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again, and again, and again
#artists on tumblr#fanart#one piece#one piece fanart#trafalgar d law#trafalgar law#don quixote rosinante#don quixote corazon#heart pirates#penguin#shachi#bepo#let me use angst it’s my coping mechanism rn#mint archives ; art
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I want it back / I drag its dead weight forward.
#Better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#digital art#This was a style experimentation doodle that took on a life of its own.#In a way it is a great example of 'beautiful failure'. The original goal was to try a pure black and white contrast piece.#Which I very much failed at doing. Not quite ready for that! However what this turned into is something I like a lot!#Different but in a way that really pushed me as an artist. A little less simple; a little more proportional.#I was also recently thinking about LWJ's grieving that we only catch glimpses of.#LWJ grieved his first love for 13 years. His love that was never reciprocated.#He chose to dedicate his heart to that mourning and most painfully of all - he did so knowing there was no end to that grief.#Wei Wuxian comes back to life in MDZS but that is an exception. Not the expectation.#He was dead. Not missing. Not 'maybe in hiding'. He was dead and his spirit unreachable.#Jiang Cheng went forwards with denial but LWJ takes that grief on. He copes by continuing to carry the weight with him.#Let me be clear. Neither are healthy approaches. It is a way to cope but it does not mean that is healing or healthy.#Grief is loved transformed but it is also about endurance and letting go. Grief can change you. You can also change your grief.#It isn't a good or evil thing to experience. It is just an experience.
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i love putting dragon in Situations <3
BIG FAN of the ‘dragon is xebec’s son’ but i can’t decide if i like it in a funny way or a sad way 😭. do you think dragon thought he’d lose his father’s love if he knew he was taken in by a marine. do you think he mourned garp’s favor when he also failed to be a ‘good man’ and turned to revolution, that he wasted garp’s life efforts in saving a child from evil and a life lead to a death sentence. do you think dragon grieves that he managed to disappoint both his fathers. do you think that when he held luffy for the first time he realized he was no different then xebec, that he’d condemned his child to the stake for the crime of existence, a life of loneliness if he lived, a forced marine career and shackled dreams from his only ‘relative’. hey man what if i cried real hard abt it
#god i dont ask much#just one (1) dragon centric fic one shot where he Copes with things#it will never happen and for that i weep#probably definitely not canon but i like to imagine xebec as an Ok father#dudes not great but like 😭 let dragon have a good parent in his life#this au to me is literally ‘at first i loled but then i serioused’. i cant be trusted to have nice dragon thoughts#this au probably exists for the powerscalers BUT I DONT CARE IM RECLAIMING IT FOR THE THEMATICAL VALUES#THE INHERENT DRAMA#AURGHHHHHHHH#monkey d garp#monkey d dragon#one piece#my art!!
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Pelican town
#it was a headache piecing together the whole map. but i think i got it#time to draw the rest of the map🥹🥹#thanks to the peeps who let me complain#live laugh complain#still gotta figure out the trainstation#stardew valley#stardew cope#sdv
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masochist gojo. gojo who's in love with pain, so much that it feels like pleasure, he can barely distinguish between the two anymore.
gojo who's so starved for touch. who's had an infinite space between himself and the whole world for so long, for so many years, every day in and day out.
gojo who's survived off glancing presses when a barista hands him a coffee, the rare hug from his students (who are mostly orphans) that he can't bring himself to decline.
gojo who craves more but can't bring himself to accept it except in fleeting moments with strangers or students.
his hands that long to be held. he wants it so bad that he teases a cursed spirit, laces his fingers with its own, right before he utterly crushes the being in battle, untouchable all over again.
gojo whose skin is hungry for someone else's. he hasn't felt the warmth of a hand in his own in so long. not since - since his youth.
gojo who sometimes wishes he could get hit. who sees the impact of curse techniques on his infinity and feels a wild, strange desire for them to go straight through and strike him.
he imagines it, vividly, being impaled by a long spear (inverted spear) that goes straight through him. how it would lance his flesh so cleanly.
being struck so hard, across the face, in the stomach, enough to knock the wind out of him.
enough to feel it with his whole body.
gojo who wants to be touched so bad he doesn't even care if it hurts anymore. infinity couldn't protect him from geto's betrayal.
gojo who keeps infinity up not because he doesn't want to get hit, but because he's terrified of what he might do when it happens.
gojo who got hard whenever geto sparred with him. he still doesn't know if it was because of geto, or because he had no infinity back then, no way to block the strikes.
he dreams of his youth. bruises littering his pale, pretty form like kisses, proof that he was human, there, that there was someone who could reach him.
dark purple things that turned pretty colors as they healed. he remembers pressing into them, relishing the hurt, feeling like he was getting hit (touched, reached, connected) all over again.
nothing ever touches him again. not like that. not like anything.
he never feels it. he never feels anything.
satoru gojo who wants, so very very badly, to feel something.
pain is a choice for him, always a choice. he alone has the privilege of deciding whether or not anything can touch him.
he could try to let more strangers touch him. one night stands, discreet arrangements. he had a pretty face and a body to match. there was no shortage of willing partners.
he lets them touch him, lets them hurt him. lets them drool over his body and use it at their leisure. they tell him he's beautiful, and he believes them.
white hair, blue eyes, sprawled out with a lean, unmarred body full of bare flesh for them to bite and scratch and bruise. he finds people who will do it, do it hard, fuck him up until he's lost entirely in the feeling of being touched, having someone against him, with him, above him.
it makes him feel like a piece of meat. it makes him feel good.
or he thinks it does, anyways.
sometimes, when he's gone particularly long without sleep, when his partner has gone particularly hard, he gets a real rush.
heart racing out of his chest. a cold sweat that overwhelms him. breaths coming in labored gasps. he can heal himself, he's physically fine, so this must all be in his head.
he acknowledges that information, distantly, like it's not happening to him. it doesn't help.
it feels like part of his body has been ripped away from him, something vital and important, and it's about to get up and run away.
always, always, it happens when his partner is no longer touching him. when he lays alone in the sheets, by his own volition, because of course these partners are not meant to be attachments.
love is not a privilege, though, not for the strongest sorcerer. it's a curse.
it's the only curse which infinity cannot protect him from.
so gojo stays untouchable. distant.
but the hunger doesn't go away. never.
he likes to imagine that suguru swallowed this one last curse before he died. something sweet and bitter, like losses at the arcade, sunny days at the beach, walking together with shoko, nanami, haibara.
but even suguru couldn't have absorbed this curse. it's in his bones, deep, longing and wanting even after he's dead and gone.
gojo is hungry. he is so, so hungry. and he has nothing to eat that will not leave him just as empty as before.
touch-starved. love-starved. pain-craving.
if someone could hurt him then it wouldn't matter that he was terrified of attachment. they could latch onto him, into his heart, under his skin. bury themselves in his chest like they belonged.
they could kill a hundred and twelve people and it wouldn't matter, because he wouldn't be able to kill them.
gojo is hungry, so hungry.
please feed him.
#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen gojo#satoru gojo#gojo smut#gojo character study (?)#touch-starved gojo MY LOVE#i refuse to believe this gojo is not canon#light stsg but when is a gojo fic NOT hinting at stsg#gojo x geto#gojo x jogo? less unlikely than you think#okay i lied he doesn't REALLY want to fuck jogo - he's just really really pathetic#gojo is just a silly little guy but he is actually a sad clown who annoys people to avoid emotional intimacy#tw: mental health#gojo is coping and he is coping POORLY#it's building up to gojo x reader but that would be a lot for a piece i wrote in thirty minutes so it ends here (for now?)#stay tuned for masochist sukvna because let me tell you. ALL my favorite men are masochists. thats simply canon i dont make the rules#he's begging you please hurt him. please show him he can touch another human being. please remind him he's real.#tw: panic attack
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peak scorpio behavior ♏
#bro really claimed first mate and then made it his life's mission to know what the captain needs#scorpio zoro#one piece live action#zolu#zoro and Luffy#one piece#btw I'm not a star signs expert#the scorpios often get labeled possessive and territorial#very rarely acknowledged for how intensely loyal they can be#maybe I'm just coping with my zolu feels#I just love them ok#let me cope#no one piece character more intensely loyal than zoro#mackenyu himself is a scorpio so our opla zoro is DOUBLY scorpio#man i wish a scorpio was obsessed with me too#i'm pisces aries i'd be able to vibe w the besties
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Alright…..who put gender in the octopus….
#splatoon#acht mizuta#dedf1sh#acht splatoon#goober art#I still think it’s crazy how Acht has like 9999999 tags#like bro#I am NOT putting allat!!!#oh wait#calf1sh#bc it’s slay#(let me cope in piece)#(like wdym they don’t have 9999 canon interactions?)#Anygays#go listen to some Walking Intrusive Thought#just any song rlly#and uh#yea#have a good
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Current status:
#vimse's nonsense#i have a crazy amount of school work to do for the rest of the year#honestly very stressed out about that#so i'm doing the only appropriate coping mechanism for my generation#which is to make memes about my problems#🙃#i will find time to draw every day but i can't commit to big pieces that will take a lot of time and effort#those usually get me into a hyperfocused mode where i ignore all my life responsibilities#for days#which can't be happening now#let's say i'm going into low energy mode#art-wise#i hope thats okay
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alright chat . it's time for "dissecting the inherent tragedy of transformers: botbots and the relationships in them":
toxic doomed yuri edition ( referring to these two ↑ )
(yes, i made this picmix myself 4 this. i have no regrets. also no tl;dr because you guys NEED to read this)
something i want y'all to understand is that it is Not about the idea that spud wasn't loved. he was VERY much loved by everyone, ESPECIALLY burgertron.
the whole point is that he sabotaged himself in the process of ruining someone else's life, someone who valued him and his word above others. he and burgertron BOTH let their ego get in the way of their personal lives, the only difference is that burgertron at least had the dignity to swallow his pride and apologise when it mattered most.
He gave spud a second chance because he loved him. because he recognised that he does deserve redemption, and above all else, he wants spud to know he cares, even if that means he'll never see him again, or they'll never be friends. (Even in light of the "sidekick" comment, i genuinely don't think he held any inherent malice in that statement. even if burgs was an egotist, he still loved him.)
the worst thing burgertron did in their relationship was be unaware, and im sure that despite his ego, he never meant for spud to get hurt. that's why he went out of his way to protect him, when he couldve just stood there and let spud get put on the back of a truck to never be seen again. it would have been easy.
but he didn't. he did the hard thing. the Right thing. he stood up for someone who never did the same for him.
Spud Was Loved. Spud Is loved. and sometimes love isn't going to look pretty, or manifest in holding hands and cuddling, and it isn't all rainbows and sunshine. it can hurt. it can be letting go of someone who you hurt by accident, who you never meant to harm, but it happened anyways because you made the fatal mistake of being oblivious.
And that's what Burgertron did. he let Spud go, because he understood they both needed time to heal on their own terms. regardless of if he's mad at him or not, he does still harbor positive feelings for him, and he stood up for him during times he probably shouldn't have. If he ACTUALLY hated spud, he wouldn't have stuck his neck out for him at bot prom. or believe spud when he was lying through his teeth in the games.
And that's what makes them so tragic. perhaps in another world, another life, they'd have been Actual good friends, who truly stuck by each other. maybe things would have been different.
But we'll never know that now, will we?
#botbots tag 🏪#tf botbots#botbots#transformers botbots#media analysis#character analysis#picmix#gif warning#burgertron#spud muffin#they make me feel SHRIMP emotions you dobt GET IT#they were DOOMED from the start not of their own volition but because of other people deciding what their roles were going to be#and they obviously coped with that in their own very different ways that clashed with one another!!!!!!#but despite all of that burgertron is still WILLING to pick up the pieces if it means spud is going to be ok#because it's not about his ego or fame anymore. it's about how much he loves his friends even if their dynamic is soured#their breakup was messy and awful and resulted in a lot of pain#but he's not going to let his anger get the best of him: he WANTS spud to get better#he wants HIMSELF to get better#i want season 2 so fucking bad holy shit PLEASE#the themes of loss and growth are so important in this show it has just hit me#FUCKKKKKKK#im gonna be insane about this forever
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good morning. thinking again of juve and her dog
#oreste garifalle save me. save me oreste garifalle (he cannot even save himself)#i just.. man its so over. by the time they encounter each other juve is the worst shes ever been & oreste doesnt yet know he could be better#so. sure. juve needs to gather the pieces of herself back up and double down on her coping mechanisms but not thinking at all about whats#happened to her/how she was affected by it and by instead fixating on someone elses problems. she needs to offer drive and direction to#another in order to feel more in control of herself#and luckily for her unluckily for himself. by the time she finds him. oreste is only Just stumbling out of a gothic pseudoincest nightmare#in which all of his own wants and desires have been very deliberately placed on a shelf higher than he can reach and hes all too eager#to accidentally replicate previous dynamics (dog) with someone new#so. tldr. juve needs to control/'fix' someone and oreste as of yet only knows how to be controlled/molded in anothers image#which would already be so bad except to top it off. juve is steadily fucking losing it. due to the repression crimes#and even as she tries to distance herself from the emotional aftermath of what she went through. it bleeds into the way she treats oreste#instead. like.#her base level dehumanization of him would already be bad but. as is. in the way it finds her.#juve completely lacks the finesse or grace or awareness to approach it as she normally would#so she instead traps them both in this horrible codependent situation where her 'fixing' oreste mostly involves her going oh! i know!#your problem is that youre not in touch with your anger right? you should be angry about what those guys did to you but youre not rigjt??#so!! easy fix!! lets just get you angry!!!#<- girl who is not entirely wrong but has also never processed any of her own anger a day in her life and Will be projecting#<- girl who will treat you both as a metaphor/extension of herself but Also as a recreation of the previous dynamic she was in with an#excessively angry individual#<- girl who decides the best way to put you in touch with your anger again is by. repeatedly triggering you until you protest#essentially bending your finger back and waiting to see which will come first. you letting it break or begging her to stop#and oreste is always too deeply traumatized and overwhelmed to do anything but let it break. so.#notnow#juve mizani#oreste garifalle#one of my favorite scenes i have planned for them is her making oreste relay what his abuser (kai) looked like. in detail.#as a skinshifter herself.#you see where this is going.#you should send me asks about them btw. if you want. also if you dont
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“Izzy will be a ghost hunting Stead’s and Ed’s inn” this,
“Buttons is a witch and he will bring izzy back to life” that,
No...
Buttons isekai’ed Izzy to the One piece live action universe and now he is a father figure to the strawhat pirates , that's my headcanon
#ofmd#ofmd s2#one piece#one peice live action#izzy hands#ofmd izzy#one piece nami#one piece luffy#one piece zoro#one piece sanji#one piece usopp#monkey d. luffy#our flag means death#ofmd season 2#ofmd buttons#stede bonnet#edward teach ofmd#gentlebeard#edward teach#plz let me cope in the stupidest way possible
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#it’s not smut or anything I’m just really happy with how this piece is turning out#you know it’s getting good when you start feeling like you’ve made a big mistake and it’s too late to fix it#<= coping#reaction image goes to mimimno on twitter#hold on.. I am cooking#🧑🍳#mmyummy#guys let me cook#let me cook I swear I’ll be normal#I swear I won’t put any freak seasoning in there#it’s lietpru btw#I mean it’s violence but that’s lietpru in a nutshell#I swear to god I sat down going time to finally draw that robul I’ve been thinking about!#and then immediately failed#foiled again 😔
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can i uhhh gwt a loan of $5000 please
#let me minimalisw my payments from the $150 it is to $50 a wk or wtv.#hell ill even settle for $75 tbh .#bc i have no issue paying shit off. i can do it. but .#also off topic but i did . some dish washing today#it was 3 pieces of cutlery a cup and 2 bowls but . progress.#i woke up at like 11am feeling the deoths of despair and decided to nap all day. ive been Awake#awake for maybe an hour ? or two???#and im trying tocget the strength to fucming shower. bc ik itll make me feel better#but im so sick of feeling depressed man. i docall#i forget that . this isnt smth i can rlly Fix. its smth i just have to learn to manage and cope with but if i dont wanna#throw a tantrum everytume i wake up wity a storm cloud over my brain and thr grey feeling tintign my senses....#fr abt to just quit my job#takw mt final paycheck and book it as far as $300 in fuel will take me#only issue is my tires fucked. i cannot suppirt ymself properly without 2 companies on my ass for debt#and as impulsive as i wanna be abt this if i dont think this through i will end up jobless and homeless#which i refuse 💜
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Not to be the most thirsty asexual ever but I just found out that Taika used to have a tongue piercing and I think now I’m pregnant
#taika waititi#asexual#no sex but please just let me stare at you bby girl#he has my heart#i’m so terrible at coping right now#first the#ofmd#news and now I learn this new piece of information#edward teach#blackbeard
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does anyone have too much money and wants to gift me very specific photocards for christmas this year
#I’m going through a crisis here#someone stop me from fucking buying pieces of cardboard#my coping mechanism comes in form of flippin paper rectangles!!!!! Help!!!!!!#how did I let this happen!!!!
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on one hand I am very glad that ketamine therapy has been helpful for my severe depression and anxiety and ptsd and whatever else is going on up there, and I’m grateful that it’s available to me as part of my treatment plan
on the other hand I’m not a huge fan of the payment for that help being a 50/50 chance every time of having a bad trip that unlocks some deep scary part of my psyche and then having to address all of that in therapy until the next trip
#starlight personal#ketamine has saved my life and also scares the fuck out of me tbh#like I went into this trip being all ‘love and kindness gotta be nice to myself’ and it went ‘yes BUT -‘#and shoved me off a cliff into years and years of repressed existential anxiety and reminded me that I’ve had that since I was Very Small#bro please I just want to not off myself I don’t need to be unpacking deep childhood trauma rn I’m trying to buy a house#how am I supposed to buy a house when I now have to grapple with Deep Pain being brought to light#I was going to talk about house anxiety in therapy this week but that has now been derailed for -#I Am Terrified of the Universe and Always Have Been and Do Not Know How to Cope With This When It’s Not Repressed#and I do truly believe if it came up in treatment that it means it’s time to deal with it and learn to handle it#but like…….. I would’ve liked to be asked#not just thrown into the scariest psychedelic trip of my life and then left to pick up the pieces#anyway this is all to say that I’m once again cursing my genetics for not letting SSRIs work and leaving me with psychedelic woo-woo shit#like what do you mean I can’t take a pill and ignore some of this deeper shit what do you MEAN I have to face it#ketamine is very I Will Shine a Light on the Things You Have Hidden Whether You like It Or Not For Your Own Good#thank you I guess but right now I’m a bit grumpy about it#on the brightside I am hopefully going to be less depressed for the next two months until it wears off again so we love that!!!#hahahaaaaaaaaaa it’s fine we’ll be fine this will be good for me in the long run#what’s peace like I wonder I’ve certainly never known it
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