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"Have the indignities of your childhood not yet sufficiently been avenged?"
This damn quote from the teaser... I'm waiting on bated breath to know the rest of it. Mostly because when you hold onto anger over something others are unaware of, that can fester into something beyond your control until even you can't fathom your own reasons. At the time, yes, they made sense. As you get older, your resolve to defend your reasons weakens because time has picked away at your anger and life gave you more to worry about and be angry over.
Ask anyone who was wronged when they were under the age of 25, they fucking remember everything. It might not influence my actions, but it sure as hell serves as a reason for why I act the way I do. I can also acknowledge that if given the opportunity back then, I would have reacted in an unpleasant way. Now, I couldn't care less, but I'm still very aware of the "indignities" of my childhood.
Someone on Tiktok commented "It's getting harder to defend Aemond" and my immediate thought (and this is a personal one, not one that's a reflection of Aemond fans as a whole) is that I truthfully do not defend him. Luke's death? Yeah, hated that. Aemond's satisfaction after Rhaenys and Aegon? Yeah, SUPER dark. I don't defend Aemond. The part that I'm hung up on is that most, if not all, of these character developments could have been easily avoided, and as viewers, we clearly see where everything went wrong. I could scream at my TV for hours because of this.
Aemond's psychology is fascinating, and Ewan Mitchell openly said that Aemond has gone from morally gray to complete darkness. Daemon is the same - the only difference is the side they chose to stay loyal to, and ultimately, they're more loyal to themselves than anything else. The point of a morally gray character is that they're lawful neutrals - their mindset would not change regardless of the side they're on. The difference here is that now we wait to see if the gray characters finally lose any sense of a moral compass and omit reason.
I love morally gray characters and villains because they have a logical reason for basically anything, and it makes it difficult to argue. The man can be considered a full-blown villain now. I don't defend him, but I sure as hell haven't lost any reasons for him to be my favorite character.
#house of the dragon#hotd#aemond#aemond one eye#aemond targaryen#hotd aemond#prince aemond targaryen#HOTD teaser#hotd spoilers#hotd speculation#I lied about going to sleep
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i need everyone else to be awake Right Now
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Man what the fuck is davide reading
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haha have you thought about the fact that decades or centuries from now when we're all dead and gone people could still possibly be thinking about good omens and writing about crowley and aziraphale living their lives in that time. doing exactly what we're doing now. and maybe they'll write about crowley and aziraphale living through the historical events we've lived through. have you thought about the fact that crowley and aziraphale will live on long after we're all gone
#fearandhatred#👁👄👁#it is three fucking am#i was reading a fic that said “this is set 100 years into the future” and it genuinely sent me into a spiral#🧍♂️#i'm writing about these mfs like they exist let me live okay#okay i'm going to sleep i can't be thinking about this today has been a weird day#nope i lied i'm back because like. isn't it amazing we are right in the middle of it#like we get to experience all the shows we love at the time they're created#what a time to be alive#ok bye#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#crowley#aziraphale
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this is what i mean about a certain fandom treatment but i’ll keep my mouth shut
wait they didn’t even bother to get a single nonwhite nhler in that series……
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everyone who knows me knows im so weak for my fave getting magically de-aged for fluff and plot reasons
#sjcijxshcsujxisjxishsi hi#i said i was going to sleep i lied i thought about tiny knuckles and got possessed#sonic fanart#sonic au#art#fanart#doodle#knuckles the echidna#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#miles tails prower#saying plot too cause i don’t really like reading fluff woth no good plot you know#needs some angst needs some hurt comfort#I haven’t seen a fic with this premise yet so this post and this art is a form of begging#sorry ive read so many in the s-p/n fandom shiedhiehiedhei
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on the subject of the agreste mansion
#(i lied about going to sleep)#(i’m going to sleep now)#one day i’ll write this fic. and then you’ll all see#(you’ll see the inner workings of my mind regarding the agreste mansion and adrien’s relationship to it as a vessel for everything he loves#and resents about his childhood)#i just have. so many thoughts in my head#the benadryl is getting to me now though. goodnight#🫡#anna rambles#ml#thirteen#(the name of the wip fic)
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911: Lone Star | Tarlos Wedding Pt. 3 -> Carlos' vows
#911 lone star#911 lone star spoilers#911lsedit#tk strand#tarlos#carlos reyes#the tarlos wedding#my gifs#ok i lied i finished these real quick before work#that im going to with no sleep#its the wild heart line for me ngl#i will freak out about this more later im sure#episode: s04e18 in sickness and in health
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Hope this makes sense
As a neurodivergent person I find that once someone explains an emotion they feel towards me it’s becomes easier to explain my own emotions towards them because it gives me words I didn’t have before to explain a feeling I didn’t understand yet (hope this adds context)
#I lied OP isn’t sleeping but he’s about to go back to sleep#royalribbons#tadc#the amazing digital circus#gangle#Kinger#gangle x kinger#the amazing digital circus fan art#tadc fanart#tadc gangle#tadc kinger#my art
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In which Loid finally gets his well deserved sleep 🥹
(...casual meg rambles in the tags like the madman that i am :”D)
#twiyor#sxf#spy x family#loid forger#yor forger#couple#sleeping#cozy#warm light#teenytraveler#my art#fanart#can u tell how much i love drawing ppl just sleeping#mostly because i want them to get some good rest and feel comfy around each other enough to just cuddle away thru the night#look at them being cute#it's already morning and nothing can wake them up now#okay i lied anya is about to come in any minute and jump on them together with bond#parents get no peace but kids are bundles of joy on legs so it evens out#join my ramble in the tags guys lets go wild >:D
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Guys I'm tweaking I wanna draw I WANNA DRAW ANGST SO BADDDDD
Trying my best to post in order so the timeline makes sense but oughh the urge to just... take my pants off and show the raw angst is GRRRRRR MY EYES ARE TWITCHINGGG!!!
#legit my eye twitched when I was typing this#or maybe thats the lack of sleep catching up to me#been rambling about my lore to some people (you know who you are)#and even then IM GATEKEEPING THEM THE LORE SO THEY DONT GET SPOILED FOR THE JUICY SHIT AUGHH#HELL I EVEN LIED TO SOME OF THEM LMAOAOOAOAO#SO THEYRE STILL ON THEIR LITTLE TIPPY TOES WHEN I POST#little red herrings never hurt anyone :3#im going crazy#crazy? i was crazy once#they locked me in a room#a rubber room#full of drawings covering the walls and red string everywhere as I talk to myself and go bananas /silly#LM whispers
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You know, something something Arthur desperately wanted to see the good in magic at any opportunity he was given.
When Gwen was first accused, when he first met Morgause, when he wanted to save Uther using magic, when he saved the woman from being burnt in that small village, when he was given a choice by the Disir, when he was determined to save Gwen from Morgana's dark magic...
(Honourable mentions include when he saved Mordred and argued with Uther about the Druids being peaceful (they are magic adjacent after all) - and well, given the second honourable mention being his remorse for the raid on the Druid camp when he was young, it's understandable that it comes from some sort of trauma. And of course, the result of that remorse was the promise that he would do everything to prevent it ever happening again, and that he would treat the Druids with respect. Hell, even with Kara he was respectful, even though she committed actual literal treason in the form of an attempted assassination of Camelot's king)
Of course, at every opportunity, Arthur's view that there is good in magic, that not all sorcerers are evil, that perhaps his father was wrong, or that his father had lied, ends up being proven wrong, at least in his eyes.
Time and time again Arthur is shown to consider magic as a more neutral force, like almost as if he's desperate for it to be true. It isn't even necessarily his fault that the opinions about magic and sorcerers that Uther taught him becomes reinforced once again.
The fact that he can even think critically about magic at all is a miracle alone. Like this man who has only ever known sorcerers to use magic for evil purposes, to destroy Camelot, attempt to assassinate him, attempt to assassinate his father, to harm those he cares about - and yet he still he still falls back on, what if magic can be good, what if we're wrong, what if, what if, what if--
And it's only when magic itself reveals himself to Arthur that he can finally see that yes, magic can be good.
Because if Merlin is good, if Merlin is the same person even with magic, then magic is neutral, and sorcerers aren't inherently evil.
Arthur was always going to accept magic, that's the thing, that's hardcoded into his character, he just needed the right push, and that push was always going to be Merlin.
Because as Arthur dies in Merlin's arms, blanketed by magic itself, he accepts that even with all of Merlin's magic, his life cannot be saved, magic cannot save him.
But he accepts it, and accepts Merlin, and he dies having brought about all that Merlin ever dreamt of, truly dreamt of, that Arthur would see him for him, and accept him and his magic. And more than that, what Arthur truly ends up doing is embracing it.
Arthur for whatever reason, perhaps because he was born of magic, perhaps because his soulmate is magic itself, perhaps because he has a heart of gold, wanted to see the good in magic at any given opportunity that presented itself, even though with all that Uther taught him, he never should have seen it that way.
It's just, it's so fascinating, and it's so heartbreaking that when he finally knew, he died. But he'll return, and I'm sure then he can build something better with Merlin, really bring magic back to a time that needs it :)
#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#i tried so hard to make this into a short post#but essay mode activated and i tried to stop it i swear :P#i try not to make every post about Arthur a straight up character study but i fail every time#just be glad this post is this short#i had to stop myself about halfway through from going to far into analysis mode#anyway i was thinking about writing this while trying to sleep last night#and i just had to get it down i love Arthur so much and i feel like he deserves more credit for thinking so critically despite there being#no evidence or reason for him to ever do that with magic#i love him the man fascinates me#and I really just wanna wrap him in a blanket - especially as like idk once he returns and finally gets to process all that he did#believing in his father's lies
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as much as i like to have Max and Victoria leave each other on a high note at the party, i would be an absolute straight up liar if i ever claimed to not love Max’s bitchy as fuck line here— and that i didn’t think it’s one of the most slept on lines.
#(voice of guy who loves bitchy max) i may be a bit biased about this#but besides that#about the line being slept on— i do think it also doesnt help that you have to be deliberately mean to victoria to get these lines#which a lot players arent going to do— since most (if not all) players are not in the same mindset as max in that moment#and therefore are most likely going to try and be friendly with victoria#especially since we’re aware of what could happen to her at that point#so. in a lot of cases. this line being slept on is not because of mischaracterization— but just bc of how they played the game.#but! i also think that a lot of the fandom sleeps on this line because of max infantilization. they ignore this line in favor for max’s#other more easily infantilized traits.#but yea#i love bitchy max#more please#lis#life is strange#max caulfield#victoria chase#I ESPECIALLY LOVE THE#“i may have endangered ur life but u trashed my room because of other reasons so. stop fucking whining.”
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lies of pp experts, please explain this to me or else my sleep will be haunted
?????? am i forgetting something. it's been so long since I've actually played. there are 8 legion arms but the game files have 9
anyway, it's called Shot Gun and it has gallery info. conversely, it's the only legion arm that doesn't have the workshop symbol part inside. you can probably look up more details in fmodel but I'm too tired for that, i just opened umodel for a drawing reference
#lies of p#my sleep is going to be haunted#uhhhhhhhhh reminder to look at this in the morning#i'll post about this more fully on dw i'm just tired I'M TIRED#the swirly designs are so pretty#if this is a scrapped arm i am sad#actually tagging the fandom in case anyone is interested or HAS ANSWERS!!!#俺の
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Magneto voice claim options… Graham Mctavish, Paul Saint Peter, John Burgemer (Tien), Peter Cullen, Matt Mercer (for a younger Magneto), Keith David, and Jason Maranocha.
Charles Voice claim options… either David Kaye (who already voicdd him) , Y. Chang, or David Vincent.
Though i’d share this. Have a nice night
john burgemer for erik highkey a funny pick like everyone else (bar mercer ibut you did specify 'yong' so ill be Moderately forigivng) is an appropriate fit tbh but idk burgemer is just so strange if im lookin at tien as a reference point... w hat tien doin here. ...... everyone else tho i can see well to a degree
#snap chats#prob helps that with mctavish he has lies about wanting to forigve humanity for his 'wife's' sake#charles IS eriks eiwfie but .. lol ... anyway i shoud rewatch castlveania oh my godddddd#i never wttched like. season4 onward just the first three where they fight dracula#ACUALLY cinmea i loved that so much it was excelletn..bbut anyway#yeash out of this mctavish and david are good choices for erik#i mean i love david hemblen but if they neeeded other options .. the exissts...#my drunk ass aint even metnion charleyet im so sory. the irony of h2/3 of these beings actors named david#WAAIT IM FUCKING FREKAING MY SHIT DAVID KAYE VOICED OPTIMUS FROM ANIMARTED ????????#i fucking love tfa so uch oholy shit i didnt realie he did the voice for charles in evo AND optimus in tfa#im gonna throw up thats so epic ......... but yeah hes great as charles#he played a lot of bitche si love wait he also played megatron (beast wars) and recoome ... and grimlock......#gsy wait i should rewatchall of tfa why the fuck wasnt there another season.#i should sleep actually im going off the rails <- will not sleep and is just gonna rewatch optimus laughing at sentinel
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Mysterious Lotus Casebook ~ ep. 31
All these years, he's always been alone. You are the only friend I've ever seen him with.
#mysterious lotus casebook#li lianua#feng duobing#this scene wrecked me six ways from sunday#because llh continues to lie to him CONSTANTLY#but fdb understands that it's who llh is#how llh MUST be in order to LIVE with himself#and fdb is willing to put up with a llh who lies through his teeth rather than a lxy who is honest about himself#because then at least he'll be with a LLH who is ALIVE#and whenever llh talks about lxy being dead he means it#he cannot phyiscally live with the reality of who his past self was and what he did#so fdb expressing here that he doesn't need to know every inch of llh#is the greatest expression of love and acceptance I've ever seen#it's a devastating and bittersweet inverse of#the mortifying ordeal of being known#and I think I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now#(PS llh's heartbreaking little smile at the end is maybe the most sincere expression of happiness we've ever seen from him and I AM NOT OK)
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