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littencloud9 · 2 months

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bsd fandom has always mischaracterised kunikida to hell and back but the fact that i am seeing SO MUCH hate for his character right after his 'death' is insane

#'kunikida is a boring character' 'dazai doesnt even like kunikida' 'kunikida has never suffered through trauma' DO U HEAR YOURSELF...#on one hand yeah studio bones butchering ln1 so bad will always be a main source of the misinterpretations #but EVEN THENNN you dont HAVE to read ln1 to get it. you just need to use your brain!!!!!#i dont care if you dislike kunikida or dislike knkdz or whatever. you can have your own opinion #but dont make up bullshit reasons for why you dont like them??????#and also ship wars are so stupid if i see ONE MORE POST comparing skk and knkdz's partnerships #which while have some good parallels #are ultimately not the same #then i will FIND YOU #skk and knkdz involve dazai in two very different stages of his life and you cant compare them #'oh this is healthier. oh this is more interesting. oh this partnership carries more weight. oh--' SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR FIVE SECONDS #LET PEOPLE LIVEEEEE #sorry for being petty but ive gone seven years without a knkdz manga interaction and so many skk shippers still wanna whine about how their #ship is better or whatever. like you already own so much content. so much of the fandom is skk tunnel visioned #why are you threatened by other shippers just having fun. calm the fuck DOWN #and also STOP PUTTING YOUR BASELESS HATE IN THE KNKDZ TAG I DONT WANNA SEE ITTTT #tag it as anti or whatever but dont shove your hate into the ship tag lol thats just basic etiquette #ok sorry im done now goodbye #this went from being annoyed at bad knkd takes to stupid knkdz hate but. those always seem to come together #smiles through the pain #bsd spoilers #sorry forgor to tag that

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avocado-frog · 1 year

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Man I hate being able to read

#average wattpad behavior tbh #someone typed that with their hands #on a separate note i hate the delulu thing #my mom said delulu to me and i made it my mission to make her regret it #it's fun when people say that sort of stuff because you can make them explain what it means and watch them Squirm #but like if you make it say real words it says the solution to your delusional like WHAT does that MEAN #if anything booktok recs make me worse off in life #colleen fucking hoover and shit #call me old and out of tune with the Youth but i think it's stupid #''ooh isaac why don't you just let people have fun??? :((( it's harmless :((('' i am actively making pottery out of your bones #delulu #tiktok #anti tiktok #booktok #there that way my target demographic will see this post #god i hate having eyes #maybe im the only person in the whole world who thinks it's dumb but that's ok i can accept that

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snakes-on-skates · 2 months

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a while ago i saw this human bill design on tiktok and omg i love it so so so much 😭 i freak out every time i see it my thoughts immediately switch from normal to AUGGHHHH STOPPPPPPPPPP I HATE HIM SO MUCH HES THE WORST HES AWFUL WHAT A FREAK

#translation: i love this sucker more than anything in the world i wanna squeeze him #the first time i saw it I actually dropped my phone 😭 I WASNT EXPECTING ITT #its. omg. the art style definitely has something to do with it idk #THEY DRAW HIM SO WELL!!!! IT JUST CAPTURES HIS PERSONALITY AUGGHH #IM OBSESSED #I NEED TO TRANSFORM INTO A GIANT SNAKE AND CONSTRICT HIM UNTIL HE DIES #I WANT TO BREAK ALL HIS BONES #LET ME HUG HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HAAAATE HIIIIIIIM #EXPLODE.#BURST INTO FLAMES.#i cannot stand it #i cant stand him #i need him to step on a landmine #i need to throw him into a ravine #im gonna kill that bastard with my bare hands #i WILL bite him and i will NOT let go #FUCKING!!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!#i wanna grab him and shake him around #im imagining it right now. thats my heaven. i just get to beat him up. and then hug him. and then beat him u-#one of these days im gonna snap and none of you will be prepared #yknow when you trap your cat under an upside down laundry basket. i wanna do that to him #oh my fucking GOOODDDDDDDDD #this is what happens when i like a character platonically. im normal about my crushes. but nOT THIS GUY!!!!#NOT THIS FUCKING GUY!!!!!!!!#this is a PROBLEM. I CANT KEEP LIVING LIKE THIS #i wouldnt trade it for anything hes my most specialist little guy #i need to put him in a snowglobe. not even the human design i was talking about just the triangle. i need to shake him + some glitter around #stupid fucking weasel bitch. fuck that guy #UGH. WHATEVER LEAVE ME ALONE

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vi-enti · 6 months

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nothing worse than people thinking it’s ok to be wildly drunk in public places and bother strangers just bc of a holiday.

#@ the man i just met i genuinely hope you sustain a serious injury at some point in your life #break two bones. lose a finger. lose your hand :)#ooh get a liver disease and be unable to ever drink again #i mean. ok this is mean i’m a little sorry #but i am SO fucking pissed and i hate drunk strangers who are so disruptive and evil in public #silly drunk people sticking with their friends? fine! great even #come near a person you don’t know with your hands and i will cut them the fuck off i am so mad #happy drunk idiots green day #also i do like st patricks i think it’s fun to celebrate but nothing excuses some behaviors yknow #moon babbles

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rosedosed · 1 year

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I love you books that are aware that they’re books. I love you books that demand an active participatory reader approach. I love you books that force the reader to remember that it is not its job to teach you how to read it. I love you uninviting literature. I love you books that hate being read. I love you books that reject the notion of what a book should be. I love you books that use every single aspect of itself to communicate the message at the center of the narrative even if its alienating and strange I loooooove youuuu

#i love you books I physically cannot finish I love you books I physically cannot stop reading I love you books that demand rereading forever #i love you books I want to hate but love I love you books with sinister intent I love you books that talk past you while staring at the sky.#i dont need favorite tropes i dont need favorite characters I need to Fucking Feel. i need Sincerity i need Intent and Passion #I need to hear the bones of the hand that crafted you shifting under the weight of what theyve done DO U HEAR ME!!!!#rose ramblings

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ssaalexblake · 2 years

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honestly ppl being surprised that people outright and proudly proclaiming the a hiring of a female doctor is a disgrace Might Have An Agenda for widely spreading that her episodes are bad (from like. before they started even airing. let that be clear.) is like your parents watching fox news and them being shocked that the people running it stoking hatred towards certain groups might have An Agenda for doing so when you tell them about it.

This is like. Honestly funny up to a point. Gee Golly, the people open about their vicious hatred of women aren’t to be trusted as a quality guide or as a place of unbiased opinion on something to do with a woman??? I am Shocked.

They poisoned the well.

#dw shit #i teeter between intense judgement and just laughing at people tbh #the fact that the anti woman bs was tolerated as a valid opinion from the get go is where it went downhill fast #it was not and never will be a valid opinion #it's an acting job to play a species that can canonically change body in any configuration #also colin baker is a king among men and he's the only person i respect anymore.#i have never seen one of his episodes in my life but hell if i give a damn #love that guy #would like to shake his hand (except not for plague reasons)#the only correct response to all this was his shut the fuck up and get over it (paraphrased)#to all the whiny baby misogynists #you don't Cater to people like those #you tell them to get over themselves #tho i do also respect that chibbs just went and hired another woman to Also be doctor like i laughed over that for weeks #Also the correct response to crying man babies #oh you hate it??? have more!#i'll shut up eventually but today i am a dog with a bone #(mostly cuz my executive dysfunction is Bad rn and can't do anything better)#and also it's true

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lesenbyan · 5 months

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you know, I might be Stepping In It, but I really hate people's tendency to "you're lucky" when finding out someone's naturally skinny really piss me off.

I'm not saying there's not privilege to being skinny, there absolutely is in this fatphobic world. But as someone who has spent literally over half my life wishing I could gain any fucking weight ever it makes me so fucking mad. I've tried working out, I've had physically demanding jobs, I've tried, back when i could afford it, eating as much as I could handle. I have literal dysphoria about being skinny.

and then when I Go Off at a coworker for being the second person in a week to tell me I'm lucky- while wearing braces digging into my joints bc I am physically too small to wear them right but they don't get smaller- I'm told "oh but you have to realize we never considered the other side" sure! but I'm still allowed to get pissed! you would be too!

#personal;#i get it i GET IT we're not allowed to talk about skinny shaming.#I know this is nothing compared to what fat people have to go through #I know. I get it. I know.#but it's also so fucking invalidating to have to caveat my every complaint with 'other people have it worse'#like fuck maybe no one should be shamed for their bodies #maybe no one should be making off hand comments and assumptions about weight high OR low #like yeah the movement's not about me and i hate when ableds point out how accessibility can help THEM TOO so like #i get what I sound like #but I'm SO tired. I'm 29 and I've been trying to gain weight since i was like 13-15 #I've never even managed to hit 130 #I got close and then all my disabilities kept getting worse so then i couldn't work as much #and thus I can't afford food #so what i had built has been burnt #and I'm back to 120 and clinging with both hands to the hope I don't end up back at /115/ (I am 5'7". you can see my ribs)#like. I am NOT lucky. I can't sit or lay on a hard surface bc it hurts my bones #I can't cuddle well when I DO want to bc i'm just sharp bits #my proportions are so fucked that it's hard to find clothes that actually fit #like #I get it #I get what you're trying to say #but it hits trauma (ignored (JOKED ABOUT) eating disorder bc I'm skinny so it's Fine; repeated skinny shaming; etc)#and it's so exhausting not being allowed to be mad about it #If i had three wishes with no downsides the first would be to gain 50-100lbs and i've been saying that for over a decade #I'll probably regret posting this #ask to tag;

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traggalicious · 5 months

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Why must my limbs hate me. They want me dead. They may succeed if they keep feeling as if they’re tightening around my bones and trying to squeeze them into breaking. Owie.

#fucking bones #bone hurty #i hate it #aaaaaaaaaaa #when ur limbs feel like lead clap ur hands #when u wish u were dead clap ur hands #when ur limbs fucking hate u and you fucking hate them back #cos they feel like fucken lead.#clap ur hands.#👏👏#traggy’s shit

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strwbrymlkshake · 2 years

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ohh I do want to pass away why am I so stupid

#mine #🎸#why am i such a terrible person 😇 genuinely what the fuck #me when i want to cry and tear my skin off over a minor mistake ufhdshdjfjg can i stop being fucking stupid for once #crying over a mistake right NOW actually everything is so difficult i dont know what im supposed to do in these situations!!!!!!!#i get in trouble for not knowing what to do in social situations then i have to apologize and i didnt know THAT either.#bashing my head against the wall violence maiming killing death torture bloodletting slicing tearing defenestrating murdering annihilating #me anmd my epic autism powers. shouldnt i know better why csnt you understand!!! who is at fault here! i dont even know #ashshsjdksjfklsfke im wanna cry so hard everything sucks right now im too busy for this shit. for Emotions #why are you punishing me do you hate me?! did you never even like me at all are you trying to make me mad!!! why #im so tired and frustrated i want everything to go perfectly but its not nothing can be perfect in this terrible world he is going to hate #me now. hell why do i have urges like this it always ruins everything im being so selfish arent i aren't i arent i !!!!!!!! why cant we #be FUCKING compatible and perfect snd everything what is the problem am i the problem?!?? why cant you understsnd what im trying to tellyou #maybe it really would just be better if i died nothing good has happened or is going to happen to me since he probably hates me and #my life sucks!!!!! my face hurts from crying i cant cry properly it hurts it feels so hot why cant it end already!!!!!!! why cant #we be perfect like we are supposed to why cant you UNDERSTAND it seems easy to understand to ME whwueh i am mortified my throat hurts #my head hurts i hate this world why couldnt i resist why did i have to be vulnerable id be better off if. well i dont know #i do want to crush bones and flesh beneath my hands to be honest i dont KNOW i thought it was going well i thought it was good #the thread i am hanging on by is quite thin actually why do i care so much why do i care so little im going to explode right meow!!!#my mood is so ruined i dont know if im even used to this whole thing i cannot get in particular moods im so. rgrhrhggr none of this post #is going to make sense i just need to say words while crying then itll be fine probably #this is just another one of god's little tests i think that everyone will hate me no matter what in the end so i have to enjoy it while #it lasts. no matter how hard i try everything always ends up the same way. all this started because of my mistakes and itll end with them

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peapod20001 · 1 year

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I am the nail growth self saboteur!!

#random post #guess who rammed their hand in a wall and broke off the literal short nail on their hand?? this guyy #I’m prone to ramming parts of my body into things. it’s comical really #like a week ago I somehow bashed my hip into a drawer handle. because that’s how I roll 😎#it hurt bad enough to shock me into silence </3 I got scraped bad enough for my parents to go ‘GASP. PEAA!!!! WHAT DID YOU DOOO???’#read that in concerned parent voice if u would #it’s funny when I get hurt or do smth bad and I’m asked why I’d do that. like we both don’t know I function like a scarecrow brought to life #and learning to walk with no bones or muscles HHFSCREE #it’s fine now pain only hurts in like the first few moments and then it’s chill #got off topic there but anywayssss yea :> I’m just glad it was the one that was already broken an not a longer one #I’m surprisingly optimistic I’ll have u know. contrary to popular belief #adhd moment but do u ever think how we’re the first generation that will grow up and grow old on the internet?#do u ever think about what that’ll mean for us? or what it looks like? will there be a time when we just don’t log on ever again?#I also sometimes think of the internet graveyard. the millions of accounts that are no longer used either by choice or by some other #circumstance like passing away. I think we’ll only know when the future generations see a post by someone with a date 100 years in the past #these aren’t negative thought they’re just thoughts I have. a negative thought would be me wondering who will tell the world I’m gone so I’m #not waited on. obviously that’s not a problem I hate to worry about now but then intrusive thoughts do be intruding. anyways yea when I’m #gone at like. 80 (?) I’ll release my creations into the wild for people to do whatever with. it’ll be like an intrusive species lmfao my #impact on the world will be fucking up the online ecosystem forever #ok I’m done rambling now lol did you know I was holding a muffin while typing this entire thing? one handed I might add!! the chaos can’t #be contained no matter how much adderall u pump in me

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windupaymeric · 2 years

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Them courting was just giving the other bedroom eyes

#final fantasy xiv #ffxiv #screenshots #GPOSERS #au ra #raen #aymeric de borel #OC: Ashe Viterri #(thats actually a joke)#(secretly they were way past courting by 3.4)#(at least in their minds)#(anyway thats a story for another day have these)#(fucking hate hand bones)#aymericxwol

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memecatwings · 1 year

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hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate. malice, even

#going to tear spotify apart with my teeth for this one #i hate the tiktokification of every app i fucking hate you #i dont want to be forcibly shown music videos as soon as i open the app fuck you #there's no way to disable it either im going to kill you im going to eat you im going to cut off your hands while youre still alive #and use your bones as utensiles to eat your flesh

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nexus-nebulae · 2 years

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me, constantly: yeah i didn't really show that many Symptoms when i was a kid??

me, every single time: *remembers something random* ........ oh

#'you didnt have THAT many sensory issues as a kid!!!!!!' ok so like #uh warning for mention of hurting self. not in a sh way but still like. yeah #but like you know when you're little. and you're growing #and your skull is growing too right #and i just. when i was a kid i could *hear* the growing #i could hear my skull creaking as it shifted #and it fucked me up i hated it #so I'd basically like. slam my hands on my head to make it stop.#and people would try to get me to stop but i'd tell them about the sound and theyd just. say i was making it up or smthn idk #nobody ever really took me seriously about it #but i mean. come the fuck on. you really think that a skull CHANGING SHAPE is just going to do so fucking silently??? really??#bones MOVING THEIR ORIENTATION AND SHIFTING TO MAKE MORE SPACE doesn't make a sound. right. yeah.#i know normal people brains block the sound out like theyre programmed to like how it does with your heartbeat and stuff #but mine didn't come preinstalled with a 'white noise' option all i get is 'noise' and 'TOO FUCKING MUCH NOISE HOLY SHIT'

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deerskullsystem · 2 years

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us: no fear

us: *is heavily disassociated while preparing dinner, which involves preparing some especially grizzly chicken meat, making us feel incredibly ill and overstimmed*

us: *someone puts the idea in our head that if we split a certain fictive that is good with.... meat. we would be able to deal with it better*

us: one fear.

#deerskull.txt #ITS BIM TRIMMER OKAY. THE FUCKJNG CANNIBAL MARKIPLIER GUY.#if you dont want to read graphic meat stuff stop reading the tags now #but oh my fucking god we want to throw up #the meat was so bloody. so many blood clots. it was so awful and red and it kept getting all over our hands #and it was full of grizzly bits all cartilage and tiny bone shards #we had to get rid of it all before we could feel safe to fucking serve our family it #like jesus christ we already have carnivore alters who want to chew raw meat we dont need a guy that'll make not wanting to fucking.#bite ourselves as a form of destressing self harm. even worse.#this is why we dont like preparing meat #why we always have some form of processed meat. cured sausage or something breaded #pre-prepared even #we hate dealing with it #..... maybe its just chicken specifically because we're okay with other cuts of meat i think #just #fucking christ #we dont need any more alters fucking PLEASE WE DONT NEED ANY MORE #we dont need any more #and certainly not that fucking guy #please

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horse-egg · 2 years

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making some progress on more painting practice with pb.... a lot of this is still kind of rough but i think im getting it to where i want it to be tbh?

#not the rope swing though #and i think im gonna get rid of the red background and try to like. paint a real background for once but i gotta commit to the idea i have #and work on it more #i also hate that fucking hand but i enjoy what ive done with his missing arm #tbh i enjoy the way ive chosen to do these thighs lmao like send me to jail but i think hes more fun if hes got meat on his bones #anyway no reblogging on this bc its a wip like always lmao #just wanted to have a record of progress #pb #5wish

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lazyspeedy · 2 months

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my germaphobia is crossing new extremes

#ahhhhhhh #hate it when my family is like “ur crazy 🤨”#fucking DUH i know it’s getting worse #like i can tell by the state of my hands and when i either need to chill with excessive hand washing #or just get better at applying lotion to cover up #but like #i don’t need u telling me i’m crazy #but also my brothers r like so gross #just wash ur hands when u come back from outside 😩 how fucking hard is that #me when they ask me in 10 years why im not married with kids:#well y’all kept calling me crazy and unbearable to live with so why the fuck why i put a child thru that 🤨#is it denying my possible exaggeration by kinda blaming this on covid lmao #i know the thing was air bone not necessary surface touch #but we were wiping and sanitizing shit 100% like barely still 2 years ago #the sudden pendulum my brothers r taking is like bro #^^

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