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"Have the indignities of your childhood not yet sufficiently been avenged?"
This damn quote from the teaser... I'm waiting on bated breath to know the rest of it. Mostly because when you hold onto anger over something others are unaware of, that can fester into something beyond your control until even you can't fathom your own reasons. At the time, yes, they made sense. As you get older, your resolve to defend your reasons weakens because time has picked away at your anger and life gave you more to worry about and be angry over.
Ask anyone who was wronged when they were under the age of 25, they fucking remember everything. It might not influence my actions, but it sure as hell serves as a reason for why I act the way I do. I can also acknowledge that if given the opportunity back then, I would have reacted in an unpleasant way. Now, I couldn't care less, but I'm still very aware of the "indignities" of my childhood.
Someone on Tiktok commented "It's getting harder to defend Aemond" and my immediate thought (and this is a personal one, not one that's a reflection of Aemond fans as a whole) is that I truthfully do not defend him. Luke's death? Yeah, hated that. Aemond's satisfaction after Rhaenys and Aegon? Yeah, SUPER dark. I don't defend Aemond. The part that I'm hung up on is that most, if not all, of these character developments could have been easily avoided, and as viewers, we clearly see where everything went wrong. I could scream at my TV for hours because of this.
Aemond's psychology is fascinating, and Ewan Mitchell openly said that Aemond has gone from morally gray to complete darkness. Daemon is the same - the only difference is the side they chose to stay loyal to, and ultimately, they're more loyal to themselves than anything else. The point of a morally gray character is that they're lawful neutrals - their mindset would not change regardless of the side they're on. The difference here is that now we wait to see if the gray characters finally lose any sense of a moral compass and omit reason.
I love morally gray characters and villains because they have a logical reason for basically anything, and it makes it difficult to argue. The man can be considered a full-blown villain now. I don't defend him, but I sure as hell haven't lost any reasons for him to be my favorite character.
#house of the dragon#hotd#aemond#aemond one eye#aemond targaryen#hotd aemond#prince aemond targaryen#HOTD teaser#hotd spoilers#hotd speculation#I lied about going to sleep
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Man what the fuck is davide reading
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haha have you thought about the fact that decades or centuries from now when we're all dead and gone people could still possibly be thinking about good omens and writing about crowley and aziraphale living their lives in that time. doing exactly what we're doing now. and maybe they'll write about crowley and aziraphale living through the historical events we've lived through. have you thought about the fact that crowley and aziraphale will live on long after we're all gone
#fearandhatred#👁👄👁#it is three fucking am#i was reading a fic that said “this is set 100 years into the future” and it genuinely sent me into a spiral#🧍♂️#i'm writing about these mfs like they exist let me live okay#okay i'm going to sleep i can't be thinking about this today has been a weird day#nope i lied i'm back because like. isn't it amazing we are right in the middle of it#like we get to experience all the shows we love at the time they're created#what a time to be alive#ok bye#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#crowley#aziraphale
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everyone who knows me knows im so weak for my fave getting magically de-aged for fluff and plot reasons
#sjcijxshcsujxisjxishsi hi#i said i was going to sleep i lied i thought about tiny knuckles and got possessed#sonic fanart#sonic au#art#fanart#doodle#knuckles the echidna#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#miles tails prower#saying plot too cause i don’t really like reading fluff woth no good plot you know#needs some angst needs some hurt comfort#I haven’t seen a fic with this premise yet so this post and this art is a form of begging#sorry ive read so many in the s-p/n fandom shiedhiehiedhei
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on the subject of the agreste mansion
#(i lied about going to sleep)#(i’m going to sleep now)#one day i’ll write this fic. and then you’ll all see#(you’ll see the inner workings of my mind regarding the agreste mansion and adrien’s relationship to it as a vessel for everything he loves#and resents about his childhood)#i just have. so many thoughts in my head#the benadryl is getting to me now though. goodnight#🫡#anna rambles#ml#thirteen#(the name of the wip fic)
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911: Lone Star | Tarlos Wedding Pt. 3 -> Carlos' vows
#911 lone star#911 lone star spoilers#911lsedit#tk strand#tarlos#carlos reyes#the tarlos wedding#my gifs#ok i lied i finished these real quick before work#that im going to with no sleep#its the wild heart line for me ngl#i will freak out about this more later im sure#episode: s04e18 in sickness and in health
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Hope this makes sense
As a neurodivergent person I find that once someone explains an emotion they feel towards me it’s becomes easier to explain my own emotions towards them because it gives me words I didn’t have before to explain a feeling I didn’t understand yet (hope this adds context)
#I lied OP isn’t sleeping but he’s about to go back to sleep#royalribbons#tadc#the amazing digital circus#gangle#Kinger#gangle x kinger#the amazing digital circus fan art#tadc fanart#tadc gangle#tadc kinger#my art
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I'm rewatching B99 s3e1 (the one with peraltiago trying to sneak around and keep their newfound relationship secret and accidentally kill their captain in the process) and damn if that one doesn't have 'buddie gets together between s7 and 8' written all over it
#this cannot be an original thought#but imagine#buck and eddie blundering through a first date bc somehow they forgot how to talk to each other#maddie as boyle getting mad at buck because 'i meant take eddie on a date! not some rando!' bc buck lied about who he went on a date with#buddie are so not normal at work and everybody is side eyeing them#but also they have gerrard to deal with so nobody pays much mind to whatever is going on with that#then they sneak into a broom closet and make out and het caught#and gerrard is so damn outraged by this he up and has a heart attack and dies#and then ding dong the witch is dead and happy ever after#crow rambles while high on sleep deprivation#buddie#911#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 abc#911 on abc
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Guys I'm tweaking I wanna draw I WANNA DRAW ANGST SO BADDDDD
Trying my best to post in order so the timeline makes sense but oughh the urge to just... take my pants off and show the raw angst is GRRRRRR MY EYES ARE TWITCHINGGG!!!
#legit my eye twitched when I was typing this#or maybe thats the lack of sleep catching up to me#been rambling about my lore to some people (you know who you are)#and even then IM GATEKEEPING THEM THE LORE SO THEY DONT GET SPOILED FOR THE JUICY SHIT AUGHH#HELL I EVEN LIED TO SOME OF THEM LMAOAOOAOAO#SO THEYRE STILL ON THEIR LITTLE TIPPY TOES WHEN I POST#little red herrings never hurt anyone :3#im going crazy#crazy? i was crazy once#they locked me in a room#a rubber room#full of drawings covering the walls and red string everywhere as I talk to myself and go bananas /silly#LM whispers
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You know, something something Arthur desperately wanted to see the good in magic at any opportunity he was given.
When Gwen was first accused, when he first met Morgause, when he wanted to save Uther using magic, when he saved the woman from being burnt in that small village, when he was given a choice by the Disir, when he was determined to save Gwen from Morgana's dark magic...
(Honourable mentions include when he saved Mordred and argued with Uther about the Druids being peaceful (they are magic adjacent after all) - and well, given the second honourable mention being his remorse for the raid on the Druid camp when he was young, it's understandable that it comes from some sort of trauma. And of course, the result of that remorse was the promise that he would do everything to prevent it ever happening again, and that he would treat the Druids with respect. Hell, even with Kara he was respectful, even though she committed actual literal treason in the form of an attempted assassination of Camelot's king)
Of course, at every opportunity, Arthur's view that there is good in magic, that not all sorcerers are evil, that perhaps his father was wrong, or that his father had lied, ends up being proven wrong, at least in his eyes.
Time and time again Arthur is shown to consider magic as a more neutral force, like almost as if he's desperate for it to be true. It isn't even necessarily his fault that the opinions about magic and sorcerers that Uther taught him becomes reinforced once again.
The fact that he can even think critically about magic at all is a miracle alone. Like this man who has only ever known sorcerers to use magic for evil purposes, to destroy Camelot, attempt to assassinate him, attempt to assassinate his father, to harm those he cares about - and yet he still he still falls back on, what if magic can be good, what if we're wrong, what if, what if, what if--
And it's only when magic itself reveals himself to Arthur that he can finally see that yes, magic can be good.
Because if Merlin is good, if Merlin is the same person even with magic, then magic is neutral, and sorcerers aren't inherently evil.
Arthur was always going to accept magic, that's the thing, that's hardcoded into his character, he just needed the right push, and that push was always going to be Merlin.
Because as Arthur dies in Merlin's arms, blanketed by magic itself, he accepts that even with all of Merlin's magic, his life cannot be saved, magic cannot save him.
But he accepts it, and accepts Merlin, and he dies having brought about all that Merlin ever dreamt of, truly dreamt of, that Arthur would see him for him, and accept him and his magic. And more than that, what Arthur truly ends up doing is embracing it.
Arthur for whatever reason, perhaps because he was born of magic, perhaps because his soulmate is magic itself, perhaps because he has a heart of gold, wanted to see the good in magic at any given opportunity that presented itself, even though with all that Uther taught him, he never should have seen it that way.
It's just, it's so fascinating, and it's so heartbreaking that when he finally knew, he died. But he'll return, and I'm sure then he can build something better with Merlin, really bring magic back to a time that needs it :)
#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#i tried so hard to make this into a short post#but essay mode activated and i tried to stop it i swear :P#i try not to make every post about Arthur a straight up character study but i fail every time#just be glad this post is this short#i had to stop myself about halfway through from going to far into analysis mode#anyway i was thinking about writing this while trying to sleep last night#and i just had to get it down i love Arthur so much and i feel like he deserves more credit for thinking so critically despite there being#no evidence or reason for him to ever do that with magic#i love him the man fascinates me#and I really just wanna wrap him in a blanket - especially as like idk once he returns and finally gets to process all that he did#believing in his father's lies
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Magneto voice claim options… Graham Mctavish, Paul Saint Peter, John Burgemer (Tien), Peter Cullen, Matt Mercer (for a younger Magneto), Keith David, and Jason Maranocha.
Charles Voice claim options… either David Kaye (who already voicdd him) , Y. Chang, or David Vincent.
Though i’d share this. Have a nice night
john burgemer for erik highkey a funny pick like everyone else (bar mercer ibut you did specify 'yong' so ill be Moderately forigivng) is an appropriate fit tbh but idk burgemer is just so strange if im lookin at tien as a reference point... w hat tien doin here. ...... everyone else tho i can see well to a degree
#snap chats#prob helps that with mctavish he has lies about wanting to forigve humanity for his 'wife's' sake#charles IS eriks eiwfie but .. lol ... anyway i shoud rewatch castlveania oh my godddddd#i never wttched like. season4 onward just the first three where they fight dracula#ACUALLY cinmea i loved that so much it was excelletn..bbut anyway#yeash out of this mctavish and david are good choices for erik#i mean i love david hemblen but if they neeeded other options .. the exissts...#my drunk ass aint even metnion charleyet im so sory. the irony of h2/3 of these beings actors named david#WAAIT IM FUCKING FREKAING MY SHIT DAVID KAYE VOICED OPTIMUS FROM ANIMARTED ????????#i fucking love tfa so uch oholy shit i didnt realie he did the voice for charles in evo AND optimus in tfa#im gonna throw up thats so epic ......... but yeah hes great as charles#he played a lot of bitche si love wait he also played megatron (beast wars) and recoome ... and grimlock......#gsy wait i should rewatchall of tfa why the fuck wasnt there another season.#i should sleep actually im going off the rails <- will not sleep and is just gonna rewatch optimus laughing at sentinel
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Mysterious Lotus Casebook ~ ep. 31
All these years, he's always been alone. You are the only friend I've ever seen him with.
#mysterious lotus casebook#li lianua#feng duobing#this scene wrecked me six ways from sunday#because llh continues to lie to him CONSTANTLY#but fdb understands that it's who llh is#how llh MUST be in order to LIVE with himself#and fdb is willing to put up with a llh who lies through his teeth rather than a lxy who is honest about himself#because then at least he'll be with a LLH who is ALIVE#and whenever llh talks about lxy being dead he means it#he cannot phyiscally live with the reality of who his past self was and what he did#so fdb expressing here that he doesn't need to know every inch of llh#is the greatest expression of love and acceptance I've ever seen#it's a devastating and bittersweet inverse of#the mortifying ordeal of being known#and I think I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now#(PS llh's heartbreaking little smile at the end is maybe the most sincere expression of happiness we've ever seen from him and I AM NOT OK)
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And look, I know I'm focusing on fun fun fun fun fun, but it helped because uh, the things that have come out about Yoon Suk-yeol's coup attempt are frightening and frankly more insane than you can even imagine.
(Just to keep the record straight, the bit about the DPRK uniforms is complicated because it hasn't been confirmed but hasn't been debunked yet either: x. We'll know for sure once the investigation starts.)
#sorry to include a thread that doesn't link to sources but TBR is credible#despite my personal feelings about the person who made it#and i just don't have it in me right now to track down all the sources#which goes what i usually do but it's past 2 AM right now and i kept sleeping at...4 AM for [mumble] days#anyway we were making jokes about YSY and honestly they were on point#but it could have ended VERY BADLY and it turns out it was in the works for a while#it wasn't a spur of the moment thing#once again i need to emphasize how this could have been catastrophic#had something gone wrong or had the soldiers been more on board#instead of being confused and lied to or disobeying the orders#and how korean citizens didn't know how things would turn out when martial law was declared#they couldn't assume 'oh lol we'll be fine' which some USians kept alluding to which is so offensive beyond belief#'this would never happen in america because the police/military would shoot and injure/kill people!'#um. please look up protest history in korea lol. but i'll refrain from ranting about that again#because i already made a long af post about it last week so i'm not going to repeat myself#anyway....i just can't wrap my head around this and it's been days since this was uncovered#the fact that martial law was declared was unbelievable in the first place but ALL OF THIS?!?!!? DERANGED
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one thing that is Niggling at me with rivers of london is. peter grant is a guy who Believes In Policing, which is an ideology i do not personally hold to be true but is also a mostly coherent worldview that makes sense for him to have. except. except! his approach to magic is specifically and explicitly going "okay but why does it work like that", and as someone who has that same kind of compassionate curiosity it feels like a disservice to not have him ask those same questions of the criminal justice system. especially when he is a working class black son of an addict.
like, on a meta level, to be clear. the thing about policing is it IS actually impossible to prevent people hurting others. and we do actually need a system to deal with the after-effects, and that system does need to be formal & somewhat at a remove. the problem is who holds the power in that system and how they use it, and the underlying concept that punishment prevents crime, and how cultural change is slow and difficult. it rings very true to have a guy who on some level doesn't really believe locking criminals up helps anyone in the long run, but has decided it at least helps in the short term and he is okay being the guy doing that. peter Wants To Help, and it does scan for him to decide becoming a cop is how he can do that.
it's just. to then have him join the unit run by a guy who was born before they repealed not just capital punishment but the capital punishment of children. so the concept of Deserved Consequences very much comes up, and continues to come up, and it is an ideological leap to go from "people who have committed crimes do not deserve to be killed" to "people who have committed crimes do not deserve to be imprisoned", and it does make sense for peter not to make it when it would require him to quit his job at the least. but also he spends so much time thinking 'but why does magic work' and absolutely no time thinking 'but why do people do crime' and it's jarring. can we at least acknowledge it's something he's purposefully avoiding yknow
#yelling at clouds#rivers of london#for reference i'm like. a quarter? into lies sleeping#so maybe this does come up later i do not know#that one line in. foxglove summer? about how the police don't tend to care about motive. is going to haunt me.
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*peeks behind corner*
*leaves*
...of course, I should mention that this was only possible with the help of @patchwork-crow-writes; he helped me with the final stage of writing and gave me a ton of good feedback+writing tips, and was just super encouraging during the entire writing process. It'd never get done, much less posted, without his help, so thank you again Mr. Crow!
#i said i was going to sleep on my alt#i lied#i feel very anxious posting this so i will absolutely not be resting easy#BUT#I'm proud of it being done#its just like posting fanart for the first time#i felt super embarrassed about it at first#now im drawing fluffy princes on my hands at work and throwing it up here without a second thought#just gotta adjust to it i guess#okay but I'm like actually falling asleep at my desk though im gonna get a cookie and go to sleep for real now#night night yall#deltarune#ralsei#kris#fanfiction#new tag new tag woohoo
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setting aside the like actual criticisms of the Barbie movie (for the record I think it’s mid with great set and costume design), my biggest pet peeve is the way midge was treated. They acted like treating the pregnant person like a freak was some feminist win, they blatantly lied about the success of the happy family line and the recall of midge. No, she wasn’t recalled because a pregnant doll was ‘too weird’. It was because some groups were upset that she didn’t have a wedding ring and believed she was promoting teen pregnancy, somehow, so she was rereleased with a painted on wedding ring. The happy family line that she was at the core of was actually pretty successful for a dollline like that. There were playsets, other accompanying dolls, and Barbie was even her doctor. (I actually have the top to that doll) plus, she was just a ‘normal’ Barbie without the stomach. (It was a plastic piece that stuck on by magnets,) you can obviously have your own opinions on midge and the rest of the line, but the way the Barbie movie handled her was just… wrong.
#i speak#Barbie movie#barbie movie critical#just in case people have it blocked#Summary: they lied about midge and treated her like a freak and I didn’t like it#Whatever it’s late and I’m going to sleep
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