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boraxquinn · 1 year ago
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{ Meet the Muses}
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(Mun and muses are +18. Some Nsfw will appear and be tagged. Please read my about info before interacting. Thank you.)
{I DO NOT join groups chats unless they are for special events. If you want to make a discord chat for our characters let me know. } 
~Yoon Bora~
EX-SISTAR, Actress, MC, designer, choreographer
December 30, 1989
S/O: Bisexual
Multi-ship (2/2)
purple queen, very nerdy,fangirl, loves fashion and will use any excuse to dress up. 
She loves being a motherly figure.
She has two dogs named Seolie and Po.
Verse;the moon prince: ( @wwhxyouknow )  *main blog: @multixkpopxrp * Engaged 10/29/2022, Married 7/9/2024
Kim Aurora Jangmi, her daughter was born February 8th 2025
Verse;Taeminie: Married. 11/14/2020 ( @youronlyace )*Main blog: @sparklytimebun *
~Fukutomi Tsuki ( 福富 つき, 츠키 ) ~ 
September 21, 2002 (age 22)
She is a member of Billlie and a former member of the Japanese girl group MAGICOUR.
Fanclub color: Red 
multi-ship (3/3) 
S/O: bisexual 
verse;cutiefoxinnie ( @fox-bread-friend ) Engaged 10/23/24
verse;princehyunjin ( @hyunsace )
verse 3; pending
birthplace: Osaka, Japan
loves bunnies and gets told she looks like one 
She moved to Korea when she was in middle school, at around 14 years old
Her nicknames are Taru-chan,moon bunny, and best Kim Tzuki.
Her hobbies are watching cartoons, drawing/painting, and playing games
she loves Twice and Girls Generation
Her favorite colors are red and pink.
{Any Questions, please DM!!!!}
{Banned faceclaims (meaning I won't follow back or interact with)}: Blackpink, Bigbang, Hyuna, Lucas, Moon Taeil, Kiss of Life. If you send hate about any of these bans you will be blocked.
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canisalbus · 6 months ago
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Hi! A little life update.
At the end of October I wrote that I was deep in a depression spiral and due to unexpected occurrences I had been left with basically no income for several months. I had emptied my savings at that point and was feeling extremely stressed, sick and hopeless.
I just want to thank everyone who reached out and offered support or even looked up my ko-fi info and sent me a donation. It was an unfathomably kind thing to do and helped me tremendously. I'm not exaggerating when I say that I was at the end of my tether, I had 1,70€ in my bank account at that moment. I was sleeping four hours per night on average because my insomnia was so out of control, and had more or less stopped eating, after surviving on nothing but porridge, bread, apples and buttered pasta for close to a month. Things were kind of dire. No one has ever showed me that kind of unprompted generosity before, irl or online. Thinking that people I've never even met were willing to support me like that both warms my heart and makes me feel kind of guilty and undeserving. I'm not used to being treated like that. I hope I didn't make you feel pressured to get involved. It did genuinely help me put myself back together though. The next day I went and bought some essential groceries and getting to eat properly was a massive boost in terms of energy and mood. I'm doing a little better now. I finally managed to get the financial situation corrected, but it'll take months before my finances recover and I'll be able to go shopping without feeling paranoid about counting every cent and hating myself if I buy a small treat. I mentioned that my seven years old, well-served laptop is on it's last legs, so the remaining funds are going towards putting together a new PC, hopefully soon. I don't really have any product or extra content to offer you as a thank you for the ko-fi donations I received, but I hope it's at least nice to think that they're directly enabling me to continue making more art in the future.
I'm still struggling with intense anxiety every day, and it has caused me to develope some kind of impostor syndrome that is impacting my online presence negatively at the moment. I look at the things I try to draw and the asks I get, and feel like nothing I create, say or write is good enough or worth people's time and attention. I'm having hard time opening up like I used to, and I miss the interactions I used to have here, they were an immense source of inspiration and motivation to me. But I'm trying to work on that, and hoping that posting stuff will start to feel more natural again eventually. This got a little long, but thanks for reading! I hope life treats you well.
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truly-neutral · 1 year ago
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Din/Luke Pacific Rim AU pt.3
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Pt.1 | Pt.2 | Pt.4
Welcome to part 3 of my madness as I continue to take inspiration from scenes in the movie. This is when Din get's a full view of Luke's scars (and is caught looking) not long after the drift compatibility tryouts. He still doesn't know of their origins, but he might find out soon 👀👀👀 (More info under the cut if you're interested).
Anyways, hope my insanity entertains y'all! There's still plenty more to come and perhaps even more in the works.
P.S. All the love that this idea has been shown has been a great motivator for me to work on the fic. So thank you to everyone who's interacted with these posts and have shown their interest. Glad to know I'm not alone in being interested in a niche ship and a 10 year old movie crossover.
More info about Luke's Scars: It starts with part of the timeline I've formulated.
2027 - Luke becomes a pilot with Biggs.
January, 2028 - Death of Paz; Birth of Grogu; Din leaves the Jaeger program
August, 2028 - Death of Biggs; Luke is injured;
2029 - Leia becomes a pilot and is Luke's new partner 
So, essentially Luke joined the program very young (17) while Leia was still studying politics with the Organas. Biggs was Luke's drift partner and they piloted together for a year.
The destruction of Razor Crest and the death of Paz/disappearance of Din marked the turning point for the Jaeger program. Not long after that incident the Jaegers were struggling to fight back against the onslaught of Kaiju. More frequent attacks along with higher category Kaiju started to wear them thin.
In a particularly dicey situation, Luke and Biggs were deployed on their own to deal with a CATIII Kaiju while backup was on the way. Despite how skilled the two were, the Kaiju overwhelmed them before backup could come and their Con Pod was ripped from their Jaeger. The damage caused an energy serge through the pilot suits causing Luke to get his scars. Those injuries, plus the ones from getting tossed onto shore, also resulted in Bigg's death.
After hearing about this, and while Luke was recovering. Leia decided to join the program and began her training. By the time Luke was recovered she was graduating cadet school and they were able to pilot together. It took some time for Luke to get used to piloting again after being connected to someone who died, but he trained himself to feel the serenity in the drift and keep those memories at bay. Luke's control while in the drift is next to no one except maybe Anakin, but he hasn't piloted in a long time, so it's hard to say.
Speaking of Anakin, he isn't supper happy about his children being pilots, but there wasn't much he could do to dissuade them. After Padme's death during a Kaiju attack, and Anakin subsequently blaming himself for it, he threw himself into the program. He wasn't able to raise the twins because he was on duty so they were raised by Owen and Beru as well as mentored by the Organas (mostly Leia).
Leia is resentful of Anakin for leaving them when they were so young and had just lost their mother. Luke mostly blames himself in an unreasonable way and thinks he wasn't worth enough for Anakin to stick around. The reason Anakin did leave was so he could try to stop the Kaiju and make the world safe for his kids. However, in the process, he may have lost the time he could have had with them.
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julia-jck · 2 months ago
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Can you tell us who these cuties are ? From this post you made a while ! They look so cool svdgwg
Sure thing! I am going to yap a lot during this as you won't find much info about them here on tumblr as this took place when I was too scared of really use tumblr as I didn't understand it, so be prepared.
I am going to skipp the Nightmare and Collector as you all know who Nightmare is and Collector has gotten a return (here's his remake post if interested)
Back in the day, back when I were a Error Sans fangirl, I made my sona a Mary Sue skeleton named Julia (shocker, I know). Later on I made her frenemy Simon. Their story originally were supposed to be in the Undertale multiverse, but as the characters grew, got kids and more characters got added to their story, their world no longer was an Undertale universe world, but a world inspired by Undertale instead.
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Ender is one of the many characters I created to fill this world and story and is my baby boy. He was created before Darren, but Darren took the spotlight of their story as I started to pair them up on day one, Ender being the comic relief and emotional support Darren needed. Ender works as a caretaker at a special needs primary school, he can't read a map even if his life depended on it and he's also very awkward and goofy, but knows when to be serious. I kind of stopped drawing them after their ship became canon...
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I don't have much to say about Hazel more than that she's nearly fully blind, everything just looking like a huge blur of light and some colours, and that she's the older sister of Eli. Eli and Zero is a fave pairing of mine as there's life or death and trauma involved. Zero trying to push Eli away to keep them safe, but Eli won't let him.
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Then we have an old design of me, maybe 3 years after using the skeleton version of myself??? I gave myself a halo and demon horns cause I once drew myself as a demon and an angel, questioning each other if it was good or evil that I didn't make a ship people on insta really enjoyed happen.
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Then the last character is Cael. A failed atempt at making a popular character. Cael was a foster kid with a lot of problems. It was actually my old sona (which I by then had renamed Juliet as I didn't want her to represent me anymore) that was his foster parent together with Simon. He was a very sick kid, nearly living his whole life in a hospital where they tried new medicin to help cure him. They were able to cure his sickness, but a side effect is that he's allways cold and if he gets too cold his bones crack and he'd be in a lot of pain. This results in him always needing to wear warm clothes and have monthly check ups with doctors.
Hope this answered your question!
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simplysedusa · 9 months ago
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Do you have any silly head-canons for the rrb. And I mean downright ridiculous.
I'm so sorry this took a while to answer. The original one that I was gonna talk about turned out to be a bit..angstier than I realized and I figured it'd be best to save it for a ficlet idea I came up with. 😉😈
So, here's some other silly headcanons:
I stated in another post talking about the Rowdyruffs that Brick's guilty pleasures are boy groups. This also applies to K-Pop groups. He's into K-Pop (but he listens to other genres of music as well) and only Boomer and Butch know because they hear his tone-deaf ass mispronouncing every other Korean word in the shower. Both Boomer and Butch decide to keep this info to themselves because 1.) they want to live and 2.) who'd believe them? Brick's got private, secondary stan accounts with VPNs locating him in the Bermuda Triangle, pretending to be some 15 year old girl named "Becca". He's mostly a boy group stan (NCT, Ateez, Stray Kids) but a few girl groups managed to catch his interest (Dreamcatcher, G-Idle, Twice). And no, he's not above arguing with twelve year olds about record sales or popularity.
I'd imagine Bubbles stops by the Ruff household and catches Brick humming a very familiar tune to himself, and she's the one who casually tells others whenever the situation calls for it. Much to Boomer and Butch's chagrin, no one bats an eye.
After the events of "Bubble Boy", Boomer suggested getting revenge by having them dress up as the Powerpuffs and causing chaos across town. Originally, Brick and Butch were against it, but then considered the "evil acts" they could get away with and were suddenly on board. Unfortunately, they couldn't find the right dresses (plus Boomer and Butch's hair would NOT cooperate) and they gave up.
Halloween is their favorite holiday. Scaring people and free candy were great, but the boys really loved wearing costumes that they stole from the Halloween Party stores downtown. Their favorite group costume was of the Ministry of Pain (and the looks of Townsville citizens' faces as they arrived at their doors made it all the better for them).
Boomer's a dog person, Butch is a cat person, and Brick's neutral. The three had discussed wanting a pet to play with while under Mojo and HIM's care. They both reluctantly agreed so long as the vote was unanimous. Boomer and Butch damn near fought to the death to try to convince the other or Brick to change their minds. Boomer decides to let the matter slide. He finds a Beebo and keeps it a secret until after they move in with Ms. Keane.
Since receiving their new hairstyles in "The Boys Are Back In Town", the boys are very particular about their hair. They started to wear color-coded silk bonnets to bed after getting the idea from Sedusa when they broke into her place by sheer coincidence one night and spotted her wearing one.
RANDOM BITS OF KNOWLEDGE IN REGARDS TO SCIENCE AND ROBOTICS. The boys may struggle with finding the atomic weight of a certain element, but they know chemical reactivity (what elements will react to one another without exploding) like the back of their hands. Blueprints for death rays are like memorizing phone numbers for them. They were kicked out of the robotics club on their first day (and almost expelled entirely) after demonstrating how to build an actual laser and for rebuilding functioning, miniature Mojo robots from scratch. Blossom nearly considers going back to homeschool when she learns that she shares all of her A.P science classes with all three of the Ruffs.
It takes everything in Butch to not make another Rowdyruff once he learns of Bunny and Bullet. Brick likes the idea but thinks it's too much work, while Boomer is completely repulsed at the idea of having another brother. (He might just help make a Rowdyruff pet however, but his Beebo and Valentino are enough of a handful. 😉)
That's all I got at the moment, but if I have more, I'll be sure to share lmao.
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doctorsfavorite · 2 months ago
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Hi.
I want to address some of the things that have been brought up about me, especially regarding past behavior and misunderstandings.
About a year and a half ago I was involved in a situation within the self-ship community where I judged someone for how they portrayed or interpreted a shared F/O. I was possessive and territorial, and I made vague posts expressing my discomfort, though I never named anyone directly. At the time, I was navigating a lot of personal emotions and attachment to my F/Os, but that doesn't excuse the harm that vagueposting - or judgment in general - can cause others. I now understand that kind of behavior can create an environment where people feel unwelcome or policed in how they express their self-shipping. I've worked hard to move away from that mindset. Since then, I've stopped vagueposting entirely and I’ve made a conscious effort not to stir drama or involve myself in conflict.
Some of the things being said now seem to reference that same old situation and I want to be clear that I haven’t repeated that behavior. I haven’t sought out or harassed anyone since then. In fact, I created new blogs under different names because I genuinely wanted to move forward, stay out of people’s way, and quietly enjoy my interests without reigniting the past. I’d also like to address a few specific claims that I feel are misunderstandings or distortions:
Regarding Kenjaku from JJK - Yes, I self-ship with a villain character. I know that's not everyone’s cup of tea and I respect that. But I personally enjoy exploring complex characters, and having a villain F/O doesn’t mean I condone their actions or hold harmful beliefs. Why is liking Kenjaku worse than liking Philip, Harley or Zandik?
About Jimmy from Mouthwashing - I like this character. The fact that he’s not prominently featured on my blog isn’t anything secretive or suspicious, he’s just not a current focus. Keeping info in a spreadsheet is simply how I organize things. I’m not hiding him specifically. In fact, my close friends know about him, but I get it – not everyone’s cup of tea. Also, just because I F/O him doesn’t mean I’m not judging his actions. What he did WAS vile. But as a character he’s written very well.
"Joking about SA" - I need to clarify this clearly: I have never made jokes about SA. That’s something I take seriously. If something I said was misinterpreted that way, I deeply apologize. I would never intentionally make light of such a topic.
Mutuals mentioned - One of the people listed in the post is someone I’ve had personal conflict with in the past (cozylovers). That issue wasn’t with the entire community, but with that person specifically. As for the others, I genuinely don’t know what harm I’ve done to them. I don’t recall interacting with them in any meaningful way. If I hurt them unintentionally, I’m sorry, but I also wish I had the chance to talk it through instead of being publicly condemned again.
I also want to be honest about something else: I’m low empathy. That doesn’t mean I don’t care, because I do. But it means that I sometimes say things that come across as cold or insensitive, especially if I don’t immediately recognize the emotional context. It’s something I’m working hard to improve, and I continue to learn how to communicate more carefully and considerately.
Being called out again, a year and a half after the original situation, feels like reopening a wound I’ve tried to heal. It makes me feel like no matter how much I try to grow or stay out of trouble, the worst version of me is all anyone will ever see. I understand people may still be hurt, and if so, I truly am sorry. But I also believe that growth deserves space, not perpetual punishment. I’m not asking anyone to like me or forgive me. I just want the chance to exist peacefully in a fandom space that’s meant to be fun and creative, like everyone else.
If you read this, thank you for your time. If you choose to block me or distance yourself, I understand. But if you’re willing to see that people can change, I appreciate that deeply.
- Alex
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hythlodaeus-mynewoldfriend · 6 months ago
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Spotify ask number 63
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Where does your body go when I leave you alone? Would your heart know if I met you in a brand new set of bones? 'Cause you may see me in different bodies Hiding below with the same soul I could have walked by you a thousand times Different places, different lives
-"Same Soul" by PVRIS
Thank you for sending this in! I had this song last year funny enough for the gpose prompts so similar take but with a slightly different interpretation this year! Have my Azems and their various shards! Complete pictures and info below the cut (spoilers for ShB, EW, Panda raids, Post-EW patches, and FFXVI)
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Deimos and Phobos
The originals, the start of it all! During the Final Days in looking for a solution that would prevent more death and sacrifice Deimos became overwhelmed and devised a bit of a crazy plan he wasn't even sure would work. Deimos growing up had heterochromia, knowing it was one of his eyes having just slightly different DNA he took a page out of his old mentor Lahabrea's book and tried to see if he too could split himself in two. The difference in being able to keep a full soul and full power laid in Deimos making the basis on that small piece of different DNA, and so was Phobos brought into fruition!
note: characters on the left/listed first are shards of Deimos and those on the right/listed second are shards of Phobos
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Demos Reyes and Siberite Akagane (The Source)
The WoLs and the ones to avert the Final Days, the promised kept to one Emet-Selch made thousands of year earlier. The two couldn't get a long at first but over time and through many trials they found common ground and supported one another and developed a kinship that goes beyond friendship. With the Final Days averted the two are living out a version of what their past selves would have done, with Demos settling down and leading a more quiet life, with the occasional adventure, and with Siberite exploring the world with all it has to offer and helping those met along the way with no sign of stopping.
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Unnamed Archeologist and Ardbert (The First)
"There was a man. A researcher who pored over these pieces. He offered us work when we needed it. Slaying beasts, delivering provisions... A funny old bugger, he was, but he had a good heart. He believed this first painting dated back to a time of myth and legends. A tribute to the heroes of a long-forgotten era. The story went that it was rediscovered by an explorer from Ronka, who was so struck by its majesty that a second painting was commissioned, commemorating the heroes of their day. "One day, you will all be here too," he said. "Heroes immortalized forever. Maybe I'll paint you myself!" I had a good laugh at that. We were only trying to make our way, after all. Being heroes couldn't have been further from our minds. But it seems...he actually went and did it. Before or after the Flood, I wonder...Do you suppose your deeds will warrant an addition to this collection? Or some other kind of monument?" -Ardbert, Shadowbringers
What can I say he explains all you need to know.
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Golbez and Durante (The Thirteenth)
Two friends trying to save their world from impending darkness, were unsuccessful in their endeavor resulting in one having to kill the other. With his best friend dead and the world still falling apart Durante took up Golbez's armor and name in the hopes of being able to eventually free his home from the cycle of darkness that befell the land. His methods would prove destructive and nearly be the end of him, had he not been reminded of the friendship that he once had. This pair shows just what can happen when one loses the other after having met and forged a bond, their souls don't like be parted in that way and will lash out in line with who they are in that life.
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Clive Rosfield and Midadol "Mid" Telamon (Valisthea)
Both souls on their first lives in their world Clive and Mid met for the first time not long after her father's death and since then she's been whirlwind of a friend to Clive. A prodigy engineer Mid created The Enterprise to initially be a last resort for escaping the Blight, but seeing all that Clive had done so far to stop that from happening put him in charge of the vessel and did everything in her power to help him save their world. While neither know that they share the same soul Clive can't help but be reminded of Siberite, the au ra he met while on a different world, when Mid is teasing him or speaking from the heart, while Mid always felt an instant connection to and faith in the man that made it feel like they had been friends since children and not just the five years. There is only two people that know of them having the same soul in this world and that is Barnabas and Ultima, the two using it to their advantage to get Clive to Kanver.
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simularity-sims · 3 months ago
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New Site & Patreon Changes
First off, say hello to Simularity v.2025! All of the mod, custom content, lots, and other posts have been rewritten and streamlined with new features added, old features removed. I even created a new avatar for Simularity for 2025! If you find anything broken or otherwise amiss, please let me know. One downside of recreating the website for 2025, I lost all the comments on the old posts. Feel free to leave new ones on the new posts! Oh, did I tell you all that I’m on Bluesky now? 
Patreon Changes
Due to dire financial circumstances, I am changing the way my Patreon works and how mods are released. I have updated all of the tiers with new benefits and changed the price of two tiers. The biggest change I should mention here is the 2-Week Early Mod Access. From now on, the members of the $4, $8, and $14 tiers will receive mods 2 weeks before general release. Other benefits for the various tiers include special Discord roles, WIP Previews, Opinion Polls, All Updated in One Zip, All Mods in One Zip, Mods in Beta Access, and Top Priority Request. See the Membership page for all the details. See this post for more info on tier changes.
I plan on setting it up so that anyone can make one-time donations of either $5 or $10 on Patreon if they are unable to support a monthly subscription. I am also reading up on how to setup yearly subscriptions with a discount. (I’ve had to do a LOT of reading of Patreon help pages and manuals today!) I have deleted ALL old posts from my Patreon account. All future posts will be far better organized using Patreon’s Collections feature and I’ll do better when creating tags. I’ll make a post on Patreon detailing all of the changes. 
Mod Updates
No Dying Livestock – According to Maxis, the bug that caused animals to still die even with the “don’t die” option checked in Game Options–>Pack Options, has been fixed in the last v1.113 patch. So, unless someone tells me otherwise, my No Dying Livestock mod is now OBSOLETE.
Ultimate Adventurer Aspiration – Newly re-released after a total overhaul. I added some new features, fixed old ones, and more.
Paranormal Proficiency Aspiration – This mod did have broken social interactions. They are now FIXED. So, please download the updated aspiration file to get the fixed version.
More Outcomes to Advice Calls – Fixed a tuning error which may have been causing some users to experience LEs.
Stop Dogs from Drinking & Playing in Puddles – Updated for the lasted patches/packs and now includes code to stop Cats from drinking puddles.
The following career mods all had various fixes and updates made to them: Comedian Career, Adventurer Career, Psychology Career, Rock Star Career.
The following mods were all updated to work with the latest patches and packs: Invite Any Toddlers to Play Date Event, Don’t Do That Mods Vol 1, Don’t Do That Mods Vol 2, Faster Archaeology, Faster Plant Research, Faster Crafting on Gemology Table, Faster Book Writing, No More Time Capsules or Maps, Cottage Living Fixes Collection, and Better University Tutoring.
I have also edited the readme text files in all zip files (including Lots and CC in addition to Mods) so that they now include a short description of what the files are in the zip. This is so you will know what each file is for as long as you store the text files somewhere (don’t put them in your Mods folder).
New Mods
I have two new mods now in Early Access for Patreon members of certain tiers; everyone else will have access on March 17th. The first is a mod I created after being stranded without climbing gear while on vacation at Mt. Komorobi while testing out my Adventure aspiration. Now you will be able to purchase climbing gear directly from your Sim’s phone no matter where you are/no computer required! Buy Climbing Gear via Phone (Snowy Escape Required). The other new mod makes it so that you won’t feel like building/upgrading a Rocketship is equivalent to watching grass grow (it’s incredibly slow). It speeds up building by about twice as fast as before. If that’s still too slow, let me know and I’ll increase the speed more or make alternate flavors of the mod. Faster Rocketship Building & Upgrading (Base Game). 
More new mods and mod features coming up soon!
Custom Content Updates
I haven’t updated anything yet; nothing needs it yet that I know of. I saw that tattoos will become recolorable in CAS so I’m assuming all of my tattoo CC will need updating once Sims 4 Studio releases an appropriate batch fix. For now, they are not on the site, but I will be adding them back as soon as they are updated.
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sirenspells · 1 year ago
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WIPs and abandoned projects (March 2021-December 2023)
Info on each one (as well as what the songs/audio sources are):
The song playing in the intro and outro is Dianthus Nardiformis from the Dreaming Mary OST.
19: March 2021. Okay so this one's not actually a work in progress. I made this on my 19th birthday, the joke being that the singer just says 19 then it ends. I think I thought it was kinda dumb so I didn't end up actually posting it. Also features a sona I had before Cress that I never really got attached to, so she was barely used. Song is 19 by Old 97's.
Lonely Holiday: July 2021. This has the honor of being the first OMORI mv I ever attempted. I started this on a whim while bored out of my mind dogsitting for a couple weeks, and I kinda just lost interest in it. Dunno if I'll go back to it. Song is Lonely Holiday by Old 97's.
Numb: July 2021. Another one I started while dogsitting, and another one I kinda just lost interest in, but I absolutely want to revisit it someday because it's an idea I've had for a while and still really want to do. Song is Numb (Linkin Park Cover) by Robyn Adele Anderson.
The Artist: December 2021. I stopped working on this one because doing everything manually frame-by-frame got really annoying and I started to hate working on it. I dunno why I did the zoom in manually but it looks bad, lol. The entire MV would have been just this verse of the song because I thought it really fit Basil and Omori. Tbh I still like how this looks and I may come back to it. Song is The Artist by The Hush Sound.
Higher: February 2022. It's the animation meme. I actually posted this wip a while ago but I'm still gonna include it here for completion's sake. This was really just storyboard practice, so I don't have much of an interest in completing it beyond this. It's Omori Strikers AU (my omori x persona 5 crossover au) and it's basically about Omori's identity issues due to being Sunny's Shadow. The quality's really bad on this one, for some reason iMovie refused to export it in a higher quality than this, I don't know why. Song is High by SIVIK.
Little Sunbeam: February 2022. This MV would have centered on the omari au, and beyond this it'd switch to Mari's pov and take on different palettes. Doing that text effect made working on this very annoying and would make my art program lag a lot so I lost interest in working on it. I might revisit this one, though I'd have to rework the original idea I had now that my perception on the common omari au has changed lol. Song is Little Sunbeam by Eleisha Eagle.
Nightmarish: April 2022. This MV would technically be a remake of one I made in 2020. Same song, same color palette, but with a completely new media. Part of wanting to work on this is wanting to spread Dreaming Mary propaganda cause I love it and I think people who like OMORI will like Dreaming Mary as well. Also I love this song. I definitely wanna go back to this one at some point. Song is Nightmarish from the Dreaming Mary OST.
Keep You Safe: July 2022. Like Higher I also posted this wip before but will still include it here. I absolutely want to go back to this one someday because I still really like the idea I have for it. Fun fact, for those who remember this piece, that was based on this MV, but it's not like you can tell based on what's shown here. Song is Keep You Safe by The Crane Wives.
Four Walls: August 2022. Amnesiac Omori MV, what would have been his youtube introduction if I hadn't stopped working on it and then made When Am I Gonna Lose You. I think I kinda just lost interest in this one, though I wanna go back to it at some point I think. Song is Four Walls (The Ballad of Perry Smith) by Bastille.
Someone Gets Hurt: January 2023. Amnesiac omori again babey!! Animatic that would have taken place after he regains his memories, where he's basically really angry and lashes out at Sunny and Stranger. Might revisit this one. Song is Someone Gets Hurt (Reprise) from the Mean Girls musical.
Uhh some shitpost: February 2023. Silly thing, it's a shame I stopped working on it before it actually got to the main funny part. I dunno if I'll go back to this one. Audio from @/tylergaca on twitter.
Jealous: March 2023. Animation meme. It would've been about Sunny and Mari in my pmd au and the leadup to the incident. It took me a while to get that second shot right and I still really don't like it. Do wanna revisit this one cause I love angst surrounding these two so much I love them in pmd au GRAHHH. Song is Jealous by Eyedress (slowed down).
Stranger lipsync test: May 2023. This was way too difficult as a lipsync test so I gave up on it, though I still like the animation for it. Also this is a pretty good contender for headcanon voice for Stranger I'll be real. Audio is from Persona 5 Royal.
Propaganda: August 2023. Amnesiac omori au storyboard that I do actually wanna make into a completed thing. This is very spoilery so my master plan is to not explain what's happening. Muah hah hah >:3c. Also once again iMovie exported this in a really bad quality for some reason. Song is Propaganda by Kill J.
Alter's Rant: December 2023. One more amnesiac omori animatic for the road. Once again it's really spoilery but it's basically Alter and Omori's final confrontation. I have more done than what's shown here but I wanna keep it a surprise for when I finish it, which should hopefully be soon >:3c. Also this one also got hit by iMovie's low quality curse. Song is Eva's Rant from Bring It On The Musical.
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nostalgiachan · 1 year ago
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Once more, it's 100 OC time, and here we have the second half of the main party members, in both full-size and PS2-output style. As always, new images up top, old below, and detailed character info (and essentially the story of the game) below the cut.
#69 (lol, lmao): Ilya Node Idea: The (World's Angriest) Mechanic Story: Silmerein
#70: Dorom Kolos Idea: The Surprisingly Cultured Drunken Ogre Story: Silmerein
#71: Nalien Urymere aka Nenali Maelstrom Idea: The Acrobatic Witch Story: Silmerein
#72: Dynn Mortar Idea: The Scientist Story: Silmerein
Continuing where we left off in the story summary from the last post...
So next, you head to the badlands, just the rockiest, craggiest piece of shit land you ever did see. And as the party's heading through this bullshit, they see a rail-thin, scraggly-looking girl dragging herself across the road.
They bring her to the wagon, fix her up, and ask where she lives, but she is determined to get to Silmerein. Eventually, after the party tells her "Nah, we're taking you home, you're fucked to shit," she gives up and tells the party where she lives: a super-secret city lost to history deep in the badlands.
So back when the end times were happening, the few survivors had huddled together in this city. And once Silmerein had saved the day, most people left and never looked back. But some folks were far too paranoid to leave. And they were determined to make sure that anybody who left never found their way back. So over the centuries, people forgot it was there, and anybody who still lived there wasn't allowed to leave.
So this girl, Ilya Node, telling the party where it is is A Problem.
When they reach the city, they're lucky enough to be met by Ilya's mentor, a fairly dorfy engineer. And he welcomes them inside and whatnot, but once they're in, he tells them they're not leaving again. Meanwhile, Ilya is fucking pissed. She's healed up enough that now she's practically frothing at the mouth to get out of the city again, because she is on a fucking mission.
See, she and her younger brother, Leon, were orphans, getting along as you do. But one night, her brother was snatched right out of his bed, and Ilya happened to see it. She couldn't do anything about it because the plague had caused her legs to stop working, but she swore he had been taken by a Silmereinian. Nobody believed her, though, because how could a Silmereinian still have knowledge of the city? Pff, nah, can't be me.
So she had managed to hobble her way out of the city and walked far enough across the badlands that her leg braces and crutches totally shattered and she was forced to crawl. She was powered by THE FUCKING FURY. Well, as you're learning her backstory from her mentor, she revs up a mining mech and BAILS. She takes off for the mines, which are just a horrible labyrinth of caves, and figures she'll pick a point and start digging her way to freedom this time.
And unfortunately, this is about the point where the plot gets just slightly more vague because I hadn't quite worked out all the details. But the important thing is that somehow, Lima had to get into close enough proximity to directly touch Ilya off-screen. Because as we'll find out later, the only reason the big boss-fight-inducing freakouts happen is because Lima's causing them. So Ilya becomes a giant rabbit monster.
They have a fight, Triangle wins, Triangle man.
So Ilya's like "I guarantee you I'm burning Silmerein to the fucking ground when I get there, let's go." She's your big heavy hitter character, pilots a mining drill to fight.
Anyway, after badlands, our next stop is further into the mountain to meet the Mountain Ogres, specifically this guy, Dorom Kolos.
The Mountain Ogres are in a pretty constant war with the Sea Ogres as the Sea Ogres ran the Mountain Ogres out of their ancestral homeland. I don't remember what the exact arc of Dorom's story was going to be, but tl;dr his infection is in his spine, which is now wholesale jutting out of his back, leaving him in a constant state of pain that he medicates with alcohol. He's your drunken berserker whose super mode is a demon bear.
bearserker
This is about the point where you'd be properly introduced to the Paladins of Silmerein, the goon squad who are your initial direct antagonists as they're trying to keep you from reaching the city and/or kill you. Mostly kill you.
[I briefly cover the first one you'd probably run into, Gamel Jugrenon, but I'll leave that solo sentence to when I actually redraw her]
One way or another, you fight Dorom's demon bear mode and ward off the Paladins, and you head on to the next bit.
Next is a spooky little forest in a mountain valley where you run into a circus featuring one Nalien Urymere aka Nenali Maelstrom.
Nalien comes from a village in said woods which is horribly superstitious and believes magic use and consorting with monsters to be a capital offense. So when she grows bat ears thanks to the plague, her parents are terrified for her safety but don't think they'd be able to leave without raising suspicion. Fortunately for them, the circus had come nearby, and they asked if they would be able to take in Nalien for a short while. The ringmaster agreed, took Nalien in, and started training her in magic and acrobatics.
[Fun fact: the bat ears also reduced her eyesight, which is why she wears glasses.]
As with Dorom, I didn't quite get into when the Paladins would show up and how Lima would get Nenali alone to cause her freakout, but big bat battle under the big top happens. I presume the spooky villagers would probably show up to ruin everything.
The last place before hitting Silmerein is a laboratory high in the mountains that the party stumbles on. There, they meet this fellow, Dynn Mortar, a magitek scientist.
It's here that they'd find out a lot more about the Paladins, chiefly that they're all missing body parts for which Dynn had fashioned prosthetics. [I make a brief swerve to cover all of the Paladins. We'll get to them next time.]
So back to Dynn, as you can surmise, he's the final host needed, and his infection's in his heart. So he turns into a monster squid. Because squids have three hearts. Look, I tried to relate the monster forms to the parts, and spine and heart gave me problems. Just like in real life amirite. [For some reason, I didn't mention how Dynn's infection properly manifested, but: basically, it caused severe heart arrhythmia and wholesale heart failure. He had to build and install his own pacemaker to keep functional.]
But yeah, at this point, the We Have Horrible Demon Infection Crew is assembled, and the only thing left is to get into Silmerein, get to the monument, and get this party started. So by this point, there's been a budding romance forming between Talin and Lima, and you either get a confession before the big event or it edges real goddamn hard, I don't remember which I was going to go with. But you get to the city, you get to the monument, and that's when everything goes to absolute balls.
The romance was completely calculated on Lima's part.
Because, as mentioned, the whole point of this trip was for Lima to go about, collect the now gestating parts of the avatar of Rodimir, and return them all to the source so the avatar can rise again.
So Lima Does the Thing, but after all this time Being a Person, she doesn't want to just go back to being an unconscious part of the avatar. So she pulls a Pope Zera and subsumes his will. So now the avatar is well and truly dead and it's Lima's time to be in charge. Talin is fucking crushed, everybody's just lost a lot of power now that they're not hosting body parts anymore, Clarine [the leader of the Paladins] is freaking out because "Wait, didn't I do everything Imosene told me to? Why didn't this work?" And here's where we get into what her plan was.
See, while the avatar was busy seeding the plague, Imosene was functionally doing the same thing. But she had to expend a lot more juice to do it and wasn't able to craft a wholesale person like Lima to do the collecting. The best she could do was grab the first person who could hear her, and that happened to be Clarine. And all she was really able to tell her was to "gather the parts" and show her who she needed to find.
And Clarine interpreted that literally. She found everybody on her list, but thought she needed to remove the parts from them, not really knowing about the whole gestational period thing. So now we've got a whole lot of underpowered Jesus parts that can't be used for much.
Things are looking pretty fuckin' bad.
At least until this guy shows up.
And he'll be covered in the next batch, along with the first three Paladins of Imosene. So stay tuned, same Silmerein time, same Silmerein channel!
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livewireprojects · 2 years ago
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Elaith stuff(I ramble a lot plus pictures)
My friend @tay-likes-toons​ has been posting about Elaith with clipped sketches I made(he has permission) so I thought I’d show them too since I don’t post much on here
Link to first bio post with my sketch
Link to updated bio with art someone made for my friend
Link1 & Link2 of art from the person that made the pic for the second post
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So to explain some things Elaith is technically a shared OC though he’s semi more of Vincent’s as he makes more stuff on Elaith & was the one to make most of the info. He’s an Unicorn Warriors Eternal insert of my OC Arthur that kinda got a lot of changes. I dunno why but he’s just an alternate version of the OC that’s kinda become my recent obsession.
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This pic as the text says has 3 versions. Ver 2 is Vincent’s version, ver 1 is my version/the first made before edits were done. Arthur is the character Elaith came from, he has bandages over his face cause he has face scars he covers up due to trauma & I wanted to show his face cause he usually hides it behind a mask.
The difference between ver 1 & ver 2 is that ver 2 is a bit bitter over his family(ignoring his uncle who raised him) not being there while ver 1 is a little softer & is indifferent as he just wants to meet the family he never got to be with growing up.(I mean both want to meet their parents ver 2 is just more bitter over them not being there while ver 1 kinda aimed the bitterness more towards Merlin)
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I should probably explain a little if you didn’t see read the links. Elaith is an OC meant to be the son of Melinda & Edred, Elaith was a new born when their souls were first put into Copernicus, Merlin was suppose to care for Elaith in their place but got arrested leading to Aelwulf taking in his new nephew. Aelwulf raised him until he was 7 & then Elaith was kidnapped by the Eastern Elf Clan until Edred’s meant to be fiance set him free & he eventually ended up among humans.
At some point like Arthur(who I need to make a bio for) Elaith stopped aging leaving it frozen at 23 years old. At some point he started making detailed journals on what he’s learned of the Unicorn Warriors & currently runs a bookshop near the Reawakening. He wishes to reunite with the family he never got to have which might be tricky as Edred is the only one between his parents that remembers who he is.
Some things have possibly been changed/edited as it’s been a while since Vincent told me about this.
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Here’s a sketch ref of Arthur, Arthur is a starchild that’s kind of had a few bad hands in life until meeting his work partner/later on life partner Terry. He’s a kind but reserved person that due to an incident that left him with facial scars he hides with a mask Arthur is unable to remember part of his past.
At some point the incident that led to the scars made him become a gem person which due to amnesia he has no idea what led to it. This has led to his age being frozen at 23. It might be a little telling that he dresses like a scenekid & like he’s from the early 2000s.
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Here’s Arthur & Elaith with swapped/resized outfits, I wanted to show Arthur’s face so most of his scars are covered. I want to also mention Elaith is 5′11″ & Arthur is 5′1″.
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awiola · 1 year ago
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Normal update, autumn??? XXIII
Okay, so I thought it would be a nice, winter quarterly update but turns out the last one was titled summer and I guess going by calendar, winter barely started so it's??? autumn??? I guess??? Last day of the year but autumn, sure, let's go with that. That being the case, I have no new year's pic for y'all cause I can't draw I was devving uhh, rly hard, let's say. Totally.
Anyway, the mushroom jam has ended and I planned to have a release update BUT THEN I DIDN'T FINISH THE GAME ON TIME YET AGAIN, who would've thought, so, like, there's nothing. I mean, something exists but yeah >_> I'll write a devlog when it finally looks presentable. Moving on...
Current game stuff
The spooktober game has been finished, kinda - The enmity of dead things. It, well, it works and it contains the full script and everything but lacks both art and music cause I couldn't finish it on time laziness goes brrr. Then I wanted a break and worked on other games and kinda left it like that... So that's the first item on my "Finally finish it in 2024, you stupid fuck" list. All in all it wasn't a total failure and I had fun for the most part. Committing to my bad decisions [look at the textbox] is actually the main cause the game wasn't finished on time... You live and don't learn.
The failure of the year... Or quarter at least - Mushroom game. Despite being technically published to add it to the jam, it's so unfinished I won't even link it here. And it's all my fault cause I was being lazy and, as usual, forgot I can't actually program. Yeah...
Helped with Cool Days. There's really not much of my work there, I honestly considered making a new category for games I kinda helped with but tbh the amount of work actually finished was close to zero but hey, it's still more than nothing so Check it out, it has cool graphics.
The ace teens game got shelved/postponed and it's not my fault this time but instead we're working on a fantasy kinda thing for Ace jam [and maybe also Zack jam while we're at it but that might've been said in jest]. Fortunately it's small enough I don't expect any delays. I can say it involves a golem who isn't a humanoid (灬˘╰╯˘灬)♥。・゚
Now for the big thing.
Fanfares, please.
🎉🎉🎉
IMPOSTOR SYNDROME - is a game for winter jam which also happens to be a demo cause we ran out of time but! - it will be finished soon-ish. I'll share more details in the release devlog so if the link to the game works already, that means the page's up and so is all the info. If it doesn't work, check again in a few hours but I'm assuming most people who actually read all that will do so post winter jam anyway.
Genre wise it's an otome chat sim comedy that's extremely self indulged and I'm not ashamed of that. Gotta make games for yourself and all that. Though, again, my own conribution to the development process remains minimal. I'm truly becoming the idea guy.
The "Finally finish it in 2024, you stupid fuck" list aka the stuff that should've been finished already but isn't
Umm, yeah, everything. Or, to be more specific, Mushroom game and Enmity take priority here but all the other games that needed some quality of life adjustments like making the web build work on mobile etc are also included [which is kinda funny cause a lot of them could be corrected in like an hour if I actually sat and did just that].
It's been more than three years since I released Argousze and yes, you gessed it, it's also unfinished. Which is extra funny in a pathetic way cause it was supposed to be a low effort game with, like, 2k words of wordcount. To be fair I kinda dropped it cause I couldn't design my aliens but maybe I'll actually get a good idea for once and manage to release it on its fourth anniversary. That'd be nice.
Other than that, well... That's more of a resolution than anything but I should stop constantly joining new teams and all... And either take a proper dev break or work on ye olde projects waiting for me since the beginning of HS. I'll become older than my oldest LI before I finish them at this point lol
Pariiish noootiiiceees
This year we're gonna have two new jams instead of one. Stuff happened and yeah. No links just yet cause not only are the pages not finished but there's also no planned date/duration beyond 'sometime in the later part of the year'.
The first jam is Tentacle jam which, I'm pretty sure, would bring us eroges. This was not my intention and all kind of sfw tentacles are allowed but tbh as long as there's a proper story, even a nukige would pass. Basically the rules remain like in all the previous jams I hosted.
The second jam is Insect [adjacent] jam which actually accepts all kinds of arthropods but it started as just insect jam and I wanted to keep the name. So yeah. Obviously more detailed rules of what's allowed would be written on the page when it's up properly and not in a half dead state like right now.
Incidentally, whatever the date ends up being, both of these jams would be hosted at the same time so if you wanted to make a story taking place underwater or something, you could submit it to both of these jams. Neat, right?
That's it for this year.
Over.
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hasilito · 2 years ago
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Didn't want to comment in OP's post cause I stay away from arguing online, but as a computer technician I can tell you that info is, kind of wrong? sort of?
Disabling animations or transparency effects has been a Long Known procedure for Windows operating systems since I think the years of Vista / 7, specifically to take some of the load off the Graphics Processor. This was mainly done for sort of two reasons:
1.- It stops the GPU from doing work that could otherwise go to rendering programs or getting more frames in videogames, and
2.- Integrated Graphics Processors (the ones that come attached to the main processor) used to be Extremely Bad, and to this day they still consume system memory (RAM), so given that computers used to come out of the assembly line with as little as 1 Gb, turning off the eye candy was the only way most systems could run At All.
Otherwise this has No impact on the computer's performance. First of all, animations and visual effects don't "load" from the hard drive, past the system wakeup time, so having the drive pinned at 100% is a sign OP should replace it with an SSD, which some run from the same physical slot.
And the heat dissipation issues I've seen are around 85% no manteniance from the user in terms of dust collecting thru the metal fins from which air goes through, as well as changing the termal paste which makes the processors transfer heat to the computer's cooling system less than once a year... and then the unfortunate 15% who bought a shitty laptop or All in One that are now stuck without a proper cooling solution (my advice is to never buy ultra thin laptops for cheap unless you want to become their thermal mass, or want to settle with lower performance than a low end phone).
If your computer had the same issues as OP did, don't be afraid to look how to open your specific computer, dust off the clogged aluminum fins (if any), buy a 480Gb SSD at minimum (lower capacity drives are more prone to failure and being slower in general) from Kingston or Western Digital so you can replace your hard drive and install Windows in it, and get a carry for your old drive to use it as an external disk). With OP's tweaks and some extra tinkering, I have brought back to life Countless computers from as early as 2014.
And one more thing, if you're afraid to put on thermal paste or aren't dexterous enough with tools, you could just ask for manteniance at your local repair shop. It's probably Much cheaper than buying a new computer.
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thespiritoflife · 2 years ago
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Hi Love, I hope you're doing alright. I saw both of your posts about not doing well and getting medicine for your panic disorder.
And I wanna say. I'm so proud of you for taking that step. The first step of getting a doctor and getting the meds is always the hardest.
I do have a few tips, although I don't have a panic disorder. I have severe depression, anxiety and adhd.
(Down below is quite a bit of info. Perhaps even scary/nervewracking. And I'm not trying to scare you so I'm so sorry if I do. I just want you to know some things that I didn't personally know when I first started taking meds)
I want to note though. Keep your head up. Don't stop trying. The first medicine doesn't always work for everyone. The whole process is trial and error to find the one that works for you. So if it doesn't help, don't feel too bad yeah?
I know that for me, it took 5 different types before getting to Zoloft which works for me. And I'm currently on my 4th attempt to find one for my Adhd.
I read in your thing of if get weightloss from meds. I'm sure your doctor mentioned it but I want to mention it. If you're someone whose weight fluctuates and you find your self lose or gain 10 pounds. It's not bad. But keep an eye on it, make sure it's not a constant and only a sudden one and done.
For me. Zoloft made me gain 15 pounds. And after trying so many times to get a med to work. I honestly don't care. I'd rather be mentally okay. Ofc it's different for everyone but just know it's normal.
Something my doctor never mentioned, was be absolutely careful when it comes to missing your meds. Some meds it's totally okay to just drop it. But others like Zoloft and high dosages, If you cold turkey it, it can Hurt a lot.
If you get any symptoms of feeling sick within first two days of taking a new med. Stop. Idc what a doctor says "you'll get used to it" or "it's a gradual thing" absolutely not. The pain and suffering of getting sick from a medicine is not worth it. I tried powering through once before and I severely regret it.
There's good doctors and bad doctors. Good who actually do the research on meds and bad who go based off of old informational packets.
Idk about most meds. But if a doc says "this used to be used for this. But it's not anymore cause it doesn't work" DONT. if you get prescribed it. Research it before taking one.
I got prescribed blood pressure meds that my doctor said "isn't used to treat that anymore" and said it will help me sleep. I probably almost died cause I already have low blood pressure and got given meds to lower blood pressure.
That's all I can remember at the moment. But If you have any questions, you're more than welcome to come to my DMs.
I really hope you have a safe experience and find something that helps you. We all care for you and wish you the best.
Hello my sweet kind anon🤍 Whoever you are, this means lot to me, you coming into my askbox to encourage me. You're sweetheart🤍🤍
No worrries, you didn't scare me at all !! I am thankful for these tips!!
Yes, you're totally right!! I know, mental health is more important than number of your weight and I need to learn that. If I will be heavier but happier, I won't care too!!
Oh my, I didn't know that!!! That it isn't good to feel sick when taking meds! My doctor didn't tell me about it😶 Thank you so much for telling me, oh my god!! I just need to talk about my doctor about it! And I need to change my meds probably too! 🤔
Oh my god, I am sorry for you that you almost died!!! That's horrible but it's doctor's fault!! How could this happen??!! This stuff shouldn't NEVER happen. Some doctors really should think before saying!!!
But you know what, I am happy for you that you found meds - Zoloft and that it helped you!!
i just had phone call with my doctor, i am gonna take other meds!!
Thank you so much sweet nonnie, you're an angel!! And I am here for you too, if you needed me, anytime. I'll try to help you. I love you so much!
And you're damn strong!! Know that
We all can do that!!!!
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hellofeanor · 4 years ago
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Fëanorian Quenya
Hey friends! Do you like elves? Do you like the Silmarillion? Do you like Fëanor and co? And most of all, do you like spending hours thinking about minor details pertaining to made-up languages??? If so, boy do I have a treat for you! Let’s delve into the weird world of Fëanorian Quenya and explore some history and mechanics of why they talk Like That.
I’ve seen a lot of posts joking about the Fëanorian lisp, which is about as funny as a joke about a speech impediment can be. 👍 It’s important to understand, though, that this IS a joke. No, they didn’t really speak with a lisp. Yes, they did pronounce some S sounds as TH. That’s the critical disclaimer here: SOME. It’s not a blanket pronunciation. There’s a lot of background research that goes into determining which words would be pronounced with S and which would be TH, and that’s what we’re going to look at.
So if this is something you’ve come across in fandom and you’re not totally sure on the details, or if you ARE sure and just want some more in-depth info, read on.
The stuff probably everybody knows already
For anyone who’s been hanging around the Fëanorian corner of the Silm fandom for more than three minutes, there’s about a 100% chance you’ve heard of Fëanor’s penchant for retaining an archaic TH pronunciation after the majority of the Noldor went ahead and started pronouncing this sound as S instead. You may also know that this sound is represented by the letter thorn (Þ) in HoME, but since thorn doesn’t exist in modern English orthography and it’s a pain to keep typing the ALT code, I’m sticking to TH here. Anyway, all this was due to the fact that Fëanor was a huge mama’s boy, and his mom Míriel Therindë (later called Serindë, which made Fëanor want to punch walls and possibly also fellow elves) was an outlier who retained the TH after it fell out of use. Her son Fëanor, in turn, kept this up to honor her. Now, whether or not he would have bothered if this sound hadn’t literally been a critical part of her name is debatable, but that debate is outside the scope of this essay.
Fëanor continued to use the TH pronunciation until his death, and required his sons to use it as well. Finwë, however, switched over to S after the death of Míriel and before his marriage to Indis. Fëanor, reasonable and level-headed as he was, took this as a personal insult and decided that anybody who rejected TH likewise rejected him. So presumably, his loyal followers would have obeyed his totally reasonable demands not to give in to the seductive S-shift.
Why tho
Why did the Noldor decide to alter their pronunciation from TH to S? Great question. Nobody really knows. For the hell of it? IDK. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ But the important thing to understand is that elves, and especially Noldor, were really committed to making sure their language sounds cool. This is why it changed so much and so comparatively quickly for an immortal population: they were actively invested in changing it. They liked inventing new words and exploring new sounds and messing around with grammar.
So at some point some influential Noldo might have been like, hey y’all, let’s stop saying TH and say S instead! And everyone (except Míriel I guess, who was known for her elegant manner of speech and didn’t want to muck that up by changing pronunciation of a whole letter) was like, whoa, capital idea my good egg. And they went with it. Previous ideas along these lines included ‘hey y’all, let’s stop saying KH and say H instead’ and ‘hey y’all, let’s stop saying Z and say R instead’, and those went over swimmingly. Nobody could have foreseen the problem this TH to S business would cause.
Now here’s a fun fact. There was another change to Noldorin pronunciation that happened AFTER Fëanor’s birth, that he himself was involved in. This one was all about bilabial to labiodental F. And those sure are some words, so if you don’t know what I’m talking about (I don’t blame you), BILABIAL is a more whispery sound that happens when you say F using only air passing through your pursed lips, and LABIODENTAL is when you say F with your top teeth touching your bottom lip. Going forward I’m going to use PH to represent the bilabial sound, and F for the labiodental.
So F got on the radar of the Noldor via the Teleri, who used this sound in their language. And ol’ Fëanor figured it would be awesome to incorporate it into Quenya because he thought the PH sounded too close to HW, and the two were getting confused by lazy speakers. Why did he care? Because of his dad’s name and his own, of course. If people started to get lazy in their pronunciation, we’d end up with Hwinwë and Hwëanáro, which would be terrible and stupid and unacceptable. He accused the Vanyar of leaning down that road, and he wanted to stop that kind of shift before it happened to the Noldor. How to do that? Why, by instigating a different shift from traditional Noldorin PH to Telerin F!
“Hey y’all, let’s stop saying PH and say F instead!”
“Whoa, capital idea my good egg.”
Moral of the story: Fëanor is only concerned with Quenya pronunciation insofar as it affects his own name and the names of family members he likes. He does not care whether it’s staying the same or moving to a new sound so long as it personally makes him feel good and his name sound cool. Therefore the true way to piss him off would be to call him Curuhwinwë Hwëanáro, son of Serindë.
Okay so here’s how it works
Now that history is out of the way, let’s get back to how TH was used by the Fëanorians. As I mentioned earlier, TH wasn’t a blanket pronunciation. It all depended on the original form of the word, and whether the root had a TH or an S. And some very similar-sounding words come from different roots, so this can get tricky. A great resource that’ll give you this information is Eldamo: Quenya words where the S was originally TH are marked out with the Þ (thorn) symbol in the wordlist.
Some examples:
Súlë (spirit, breath) comes from the root THŪ, which means it would be pronounced with a TH. Silma (white crystal) comes from the root SIL, so it and related words like Silmaril would be pronounced with an S. No Fëanorian would say Thilmaril. Isil (moon), however, is a similar-sounding word that comes from a different root: THIL. Olos (mass of flowers) comes from the word LOTH, but: Olos (dream) comes from the root LOS. Fëanorian pronunciation would immediately differentiate between these two words.
While Fëanorians may have retained the distinct pronunciation of TH vs S, other Noldor can still differentiate between original S and S-that-used-to-be-TH in their writing. There are specific tengwar to use depending on the word’s original form. Silmë (the one that looks like a 6) is used for original S, while súlë (or thúlë, the one that looks like an h) is used for original TH.
Which other elves used this sound in their speech?
Fandom has really latched on to this TH as a Fëanorian thing, but it wasn’t that exclusively. The TH sound was actually ubiquitous in other elven languages, and in Valinor, only the Noldor dropped it. It was still used in Telerin and in Vanyarin Quendya. The Vanyar retained the TH not because of anything to do with Míriel, but just because they were a little more conservative and their language didn’t pick up on all the changes that the Noldor made. They also noped out of the Z to R shift the Noldor initiated, opting to keep the Z around.
When Indis married Finwë, she stopped using the normal Vanyarin TH and switched over to S as a gesture of loyalty to him and his people. Finarfin, however, out of love for the Vanyar and Teleri, switched BACK to TH. I like to think about how much it would have annoyed Fëanor that his snot-nosed kid brother was speaking correctly, but for the wrong reason. Go down one more generation, and Galadriel very specifically did not use TH. But this time it was absolutely a choice made as a glaring middle finger to Fëanor.
What this means for your fanfic or whatever
The big takeaway here: you can’t just have Fëanorians replace every S with TH and call it a day.
If you’re inventing names for your Fëanorian OCs or coming up with phrases for them to say, it’s important to look into the history of all Quenya S-words you end up using to determine if they should be S or TH. If Fëanor got mad about somebody saying Serindë instead of Therindë, he’d get equally mad about somebody saying Thilmaril instead of Silmaril and assume they were mocking him. Remember: this is a dude with no chill. (On the other hand, if you WANT somebody to be mocking Fëanor, Galadriel would 100% do this because she has an equally negligible amount of chill.)
It’s also important to note that the TH isn’t a true shibboleth, since pretty much all elves EXCEPT the non-Fëanorian Noldor use it. And even the S-preferring Noldor would still be able to pronounce the TH. Those who went into exile would go on to use it commonly in Sindarin, and those who remained in Valinor would still encounter it among the Vanyar and Teleri. So if you’re writing a scene where somebody has to pronounce a TH word to prove their loyalty… yeah, everyone can pass this test. And in the opposite direction, you can’t use TH to prove somebody’s an evil Fëanorian, either. They might just be Vanyarin or something. Or, like. Really Old.
Would the sons (and followers) of Fëanor keep using TH after his death? Oh hell yeah. This is an entire family unfamiliar with the concept of not dying on hills. They will keep using it unto the ending of the world. Actually, with Sindarin becoming the common language of Middle-earth from the First Age, probably not a lot of change happened in exilic Quenya. It became a lore language: a piece of living history. It would have been preserved as it was when the original speakers left Valinor.
(And then, thousands of years later, Galadriel finally returns home to Tirion like, Long have mine eyes awaited this most blissful of sights, and ne’er hath my sprit soared with such grace, for I am returned! And all the Amanyar Noldor stare at her like, whatchu bangin on bout, eh? Because they had nothing better to do in the peace of Valinor than push Quenya to brave and frankly questionable new horizons.)
Anyway, there you go: a somewhat brief history of Fëanorian Quenya. I hope you found this informative and useful, or at the very least not boring. Obvs this is super condensed and, uh, not particularly scholarly, but I promise I know what I’m talking about. I have a university degree! (Not in anything even remotely related to what’s written above, but I hardly see how that’s relevant. It’s still a DEGREE.)
Questions? Need clarification or want more info? My asks are always open!
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dragoncxv360 · 3 years ago
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I decided I wanna make some info posts about my characters and stories and stuff, so I’m gonna start with my Security Sun AU
Sunflowers and Stardust is the canon story/timeline. I haven’t completed any chapters yet so I haven’t posted it
Blood and Oil is an alternate bad ending and is just…really dark. It deals with a lot of things I’ve had personal experience with such as loved ones dying and all the grief that comes with that. To be honest, I actually feel like it’ll help to get all those feelings written out as something that’s not what actually happened to me.
But anyways, back to the canon story. (Also sorry that this won’t be very organized, I am very adhd so my thoughts are everywhere.) In this story, Sun and Moon originally started out as one attendant, Eclipse. At some point during the testing phase, they split into Sun and Moon and their design was modified to fit that. Sun was assigned security and Moon was the main face of the daycare. These were their designs at the time (I’m still working on them so there might be some changes):
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Sun enjoyed being security, maybe too much. He was ruthless with intruders and staff. He didn’t hesitate to resort to violence. Staff were terrified of him. People started disappearing. Eventually, staff started finding the bodies, what was left of them. Sun had been eating them (which was totally added ‘cause of That One Fic Where Sun and Moon Eat People). Soon after, staff confronted Sun and told him they were taking him off of security. He fought hard when that happened, tearing any staff apart that managed to get near him. Finally, they were able to tie him down and shock him so he stopped fighting back.
He and moon woke up later in parts and service, with a different body and different face. Moon had been put on security in Sun’s place with safety protocols put in place to keep the same mistake from happening again. They screamed and screamed when they realized and through it all, they couldn’t cry or do anything but smile. They looked like this (about, this is old art so there would be some differences):
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The years after that were the hardest they ever had. They both hated their new bodies and new duties. They tried to destroy themselves and every time they got close, they woke up in parts and services, put back together and with more safety measures put in place to keep them from doing it again. Eventually they stopped trying and just gave up on doing anything. They refused to come out of their room to take care of the children. The daycare was shut down.
And then the virus happened. Moon became violent and lost his connection with Sun. He wasn’t himself and he wasn’t aware of what he was doing. Sun would wake up covered in blood and it scared him because his Moon had never been violent, had never taken part in the things Sun did. He knew something was wrong with Moon, but with no access to his lover anymore, he had no way of fixing things. And that’s when the events of the game happened. Sun was panicked when the power went out ‘cause he had no idea what Moon would do to Greg and he had no way of keeping him safe.
I’ll need to read more about the different endings to see which would be the best fit for this AU but I know for sure it isn’t a fire ending
The virus is eventually fixed and Moon is back to being himself. He has vague memories of what happened while he was “gone” and they terrify him. He gets flashbacks and they scare him and send him into panic attacks where even Sun can’t calm him down. When the daycare opens back up, he’s terrified that he’ll hurt the children again. It takes a long time for him to stop feeling so panicked around the kids and to get back into the swing of things.
Eventually, Mary (she/her) and Alex (any pronouns) are hired as Sun and Moon’s new techs. They start helping to get Sun and Moon in better working order and eventually ask them if they’d like to be split into separate bodies. Sun and Moon are hesitant at first but they eventually decide they would like that. Mary and Alex get their input on the new designs and try to follow their wishes as much as they can within the limits corporate gave. Their final designs end up looking like this:
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In some ways, they like being separated and in other ways, they regret it. They love being able to touch and kiss and hug. But they miss being one, they are only half an AI each after all. They’re meant to be together and they can’t function without the other, it’s why they ended up loving each other so much. (And why Moon losing Sun in Blood and Oil hurts so much.)
And I think I'll end this post here now. Hope you enjoyed reading it
I almost forgot but I have a playlist for blood and oil
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