#(abnormal) reflections
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art isnt even about being creative or talented or whatever its about being sick in the head
#i think this is the first hurdle for a lot of people.#'ohhh i cant be an artist im not creative like you' im not creative either#because its not about creativity. get abnormal get strange#youll know youre an artist when your eyes start actually reflecting light under regular circumstances#and youre hunched over some project in the dark like a creature
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I just want to say one more thing for now, to anyone who is struggling right now because the Bad Batch has been your comfort show but how they handled Tech has potentially ruined that for you, you’re not alone. I know that doesn’t make it any easier to deal with, but you aren’t alone.
#the bad batch#the bad batch tech#tbb tech#star wars#i also want to say to people who are struggling with themselves right now because of it that you’re also not alone#i’m in a spiral because i’m so angry with myself for being so upset about something fictional#(that’s not a reflection on others it’s because i struggle badly with being ‘abnormal’)#and that i’m so upset about something fictional when there is so much going on in the world#i feel pathetic for it#so if anyone is feeling even remotely the same#i’m with you
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Dick telling Bruce that he refuses to keep denying that Bruce is a part of him and that he is proud to have been Robin (Teen Titans Spotlight #14)
#dick and Bruce#god they make me sick#dick about to walk away before turning back and deciding to confront the situation and talk#dick acknowledging his history with Bruce and the impact it had on him#telling Bruce that even though he’s Nightwing now his name still reflects Bruce#THE RESPECT#THE LOVE#THE ACCEPTANCE#but also the grief#and hurt#with dicks little I’m not even sure if he has feelings anymore#and how he says that again to TIM after Jason dies#still so unsure about Bruce#just fuck me with a chainsaw already#it’d hurt less than thinking about these two#Batman#HIS LITTLE SMILE AT THE END#JUST LIKE IN BATMAN 416 WHERE HES LIKE THANKS DICK#FUUUUUUCK#THEY ARE SO FUCKING ABNORMAL I HATE THAT I LOVE THEM
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"kon would wear a crop top, jon would not" says WHO
#let my child wear a crop top#i went from 'oh nice casual clothes for once' to caring about this an abnormal amount way too quickly#i think i just can't handle other people's opinions tonight it happens#anyway i know none of this matters and i know there's a problem differentiating these two and i had to check if it was kon or jon too but l#ke. c'mon#that's just a silly thing to say#it's also a silly thing to care about the silly things other people say but i'm not here to further self-reflect
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A conversation came up in the server that got me checking my playtime between all three ProjMoon games ...
... does this tell you anything about me, perhaps?
#this also doesn't include the hours I've spent on the art books or reading the source material (books) for the characters#or the time I spend just generally talking and reflecting on the characters and story or fleshing out OCs#Abnormal Management ☢️#Lost in the Library 🔖#Into the Inferno 🚇#scattered pages
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just a weird dumbass of a zonai who used to be a shithead before learning better and then became a sage and then well. hes been on a wild ride >_>
More information for Runivel in his toyhouse link;;
#loz#legend of zelda#totk#zonai#dragon#botw#fanart#fan character#runivel#totk spoilers//#AHEM MAJOR TOTK SPOILERS IN REGARDS TO THIS ONE SO IF U GOT THAT BLACKLISTED THIS IS UR WARNING// ;O;#body horror//#sage of reflection#anthro#elv's FE-LOZ AU#eye horror//#??? not sure on that one but I do know some people are sensitive to abnormal numbers/placements of eyes so just in case#but yeah some very early loose ideas were still knocking around in my head#theres actually a lot of those in my head lmfao#and then totk happened and it basically hit me like a freight train#and suddenly what was a few snippets of nebulous ideas in the span of like 48 hours turned into Runivel and Chrys#and numerous others too#just picture me walking into my list of OCs and there suddenly being like double and me being like WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE#that all just came together so fast its not funny ive so much loz and fe brainrot you have no idea
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Screaming Sneakers, (Abnormal) Reflections from the Marching Orders E.P. (1982)(Limited Edition Pressing (100 copies)).
#screaming sneakers#(abnormal) reflections#marching orders#lisa nash#mark evans#bud gamgemi#gary sunshine#new wave#noise pop#vinyl records#vinyl albums#record collection#abum collection#vinyl collection#vinyl rip#audio post#miami#flynn's#r.i.p. mark evans & bud gangemi#🖤 lisa nash
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Hi comrades, itʼs been a minute. Sorry for being inactive on here over the past months, but I thought I would share something here that I wrote two years ago on this day.
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The ever so misanthropic and cynical arrogance of the petty-bourgeoisie is a universal class trait spun from the intensified monopolizing tendency of capitalism.
*Why did not the lousy serf chose to become a noble? The sub-human deserves no dignity nor affection in their own miserableness. It is not I who have made it the way society functions; it is their own faults for not being capable to determine her own desire.*
... Such is the rotten and mischievous mindset of the dissonantly deflecting oppressor, who steadily is on the hunt to advance in itʼs own economic, and thus hierarchical societal ranks of sorts.
Fear and trickery is constantly used as inducement by the oppressing part (again)st the oppressed part.
Capitalism is, by no (but also every) means, different than feudalism in this regard. It is only the material circumstances and structures that has developed, mainly due to the variousness of technological advancements throughout, and mainly so in the imperialist cores by the extraction and transfer of resources and labour power, which produces both value and, moreover; abundance and scarcity.
As Karl Marx described it when he so eloquently detailed the result of the increased antagonism between two conflicted, yet inbound, poles:
“Accumulation of wealth at one pole is, therefore, at the same time accumulation of misery, agony of toil slavery, ignorance, brutality, mental degradation, at the opposite pole, i.e., on the side of the class that produces its own product in the form of capital.”
Let me be perfectly clear to you who may read this: the ongoing treats and attacks against the proletariat across the bourgeois states by the capitalist class – behaviorally and rhetorically as individuals, or from the state power itself, whether it comes to austerity-packed reforms or state police and military brutality and repression — is ONLY going to intensify (grow worse and, with that, more obvious) unless the working class study to become class-conscious (awareness means vigilance) of the systematic dependency and thereafter organize, and fight back to put an end to the perpetual spiral of exploitation that is both in- and out of control.
The ruling class perpetualizes the status quo, and they hold on to it by every and any tool possible; from mass media to manufacturing consent through education and various of everyday material and holding of means of communications to productions, to mass-surveillance, to commercially glamorous nothingness, to parlamentarism to manufacturing and determining monetary value and societal laws, norms and abnorms, thus what “is” and what feels right and “is” and what feels wrong, passionate passivity, social alienation, division, wars, meaningless conflicts, better versus worse, competitions, appropriations, corruption, controlled linguistics, receptions, meaning... our very existences.
#marxism leninism#thoughts#philosophy#marxism#cultural hegemony#text post#psychological#decadence#societal abnormality#capitalism#imperialism#reflections#contradictions
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the whole feeling of ”i wasnt supposted to live this long” is fairly common with people whove grown up w various mental health problems like depression and suicidality etc etc. and i can definitely relate to that too but like theres something about like… when you grow up in a scary actively dangerous enviroment where you as a child are just actually fearing for your life on the regular, just expecting that one of these days youll die. and then that day just never comes, at least not until youre already an adult. its difficult to accept that youre alive! its so crazy i feel like ive been trying to adjust to Not Living In Mortal Fear for like over a decade now and it still feels strange. like its hard to plan for future and to believe in it but i guess i AM just happy to be alive and safe. that has to be enough too
#lrb fucked me up….. waaah waah.#like i was thinking about it earlier too. and im about to start a cps class next month in school so ive just been reflecting a lot. like#whoah. fucked.#like again its almost a bit funny how like long it takes a person who grew up in an ABNORMAL enviroment to realize that it was in fact#abnormal. like ofc ive known it but i feel like ive only recently started to emotionally process how like. scary and horrible it is that#every time id walk home from school as an 8 yo id be like Wow i wonder if my dads gonna kill mom and me today. like thats not what a childs#supposted to think and worry about…..
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i’m torn between indian and pakistani mainstream media bc i feel like the former tends towards wanting to be progressive as a whole but often makes haphazard attempts in the process that certainly have their heart in the right place but are still not doing quite enough and then the latter is like 90% straight women hating shite from the gutter but the leftover 10% that is actually worth something is some of the most phenomenal stuff you have ever seen and near close to perfect. but it’s only 10% and you have to wait and wade through so much of the shite to even get to it
#and i feel like both countries’ technological devt really reflects this in the sense that#when you compare most women’s station in india to most women’s station in pakistan it’s a very stark difference#like rocky aur rani is completely abnormal to even posit in pakistani media#but as a result of that rarity and the even more extensive degree of women’s oppression in pakistan#i feel like that sort of allows for more like. conscious critiques of patriarchy etc#which you don’t get as strongly in mainstream bwood bc financial elevation is such a huge mark of success and security already#that there’s not much care to interrogate beyond that even though it’s necessary#but disclaimer obv that these are still generalizations just based on what i feel like i’ve observed#and is in no way a reflection of more niche media from both countries that likely is way more self conscious and progressive#to be deleted
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ignatius has been acting like a little hussy in my brain lately. so. in the spirit of sunday funday, if you send 🤫 (hush. if it's not showing up for you), he'll dirty-talk your muse and leave them with a fantasy/scenario to do with whatever they please. we'll start out with established ship partners and then maybe i'll open it up to everyone in a separate post, if it goes well.
#ooc / delete.#suggestive /#// it MAY get a little graphic.#// your muse WILL get kissed on and/or touched.#// this is abnormal behavior and does not reflect on his character. LAJDKSDJ.
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#hot take but I actually think the balcony fight is something that it is very possible to come back from#but I don’t know if it’s possible for THOSE TWO to come back from#because they’re both pathologically averse to — possibly actually allergic to — self-reflection. honesty. apologizing. and trying to do very#*trying to do better#like sometimes people have bad fights and if they were NORMAL they might be able to talk through it and learn from it#but they are abnormal in the most wrong ways for that
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uni course was talking about the importance of reflection and I was over here like don’t worry i have an anxiety disorder I reflect on every single action I have ever taken 🙂
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Playing Enstars songs with Bkub skin + sound. Tap sound at 70%, so it rings in my ears. BGM at 20%, so it sounds like mosquitoes buzzing except for the Center Performance time when you finally remember: yes, there's a song playing in the background.
Just how God intended
no yeah this is how i play tbh . ive kinda gotten addicted to the chaos so now i almost exclusively olay with the bkub sounds ( the skins hurt my eyes www ) and i always forget theres actually music until the ensemble note hits . tbh the more disorentating sound is the teachers april fools sounds its so much i feel dizzy . when i get a chance ill post a video of it . absolute chaos
#shashi tag#enstars chaos is my favourite#this series is so strange and abnormal in its stories so its only fair for the gameplay to reflect it yeah ?? ddkvsjdvsksvd
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I wonder when my beloved sister will bring her little one to meet us. I hope he grows up to be a goth. He barely missed Halloween as his birthday but hopefully his spirit doesn't
#im not sure what i would do#i feel emotional#about this#we'll see if being abnormal is a family trait#sadly she didnt invite me to her baby shower#ah fuck#thankz younger me#i wonder what you would have thought about this#ive never held a baby before#i doubt her's will be the first#can you believe she used to change my diapers when i can a young lad?#ughh#do i feel too much or do i reflect too much?#i dont need this#can you tell i lied
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#i lost many friends after i came out as gay/trans and switched schools in grade 12#after going to the same highschool in grades 9 10 11#and its making me sad to reflect on#most of my friends were muslim and gave me the same sort of i support you but its against my religion speech#which hurt me but also i understood the stigma of being openly an ally#especially where i lived/went to school#even non-religious kids were rampantly homophobic transphobic#our school didnt even have a GSA which was abnormal in like 2016#also i had it a lot easier than the muslim queer kids who were shunned from every possible corner
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