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various karl and esther drawings :') netflix give them back to me PLEASE i don't want to keep going without them
#what's worse than a child's forgiveness? when it feels unearned. comic based off the mp100 scene ofc#and also a little special thanks to dearheartdont telling me about ration coupons and such!!#doing period research is always so interesting my jaw actually dropped when i realised you would have to PAY as well as give coupons--#--for new clothes. i take uniqlo for granted .#karl weissman#charles whiteman#esther jankovsky#my art#bodies netflix#sorry everyone i think im overthinking the bar scene where whiteman goes 'one good thing'#i do think he believes its the like. /literally/ the only good thing he's done. dies with that on his mind. GOD#and the amount of times he's called by his birth name and the terrible surprise on his face when mannix says 'karl weissman' .#he's just constantly going thru it
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hello!! hope you're having a good day :D
since you're doing the pride flag challenge, I hope you don't mind me requesting the lithromantic/sexual flag!
left is lithsexual and the right is lithromantic, idm which one you pick :]
(it means to feel romantic and/or sexual attraction to someone but doesn't want the feeling reciprocated or stops once it is :>)
Day 297 of posting Jevil every day
#pride palettes#lithromantic#I wanted to go with the Lithromantic palette because I thought the green and red was interesting and also because it feels familiar#five colors.. mostly black? this is the closest I’ve gotten to drawing Jevil in his actual color palette since we’ve started this!#this whole June Pride event has been so exciting and it makes me really happy to see you all getting happy when you see yourself reflected#in a palette. But I do miss drawing regular Jevils!!!#I may get my chance though. Day 300 is coming up fast and it’s gonna be during June. do I do a regular Pride jevil or a special normal#palette Jev? I guess we’ll see how I’m feeling day of.#hmmm. hey if you’ve read this far- want some Dailyjevil lore?#when I started dailyjevil.. Jevil wasn’t even my favorite Deltarune character#It was Rouxls Kaard actually. Actually had a big crush on him- crazy right?? I don’t get those often.#Anyways I started Dailyjevil on a whim in the middle of my 5th period English class. I noticed there wasn’t a daily jevil art blog and#thought I could try it for a month or two. By the way- I had drawn Jevil like twice before this. Never could’ve seen it lasting this long!#Now I have around 300 Jevils in my camera roll. I didn’t think it would last once my Deltarune fixation wore off.#I’m probably gonna go in detail of it all later once this is all over in a big thank you post#I’m starting to plan what I’m gonna do for the final day#gah!!!!! I can’t believe I’ve almost made it!!!!!#dailyjevil#deltarune#deltarune jevil#jevil#jevil deltarune
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this is oliver coded
#i think that he would be autistic abt torture and execution methods#that boy is not normal about his interests#he is a history major specializing in the medieval time period#am i projecting?#maybe#saltburn#oliver quick#barry keoghan#cattonquick
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the more I think about it and rewatch his scenes, the more I cannot help but realize that Colin is coded as a neurodivergent character. At least, I can very clearly see how Luke Newton, a neurodivergent actor, is playing Colin as a neurodivergent character
a special interest in Greek mythology? in traveling? neurodivergent
taking people's word at face value without 'reading between the lines'? neurodivergent
not being able to read Penelope's feelings regardless of how 'obvious' they are? neurodivergent
brain constantly bouncing around from one idea to the next (as in the books)? neurodivergent
not saying the 'right thing' and admitting to having to rehearse important conversations? neurodivergent
all that rejection sensitivity and regret he had well over a year after his engagement blew up? neurodivergent
masking in public? the whole 'charming facade'? neurodivergent
the man straight up STIMS, I mean how often do we see him fidgeting or playing with something? he has an oral fixation like no one's business, always eating, rubbing his mouth, licking his lips
I just can't unsee it
and, one day, i hope our fandom is going to be ready to recognize how many of the things we've unjustly called him an 'idiot' or 'stupid' for is actually just him existing with a neurodivergent brain and how hurtful that can come across to us neurodivergent peeps who identify with him
#colin bridgerton#polin#bridgerton#luke newton himself has ADHD like i'd eat my HAT if he's not playing colin as ND#sure maybe colin doesn't have the words for that in the time period he's in. . .but nd folks have always existed#even when the language for us doesn't#hell. . .even his reaction in S2 when no one is interested in hearing about his travels#TELL ME THAT'S NOT AN ND RESPONSE??? how many of us have infodumped about our special interest#and had no one listen to us? it really does hurt!!! it discourages!!! and we get upset about it just like he did!!!#we stop talking about it *just like he did*#we dismiss it- JUST! LIKE! HE DID!!!!#anyway 'colin bridgerton is an idiot' is my villain origin story#we're leaving that shit in 2023#colin bridgerton is a chaotic little gremlin is SO much better of a trope#also also cause it's just on my (neurodivergent) brain.#a lot of the polin shippers who have been made to feel unwelcome in polin tend to be colin fans. . .and a lot of us are nd#inch resting#colin is a neurodivergent character#he is my baby boy#and i'm tired of the ableism#and even if he ISN'T explicitly ND- a lot of the behaviors we call him stupid for. . .are relatable to many ND people#and seeing the reaction be a blind 'he's so dumb' is really sad#we're not stupid- our brains just work and process differently#that's all
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"this little alien creature who just insists on history-bounding a human edwardian regardless of time, place, or body purely because he feels like it"
#im laughing so hard#i was procrastinating watching this video bc i was afraid the special interest would freak out#but it's actually so fun and interesting#absolutely losing it at the pointing out abt yanas outfit a trillion years in the future#'his little 19th century shirt and waistcoat'#she goes on to talk about missys outfits. mainly s8. extremis and vault time#and she says that like extremis outfit was kinda 1960s so whatever missy did to land her here was probably during that time period#which is very fun and interesting thank u ms banner
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I need to remember that getting too distracted by intense blog posts by ancient/medieval scholars about ancient and medieval farming, iron production, etc to actually play the medieval farming sim game is not actually a failure state for the night.
#medieval history#history#in another timeline i think i do my degrees in history and use my academic cred to mercilessly roast my dad about his historycore fanboyism#(which means he can name 342958723857 distinct polearms but knows almost nothing about textile production or pre-modern agrarian economics)#instead i occasionally roast him when he tries to mansplain DNA to my mom (BS in biology)#and me (bs in bioengineering phd in biochem engineering)#(I am also a medieval weapon-enjoyer to be clear)#(but i will specifically roast him for his persistent tendency to overlook and undervalue the presence and labor of women)#(in his special interest periods)#(and the shortcut for that is 'knows all the things about knights and castles and very little about anything else')
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sick of these FAKE anomalocaris fans coming from the "i do my best" video. you guys dont get him like i do🤬
#anomalocaris has not been my special interest for YEARS for yall to come and spread your FAKE FAN-NESS#i am his number one fan#GRRRRRR.#do you have over 50 anomalocarises in your room nuh uh i dont think so#i dont care if im petty because i am MAD#anomalocaris#cambrian period#cambrian#anomalopost#real anomalocaris fan nation rise up
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Guess which bitch now has room on its phone for instagram for the first time in like 3 years. This is only good bc now we can post art there again.
Not that instagram is nice to artists or anything. Just that our art tumblr is so very tiny and unused. Gonna probably have to clear it out somewhat when I finally get around to posting art.
#thank fuck for our silm special interest tho#we can finally get like traction on posts#which'll mean that when our fibro flare-up finally dies down (lmao it'll be ages bc our dad is Stressing The Fuck Outta Us)#we can get commissions done again#and through those. well.#money both for clothes to make us comfortable#(which will also last for years & be the right kinda clothing for when we move overseas)#and also for savings for WHEN we move overseas#like our grandma is nice & all &'ll probably help pay for us getting housing or whatever#but i dont want to have to Rely on her inheritance from her aunt(?)#and disability benifits are dodgy at best. and we'll have to survive somehow *before* we get them through#and i kinda dont want to have to rely on the generosity of an old school friend's mum. or a 10th cousin 4 times removed (or whatever)#who might well be dead before we move to ireland#bc he's like 95 rn#and idk if he'd even let us stay at his (scarily enormous) house At All#also. idk if we'd have the money without some kinda work to get HRT when we move out. dont wanna have to be reliant on parents or the gov.#for our HRT. i doubt we could get public healthcare to cover it. not immediately at least.#and i kinda dont want to have to go back on birth control. cause progesterone or w/ever its called has feminising effects iirc#and we're not sure if we want a hysterectomy yet. so.#it'd be a choice between periods (hell) and HRT (expensive)#fuck i hate being disabled sometimes#like actually if anyone calls chronically fatigued ppl “lazy”. i fucking WISH i was lazy.#like bitch please this flare-up is making it so that NONE of my meds get rid of the pain anywhere NEAR fully#and im low-key on the Good Shit™#also so annoyed that ireland hasnt legalised weed. bc. we're almost certainly gonna be doing it for pain#and getting an *illegal* product is so much more difficult#lmao i worked out commas#—Roquén#my fingies hurt so much rn lmao#anyway gonna go draw my source drowning in blood & despair. then im gonna work out what the fuck kinda pigments caranthir would use
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Ok so. Since this is also the Davrin romance run.
I have a very specific party dynamic in mind cjdjn let's see what actually happens
#i as a person am incapable of flirting with multiple characters in a game unless i know there's polyamory#because i don't have the emotional strength to risk the pixels on my screen being sad#BUT IN MY HEART-#in this version of events Rynn flirts with Lucanis a little anyway#doesn't see it reciprocated really - assumes he's not interested and moves on to shoot his shot w Davrin when he joins#pov he actually was interested. spite pov YOU LET THE FUN ONE GET AWAY????#that's the one little interaction i have in my head jdjdj#not in a 'lamenting the loss of a chance with this super special oc for extended periods of time' way#but like. you know. a tiny funny moment. (i think exclusively in comic strips can you tell)#generally im not sure how this will work out- in the sense that this romance will be a surprise too#and if it's as slow paced as Lucanis i might have doubts midway again 😭#but no i shall commit to warden x warden i promise.#i need to co-parent that griffon stat#(and also Rynn and Davrin just work very well together jxjdjdh as friends at least. let's see as partners)#riv plays dav
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it’s so weird to me that i keep seeing people saying that ray is emphasizing he and sand are just friends bc he’s classist… like yes he absolutely 100% is and i don’t think he fully views sand as an equal. however y’all also realize he’s like. getting over long term feelings for a friend right. like regardless of whether or not those feelings are genuine or ray latching onto mew has the person that saved him it’s like. still a difficult thing to let go of. especially when you’re ray and your whole life you’ve been a burden and so you hold on to feelings for someone you know will never love you back but then this other person comes along and he’s kind and takes care of you and maybe he could love you but you don’t know how to love, you only know how to be the burden, so no, he can’t be more than a friend even if everything about your relationship says otherwise.
#like ray is classist yes point blank period#but it shockingly hasn’t got to do with not viewing sand as a boyfriend#like what’s complicated about it is that ray simulateously views himself as both above and below sand#like he’ll make snide comments about sand’s lifestyle and how he’s poor and he’ll brush his hands off the first time he sleeps on his couch#but then he’ll say he’s not special and diminish his value in sand’s life over and over#like… idk it’s an interesting line of thought but it’s bothering me that people are taking ray being classist to mean he can’t view sand#like that. bc it’s not true! it’s actually way more#complicated than that#and honestly kind of worse that he does want sand as his boyfriend while looking down on him for being poor#bc that cant exist in a relationship and will be something they have to deal with later on#only friends#sandray#ray pakorn#ofts#my analysis#mine
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Out of the grandmansters/egg bosses in the Archie comics, which one was your favorite?? It can be either from pre reboot or post reboot!
Hehehe unfortunately for you, anon, my fav becomes a grandmaster before the super genesis wave and therefore is my immediate first choice without contest
*Bangs fist on table* I love her so much
#sonic the hedgehog#archie sonic comics#lien da the echidna#anon interview#I'm too lazy to look up where that screenshot I have came from but I think it's during the endangered species arc before the worlds#collide special#Thanks for the ask anon!! I always love an excuse to shove a fav in people's faces🥺💖#Honestly what I enjoyed about the grandmasters was how they were always playing this tenuous game with Eggman#And how a lot of them joined thinking they'd obtain power‚ only to have to worry about Eggman sacking them if they disappointed#I think Dimitri was probably my second favorite grandmaster just because his character was so much more interesting to me during this period#(from joining Eggman with the legion through to being found in a crate in one of Eggman's bases)#And while I don't have any specific favorites‚ I really enjoyed the complexity with the post sgw eggbosses#A lot of them joined Eggman to save their people or people they care about‚ or to have a better shot at keeping their people safer than they#would fighting against eggman#One of them just really likes him#Some of them joined because of cultural values (in this case#'the leader is the strongest' type of mentality)#And sure some still did it because of power‚ but post sgw makes it harder to ignore (as the story did just before the sgw) exactly what#conditions would drive people to join a conquering dictator‚ even if they hated him#That being said I don't really have a favorite Egg Boss#I guess I'll say maybe Clove or Axel#i just be ramblin#If you have any other questions about my favorite anything or my thoughts on characters or anything like that‚ feel free to shoot me#another ask!!🥰
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sherlock is public domain now so it’s time to get started on my screenplay pitch and tie-in comic lets fucking GO
#i have SO MANY IDEAS THE SPECIAL INTEREST IS REAL!!#i have one about a third holmes brother who is Very Autistic and trying not to be compared to his brothers and strike out on his own#and failing miserably at it until he kind of ends up just being Sherlock 2: Now With Less Social Awareness!!!#and then the other idea was just gonna be me taking the concept of bbc sherlock ripping the original show to SHREDS and making it good#like rewriting the cases WELL this time#ell shut up#sherlock (acd)#fun fact: acd sherlock fic is 10/10 and apparently all written by librarians#there are SO many damn good period pieces
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My unpopular opinion abt the new Castlevania series ig is that I just don't have any care or sympathy for these little church goons that they were trying to humanize this time around... Like Olrox revenge kill go off, I watch u kill that boys mom minute 1 but I'm still in ur corner bbygirl! I see ur thru line.
But then his little shitty church bf sanctioning and standing by all the actions of the church and also we don't talk about the homophobia he's supporting while also being gay and also sleeping w a man his church would have (and did) sanctioned the genocide of several times over... I'm supposed to think the way he shut Olrox down was anything worth feeling bad for, I just rolled my eyes at his self righteousness. Walk away from that man, Olrox!! We saw where this manic Christian love leads, and it's what ur Abbott did (who I also don't give 1 fuck about him or his white xtian guilt especially after That LOL)
I guess I can tentatively respect that the church guard's storyline is gonna potentially be about deprogramming him, but I hate that they seemed to be posing him as correct in accusing Olrox of having no soul, when we as the viewer know it was an act of love that he didn't think he was capable anymore, after what was done to him at the hands of ppl that the church guard. To me all i felt was the heartache from his POV so common in these communities where u thought you have a Good Christian that saw you, but he still sees you as the monolith of his imaginary enemy the second push comes to shove, even though your actions have shown again and again that there's nuance to be had
#the only whites that gave gotten a pass from me is baby belmont and the speaker mom#who's daughter I'm sure will mature i want to like her but she got shackled into a plot w the abott#which means we have to spend a lot of time on his white man pain about how he had the power to do so many terriblw things and chose to do i#anyway just wanted to get this off my chest i couldn't watch it fast enough and don't remember the guards name#and didn't look it up bc i don't want someone looking for him and starting a fight w me#just sucks bc i love Olrox so much and a lot of his fan content is him w this man i can't stomach tbh#i hoped he would be different i hope he can change or that Olrox finds someone else#text posts#i don't want to get into it too much more i have to rewatch this show bc baby belmont and Annette are my kids and Edouard is so special 2 m#bls im not a hater so if u like the guard i don't care#i just have a lot less interest in these types of threads ik some ppl who have been victims of the church find them cathartic#but i often find the storyline too much in the business of comforting the oppressor being represented and find them tedious#raised in American South where a lot of the cultures being examined exist and have flavored it#particularly this time period being looked at w plantation slavery plus French and native relations being v highlighted in my region#ugh anyway let me not get started x2 plus i don't care who's side drolta is on#she's bad and unjustified just insane and likes murder and looks very hot while she does it the end#(i love her every show putting black girls in it take note of the way they treated her hair so many styles 🥺💕)
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For years I dreamed about the idea of dying my hair pure white as soon as I got white hairs so at least I could have a decent enough excuse to look like a broke latam Storm
Nowadays nearly every single moment something in life happens, I just wish I could rip all my hair in one big strong pull and have a bald buzzcut from then on, at least I'd feel less heat
#ren.txt#vent#yknow. For the last whole month I expected halloween with somewhat positivism#Just expected to spend a chill day at home sharing any cute art I found#Maybe even open up more abt horror/spooky very special interests#Like old horror mexican films like Alucarda or the Spooky Month web series#I mean you all see the Pump fanart pfp#Its funny how when I was at my lowest points I projected a lot of fucked up shit on Skid as a fictional character#But after things in my life got “a little less bad” I started liking and projecting more fondness on Pump#They're not just simple ''artistic mused''. For long and important periods in my current life thinking abt them for better or worse#was some of the few hobbies that could keep me going on#Which is ultimately weird because its ultimately just a newgrounds esque web cartoon#.. idkidk I'm just trying to blow uoff as much as possible so I can go to bed in peace#Those who got to see the deleted post know#But escentially today my father got his phone stolen right before trying to do an important business trip#The fact that he got so nervious and hyperventilated guilty and the intrusive idea#that his cognitive and physical health might be at risk messed me more than the loss of the phone and money he saved there and the trip#He's better now. But..#I'm just feeling extremely hopeless after me and loved ones going through shitty things on a day that is happy for others in the world#Thats more or less what im trying to say#I just want both of my parents to be healthy and live long be well and be happy#I'm sorry. I have a work reunion tomorrow. Im trying to vent out as much as I can without worrying others so I can sleep in peace
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I just watched 🍬 read a book about corpse medicine for about an hour and a half and carefully highlight all the recipes and uses for different body parts. I'm fascinated
#personal#thoughts#J post#cannibalism mention#<- just in case#corpse medicine#it's his main special interest and I get that he mostly just wants to be able to find the information again to reference it if he needs to#but the premise of him collecting medicinal corpse recipes is a little bit funny to me#he also highlighted a lot of key information about various definitions of the term ''mummy'' over time and key historical figures#and the attitudes around corpse medicine during different time periods#and all of these are highlighted in different colours. I'm impressed with how thorough he's being with this
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thinking about matthew lloyd bareapopopera........ AGH!!!!!!!!
#now that i am Grown and have critical thinking skills and the ability to Understand theatre. I STAND BY EVERYTHING I SAID AS A TEEN.#MATTHEW LLOYD IS AN INTERESTING AND COMPLEX CHARACTER AND HE IS NEITHER GOOD NOR BAD HE IS A TEENAGER DOING HIS BEST!!!!!!#also i Stand By my trans!matt agenda. it makes So Much Sense When You Think About It. ESPECIALLY in modern/non-period productions.#the thing about matt bapo is he's a product of toxic masculinity he's a Soft Boy he's dealing with the death of his sister#he wants someone to Want him he wants to be Special to someone he wants to be Someone's number one candy baby BUT HE'S NOT#he's kind of kendall roy when you think about it. ivy's birthday party is his l to the og.
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