feels like a waste of time.. I have really nothing going on here..

4 notes - Posted November 17, 2022

#3

Tonks @ Aquila: “I’m sorry I’m hot and funny. Are you mad at me?”

"Never." She whispered as she pulled Tonks into a hug. "Just upset that it wasn't another witch who walked through the door." She sighed, few knew of her sexuality and though she didn't mind as long as her partner was pureblood, she couldn't bring herself to promise. "I can only think of how much easier it would be if I was your sister and not your cousin."

7 notes - Posted August 27, 2022

#2

To vega from Donna: “hey Black!” Donna yells out, trying to catch up with her. “Where the bloody hell is your cousin..I have a bone to pick with him.”

Vega stopped and turned around waiting for Donna. "If you are talking about the mutt, I would presume he is either sucking up to Potter, or sucking off Lupin." She responded clearly not caring about where he actually was. "If not they will be picking on Severus again."

8 notes - Posted September 27, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Hermione sat down at the table all the way in the back of the library. It was her favorite spot, no one could interrupt her studying. It seems like everyone was so worked up these days, with the tournament and Yule ball that they are forgetting classes are still happening.

With a content smile, she began writing her essay for potions. (Hope this is okay for a starter)

Aquila was walking through the halls with her book bag, tired of hearing about the tournament and ball from her brother and his friends. She made her way to the library and found a spot in the back already taken by the female third of the golden trio.

"Do you mind if I study with you?" She questioned softly not moving to sit down until given permission.

33 notes - Posted September 27, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[thereelcodfather-rp]

@rivendellheir-rpblog , we’re here! I’ve got food and healing potions if you need any! Corvus is with me too!

[demonsofdevildom]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG !! NAME: Kou (not real name but one I like using) PRONOUNS: He/Him. Can use they/them if you want too, I don’t mind. PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: IM’s mostly despite not being very talkative in that area, do have a Discord but it’s mostly used for ooc chatter really. NAME OF MUSE(S): Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor, Diavolo, Barbatos, Solomon, Simeon, Raphael and Yuki/Male!MC. RP EXPERIENCE/HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): Unsure but it’s been a few years now. BEST EXPERIENCE: Having met a dear and special friend who I love dearly, if not for them I’d likely not even be around on the site. RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS: Hounding for replies or giving one liners to a paragraph, which is a turn off for me. Liking sprees since that clogs up the activity/notifs feed. FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: Fluff is fine and same be said of angst stuff, though as for smut that take a bit given I’m not going to straight up write that with just anybody. Sorry.

PLOTS OR MEMES: Memes, I’m horrible at plotting and frankly rather go by the seat of the pants when doing something. LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: One para or multiple, some rarely a long set of them. It varies on that really. BEST TIME TO WRITE: Random parts of the day whenever I can get my creative flow going, it just depends mood and the muse as well.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): A little bit of each but more so of being prone to wandering off and playing games or watching stuff like Levi, also liking of naps like Belphie and a bit of a muncher when it comes to food like Beel somewhat. Just a little bit of things otherwise it be too long, pfft. Tagged by: Taken from the dash. Tagging: Feel free to snatch this.

[prettylittlelucygoose]

A Letter to the RPC

I don’t usually do OOC posts, I have a big rule about keeping the OOC stuff on the OOC blog, however, a couple of days ago I came across one of those blogs that talk about the celebrity roleplay groups, players and admins in the community. After reading through the blog I sent them a response and last I checked they hadn’t posted it or said anything about it so I’m posting it myself because I feel like everyone who knows me or has heard of me should read this. 

https://celebrpanonymous.tumblr.com/ is the blog

-Sarah

Hello, there, Sarah here. I just discovered this blog today and I took the time to read everything that was said about me and I wanted to reply if that's okay? You can post this if you wish to.

I have been around since almost the very beginning of tumblr RP. I've started several groups and I've been in a few other groups I never was the admin for. I started roleplaying in October 2011 and opened celebrpg in 2012. At the time I was in a different group and didn't like how it was run and decided to open a group that was for the players. Where they got to do more of what they wanted. I'm truly sorry to everyone if that never came across or didn't come out exactly right, but that's always been my MO in every group I open. I noticed someone said something about my lack of social skills and how I shouldn't be a head mod because of them. I'm on the autism spectrum, something I didn't know until I was in my mid twenties. Also in my mid twenties I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and 3 years ago my husband killed himself. Tumblr RP was the only thing that held me together the last 11 years and I personally don't think anyone should be told they can't do something because they're socially awkward if it's something that is saving their life. I try really hard to be nice and friendly to everyone and what most people take as a tone or me getting upset isn't anything of the sort. I DO have social issues, I DO have a tendency to defend myself because I've always felt very misunderstood, but I NEVER meant to make so many people upset.

I've planned quite a few plots with people, I've been screwed over on plots that were promised to me but then the other player changed their mind and then I myself have changed my mind about something too. I've gotten upset OOC when a ship I love ends (and so have other people) and maybe me expressing myself to people I thought were my friends got taken the wrong way. I've talked to a few people about how they thought I was trying to guilt them into something when I swear I wasn't. On my end it feels like someone tells me something, I give them my opinion, and then suddenly I'm the bad person who's guilting them into something. Of course I've been sad when I've lost ships. Ships that were my main source of escape at that particular time period and I expressed my sadness. Maybe that came off as a different emotion? Maybe I don't know how to express tone properly when writing as myself so I do always try to clarify what I mean. That was something that took me a long time to figure out how to do but once I was diagnosed bipolar I had to start learning my triggers and moods and over the years how my perception is different on things than most people. Me expressing my sadness about losing a ship was NEVER me trying to guilt anyone into anything, just like when people have expressed their sadness to me about a ship ending because I didnt want to do it anymore I never took their sadness as guilt tripping so I've never understood why I've been taken that way.

I don't want to make excuses for the way I was in the past and I know that's what it sounds like I'm doing, but what I am trying to do here is get people to know that I have no bad intentions. I just want to play and when a group has been open as long as carpediem has it does build up a lot of history. It's a lot of time and effort that people have put into storylines. It's not fair for the players still in the group to have to give up their storylines when they're the ones who have played them all this time. Now, if both/all players involved in a plot leave the group then all the history gets erased and that's happened several times. There are certain plot points that are too major to the game play, to the overall storyline that would be too hard to erase now unless the whole group were to erase EVERYTHING and start brand new (which has been an option thrown around a couple times over the years) The history rule isn't meant to force people into things, it's to keep things realistic because in real life we can't just erase parts of our past.

The last thing I want to address is my lack of time on the main page. Over the years I saw groups get super strict with their activity rules to the point where people who had jobs and school and other things to do couldn't keep up and they'd get removed. I'm 33 years old with a full time job and a part time job. I'm trying to stay afloat since my husband died and it's not easy. I don't have the time to get online and promote the main page like I used to when my husband was alive or before I moved in with him and all I did was sit in bed all day too depressed to do anything else. I've come a long way on that aspect but I still want to RP. I still want to have a place where people can come and go and not worry about losing their roll because they haven't been active for a week. The activity became lax at carpediem and because of my husband dying and living where I was living I didn't and still don't have internet. Everything I do on the computer has to be done during the time that I'm in the office and if work is really busy that day well then unfortunately whatever work I wanted to do for the group was pushed aside. Britt stepped up a lot and started helping out in every single way possible and if it wasn't for her the group probably would have closed a long time ago. Carpediem is a group of people who have busy real lives, who can't get on every day, but I like to believe we're all still invested to these lines we've been writing for almost 8 years and that's why certain people are still there.

I want to genuinely apologize to everyone who has felt some type of way from me. I try really hard and I have the best intentions but I feel like Rachel Berry in Glee singing "Get it Right." Reading the things that were said about me on this blog made me feel absolutely horrible about myself. I never knew that people hated me so much, especially in the one place I actually felt free to be myself for a long time. I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry and I'll continue to try to be better.

[xcodyxfernx]

Incoming long post

I have been here for around five months and in that time I have been constantly bombarded with anons ranging from the obscure to the vile. At certain points I have taken myself away from the group  for mental health breaks as daily hate is not something I have ever had to deal with before. I’m unsure if the person hates Cody or just hates me, but either way they have affect the way I play Cody and who I interact with especially @jonathan-d-groff

As you are all aware Cody and Jon had a fling, both of which have now moved on,( I have clarified with the player that everything between Cody and Jon was ic and they agreed I can post this conversation if required) yet Cody still gets abuse for it every time my anon on, is has got to the point where even interacting with Jon by liking a photo  or replying to a tweet warrants abuse from anon.  When people send gossip in about Cody to the gossip blog it then sets off another stream of hate and when I switch off my anon with Cody, they start sending me hate on Vanessa. That is not what I signed up for. I came here because I wanted to have an enjoyable rp experience. That’s not what it has turned out to be. Whoever the anon is...I cannot fathom why you feel the need to be so offensive. Calling Cody the F word is a slur. Hoping he will die of Aids is gross and uncalled for. I have posted the last six I have received here and I still have around 18 in my inbox which I can create a post of a link to all of them if you want to see them but  they do repeat a lot. The moment you started telling me to kill myself is the moment I decided enough is enough. Here are the last six I have received today. Please be warned they are vile. Pay attention to the last anon and then conversation which was “ accidently sent to me.”

As if that wasn't enough, it seems certain players find it funny to talk about me to other people  behind my back and “accidently” send it to me. 

@brendonisms

Cody has never said he was gay irl. He said he has played a gay man. He has also played a asexual man and he has played a straight man. In real life Cody fern is in a happy relationship with Eric Smith, however he has mentioned that he is in fact pansexual as he doesn't see gender, so “sorry”... your opinion is wrong. He also comments on his friends posts with “bisexual panic” ( I can post the links to that if you would like me too) which is why I asked in my anything else part of my app for him to be bisexual, this way it gives me much more scope of possible ships with male and female characters. I don't think you found it a little confusing, I feel you were talking about behind my back and sent the message to the wrong person and I’m sure I know who it was meant to be sent to so I am calling you out.  At least own your mistake. My name is Kit not she. Since I have been a fan of Cody’s for a long time (since he acted in the last time I saw Richard movie),I know he is a very private person, I know that he finds his female co star from Eden attractive ( he said so on her instagram,  he has never on repeat said he is gay. At his last pride he wore his pansexuality bracelet and when someone asked him about his life he has  explained that he is a fluid person who doesn't like to be categorised. Hope that clears it up for you  and I hope you learn not to talk about people behind their back as its rude.

On that note it is safe to say that there is a undercurrent of ooc drama which is played off as Ic drama and that is something I refuse to take part in. the other group I am in has seen what I have been through and find it disgusting. So I will be going over there now and rping  with people who would rather pull you up then tear you down.  There is a big difference between ic drama and hate and pretending to be ic when you are actually saying things ooc is pretty pathetic. Last thing to say is..  To the lovely people such as @efronzda and @madz-petschtt and others who I have enjoyed rping with, I do have a a personal tumblr account here if you ever need me :)  thats it. People called out for being fake and anons being shown the door all thats left for me to say is

P.s there was also an anon which stated that @jonathan-d-groff​ and @brendonisms​ were going to make me quit. fyi you didn't make  me quit, I just found somewhere better. I could have said a lot more but this is a hell of a lot. BYE! 

[primalvessel]

Without saying with whom, list something that has pleasantly surprised you about your most recent five RPs or other interactions.

Okay I may have misinterpreted this since I wasn’t sure if it was one thing encompassing five recent interactions/rps (even though these could be with a bunch of different people) or one thing for each of five recent rps/interactions so I’m sorry if this is more than what you meant. I went with the latter which hopefully fulfills the criteria either way?

I’ve popped it under a readmore because it’s a smidge long having done it that way.

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1.) To start with, it was real nice to get those asks from Kink Rating meme and before you start in on me being a horny little gremlin (which I am, no lie), it was more the fact that I posted that meme days ago and yet someone took the time to send the asks anyway (they were formatted the same way so I'm assuming it was the same person).

Asks of any kind are always welcome, prompted or otherwise and as a small blog who generally doesn't get many asks, it was a really nice surprise to come online to see that someone had taken the time to send something.

THEY WERE VERY TARGETED ASKS TOO.

And I loved it.

2.) Getting to explore and indulge in certain topics that it’s so rare to be able to, whether it’s out of embarrassment, shyness or just a lack of interest. Whether they’re darker topics, kinkier ones or just less mainstream. Being able to talk about them with someone. I’m going to count this towards Soren’s blog too because there are things there that can or are happening that wouldn’t work on Maru’s blog and while Soren was created in no small part to invite those darker themes, it’s still a nice surprise when I actually get them.

3.) No-one’s come at me for being weird or awkward while I’ve been trying to leave more comments and send asks and things for people. I’m really not very good at talking to people and sometimes when I see that little mutual mark, I get a little excited. On more than one occasion I’ve left a comment or sent an ask and then immediately sat there and asked myself if that came out right, if maybe that wasn’t an appropriate ask to send and anxiety sweated while I wait for some kind of forcibly polite and awkward comment, or some kind of gtfo comment and block because I’ve made things weird.

So not having been attacked because I’ve accidentally said something stupid has been nice. I say this because I know how unnecessarily petty people can be in callouts and things.

4.) This kinda ties into and extends point 1 but. Getting asks related to something that’s happened on my blog somewhere has been something that hasn’t happened ever on my blogs in other fandoms so to see it happen here has been amazing. Even if the person sending the ask is the one I’m already interacting with in whatever’s being referred to. It’s like someone enjoys reading over my blog, or wants to know more or something. It’s a really nice feeling and a huge surprise whenever someone goes out of their way to send an ask like that.

5.) And finally, people just liking my posts? I don’t post much ooc at all, nor do I post much in the way of musings or pictures but it’s always a really nice surprise when someone drops a like on something I’ve posted. Again I’m comparing to other blogs I’ve had, some of which have had many more followers than here and yet far less interaction between the content people posted.

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And there you have it!

I hope I hit on what you were looking for in there somewhere!

And now I’ll sit here and hope I haven’t said something stupid in there somewhere accidentally...

[omegaverserping]

18+ Looking for a partner that wants to rp long-term! Must be active! I'm EST timezone so please also keep that in mind, I can roleplay lit-novella (can go over the discord limit). I love OOC talk but it's not a requirement. Some of the plots can be turned into omegaverse, when you send me a chat request please tell me which plot(s) you would like to do, if you want it omegaverse go ahead and say that as well. I DO NOT DOUBLE! Discord:amberrayne2020

I will be playing OC in fandoms and sub/bottom OCxOC. Lit-Novella rps welcome! I write in third person only and can go past the discord limit.

Fandom

Zack Foster x OC (AOD): Stuck in a new hell zack finds himself having to figure out a way to keep himself alive, it goes all to well until the past creeps up. An old "friend" coming back from the dead, they quickly have to figure out how to work together and get out, but even then what will happen?

Kylo ren x OC : A new Knight was not in Kylo's plans, nor was it to teach them the ways of the dark side, but here he was. With spending every waking moment with the new Knight Kylo starts to slowly form a bond he is trying hard to push away. it was never meant to get that far, between the growing feelings for the knight and Rey Kylo is now stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Fenris x OC: A new member joins Hawks group, causing a rift between the group. Slowly Fenris starts to slowly learn the new member isn't that bad and feelings start to form, when in a life-and-death battle it all comes to a head, only for everyone to be fine. What is Fenris going to do now?

Bakugo x Oc: Bakugo is now the number 2 hero, being interviewed he realizes an old classmate he bullied is the one in charge, slowly after he tries to say sorry leading to a one-night stand, now he needs to figure out if he wants it to be a romance or play along.

OCxOC

Best friend troubles- two best friends find themself in college, it was all going fine until jealousy takes over, from just the flirting or one-night stands the friends slowly find themself at a crossroads. Admit feelings or end the friendship

Mafia's secret- When the head of the Mafia dies suddenly it is up to is stoic and insane son to take over, family secrets start to come out leaving the new boss in a state of shock (Dark Romance)

The Dragons den- Dragons have taken over and the only human villages left are ordered to send their sacrifice over to the king, whoever wins the cold dragon's heart will become queen/king, or die trying. (Dark Romance)

[ultimaterealmofchaos]

i also want to apologize as well as explain the circumstances for not being here and basically not existing for so long

honestly, it’s entirely my fault, i’ve dug myself a hole that i seemingly can’t get out of. no, nobody else is involved, and this isn’t a callout except for myself and my own mental state lol

i’ll elaborate below.

unfortunately, life has been rather difficult as of late for me. what’s wild is that nothing bad is actually happening, but my job has basically been driving me into the ground both physically and mentally, and everything else has suffered because of it. it’s gotten so bad that i’ve had multiple breakdowns over the past few weeks, and most recently i’ve taken another day off my schedule for availability, giving myself three days off a week instead of two. but, basically, i feel like all my creativity has been killed recently, and i despise it. i’ve just been. honestly, really struggling lately. but i don’t want to bring anyone down because of it, so i haven’t really spoken about it to anyone. which. i suppose doesn’t really help me, but it helps others, so it’s okay.

another thing is really specific to just me, and it’s very important that i emphasize first that i do not blame anyone for it except myself. i do not believe in trying to control others in the rp sphere, or any sphere, really. but. unfortunately, i find it really difficult to rp outside of my own fandom? i have no idea if that makes any sense or not, but like. i have trouble rping with muses that aren’t from the same source material or series as my own. and i have no idea why, honestly, but it’s really difficult for me. plus, i have my own trauma from past experiences, suddenly losing close partners out of the blue because they decided that they didn’t want to write in the fandom anymore, which... well, of course, it’s their own choice, and i’m not going to talk shit on them or anything for that, but, unfortunately for me, that included the total cessation of speaking to me completely, even ooc. which. i am a sensitive girl with really bad rejection sensitive dysphoria, which again i am not blaming anyone for except myself, but it hurt me very intensely whenever this happened (it’s happened more than once). so now i’m automatically paranoid and afraid of it happening again when my friends/partners jump fandoms, even if they don’t actually intend to stop speaking to me. listen, i don’t know where i’m going with this now that i’m reading it again, but... i feel like the danganronpa rpc is dying out a bit, and i didn’t want to feel abandoned here because i love writing in it so much.

so, what did i do? while everyone else went to genshin impact, i went to five nights at freddy’s,  because i’m not into genshin impact -- but again, i don’t fault anyone who is; we all have our own likes and interests and that’s valid -- since i started playing security breach and now run a blog in that rpc as well as this one. but that community is small too, so... yeah. idk y’all.

i just. i know while this all explains stuff, it doesn’t excuse it. and i’m not asking for excuses. i’m not asking for sympathy, or pity, or anything like that. i understand if you don’t wish to see me on the dash anymore, and it’s okay. you do what you feel is best for you, as long as you aren’t harming yourself or anyone else.

i’m sorry.

if you’ve read this far, kudos to you, because goddamn i don’t shut up. and please take care of yourselves, because you deserve it. and i still support all of you. <3