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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months ago

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Council of lovefools.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #They don't have an actual sleepover in this scene but the vibes were so sleepover coded...I had to get them cozied up.#Late night talks with friends and family are some of the best conversations.#My siblings and I used to have room sleepovers with each other (Actually an excuse to stay up and talk about runescape)#Currently my flatmates and I also have really great heart to hearts late into the night.#Pondering shit like 'What defines confidence?“ and ”Why are people terrified of letting themselves fall in love?"#All that aside; There is a really great conversation between JC and WWX here. They are so close and yet so far way from each other!#Fundamentally they *agree* about many things - but JC now has to play the role of someone more 'mature'.#His temper is reigned in and he had to take a more nuanced approach. Whereas WWX can be far more reactionary.#JC has changed to become someone more mature (or at least he is trying).#Contrast this attitude with the scene *right* after where WWX literally goes baby mode with JYL. Rolling around going “I'm Fwee years old”.#When children are hurt we comfort them with hugs and warm food and a laugh. It's not enough when you're an adult. It's not simple anymore.#WWX is stuck in the past when everyone else is shifting and moving on! It's a depression allegory (and just...actual depression)#But we also get to see how some things have stayed the same. They still bicker about soup. They still tease. They are still together.#They all care for each other very much but they are struggling against trauma and are not equipped to talk about it.#You can't really blame WWX for being so protective over JYL. But JC is right: “You don't have a say in who she likes.”#It may have started as an arranged marriage but *she* is *choosing* what her heart wants. JC sees that. WWX cannot.#The final act of love is letting go after all.

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sirenofthegreenbanks · 23 days ago

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《山河令》 WORD OF HONOR (2021) | Episode 08

“Didn't you say we would meet if we were fated?”

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zebratimw · 3 months ago

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2021

#identity v #idv #luchino diruse #WOW these are Old and yet??#I still really like these hehe #I never posted these here I think..?#I'm going through my old photos again and sigh #I don't draw like I used to... its so sad...#I'm pretty sure I could still do it like my hands remember its just I don't have the patience and motivation for it anymore #I get home and I have a billion other things to do and idk why but I'm just so lazy when I get home #nothing gets done ohh and certainly not drawing anymore... sad....#but yknow I'm still drawing so once I can get my motivation back and get my shit together #the wedding is back on-- sjebfjgkg #I miss drawing luchino #I miss drawing idv in general really HAJFKVKB I keep saying and missing but #I can't really seem to bring myself to actually do it anymore ohh.... somethings not right with me I think #but idk I can still work and I still go to school so at least it's not doomed #big sighs anyways hopefully!! I can finish my school project tomorrow and I will start to work on my cosplay proper #and then I can draw something along the way... tianlang jun won't animate himself either... he's stuck under a mountain ai.....

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i-love-apocalypse-bird · 7 days ago

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I limbused a little too hard and my laptop shutdowned

Anyways I think I should post my limbus Id here

I have no friends so feel free to friend me (plsplsplsplspls)

#lcb #limbus company #Also random shit here #as a diary for everything that has happened #1. The game crashed because of my shitty pulls #2. I did 3 mirror dungeons in a day because I was bored and was still stuck in Ricardo #3. I never friended anybody because I'm really scared #4. I got spoiled a ton on the game but I didn't get spoiled on the order of the cantos #So I really thought that the casino scene was in like the forbidden canto 8 #5. Sinclair carried my back from the first canto as base to canto 5 as Cinq sinclair #6. If there's an op id I'm cursed to get its slightly less op counterpart #Like for example dieci rodion being op right?#I got dieci Hong lu instead #Oh a MultiCrack Id? Sorry dude not MultiCrack Faust it's heathcliff #Like I had to SHARD for them #Especially ring sang #This happened four times btw so #Actually five not four

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alackofghosts · 7 days ago

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had a realisation about why work has been feeling Particularly Bad for the past year or so, even though not that much has changed. wish this helped with, like, improving the situation, but alas---

#there's actually like. a huge variety of stuff i've been trained to do and used to do regularly #but we've got 3 people training on like. my side of things #and they've plucked away all of those tasks so i am stuck with doing two that simply have a huge volume and one task they haven't #started learning #and even between those 3 i spend the vast majority of the day on only one of those and it is absolutely mind-numbing work #and like having more hands on deck is a good thing because things get really bad whenever someone is sick or on holiday #BUT-!#they've been training them sooooooo unbelievably slowly #two of them have been at it for a little over 2 years #and i'm sat here like. i had to learn *all* of this in 2 weeks. and it wasn't even hard!#and because there is only such a limited selection of things they know how to do it is still so bad when someone is sick or on leave!

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ridl · 11 months ago

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she's ballin

#genshin imapct #keqing #my art #ft very small ganyu #technically ganqing #i'm stuck in the doodle zone hhh. but does it even matter...#whats rlly the difference between my doodles and “actual” art. my style is pretty simplistic anyway so #it's still just art right. idk man!!!#anyways keqing my beloved. and i had to put a lil ganyu here bc i luv her too. she's cheering for her wife #this was actually fun to draw so that's nice

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moe-broey · 5 months ago

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Some. Sort of spectrum. From most likely to least likely.

And by kitten-pile I mean This

I'll put a transcript under cut for easier reading! 🫡

How Likely Are They to Kitten Pile?

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Mirabilis: "are you tired..? do you need a break...? ohh we could take one together..."

If she likes/trusts you even a little, she wants to cuddle about it!!!

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Sharena and Peony: "Okay! 💖 Yay! 💖"

Shari: The only thing stopping her is social conventions -- making her MORE likely to jump at the opportunity!

Peony: Learning social awareness as she goes, and is surprisingly good at it?

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Triandra: "Aren't we a bit old for that...? But... even so..."

Embarrassed, conflicted, but feels strangely nostalgic at the notion...

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Plumeria: "I'm not so petal-soft that I'd resort to such INDECENCY, I mean even if your intentions are Pure USE YOUR HEADS YOU FOOLS!! Girl, the IMPLICATIONS!!!"

Desperately wants to join the kitten-pile, but her Issues and Pride gets in the way.

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Moe: "aw, so cutes!"

Generally touch adverse, extremely picky even with the people it likes/loves -- everything is entirely on its terms.

#fire emblem #feh #STILL. DRAFTING. IT FEELS LIKE. concetualizing. ect.#but this vision was So Strong. and is honestly Such a way to parse each out.#like... mira craves warmth and comfort... i think she esp likes cuddling w peony bc it feels like a mother's touch #esp the discrepancy in body types i'm going w here. i really wanna draw them together actually...#meanwhile LONG. LONG STANDING HC. about sharena being v physically affectionate even touch starved #and having to learn boundaries the hard way. i also think a huge difference between her and peony actually #is that peony always had someone to cuddle with (mira!!). so peony never had to 'outgrow' it the way shari had to #which may have led to peony being a little more adjusted actually??? i also am v much playing w the idea #that peony is like min maxed. she's surprisingly socially aware/emotionally intelligent #BUT. she still has huge blind spots due to her seclusion and mostly only interacting w kid mortals (in the dream realm)#and i esp think she fails to see the complexity in situations. ect ect #triandra. boy do i have lore about triandra. but you can take a guess. i'll leave that up to you.#AND PLUMERIA. OH MY GOD PLUMERIA. i can just TELL she's going to be an EXTREMELY FUN chara to write #she basically writes herself. looking deeper beyond the obvious sex repulsion/intimacy issues #she's a stubborn jaded 'too cool for this' older sister. who is WAY more protective than she will Ever Admit.#LIKE... I AM THINKING ESP HOW SHE TREATED MIRA IN THAT TT SIDE STORY.#the way she was looking out for her. tri is absolutely plum's most trusted confidant and therefore #the person she's most vulnerable with. but even then. she's still protective of mira and i bet even peony if she had trouble #(granting. they're on the same side). AUGH AND ALSO THE WAY PLUM IS STUCK IN HER WAYS TOO....#I DON'T HAVE COHERENT THOUGHTS. but the way plumeria Is just resonates so deeply w me...#mirabilis #sharena #fe peony #fe triandra #fe plumeria #moe tag #summoner oc #my art

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tea-cat-arts · 1 year ago

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Disclaimer: this is 3am rambling. Whether or not this rant ends up being a cohesive thought is between me and God. Also, I'll be switching around what pronouns I use for Shi Qingxuan and He Xuan every paragraph

"Shi Qingxuan should've chosen He Xuan! Shi Qingxuan would never chose anyone other than his brother-" man, if choosing He Xuan was one of the options he was given, I honestly do think Shi Qingxuan would've taken it.

Cuz here's the thing: Shi Qingxuan was thoroughly sick of their brothers bs. They wanted to go their own way, they wanted to break out of the house, they wanted to handle their demons on their own, they wanted to choose their own gender expression without getting told to "put that thing away", they disagreed with their brothers actions and what he did to turn them into a god... they wanted to get away from their brother, but they never got the chance to unpack or deal with any of that because both of their lives were constantly being put in danger (so they were kinda distracted).

And I don't even know where to start with how Shi Wudu had been breaking down their self esteem, getting them to second guess all their wants/desires/choices, and pulling the "big brother knows best" card on them for god knows how long. I know it came from a place of love, but it still had to have done something to Shi Qingxuan's brain chemistry

Shi Qingxuan options were never "He Xuan or her Brother," it was "chose to abandon your luck for both your lives, or chose yourself and become a murderer" so ya, of course she's gonna go with the first option because she's not a terrible person. Shi Qingxuan probably would’ve chosen He Xuan (who was her best friend, who'd been going along with her antics for centuries, who remembered which resturant she wanted to go to even after the breakup), but that wasn't a card they put in her hands, and even if it was, its not a real card if she had to kill her brother to get it. At that point, giving up revenge and finding love again wasn't an option He Xuan had even considered yet, and it'd be unreasonable to suggest Shi Qingxuan should've come up with a secret third option off the top of her head given she only knew the full story for like what? A minute before she was forced to make a choice? And even though she tried choosing the option that would hurt the least amount of people, Shi Wudu could not for the life of him respect her choices. Kinda makes me think Shi Qingxuan never really was given any choices to make in the first place 😒

Anyways, I'm choosing to believe at some point, He Xuan realizes this, spends the rest of her life trying to make amends, they get some time being a ghost couple together, and then they eventually find peace and disappear into the afterlife

#beefleaf #arianell's 3am rambling #he xuan #shi qingxuan #i am tired #both just like... actually/physically tired and tired of people acting like Shi Qingxuan had power to do anything in that situation at all #yes i am choosing to force my genderfluid beefleaf headcanons into a rant post. move along #cuz here's the thing: I'm pretty sure you couldve replaced Shi Wudu for anyone in that situation and Shi Qingxuan still wouldnt do it #theyre just not a killer #but ultimately shi wudu didnt give a fuck about that cuz he care more about winning than Qingxuan's autonomy #id get “Mother Knows Best” from tangled stuck in my head pretty much any time those two interacted

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guzhufuren · 2 months ago

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oh Joss following trans women! one of whom he filmed a queer drama with, where she had one of the best trans themed storylines in all of thai qls and where he played a sex worker! and then he was a guest in one of episodes of her own show! what could that mean

oh Joss following out gay men!! what could THAT mean

#joss wayar #some people here are fucking ridiculous to look at. are you all stuck in 2015 #what's next will you go through gawin's likes on twitter to see if he is following someone who said something acephobic that one time #and then interpret it as gawin having same beliefs and values #should we make a ''your ql fave is problematic'' tumblr blog right away?#i cant believe im taking part in a fucking discourse this time but this is ridiculous #if someone turns out to be a piece of shit in the future with ACTUAL harmful misdeeds on their conscience #that's when you boycott their work #not by hunting down goddamn republicans in their 1.2k instagram followings #i'm too old to see shit like this it's embarrassing how are you not embarrassed #mine #negativity #like idk maybe be mad about pawin still being employed by gmmtv instead? or is it less fun when they are actual criminals #instead of the crime of bad choice of social media followings and likes

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sysig · 2 months ago

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Guess who :3c (Patreon)

#My art #Webkinz #Diamond #Ukadevlog #Ghostkinz #Ta-dah! My November behind-the-scenes project was this! The poll was for this reason! Though I already knew I'd start with her haha #Have a little preview to start us off - I have Lots of thoughts to each part of development I ended up in but I want to roll them out slowly #Not everything all at once anyway haha - thoughts get all jumbled now that I'm on this side of things pft #I wasn't able to finish A Version I'd be willing to publish in just a month - even then I only worked on Ghostkinz about 3 days a week so #But for the time I spent I'm quite pleased with how its shaped up so far! :D I got to implement a lot!#Actually learning-then-implementing-then-learning-then-implementing - it's a loop I've been out of for such a long time now :0 #Really interesting to fall back into after so long away haha #A lot of my other projects have been Pick Up One Thing and then do that forever and I was tired-tired of that!!#So going into this project knowing that I'd only have November to Get Guud at as much of it as possible and then that was it #I think it helped propel me - didn't end with me getting stuck on Perfecting Just This One Thing #I'd read a bit and then go utilize it and then come back and read some more of Zarla's template/walkthrough - compelling system!#I still couldn't manage to actually finish in a month but I got up to Phase 4!! Previous attempts at Ghost-making has gotten stalled at 1!!#Maaaybe 2 but never anything beyond that - and while I didn't actually Finish any Phase apart from 1 I still read through much much more!#On top of the learning aspect being fun ♪ getting to understand some of the more technical side ahh - it was also just fun to read haha #Like a course that can be silly hehe ♫ Enjoyable even outside of getting to make a little guy for my screen haha #But also yes that too!! I'm really glad I finally settled on an idea that I feel confident in seeing through #The best part about reaching for the Webkinz style is that Webkinz uses vectors - I've gone on record multiple times as loving vectors #They're an exceptionally easy medium to manipulate and that was The Thing that had been holding me back from committing to Ghosts prior #Drawing every single thing when I already struggle to plug in my tablet...no...... But Vectors #You can see here that Diamond's expressions are just a matter of tilting her head and moving her tail - so so soooo simple with vectors #Being able to super-quickly put out a lot of different expressions and animations and piecemeal everything together...yes..........#And for what further I have in mind :3c It's really all I could ask for in an art style to seek ah ♪ Just right for my purposes!#I thought it'd be nice to show off Diamond-for-real as her plush next to her digital version as well :D She's still the only OG8 I have #I want more!! I'd love to have a code for her as well haha - secretly just started this so I can have a digital Diamond lol #Plush-Diamond actually wears a necklace these days but I opted to leave it off her for the photoshoot - maybe once I figure out clothes haha

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emeraldblonde · 5 months ago

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I tried to mod something and the good news is, it didn't crash the game. 🥳 The bad news is, not what I was looking for lmao.

Like, don't get me wrong. I've seen way worse (the stuff of nightmares) on a modding channel I've been teaching myself this stuff lately, so. It's not like I completely fucked this thing up or anything like that.

It's just... I still gotta ask though.

What went wrong here?

#personal #my mods #(sort of kjdkd)#i was just lamenting this stuff on a fandom discord channel. saying i'm at my wits' end here and about to quit this shit #i tried following a tutorial on a modding channel and i got the whole thing working for the most part #he's sized correctly. animations seem to work. nothing is stretching apart from hair. the textures are all fucked up now but yeah #but because what i'm trying to do here is a little different than what that tutorial does #(they still keep pointing to that very same tutorial though)#it seems that either i did something wrong. maybe i skipped some important part?#(because one answer claimed if it's a model extracted from the same game it doesn't need to be rigged or weight-painted)#but then that video tutorial also says you need to separate some parts so that nothing's stretching etc.#which is obviously a thing that's happening above. that hair is in fact stretching. A LOT #i'm guessing because cloud and zack have different hair. so they must have different hair physics or something #but then. i also learned on that channel that zack doesn't have his own animations. because he's neither playable/non-playable #because he only appears in this one cutscene towards the end of the game. he has his own model and textures though #so i don't know whether that means he doesn't have his own physics either or...?#meaning i probably need to use another model's hair physics as well and somehow transfer them on zack's hair too or smth like that maybe #i don't know. i'm so confused #like i've put so much effort into this. so many retries already. i'm getting sick of the shaders input part actually lmao #and i'm so close but i'm stuck!#i tried asking for help on a modding channel but because my question didn't get answered in a couple of hours i chickened out and deleted i #and now i'm like i need help. i just don't know what i did wrong 🙈 i need strength and courage

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zlobonessa · 2 years ago

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one aspect that always fascinates me about the witch cult is how much they are used-to-be humans-but-now-not-really-are. they were just people who sometimes were good in the way people are and sometimes were bad in the way people are. and then their lifes had been altered by powers so fundamentally that they just. lost touch with any humanity that they had. how do you comprehend being a hundreds years old? how do you comprehend being able to kill a human as simply as a mosquito? how do you comprehend being beyond time, beyond aging, beyond life and death, beyond your own body, beyond your own memories? it's a horror scenario accepted willingly, horror where instead of running from monster you shake its hand and convince yourself that that's all you ever wanted, because the alternative? the alternative is the existence so miserable you'd rather die than go back. the existence that may ask you to take responsibility for your actions, navigate your own life, change who you are as a person.

they cannot do that. they never could do that. they live for years and years, having powers to do literally anything and yet led by instructions in the book, further and further conservating in the state they were from a start, the moment they took a deal.

doomed from the beginning. never having a chance to escape. never wanting to escape, instead allowing your humanity to slowly seep away as a price for not bearing the weight of that it means to be human. damn.

#re zero #sorry for being barely comprehensible myself i just think about this. a lot.#like the sheer fact that all of them lived either literally or technically (lye) for thousands years #and yet they still hold grudges for stuff that happened lifetimes ago #never progressing never changing despite the fact that their whole life is now technically about Progression To The Goal #to do more work! (nobody except petelgeuse actually cares about the cult goals on the personal level)#to collect more names! (there are never gonna be enough names) to collect more wives! (same thing here)#to be loved by someone who could never love you back because he stucks in his own role and unreachable goal #to be loved by everybody even though you are completely disgusting by your own volition #none of this matters but hey if you convince yourself that it does it doesn't suck so bad!#and if you admit that it doesn't then the only option is to ask yourself what am i doing here actually! and you not gonna love the answer!#well i sure am talking A LOT about them. sorry.#also that's the part where i'm slowly pointing at regurein- [I'm shot at the back of the head]#[my bloodied hand still draws “I'm a monster who hunts monsters” in sand tho]

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sofastuffing · 6 months ago

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i have a headache