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I’ve seen quite a few people complaining about how quick Will forgave Hannibal for killing Abigail and I have some thoughts
So first of all I don’t think Will (or Hannibal for that matter) loved Abigail.
Will cared about Abigail because he felt responsible for killing her father. I also think he loved the idea of having a child.
After all he doesn’t deny feeling paternal about Abigail and as they later discuss with Hannibal having a step child / surrogate child allows Will not to be scared of passing on his traits he’s afraid of.
So to sum it up Will loves the idea of having Abigail as child. Will cares about the potential Abigail represents, but not Abigail as a separate person.
Hannibal sees Abigail as an opportunity to have an apprentice. She interests him. He sees the groundwork her father has laid and he thinks he can push her to become like him. I think Hannibal also sees Abigail as a tie to Will. A way to keep Will close to him. (Which is also why I think Hannibal doesn’t hesitate to kill Abigail - he wants to hurt Will and he wants to sever that tie he has to Will). So to put it simply Hannibal cares about the potential Abigail represents, but not Abigail as a separate person.
As you probably noticed among the feelings I mentioned - a love for Abigail is not on the list. After all Will’s paternal feelings, Hannibal wanting to get closer to Will and their care for the potential Abigail is does not equate love for Abigail as a person. So Hannibal killing Abigail was not him taking away someone Will loved, it was him taking away that potential.
Second reason I think Will seemingly forgave Hannibal so quickly for killing Abigail is that he didn’t really forgive Hannibal (neither did Hannibal forgive Will for his betrayal). Will and Hannibal’s relationship is complicated. Their love is complicated. Their love isn’t one dimensional. It has enough room for hatred and anger and betrayal. They simply choose to look past it. To ignore it for their own convenience. To love each other despite it. To love each other with it.
As Will said himself their relationship is based on ignoring the worst of each other to enjoy the best.
I think they would view past hurts as steps in the path that led them to where they are.
And the final point: they don’t have a choice other than to forgive each other (in whatever form forgiveness looks like for them). Not really. As Hugh Dancy himself said about their relationship: “imagine you are playing chess and you are the only person in the world who plays chess, and then someone else walks in the room with a chess board”.
They are two of a kind. And for the longest time they both thought they were the only one, that they were unique, doomed to be alone in that uniqueness. And then they met someone like them. Someone interesting. Someone who could understand. They each got a taste of companionship, of understanding, of being seen. And after that, going back to their aloneness would have been a different kind of death. It would have been devastating. After seeing what they could have they just couldn’t go back to how they used to be.
Will and Hannibal have no choice other than to seek the other’s company despite everything because they know they can never meet anyone who could understand them, who could see them. Not how the other can.
Betrayal, killing Abigail, killing Beverly pales in comparison to that extasy of beeing known. They would be willing to tolerate, to accept almost any amount of pain from the other, in return for that pleasure.
They are doomed to each other.
#hannigram#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannibal#nbc hannibal#i am obsessed with them#like seriously#I am not okay
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Phenomenal addition by @epickiya722 !!!!
Teen Geto and Yuji both have a penchant for protecting people
They’re both adept at martial arts
THEY’RE SPRING CHILDREN
Both become the vessel of a malevolent entity
I am never recovering from all the smol parallels between Geto and Yuji…
Geto has to eat curses and says they’re disgusting — Yuji has to eat Sukuna’s fingers and also says they taste disgusting ((GOJO WITNESSING BOTH AND JUST GOING PLS NO NOT AGAIN))
Geto being haunted by the cheering and clapping and Yuji being haunted by Sukuna and Mahito’s laughter
From optimistic happy beans with a tough life to depresso beans
Geto and Yuji both befriending the stoic “strongest” of their generation and changing them for the better, giving them a reason to keep fighting
Yuji and Geto both subjecting Megumi and Gojo to watching them die
YUJI AND GETO SMILING AT MEGUMI AND GOJO IN THEIR LAST MOMENTS
#you can’t tell me Gojo didn’t take one look at all those “coincidences piling up and going#yeah no f this shit#i am not okay#my new mission is to push the geto-yuji agenda#suguru geto#Yuji#itadori yuji#angst#jjk#random thoughts that make me cry#jujutsu Kaisen#unpopular opinion
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Can’t talk, still recovering from that absolute UNIT of an episode……oh my gosh, Kingerrrrrrr 😭✨
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Pompeii by Bastille fits them so well and it won’t stop playing in my head 😭
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc fanart#tadc kinger#tadc queenie#checkmate#tadc checkmates#I am not okay#Goose WHHHYYYYYY
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I’m not ok :]
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Good Omens 2 was like reading a 100k fanfic in the middle of the night that you realize was left unfinished and last updated 5 years ago, and you are left alone with this earth-shattering cliffhanger
#i am not okay#this season is going to destroy me#i am obsessed#but so fucking distraught#neil gaiman#good omens#good omens 2
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Maybe in another life, things would be different.
#i am not okay#jegulus my love#can we let them be happy for once#jegulus fanart#starchaser#james potter#regulus black#wolfstar#my fanart
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dear ed, I love everything about you.
#THE TEASER#I AM NOT OKAY#AHHHH#I was so nervous today that I had to draw something to calm my nerves#THEY'RE COMING BACK TO ME!!#i do not know why ed is wearing buttons shirt in that oen promo pic but i liek the vibe#ofmd#ofmd 2#our flag means death#our flag emans death season 2#ofmd fanart#ofmd s2 fanart#our flag means death fanart#stede bonnet#ed teach#gentlebeard#gentlebeard fanart#my art#digital art
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That scene was gay as fuck
#arcane#jayvik#arcane spoilers#arcane act 3#arcane season 2#jayce talis#viktor arcane#i am not okay#rambling in librarian
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simon was the only one who could understand you. of course, he understood your interests and your distastes, but he was the only one who could understand you.
on days where you couldn’t get out of bed, couldn’t shower, couldn’t live, simon was the one who understood. he’d lay in bed with you, bathe with you, even when he barely fit in the tub and would have to maneuver his legs in an uncomfortable position to fit the both of you.
when the world was against you, simon stood tall by your side.
when you didn’t have it in you anymore to keep on going, simon gave you a second chance.
he knew how you felt. how when things got bad again, nobody was there to pick you back up, to tell you things will be okay, to hug you. simon never had that for himself, so when he met you, a shattered reflection of himself, he provided you with what he didn’t have.
unconditional love. undying affection. admiration on days where you felt you didn’t deserve it. everything he didn’t get before you, he gave you twice as much.
simon glued back your broke pieces with the utmost care. and when you broke again, he’d do it all over.
simon loved you for you. he loved every fragment that cracked along the way. loved you on days where you didn’t love yourself, and loved you on days where you felt like you were on top of the world.
where most people saw an ugly flower, shriveling up into rotted petals, he saw the garden of eden blossoming right before his eyes. he watered every intricate flowers, providing you with warm rays of sunshine in order to assure you would grow.
he took his time with you. he remained patient, because love always is. after all, you can’t bloom a garden without the occasional parasite or weed, and simon would get on hands and knees, fingers in the dirt if it meant tending to you.
#angie’s rambles#this is a vent post#i am Not okay#but anyway hey guys#call of duty#simon ghost riley#cod#cod x reader#ghost cod#simon riley x reader#ghost simon riley#simon riley#simon ‘ghost’ riley x reader#simon ghost riley x reader#ghost x reader
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I am in shambles
#epic the musical#odysseus#epic#epic memes#jorge rivera herrans#epic the ithaca saga#Telemachus#AHHHHHH#I AM NOT OKAY
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for legal reasons caine needs to give pomni her own marketable gummipoo plushie. as a treat.
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#pomni#gummigoo#tadc gummigoo#gummy#I AM NOT OKAY#I AM SERIOUSLY NOT OKAY#THEY WERE SO SWEET TOGETHER#THIS IS THE CALMEST WE'VE SEEN POMNI#THE FIRST FRIEND SHE CAN PROPERLY RELATE TO#gummy didnt even get any lines when he came to the circus#he came#he got poofed#GONE#CAINE CMON#CMON MAN#POMNI YOU DESERVE BETTER#pear post#scheeze art#the first time i post in ages and im not well IM NOT WELL#Funnygummy
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pins by dannybrito
#dannybrito#transparent by me#etsy#pins#buttons#i am not okay#i'm a silly goose#i'm a dog person#feeling fruity#i'm a homebody#nothing matters#i'm a cat person#bee aggressive#trinket person#bunny#goose#dog#strawberry#home#mice#cat#bee#trinkets#objects#fashion#fashion pngs#object pngs#transparent pngs#pngs#pin pngs
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l*ona 😶
(Consider this a spiritual sequel to this post, lol)
Leona: gets in a foul mood the INSTANT he sees Malleus, is completely fine with the idea of pummeling Skully, thinks Jack Skellington is suspicious and threatening them (despite Jack not really doing anything to suggest he has ill intent), is pissed this entire event with Skully’s mere existence/j
Also Leona: calls Sally a lady, fetches grass for her, is willing to eat anything she makes (yes, even if it doesn’t have meat and the main ingredient is just GRASS), praises her for poisoning her caretaker to escape her captivity (he says he RESPECTS her for doing this and that she’s strong 😭), offers Sally his arm to escort her to dinner which explains all the fan art I’ve been seeing—
THE JUXTAPOSITION…
#shut up#I am NOT okay#twisted wonderland#twst#Malleus Draconia#Leona Kingscholar#Skully J. Graves#Sally ragdoll#Jack Skellington#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#jp spoilers#twst jp#twisted wonderland jp#notes from the writing raven#NOT L*ONA ROT#twst halloween#twisted wonderland halloween
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Spoilers for S6
- THE FACT THAT VIREN, DESPITE ALL ODDS, LIVED, ONLY TO DIE PROCLAMING HIS SERVITUDE TOWARDS HIS HOME
-THE FACT THAT RAYLA RECOGNIZED THE BEHEMOTH'S PAIN BECAUSE IT MIRRORED HER OWN
-THE FACT THAT RAYLA IS CALLUM'S DEEP TRUTH, AND FULLY ACCEPTING HER BACK INTO HIS HEART WAS THE CURE FOR THE DARKNESS IN HIS SOUL
- THE FACT THAT RAYLA HAD TO LET HER PARENTS GO BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T SEPARATE RUNAAN AND ETHARI, OR HER PARENTS FROM EACH OTHER
-THE FACT THAT RUNAAN WAS CORRUPTED NOT BECAUSE OF DARK MAGIC, BUT BECAUSE OF HIS OWN GUILT AND REGRET
-THE FACT THAT RUNAAN, THE MAN NOT AFRAID OF DEATH, JOYOUSLY AND INCREDULOUSLY EXCLAIMS "I... I'm alive!"
-THE FACT THAT EVEN THOUGH TERRY STUCK BY CLAUDIA AND WANTED THE BEST FOR HER, SHE STILL CHOSE AARAVOS AND HIS BULLSHIT OVER HIM
#I AM NOT OKAY#AS YOU CAN PROBABLY TELL BY THIS ALL CAPS POST#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp s6#rayla#callum#runaan#claudia#terry#ruthari#rayllum#terria
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Eurylochus saying “I’m just a man” before fucking everything up forever is making me so insane
#I AM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS#I AM NOT OKAY#NOTHING IS FINE!!!!!!!#epic the musical#epic the thunder saga#eurylochus
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