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i'm experiencing so many emotions. i'm still in shock, i'm still waiting for someone to come out and say it's all a lie. i also feel bad, and i feel guilty because i lost hope in liam a while ago, i discussed his behavior with my friends and i pitied him... i never wrote anything online bc even for the worst people, i will never write a tweet wishing for them to kill themselves. but i still feel guilty bc i doubted he could get better.
then i think about 1d and how much they mean to me, how big of an impact they had in my life... they saved me. then i think about how all of liam's addictions and mental problems started while in the band. then i feel even more guilty.
i said to a friend "i don't know how the boys survived 1d", and now that statement is not true anymore. i wish he could have gotten better and dealt with all the damage he did to others.
i feel angry too... bc people will reduce everything to "he was good" or "he was bad", but it's way more complex than that. i once said people didn't want him to get better, it was way more entertaining for the outsiders to see him fall and break.
amidst all these mixed emotions is despair, i doubt people will learn from this, i know the press will have a feast, i know people will reduce liam to his death and his wrongdoings.
i know that a lot of people won't understand how we feel, they will even call us names for hurting at the news... but i know there are some of us who just get it, because we feel it.
#word vomit bc i can't deal with all the emotions i'm feeling#feel free to ignore it#and if you feel a bit like me know that i'm sending you a hug#death tw#suicide tw
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BRO LITERALLY DOXXED HIMSELF TO THE CYCLOPS. he was asking to get jumped come on
#ATHENA WAS LITTERALLY BEGGING FOR BRO TO SHUT UP AND HE WAS JUST LIKE:#âHEY CYCLOPS IM THE REIGNING KING OF ITHACA AND MY NAMES ODYSSEUS BET YOU CANT FIND MEâ#my art#epic the musical#epic the cyclops saga#odysseus#odysseus of ithaca#odysseus epic#athena#athena epic#eurylochus epic#out off topic but people that sent doodle request on ask im not ignoring y'all ok#it's just that my grandpa fell down on the kitchen and hit his head so now ive been a bit busy taking care of him#he's good btw nothing happened to him it was just a cut#but the gdi head always bleeds so much it was so scary#plus i felt another artblock starting so I had to doodle something silly and funny to kinda motivate myself lol#AND PLUS i started trying animating and turns out I KINDA HATE-LOVE IT#it's SO MUCH WORK TAKES SO MUCH TIME IT CAN BE SO BORING AT TIMES#but also once you kinda check how its looking overall it feels so good and fun??#anyways ill probably get to those asks around the weekend when ill have some free time :)
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i'm not trying to start anything, but i just saw a post criticizing misha collins for not choosing to quit spn when the network was homophobic and he was "profiting from homophobia" and i just think it's kind of... wild? that young people think that a person could just. decide to not work for a prejudiced corporation when they have a family to provide for?
i don't know, i don't even really want to debate or go into it more, but it's just kind of surreal to see opinions from people who weren't there in 2013 when misha collins was literally the only person willing to support not just destiel shippers but actual queer and trans and ace fans. i have no doubt that he saved lives through the care he showed to vulnerable young people who desperately needed to see someone give a damn about them. he's significantly flawed in many ways, but he will always be a saint in my eyes for how much he cared.
like i just don't think that people accustomed to this modern era where hardly anyone blinks over two men kissing on tv can understand what it was like when we were mocked and silenced, when we weren't allowed to breathe the word 'destiel' without getting booed, and misha was the only damn person who spoke up for us. the only one. who was probably risking his job in saying the things he did.
things have changed. that's wonderful. don't judge people surviving previous eras by the standards of today.
#i'm just. i'm kind of bewildered#misha doesn't get to call himself an ally because he kept working for the homophobic network do you fucking hear yourself#tell me what network WASN'T homophobic in 2012 please tell me#he was not some super wealthy actor who could pick and choose who he worked for however he liked#he had kids to feed#good lord#wank for ts#spn#feel free to ignore this i just had to get it off my chest
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Everyone is entitled to love or hate a character, but if youâre loving or hating a character for the wrong reasons Iâm gonna side eye you. They are the person they are, love or hate them for it but at least get them right smh
#keefe sencen#how did yâall know this was about Keefe sencen whaaaaat#honestly Keefe haters donât bother me rlly#like you may hate him for the same reasons I love him and thatâs okay#itâs when people straight up are making up stuff about him or ignoring who he is in canon#either for the sake of hating him OR loving him (yeah. the Pinterest keefe kids give me just as much of an ick)#itâs like noooo stop that#kotlc#OH IMPORTANT ADDITION ACTUALLY#feel free to make a fanon version of a character like j canât stop you there#Dont wanna listen to canon? donât!#but donât then project YOUR version of the character onto the canon character#if you make Fitz toxic in a fanfic you have no right to say canon Fitz is toxic bc of that#but also if you make Fitz a perfect boyfriend in a fanfic that doesnât mean you can just erase the fact that while he did have SOME issues!#(like everyone does ofc. i love Fitz!)#okay okay thatâs the post#just suddenly realized I should clarify that#but yeah#come on guys
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#sleep token#vessel#vessel sleep token#iii sleep token#vessel iii#song: nazareth#very likely this has been posted before so feel free to ignore it or point me towards a different post but i just. wanted it on my blog#am unsure where or when this took place if anyone has any more specific info i'll update it#the source is the tweet where i found it#i. very simply. have not been able to get this out of my head since i saw it and got tired of hunting so. here you guys go#they're just so cute#i have a bonus gif i'll add in a reblog i didn't want it to take up the whole post#the good news is searching for the the source ritual is what lead me to that video of them playing nazareth at ulu back in 2017#so that was a fun find#gif me baby one more time
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it takes years for terry pratchett's books to get consistently good. I would argue that the series doesn't really hit its stride until Feet of Clay, which means that pratchett was writing and being published for 12 years before he found his groove.
and I genuinely can't imagine that. in part because I do think that pratchett's publication calendar looks different than what's expected of writers today---he had about 2 books published per year for his entire career. he must have been writing furiously, and the publisher must have relatively quickly gotten these to press.
but also....I just can't imagine any modern-day publisher keeping an author on their list for twelve years, unless that author is a prestige get or a constant presence on the bestseller list. And what does it say about the state of publishing that you can't go on publishing someone's good-but-not-revelatory books until they figure out what story they're trying to tell?
#this ties into my other thoughts about the workmanlike genre writers of the 80s and 90s.#king and koontz and even grisham in the early days.#it's a world that's gone away. publishing is a different animal. still....#and I liked prior discworld novels! I think pyramids is great; as is maskarade and lords and ladies#but feet of clay hogfather jingo and carpe jugulum have the feel of someone settling into a groove#jingo is actually really very good. so is carpe jugulum.#you can feel his characters getting smarter. more alive.#(and he takes steps back too; I think thief of time is a good book but it's a little too impressed with its own plot.#and wee free men is a throwback to lords and ladies in a way that's hard to ignore even if tiffany is a delight.#night watch is still good but you know what? not as good as I remember. I prefer jingo.)#also I have figured out pratchett's ''if I handwave a bit about dreams and timelines and magic I do not have to plug this plothole'' trick#I'm mostly amused by his audacity in doing so (and can relate as someone who has maybe used the same trick...)#it's just funny.#discworld
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tumblr when mental illness makes you withdraw from company: nobody has the right to expect anything of you! take care of yourself! if they don't forgive you and act like nothing happened when you come back into the world, it's on them, not you! it's so very kind of you if you deign to try and overcome this for the sake of those annoying, awful people, but you don't have to if you don't want to! poor lamb!
tumblr when mental illness makes you need reassurance that people don't hate you: you should work on that. you should learn to compromise. expecting anyone on the other side to expend even a little bit of effort to help you is selfish and horrible. maybe just die actually
(NOTE: THE POINT HERE IS THAT BOTH SIDES DESERVE A DEGREE OF GRACE FROM OTHERS AND BOTH SIDES SHOULD WORK ON THEIR ISSUES. I hate that I have to explain it, but this is the Piss on the Poor website, so...)
#mental illness#no people are not entitled to instant responses every time you're online! that is true!#but people are also not entitled to consequence-free extended periods of straight-up ignoring their friends#if I have to understand that you're dealing with something (and I will!) you should at least try to understand that I am too#I just saw this post that was like 'okay well could you quickly tell me if I message you and you don't feel up to talking then?'#and the response was 'UM NO THAT'S STILL DRAINING AND YOU NEED TO EXAMINE WHY YOU FEEL ENTITLED TO IT'#like holy shit. shot down a suggestion of compromise immediately there#so basically a 'you do Lots of Work and I do Zero Work on this problem' situation. got it
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"Growing up is realising a (random ship) you loved is actually weird and bad"
Yeah? Is it? Great, I love it even more. The worse it is the Better.
#seeing alot of gf fans deny the billdip phase and you are all WEAK#god i wrote some true shit for them#do you guys notice how most dni accounts are under 25 cause i do#and we all know why#babes some day this will not matter as much as you fucking think it does#i used to think some things were weird but now im older and weird things is just good taste#explore your ships#youre fucking allowed to age up characters stop letting people stop you thr characters are fake!!!#nothing you do will hurt a fictional character#feel free to ignore this#clicking into an account and seeing a dni and sliding over to the age and being like âyep#yep yep yep i knew itâ#never in my life have a seen actual adults care#okay for the sake of this resonancing#freaks interact#lmao#is this discourse?#its for sure proship
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they can never make me hate you
(collage by me)
#y'all hate her cause she's that girl#is she mean sometimes??? maaaaybe but like...she was iconic about it#at the end of the day she's just a girl who needs all the attention ever#sofia the first#princess amber#amber sofia the first#sofia the first amber#venux's âthey can never make me hate youâs#also her singing is phenomenal and i'm willing to ignore her flaws in exchange for more songs#this has just been in the depths of my gallery for a month so i hope y'all like it#feel free to request characters !! my request form can be found on my blog
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#saw some kids draw leo as chun li#heehoo brain went straight to raph as ken#i have so many goddamn fucking brushes#why was my ass insisting on going full realism for these guys#when stylization is faster for me#haha (because someone told baby snack that she'll only get comic work if it's all realism all the time)#i love you rim lighting#ignoring how much my ka looks more katakana than hiragana#èŠăȘăă§#the joke is it only looks like I'm back to posting#feel free to send a wealthy and feckless person here to become my patron and then maybe I will be#hehehehe his li'l seatbelt harness
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Price has retired from Military life, and he's not handling the change well. But on the one year anniversary of him hanging it up, his boys bring him something special to help keep him busy. You.
Contains: 2nd POV (OC Reader), Many poor choices from our favourite war criminals, Allusions to past trauma, Some dubcon touching/kissing, Kidnapping, Poorly translated Spanish, Check each chapter for more specific warnings
Chapter 1 - The Perfect Gift
Chapter 2 - An Understanding
Chapter 3 - Smoke and Whiskey
Chapter 4 - Runaway
Chapter 5 - Wouldn't It Be Nice?
Chapter 6 - The Butterfly Effect
Chapter 7 - Like Water
Interlude A
#Retirement Party#Chapter Index#Cave Writing#Masterlist is looking a little shabby so I'm gonna start updating things a little#So if you see a bunch of posts like this feel free to ignore I don't know how far I'm gonna get today
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Thatâs it, first person to draw aftg mers or royals for me gets a cuddle/kiss chibi request they want done next thing
#within my parameters of course#I am tired and getting a cough and I would like to see the children#I try not to ask for stuff but today#I am asking pls forgive me#(this is me also accepting sketches and doodles as holiday gifts and decently early bday presents#although no pressure obviously)#(bc I canât help but feel borderline selfish to ask at all)#okay feel free to ignore I love you all#not art sorry guys
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My childhood friend said that my Odysseus looks like a mix of Chappell Roan and Griffith from Berserk and that thought is killing me. It's too correct.
(Lovely doodle of my boy courtesy of the wonderful fellow trashcat @thehelplessmortals :3 )
#Chappell Roan comparison makes me so happy. like yeah. My Odysseus is very much âPining lesbian codedâ after he meets#Penelope in my writing (Not me projecting. shut UP! ALSO THEY'RE DEMI)#like I definitely can hear him being like âWHAT'S IT TAKE TO GET YOUR NUMBER? WHAT'S IT TAKE TO BRING YOU HOME?â from 'Hot to Go'#like the lovesick fool he is to a confused and overwhelmed Penelope#BUT GRIFFITH? IT'S TRUE AND I HATE IT. I WANNA KICK HIM DOWN THE STAIRS.#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#my headcanons#Dootzverse#(feel free to ignore Tal <3 I just wanted to make sure you're credited and I wanted to share my âpainâ from this revelation lol)#odysseus#<-I need to curse people with this as well#Mad character design
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Finished veilguard and have many thoughts but none of my friends are done yet. I will probably do a second playthrough at some point just to do emmrichâs romance, but manâŠ. Very torn on the game.
#spoilers for Lucanis romance ignore this is you want to romance him blindly#last chance!! okay spoilers: I understand why ppl were saying they were disappointed in his romance#to say itâs a slow burn is just flat out a lie. they backloaded the hell out of his romance and itâs a tragedy bc he coulda been great-#-despite the cringiness of some of his story and dialogue. ESP when in his banter he mentions rook is his only relationship heâs#-ever had. despite how strong he comes on in his first questâŠ.. like dude come on. explore Lucanis attempting to be flirtatious and failing#it couldâve been so much cuter and awkward#instead I literally got whiplash when he mentioned being in a relationship with rook in banter bc *I* hardly remembered we were#like itâs so weird#I really dislike it#personal#dav spoilers#anyway any moots who finished feel free to dm me
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#there's so many more but feel free to let me know any others you like!#personally I love william so much like what a down to earth guy he's always so cheery and fascinated by plants like arthur#his sweet nature and the way he interacts with arthur- god I could cry#and he always remembers arthurs name đ#âwell I'm ignorant ugly and nastyâ#âwell lets see if we can do something about that :)â#god I love u william you're so lovely#the way they get so casual and friendly the more you complete his requests too :')#he wants to help arthur#gahh#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#arthur morgan#william rdr2#blind man cassidy rdr2#moonshiners rdr2#hamish sinclair rdr2#marko dragic rdr2#albert mason rdr2#algernon wasp rdr2#francis sinclair rdr2#margaret rdr2#charles chatenay rdr2#mr black rdr2#mr white rdr2#charlotte balfour rdr2#whew#tumblr polls#polls
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I have a question for people who fervently argue that Arya has no potential for politics but think that Sansa will be one of the main political characters, and I'm asking this seriously.
If Arya learning multiple languages, how to tell + detect lies, how to rule her face so she doesn't reveal her emotions, being able to blend into different situations, thinking quick on her feet, knowing the importance of gathering information, being someone who makes friends wherever she goes, convincing a FM to help free Northern prisoners and participating in a coup, etc. don't make Arya capable of participating in politics...what exactly is it that you think Sansa will be doing as a political figure?
#arya stark#sansa stark#asoiaf#cause I would genuinely like someone to explain to me why people argue so passionately against Arya being a political character#to the point that they pretend there's zero overlap between what she's learning and what a 'political' character should know#I always see people reduce her to being a fighter and ignoring her other skills so it's obvious you think they could be useful so?#/politics/ is such a broad term too...there are so many different ways for a character to be political and I just don't understand#why people are so restrictive when thinking about how characters can occupy that space#this isn't a dig at Sansa this is me genuinely wondering what you guys think being political means and what she'll be doing#if you don't think Arya having any of these skills qualify her đ#Arya and Sansa can both be political characters it isn't an either or scenario#this isn't the show where only one person can be the poorly written so-called /smart one/#I don't need any /no one says this!/ comments either...if you aren't someone who thinks like this then feel free to move on
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