#(notices on the bulletin board | psa)

[the-silver-peahen-residence]

||A small PSA/Mansion Bulletin board news||

((Okay, I'm going to say something about something regarding refollows. I noticed someone or some doing this same thing over and over again. So I'm here to say this:

If you follow me, then disappear for a bit, then come back under a new blog, please stop. Because this is going to make me not want to follow you back.

a few blogs have been doing this. They would follow me while I love having new followers but then they disappear or the blog becomes deactivated. Which is weird. However, after a few days later, that same person would follow me again but under a new blog. Then they disappear or the blog disappears again! Look, It's starting to get a little annoying and I'm not trying to be rude or anything.

So if your going to follow me, welcome dears. Or if your doing this to make me notice you, it's working but not in a good way. I'm going to say this: please please please stop making a new blog and refollowing me after the other has been deactivated and doing this over and over again. I don't know if it's due to something but if not, please stop it. Doing this won't have me follow you back because it has me thinking you'll do it again and again.

This has been a PSA. ))

Silver butterfly mun/Peahen mom

[damnedrainbows]

I’ve been thinking about leaving this place for good actually.

Now I know I’ve said that so many times before nobody can take it seriously but this isn’t a tantrum post over some drama, but something I’ve been calmly and morosely contemplating for a while.

The real big difference now that there never was before was there would always be this pull, this desire to come back but...honestly the pull has practically vanished.

Toxicity, treasured severed bonds, being pulled from one war to the next between opposing friends, hate comments, ship wars. You name it, I’ve done it all. I’ve always compared this blog to a toxic relationship; I could never leave it because there were so many more better memories that outweighed the bad. ...But that isn’t the case anymore. The bad overshadows it all and coming here either gives me indifference or sadness.

And honestly, I don’t get asks, I don’t get likes on my starter calls or many dms. I think I’ve kinda just faded into the background so in the end it probably doesn’t matter. If I stay I will be very very very selective on who I interact with for sure. If I don’t I’ll make sure I give out other ways to contact me to the people I trust. Given I do have a large following here for Hazbin content I might make this a Hazbin art blog when I decide what to do.

It’s all very up in the air right now. I just hope all the people involved in drama, be it recent or even from ages ago, heal. Leave if you have to. Stay if you want to. Do what’s healthiest for you.

[damnedrainbows]

I just want to give a fair warning that I’m going on a blocking spree later on. I’ve decided there’s a lot of negativity I can’t deal with and certain people that have done or said things that I can’t have in my life anymore.

I just want to make things perfectly clear before I do this, because there was some misconception last time I blocked/ soft blocked, it is not because we have different ship opinions. If people block over that then that’s fine, that’s their decision and it doesn’t matter to me. But it’s not mine, so...no, that’s not the reason. Seriously, ship whatever you want in this rpc, I really have bigger problems to deal with than what coloured lines people decide fits with this other set of coloured lines.

This is a step I have to take to improve my health when I come here. Although at this point I honestly don’t think there’s much that can salvage my relationship with this rpc? I’ve exhausted every avenue to make this a better experience for me and nothing makes me feel better. So. We’ll see if this helps.

Apologies to any new followers that have only been greeted with negativity and Happy Easter.

[damnedrainbows]

Indefinite Dash Hiatus

So, I’ve come to a decision for my mental health. This place has become very very toxic on my mental health. Seeing certain names on my dash is very detrimental to my health as well and has pushed me into a panic attacks and break downs. Having just lost my Papa I’m unstable enough as is.

However, role playing does help me and I know I don’t have everyone on Discord. Plus there are followers and people that message me here that I like to talk to. I do love role playing here and role playing here helps me, but I can’t tolerate the drama and how bad this place makes me feel. It is very tainted for me because of people and what they’ve done to me and others I love.

So I’ve decided I’m taking a dash hiatus. What this means is I’ll be sticking only to my activity feed and dms. I will not be interacting in dash games, dash commentary. I will straight up not be on the dash, at all. I can’t do it.

So basically I’ll be sending people starters and asks on my own and initiating plotting on my own--unless others do first. I probably won’t be responding to starter calls because I won’t see them. So if there’s any post you want me to see, you will need to tag me. Anything that you want me to see, you will have to @ me.

I’m gonna see if this dash hiatus helps me with how bad I feel here. It’ll be lonely, but I don’t see much option if I want to stay here. Because I can’t handle anymore rpc drama and my filter tag not fucking working on the urls and things I need it to work on!

So yeah, if you need me I’ll be just hanging and refreshing my activity feed and doing commissions. Hope you all are well.

[damnedrainbows]

Hey psa to my friends, don’t be afraid of turning anon off if you have to. It doesn’t make you shameful or cowardly or whatever the fuck people wanna label you just because you don’t want to deal with anyone’s toxic ass.

Anonymity gives aassholes the courage to say what they would never ever say to your face, when anon should be used for anonymous compliments and shy people. Take away the mask and these slime balls will skitter back to the sewer they came from, trust me.

Turn off anon if you have to, and even asks if you must.

[damnedrainbows]

my notes are being weird. if you tag me in a new post with an ask I sent please dm me letting me know because...I will not see it.

so basically I know instead of actually answering in the ask box a lot of peeps have custom made headers and make the ask into a new post. but it does not alert me if you answer it, so you have to. or tag me again at the bottom of it, 😅😭

[damnedrainbows]

I'll be implementing new rules but this is the most important

PERSONALS DO NOT SPAM OR YOU WILL BE BLOCKED

[damnedrainbows]

Won't be on the dash for a while.

So I was reluctant to come back here with good reason. I knew there'd be a negative storm after the pilot but I didn't anticipate what it would do to my mental health, which is very fragile right now.

Seeing negativity to the show, to Viv, to my ships, to people--what have you, is severely unhealthy for me right now.

That being said, I'll still be here. I'll just be in my notifs feed. I'm sad cause this means I'll miss out on dash shenanigans and starter calls but...if it's to protect me... Besides I can approach people on my own and ask if they want to rp something!

So knowing this, don't expect me to see anything you post unless you tag me. I'm not going to know of any significant blog changes, rule changes, life updates. I won't see anything unless you make me see it. And I hope that applies to memes and starters and general sweet things and NOT negative stuff that I'm tagged in.

I'll be in my own little corner doing my own little thing, here and on twitter. So be well, have fun, send me some asks, and most importantly

Share a little love!!!

[damnedrainbows]

//My apologies, I need to stop writing things when I’m in such emotional shambles because I wind up making it a mess.

I don’t think I’m going to delete but I am going to take at least a few days break from here to think about things and take some time to reflect on what I’m going to do. It’s not healthy for me to be here at the moment and I don’t want to say things I’ll regret. 

So I’ll be stepping off for a small break, but you can find me in those aforementioned accounts!

Happy New Years and Happy Cleanse!

[damnedrainbows]

find me here

After a day of crying which I’m still doing I’ve decided I don’t know what the fuck to do. So I guess I haven't’ decided anything.

I might delete this blog, I’m not sure. I REALLY don’t know if that’s what I’m going to do. I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do so. I’d wind up breaking down sobbing uncontrollably hovering over the button for ten minutes before leaving the page like I did last time I tried to delete.

This is my Discord. Apologies, I like having name changes that reflect either interests or feelings. Let me know who you are when you message me. Don’t be offended if I don’t feel like talking or choose not to add you. Discord and twitter , @candyzcmbies​ and @ificouldbegin-to-be​ is where you can find me until I decide what to do. Or at least until being here doesn’t make me want to die lmao. Don’t dm this blog because I’m logging out for now. If I ‘long in’ it’s me just sharing my art I made.

 Happy New Years.

[damnedrainbows]

2020 Reboot

So finally after deliberation I’ve decided to reboot this blog. Let’s be real, it needs a complete overhaul of a theme that’s not even fucking readable and is not the most aesthetically pleasing, to be honest. It’s the same one I had as a place holder before I knew temp dash blogs existed.

I’m going to be re hauling everything, including a much needed revamp on my rules. This also means threads, however there are a few I wish to keep that are in my drafts. If there’s a thread you really want to keep going, IM me.

If any of you have any...experience with doing themes and stuff and don’t mind lending some knowledge, that’d be appreciated too...

[damnedrainbows]

I have returned to the dash!!

frankly I was feeling too alienated, but I will return to my corner of seclusion if I feel the dash become a threat to my mental health again

[damnedrainbows]

I’ve been feeling down from certain incidents and nothing has been making me feel better. That’s when I realized the one thing that’s never ceased to make me happy, and that’s making others happy!

The world and this site itself is a deeply jaded place that needs a little more love. This community as a whole has become so hostile and unforgiving and really needs more kindness. What better way to bring up the level of happiness by giving a little bit of love?

The kindness project is a personal project where I will be accepting suggestions to do good things for people. It can be anyone you wish; someone that might be having a hard time and could use the love, or someone you feel is especially deserving.

The person receiving the love could get anything from custom icons, to some art made by me. Graphics, headers, written prompts, promos, personalized letter. Perhaps even a donation to their kofi if they have one. What people receive depends entirely on what I or other patrons want to do!

As it is right now only @forwearemany and myself are doing this project but we’d love, love for more people to join! This is just a small project currently but I’d love for this to go bigger and expand even out of tumblr! So reblog this and send me some names!  Come be a part of Jordan’s Kindness Project!

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Whoops

So the ‘I promise to come on every day’ thing didn’t really work out huh.

Truth be told, I needed a long vacation from here and I still kinda do. I’m much happier where I am right now. Well...rp wise. Internet wise. I’m actually really bad mentally but that’s to be expected with everything going on and my lizard still missing and likely....yeah.

But yeah! I’m in the IZ fandom, yall can find me here!

Don’t know when I’ll be back here and when I am I might remake. Remake or reboot, we’ll see. We’ll see. Until then, find me at IZ or on Discord.

Remember

Practice kindness Practice love

[damnedrainbows]

New rule: Important

I'm getting a bit too spammed by personals, and as such, I'm losing threads. It's more angering when its people reblogging art/theories that I'm not even a part of. Reblog from the damn source.

If you like/reblog spam me more than 5 times you're getting soft blocked/hard blocked. Depends on how nice I feel.

If you're someone who's conversed with me a bit (cause sometimes personals and I talk) I'll probably remind you. But yeah. Plese respect roleplayers. Don't like spam them because we lose threads and shit. Common rp etiquette!

[damnedrainbows]

Inactivity/hiatus?

Don't worry, it is not bad news! Really far from it in fact!

I'm going to be meeting my online friends @thediamondofblue and @caenis-doceri for the first time ever! They're coming down from Arkansas to visit me in Canada and we are going to have a blast!

My friend is giving me her old wheelchair which means that I will be able to do so much more since walking is my main barrier that keeps me from going places most times! We will be going to the city next to mine and then after that if all goes well we will be visiting Toronto! I'm still not sure how easily I can handle a drive that long but I have to be fucking crazy to give up this opportunity especially since I'll have a wheelchair to help me and my cane!

Will be going to various restaurants and a large amazing Aquarium and market and who knows what else! In short it's going to be a blast and as you can imagine I won't want to be on my phone very much but I'll definitely be posting pictures because I'm sure there will be a lot!

So yeah that's where I'll be for the next couple weeks! I'm out of my mind excited I just can't wait for our Misadventures to begin!