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uncanny-tranny · 7 months
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The thing that sucks sometimes about transition envy is that, I guess you almost expect yourself to "grow out" of it the more you transition. I used to feel so much envy, and it was something I hoped would stop once I transitioned medically, and while it's absolutely less frequent... man, when I experience transition envy, it's still just as bitter a cocktail as I remember. It can be hard to move past that, and almost... resent the other person/s, but what helped me is knowing that the person you're envying isn't specifically trying to make you, personally, feel like absolute shit. Just as you can't always help what you are envious about in other trans people, they can't help that they have traits or transition experiences or opportunities you do not have, you know? And absolutely, it sucks. But it's something that helped me because then it's a reminder that the world isn't Out To Get Me, you feel?
I think a lot of us can relate to the experience of transition envy, and it's shameful to admit to it, I suppose. It's hard to admit to envy in general, but it's important to not be judgemental about yourself. Your transition is as unique and beautiful and worthy as literally everyone else's and I hope you remember that forever
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milfmoder · 10 months
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Check rbs for tummy 😸
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theangel-aziraphale · 11 months
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darling we all love you ok???
you can calm down. yeah I'm not gonna say accidentally hurting someone removes all the blame, but a situation like this is genuinely unforeseen? like. you were trying to help. in normal circumstances it would've been harmless, and - living breathing human-like people are generally not made of glitter.
you've done nothing wrong. you were being nice. as soon as you figured it out, you sorted it out. yeah, Jay probably has some trauma from the experience, and they'd be valid to avoid you, but that doesn't put you at blame.
love you, take care, go to a therapist about this<3
Thank you... for your words. I think it's best I also avoid most mortals from now on. Especially mortal children. Lest I do something similar, humans are incredibly easy to hurt, and as an Archangel, avoiding that should be my role.
I probably should speak to a therapist, shouldn't I? How do I even explain that... to someone?...
I'll be fine. If I'm not, then I will go to the therapist.
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rowanisawriter · 7 months
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allgremlinart · 1 year
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AH HA... BIG NEWS... say goodbye to lengthy asks and responses about where Ghostmaker makes appearances.. they finally compiled all of them now I can just send people a link instead of listing a lengthy list of single issues/panels with multiple disclaimers... he's really made it guys...
voila
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odysseys-blood · 21 days
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honestly i feel atp its disingenuous to act like anyone knows the lore of the game super clearly and that anyone else who tries to interpret whats going on is the most wrong person on earth like the game doesnt feel like its got 5 different people writing the story and none of them are on speaking terms
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isurrendertoclones · 1 year
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Ok I am crying because I just had the funniest thought
Cadet!Tup: Dogma, I don’t want to play Echo and Fives anymore
Dogma: But you can be Fives!
Tup: …I’m always Fives. No. You know what? This time I’m Echo. You can be Fives.
Dogma: Noooo!!! 😩
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seaquestions · 9 months
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rushing to finish decorating a room for a guest’s wife’s birthday in 15 minutes is NOT how i expected to spend new years eve but. at least i got…. 45 dollars…..
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applejongho · 9 months
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(insert Elmo with fire background meme but it's the Jongho version) congratulations! 🎉
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EXACTLY ANON! THANK U!!!!!!
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spamgyu · 3 months
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Now i gotta know
What was your fashion advice/ statement? (That was taken)
ahhh it was my fashion analysis for two members i did a few months back
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pseudonympls · 11 months
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blackprivilege · 7 months
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Can I afford $7.99 a month for a 2 year email subscription with the works (good deal) yes or no?
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maidofmetal · 7 months
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ate bacon
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bylertruther · 2 years
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avatardoggo · 1 year
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soooo i was right 🫠😐🫥 the Friend like likes me and it seems e v e r y o n e around me has known sINCE FEBRUARY
#SO 👏🏾 let’s just let it be known that i’m an Obviously Silly Clown so no one needs to tel me that ik already so i already told y’all how he#said he needed to Talk to me and i was planning on avoiding him but my friends said not to bc it’s not the Adult Thing To Do and he is my#friend and i care about him so it wouldn’t be nice so i didn’t me and my roommate went to dairy queen with him after i finished braiding her#hair so we were getting out the car to go get ready for bible study at church but then he’s all like ‘VK i need to talk to you can you pleas#stay?’ and i was like KAJDJDJFJFJJD NO but on the outside i was such a Normal Girl and was like sure :)) so we’re in the parking lot and i l#left the door open bc i didn’t want to feel claustrophobic but i lied 🤥 and said it was hot so he starts out all like sorry i made you anxio#us by prolonging this talk and i was like lol no it’s fine i was busy with exams and stuff and he just kinda gets quiet and he was like sooo#i like you and i’m like#🤔😃🫠😶🫥😧 processing#and then i was like ok elaborate and he’s like i have feelings for you so i’m SHOOK BC WOWIE ppl aren’t cowards like me cause i could never#and i say well thanks for telling me and i think you’re really brave for that but i’m sorry i don’t feel the same way but i still want to be#friends but if you need space then it’s fine as well and he’s like ya i didn’t expect anything from you i just didn’t want to regret not#saying anything so i was ABOUT TO CRY BC I HAD TO REJECT HIM BC I REALLY DONT HAVE THOSE FEELJNGS FOR HIM so i left and went home and my <3#almost exploded from my chest i was on the verge of a panic attack and i told my roommate and she was LAUGHING BC SHES SUSPECTED HES LIKED#ME SINCE FEBRUARY when he paid for my pizza and aPpArEnTlY hOw He LoOkS aT mE 🙄 WHATEVER#AND THEN I TOLD MY SECOND ROOMMATE AND SHES LIKE O YA IM NOT SURPRISED#so i’m just an oblivious silly goose who doesn’t USE HER BRAIN like kajdjdjhddjd and and now i’m thinking of the things i’ve done that made#him think i like him too like i baker him a pie for his birthday and i just feel silly and need advice if anyone has any but if not it’s fin#just an update on my life if you’re interested#vk overshares in the tags
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faithisland · 6 months
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fuck man it's so fucking frustrating how I'd probably love to clean and organize if i were ablebodied (or even just didn't have my specific conditions but still the nd traits)
I just can't be moving my head around like crazy. walking while moving my arms, reaching my arms down and immediately up, lowering my head to the ground to reach something and then standing back up, having no momentary neck support at any time, those are the worst for me. I would do any task, honestly. I just feel so fucking trash every time I do these kinds of things. standing is excruciating, moving my arms while doing it literally affects my consciousness to the point where I lose track of what I'm doing (and not in the typical adhd way).
as long as I can stay stationary, particularly partially lounging, I am capable of rational, logical thought. I can think through long term consequences, remember the basic physics of the universe, generally function like I am not an alien to this dimension.
#i literally drop things bc i forget im holdinf them#or i think that idk it wont drop ljke im a fuxking astronaut#i slam into things bc i forget i have a physical form#literally being up and movinf around makes my brain SO dissociated and im SO dizzy and my vision is wonky and i can barely focus on staying#up right#but i can do things like go for walks#its all about how much i move my arms and get up and down#so badically i seem like im faking it🫥#i can do 'fun' things but not work#not paying attention to the faxt that i dont much like the activities im doint#i do them to stay alive and make others happy#and genuinely i am incapable of what would make me happy#WHICH IS WORK#GENUINELY#my life is miserable BECAUSE i cant clean or move around#i hate feeling like i contribute nothing to the ppl i love#i hate not being organized#and i HATE not working so so so so so much#the sad fact is that i just really cant work#i have to somehow get better#even though no one knows whats wrong w me or believes im genion3ly experiencing it#i dont have seizures apparently its normal to collapse and go into spasms w ur eyes rolled back in your head.#apparently thats normal#apparently its fine to hallucinate my whole life and have fainting spells and confusion and disorientation and feel sensations as other thin#gs#thats kusy notmal and not indicitive of ANY neurological priblem#so i should shut up and go away and get some CBT about it#i jusy dont fucking know whatcyh3 fuck i am supposed to do#what am i supposed to do to be able to work
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