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everyday i wish a kid at my school wasnt named yuri so i dont have to remember him everytime i say i love yuri
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Penelope is also Athena's pet/blorbo/special little mortal/etc. and if you think otherwise you're straight up wrong.
You're also wrong if you think Athena only likes Penelope because of Odysseus and/or Telemachus. As if Athena didn't see a young Penelope pull some shit and immediately think "Oh! Another mind to mold! C'mere you! Let's do some riddles and weaving!". Athena was happy that two of her favorite pets have met and fell in love!
#maybe even Athena introduced them! idk#I mean c'mon. Pen is KNOWN for her weaving AND her Cunning and she basically knew that was Odysseus that was in disguise#Athena had to make Penelope go to sleep because she was sad AND she would've figured shit out.#Idc who Athena favored first but Athena definitely favored Penelope even before she was married. I will die/kill on that hill#everytime I see someone minimize/erase/devalue/etc. Penelope I want to bash my head against the wall.#*bangs pots and pans together in rage*#I think some of you only like Penelope because Odysseus likes her :') not all but... enough that it makes me sad.#like I've noticed some people only like my odysseus posts and not my Penelope ones. and oof. ;~; that tells me a lot😞#like yes. she's a bit of an enigma...AND THAT'S THE POINT. She's so intelligent that she's tricking the narrator/audience AND Odysseus!#Mad rambles#penelope#penelope of ithaca#penelope odyssey#penelope of sparta#Water Wife#odyssey#the odyssey#greek mythology#tagamemnon#athena#epic the musical#shot by odysseus#essay
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boyfriend hoodie

#kageyama tobio#haikyuu#oikage#oikawas hoodie / colours on tobio makes me die everytime he looks so good in blue hehe
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i know i talk about it all the time bc it’s one of my favourite lines from fantasy high but sandra lynn saying to fig “everything you’re going through is something that i get i was just like you” in light of her (most likely) being groomed by bobby dawn, with figs ill-advised interactions with older men in freshman year….. ya i’m thinking about it
#siobhan was bang on when she was like it’s easier for her to give me advice bc she doesn’t see so much of herself in me#sandra lynn faeth u will always be famous i’ll kill and die for u#fantasy high#dimension 20#everytime i could write a full essay on someone i use tumblr dot com to make a vague point + then put an elipses in so u can join the dots
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Alright, so this is basically...an art dump for all the pics i drew when i was trying to draft the ending i wanted my Odile looping Au 'Like a Wheel Ever Turning' which...is not even SLIGHTLY how this fic is going to end now, but while figuring that out i still like draw all this and had to do SOMETHING with it.
So figured I'd post it and be like 'hey! fun Odile looping act 5 boss fight vibes not connected to anything else!' since like...that basic IS what they are at this point lol.
The one cool idea i loved that i think is now FIRMLY ditched is the act 5 boss fight starts when Odile uses wish craft to splinter herself into two halves.
The 'old/current' her that is meant to be her coldly logical side, and a younger 'copy' version, which is meant to be the childish irrational side...that is what's stopping her just shutting down the time loop because she can't figure out how to be happy with her friends leaving.
I mean, if you murder the part of you that WANTS the wish to come true, that's basically a 'get out of time loop free card' right? Right! Totally sound logic!
Yes the 'young' version of her firmly believes that she's real, and also also got memories going up to about age 21, and also that she ought to be in Ka Bue not HERE among these french weirdos.
Also yes again, a 'young' Odile is EXACTLY as unhinged about this as you'd expect a 21 year old to be upon finding out that apparently the 'real' her think murdering her is the correct solution to this problem!
The shift of the fight was meant to have the inverse 'colors' shift from one version to the other by the end, wrapping up with the point where the 'original' Odile is forced to have a heart to heart with the personification of her perceived 'worst' qualities.
Pretty sure the vibes for this ending was a lot more focused on the resolution of having deeply complex feeling about EXPRESSING emotion directly to other people. That along with a side helping of how isolating it is to be perceived as a 'real' adult such that you can't be weak enough to ask anyone for help. Because really if you can't even be that then why are you any different then when you were irritating mess of a youth?
Not saying any of that isn't still present in the story, but like...there is a LOT of other stuff going on, and those themes are now linked into many other ones too, and that's not even TOUCHING on how Loop's been...somewhat complicating my redrafting lol.
...Also I might have drawn/plotted this version before i knew about two-hats lol. THAT also is a factor.
Anyway! Still liked all of these enough to want to do SOMETHING with them, and figured this worked, so i could like map out my thoughts on them, even if i never got to write this.
#isat#in stars and time#isat odile#odile looping au#I might have written out like...way too many edgy and utterly disjointed notes for this fight too?#but none of THAT compelled enough for me to want to try and even reread it lol#drew all of this in fever state of creativity back in like september i think?#kept having the thought of 'oh i'll make SOME of it work in the main story'#HA no i didn't - that was the denial and wishful thinking talking#Like there was even a version where the 'young' odile had to do the whole final loop with the group#and that's what forced Loop to join them - to keep her alive no matter the 'other' her's attempts to kill her#while 'old' odile took the place of the king during that final run#'young' odile was DEEPLY weird at the rest of the group for the record - while they were also weirded out + low key endeared#Also before the even knew who the 'final battle' was against young odile HAD loudly declared she was willing to die for 'you weirdos' soooo#Ah to be young unhinged and realised people CAN love you despite that...and that apparently this is reason to commit a murder to AVOID#...if i had a nickle for everytime i wrote a odile looping au where she tried to murder herself#i'd have two nickles#which isn't a lot but ect ect#this one is WAY more serious with it tho lol#my art#like a wheel ever turning au
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THIS THING IS SCUUUFFED AS HELL & ITS ALSO THE BEST THING I HAVE ANIMATED THUS FAR. IM SO IN LOVE WITH EMIZEL. JUST WISH I GAVE HIM MORE STUPID TATTOOS. NEXT TIME THO. NEXT TIME. I ALSO LOVE VEX&VIV SOOOO MUCH. charlies flavor of Deranged is my FAVORITE!!
#cw gore#jrwi fanart#THE SQUIRMING IMAGE#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#ACTULY FINISHED THIS A WHILE AGO. kept going back n forth between trying to work on it more or call it done#in the end i chose DONE!! i worked on this for a full day n a half. NO idea what possesed me but it is NOT happenin again anytime soon#i shall do better NEXT TIME!! in the meantime tho OH MY GOOOOOD WHO WANTS TO SCREAM ABT THE SUCKENING WITH ME#THE FUCKINNN THE FUCKIN THING WITH VEX N VIV BEING THE SHADOW LEADERS OF THE FANGS/DEMONS#OH MMYY GOOOODDD THATS THEIR LIL MEAT GENERATOR... THTS SO FUCKED UP AND COOL UUUGHHH I LOVE THEM...#THEIR FLAVORE IS SO WONDERFUL. I LOOOVE HOW SILLY THEY ARE. MAKING PUNS WHILE PULLIN A SCREAMING VICTIM APART#vex n his lil fashiony art workshop and viv n her sterile n clean doctors office#i bet she doesnt even HAVE a medical liscense. it would be funny if vex did tho. could u imagine#they main MEDIC in tf2 together. viv is the battlemedic while vex only pocket medics for her. COULD U IMAGINE#guh i could go on abt these two forever n ever n ever i LOVE THEMM i gotta draw em more....#OH ALSO before i run outa room. i should say. i took inspiration from a tf2 animation called POOTIS ENGAGED#the animator. Ceno0. uses black bars in the action sequences in SUCH A COOL WAYYY everytime i watch that video i feel inspired#oneday ill make more complex fight scenes... one day....#in the meantime UGHHH I LOVE THE SUCKENING SO MUUUCH CAN I JUST FUCKIN SAAAYY THAT I THINK EMIZEL IS A SMART COOKIE!!#THESE PPL FUCKING FEAR HIM NOW!!! 'SHAMIA SHAMI' IS NOW THEIR MORTAL ENEMY!! POWERFUL ILLUSIONIST. CANT DIE.#THAT PART AT THE END THERE WHERE HE FUCKIN. KILLS HIMSELF INFRONTA THEM. THATS SO AWESOME. THATS SO METAL. AND THEN HE COMES BACK!!#I WATCHED EP 7 ASWELL BUT I WONT SPOIL IT HERE. BUT OMYGOD. EMIZEL IS SO COOL AND CAPABLE N SMART N FUNNY N UGHHHHHH I LOVE HIMMMMM#OKAY THATS MY RAMBLE FOR THE DAY THANKYOU FOR READING. I READ ALL TAGS SO YOU SHOULD RAMBLE TOO. IF YOU WANT. IF YOU CAN.
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everytime sunghoon wins a rugby match he pulls at his jersey and jumps with his friends, sweat clinging to his hair and gleaming over his perfect skin. he’s so attractive when he’s victorious, a knowing smirk as he hears the intercom announce yet another smashing win. and yet through all the noise, through the pats on the back and the itch of the padding, he sees you near, jumping to your friend in a jersey identical to his—you’re wearing his old jersey with 12 to represent december, and the number on his to represent your birthmonth.
and the kiss after? oh, you’d kiss him no matter how gross he is. park sunghoon with a smirk and your number on his jersey is a man you are lucky to call yours.
#hey so i might die#i keep thinking abt like#hes on stage rocking out to the music n shit#HES SO FINE OMFG HELLO#can i have him.#like when he rocks his head#MAKE SOME FUCKING NOOSEEEEEEE#god pregame#‘hey ill treat us to dinner if i win’#you pout#‘but you always treat me’#‘do i always treat you or do i happen to win everytime?’#OMFG#NEED NEED NEED#SESATE ME RB#SEDATE#ME.#ren den#sunghoon x reader#park sunghoon x reader#enhypen x reader
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the idea that all of rvb could still just be some guys in their mid to late 20s playing halo together makes me giddy
#not art#rvb#i really like rvb...#they make me so happy <3#very much the same vain of that psa#tucker sticking it through a game he hates even when he could just leave but probably just locks in everytime that he loses track of time#grif and simmons probably being roommates hence the splitscreen#sarge just... sounding that old and being 29 cause its funny#maybe still in his old job and this is just how he relax#by playing with slightly younger ppl in halo and trying to get them to die#donut probably misses these games cause hes doing weird shit like hiring himself at a company#and cause theres no other person to play blue so its always 3v3#maybe caboose just joined once and just got adopted in#they all got a weird thing going on within the whole group#they hate each other but refuse to play with anyone else#tucker and church especially#church probably adds in its cause everyone are more annoying and tucker is the most tolerable (he likes him
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every morning 4am this is what i see when i wake
#snap shots#woah…. rare irl photo…#i has a funny blurred pic that just makes me think of like. some kinda shoegsze album cover for some reason djdjWODJSJ#anywaydjKWKJA#stop staring at me with them big ol eyes#i got him Ever ago bur i wanted to shaew him tonight … i just changed the batteries in my candles …#it still looks like i sleep in a dungeon but thats ok Look At Him#whenever im feeling lost or down i pull him out of my pocket and hear him tell me to stop fucking around and focus#i stare into his eyes and i feel immediate shame and Stop Fucking Around immediately#works everytime …#the plush set this comes from is so funny cause its like scott jean logan#and then this freaks just there too. like nawww why is erik the bus driver all of a sudden#the day theres a lil charles plushie ill actually ascend to the high heavens PLEASE#you CANNOT separate them :((#anyways … i sleep now … with this little weirdo watching me#i cant say he’ll protect me from bad dreams but he’ll at least be a witness if i die during one so thats nice#good night team !!! i dont wanna do my presentation tomorrow ………#also im lyin. im gonna doodle a lil then sleep …#gettin a drawing tablet was the worst thing i coulda done i cannot put it down fjOWJSSJSK#ok byebye ….. prob wont post anymore tonight at least ….#so we can act like im sleeping 😏 and yet erik also acts as a witness to my lies 😔 a travesty….
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watching a completely unrelated ytp and theres a tadc reference in here. thank you dathings this is everything
#whenever im just watching a video like normal and i see tadc im filled with such sudden joy that i die but then immediately get better#it was a very silly joke too its the forklift one#idk if dathings has put any references in other ones if she has i havent sseen that i need to catch up#either way. smiles joyfullhy..... thank you dathings.......#everytime i see hwat has utterly consumed my mind while im doing smth completely unrelated#its everything to me it brightens my day....#i mean todays been find it just gives any day at least a 15.4% increase in brightness#ALSO the little art she used for their faces is so cute it makes me wanna cry#theyre so geometric...#geometric styles are one of my favorites
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Been having awful mental health weeks and can't even book a pysch appointment because their phone lines aren't working

#i feel like shit and theres nothing i can do about it.#im tired from work and instead of doing anything that makes me happy im crying in bed#i feel like i can be just on the verge of waking into the intersection and no one notices. world keeps on spinning.#people keep going not noticing im not there. i just wish i could finally be happy but everytime i tjink im doing okay im reminded of#of my crushing loneliness. i dont want to die -i just wish i was never born in the first place#i dont need to /talk/ bc what is there to say that i havwnt whinged ahout 500 times. i wish i didnt care. i wish i didnt feel these things.#all i do is complain -change nothing and then complain nothings changed. i want to matter to people around me but i feel like i#get proven time and time again that i just.#am a small insignificant insect
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was gonna save this one for later posting with other doodles but I'm really happy with this one so i couldnt keep it to myself( ;∀;) so here's alice in wonderland yuu!!! my cchild
#re:kinder#rekinder#yuuichi mizuoka#fanart#parun#my art#everytime i came back to continue working on this one it was very hard not to bawl my eyes out#something about drawing yuu with such an innocent joy considering his story and how it ends made me so devastated#so as i drew this one i was tryna to make calculations goofy reasons as to why he did not die#there's this one post in parun's blog journal where he roughly said he could not imagine yuu havin a happy ending#i think about it alot#what a good game#anyway i drew him wearing Alice's dress due to this one line where he mentions her ingame#comparin himself to her in a set of lines that are more articulate than anything i could ever write#nothing to do its just i find it really amusing how this fictional 2nd grader effortlessly writes poetry how he describes imagery#all while simultaneously broadcasting these thoughts somehow telepathically to another child#he's he's gifted just. wow. ate and left no crumbs#but im gettin sidetracked ive found that drawing yuu in dresses is very therapeutic#as you can tell by that this is not the only doodle of that but you will see it when i feel i have collected enough goofy doodles to post em#drawing yuu in general is already something therapeutic in it of itself yet it somehow managed to best itself#do i understand how they work ?!?!?!? no i dont understand how they work but. hehe funny frills go weeeeeeee☺️☺️☺️#i feel like this one twitter post that was something like “that one moot who changes pfp to every new image of their favorite character”#i just keep changing my pfp to whatever doodle im really happy with of yuu its so funny
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I -... LIN IS ROCKING THIS STYLE TOO HARD OMG I HAD TO DRAW HER!
#OLD MEN CAMEO YESS#theres something so funny about sweet little elise wearing that bulky black gas mask that makes me burst out laughing everytime i see it#insidious#specs and tucker#specs insidious#tucker insidious#i will die for that man#elise rainier#lin shaye#not saw
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like imagine Cole and Jay just having a casual conversation at some point right before the upcoming day of the departed (after crystalised) and they're just randomly thinking about death.
"Isn't it kinda weird that some of us have died so many times."
"You've all died once, you just don't remember."
"What about you?"
"I haven't. Guess the universe has never gotten around to me. "
"Heh, maybe it has something really special planned for you."
No, it just won't let me die. Believe me I've tried.
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(also this specific thing is playing over the scene)
#Jay angst i guess#Image it's like the middle of the night and they're sitting on cliff for sceneary purposes#ninjago skybound#this quickly devolved into skybound angst#can you tell I have the animatic idea but just can't draw it right now and need to express it#I'm just saying we can also add little flashes of everyone dying in prime empire while we're at it#We can also just have shots of all the times he's alone and has become the last man standing#like it happens only twice but it gets me everytime that that's one of his main themes because otherwise he is a very codependant character#like you leave him alone he gains a reserve team; a fan club; a cult. He is never truely alone until he is at his lowest#granted you could say being alone is what makes it his lowest#one more thing#when he says he wanted to die I'm thinking specifically it's whenever Nya has. Boom extra Jaya angst#ninjago#jay walker#ninjago jay#ninjago cole
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Fic writers are a gift to humankind & should be appreciated more.
#did i ever state it#i feel like i must have#but for good measure#THEY'RE A GIFT TO HUMANKIND!!!#i adore them so much you don't understand#they grab my heartstrings and GRIP#and i die#everytime#and then get resurrected by the loveliness of having imprinted such beauty into my heart#like i still can't wrap my head around the fact such people exist#and by the way - i am not being dramatic#i am being completely serious when i say i adore them to death#what they do impacts me a lot#(ps. I am talking about EVERY fic writer I have ever expressed my adoration of their fic towards - you know who you are)#i rambled too much in these tags i should have just put this in the post itself this is messy#okay i am finished with being embarassingly emotional goodnight#ps. ps.#THEY'RE A GIFT TO HUMANKIND!!#<- maybe I'll use this tag whenever i make another fic rec list it seems appropriate#okay now for real goodnight
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you ever think about how tim never got the chance to come out to jack, janet and dana. how they raised that boy, taught him to be himself, to make him the man he is right now, and yet they will never know.
#batman#tim drake#dc comics#robin#jack drake#janet drake#dana winters#they make me so ill i wanna die everytime
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