#(and had an artblock for a very long time)

[rayjeff]

NO WAY THE GOOFSTER IS BACK

HEYYYYY >:] HIHIHHOHOHOHO

[heartdrop]

three silly little pieces for the past 3 inktober prompts

minecraft parrot for exotic, b&w hat man for binoculars and a quick furry guy on some landscape for trek

[keeps-ache]

I AM SPEED

[dear-satan]

Can you do more Resident Evil x reader plsss

I hope you like this <3 ( I'm so, so sorry I'm replying so late!! )

Tinder

ID!Leon Kennedy x Reader

★ word count: 11k

★ CW: smut, age gap (early 20s reader, Leon late 30s), oral (fem receiving), unprotected sex, cum on the reader's thigh, cock warming or not, love marks

★ author's note: hello everyone, i'm alive! sorry for not posting anything for a very long time.. well, i was suffering from a terrible artblock? i think that's what it's called.. i'm very, very sorry for that! i'll try to post for you as often as possible, especially since i've been thinking about a few new characters.. but you'll see that in time! enjoy reading <3

Tinder - an ordinary dating app, designed to help people in interpersonal contacts. In fact it was. It has been known for a long time that people through the screen of a phone or laptop were much, much bolder than when talking face to face. Because what guy starts the conversation by sending a picture of his dick, shamelessly asks for a picture of tits or offers a blowjob at the back of his car? It was really, really disgusting.

But for some reason, tinder ended up on your home screen.

Creating an account was very simple. Just like choosing the right photos and creating a good description. However, the stairs began when you had to choose the age group of a potential partner.

You bit your lip. The 30+ option seemed really tempting but for some reason strangely immoral. You were a student and your previous relationships were with boys your age or a year or two older. To be honest, you were bored with it. You were bored being their second mother. You needed someone to take care of you. You and your needs. Who will provide care and call you his good, little girl.

Create an account.

The first few days really surprised you, really. You've never seen so many dicks in your life and learned new, rather strange terms for your pussy. But after a week, a profile appeared in your inbox that caught your attention.

His name was Leon and his profile was almost empty - a short description and two photos, of which only one showed his face and figure. He was handsome, really handsome - medium length, brown hair with a parting on the right. The bangs fell on one side of his face, covering his wild but deep look. Jaw, nicely outlined with a slight beard. His muscular stature made you shiver and his mind began to imagine what he looked like without clothes.

Be my pretty girl.

You wrote almost every day, nothing perverted. He asked how was your day at the university, how you were feeling, if you had dinner. He was nice, just like that. Sometimes he sent photos of him sitting in his apartment, with a glass of whiskey or in some expensive restaurant that you could never afford. You also sent photos - when you were sitting at lectures or drinking coffee during your lunch break. At some point, you moved from the application to SMS, it was much more convenient. A month passed until he finally offered a face-to-face meeting.

You wrote almost every day, nothing perverted. He asked how was your day at the university, how you were feeling, if you had dinner. He was nice, just like that. Sometimes he sent photos of him sitting in his apartment, with a glass of whiskey or in some expensive restaurant that you could never afford. You also sent photos - when you were sitting at lectures or drinking coffee during your lunch break. At some point, you moved from the application to SMS, it was much more convenient. A month passed until he finally offered a face-to-face meeting.

The cafe was quite a trite place but it didn't bother you. You dressed in the prettiest clothes you had in the closet, you did delicate makeup. You looked really pretty - a young girl going to her big man. It was so perverted.. But how exciting.

The cafe he chose was expensive from just looking at it. You pushed the door uncertainly and started looking around the premises in search of Leon. And you found him.

He sat at a small table at the other end of the room. The navy blue shirt perfectly covered his muscles at the sight of which saliva gathered in your mouth.

"Fuck, behave normal." you scolded in your mind, taking the first steps towards him. He was handsome, really handsome. "Hey" you greeted shyly, stopping next to the table "Um, Leon.. Right?”

His blue irises met yours and oh god.. They were the most beautiful eyes you've ever looked into.

"Hey" his smile was even more beautiful. "You look beautiful" pointed to the place opposite him that you obediently took.

"Thank you, you too.. I mean, you look beautiful too.. I mean, you look really hot." what? Your cheeks were burning with live fire. Since when do you talk such nonsense? "I... I'm sorry, d-don't want-"

"Hey hey, calm down." he laughed "It's okay, thank you." the tone of his voice acted strangely on you, as if soothing. "I ordered coffee, caramel cappuccino, right?"

“Yeah” you nodded. You didn't think he would remember.

At first, the conversation didn't really stick, mainly because of your shyness, but it passed. Seconds turned into minutes, minutes into hours. You didn't even notice how it was slowly getting dark outside. Only when the waitress came to inform you about the approaching closing time did you realize how long you had been talking.

Leon offered to escort you. It was cold outside, so he threw his leather jacket on your shoulders. It smelled so good, fresh perfume combined with the scent of deodorant and a slight smell of tobacco. This mixture created a deadly smell that caused your brain to turn off at his words.

Naughty.

"It's here." you stopped in front of the old tenement house where you rented an apartment.

Leon looked first at the building and then at you and smiled sadly. "Then," he came up to you and gently put his face in his big hand, "Thank you for the nice time." he was close, very close and your heart jumped to your throat. "I hope we will do it again soon."

You looked at his lips and tingling appeared in the lower part of the abdomen. "Or maybe.. Will you go upstairs?” You suggested again looking into his eyes "I have good wine.." you bit your lip "Then I'll order a taxi so you don't come back alone."

For the hundredth time today, he gave you this stunning smile "Good wine?"

・・・・★・・・・★ ・・・・

His lips were everywhere. They left blood trails on your heated skin. Your hands wandered over his bare back, scratching it lightly as he sucked and bit your already hardened nipples. God, his mouth was even more perfect than you imagined. And the fun was just beginning.

Leon was in no hurry to go anywhere, kissing slowly your skin under your breasts, around your belly button. He only stopped when he reached the beginning of your panties, lifting his head and pawing at you with a questioning look. You only nodded quickly as a sign of agreement and let out a quiet moan when you felt his hot kiss on your still clothed clit.

“I haven't done anything yet, and you're already so wet…” he gasped, grabbing your lacy lingerie with the intention of getting rid of it quickly “So wet just for me.”

Your panties landed somewhere on the bedroom floor and Leon settled himself comfortably between your legs. He started kissing the inside of your thigh and his stubble scratched you pleasantly, however, when he moved his tongue along your pussy. A moan escaped your lips and your back arched as he began to slowly eat you out. He alternated between licking, sucking and even lightly biting your swollen bud, sending electric inpulses through your entire body. Your moans went from these quiet ones to loud, even pornographic ones. Damn, if Leon could do such things with his mouth, what could he do with his cock.

“You taste so good princess,” he moaned into your entrance, and immediately after that he inserted his tongue into you.

“F-fuck.” You gasped, tangling your fingers in his brown strands of hair. Your tongue was replaced by his fingers, pumping at a slow pace. He began sucking on your poor clitoris again and your ring finger and index finger slid out, bending in different directions from time to time. This dangerous mixture of sensations began to accumulate a knot in the pit of your body. Your thighs began to tremble slowly and your toes began to flex. “L-Leon. I'm coming.” You gasped tilting your head back.

He only smiled at your pussy, speeding up his movements a bit with his hand. Your lewd sounds made his cock ache and his boxers one hundred percent had a sizable precum stain.

“L-Leon!” the pleasure was getting closer and closer, and when it was about to come…. You felt the emptiness. The unpleasant cold teasing your wet pussy forced you to open your eyes and raise your head. “W-what. W-why.” your voice stumbled with every word you uttered. Leon smiled mischievously, straightening up. His pupils were huge, almost obscuring that beautiful blue color of his irises. He stared at you wordlessly, like an animal at its prey. “My little girl wanted to come?” curtly, his tone made you dizzy.

“Y-yes…”

“Yes what?” he grabbed the elastic band from his gray boxers.

“Please Leon… I-I want… I want you…” your head once again fell back onto the pillow beneath you. Watching him slowly undress was torture, something your eyes both craved and refused to desire. “I-I want you inside me".

“Good girl.” His boxers landed next to your panties and he towered over you. Even more heat was beating from him than from you. “Ready?”

You didn't even have time to answer. You sucked air into your lungs as the head of his cock began to caress your entrance, only to immediately slide into you up to his balls in one swift motion. The feeling was unearthly, and you swear, if he hadn't blocked your mouth with his own, the whole tenement would surely have heard you. “S-so tight.” groaned Leon leaning his forehead against yours “Are you sure.. Y-you fucked before me?” a quiet, silly laugh echoed in your ears.

“Stop talking and fuck me.” you didn't have to repeat yourself. His movements were slow at first. He loved the way your moans drifted out of your open mouth directly into his. How you raised your eyelids every now and then just to look at him for a second. Fuck, he fell for it.

As time passed, the slow pace began to get in the way. His body movements sped up wildly and your pornographic moans and gasps filled the room. So did the sound of your sweaty bodies slapping against each other. “S-so good, fuck.” He hid his head in the hollow of your neck. He felt his own knot of pleasure slowly begin to break.

“I'm coming.” You whispered in his ear, clenching your thighs making him thrust into you even harder and faster. Your mind whirled and your eyes rolled upward under your closed eyelids. You stopped hearing everything that was going on around you, making you completely miss Leon's question about contraception. You were literally a brainless mush that slowly lost itself in the approaching orgasm. “I- I'm coming!” not a second passed. Pleasure took control of your body and the loud cries of Leon's name filled the room. Your trembling thighs slaughtered him even harder and you curled up, sinking your teeth into his shoulder, sobbing quietly.

Leon himself didn't last long. That divine, warm feeling filled his mind and at the last second he slid out of you so that lines of hot cum flew onto your wet thigh. He himself sagged completely, crushing you with his weight. “T-that's my girl.” he purred as your trembling fingers began to massage his scalp. “M-my girl.”

With your other hand, you brushed away the hair stuck to your forehead, finally opening your eyes before which darkness appeared. Your head pulsed with pleasure and a quiet screech echoed in your ears. You felt so good, so damn good. “You know what?” you began, trying to normalize your breathing.

“Hm?”

“It seems, we forgot about the wine.”

[meritski]

dangerously yours • wanderer x gn!reader

Wanderer never liked the stars, so it made his lips twitch upwards slightly when he noticed how the cosmos were trying to copy the shine of your eyes. It was doing a horrible job, and here you were— mesmerized by it. Hah, how amusing.

The lies of Teyvat could never outshine you. Yet you seemed unaware of that.

How could he tell you the truth, which would lead you to watch the stars through tears? Which would lead your eyes to lose their brightness? A trait of yours that he adored? Never. He could never do that to you.

“Look, a shooting star!” The excitement of your tone made him snap out of his thoughts. “Did you wish?”

“Oh,” He was too caught up in watching you instead of the stars, it seemed. “I didn’t have the time.” The words slipped between his lips before he could even think. "Didn't have the time", coming from him— compared to you? Very funny.

Sometimes he regrets it. Maybe if he had wished that you were two other people— two people who need not say goodbye; the universe would pity him and listen, just for this once.

And sometimes, he doesn’t. Because you looked breathtaking that day(you always do), even though he didn’t have the breath you could have taken. If he did, all of them would belong to you, he swears upon it.

Noticing your curious gaze, he guessed you’d ask what he could possibly wish for. But the question never came, which caught him off guard. Instead, you proposed an idea. A silly one, but still endearing nonetheless. Just like you.

“Next time, then.”

He never saw any of them after you, which made him believe you were his shooting star, the only star he believed in, instead. It was a shame that none of the wishes he made while looking at you came true. You were the brightest of them all, who shone across his memory with a warm light. One that he would never forget.

You would betray him, surely. He had known that from the start. Yet he also betrayed himself by not considering this a betrayal. Because how could someone as heavenly as you do something so sinful? How could someone’s words that sound like verses— he repeats them every night, engraving them into his memory so he will never forget them, as if he is a worshipper— be a lie?

He will live a long time— an eternity without you. This makes him wonder, is the only eternity he’ll gain from this cruel world a life without you? If so, he doesn’t want it. Even though it’s what he yearned for his entire life, you are what he will long for for the rest.

He will look into the faces of passersby, hoping to find something that will, for an instant, bring you back to him. Yet none of them compare with yours. Nor can they try to remind him of you. Yours was sculpted in his mind, he didn’t dare to dirty it with some forgettable facades that didn’t matter. You deserved much more than that.

Moonlit nights will feel strangely empty because there will be no answer when he calls your name into them. The sky you two once watched is starless now. He doesn’t have anything in his mind, other than you. And he doesn’t think he’ll in the future, either. His mind, thoughts, body, past and future, soul— everything belongs to you.

Always, the empty space in his chest will be aching for you. A cold reminder that he didn’t have a heart that could have belonged to you. If he did, all of it would belong to you. He, again, swears upon it.

You're something to believe in again— yet you are the type of person who has ceased to exist for him. He truly hates that.

𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ notes!

☆ the artblock + uni combo soloed me i am afraid </3

☆ the dangerously yours quotes on my fyp and my unhealthy obsession with wanderer resulted in this haha, not really my best work and it's also not proofread— yeah, it might get rewritten !!

☆ i actually was editing one of my drafts for kinich last time i checked... how did it come to this >,:

☆ i hope you guys liked it, hehe <3

[hannnsh]

team T.I.E.S !!

for that one anon that asked if i can draw ties, i have had this wip for so long and i fjnally finished it for u 😭🙏🏻 sorry for taking so long i have not drawn on my phone in so long i forgor how lol .. i also havent any time to draw bc .. school 😞

long rant + individuals down below ✨

im very happy w tango impulse and skizz, not so much w etho 😓 etho is hard for me to draw for some reason?? design wise, i made them all match outfits w their respective colors tehee oh and the (bow)ties bc, cmon

lore time idk im bad at this, anyways theyre the inventor team (?) like yknow redstone and stuff. but i made skizz like the guy that takes orders of off people bc idk if he knows that much redstone unlike the other three who are nerds at redstone yknow what i mean. but yea if i weren’t so lazy i wouldve desigbed a more steampunk look for them but alas 😔

again sorry for disappearing i watched a dino show (jwct) and got hooked so i’ve been reading fanfics nonstop for a few days 😭 also artblock got to me and exam stress is also consuming me 😓 i do have one more drawibg finished i will post later me thinks

individuals :

pearl and bigb is left and i am FREE

[keferon]

Do you ever have artblock? How do you deal with it??

The last time I had an artblock was because I spent a very long time forcing myself to constantly draw things I didn't like because other people wanted and demanded it. That artblock was awful and I basically was rotting from the inside for a whole year.

After that, I completely changed my approach to drawing and refocused it entirely on my own vision and standards and I've never had an artblock since. Which is. Four years.

So I guess my method is to research what caused the artblock in the first place and then get rid of it? I think? I can't really tell what would I do If I had another artblock now

[nguyenfinity]

Long post incoming 'cause I really enjoyed making this but timeline project!! Parameters were to show a timeline using pop culture references so I did the life of a neutron star with Madoka Magica (specifically Homura's arc during the main series)!!

For some meta/symbolic/design purposes I inlaid it in a clock :]

This is a 16-inch clock btw, the design itself is like 14 inches-- Stages Nebula: Inception of a star; the gravitational collapse of dust clouds forms its base. Akemi-san's been in the hospital for some time due to a heart condition. She hasn't been to school in quite a while, so I'm sure she'll run into a lot of difficulties. Make sure you all help her out, okay?

Protostar: The protostar spinds rapidly, causing further collapse of the nebula. The star keeps spinning, trying to reach equilibrium between its internal forces and gravity. I-I'm A-Akemi H-Homura... I, uh... I-It's nice to meet all of you. T-Tauri: Energy comes from gravitational forces since the temperature is too low for nuclear fusion. The star enters the main part of its life when it can finally start nuclear fusion and achieves equilibrium. Hey, don't be so nervous. We're classmates, after all. Main Sequence: 90% of the star's life; fusion continuously occurs until hydrogen is depleted, initiating the death of the star. Homura-chan, I'm really glad we became friends. Red Supergiant: The star swells up to a massive size; nuclear fusion can still occur until the star forms an iron core. We can do this together. We'll beat the Walpurgisnacht, just the two of us.

Supernova: As soon as an iron core forms, the star instantly collapses in on itself from the sheer force of gravity. THIS time, instead of her protecting me, I want to become strong enough to protect her!

Research/more design notes below the cut

There were so many directions to take (as you can see, like lifespan of a star would also be very viable for Rinne) but pmmm is so near and dear to my heart that it would've felt criminal not to do it and especially for like. A golden idea, like I think I hit conceptual gold--

It was so hard picking a singular route 'cause there's so many ways a star's life plays out and so many fitting storylines (Godoka for a neutron star, Akumura for black hole, magical girls in general etc) but I also had to take the physical presentation into account 'cause we were allowed to do that however, and Homura's main story arc fit really well because of the time loop and how clocks are. Yeah (and also the symbolic meaning of it being a clock)

There's more symbolism in the specific route I chose being a neutron star because those are the densest object ever, like how Homura repeating that month over and over again kept converging fate onto Madoka worse and worse--

i literally had a presentation with this and I couldn't think of what to say and if i recall anything i'll add it in the replies but MAN this project was so so fun (not the illustration part. i hit major artblock when trying to figure out how to draw it.)

[desadeness]

I drew (finally) about the Marquis de Sade topic again, and also i think i’ll talk a little about the Marquis de Sade’s wife.

This is how i imagine Renée de Sade and Marquis de Sade.

I’ve read a lot of articles about how did they really look like, except everything said something different, so i freestyled as how i imagined them to look like and their colour palett, but i love how the drawing overall turned out since i had a hige artblock the last few weeks

They got married because Sade’s father wanted him to marry a noble-woman, into a noble and rich family, and Sade had a girlfriend like that at the time, but his father did not like the family she was from, so they had to break up and Sade had to marry Renée de Sade. Surprisingly they grew a bond of each other, (Renée was one year younger than Sade) but Renée did not want to give in to Sade’s sexual fantazies, but she did nothing (especially after a while when she realized ahe can’t do anything) to really stop his husband from doing what he did, the things he got him into trouble. Now, even when Sade committed a crime with his male servant, kidnapping 6 children and locking them up to La Coste, using them and even each other for their own pleasure (they committed sodomy, nothing worse than that), Renée was there, and she did nothing serious about it. A girl’s father began to search for his daughter and in the end, Renée’s mother, Marquis de Sade’s mother-in-law reported the Marquis, that’s how she got him in prison, and Marquis new that his mother-in-law got him into prison. The 120 days of sodom was written than and there in 1785, and it was inspired by what he himself commited, except the 120 days of sodom is way more “creative” and “worse”.

Sade and his wife slowly grew apart, Renée grew sick of de Sade and that he ‘never changes’, and even tho they loved eachother, especially the letters Sade wrote to her from prison shows, that after a long while of being in that marriage, they both grew annoyed. (Note: i’ve read some letters by Sade from when he was in prison, and i searched some which were to his wife, i found them fun to read, he asked for things in them and also i saw very clear ‘fight’ scenes, except i only could read his side)

They ended up divorcing in 1790.

[otdiaftg]

The King's Men - Chapter Twelve

Day: Friday, March 8th / 9th* Time: 10:30 PM EST

"Hello?" "Hello, Junior. Do you remember me?" Neil's heart lurches to a sick halt. It isn't his father or Riko, but he would know this voice anywhere. It is Lola Malcolm, one of his father's closest people and one of the two who'd tried teaching Neil how to wield a knife so many years ago. She'd been in and out of their house so many times Neil had thought for a while she lived there with them. She poses as Nathan's personal assistant, but her job is to get rid of the bodies Nathan's circle create. She is worth her weight in gold. Not a single one has ever turned up again. Neil tilts the phone away from his ear and takes a long, slow breath. It doesn't help. His lungs are full of shards of ice, chilling him to the bone and cutting him up from the inside out. It is an age before Neil finds his voice again and he can't keep a thick edge from it. "I didn't give you this number, Lola." "So you do remember me," she says. "Now you see, that's bad, because if you remember me, you remember who you are and where your place is." "I made my own place." "You don't have that right." She gives him a beat to respond, but Neil has nothing. "Are you listening? It is time to go. If you make this difficult for us, you will regret it for the rest of your very short life. Do you understand?" Neil wants to be sick. Lola trashed bodies; she didn't often make them. That was what the rest of Nathan's people were for. Neil remembered faces better than he remembered names, but he can guess who Lola has brought with her. Lola's business partner of choice is her brother Romero, and where Romero goes Jackson is never far behind. The three are Nathan's inner circle. They answer only to Nathan's right-hand man DiMaccio and Nathan himself. Neil could have tried outrunning one of them. He won't make it past three. For a moment he is so scared he can't breathe, but fast on the heels of fright is an irrational and wild anger. He is halfway to winning Andrew's trust, a weekend from his first vacation, and one month from semifinals. There are only four matches left in championships. Neil is so close to everything he wants and Lola is here to steal it away. "Put a hand on me and you'll regret it," Neil says. "Oh, what's this?" Lola says, entertained. "Has the baby finally inherited a spine? Your father will be glad to hear it." "My—" Neil chokes on it. "He is in Seattle. You'll never get me that far." "He is in Baltimore," she corrects him. "His parole hearing was on your birthday. They had to notify his family when his case came up. You must have missed the memo, being dead and all, so I'll fill you in. They made a final decision last week, and the feds swung it so he'd get released back to Maryland this morning. They're hoping being back in familiar territory will make him careless." Neil can hear the savage smile in her words. "Don't worry, kid. They'll never know you stopped by. I'll make sure of it." Neil blinks and see's that zero on his eyelids. He is out of time. For a moment Neil feels the weight of Andrew's mouth against his. He digs his fingers into his lower lip and tries to breathe around them.

Art used with permission by Aymmidumps. Thank you @aymmidumps!

*Due to the Leap Year, I have opted to highlight the day rather than the date to keep the events in occurrence to the 2007 year. I will continue to mark both days accordingly.

[femboychuuya]

Soooo, here we are, a New Year

Now, this post will be different than my usual art Posts i do. A few days before the New Year hit i got kind of reminded that Art Summaries exist.

Usually people only put one Art in, i think its the "best" one which they like the most, i think.

Though i wasn't able to decide for only 1 piece for each Month, so let me take you through my whole 2024 Art Journey!

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Starting off, i was 19 when i started Art. Back in May was when i came up to my beloved now girlfriend Kiera and asked for Advice on Drawing and told her that i wanted to start Art.

I chose to start with Hands. (albeit i did not include those visually in my Summary)

Hands were.... well.... hands. Kiera sended me a few Videos on how to draw, recommending me a German Youtuber called DrawingLikeASir. This is where i got my basic understanding on how hands (and also Human Anatomy as a whole) work and how to draw them.

I'm very grateful that people who do Art for a long time already, share and make Tutorials to follow. It's alot easier for me when i have real time visual explanation, so DLAS's Video's really helped me alot.

Besides those Videos, Kiera gave me alot of help too. She would give me tips if my Anatomy was off, help me fixing it via voice chat or messaging and overall just helped me understand Art to the extent that i then started to do it more regularly and frequently.

- - - ☆

Now, after this Yapfest, how about we take a deep dive into my Art?

This will be the longest part, but i do have alot to share actually....

Let's start with May !

I don't have any visuals here, so i will keep this brief.

In May was the first time i actually tried learning how to draw. I did start with Hands first. Why you may ask? Because i wanted to tackle one of the presumably worst things to draw. I did a basic fanned out Hand for a few times before i started drawing Hands around things. I felt comfortable very fast with how i drew Hands back then. And that was my May more or less.

June !

Let's get a nice Picture of June out, because June is the Month i started to learn Human Anatomy. It sucked.

I tried learning Human Anatomy after i felt confident enough with hands. I experimented around a bit, tried drawing either masculine or feminine body Types, but i did struggle with both. In the end, i tried settling for more androgenous Body Types. Those were alot easier for me, and Kiera did tell me that they can be easy to work with, since i can basically "shape them like i want". So i went with it.

Pretty much my June was occupied with learning to draw a whole Human Body.

July !

In July i made alot of Progress i think, this was my Prime time for learning how Bodies work. I took Ideas from other people i've interacted with, tried a DTIYS (Do this in your Style), created a small sketch page, participated in Rimlaine Week and also started to do Digital Art!

Now, starting Digital Art was hard, it still is for me after roughly 6 months. My missfortune was, i had no pen for my Tablet. I needed to learn how to Finger Draw. It was really taxing and unforgiving on my Hand, but i still pushed through it and gave my best. I didn't wanted to stop with Digital Art just because i had no pen.

Eventually, at some point (actually 2 points, one later though) I had a pen that worked, though it broke, both of them did. So i just stayed with Finger Art.

It honestly feels more natural for me to use my Finger by now and i think i actually want to stay drawing with my Finger for now. Unless i actually get a pen that doesn't break imidiatly.

August !

Short things for August: I had an Artblock. I managed to find 1 whole picture for August.

I can't really say anything more here i fear.

September !

September.... I tried alot of new things in September! Brushes, bigger Canvases, even rendering (not visually included)

September was a nice month. I made alot of progress, pushed my comfort zones and met ALOT of great Artist's!

I tried alot of new things. Posing, shitpost doodles, multiple people, character sheets, the Nasty Dog trend (i had fun doing that) and also tried to participate in dazai hurt/comfort week, i couldn't finish it due to personal reasons.

In September, i joined a Soukoku Discord Server which is run by Kaez. I joined there with intent of talking about SKK and it developed into active talking and Art Streams nearly daily! I got ALOT and i mean ALOT of good advice and tips on how to draw from more experienced Artist's!

It truly helped me find my Artstyles and Tools i can use on my drawings.

I am very thankful that my girlfriend sended me the link to Kaez's post about this server, it has been alot of fun there and was very educational aswell!

October !

In October i still was drawing nearly every day and started to draw Characters from Kiera's and mine own Story! I also experimented with Artstyles and Chuuya's hair. His Hair was a mess, it still is, but drastically changed the way i draw his hair in that month.

I specifically also tried to stylize eyes, it failed mostly but i still tried regardless (Eyes and facial expression are hard to draw, i learned the hard way)

November !

November was the Month where i started drawing (and writing) my first AU! My 14 Year old's BunnySkk AU!

I am very proud of those beans and all i had in my brain were those 2. I did inflict pain and suffering and great Trauma on Skk, but fear not, they are well now... or are they?

Lastly, December !

Going strong with the last Month of the year, I struggled, greatly. I had alot of personal Issues coming up, but went through those with trying to do art. Art really helped me get my mind off things, due to me not having a single thought while drawing (My head is a blank slate while i draw)

But besides those struggles, i got cheered on to keep going and so i did. I delivered Art from a Ship i was first very reluctant to draw things in fear of people being well.... online people. But i eventually overcame myself and started drawing my second favourite ship... Kunichuuzai!! I absolutely love their dynamic and can't wait to get back into drawing them. I need them. Carnally.

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Now now, this is probably as long as it can get now, so i will try to keep myself short here. (Try is the keyword, i am a yapper at Heart)

First and foremost, i will be thanking Kiera @misterloong , for even getting and pushing me into Art. I don't think that i would have been able to accomplish what i am doing currently without your great help and Feedback!! And thank you for putting up with my sometimes breakdowns over Art, its hard and we both know that.

Secondly, i am thanking Kaez @xkaez for creating the Skk Server. I don't think i would have had such a fun time over the last months while doing art if it wasn't for sitting together in vc with everyone and equally loosing our heads over Art together. The Art struggle is real but worth it.

Third..ly? Third?.... Leaving it at that. I am thanking the VC Dwellers Soup @iwantmochisoup , Goat @thatghostinyourbog , Jema @msshinylemon , Salt @saltedbiscuiit and Killeia @nolongerforthetainted . I am thanking you all for sitting in vc together, planning things, working together on thing and just having a fun time together! I learned a shitton, and i mean a shitton from being together in VC, drawing, talking or just hanging out together. I really hope this never dies out, its really fun with you all!!

Fourthly.... Fourth....? I am thanking Rosie @anticidic , Cinny @ohhcinnybuns , Ari @nevertheblood, Brin @ediblepandas and Cryptid @cryptid-juzou for giving me alot of Ideas and talking about all the ideas you guys had. It's always fun to lurk at night in the chats and see good ideas spring in. It might be one of my favourite pastimes aswell to just lurk in :)

And Lastly, i thank everyone else who i forgot to mention, whether its Skk server people, random online people, my mom or literally anyone who sees my stuff. I thank you for being here and supporting my Art Journey in any way you can. It has been a fun half Year of doing Art and i am so hyped for creating a full year of Art this year!!

I hope everyone who wants to do Art, starts doing Art, same with Writing or whatever other creative hobbies there are. It will bring you fun and can potentially even help you express yourself more.

On to a new Year

- West

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Adding on:

2 more Chibi doodles for making it to the end :>

[rosmerie-starr]

5 votes are enough to motivate me so let's get this party started 🎉🎉🎉

Using these to get out of artblock and kinda as warmup so they're gonna be a bit simple lol ^_^

First up is the lamb!!

Lamb | Narinder

(My lamb lore is under cut)

The past and pre sacrifice:

Lamb (real name unknown to everyone but her) was born into a small secluded town near the outskirts of Darkwood. This community was mostly occupied by other sheep folk so the species's culture was always very well known in their life and they treasured said culture deeply. She remembers vaguely growing up as a lively young girl, surrounded by friends, and always taking a leader position when it came to anything teamwork. They often stayed out late at night collecting plants and bugs, and learning everything around the world around them was their passion.

They always yearned of opening a shop to call their own, one they could sell knickknacks they found in the forest in. As soon as she became an adult, she got a job at one of the towns shops in order to save enough money to open said shop. However, before she could have the chance to open said shop, word began spreading about the mass killings of sheepkind that the bishops of the old faith began doing across the lands of the old faith. Although most of the sheep folk in the village belived they were far enough and hidden away enough to be spotted, others left, looking for better hiding spots to trully be secluded away from the public. Lamb was one of these travelers, donning a cloak and traveling constantly from place to place so they wouldn't be able to track her down

However, eventually, they found her now as she travelled and they dragged her back to Darkwood, were the very last killing of lambs would take place, and she was set to be the last lamb of the whole ordeal to be killed. They dragged her to the place for the execution, took away all the belongings she had with her, and sheered her of all her wool, which was incredible painful mentally because it was one of the few things that gave her a sense of Individuality. (Also, at least in my au, a sheep's wool is extremely important to their culture as well, as most sheep make their own clothes out of their own wool). They then were dragged to the line of 30 or so fellow sheep folk that were destined to meet the same fate as her, only that they were killed before her. As such, for the last few moments of her life, she saw all her fellow sheep folk die, their decapitated bodies tossed asside, leaving pools of blood. A species and culture so lively now dead and it probably will stay dead for the rest of millennia.

The present

Being able to play god (and later on even become god), was both a good thing and bad thing for the lamb. On one hand it gave them a sense of power an control that they hadn't felt in a long time, one they had been missing since they ran away to better hide from those hunting her down. On the other hand, the shock from appecting her faith to death only to be brought back without warning and knowing full on well that there wasn't ever going to be a person of the same species as her kind of really drove her a bit mental. Most of the choices she made during this time weren't out of strategy but out of a "fuck it, why not?" mentality, and they seemed to be on a power trip most of the time. Although they did seem to be gentle to their fellow followers, the savage way they pierced trough their enemies, bishops, etc proved that they were still rather full of rage at what happened. Everything had to be extreme wild and dangerous, otherwise she woudlng fee like she was truly alive

Their relationship with Nari has always been incredibly complex. To her, at first, he was this grander force, a force that played deeply in her salvation, and was the sole one for keeping her alive, and she did see him with respect first. However, as time went on and he kind of just let her do whatever with the cult, she found his initial grandeur disappear and just slowly began seeing him how he was "a sopping wet cat" eventually, when he was defeated and at her mercy, she saw him like a plaything. Something she could poke and prod to see what it would do and how it would react. Through all of this she was truthfuly enamored by him, but her feelings shifted from "thank you for everything you have done for me, I will give myself up for you if you so asked because you save my life" to "you have no right no question me, I am your leader, you are merely a pawn to me. Don't you get it? You're the follower now"

She married Narinder and made him and the other bishops disciples not out of trust, but to keep close tracks on them to make sure they didnt do anything funny (okay, maybe she did marry Nari out of love but whatevahh!! It doesnt matter). She tries being nice to them, but its very obvious she's faking it. Obviously, the scars from the trauma still burn.

the lamb presents themselves as a vessel of chaos, and they quite immaturely do whatever the hell they want. And who’s in the right mind would stop her? This is the kind of freedom she was destined for after all.

The Future

At the end of the day, the lamb is doomed to a lonely, cold future. The trill of adventure and dangerous descisions can only cary for them for so long. As they say "the last god is a lonely god" and as much as they don't want to admit it, it is true. They are so so so lonely. Not litteraly, but more like spiritually. Either people love them because they are blindly following them, or they hate them because they serve a different mock deity or still follow the old faith (somehow), and the lamb just came and destroyed everything they knew and loved about their own faith. People die faster than she can ever register them living. You think that having such power over the people off these lands and not caring much about mortality would sent the lamb absolutely mental and have them have a big power trip, but she has just become more disconnected from life more than anything. They’ve done it all. They have tried it all. And now there’s nothing more to do.

the only thing that keeps them going is somehow being able to revive the lamb population and sheep culture , but it’s proven a hard task. They are only one sheep after all. She can’t always guarantee to deliver a lamb into this world. And that lamb can’t guarantee bringing their own lamb into the world, and so on and so forth. The task seems pointless, but they cling onto it, as a fruitless lass resort of hope to keep them going and keep ruling over their disciples and have them keep their head up and not succumb to cynicism. The lamb, goddess of death, has become nothing but a shell of emotion. They don’t feel anything strongly if they feel it at all. Anything and everything is just a routine for them they always have to go through. It seems that only Narinder can get them to feel anything during these times

Hopefully that’s enough to keep the lamb at bay.

(yap session over stay tuned for Nari next up)

[folder-stuff]

So, I think it's time to show my artwork on this pairing. There are not many of drawings, because every time I draw these cuties, I'm a little shy and overwhelmed with feelings >///<

The first work is generally the first thing I drew after a very long artblock, so it's a little oblique meh. I've worked on it many times, so I hope it's not particularly noticeable.

They are a very touching couple, and even if there were few of them, they left the brightest mark in my heart. Let them be happy at least here...

In general, they fascinated me so much that of my three AU, two are dedicated to them (and not that they had a happy ending, but that's not important). I enjoy, in general

[mynameiskan]

When Cloud reunites with meets Rufus in Advent Children.

I still have 1 more silly idea I would like to draw before moving to your requests. I had such a weird dream last night and I must share it with the world 🤣

Thank you for all the warm welcome. I really need it at the moment ❤

I just wanna vent a bit so please skip if you don't want me to waste your precious time.

I rarely feel confident about myself and my skills so it took me a lot of courage to post my artwork in public.

When I decided to draw again, I think it was February this year, one of my friends who I consider as my mentor did encourage me a lot. When I wanted to draw some ikemen for Ikemen Sengoku and Samurai Love Ballad Party fandoms, many amazing people here gave me the courage I needed to keep drawing and posting.

Then artblock, self-doubt and anxiety hit me again and I thought I might not be able to draw anymore. One of my close friends reached out and told me to enjoy Final Fantasy 7 with her. I was also curious about Sephiroth and his popularity so I agreed to try, at that time I just wanted to kill some time. Then, maybe it was really a miracle, I fell in love with Rufus x Cloud, the handsome young president of Shinra and our spiky boy. That friend of mine is also a Rufus x Cloud fan and she told me that very few people like this ship so we didn't have much fanart. She would sometimes feed me a silly idea and I would then draw for both her and my own enjoyment.

Thank you again for enjoying my fanart 🥰 You guys give me a lot of courage and now I finally can take the next big step in my life and my career. I want to get better in English and get a Master Degree in the near future. I may be busier but now I finally find out what I love to do in my life, I will not stop drawing for my dear fandoms.

Thank you for coming to my Ted-talk 😂 I hope my fanart can entertain you all for a long time.

[occasionally-victor]

the cruelty of having summer being my yearly artblock season is unreal, i literally have so much time but no motivation, can't draw properly for shit, here's more mer au (this is the most i committed to an au so far lmao)

brown-deluque family yippee (idk if i wrote it right actually, welp, that's a problem for later me). i went for a family's portrait thingy and then realised that i kinda still need to show the tails lmao

!foolish is basically a reincarnated living tool of ancient god (totem of immortality specifically). back then he wasn't himself exactly immortal - inside of him he had an inner vessel of god given energy that kept him alive (for as long as the vessel wasn't destroyed). Well, it did get partially destroyed, but with a help of an old friend instead of fully dying he just started reincarnating over and over again(instead of moving on to Dead dimension of whatever i called it last time). None if those reincarnations remembers the past lives (!foolish is 25th reincarnation). The mer part is blue shark, because that would be a crime to make it anything else.

!vegetta mer part is black sea bass (but uorple). i didn't really created much stuff for him admittedly so yeah.

!roier was the first one to be basically adopted by !fool and !vege back in another settlement (they had to move out to a current one after uhh An Incident). I'm planning to yap about him later tho.

!leo is supposed to be some sort of cloud dragon (the hair is basically a very thick cloud. i made it black because uhhh idk in this world some clouds can be other colors yeah). the mer part is nursehound inspired. she's was found the first out of all other dragon child in this mer settlement; mostly because she somehow appeared exactly at family's doorstep.

[t00nyah]

i've had this idea for a long time now...these are my very first rw doodles. i had a harsh artblock when starting rw, i was like 'okay surely these are easy to draw.' as you can see i struggled and i was even more upset at first, but then i just continued and it got better!

my first doodles of my sona...the friend....

of course i wanted to scugify something. so i did. this is my splatoon sona, neon3, and their buddy (who's a flipper flopper btw) honestly i couldn't figure out lizards back then haha. scug neon's name is The Symbiot.

and this is rain, gearld's splatsona as a slugcat named The Rainstorm! besties stick together of course

me and my friends! i made them answer some questions to make them into slugcats back then haha

a bunch of mine and gearld's characters as slugcats (as well as linton isa and cathy of course)

the friend and beauty!! my first and like...only lizard friend.

another oc scugified

concept i made waay later (as you can probably see from some stylistic differences) ... this is the rider, deercat, who chills with raindeers in farm arrays. never really used them though...

anyways, that's it for my first rain world doodles, haha