#( hello !! i hope this is alright ! )

[westfae]

❝ You keep telling me to live right, to go to bed before the daylight. ❞ Despite the possible chiding of her words, she's smiling, fondness clear in her gaze. And she squeezes her roommate's hand, a brief moment of warmth.

✦   ›  @wihtaga + #3

[featherymainffins]

From what I've seen the true cluster B experience is actually endlessly wondering if you fit more than one diagnosis or if you just have a few symptoms of the other pds in the cluster because of the inherent overlap and you should stop worrying about it

[xumoonhao]

it's the one and only you // and memories of us

[killerqueenwidow]

🛑 + REVERSE

send 🛑 to clean blood off of my muse after they protected yours.

add + to reverse so receiver is the one cleaning blood off sender.

Natasha looked down at the boy and arched an eyebrow, grabbing another rag. "I could have taken care of that. Why would you do such a thing?" she asked calmly, even if her tone had a bit of a worried edge to it.

@manymusesbym

[noxious-fennec]

Trying out some new designs (aka playing dress up)

[vaguely-concerned]

I just *clenches fist with tears in my eyes* love the grand necropolis so much

[xxplastic-cubexx]

Had to flip through my omnis to find more speedo magneto

I JUST READ THAT ISSUE THIS WEEK LET'S GOOOOOOO

[shuploc]

I will be posting a little Astarion piece later today! 🤗

[revulnance]

@insidehxrhead

Oh, OH. This is bad. Why is she not up in headquarters right now? The small emotion panics as her gaze ventures around for any spots to hide at. Under the bed? No, too gross. Riley definitely hasn't cleaned under there in a while. Where does she hide??

The little green being freezes in place as she looks up. Curses. She spent more time thinking than actually doing and now she's caught in sight. ".....Hi?"

[sillymuses]

@adizzyingemporium

She can feel the pair of eyes staring upon her and the ghoulish monster finally decides to break the silence.

"Can I uh, help you or...? You're kind of killing my relaxing vibe here."

[wuntrum]

t causing house of leaves experiences in my body (my throat is sore, but not in a sick way, in a "the inside feels its larger than the outside" way)

[qpenpals]

First of all, support Shubble and support all victims (which is a statement that while said a lot, seems not be followed as frequently, however i hope those who read this abide by it)

Second, I don’t support wilbur soot/william gold, and I don’t think that anyone should after this.

Third, while this situation is not about me, i have feelings and opinions about it that i would like to share, but even if you don’t read anymore,

Please watch shelby’s vod, and maybe try checking her content out, because while i don’t frequently watch her, i enjoy her streams and maybe you will too! her new hardcore series sounds great :)

This is quite long, but honestly this is kind of just for me to collect my thoughts, however if you read to the end thank you<3 im touched :)

ALSO ABUSE TRIGGER WARNING

Alright, so I have loved wilbur soot’s content for a very long time, 4 years or so. I watched the streams and listened to his music from the start. His content is entwined with many of my fond memories.

Earlier today, I had a breakdown over this whole situation, because, as I’ve been quite busy with school, my job, and other assorted things in my life, I found out about this morning. I had woken from a nightmare about my previous abuser. Who i will be talking about a lot more of as they really impacted my views on this situation.

However this nightmare had left me in a fragile mood, my girlfriend was still sleeping and i didn’t want to wake her, so to comfort myself i went to read one of my bookmarked fanfictions, this fanfiction, while i dont remember the title is one that i’ve found comforting for a very long time, so much so that when im stressed my partner has it saved to send to me so i can calm down.

It was a fanfiction about quackity and tubbo, wilbur soot was mentioned maybe 5 times, and the author had deleted it.

This caused me to try and find out why, so i went to their page and they had posted a temporary fic explaining what had been going on.

My first reaction had been disbelief, I then went to research everything. It was a lot to process.

I watched shelby’s vod. Before this i had mainly been disconnected from what i had seen, taking it it but not with any of my own feelings or thoughts really, just processing.

Shelby’s situation hits really hard for me because a lot of it mirrors my own abusive relationship of a few years ago. The wording Wilbur used against her, sounds like what my old partner would use against me. His actions, such as her having to clean and taking care of food, and amenities, were things i had to experience.

Abuse TW:

My old partner would physically abuse me through biting as well, he would claim that he just liked knowing i was his, and yet, like shubble, if i ever used our safe word, which happened so fucking often, he either wouldn’t listen, bite down harder on my neck, or fucking smile at me before letting go.

This got to the point that multiple times he had drawn blood from my neck, that i still have scars from today. And as i watch Shubble talk about her story which is ever so close to mine, I wonder that if I had watched this before, maybe i wouldn’t have stayed in that relationship.

I proceeded to stay in this relationship for 2 years before i realized how much harm he was doing to me, because i truly believed he loved me, because of all the lovebombing he would do.

End of Abuse TW:

And yet i felt pain aside from sympathy or memories, when learning of this, as the content Wilbur had put out had actually helped me out of this relationship, his music was pretty much all i listened to the months of healing after i got out and it helped, the art is good, and yet the author is one i cannot respect nor support in anyway now that i am aware.

i’d suggest watching this tiktok by @lasmanburg that really explains my thoughts and feelings on this

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTL1tb5Wg/

Right back to the content. I don’t believe that we should throw it all away, i don’t think that people should be deleting their art, fanfiction, or anything based on Wilbur. Because in the end it’s all art that we have created and interpreted and though the man who inspired it is horrible, all that has been made does not reflect his actions, but instead love and creativity from vast multifaceted community.

One can continue their writing and work because they are the ones creating it, not him, and besides most interpretations of him stray quite far from the source anyways

I think that one can continue to engage in his content as long as one does not directly support him, such as pirating his music, but personally at least right now listening to his music which brought me so much comfort-makes me feel sick. So think i’ll be taking a step back.

I don’t really know how to end this, i just needed to get my thoughts out honestly. I have therapy in an hour. I hope all of you who’ve made it to the end have a wonderful day and drink some water. I wish shelby well, and i’m glad she has been able to share this situation. And with that, I must now leave :)

[siren--squid]

So I'm pretty positive that my top spotify artists are gonna be waterparks (obviously), nicole dollanganger (because nrfti), and probably sugr? (steven suptic)

Mutuals hi hello hey good morning!! What are your predictions for your top things?? :3

[draconic-distress]

boys when they melt in their shoes smh my head

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[ect0-vius]

Hodgepodge

Dear stars, it's been only around 6 months but this is the evolution of my inconsistent art style. Fun fact, all of this mirrors the evolution of my inconsistent writing style :D

Can't wait to see what 2025 brings... hopefully I'll republish this before that comes. I feel terrible leaving this hanging for the three people who read it and liked it.

Also, hello blog scroller!!!! :DDDD

[noxious-fennec]

It's pomegranate season :)

A redraw of this piece from around a year ago