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*scrolling through tumblr and sees immaculate, mouth-watering art*
"Wow!"
*it's of a toxic couple back when they were together/them being bitter exes in present time*
"Oh, these two aren't healthy in any way, shape, or form"
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*likes it anyway*
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#im specifically talking about billford#like....bill is more toxic than xenomorph drool#and a crazy motherfucker#and i agree with mabel in that one page of tbob#bill needs to move tf on and leave that poor old geezer alone#dude manipulated ford so much its not even cute or funny#but the art i keep seeing of these 2....jesus christ#yall are too talented#i hate the idea of canon ford and bill getting back together but i love the bill au ideas and seeing memes of bill being clingy#and the art#oml the art#the way some of y'all be drawing ford is giving me gender envy ffs#i dont particularly ship billford for obvious reasons#but bill acting like a petty and clingy ex is so funny to me + the “fell first/fell harder” trope (ford did NAWT fall harder 😭)#im all for one sided billford#and the art is so yummy for these two#so...#oh and btw fiddauthor is a tad strange#like the idea of ford and fidd reconnecting & maybe being lovers in old age after the events of weirdmaggedon is fine#but i highly doubt that fidd would've cheated on his wife or abandoned his kid for ford#sure he fucked up in other ways when it came to his family and the subtext and implications of feelings may be there#but still...he was married#and even if he loved ford more#fidd doesnt come off like the kind of person to do that#and bro is NAWT pulling 💀#he is the equivalent of a sopping wet dog /pos#anyways#theres my 2 cents on the shipping stuff in gravity falls currently#yeah.#gravity falls
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me when all my selfships are very popularly shipped with other characters (I hate canon sharing)

#this is mostly about a certain YELLOW BOT. however its true for all my f/os and i kind of hate it#i feel like crawling into a corner every time i open anybodys tag cause its all CANON SHIP STUFF.#and obv you can ship whatever u wanna. but my god does it make me feel like getting rubbed the wrong way with sandpaper#i just want to see my guy please ffs stop shoving this other guy in the picture with him i hate it here#ik i literally reblogged a post about this this morning but i am not having a good time rn#like y'all I literally cannot even follow jonns tag bc the ship stuff is so fucking bad in there#i cant look at it anymore#and i am REALLY struggling w blitzys tag. i want to see him so bad and im just getting beat to death#sorry chat im miserable and havent had anyone to yap at all day im going insane im afraid#proship selfship#proselfship#ratkingrambles#and like most of my guys im fine. like i ship vox and al hardcore. i love remy and rogue. meg and doom are cute.#like yk i generally am fine but holy fuck its like my two ACTUAL HUSBANDS exist just to be shipped with other characters ??????????#the only two i actively hate sharing and every post about them is ship stuff pls i cant do this anymore#okay im done i just needed to bitch for a minute#i may be pro fiction but my god am i gonna start biting people for these ships anyway back the fuck UP
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Not to sound mean but I genuinely can't understand how can someone id as aroace and straight/gay/bi on top. I understand if it's aspec or idk just aro or just ace but aroace + something else? That's pretty much contradictory. What's even the point of aroace label then?
#sincerely from another aroace#just say aspec then ffs#i think there's generally a big gap between online queer spaces and irl world (or at least here at my conservative ee place)#cuz here im fighting tooth and nail to explain to people aroaces don't exprince attraction and that they should respect some folks just do#not want anyone in /that/ way#and then someone comes up online and says the exact opposite of that and everyone claps :/#and it frustrates me cuz it makes me feel like all my attempts to battle aphobia irl are in vain cuz i just know 99% of folks irl dgaf about#aroace part and just view you as tougher nut to crack#idk if im making any sense here but just :<
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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its not a letter, its more a scrap of paper with word scribbled on: NO MORE ALIENS!! GO HOME!!
( faceless letters meme )
[ ϟ ]—– Initially he had not noticed the sliver of white wedged between the iron of the gates, crumpled and harshly handled as it had been, to the point of barely peeking out.
Outwardly, only the glow emerges at first, ceruleans covered instantly by pale blue light, heralding the possibility of something arriving that was much more ominous, something far worse than mere light.
A clasp of thunder, a singular one, rolling akin to crumbling mountains releasing broken boulders.
They would not be given the satisfaction, they would not be given more cause...
Calloused hand trembles momentarily, and the paper is destroyed then, incinerated by spark and flare, lightning consuming the words viciously.
All that remains is a puff of blackened smoke.
#faceless letters meme#v: rather be a good man than a great king ( main )#(( this is terrible..... terrible....#anyone else forgets about their posted memes and then gets whacked with stuff in the gut??? just me?? mkay ... ))#(( im all up in my feelings ffs ))
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the new troye sivan album is so good for situationship iwa tho 😭
#guys i go insane over at least one situationship fwb iwa thought a day i seriously Need him#the ff are all song lyrics#international straight shot to my heart????#open invite if u wanna come 😭😭 god i wish it was yoUUUUUU#i hope that i got u the way that u got me baby ???#COS I FEEL SO GOOD AROUND YOU?? can u imagine what we'd get up to??? there's smth diff abt tonightttttt#i dont think i can stop it i dont wanna go home alone alright ????#KINDA MISS USING MY BODY ?? FUCK IT JUST LIKE THIS PARTY DID TONIGHTTT#dont go bringing me that close cause i feel so good around you im going in tonight like i love youuu#inching closer to sunriseee how we're laying side bby sideeee#in the morning ur hands around my waist?? just us two??? in the evening on my mouth ??????!!??!#i dont wanna clean up yet keep it messy messy messyYYYYYY ??????#cause u mess me test me wrECK ME??!?!?!?!?!? all alone in my room m just thinkin bout youUUU#im still in it like that baby :-( a love junkie like that :-( im so silly like that :-( can u hit me back???#IM UNWELL#i talked so much again
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#╳┆ dayne speaking ┆◜ ooc ◞#fuck it. I will be adding t.gcf muses here when I inevitably switch back into rp mode#but probably by request and with plotting only. or maybe just drabbles to start.#I’m leaning towards xl and hc both of course & im currently feeling incredibly protective of them.#but mq is so tempting…#also I drafted the fucking. DMT trip coffin fic but somehow managed to make up a cultivation path to go along with it#mostly because - like everyone else - I am still trying to wrap my brain around the logistics of xl being trapped in a coffin for a century#and I’m fascinated by the theory that the brain releases DMT before death + how that coincides with -#near-death out of body experiences#plus the effects of psychedelics on the brain + spirit#especially in a sandbox where the universal flow of energy is a more tangible concept#it’s crack treated seriously#I don’t have to do angst all the time…… I do have a sense of whimsy#actually don’t look at me#im skulking around in the darkest corners of fandom#also maybe it’s just bc I haven’t read ff in like…. 7 fucking years but some of the fics in this fandom have blown my fcking mind wide open#there are things I can never repeat that have been permanently branded into my brain chemistry#and that’s saying a lot considering …. I’m me#not saying I didn’t enjoy it. only saying what the fuck (affectionate)#surprised and delighted to be out freaked#part of me is taking it as a challenge tho. unfortunately for everyone#me seeing the weirdest shit imaginable: I must step up my freak
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mitiles prophecy is so much cuz 1) what the actual fuck 2) if rutile(..or mitile) dies then mithra loses his magic which means thats mithras fkng dead too
#stardust speaking !#sometimes i think of this and it feels like a fever dream like i MUST have dreamed this part#i need to fix up my muse list. i wanna link sources for all my muses media. i havent yet on this blog#for emu i might not only link the official wxs main story upload but also once upon a dream + kirapika once they upload those...? maybe????#maybe i'll link all her focus events.............well depends on when/if the en channel gets to it LOOOOL theyre so damn behind hurry up#ive been wanting to see if the ff tag got type0 ppl hiding raugh but i wanna put stuff in the natsuyuu and a3 tags at the same time and im.#nowhere close to actually properly picking them up.#so much media so little time <-person who played sap for 3 hrs the other day#um. teehee. anyway if ppl want more solidified content my solo blogs r for that. my multi rly is for me talking about this and that chara#huh. + annoy my friends w random starters#post. mitile
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#I have spent. 8 almost 9 hours resetting my laptop. I chose the option to keep all my files but uninstall apps. and it has been restarting#and installing for almost 9 hours. yeah I get that the process will be long. but ffs#I have been bored the past few hours so I watched the smile movie bc I got reminded of it yesterday#it was pretty bad. the couple gorey scenes towards the end were nice but some of the acting and writing was just terrible#I was also hoping the movie would’ve taken a different turn. I think it would’ve made it more.. idk. I can’t think of the right term.-#-it just would’ve made it better I think.#I’ve also eaten a lot today. more than I usually do. more than I have in months and years and im upset about that. im already bloated.#I hope I don’t work tomorrow. I have to call in in the morning to check. and I don’t mind working but rn I just kind of want to spend the#day relaxing#I’ve spent almost 9 hours on this resetting part. and 4 extra hours trying to simply repair it in restarts#I also need to clean up my room. a lot of it. and clean my pets cage. it’s ant season now and im really stressed about that#the smell of sharpie returns and I am just. overwhelmed. I have 3 days to prepare for my special week long activity and im not happy about-#-that.#I also had some feelings earlier that im stressed over too.#im being vague about that bc i just don’t want to go off about that to everyone#im tired and overwhelmed i just want my laptop to finish resetting so i can stop fretting about this. i want to sleep#im tired. of so much#to delete later
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today on "clover continues to mourn sqenix"

#snow speaks#theres a particular reason why i dont touch the ff series anymore#and this is ONE of the reasons#ik i talked probably about the progression of ff10 to how ff16 is but MAN.#I JUST THINK ITS REALLY SAD TO SEE THEM BE SO OUTWARD ABOUT CAPITALISM DESTROYING THE PLANET CIA FF7 AND THEN GO BACK AROUND AND DO THIS OK#IT MAKES ME MAD#ask to tag#ik people dont like negativity on their dash so lmk if u need me to tag this at all im just :/#like idk. theyve been doing this for a while anyways and people showed their dislike#but to see them take it further and all majes me so irritated#sqenix has been dead to me since ff/16 and partially ff/7 but u didnt hear it from me lads#anyways im just gonna go enjoy my noodles lmao lets not pick fights#may delete later if i get too anxious about having this up but ugh.#HOLD OJ IM NOT DONE YET#maybe im just picking fights at this point whatever but it just makes me sad and irritated how much sqenix has gone back on their thoughts#in that the remake feels like theyre undoing a lot of the original work (may be subjective)#and then also like the commentary on ff/10 vs commentary on ff/16#its just sad ig#like theres so much good potential and it makes me sad to see them drop it ig ? or idk expand ???#fair: i am also saying this prior to seeing ff/16#but based onnthe interviews about the game alone it just makes me....annoyed and irritated lmao#yeah as though one guys words can change much of anything against a big company right?#clovers being a pissed little guy today sorry
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damn i never thought i'd get into stardew valley this much but here we are !! makes perfect sense tho
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#heyy this adds to my roster of games that actually have Evidence#gotta play more soulsborne legitimately soon so i have more evidence of my range LMFAO ...#i love how my. taste in games is really broad tbh! i'm willing to try anything out but i do uhh am less inclined to the more popular ones?#unless i get into them by way of. personal. or without outside influence#but if there's a certain something that makes me dislike a media yeah ... i do end up more indifferent tho. ultimately#i think sdv is another huge example of how me and lune really go all in when getting into smth#like terraria. but we end up forgetting about it pretty soon after. oops!#it depends tbh on how bored we are? how much we have to do. so yeah#xiv was That for a very long time bcs we didn't really have anything else uhh insert hashtag xiv was there for us when nobody was#aaa so thankful to xiv fr. idk. i think about what it has done for me sometimes and i get really emotional!#also funny how things connect. i got back into tumblr bcs of jjk and then connected w others mostly thru gi. and then twt thru a friend i#met thru a school event wholy thru chance. who got me back into twt where i connected with others thru ff(xiv)#and i find it fascinating how people make friends irl! i think its easy for me to feel that way 1. its just who i am lol its in my nature#2. im more of a bystander so. yeah. ez for me to study people and people-watch. idm that much tbh#it's funny... hmm interesting? a bit sad too. wnvr i want to. Take A Step Further. i end up not caring anymore LMFAOOO but tbh it's really#nice in the long run! my outlook on life is pretty weird tbh like uhh... idk. hard to explain. complex#whenever i face a problem i'm. absolutely confident i'll get over it. and unfortunately i feel like that... sense of confidence is rather ra#rare*? idk. and the fact i've always known (always!) i'd love myself no matter what. even if sometimes i would be really insecure. i never#truly hated myself and i sincerely doubt i ever will. but the fact i often suceed and rise from my failures that sometimes they don't feel#like failures doesn't mean that uhh i'll end up facing my downfall through. naive confidence? i try to be self-aware and do my best for no#regrets and it's fascinating how my values in life are shaped by my past. not just me. everyone. damn. i think the formative years of a#person are so goddamn fascinating and also i'm still unsure what i want for college but it's already fucking march HELP#anyway wow. i dont want to be too harsh on myself if the What If bad scenario/s end up happening but i'll really try my best#my aunts on my dad side both got into up diliman and i'll be damned if i don't. i know i can do it. i just gotta put in a ton of effort.#okay rambles bye bye#also i've been staying up until 3/4 ever since break LMFAOOO SDV HAS RUINED ME dw i'll be good again next week lmfao
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This is such a petty thing but i dislike the 'sh*bio' alternative name for 'k*gehina' so much
I dont even know why exactly
It just doesnt sound like them
Given their relationship in the manga i feel like they would be calling each other by their family names for the longest time, and 'k*gehina' embraces that way better
And im pretty sure 'sh*bio' started to appear like a couple of months ago? Ive been here for years and its always been k*gehina. It just sounds right.
Who started the whole 'sh*bio' thing i just wanna talk /j
Old man yells at cloud type of post ehhhhh
#c*rny posts#... equally petty thing but when ff authors make them shorten their names to 'tobi' and 'sho'... i find it so grating#'sho' i could maybe see from some other character than tobio. but tobio calling him 'sho'? naaah#and im so sorry but 'tobi' sounds so bad. so dorky. it does not suit tobio at all#and their names are already short too! why forcefully shorten them more when it sounds awful#i feel like i shouldve censored the names in the tags but im too lazy to retype all that#hopefully this post wont show up in the tags#its just a petty vent#i dont really want anyone to feel bad about something that i personally dislike. its just my preference#and my opinion is not very prevalent in the fandom it seems#judging by how popular 'sh*bio' tag has been growing#and how many fics ive seen with 'tobi' that get a ton of interactions
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FRIENDS WHO PLAY TOGETHER STAY TOGETHER ! ! — ARCANE

( tw ) f!reader. FF pairings. modern AU! masterbation. fingering. squirting. cunillings. dry humping. reader is kinda possessive in Vi’s. some yearning.
featuring. Violet, Caitlyn Kiramman & Mel Madarda
authors note. When you off that honey packet and ur home girl the only one in vicinity. Mel is so 🤭 I can’t she my type to a teeee. Anyways I’m about to go watch Act 2 WISH ME LUCK IM SCARED. Also idk how I feel about Kaits part I could do better 😔

VIOLET
You and Vi were at another one of your friends' sleepovers. You didn't wanna come, you wanted to spend the Saturday just the two of you, alone. You hated sharing her attention, she was your best friend. You were each other's number one, why did you need other friends when you two were each other's everything. It was late now, almost everyone was sleeping or about to fall asleep when Vi crawled between the bodies of people to where you were laying. You didn’t notice until you felt the familiar embrace of her against your back. Despite yourself, you felt yourself relaxing against her body.
“Are you still mad at me?” she whispered into your ear before placing a gentle kiss on your bare shoulder. “You know my favorite person. You have nothing to worry about.”
“Yeah, whatever.” You grumbled. You weren't truly mad anymore but you knew what came next, what Vi did to reassure you that you were special to her. Her only best friend. You weren’t surprised when her hips rocked into your ass, when she pressed her tits against your back nor when her hand traveled underneath your oversized sleep shirt and cupped your breast.
“Vi…” You sighed nuzzling into the arm underneath your head. She tightened her grip on your breast and rocked her hips into you. You push back harder and soon enough you guys find a rhythm. Your ass pushing down on her hips when she grinds up into you. Her callused palm grazes your nipple and you whine softly. She whimpers into your shoulder, finger going to your nipple when she pulls and twists. You wish her mouth was on you, you wish your mouth was on her. You turn your head to her “I love you the most. My favorite forever.”
You feel her smile into your shoulder. “You're so beautiful, you know that?” translation: I love you too.
MEL MEDARDA
You couldn’t believe it. Your best friend’s tongue was inside of you. Licking you. Her lips were sucking on your clit, her teeth were biting your pussy lips. You could hear how wet you were—you could feel yourself leaking all over her face. “Mel!” You scream out into the dark room before slamming your hands over your own mouth. You don’t want anyone to see you—you don’t want her mother to see you, what a scene she would make. Seeing her daughter nose deep into her childhood best friend. Mel pulls her mouth off your clit with an embarrassingly loud pop. “Do you feel that? This is how you’re supposed to eat pussy darling.” She smiles when you just nod. Afraid that if you remove your hands from your mouth, you might confess something you don’t want.
Plus, this was just a favor, strictly platonic, you were just friends. That’s why she was eating you out in the first place—you wanted to finally dip your toe into the dating scene but you were scared because you were inexperienced, you didn’t wanna leave your future partners disappointed in your nonexistence skills. And that’s where your best friend came in. Where you didn’t know anything about sex, she knew what felt like everything. Though you never saw her with anyone, she talked like she knew the ins and outs of men and women and she offered to teach you.
“Now after you use your mouth and get them wet you wanna bring in your fingers, like this.” Mel grabs one of your thighs and pushes it down, giving her a better view of your dripping pussy before using her free hand and pushing a slender finger into you. You gasp. “I know you’ve fingered yourself before sweets, how many fingers have you shoved into this pretty pussy?”
You whimper, hesitantly removing your hands. “T-two Melly.” You answer bashfully, using the nickname you gave her when you were children. She hums and adds another. You bite your lip, lower abdomen clenching when she curls them into your spongy g-spot.
“Now pay attention to me alright?” She leans down to place a kiss on your pubs, leaving a trail of light kisses until she reaches your clit. She moves her hand out of you and a fast pace, fingers curling when she knuckles deep. You moan at the feeling of her hand pounding into you.
She gives your clit a few kitten lips before wrapping her full lips around the swollen area. She bits hard enough for you to wince before she starts sucking. You feel yourself coming apart on her face before you can stop yourself. She hurriedly removes her fingers, mouth sucking you even harder when you feel liquid gush out of you. You grab the back of her head and scream. You can’t stop it, you don’t want to. You throw your thigh over her head and curl your foot into her back, still riding the high. When your pussy stops shooting the mysterious liquid out Mel’s fingers find themselves back inside, four this time.
You feel tears collecting in the corner of your eyes, as she finger-fucks you. Mel pops back off your abused clit to whisper praises, good girl, you're doing so good, look at how well you take me, you feel heavenly, and when she goes back to playing with your clit you know you don’t want anyone to fuck you unless it’s her. Maybe you can ask her to teach you how to give hickeys next.
CAITYLYN KIRAMMAN
You were horny. Cait was horny. You both kept glancing at each other when you thought the other wasn’t looking, sussing out what the other was thinking. The movie you guys were watching was a rating away from being straight porn. When it was over you, both decided to call it a night. It was late she said. You guys had class tomorrow you said. When the lights turned off, you both said goodnight and laid down in your shared bed. You two were so close and loved being near each other that on the first day of the semester you pushed your twin beds together. Oh, how you were regretting that idea now. All you wanted to do was fuck yourself. You knew you weren’t going to fall asleep without an orgasm and so after twenty minutes when you thought Cait was asleep, you found your hand traveling into your boy shorts. You sighed in relief when your fingers grazed your throbbing clit. You rubbed it for a few seconds before shoving two fingers into yourself.
That relief was short-lived when you heard a breathy moan that didn’t come from you. You tensed up and stopped. When you didn't hear anything—maybe she was making those noise in her sleep—you slowly started to move your fingers in and out, palm rubbing against your clit. You bite your lip to stifle a moan and turn onto your back. You could barely move your fingers in and out lying on your side. You part your legs and moan when you finally hit your G-spot. You're so horny but your imagination isn't cutting it. Opening your eyes you turn your head to find the outline of your best friend who was the star in some of your fantasies, her hourglass figure would for sure spark a fantasy. When your eyes adjust to the dark you're shocked to see Cait staring back at you, her blanket pooling at her hips when you could see her hand abruptly stop moving. Your Cait was masturbating too, in the same bed as you. A grin spreads along your face.
“I-I’m not—”
“I am.” You whisper, pushing your blanket off you. Her eyes immediately latch onto where your fingers are slowly pushing in and out. Your other hand comes up to your tank top where you push your shirt down. Your breasts spill out. Cait’s face turns into a tomato, eyes widening even more than they already are. She doesn't remove her gaze from your breasts when she starts fingering herself again. You watch her mouth part into a small O and her eyes roll to the back of her head. You imagine what she looks like riding your face and start to speed up. Your other hand twisting your nipples.
“I-m gonna..” Cait whimper and spasms for a few seconds. You moan at the look on her face, so pleased with herself, and soon enough you're squeezing your eyes and coming too.

#.satoruan writes#arcane#arcane x reader#arcane x you#arcane x female reader#arcane x y/n#vi x reader#vi x y/n#vi x you#violet x reader#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn x reader#cait x vi#mel medarda#mel x reader#mel x you#Mel x y/n#arcane smut
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lately ive noticed that ive become more... aware? of what mediums work best for certain franchises.
dont get me wrong, for some mangas im def hoping for an adaptation. but i've had some anime adaptations where im like. i should just go read the manga instead.
#usually the anime is question is very lowkey so i get bored by the slow pacing.#or the adaptation is sort of lackluster#tedpost#tedtalks#ok i was being vague but its actually abt 2 specific things.#i remember crying a bunch when i read chry mgc but the anime is not having that affect on me at all. for some reason.#hell im reading more now and its making me tear up again#and ive found myself getting bored w vllns dy ff... its a bit too slow for me at times. i feel like ill enjoy it more if i just read it#like i originally planned to do. lmao#watching mshl after reading it is also weird cause i notice every little thing theyve altered#its really good at times but its also a bit meh at other moments. which is faithful to the manga ig lmao#but yeah. its fun to see it all come to life. but my god the pacing is so weird#its less noticeable in the manga because you control your own reading speed
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