#(insane series of tags for dance moms but ok)

[kait16xo]

Dance Moms: A New Era: Thoughts (Episode 10/S1 Finale)

I FINALLY GET TO SEE THE NATIONALS GROUP AS GOD INTENDED LETS GOOOOO!!

Excitement aside, I have to issue a MASSIVE trigger warning for death (specifically drug related/fentanyl linked deaths). This is not a light episode, so watch it at your own risk. And with someone you love and trust if you feel you cannot watch this episode alone.

They also talk about Lorena Bobbitt which is gruesome but kinda discussed less somberly so take that as you will

Spoilers under the cut :) if there’s another season I’ll be recapping it for sure

* Oh shit we’re right where we left off

* “Her cousin overdosed” WHY IS ASHLAN MAKING ME SAD A MINUTE IN 😭 oh I just wanna hug my girl

* BULLSHIT PLACEMENT FOR AUDREY. BULLSHIT.

* Mina should’ve been on the top actually 🤷🏻‍♀️ no hate to Gina but didn’t she underperform according to Glo?? 🤨

* Glo has a good point but isn’t pyramid supposed to be based on the previous episode? Not the whole season??

* I’m so ready for Ashlan to show Glo tf up

* Oh interesting 🌝 Kaeli’s back

* Now I’m not the biggest empath but I don’t think Audrey’s as big of a fan of Gina 💀

* WHY WOULD THE DIRECTOR OF THE COMPETITION TEXT GLO SAYING THEY WERE CRYING AND THEN AGREE THAT THEY SHOULD BE?? Didn’t know Lifetime’s roster of child abusers worked directly for Starpower now

* Audrey throwing them under the bus mad quick 💀 not much of a team player despite comforting Gina 🤨

* I know NO ONE was expecting Ashlan to be the lead, but given she has experience with the topic she deserves that opportunity to grieve. I’m rooting for her.

* Y’all are seriously still going to grill on Ashlan for having a lead when she has an emotional connection to the story 🤨 jealousy is a disease

* Putting them in a body bag quicker based on how much they underperform feels like some morbid sacrifice lol

* Ope- there goes Bellatrix

* Roxce baby…not right now. Back it up a notch. Like, a lot of notches

* Kaeli’s just like “well shit…I missed a lot”

* “Can I go to the bathroom now?” Audrey you comedic timing diva

* It’s nice to see Glo have fun amidst a grueling nationals practice

* BELLATRIX DOING THE JOJO DANCE WAS SOMETHING I DIDN’T EXPECT BAHAHA

* Roxce gives some good pep talks

* And then there’s Min trying to get a tired Mina to do crunches

* CANDY JOY AND CANDY SWEETS GETTING THEIR OWN LOWER THIRD IS SO FUCKING FUNNY BAHAHAH

* I agree so hard with Lisa and Leslie. Audrey knows how to perform 100%

* Almost 298 is an incredible score especially for a junior solo (in reference to Ave Maria)

* Every time I hear this music (I See Red) I think of 50 shades idk why

* Min and Jing talking shit in their native tongue took me clean out

* Oh scissorhands gloves where tf have I seen these before? :/

* Bella is so pretty

* Gina’s story works well for her but I’m not feeling this solo just yet

* I feel like I’m gonna sound racist but why are the only two Asian moms so insufferably hard on their kids? Like I get you’re trying to help but can you let them do things on their own please? The other moms seem a lot more chill (and then Lisa is just…Lisa)

* “Are you perfect?” “I’m not” “Then why do you expect me to be perfect?” SPEAK ON IT GINA 🗣️

* Well, at least Jing is *attempting* to comfort Gina. Definitely awkward though LOL

* Aww Ava’s here with Jeanette :) also I love that the throwback clip didn’t have that fuckass blue filter on it

* I’m the same age now that Ava’s brother was when

* I hope the person who gave Devon the pill is in fucking prison rotting. Ava was only 18 and SHE found her brother dead. That’s fucked.

* Ashlan needs to stop making me tear up. The hug between her and Ava is such a beautiful bonding moment between girls and dancers of different generations

* Only I’d go from tearing up to giggling at Gina and Audrey being goobers

* Ashlan morning breathing on her mom LMAO

* “Audrey why do you think you’re gonna win?” “Because I’m great” oop-

* Audrey girl I wouldn’t throw stones in glass houses regarding back tucks

* Audrey’s so mature looking for her age. I never realized how tall she was either.

* Oh Audrey’s contacts are CUNTYYYYY

* It feels so weird hearing Audrey’s legal name LOL

* “That was cool as shit!” Me, like several times during Audrey’s solo

* I could never be a competition judge because all these poor kids would hear is “that was cool do it again”

* Oh Audrey’s “one girl” was def Gina cmon now

* Gina’s such a good technical dancer

* Gina did really good but she probably could’ve brought more emotion—I agree.

* They think Audrey is the clear winner but I think both were on the money

* Tammi hasn’t lost her shit this bad since like e2. Holy fuck.

* “Jing and Tammi are both dumb bitch” based as fuck Min. This scene is literally saved to my camera roll

* It’s okay maybe one day Lisa will learn there is no point talking to her child before she goes out to dance. Not today, but someday

* Having the moms write their kids names on the bags is DARK. No mother should have to even THINK about losing her child

* We sure hope these girls and moms have the best setting spray on the market 💀

* I forgot Min’s son passed. Way to make this poor woman grieve again.

* Ava’s hair is so pretty

* You could hear a pin drop in that auditorium if Ashlan’s crying was THAT loud. Absolutely impeccable performance

* Ashlan acted the fuck out of that. It would be Glo’s loss to cut her after that.

* BROTHA?? 5TH?!

* And Gina didn’t even place? Are these judges mentally present??

* Okay so the judges remembered how to do their fucking jobs for the group thank god lol

* I feel like a proud mom for Ashlan. Watching her grow as a person and a dancer and GLO FINALLY GIVING THIS KID SOME PRAISE!! This is my daughter now sorry Lisa

* “I beat Gina!” Girl u got 5th pipe down

* I’m sorry does Tammi have Audrey’s contacts in the confessional? LMAO

* “But we’re still proud of Gina bc she worked her butt off!” That’s a team player right there

* Bella and Ashlan doing their lil jumpy jump aww

* I just know Ashlan’s lil soul is BEAMINGGGG good for her

* So we don’t even get to see who come back this season?? Rude

[eddiestattoos]

Smallville chronicles part 62 (Chloe's chronicles pun very much intended. But no I've never seen them) warning, there's a lot going on. Fortune. You get me. Carry on

Oh boy its lionel

"Rumours of my death have been greatly exaggerated" LIONEL YOU LITERALLY DIED 3 YEARS AGO YOU WERE SHOVED OFF A ROOF YOU FOOL

"What. No hug for your long lost daddy" I'll give E2 Lionel one thing. He amuses

The way Chloe is just laying on top of, admiring Oliver as he sleeps. I used to not like her all that much (way back in like season 1 and 2) now I want what she's got

Did I really just say that? Oh boy I've officially lost it

Also love that they've set up their bed in the middle of watchtower

Wait so uh, watchtower was bought by Jimmy. Lol this isn't weird at all

I'm going to stop because you know. I'm insane

I could take quotes from this Chloe Ollie bed scene but I'd be quoting the entire damn thing so I'll just leave it

Go mama K!!

Mama K??

Martha really just ripped off her sling

Chloe considers Martha as her mom!!

Oliver's non green arrow undercover outfit

Lois trying to make sure her muffins get noticed

"Lois. Don't worry. I've been impressed with you for years"

"That is so low rent and so rebel"

"Well what father doesnt want to make his son happy" he says after Lex tells him killing him was the greatest moment of his life

Chloe's outfit 😂

"That explains the smell of old spice and young ambition"

"I just need you to hack into a couple national news websites" "how many?" "All of them"

"You're a convicted felon" oh but so are you Lionel

"Well snow dad's been a little frosty lately right? Maybe we should figure out a different way to get that genie back in the bottle"

Mama K defending her son!!

"How can you be so good Clark?"

The way Clark whipped Lionel across the ground after pulling him from the mansion

The Luthor mansion burning to the ground was not something I expected to see ever

Lois and Chloe taking their stand against the vra!!!

"You have no idea how much you mean to people Clark Kent" my heart!!

"I saw me, I mean Clark Kent, disguised with glasses and a bad haircut"

Mama bear Tess!

Ok well.... that's peachy

"Look Clark. I want to plan this wedding as much as I wanna jump off of a building"

"Please tell me you didn't hop across the pond for a gallon of milk" "what makes you think I'd be in England?" Clark you're standing on Big Ben

"That better be some damn good milk Smallville" "Smallville. I must be in trouble"

"I think Oliver Queen would be an absolute fool to let someone like you get away" there is not a single Chlollie scene I don't enjoy

"I feel like I can't believe you did this to my jacket" I mean yeah it's terrible but it's somehow better

"You are going global now, which is awesome quite frankly"

"Why don't I just save you the trouble and superspeed out all on my own, ok. Whoosh"

"A phone call from your wife, Mr Jones"

*trying to keep it together* "hello dear"

"It's an adrenaline thing. See I'm little bit bigger than you"

Ok that whole Clark's telescopic visions with his eyes changing. Why are we just getting this now?

"You know, when I said I wanted to spoon earlier, this isn't really what I had in mind"

"This is definitely the most romantic of my recent kidnappings"

"Yeah he's right, we should probably introduce ourselves" *takes them all out**Chloe knocks dude out with a book*

That kiss after they kicked ass

"The last thing we want is a billionaire superhero ex fugitive kicking down the door of a sex club"

My ninja baby Oliver

"Don't leave goldilocks out in the cold"

"Should we just serve up charcoal too"

"It's my power I can call it whatever I want"

"Now stay put" "like hell" come on Clark you should've known there was no chance Ollie would

"You just have to act like you're re miserable" "that shouldn't be a problem"

"When they see this adorable blond, and you are, on this adorable blond's arm" I love Ollie calling himself an adorable blond. I mean, he's not wrong

NO OLLIE NOOOOO why did he have to get tagged

Ok I've arrived at what I've heard is one of the best eps of the series so I'm excited. But still scared for Ollie

I nearly pissed myself when Clark woke up with a lemur on him

He has a ring on 😂😂 Chloe?? I'm crying laughing already

*throws chip bag in closet for lemur*

What is Chloe's dress?

"Yeah well my memory etch a sketch is blank too"

Chloe just goes in public in this weird ass wedding dress

"Are those Emil's pants?"

"Holy matrimony that's my signature"

Clark runs into the wall

😂😂😂😂😂

"Well Emil always was an overachiever"

Emil and Tess duet 😂😂

"I'm looking for the girl I came in here with last night. She probably insulted you more than once"

"Clarkie, there's only one person I know that can make an armored car go adios in seconds" drunk Tess 😂

Oliver and Lois are just casually on a rail bed

Ollie's face hugging Lo 😂😂

His face when he comes to is even better

"Morning. Sorry" I'm still crying

Oliver's giggle when he sees his outfit

I may not get through anymore eps tonight because I'm taking 20 minutes per scene here

"Clark you're beeping"

The truck is in the barn 😂😂😂

"I hate to break it to you but the last thing I want to go around with for the rest of my life is a lie propagated by my ex boyfriend" "oh"

"There's something stuck in my bra" "that's not my territory anymore"

"I can't believe in my first drunken night out I lose Lois, commit a felony, and I land my friend in jail. I'm so reckless"

Why is Chloe still in that dress?

"My lucky lemur"

Huge siren flashbacks with Lois and Ollie tied up

"One, two, shuffle"

"I didn't exactly bring my green arrow gear to the bachelor party"

"Lois? Oliver?" The dance scene 😂😂

The casino fight this is beautiful

"The only one getting luckier tonight is yours truly" *knocks him out* who needs green arrow when you have plain old Oliver Queen

I just noticed Ollie lost the bra

"Way to go all in gorgeous" "back at ya hot stuff" I love Chlollie

"I found it in a puddle of champagne in the limo"

THE VIDEO 😂😂😂😂 I'm not going to bother quoting the whole thing

"A monkey?!" Chlo it's a lemur

"I hope you weren't gonna run off without your husband"

Now I have to endure some Ollie free eps and that's sad but here goes

"Tess. You didn't have to come all the way out here. There's caffeine givers in metropolis"

"he's outside in the car"

They made a child with Lex AND Clark's dna? This can only go one way

"I'm saving him from an encore performance of daddy dearest"

"Your son is dead Lionel" have I ever mentioned I love Tess?

"Mutation's a bitch"

"Are you like my dad?" "I prefer brother"

"Are you trying to tell me that Conner is the genetic lovechild of Clark Kent and Lex Luthor?" I hate that I laughed at that sentence

"But how is Lex able to shake up a human krypto cocktail without you realizing it?"

"Hold on chicken little"

Lois is pretty. That is all

Clark just standing there in a burnt shirt

It's like Kara all over again

"I was just stopping by to see how things are going but it looks like I should've brought marshmallows"

Well oops the child found out

Just when I was starting to like this kid

Oh good lord the kid is on red k this'll be fun

"Believe me I'll trade a little motion sickness for a bullet in the bonnet any day"

Lol Connor ok. This kid just grabbed a jacket and a necklace for Lois for

*Lois tosses stolen necklace back to police* "sorry"

"You destroyed Lex with your secrets and lies" Bull. Shit.

That fur coat is a look Lo

"I'll speed you away to Paris"

"It may bring out his inner angst a little but it doesn't turn him into this"

Clark busting the ring

Damnit Lionel

How does everyone but Clark bust kryptonite with their heat vision

Ok I did not miss the classical music in every Lionel scene

"You'll always be a Luthor" oh but she won't

"I hope it's not too presumptuous but I figured you needed a last name"

"I'm sure that when we have kids of our own, you will be an amazing father" damn right he will

[turning-dreams-into-chaos]

Secret Life (Part 4)

*Not My Gif*

Request: Hey can I get a Peter x Strk Reader where she is undercover to watch him and they get really close (if you know what I mean) and then he finds out at liz’s party or homecoming and then calls it off? I love you and your writing is beautiful! Could this be a mini-series?

Post Date: 7-30-19

Paring: Peter Parker x Reader, Tony Stark x Daughter

Word Count: 4K

A/N: Final Part! I’m so happy so many people liked this series! I was really nervous it was gonna be a flop or something so the amount of support I got was incredible! I’m sorry I’m posting this so late but you know, what can you do? Anyways please like, comment, and reblog this so more people can see it because I don’t know why some of the tags aren’t working and it bothers me so much! Anyways, enjoy! And please tell me what you think!

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~Secret Life Master List~

“Why did I agree to go Nat?! God, I was being dumb! Not only do I have to see Peter again but now I have to see him all lovey dovey with Ms. Perfect!” You groaned as you pressed your face into her pillow. Natasha didn’t say anything as she ran her hands through your hair, trying to calm you down a little. But it wasn’t quite working. Your face was buried in the pillow as you let out a deep sigh, your whole body collapsed into sheets as your phone buzzed.

“Just plead temporary insanity.” Nat smirked as she tossed your phone at you. You stuck out your tongue before opening your texts.

Ned: You are coming tonight, right?

Of course Ned would check to make sure you would still go, even if the several texts throughout the day weren’t a thing. You typed back a yes before checking the time. You had 2 hours to get ready and you weren’t looking forward to it.

“Come on, I think it’s time you get ready before your dad can stop you.” Nat said as she pulled you off her bed. Your dad didn’t know you were going, he probably wouldn’t have let you and right now you’re beginning to think that’s not a bad thing. Nat had bought you a dress earlier that day but she refused to let you see it until now. You let out a gasp as she pulled it out of her closet. She didn’t say anything as she handed it over to you to let you change.

You stared at yourself in the mirror, never thinking you’d look like this. The dress had a tight black top, revealing your back as it came up to tie behind your neck. The skirt was beautiful, a soft Y/F/C color transitioning from the dark black as the front of the skirt hit just above your knees and the back draped down to the middle of your calf, flowing by your side. A layer of sparkly lace laid atop the entire dress, taut against your torso before hanging loose off your figure.

“Now that’s a dress.” Natasha whispered as she wrapped her arms around your neck and met your smile.

“Can you do my hair?” You asked as you pulled out your curling iron. It didn’t take long before she was done, your hair styled your favorite way before doing your makeup. Your phone buzzed as Ned texted you he was here to pick you up. You were going to offer to have Happy drive but then Ned said his mom had already volunteered to drive you and MJ.

“Ok, what’s with the getup?” Your dad asked as you were about to set in the elevator. You closed an eye before turning around and giving him a cheeky smile.

“I’m not grounded anymore. I’m going to Homecoming. With my friends.” Tony raised a brow at you, crossing his arms over his chest.

“With Peter?” He pressed as you copied his stance. You knew how to win this, he was your dad.

“No. He’s... he’s going with someone else. I’m going with Ned and MJ.” You took a step back into the elevator, giving him a wave as the door closed. You heard him sigh before the doors hit close, releasing the breath you were holding.

You shivered against the cool air as you wrapped your stole around your arms. Ned waved to you as you got closer mouth dropping as he gave you a once over. MJ was smirking as you blushed, dropping your head.

“Damn Girl. You look good.” She said as you smiled up to her.

“You don’t look so bad yourself.” You all piled into the car, chatting about everything and anything until you made it to the school. Ned was first out of the car, MJ following as you hesitated, knowing you couldn’t stay in the car. You thanked Neds mom before getting out and staring at the steps to the school.

“Come on, I’ll be there the whole time.” Ned assures you as you hooked your arm with his and MJ on the other side.

The room looked amazing, music already booming against your body as the lights flashed around. You looked around for any sign of Peter, happy to not see him anywhere as you started to dance with Ned and MJ.

“Imma use the bathroom!” You shouted in Neds ear. Hoping he heard you before heading off. The halls were silent as you made your way through them, stopping to stare at your locker. Memories of you and Peter being dorks filled your head. The time Flash was being a dick to Peter then proceeded to hit on you so you kicked him in the nuts, and the time Peter first hugged you after you assigned as lab partners and you were both so excited. So much had changed. You sighed leaning your head on the metal door before moving on to the restroom.

The silence was nice compared to the gym and you actually contemplated staying there for the rest of the night but you knew Ned or MJ would come looking for you eventually. You reluctantly headed back, eyes casted to the ground as you ran right into someone when you turned a corner.

“I’m so sorry!” You said as they grabbed your arms to keep you up. You were to busy keeping yourself up to see who it was but your heart fell when you got a look.

Peter freaking Parker.

You didn’t say anything else and he didn’t say anything at all. Instead his already wet eyes just stared down at you. Peter couldn’t handle this, first finding out Liz’s dad was Vulture and then seeing you here... looking like that. But Peter, he looked amazing in his tux yet you couldn’t focus on that. He seemed broken and that’s what you focused on.

“Wow.” He whispered as you bit your lip. You wanted nothing more than to talk to him, to just go back to the way things were before he broke your heart and you broke his. He took in your whole appearance, you were beautiful inside and out and Peter hated himself for hurting you. He hated himself for a lot of things but telling you he didn’t love you broke him. He thought he’d push past it, go to Homecoming with Liz and move past you but he couldn’t. He couldn’t because no matter what he knew he couldn’t move on.

“Are you alright?” You asked as you put a hand on his cheek to wipe away any tears. He closed his eyes, hand coming up to hold your wrist there as he leaned into your touch. You didn’t do anything, enjoying the closeness before it gets ripped away.

“Liz’s dad is Vulture. I gotta go.” He mumbled before letting go of your wrist, rushing past you as you wiped away any tears not caring if your makeup smudged as you watched him leave before dashing back to Ned. You were huffing by the time you got there, at some point having ripped your heels off your feet.

“Ned, Peter and Vulture. We gotta help.” Neds eyes widened as he turned to look at MJ making sure she wasn’t listening before nodding, following you outside.

The smashing of buses drew your attention as you quickly sprinted towards the sound. Ned was behind you coming out of the school by the time you saw what was happening. Peter was thrown through a bus and your heart stopped. You wanted to run to him but you weren’t prepared for this, how the hell did you know to bring your suit! It was homecoming! The bus had flipped in your direction as you scurried out of the way, looking at the damage around you as your eyes landed on something. Ned was by your side, huffing as he saw it too.

“His web shooters.” He whispered as you nodded your head and dashed to the ground. You tossed Ned the device looking towards Peter as he laid on the ground, cowering as the guy pointed an alien tech at him. You felt your heart stop hoping for the best as Ned shot the web, distracting the guy as Peter grabbed the web and pulled the shooter towards him to web the guy to the bus. You stood up, smiling as Peter ran towards you both. He wasn’t thinking as he threw his arms around you, your arms wrapping quickly around your neck before you both realized what was happening. Ned just stared as Peter picked you up before dropping you, both of you avoiding each other as Peter began getting frantic.

“So Vulture is Liz’s Dad. Call Happy or your dad or someone! And track my phone!” He yelled as you both nodded. He turned to jump onto a lamp post behind him and Ned ran into the building.

“God Peter, please be safe. I need you.” No one heard you as you stared off at Peter’s swinging figure. He had to be alright, he had to be. You followed where you thought Ned would end up, in the library. He was on the phone with Peter as you sat next to him.

“You stole Flash’s car?” He yelled as he smiled at you. Your eyes widened as your mouth dropped.

“I’m sorry, you did what now?” You said as you pulled out Ned’s earpiece against his pleas.

“Y/N?! Look, I need you to track my phone. Did you get a hold of Happy yet? Or your dad?” He rushes as honking came from his end as well as him yelling to get out of the way. You laughed at the fact he actually stole a car before pulling out your phone.

“I’ll call Happy, Ned you figure out what else he needs.” You ordered before pressing Happy’s contact.

“Guy in the chair.” Ned whispered as you waited for Happy to answer.

“Hello?”

“Happy! It’s Y/N!” You shouted as Ned read off car instructions.

“Hey, Hows the dance? Takeoff in 9 minutes!” You pulled the phone away from your ear as he shouted to the people around him. Moving day. How the hell did you forget that!

“Happy. Happy! HAPPY!!” You yelled trying to get his attention back onto you.

“Sorry Stark, what’s wrong?”

“Peter’s going-“ you started as he began yelling again. You shook your phone, trying to hold a conversation without him losing it but it was no use.

“Look Stark, I’m sorry I have to go. I’m sure Peter can handle whatever he’s doing. Enjoy the dance kid.” He said before hanging up. You groaned as you threw your phone into your bag, falling onto the seat next to Ned once again.

“What are you two doing here?” Mrs. Warren said behind you as you both turned to look at her before giving each other worried expressions.

“Uh... we’re looking... at... porn.” Ned lies as you bit your lip, hiding the smile you have at Mrs. Warrens surprise before she turns away slowly, leaving you both as you share a laugh before focusing on Peter once more. He was making his way to the tower as you pulled out your phone, calling your suit to the school.

“What are you doing?” Ned asked as he watched you leave. You stopped in the doorway, pulling yourself back into the room as you looked down at the phone.

“I’m gonna help him.” You made one last race through the school, watching the tracker on your phone as it landed in front of the school. You didn’t care if people saw you jumping into the suit, you didn’t care if they all figured it out because quite frankly the only thing you did care about was Peter and he was bound to get himself killed during this. Kids were astounded as you flew away, everyone gossiping as they pulled out their phones, getting footage of you and Stark tech. You ignored everything, flying towards the hopefully empty tower. Your luck was far from filled as Vulture and Peter had beaten you, but neither of them saw you. Or so you thought. Toomes had caught sight of you when you first landed, hiding behind a pillar as his wings busted through the wall. You ducked as it came right towards you, destroying the pillar and the ones around you. You were on the floor, watching Peter fight his wings as your stomach dropped.

“I’m sorry Peter.” The wings hadn’t hit Peter. They were hitting the pillars around him. The building was going to collapse on you two.

“Peter!” You yelled as Peter turned to look at you, taking a step towards you as the building came down. It happened in a matter of seconds and you couldn’t see anything, Peter was long gone and your suit had broken under the rubble leaving only your bracelet on as it retracted. You were still alive. You could still breathe even though you knew your leg was shattered underneath a beam.

“Y/N!” Peter had managed to yell, you could tell he was pinned as well, his voice sounded hoarse, cracking as it got louder.

“P-Pe-Pete.” You croaked realizing how hard it was to actually speak. You coughed as Peter sighed, thanking everyone he could that you both were alive.

“Are you ok?”

“Yeah, Pete. I’m fine. I think my legs broken but I’m fine. How you h-holding up?” Coughs ended your sentence as the rubble moved, letting you see Peters face a little.

“You’re alive, that’s why I’m ok.”

He sounded so desperate and you hated it. You should’ve paid attention, you should’ve caught on earlier, you should’ve brought your suit, you should’ve gone with him.

“This isn’t your fault Y/N.” Peter grunted as he tried to push the beam off his chest. It was like he could read your mind but you knew he was wrong.

“Pete-“

“No, I know you Y/N. You’re blaming yourself because we’re in this situation. I know you are. I know you.” You shut your eyes, holding back tears as Peter tried to push the beam again. You would try but there was no way you could lift this, Peter had super strength and you had a suit that just broke as soon you needed it. Your head started to spin and you wanted to sleep.

“Peter I have to tell you something. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything. F-For not telling you about who I was and for having you find out like that. I’m sorry that I made you feel like you were just a mission. Because you aren’t P-Peter. You’re more than that and I’ve wanted to t-tell you this before. I don’t care if you h-hate me-e. P-Peter P-Parker, i-I l-lov...” you didn’t get you finish as darkness took you, sending your head rolling to the side as you went unconscious.

“Y/N!” He yelled as you stopped talking. He was crying, he knew what you were going to say but to hear you say Peter hated you made him break. He was tired and he wanted nothing more than to just hug you. To let you know he takes it all back, all the cries and the torment you both went through, all the words that were said out of pure rage. Everything that made you believe his words of hate. He didn’t hate you. He loved you more than he thought was possible.

He was stuck, you were stuck and he began screaming, hoping anyone could hear him but it was no point. No one could. He was on his own and he hated it. He stopped trying to get out as he caught a glimpse of himself in a puddle, Tony’s words in his head as his Spider-Man mask reflected on half his face.

If you’re nothing without the suit, then you shouldn’t have it.

Peter tried again, thinking about you and everything as he pushed the debris off him.

“Come on Spider-Man. Come on Peter!” He grunted as he finally got free. He was at your side in an instant pushing the building off you as you began to come back into consciousness. He finished moving it, quickly cupping your face with his hands. “Y/N. Y/N! You gotta wake up. You gotta stay awake.”

You let out a light laugh, eyes still shut loosely as you moved your head to the side. “‘M tired.” You mumbled as your hand fell to the side a quiet hum coming from your mouth. Peter knew he had to go but he couldn’t just leave you here. He pulled out his phone, sighing when it wasn’t working correctly before falling back as he watched you pass out again, silently crying. A beeping from your wrist caught his attention as he realized it was your tech. He released the metal, removing it from your wrist as he noticed bruises from the broken metal. Peter couldn’t help but think about how all of this was his fault. You wouldn’t be in this situation if it wasn’t for his protection. His slipped on your bracelet as a screen turned on saying the avengers were notified of your status. Peter felt his shoulders drop in relief as he looked down at you.

“You’re gonna be ok. I have to go, but you’re gonna be just fine.” He brushed a piece of hair out of your face before putting your bracelet back on you, making sure that the team could find you as he took off. His mind raced with thoughts of you, but he knew you were going to be alright and he needed to focus on Vulture.

You felt Peter leave you, but not being able to muster up enough strength to say goodbye made your head hurt more. After a while of being somewhat responsive, you tried to sit up only for your leg to cause your entire body to throb. You held back tears of pain as you pushed through it, knowing you’d regret it later but right now just caring about your family coming to rescue you. You had no clue how long it had been until a flashlight hit your face multiple times.

“Oh my god! Tony I found her!” Natasha yelled as let out a little groan. She gently moved by your side, looking over her shoulder as your dad’s crying figure came into view.

“Daddy?” You whimpered as he fell to his knees.

“Hi, Bug. I’m here, Daddy’s here.” He wiped away some of the dirt on your face as he leaned down to kiss your forehead, causing you to wince. He checked your head out, finding several cuts and wounds that attributed to the losing consciousness. “You’re ok. You’re gonna be just fine.” He assured you, repeating Peter’s words as a gentle sob came out of your chapped lips. He began to move you as you shook your head fast.

“My leg. I can’t move it.” He nodded his head, both him and Nat picking you as slow and tender as possible as you kept whimpering. You must have passed out again because before you knew it you were in a hospital bed. You glanced around the small room trying to figure out where you were before realizing you were in the tower upstate. Your head had stopped pounding and cuts that need stitches were sewn and cared for. Your leg was the thing that worried you the most. You wore a full leg cast on your left leg. A god awful thing that you have known you’ve been wearing for five minutes and it already itches. Your eyes wander the room once more, quickly noticing no one was there, yet a few empty pudding cups and a discarded sandwich proved someone had been there recently. Your heart ached to think whether or not it was Peter, but you wanted to see him, you need to make sure he was ok.

As if someone was grant your wishes, Your bathroom door swung open, revealing the chocolate curled boy you were thinking of. He was frowning as he looked at the ground, wiping his hand against his eyes as he slumped into his chair. When he finally looked up he jumped as he met your eyes, racing to grab your hand before you could protest, as if you would.

“Hi Peter.” You whispered as your thumbs ran over the back of his hand. He just smiled wilder, loving the feeling he hoped he never lost again.

“I can’t lose you.” You felt your breath stop in your throat as you remembered what you said, not quite sure when you stopped. You opened your mouth to speak before he shook his head, wanting to finish before you did. “I’m sorry for everything.”

“Never be sorry Peter. You did the right thing. You always did.” You felt him squeeze your hand as he shook his head, unsure of where he was going with this.

“I don’t always.” Your brows knotted together as you attempted to decipher his words, only to fall short. He gave you a laugh, meant to be reassuring but coming off as anything but. “I don’t always do the right thing. I let you believe I hate you. You almost died thinking I hate you.”

“Peter-“ Now you understood. He felt bad about everything, but you didn’t need him to apologize, you just needed him to trust you.

“I love you. I love you so much it hurts.” I was one thing to hear the love of your life say he can’t lose you, but it was a whole other feeling when they finally say the words you thought you’d wait a thousand years for them to say.

“You really mean that?” You whispered as you moved your hand up to cup his face. Your thumb trailed under his eye, wiping away fallen tears as he shook his head.

“I don’t hate. I could never hate you. I wanted to, I really wanted to but I couldn’t. I love you to much to hate you.” His soft voice filling your ears as you let out a loving laugh.

“I love you too.” Your hand moved to the back of his head, playing with his hair as he leant down to kiss you. Your third kiss. This time you weren’t hiding any secrets, no confessions of hate, or tears of sadness staining the memories. Instead you both admitted how you had been feeling for a long time. You confessed your love, and the only tears where ones promising happiness. You loved this kiss. You loved him. As he pulled away, he was rested his forehead on yours, only moving it to give you a kiss on the forehead. You giggled before pulling Peter onto the bed with you. His head rested onto your chest as you continued to play with his hair. His eyes flickered close as a smile adorned his face.

“Can you say it again?” He hummed before you turned his head to face yours.

“I love you. You hear me? I’m in love with you Peter Benjamin Parker.” His grin seemed to double as he blushed, loving the way those words sounded as they rolled off your tongue.

Tony stood in the doorway, watching Peter and you declare your love as he smiled. This you, the happy you where you weren’t having a breakdown, was one he hadn’t seen in a while and he thought after Peter he wasn’t going to see it again anytime soon. But here you were, your head recently stitched up and your left leg completely shattered, but you were smiling with Peter curled up into your side. He could get used to seeing you like this. You and Peter were going to save the world one day, but you were Tony’s world as well as Peter’s world and all that mattered to them as you.

Turns out getting involved with certain people make life better, even if you had to go through hell first.

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THE LAST: Drink: water Phone call: surely my mom Text message: Yesterday to my secondary jerkass boss if he turned in our timesheets Song you listened to: I was listening to Foo Fighters while baking today, can’t remember the last song... I Should’ve Known? Run? idk Time you cried: yesterday/this early morning, broke down sobbing when Mike Shinoda played the most beautiful demo he wrote 8 days after CB, and then followed that up with Waiting For The End... hearing WFTE in Mike’s solo version just broke me Dated someone twice: nope Kissed someone and regretted it: nope Been cheated on: nope, not in relationship way Lost someone special: I’m told that celebrity role models don’t count Been depressed: depends... depressed depressed last December/January Gotten drunk and thrown up: the one and only time I did that was about 3-4 years ago when I drank Frisco (basically fruity flavoured beer) on a completely empty stomach. Needless to say I haven’t touched Frisco since & always make sure I eat something heavy before drinking.

FAVOURITE COLOURS: warm purples, deep reds. Maybe also indigo in combination with gold/silver (i’m a sucker for star patterns ok)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made new friends: yep Fallen out of love: yes, out of one-sided fancying Laughed until you cried: can’t recall Found out someone was talking about you: umm probably? Met someone who changed you: not by a person no Found out who your friends are: not within this year Kissed someone on your facebook list: nope

GENERAL: How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them, I only add ppl I personally know. Although recently I’ve added my Iraqi cousins whom I’ve never met, so that may count as strangers. Do you have any pets: one ridiculously spoiled cat, although sometimes I feel like I’m her pet and not vice versa Do you want to change your name: nope, I like it What did you do for your last birthday: man there has been the biggest turmoil of shit around my last birthday concerning my father that we didn’t celebrate at all. So I guess the answer is trying not to break down & being there for my mother What time did you wake up: today? hahaha either 4:20 AM or 1PM, depends on which one you count. Been watching a livestream from LA What were you doing at midnight last night: either watching tv or wasting time on internet Name something you can’t wait for: umm Christmas, kinda? no school, no work, plus I’m the biggest xmas spirit elf ever. I always switch to exclusively xmas songs playlist mid-november at the latest When was the last time you saw your mom: she’s sitting right across from me :) What are you listening to right now: I actually turned off my Spotify a while ago, so a random backgroud thing on TV. There’s Owen Wilson in it. I’m not focusing on it enough to switch the channel Have you ever talked to a person named tom: does Tomáš count? It’s shortened as Tom. In which case yes, there was one in my primary school :D Something that is getting on your nerves: man what isn’t... my secondary boss, my school team projects, my father... Most visited website: tumblr, subeta, facebook, gmail, university IS Hair colour: almost black, rn actually faded ombre waiting to be re-dyed purple tomorrow. Word of advice: If u have really dark hair and want to dye it a crazy colour, tell your hairdresser to bleach it at least twice. I didn’t and now regret it. Long or short hair: longish, like tops-of-breasts long. I had it cut shorter than usual for summer, growing it out now Do you have a crush on someone: nope, well not a proper crush rn What do you like about yourself: hair (before I decided to mess around with it), eyes, music taste, that I have some brains, that I’m healthily insane (insert Robin Williams quote) Want piercings?: a second row of ear piercings sometimes. back when I was thin I wanted a bellybutton one - in my defense I was 14 and an aspiring bellydancer Nickname: general ones: Simi, Síma, Simča. Call me Simonka and I’ll skin you Relationship status: forever alone Zodiac: gemini Pronouns: she/her Favorite tv show: skam, doctor who, buffy the vampire slayer, angel, gilmore girls, daredevil, stranger things, agent carter, game of thrones, mozart in the jungle, veronica mars, sherlock sans last season Tattoos: none, but want one Right or left handed: leftie Surgery: yes, ankle when I was 11 Piercing: just ears Sport: despise it in any form but dancing Vacation: was or want to? I’ll make it easy and say London for both Pair of trainers: i don’t think i understand the question? I have three pairs, one of which can be considered sporty

MORE GENERAL: Eating: last thing I ate or my favourite food?? Pomegranate for the former, mom’s lasagna and peanut icecream for latter Drinking: last thing: water, favourite: non-alcoholic water or Mirinda/Top Topic if I want something flavoured, alcoholic old fashioned (seriously old fashioneds are to die for) Im about to: start downloading the next episode of stranger things, as last download just finished Waiting for: the end to come... no sorry that’s a song. Now I have it stuck in my head. Want: mental stability, a kind charming boyfriend, to move out of my parents’, financial stability (= a miracle jackpot i guess), to be able to handle schoolwork better than I do rn, basically just to use the motherlode cheat code and move to canary islands for three months Get married: yes, one day, if the guy’s okay Career: in business IT I guess, so far I’m eyeing a Data Analyst, Business Analyst or something ITIL-related

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HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: no Drank hard liquor: yes Lost glasses/contact lenses: no Turned someone down: yes Sex on the first date: no Broken someone’s heart: I don’t think so Had your heart broken: nope Been arrested: no Cried when someone died: yes Fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: Yourself: rarely... sometimes? depends on my general mood Miracles: I do now Love at first sight: not really? Santa Claus: hahaha Kiss on the first date: like only if the chemistry would be really remarkable, but generally no Angels: partly, like guardian angels

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Fears of an Angel

Summary: After waking from a fear toxin by the Scarecrow Faith’s world seems to be falling apart around her.

Pairing: Tim Drake x OC slight Bart Allen x OC 

Notes: This was inspired by the Batman the Animated series “Over the Edge" 

Thanks to: Anon who requested I finish and post it! 

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“Angel Wait!” Willow screamed, but of course, it was already too late. Guardian Angel was already leaping down in front of Tim pushing him out of the way taking the poisoned dart in the shoulder. She staggered back for a moment but quickly pulled herself together sending two kicks to the Scarecrow almost instantly knocking him out.

She stood over him as her vision slowly started to blur. No, fight it Faith, you can do it. Just push your way through.

“Angel?” She heard Tim say behind her, “Hey… Hold on.”

His voice sounded so far away as she tried to focus.  

It always started the same. She would be dancing in a room filled with mirrors. Her reflection was hazy but it didn’t matter. All that mattered was the music that filled the room as her body moved through the motions.

Working hard as always, never giving up. Pushing her body harder and harder.

Then she would stumble and fall.

She pulled herself up to a kneeling position on the hard floor Faith would see her mother’s reflection walking slowly into the dance room. Just as she remembered her, dark brown hair and a small slender frame watching her as her daughter struggled to get up.

“Mom?”

Her mom would stand above her shaking her head slowly as she watched her daughter try to stand. “I can do this” Faith would stay pushing herself up to face her mother.

But it was too late as she turned around.

Her mother was already gone. Faded into nothingness, a ghost of a memory. No matter how hard she danced or how hard she pushed herself she could never get her back. She could never understand what happened.

Faith woke up screaming feeling the sweat and tears dripping from her face. As she looked around the medical room letting the lights flood in.

“Oh thank God you're up!” Faith turned to see her sister sitting in the chair next to her bed. Her eyes wide as she took her sister’s hands, “Faith, it’s bad.”

“What… what’s bad? Where’s Tim?” grip clutched her stomach like an iron fist. Cold like death as a million possibilities ran through her mind. Her sister shook her head.

“He’s fine, but… Faith you have been out for days.” Faith nodded, that couldn't be all. If she had just been in a coma for a few days her sister wouldn’t have this panicked look on her face.

“What.... what happened?” she almost didn’t want to ask, the images of her mother still haunting her memory.

“We’re not sure really… It’s Maia, she tried to leave and then…” her sister flinched as if unsure if she should tell Faith. Faith couldn’t breathe.

“What?”

“She was with Gigi and then she was gone and Gigi…”

Faith jumped out of bed her bare feet hitting the floor. She felt numb, sick. No, she couldn’t lose someone else. Someone to the void that seemed to take those she loved with no explication. Taking them the moment she turned her back, the moment she fell.

As she burst into the second medical room all thoughts of Maia’s disappearance gone at the sight of her best friend lying on the medical bed.

Lifeless.

“Gigi?”

Not Gigi, Gigi was supposed to be invincible. She was supposed to be the superhero of all superheroes. The girl who taught her everything about this life. Gigi was the only one Bart didn’t know about from the future. She was supposed to live forever. 

Bart was just standing there as if he was dead as well. Holding her hand as his thumb rubbed her cold limp hand.

“They are saying it may be Maia, that’s why we can’t find her,” Tim said putting a hand on her shoulder, his hand cold as ice. Faith whirled on him, this couldn’t be happening. This wasn’t real.

“What no! Why would she?”

“We have to find her!” Bart yelled suddenly turning to them, “I’m going to lock her up forever for what she did.” the anger burning in his eyes as he clutched the red haired girl’s hand as if it was the only thing holding him up.  

“It couldn’t be Maia! She was our friend.” Faith argued. “She loved Gigi… she loved us…”

“Did she though?” Tim asked, “You hardly knew anything about her. You can’t just trust people like that, it’s not smart.”

Days seemed to pass as Faith tried to find Maia. Tried to prove to the millions of voices around her that her friend wasn’t a killer.

"And you want me to do what exactly?" Roy asked her as they sat in her apartment a million maps and images of Maia around them, “She’s disappeared before and she’ll do it again.”

"But we have to convince everyone this is insane! Tim and Bart think she had something to do with it."

"Why should I do any of that?"

"Because you KNOW Maia wouldn't kill Gigi!"

"Do you is the question? Do you even know what she did when she was gone? No. No, you don't. You and Gigi laughed at fairy tales of her and Santa like children.” 

Faith looked up at him from her kneeling position on the floor, “But we can’t stop, when we stop she will be gone forever.”

“She’s already gone.”

He left disappearing into the night leaving her alone among the millions of images of Maia all looking up at her.

That was how Jen found her.

“Faith, I have something to tell you.” She said looking down at her. “The Xavier institute wants me to come on full-time.”

“What?”

Jen sighed running her fingers through her hair, “It’s a great opportunity for me there and all this back and forth has been such a pain.”

“But…” Faith wasn’t even sure what to say as the words became lodged in her throat.

“You can come with me if you want, but their classes are a lot harder…And you haven't been working very hard on your grades.”

“I do… I just...”

“It might be better if you stayed here. But you can visit me. Unless...”

“It… it ok.” Faith mumbled running her fingers through her hair. It felt like yesterday when she found out that Gigi was dead, she couldn’t even remember the days leading up to this moment. All of them a jumbled blur. A mess of horrific moments. Bart had warned them that it would happen fast. The shift in his future. But she had never thought it would be like this.

That night she went out into the city. Doing what she did best. Being part of the city, searching on her own. Flying in the dark sky becoming one with the city around her. Moving, dancing.

Suddenly she tripped or maybe her rope snapped. She wasn’t sure but all of a sudden she was falling. Quickly she reached out for the spare in her belt trying to search ever moving buildings as she plummeted toward the cement below.

Then something caught her pushing her onto a balcony of an abandoned building.

Faith gasped looking up at the dark haired girl who was standing over her.

“Maia!”

The girl looked down at her and it was then that Faith realized that she was covered in blood. Faith looked down at herself realizing she had two large bloody handprints on her shoulders.

“Maia, they think you killed Gigi. You have to tell them… tell them you didn’t.” Maia turned slowly walking again. Faith scrambled to get up tripping over her own feet as she fell onto the cold floor, “Maia wait, I can help you! Maia come back!”

But she was already gone.  

As Faith walked back into the apartment the first thing she noticed was how empty it was. Void of any movement. Everything in its place as if it was a model and not a place where real people lived. It was suffocating as if the walls were closing in.

She felt like she was drowning.

Running from the apartment she made her way to the Batcave. She had to tell the others about Maia. That she had seen her, that she had saved her. That she couldn’t be the one who had killed Gigi.

Like her apartment the mansion was empty. As if void of human life. Quickly she made her way down to the basement to find Tim working.

“Where’s Annabella?” Faith asked looking around.

“Didn’t she tell you?” Tim said as he placed a few more papers on the board in front of him, “She moved to Atlantis to be closer to Kaldur.”

“What?”

“Really, I’ve been working hard on this Gigi case and you barely know where your own cousin is.”

“I just saw Maia! She saved me” Faith said trying to push away the sharp comment, “I don’t think it was Maia.”

“Faith look at yourself! You're covered in blood!” Tim said motioning to her. Faith looked down, it was as if the hand printed themselves had bled down her costume spilling over her chest and down her stomach.

“This wasn’t Gigi’s blood… It could have been…”

“Stop being so obstinate just look at the facts.”

Faith turned to the board… it was like looking at hieroglyphs. None of it make sense. Did she forget how to read? What was going on? Her heart started racing as she stared at the board unsure of what to do. “I… I…”

“What’s wrong with you? Just read it? How stupid can you be?” Tim snapped, “You're so useless, just get out I don’t want you to be around.”

Faith just stared at him her stomach turning to ice, “Tim?”

“You are distracting me and you really are no help.”

“I’m sorry…”

Was he fading away, walking? She wasn’t sure. She tried to reach out to him but he kept getting further and further away disappearing into that void. “No, wait! I can’t lose you too! I’m losing everyone. I don’t want to be alone! I can try to be smarter, I can try to be better, just don’t leave me!” she sat in the bat cave darkness surrounding her “I don’t want to me alone.”

“Faith? Faith?”

It was Lily’s voice breaking through the darkness. Pulling her back. Suddenly a flicker of hope filled her. Someone was out there, someone had come for her. The voice, this reality, it wasn’t real, this wasn’t real.

She had to fight, push back follow that voice, those feelings of hope. Fight harder than she had ever fought before.

Fight for herself.

Faith gasped her eyes flying open to see Lily standing over her holding her hands. Jen was sitting a few feet away tears in her eyes.

“Faith! Don’t scare me like that again!” she cried pulling her into a hug. “I can’t lose you too”

It turned out the Scarecrow’s new toxin dart had hit her when she had pulled Tim out of the way. They had thought she would just wake up in a little but then it took a turn for the worst and her vitals started to plummet. Her heart had even stopped at one point.

She had sat in the hospital bed just looking up at the blank white ceiling while Lily and Jen explained what happened. How her body had gone into shock and was slowly deteriorating. They had tried everything until Lily decided to see if her powers over emotions could help.

“Do, do you want to see everyone? They are all waiting for you outside.” Jen whispered, “They were all worried.”

Faith slowly sat up nodding, “Yeah…”

The small room couldn’t contain them all, crammed in there all circling her bed. Gigi had basically burst into the room holding onto Maia’s hand which she let go of as she crawled up onto the bed next to Faith large tears in her eyes. Tim looked red faced as well, his hands slightly flighty as he flashed Faith a weak smile. Behind him, Annabella came up kissing Faith on the forehead.

“We were so scared we lost you” she whispered, “I don’t know what I would do without you in my life.”

“I wasn’t worried,” Roy said earning him a smack on the arm from Maia, “What? She’s a fighter.”

“What did you see?” Maia asked. Faith studied her, unsure of what to say. She looked around the room at all the people she loved most, her family. Should she admit to her the fears she had? Things that Faith didn’t even want to admit to herself.

That one day she wouldn’t be good enough for them.

“I… I dreamed of my mom. Like when I was a kid teaching me how to dance, only she would watch me fall, fail in what she use to teach me and then she would disappear because I wasn’t good enough. That I had disappointed her”

Maybe if she didn’t say it outloud it wouldn’t come true. Maybe if the idea was left in the recesses of her mind she could will it away. And it would just be that.

Her Fears