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MAXI BONKERS 👹👹👹
#— ❥ kelrambles;#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha x reader#mha x reader#dabi x reader#touya todoroki x reader#bnha x you#mha x you#dabi x you#touya todoroki x you#legend says that if you squeeze them they honk#but i don’t trust until i try so yeah…#need me and my man to squeeze each others tiddies please#THAT would truly fix me and make me get past the shitty ending ngl#they’re honestly so distracting like… NO ONE WAS WATCHING AT THOSE SUBTITLES WHEN THE SCENE OF HIM SHIRTLESS CAME ON#the slutty behavior during the last war like… he was doing just fine… then BOOM he lowers one sleeve… and then BOOM he lowers the other too#like— can he chill before i start crying????? and not only from my eyes?????? deadass???????
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the sandra lynn / fig conversation is driving me Insane. fig saying that sometimes she doesn’t wanna exist as herself at all…not wanting to ask her friends how they see her (because she’s afraid to hear their response) saying that to someone she is a monster and she Cannot stop thinking about it. sandra lynn starting the conversation saying she needs to step up but is also simultaneously taken aback about what fig expresses and doesn’t know how to responds to it and suggests getting ice cream. sandra lynn saying “convincing people they deserve good things is really tough” talking about herself but how it also reflects fig. insane!!
#if that conversation had kept going I would have started bawling!!#fully believe brennan was like ‘well oh shit this is getting dark and heavy quick let’s uh get some snow cones’#I will say I think Emily does a beautiful job here of showing teenage life#not a universal experience perhaps but definitely a common one#feeling so lost and insecure in who you are and under so much pressure to be a certain way#and her saying she doesn’t wanna exist#vs me resonating with ‘I don’t wanna die sometimes I wish I’d never been born at all’ lyrics#it was hard to watch ngl but it’s also bc Emily does Such a good job w emotional scenes!!#that woman is so emotionally invested you get emotional invested as well#if Emily axford cries I cry with her#and loved to see more of Sandra Lynn again <3#damn good scene#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#sandra lynn faeth#emily axford#brennan lee mulligan
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Like. Idk how to articulate it but it’s so insane to me that people will with their full chest say “I’m a tsukasa fan I #gethim” and not gaf about saki or ever talk about her or read any of her events or even her card stories with tsukasa. Everything in Tsukasa’s life has been touched by saki. You could, if necessary, take tsukasa out of saki’s story (it would make it worse! But you could). But you cannot take Saki out of Tsukasa’s story. He lives and breathes love for his sister there is no one on earth he values or loves more she is the catalyst for his dreams and his motivation. Before he was anything at all he was a big brother. even in the present he defines his ultimate goal of stardom & how to act like a star by the bench marks of being a good big brother. Don’t even get me started on seeing ppl make tsukasa say an ill word abt saki… they fought in dollfes and he wanted to be taken out back and shot like a lame horse. he 100% was like “well I remember what you’re talking about but you’re upset so clearly I’m wrong” he loves! His sister!! So much!!!! If you like tsukasa you have to love saki those are the rules. His starter vocaloid is the Ideal Big Brother his sister’s favorite stuffed animal is a constant figure in his sekai. His fragment sekai is about being a good big brother.
#mine#tsukasa#saki#tenmas#I love the tenmas so much I think tsukasa fans who don’t like saki will start coughing in 2 days#it makes me so frustrated when people don’t think abt that side of tsukasa#bc that’s 100% what endeared me to him in the first place#he loves his sister more than anything in the world and wants nothing more than for her to be happy#save me tsukasa colofes card save me…. it makes me cry every time. he loves saki so fucking much.#this is not to say saki doesn’t love him. it’s just a different dynamic w him being the older sibling and her being the younger sibling#in that he has his big brother complex and saki’s story is more friends focused#but always remember ‘if it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have gotten through the hospital’ OUUUUUUUUUHGHHH I die. I die!
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ough god, I cried over this
#the monkees#mike nesmith#michael nesmith#davy jones#micky dolenz#keep stickin around kid we all love you#micky will be such a hard one for me guys. paul mccartney will break my mom im sure but ill be in such hardcore denial over micky i know it#and like micky and mike make me emotional but micky and davy do too… and he had to include pictures of them in the 70s… before their#‘breakup’ when i tell you i thought about it a bit too long and then started to cry…#the monkees make me way too emotional but good god#cause it’s that one picture that’s like i think in the late 70s !! and they’re buddies !! and then… ough poor micky#and he has all these memories#(or maybe not cause they did tell him he had a good time lol)#and i cannot look at anything related to mike and micky in 2021. i will get very distraught. michael is too much for my brain to handle#i need to go to bed now lest i get to sleep too late again but i’ve been thinking about this post literally all day#like thinking of both mike and davy on the same day… if micky isn’t involved in the relationship i don’t care it seems so this post broke me#okay okay goodnight i’ll shut up ill shut up i cant even think too hard about it im just blabbing in the tags so so sorry#also that first picture is gorgeous#like they’re all so pretty but davy is serving hard and i don’t say that lightly cause im not usually someone who usually favors davy#over micky and mike#but that’s such a beautiful picture of the three of them and i will shut up now goodnight
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i kind of knew in theory that all my hobbies involved my hands but i kind of just ignored it n was like oh well im sure id manage
top ten pics taken seconds before disaster
#tldr a lot of drawing + my dorm desk is Really Bad for my wrists and i didn’t realize has kind of fucked me up bad#i don’t do basically anything all week until it stops hurting and i draw a tiny bit and it goes back to hurting#i have literally nothing to do w myself bc brain doesn’t want to do anything but draw write or game and i Can’t Do Those Things#and even when my wrist stops hurting i have to basically exchange any time i’ve earned to do my classwork#leaving no time for myself and my own work unless i say fuck it and gamble more strain#i don’t want to say it’s depressing me bc it feels. pathetic? but as someone who Has to get ideas out lest they start rotting him#it’s… not great#on top of some irl frustrations it’s made for a kind of glum few weeks#oh well. back to laying on my side watching youtube i guess#sparks speaks#vent#? yeah i guess#“i’m not depressed” says the guy who wakes up feels his hand twinge and immediately almost starts crying#like. lame ass behavior but it’s not like it’s a choice#i just wish it didn’t make me so mean. i’ve started avoiding ppl cause i’ve been getting mad rlly easily#which is not helpinggggg
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When the entire found family is made up of said traumatised character🫡
#found family#lilo and stitch#but fr nani and lilo are legit orphans with mad trauma#stitch is an illegal genetic mutation with no biological family#pleakley is a fatherless closet gay with mommy issues#and don’t even get me started on jumba#bbc ghosts#every single ghosts character is traumatised in some way shape or form#mary was BURNT alive like cmon#robin watched his mother get eaten alive by a wolf#and then there’s capt james#need i say more#hazbin hotel#Bahaha hazbin characters are SO trauma coded are you kidding me#also highkey cry over that picture of angel with pen husk and niff🥹#helluva boss#and we don’t have time to unpack IMP at all😂
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Peter: I never want to see you again
Juno:
#don’t be fooled he will burst into tears any second#the penumbra podcast#tpp#juno steel#the penumbra podcast spoilers#peter nureyev#I didn’t think Peter had the balls to say it y’all#tpp spoilers#I don’t usually tag for spoilers but if I got spoiled about this I’d start crying#so spoiler tags
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they are off their meds again meaning misogynior is in full force for the yt mlm yaoi fethis community like im so tired when can they stop existing so we and woman especially blackwoman can be free from them for good
and watch the losers jump on me like I will care and start probing my point by being racist an misogynistic
#jayvik#byler#buddie#newtmas#stucky#merthur#johnlock#they way it’s always yt men who jsut breathe next to each other and they push it 😂 for it to never be canon deserved loses like free woman#from yall misogynistic self hatred bc yall wanna fethis mlm ships of men who are literally brothers and they say it again and again 😂#there’s probably million more but these are the worst kind there is bc what in the actual fuck#would’ve included destiel but when I left the fandom it wasn’t that mad and I didn’t see the woman hate as much + saw alot racism against#Dean black girlfriend or girls he was dating hit that was before the ship even started so I wont be counting it even tho thats stil fcvk up#There’s a reason they always stay fanon because yall losers never get when it’s just brotherly love between two men and when it’s more once#y’all learn that yall will see and get and won’t constantly need to cry about brothers not fcvkin or hatin on woman bein racist misogynisti#Bylers are next level bc how are they hating on literally child? I thought buddie was biggest losers and they still are with stucky merthur#destiel#now jayvik have joined proving that they too are biggest losers! as for newtmas jonhlock yall weren’t losers like those shippers be gratefu#as for the female version of this where it’s just hating black or poc person they think are in the way of their ship here comes the only 2#ships to do it that I can think of or know bc I don’t be following them type ships like that since u always get my endgame anyway so who ga#hizzie#hosie#klance
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> looking for a tenma siblings relationship study
> ask the op if the study is actually about the tenmas or just treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa
> they don’t understand
> pull out an illustrated diagram explaining the difference
> they laugh and say “it’s a good relationship study sir”
> click the post
> it’s treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa
#project sekai#listen I love tsukasa as I love all the wxs members but i also love saki and cannot stand u people#don’t even get me started on when people fridge saki for contrived tsukasa angst. I’ll kill you.#i could also go on a rant abt how saki is so disrespected in general by pjsk fans#& as sm1 with a (less severe) chronic illness I do not appreciate how her illness is only explored in relation to how tsukasa feels abt it#but I think I would get too frustrated#gripping ur shoulders. read the doll story again.#also if ur talking abt tsukasa’s character & don’t mention saki u have automatically failed#before any of his relationships saki is the most important like it’s not subtext it’s literally just text#did we forget the dazzling event where he finally has a breakthrough in his role bc he talked to saki.#or the main story where he’s like yea saki is literally the reason I pursued acting#or the doll event where he’s despondent bc he thinks saki is mad at him & then when honami comes to his school#his first reaction is to sprint over like WHAT HAPPENED 2 SAKI IS SHE OK (sprints home)#or saki canonically being his no.1 fan. smh. u cannot separate them. and why would u want to. they’re so funny.#+ saki saying he made her hospitalizations more bearable. picking up on his mannerisms. crying during the doll festival bc they had a fight.#the dolls being her favorite things bc of how it symbolized their bond.#the complex tenma sibling mental illness web in general makes me crazy.#saki is like I love u but I wish u wouldn’t worry abt me so much and rely on me more & then tries to hide issues to make him not worry#tsukasa is like I’m always worried abt u and I don’t want to burden u because I feel like I need to always be a rock for u#ough. love them.
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Aka Riders Lullaby from Centaurworld
Lay your head on my chest so I can sing you a lullaby and gently run my fingers through your hair until you slowly drift off to sleep 🥰🫶
#I got some microphones on a super good deal and I wanted to try it out 🥰#also I’m finishing centaurworld and I love it so so so so much#I got an ask recently#and I think it might have been the sweetest ask I’ve received#and that’s saying something#cause all of you guys are sweeties!!!#but basically they were complimenting my voice#and if you don’t know voice compliments are probably top tier for me#obviously love personality compliments and all that but voice compliments hit me fucking deep#I’m going to reply to that ask soon#just whenever I get a super sweet ask that BLOWS me away I need a little bit to recover and find the right words to say!#anywhoodedoodly#I was crying while I was driving and singing my heart out#and remembered my microphones!!#was gonna do some sort of heavy ballad but I’m too much of a perfectionist right now#gotta start small#idk if I’ll keep this up or I’ll remake it#cause I always feel like I could do better ya know??#me#mine#rosicheeks#singing
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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actually now that i think about it hen becoming captain of the 118 would make a lot more sense than reinstating the asshole that had to leave because of several HR violations of the same team. it would also be such a satisfying way to introduce new viewers to several of her storylines and to tie together a number of things this season:
- her learning to believe in the trust the team has in her and their willingness to follow her lead (-> the death of ortiz’s son and the cruise ship)
- giving her more power and leverage in her fight to get mara back (-> the department would not make her captain if the things that councilwoman brought up to the judge were of any real concern)
- really doubling down again on the firehouse being the place where she belongs and that her decision not to become a doctor was the right one because this is where she can protect her family the best and where her leadership personality gets to shine (-> karen and denny almost dying in that explosion showing her where she wants and needs to be)
- a big fuck you to gerrard who tried to get rid of her at the beginning of her career only to be passed over by the department for the captain’s position in favour of her
- bobby calling her mother hen and insinuating that she’s raising the new generation of LA firefighters in the same episode where he tries to say goodbye to this being his role in feels very intentional
- not to forget that she was actually acting captain during the rescue mission at the start of the season where she literally saved bobby by filling his shoes (!!!) and got a medal for it
- with her spot on the team opening up it would also open up the possibility for buck to reevaluate his own position and what he wants his future of his career to look like (-> now that his romantic relationships aren’t the main source of conflict anymore maybe we’ll get to see more of his character development in his professional life)
in conclusion: everything burning to the ground could be the perfect opportunity for growth and bigger and better things to come
#(i say so i don’t start crying)#idk maybe i’m totally wrong here but i can’t stop thinking about it#it would also make more sense from a practical standpoint to have the captain be one of the mains to not take away from their screen time#if this turns out to be a more than a temporary thing#especially with tommy rejoining and maybe playing a bigger role next season#selina talks#911#911 spoilers#hen wilson#bobby nash#911 speculation#evan buckley#long post
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hi hi evie !!! i hope youre doing swell today !!! remember to take breaks from your booth !! heres a refresher 🤲
hey … nick? hi nick! hope you’re doing great!! im picking myself off the floor right now JSNDNKC so actually this is my 5th attempt at typing a proper response (in total i have probably written about a full scientific report’s amount of info about this and decided it still did not do your ask any justice..)
gif A is me clutching onto this ask sobbing, gif B is me still clutching onto his ask sobbing, gif C is me after my tears flood my house (the ask is safe inside my pocket of course…)
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 cherishing.#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#PLEASE THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER YOU ARE SO VERY KIND TO ME#THANKNYOU SO MUCH FOR DOING THESE …. CAN I PLEASE SAVE IT … ITS JUST SO CUTE IM falling apart im becoming a blob oh my god#MOZE’S FLUFFY EARS IM GONNA START CRYING and also just in general the way u draw his hair 🥹🥹🥹 HES SO SOFT HES SO FLUFFY HHGGRRRRRR HES SO#PERFECT i adore your style in general … to see moze in your style is such a blessing ….. his expression is so darn cute ….. i don’t know#enough words to express myself right now i might have to pull out the ancient 10lb dictionary to crack open some new terms for this BECAUSE#because omg… I AM SO DOG /pos IM SO DOG /very pos I LOVE THIS MUCH HANSNCKCK#my dynamic description was so vague and yet you captured exactly what i was thinking 🥹 PLEASE#im pacing around embarrassingly fast im so happy#i am the riled up dog in question over this#THE WAY HE IS LIKE OVER ME . WAIT STOP PUTTING THAT INTO WORDS IS MAKING ME SO SJSNCJKC#anyways moving on … nick your art style is so awesome … i just said that earlier however#i should say it again for extra emphasis ….. nods nods …..#artists are so cool#artists are so cool oh my god#i keep leaving this draft and coming back to think of other ways to show my gratitude but i really am at a loss#*strangled happy noises and frantic pacing* thank you so much >: from the bottom of my heart sobs >: sobs some more >:#in the evie brain museum (perhaps a room in my brain) this is framed in gold btw
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feeling a little crazy
#like actually#i feel guilty for everything and okay let me explain#i’m on my fathers prime bc well i’m not paying for a subscription and added a gift card onto there from my bday and he also had a gift card#he added after that and bought something and used it but it also took from mine bc amazon does so automatically and he texted me saying he#owed me literally the most normal text ever explaining it in like two sentences lmfao and i read it and started bawling i feel so bad and i#don’t even know why and now i feel like a horrible daughter and like im gonna regret something when he dies which is literally not#anything that has ever been in the realm of recent possibilities#so ANYWAY my point is what the hellllllllll is wrong with me like get it together#i literally can’t stop crying#this happens all the time it isn’t exclusive to my father or anything#from a very early age etc etc
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As much as I enjoy watching the dynamics, I don’t really care much about TROP ships. Which is why it’s easy for me to point out that almost all male characters in the show that have been important to Galadriel’s plot (except Finrod, duh), have done wrong by her to varying degrees, when she has given far less of that energy to them in return. There is a lot of love in those relationships, or admiration, or fascination. But she is a force of nature everyone has tried to capture and put in boxes of their own choosing. I am not sure if the commentary on gender politics was intentional here from the writers, but it was very clear in its execution.
Galadriel has had enough humbling, enough being told her instincts are wrong, enough of other people telling her what she should want, enough of people trying to take away her agency. Just enough. Maybe some of it was needed for the plot, but the way the narrative supports some of this behaviour from the heroes has been painful to watch.
From S3 onwards, there is absolutely no narrative reason that justifies her being sidelined and humiliated. This is the time for her to grow into power, assert her wisdom with confidence and call her own shots. If the writers cannot do that for her, it will be clear as day that misogyny is afoot in that room.
#i see plenty of people crying that elrond and gil galad are being framed as her enemies#everyone knows they are not#and everyone with eyes can see they have not been good to her wholly in spite of loving her#and don’t even get me started on sauron#at least he is the bloody villain so we can more openly say he has been awful to her multiple times in spite of his fascination with her#at any rate galadriel deserves better#and anyone who is not blinded by their preferences for dudes and spends a minute thinking about the treatment she gets vs others will get it#galadriel#the rings of power
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NUCLEAR BOMb IM ALL CHOKED UP
#IM SORRY I START CRYING EVERYTIME WHEN SOMEBODU IS NICE TO ME#MY HYPERSENSITIVITY IS TERRIBLE#these are so incredibly special to me#all i’ve done today is cry and sit there Oh not too great at all#Today as been so ass. thank you to my dear friends for helping me out without even knowing what’s going on#ii don’t really Want to share what it’s about because i just don’t want to think about it period (failing miserably)#but. thank you. i don’t know how many times i can say that but i swear i mean that so so much every single time. i love you all#mailbox
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