#(SINCE THEN)

[terranceholdsapencil]

I sometimes think its weird that everyone must have a 'favourite doctor'. I get the appeal, but how its so wide spread baffles me.

Theyre all one person, in the end, with each regeneration being all that came before and more, and a little different due to the experiences they had and the people theyve met, just how I am different from when I was 15 years old, but still the same.

I have a favourite doctor for conveniency reasons, mostly, 12- but even then, whats a 'favourite doctor'. My favourite performance? My favourite to have a fun time with? My favourite to make me aspire to be better? My favourite to laugh, my favourite to cry for? Theyre all different. I love 12 as much as I love 1 or 2 or 3 or 4. Maybe I have incarnations I dont feel as strongly for, but thats usually out of unfamiliarity with all they went through and by such an inability to truly grasp who the doctor was when they wore that face (e.g. my only experience with 8 being the tv movie) or because they amplify parts of the doctor Im less fond of (e.g. six being a little mean).

But in the end, theyre all of it anyway? All of the Doctor is mean, whether its the first doctor or the sixth or the tenth, all doctors are kind, whether its the second or fourth or 12th or 14th, all of the doctor has experienced grief, all of them is strong willed, brave, afraid.

I like the idea of having a 'favourite'. To me its a little like your favourite actors role, I love david tennants hamlet more than I like his alec hardy, but I still love his acting, period.

But this obsession of needing a favourite doctor, of needing to love one part of this beautiful, incredible character more than others, often it feels unfair to who they are. This grand person being reduced to a few years of their endlessly long life. To a single face.

Maybe that's what feels so real about thoschei. Companions tend to get attached to a face. To this one part. To the master the current doctor's body is secondary.

"Doesn't matter which face he was wearing, they're all the Doctor to me."

And they are, in fact, all the Doctor.

[o-kye]

found this on pinterest and related immensely. thought others may too so im just gonna Put This Here

[fullgrownpalace]

MA’AM! 🍑💜

[prisonpodcast]

Seeing some random old post I made with 5 notes and 2/5 people who liked it blocked me since then lmao 😭💀

[chaoscallsdummies]

Had this in the archives for a while (:

[ge]

🎭— if the world was a better place more people would get into rotbb and i'd get fics with 30k words 6 chapters of tb/cm's relationship developing with tb annoying the living shit out of cm. cheong myeong growing fonder. slowburn pining. fell firsy fell harder you know. OHH I NEED IT SO BAD

I love fics in general where its just them. hanging out. developing their friendship and it blooming into something more. I EAT IT UP PleaSE

I KNNEEOOOWWW THEYRE SOULMATES..WHY IS IT THAT WE’RE THE ONLY ONES DELUSIONAL ENOUGH TO SEE IT..!!!!! i keep trying to get people into rotmhs so we can get more content and exposure but no ones taking the bait because “theres no yaoi in it”…..have yall truly forgotten yalls roots..? suddenly now you have it so good youve forgotten the struggle..? you cast aside the ye olden fujoshi preteen to teen days where you once shipped two anime seinen boys who hated each other/were enemies/side characters/never spoke/etc etc and, most importantly, werent canon…? i forsake thee for leaving your starving emaciated brethren out for the buzzards. cunts.

i would do anything in the world for an insanely long super detailed, heart wrenching, world building, character exploring, period typical palace drama-esque, slow burn yearning, forbidden love, secret relationship, 100k+ word tangchung fic..i cant even exaggerate how badly i need this its like at the very foundation of my maslows hierarchy of needs pyramid, right in the basic physiological needs section…..*sighs wearily and stares out the rainy window*.. someday..but not today..

[animentality]

I love you all.

Most ardently.

No joke, no memes, no quip. No cap.

Just love you. Doesn't need to be requited.

[lilac-gold]

okay, the rocketship pairing is absolutely adorable. but have you considered,,,

aroace rococo :)

[madtomedgar]

It's important to have political and moral beliefs other than "America bad" because not doing anything beyond that is how you get white American """leftists""" becoming apologists for the Empire of Japan and... Fucking. Nazi Germany.

[lifblogs]

Over 3 weeks since The Bad Batch ended, and it’s felt so much longer.

[chronicparagon]

It’s that time of year again. When spring is around the corner, I come across something called lamb cakes online. I swear, they keep getting worse every year.

[thelonelybrilliance]

finally working on the next chapter of The Figurehead!

[running-in-the-dark]

well I can already tell this is gonna be a bad night

today has just been fucking weird and hard. I'm in a bad mood. everything feels bad. (probably not helped by me not taking the new antidepressant last night so I wouldn't sleep all day)

the plan was for my friend to come over this weekend to help me pack. she did that last time and it helped a lot. (my husband could help, obviously, but he's in charge of other things that also need to get done. plus he's very bad at putting things into boxes.)

but the rail strike is still going on so it's likely that she won't be able to get here (or get back in time). so now that's suddenly a lot more stressful and the one thing that I thought would make it go okay is gone.

and I also have to like. at least reread my thesis a few times or whatever to study for the oral exam on Friday. which will make me want to die. because it is bad. so. that will be bad. and the thought of being asked questions about that piece of garbage for 30 fucking minutes is so horrifying that I genuinely do not know if I will be able to get through it without taking my Lorazepam beforehand (which I know is a horrible idea, and my psychiatrist told me twice that it's a bad idea, and I know it would just make me unbelievably stupid. but holy shit that is the scariest thing I can imagine.)

and of course instead of doing anything useful I'm now just sitting here feeling like shit (like last night, only worse)

[lonelyteardrops]

feelings inside

this feels so nice

u know I like it

[pjharvey-moved]

the first time i got pulled over (this cop gave me TWO citations and i had to appear in zoom court) i developed an actually pathological fear of cops and after that i never shoplifted again after over two years of doing it basically compulsively