#( maya shameless au )

[antihcroes]

@liveshaunted gets a starter!

slight smirk is on maya's face as she settles herself down in farkle's lap, snuggling up close to him without caring they're in public. "so minkus ..." she begins, pulling back a little to look at him. "you wanna come back to my place for a bit tonight? my mom's probably not gonna be home, or if she is ... she'll be passed out so she won't bother us anyways." she says with a shrug, almost nonchalant about it. she'd never admit how much it really upsets her, not even to farkle.

[spider-jaysart]

Okay soooo fun mash up idea that I've created recently, which is DC crosses over with The last of us part 1! (But the game version though with some parts of the show included)

So it would be like this:

Joel: Bruce (for many obvious reasons, like for example being the old grumpy, cold man who grows into the Father figure role once warming up to the kid that changes a part of his life, causing him to become more of a softy)

Tommy: Dick (the one who eventually became tired of Bruce's bull and went his own ways in the future, but reconciled after reuniting with him in their next meeting)

Sarah: Kid!Jason (the innocent kid who didn't deserve to die)

Ellie: Damian (has her attitude, stubbornness, fearless determination, shameless cussing, loyalty, humorous side but in his own way, artistic side, and stabbing skills, so he fits perfectly well. It would also be interesting that him and Bruce have no idea they're related to eachother at all, so they don't bond because of known shared blood, only because of the many things they've been through together that brang them closer overtime to being like a Father and Son, and then they find out this secret about themselves much, much later after the end of their very long journey)

Riley: Maya (not a love interest like in the game and show, but just the first good friend and a trusted sister figure to Damian who knew things well)

Tess: Diana (A well trusted and respected partner for Bruce in work)

Maria: Starfire as Dick's wife

Sam: Jon (shares that innocent vibe with Sam and just like him with Ellie, he'd be quick to want to befriend Damian and see him as the cool older kid he'd like to impress)

Henry: Kon (is young just like him and is just trying his best to keep his baby bro safe the way he believes is best, since he is the only one who can now)

Marlene: Amal (Talia's only known friend in comics, so she fits as Marlene who used to be close friends with Ellie's Mom and made the promise to always watch over Ellie for her, so here she does that for Talia with Damian)

David: Joker (both a total weird, creep that can secretly hide who they truly are whenever they felt like it for their own benefits and then reveal their horrible sides and true intentions by surprise)

Bill: Lucious Fox (because he makes Bruce's gadgets and vehicles in canon and since Bill has a skill of doing just that for himself and gives Joel a new gadget and also a needed car, he is fitted enough for the role in this way)

And then for some small details and also additional things that help make the au stand out a little more differently:

Chris will be included with Jon and Kon here just to have all the Superbros together

Mar'i and Jake exist here but are really young twins (6 years old)

When things were still normal, Bruce was married to Talia here and they both were raising Kid!Jason together. They both got separated during the event of the outbreak and never found eachother again after that

Instead of 20 years of the apocalypse, it's 14 years here instead, because Talia was already pregnant with Damian when things began going wild

Damian will be immune just like Ellie (well obviously loll), but just for a little bit of play, it's cause it actually has to do with mixed Lazarus blood in his body that saved him, which comes from a small, strange part of his brain that keeps creating and pumping it out into his veins. This was naturally passed down from Ra's always over using the pits so much for years, causing the body inside to develop and grow in becoming much stronger and different in unique ways. And Lazarus pits are gone now, so Damian is like the only source that holds it in him as the possibe cure of the world

Unlike Ellie's Mom, Talia survived the birth of Damian and lived until he was 7 after saving him from an attack in a herd of infected that they were both trying to outrun. Damian stayed always feeling heavily guilty about it ever since and blames himself, even though how it happened wasn't actually his fault (still kind of debating on this one just a little bit for small reasons though)

Jon won't be 8 like Sam from the show, he will be around his canon age from the game instead. He will also be Damian's first love instead in this au and they will both have crushes on eachother

Instead of the games original cities and other places as settings, things are set in Gotham and other known DC cities Instead

Instead of a switchblade, Damian was left with a dagger from Talia, and all collected comics in his backpack from his adventure are mangas. He also carries around old special photos of Talia and him to remember and cherishes them very much, since that's all he has left of her besides her dagger

All characters wear their own versions of the tlou outfits to fit their style better instead of just using the existing ones

One of the things Damian would never want is to get killed by a bloater the most, because they actually just kill kids with only a slap instead of tearing up their jaws like the adults, so he would feel SO humiliated if it ever happened to him too (based on how this actually happens to Ellie in the game whenever she gets caught by them because she's underage loll, which makes the bloaters look like a bully to children)

Despite killing in this au having to be done against all kinds of enemies in order to survive, Bruce never feels comfortable with it, but he does what he has to. He also has sympathy for all the infected people, usually seeing them more as victims who didn't ask to become what they are now instead of just harmful, angry creatures, but knows he can't be pity them too much, cause at the end of the day it's either him or them during encounters. He also tries taking the pacifist route whenever he sees he has the chance to in a situation where confrontations aren't actually nesscarry, allowing him to flee without notice instead, and during stealth he will choke human enemies in a way that he knows will only make them pass out and not die

Annnd I think that's probably it for now!

I also have a lot of drawings from this au that I really wanna make and also put out soon heheh and I'm also working on Damian outfits that replaces all of Ellie's, which I'm almost done with!! And if anyone maybe has questions for the au btw, feel free to ask anything!

@pin-crusher2000 @camo-wolf @paladin-of-nerd-fandom65 @dunkinsthings

[summercreolefanfictioner]

trying to behave (kanato x maya modern college au)

summary: what a bad girl she was, longing for a boy that would never be hers... or not? (side story of this headcanon)

tropes: parents are friends, childhood friends, college dates, modern au lovers, trial dating, slowburn, eventual smut, sexual innuendos, college lovers

mentions: nsfw (you are warned)

a/n: bcos ariana's fantasize got me in a chokehold and I thought it would initially remind me of ayayui until I realized this is definitely kanatoxmaya in modern college au

As a budding 14-year-old, Maya wanted nothing but the attention of a certain Sakamaki. You know, the middle triplet.

And it sounds so baffling because she could've gone for the older, quiet one who logs around like a bear or the one with nerdy, hot glasses who speaks so fluently like butter spread on toast, but no. She had to go for the hysterical, temperamental, moody, sassy, childish Sakamaki who only attends his father's parties because there's an assortment of sweets on this one table and he'll do nothing but grab his own plate, stack it up with sweets, and munch away in one corner. Maya never bothered to disturb him because she watched one girl try to flirt with him, and the next thing, he was lashing at her like there was no tomorrow.

So Maya has decided since then, I will not make a move on him, ever. Like ever. Never ever. If he likes me, then good. If not, then still good. Chant the mantra like magic. Rinse. Repeat.

But being in love means being foolish because poor Maya would entertain some guys who would try to date her because she's rich and capable until she finds herself looking at Kanato from across the room either talking sweetly and sneakily to this one girl he's been holding hands with all afternoon. Worse, he would glance in her direction and almost catch her staring and she would scold herself mentally for this shameless behavior.

And this went on for six years. Maya swore sometimes she was going crazy at the fact that she imagined herself as the girl he'd been with in broad daylight, wishing she could meet his gaze and kiss his lips in private because Maya had a hunch Kanato would take things further somewhere no one could see.

Every day was a frustrating struggle, boys dropping by, exchanging pleasantries, boys leaving her alone, but she still longed for Kanato and she witnessed how he changed girls discreetly. She reminds herself of her old mantra because she was becoming insane at the mere idea of her falling so hard for him.

This is unbecoming. This is not like you, Maya!

But as if she took her own advice. Every night, she would dream of him hovering on top of her, his fingers tracing the part between her collarbones until it reached down the space between her breasts. He would smirk in her ear, telling her how foolish she was. I'm dating someone, you know. It's okay, I don't mind. Because she was an idiot who opened her legs easily just because there was some sort of magnetic pull he was doing.

And she imagined him making love to her, being rough yet gentle and needy as they cling to each other. He would moan her name because she thinks he loves her like that. Ah, she wanted things to be like this. Only if he was hers because she had always been his since the beginning.

She imagined him to be the type to leave hickeys everywhere, but only in areas no one would see. He liked claiming what was his, and she was no exception. Afterward, she would arch her back wantonly, embracing him until morning.

And then she would wake up with a red face, her panties wet, hair disheveled, and nightgown rising to her stomach.

Oh dear. This is bad.

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

"You like him, don't cha?" Ayato teased one time, dropping by the university cafe to specifically look for her and confirm his suspicions because he is so perceptive and smartass like that. Pft. What an Ore-sama.

"So what?" Maya shot back because she had nothing to deny. It's not as if she wants Kanato to date her (of course, she secretly wants it but it's not like she'll die if he doesn't).

"Kanato's single right now." Ayato intentionally wanted her to know because he was sick and tired of his brother being a prickly gremlin towards girls. Plus, he had already witnessed Maya giving Kanato this longing, lovesick expression for years now.

Until one day—

"Let's go on a trial date, Maya-san," Kanato said so casually because he believed his word was so absolute like that.

And trial date they did. Everything was going so well until Kanato decided not to talk to her anymore. Maya still tried to argue with Kanato about why he was ignoring her.

"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! YOU TOLD THAT GUY AT THE TRAIN STATION YOU DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND!"

"W-WHA—HOW DID YOU—BUT I REALLY DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND!"

"BUT YOU SAID YOU LIKE ME!"

Maya blushed at that. Of course, she likes him, duh! But she needed to focus on the matter at hand.

"I LIKE YOU, AND I STILL DO. BUT AS LONG AS WE ARE NOT DATING, THEN I DON’T HAVE A BOYFRIEND, OKAY? SO CAN YOU PLEASE JUST—"

"AH! MOU! WHY DON'T YOU USE YOUR HEAD FOR ONCE?! I LIKE YOU! I LIKE YOU! I LIKE YOU, OKAY?! SO THE NEXT TIME SOMEONE ASKS YOU OUT, PLEASE TELL THEM YOU'RE UNAVAILABLE!"

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU LIKE ME—"

And here they were, cooling off the steam by kissing each other with all the pent-up emotions they'd been having. It wasn't like how she imagined their kiss to be. It was sweet and romantic, but it was full of passion and danger, a darkness that could swallow her whole.

It took Kanato a few seconds to strip her from her clothes, her eyes widening at the fact that he could unhook her bra just like that. And he kissed her again, holding her face in his hands because he really wanted to savor her taste and make sure she was there. Then he pulled away for a moment when her back hit the mattress, taking off his clothes so he could get this thing over once and for all.

Maya swallowed in anticipation, her eyes tracing his body. Of course, Kanato isn't as muscular as his brothers since he has this lanky build but she could still make out a few muscles from his arms and a tiny hint of abs from his waist.

How did he manage to have this type of body by just eating sweets and locking himself in his room all day?

Kanato leaned towards her, his face dangerously close. "Liking what you see, hm?" he smirked evilly, chuckling as she tried to hide her face with her hands. "Speaking of which, you do that all the time you know."

Maya narrowed her eyes in confusion. "What do you mean?"

"I always catch you staring at me, in case you're wondering."

She sat up in shock, instantly covering her body with the sheets as her mind reeled in all the moments she'd been watching him. And when she looked at him again, he only added, "Don't look at me like that. I only realized it just now."

Kanato slowly removed the sheets from her body, setting her down again and pinning her arms with one hand. There was a glint of mischief in his eyes.

"You've been doing that ever since we were 14, weirdo," he informed, witnessing how her chest would breathe up and down because she was trying to calm herself. "I've always wondered why you do... until I realized everything during the first time you said you like me."

Maya looked away from him, her face and body betraying her as he nuzzled his face down her neck.

"I wonder what things I'm doing to you in your imagination."

Now that made her stare back at him, feeling naked under his gaze because nothing escapes him. Of course, he's Kanato Sakamaki. His words are absolute. She might be foolish then for having these intimate delusions, but she's more foolish now that she's getting exposed in front of him.

"Say, Maya-san..."

He props back up, opens her legs wide, and readies himself to enter her.

"Let's find that out, shall we?"

part 2

[chrancecriber]

Antenne Vorarlberg Chillout Lounge (August 22, 2023)

23:58 Valerie Dore - The Night (Zyx Edit Remastered 2021) 23:55 El Profesor - Busy Bye Bye 23:52 Lstn, Arya Noble - Desert Walk 23:47 Cats On Bricks Feat. Zach Alwin - Planes Over Ushuaia 23:41 Hotlane - On My Own 23:39 Dj Antoine Feat. Ablai - My Corazon (Dj Antoine Vs. Mad Mark 2k21 Mix) 23:36 Lucas Estrada & Henri Purnell & Neimy - In My Fantasy 23:32 Fon.leman - Constant Religion (Intro Mix) 23:28 Nora En Pure - Enchantment 23:25 Milk & Sugar Feat. John Paul Young - Love Is In The Air 23:22 In Lonely Majesty - Sing In The Dark - Alle Farben Remix 23:15 Blond:ish Feat. Shawni - Wizard Of Love 23:12 Möwe - Bad Intentions 23:08 Ypey - Life Time 23:06 Digital Camel - Shine Bright 23:00 Headstrong - Symphony Of Soul (Reuben Halsey Chillout Mix) 22:54 Blank & Jones - Coh 22:51 Schiller - Once Upon A Time (Cahill Remix) 22:47 Esteban Garcia Junior - Deep Blue 22:44 Max Johann & Layrz - Tell It To My Heart 22:41 Laniia - Fireflies 22:36 Twocolors & Anna Naklab - Dust (Extended Mix) 22:34 Carstn, Jason Walker - Could You Love Me (Munich Monstrs Remix) 22:30 Sofi Tukker X Mahmut Orhan - Forgive Me 22:26 Benjamin Francis Leftwich - Shine (Kygo Remix) 22:23 Edx & Amba Shepherd - Off The Grid 22:20 Robin Schulz - Above The Clouds 22:17 Madison Park, Beechkraft - Parts Of Me (Original Mix) 22:13 Filous - Let It Snow (Original Mix) 22:10 Nightmares On Wax - Passion 22:06 Monoir, Eneli - 3 To 1 22:04 Kush Kush & Sickmellow Feat. Kazhi - Blacklight 22:00 Sagi Rei - Rhythm Is A Dancer 21:57 Stepha Schweiger - When I Was A Bird 21:52 Thomas Lemmer & Andreas Bach - Embracing Love 21:48 Clyb Foster - How Deep Is Your Love 21:44 Blank & Jones - Into The Sun 21:41 Felix Jaehn Feat. Zoe Wees - Do It Better 21:37 Eelke Kleijn Feat. Ost - Lost Souls (Nora En Pure Remix) 21:31 Jean-michel Jarre - Equinoxe, Pt. 4 21:26 Arden - Open 21:20 Alex Cortiz - Enter The Matrix 21:17 Shouse - Won't Forget You 21:09 Dj Disse - Riders In The Storm (Original Mix) 21:06 Backstreet Boys - Chances (Instrumental) 21:01 Goldfish - Love Everlasting (Extended Mix) 20:56 Ambala Feat. Laid Back - Walk With The Dreamers 20:54 Avian Grays & Azteck - Endlessly 20:48 Shakedown - At Night (Afterlife Remix) 20:45 Cookin' On 3 Burners, Henri Purnell & Revelries - Force Of Nature 20:42 Trinix - Soweto 20:37 David Guetta, Robin Schulz, Cheat Codes - Shed A Light (Blank & Jones Remix) 20:32 Melosense - Road & Lights 20:29 Kamrad - Feel Alive 20:26 Purple Disco Machine - Hypnotized 20:20 Schiller Feat. Maya Saban - I Miss You 20:16 Lstn - Sïstër 20:10 Cantoma - Gambarra (Lexx Remix) 20:07 Nora Van Elken - Sumatra (Lstn Remix) 20:03 Mike Candys & Jack Holiday - Saltwater (Rework) 20:01 Milky Chance - Stolen Dance 19:58 Deeperlove & Marc Korn - Vertigo (R.i.o. Remix) 19:50 Garlington - Falling To Pieces (Extended Mix) 19:43 Jazzanova - Bohemian Sunset 19:38 Monolink - Harlem River 19:35 Thomas Gold Feat. 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Nathan Nicholson - Be Here And Now 18:00 Cell - Under Your Mind (Live Version) 17:57 Wave Wave Feat. Evie - Real 17:52 Tebra - Istok 17:48 Gamper - Bittersweet Symphony 17:46 Nora Van Elken - Let It Go 17:42 Goldfish Feat. Nate Highfield & Dan Silver - Forever Free 17:39 Alphawezen - Out Of Sight 17:36 Thrdl!fe & Sleepwalkrs - Outta My Head 17:33 Paratone - Time After Time 17:28 Shakatak - Rio Nights 17:25 Chaël Feat Kaii - Don't Speak 17:19 Fous De La Mer - Esse Sonho 17:13 Beyhude - Rüzgar 17:08 Lazy Hammbock - Surround Me 17:05 The Chainsmokers & Coldplay - Something Just Like This 17:02 Shapov & Avian Grays Feat. Kifi - Light Up The World 16:57 Cecilia Krull - Agnus Dei (Benny Benassi & Bb Team Remix) 16:52 Alex Sail Feat. Al I Bo - Symantec Clime 16:44 Super Flu - Mygut (Solomun Remix) 16:41 Nora Van Elken - Honshu 16:35 Agoria - Up All Night 16:27 Jan Blomqvist - Empty Floor 16:24 Nora En Pure - Life On Hold 16:20 Moby - Lift Me Up 16:17 Undressd - Forever Young 16:11 Alex H - Seeking Agapism 16:03 Kygo - Freeze 16:00 Lost Frequencies X James Arthur - Questions 15:55 Mahoroba - Soft Breeze (On Air Mix) 15:52 Wave Wave Feat. Lena Sue - Repeating 15:47 Kid Massive, Yuji Ono, Dtale - Pray (Wolf Krew Remix) 15:43 Blondee & Marc Werner Feat. Fabienne Rothe - Wonderful Days 15:36 Rodg - Heights 15:34 Atb & Topic - Your Love (9pm) 15:27 Francesco Rossi - Paper Aeroplane 15:19 Armen Miran Feat. Jivan Gasp - Lost Memories 15:16 Emily Burns - Im So Happy 15:12 Robin Schulz - Sugar (Feat. Francesco Yates) 15:09 Alan Walker Ahrix - End Of Time 15:05 Moby - Lie Down In Darkness 15:03 Lika Morgan - Ding Dong 14:56 Shkoon Feat. Fruiterama - Napauken 14:54 David Guetta Feat. Sam Martin - Dangerous 14:51 Vinai - Hide Away 14:49 Trinix & Ian Urbina - Bad Things 14:44 Agnostica - Lost 14:41 Sam Feldt & Sam Fischer - Pick Me Up (Vavo Remix) 14:38 Munich Monstrs - Shine 14:33 Evadez - Caught In The Crowd (Original Mix) 14:30 Dizkodude & Dj Antoine - Your Eyes (Dj Antoine Vs Mad Mark 2k21 Summer Mix) 14:26 Blank & Jones - High Fly 14:19 Schiller & Sheppard Solomon - Sweet Symphony (My Heart Beats Again) 14:17 Nora En Pure - Wetlands 14:10 Chuva Speaks Arab - Reckless Girl 14:03 Avira & Diana Miro - The Worship (Mark Knight Extended) 13:58 Joachim Pastor & Signum - Something You Need (Extended Mix) 13:53 Daniele Mastracci Feat. Allegra - Something Great 13:49 Neptune & Moonnight - I Need A New Love (Original Mix) 13:44 Anrey - Lost Lands (Extended Mix) 13:41 Mike Perry Feat. Shy Martin - The Ocean 13:39 Twisted Harmonies Feat. Mougleta - You & Me 13:32 Banderas - This Is Your Life (Easy Life Mix) 13:29 Patchy - Friend (Original Mix) 13:26 Glockenbach - Dirty Dancing 13:22 Ck West & Sassi K - C Song 13:19 Matt Simons - Catch & Release (Deepend Remix) 13:16 Felix Jaehn, Cheat Codes Feat. Bow Anderson - I Just Wanna 13:09 Tom Novy & Milkwish - Dream Catcher (Extended Mix) 13:03 Nora En Pure - Thermal (Extended Mix) 13:00 Agatino Romero - I'm Feeling For You 12:54 Tube & Berger Feat. Richard Judge - Ruckus [club Edit) 12:50 Avira & Kiko Franco Feat. Nathan Nicholson) - Ocean 12:47 Meduza Feat. Goodboys - Piece Of Your Heart 12:42 Kid Simius - The Flute Song (Paul Kalkbrenner Remix) 12:38 Scotty & Wilcox - Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! 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Diana Miro - You (Frankey & Sandrino Remix) 11:28 Phil Mison - Just Landed 11:21 Rìfìs Du Sol - On My Knees (Oliver Schories Remix) 11:18 Kryder & Natalie Shay - Rapture 11:15 Mike Posner - I Took A Pill In Ibiza (Seeb Remix) 11:12 Parov Stelar - Fire 11:09 Gabriel & Castellon - Es Vedra (Touch & Go Radio Mix) 11:05 Daniel Portman - Vulnerable 11:01 Ambyion - Motion 10:58 Klingande & Krishane - Rebel Yell 10:54 Jan Blomqvist & Bloom Twins - High On Beat (Sofi Tukker Remix) 10:51 Nora En Pure - Dry Sobbing 10:45 Deep Josh & Jose Rodriguez Feat. Lisa Rose - The Clouds 10:41 Kyla La Grange - Cut Your Teeth 10:38 Sans Souci - Nanda 10:34 Cristian Marchi Feat. Block - Baker Street 10:31 Lost Frequencies & Mathieu Koss - Don't Leave Me 10:25 Rìfìs Du Sol - Next To Me 10:21 Jazzamor - Song For Maggie 10:18 York - On The Beach (Kryder & Jenjammin Sax Edit) 10:15 Ultravox - Dancing With Tears In My Eyes 10:12 Edx - Ecletric (Mixed) 10:08 Passenger 10 - Serving The World 10:05 Niles Cooper - Lamplight Rains 10:01 Sono - Trusting You 09:59 Consoul Trainin Feat. Steven Aderinto & Duoviolins - Obsession 09:56 Diena Van Diest - Don't Give Up 09:52 Nora En Pure - Branches 09:49 Klingande & Bright Sparks - Messiah 09:46 Blank & Jones - Breezin' 09:43 Pulsedriver & Tiscore Feat. Anna Grey - We Are 09:39 Robin Schulz - Moonlit Sky (With The Void Pacific Choir) 09:33 D.a.x. Feat. Victoria Wilson James - Crash Landed 09:30 Hein Klein & Cheyenne - Every Breath You Take 09:24 Woolfy Vs. Projections - We Were There 09:20 Christopher Von Deylen - Infinity 09:17 Felix Jaehn & The Stickmen Project Feat. Calum Scott - Rain In Ibiza 09:14 Schiller - Lichtwerk 09:11 Bolier - Another Blue 09:08 Blank & Jones Feat. Coralie Clément - Cest Mieux 09:02 Zelensky - Sunset (Andy Lime Remix) 08:57 Röyksopp Feat. Susanne Sundfør - If You Want Me 08:52 Dreamerproject - Horizons (Glenn Main Remix) 08:47 Dk Dent - A Walk In The Park 08:45 Tiesto - Lay Low 08:41 Nora En Pure - All I Need 08:32 Worakls - Nocturne 08:28 Chicane Feat. Bryan Adams - Don't Give Up 08:23 Massive Attack - Unfinished Sympathy 08:19 Tonenation - Hijo De La Luna 08:16 Sunnery James & Ryan Marciano - Let It Lie 08:13 Kygo & Selena Gomez - It Ain't Me 08:08 Robert Manos - Silver 08:06 Buchs Feat. Nokyo - Cheverolet 08:03 Blank & Jones Feat. Coralie Clément - Jardin D'hiver 08:00 Dennis Kruissen Feat. Liza Flume - Another Soul 07:57 Alok & James Arthur - Work With My Love 07:52 Schiller - Ultramarin 07:48 Ac Venture - Penang Waltz (Roberto Sol Remix) 07:45 Robin Schulz & David Guetta - On Repeat 07:42 Alok, Bruno Martini, Featuring Zeeba - Hear Me Now 07:38 Gestört Aber Geil & Anna Grey - Thank You 07:33 Depeche Mode - Home 07:25 Armin Van Buuren & Avira Feat. Sam Martin - Mask 07:21 Dante Klein & Jordiz Feat. Megan Brands - Life 07:17 Aromabar - Winter Pageant 07:12 Mike Candys & Jack Holiday - La Serenissima 07:09 Kungs Feat. Jhart - Dopamine 07:05 Nora En Pure - Diving With Whales (Daniel Portman Radio Mix) 07:00 Valante - Rissa 06:54 Rodriguez Jr. Feat. Liset Alea - What Is Real 06:50 Blank & Jones - Wyb (Deeper) 06:48 Zaz - Demain C'est Toi 06:45 Vize & Alan Walker Feat. Leony, Edward Artemyev - Space Melody (Edward Artemyev) 06:40 Remady & Manu-l - Another Day In Paradise 06:32 Blond:ish Feat. Bahramji - Omnipresent 06:27 Pang! - Lion (Original Mix) 06:24 Vamero & Lizot - Bleeding Love 06:20 Shaun Frank & Takis Feat. Shells - Don't Say I Love You 06:14 Mr. Sam Feat. Kristy Hawkshaw - Split 06:11 Edx - Neptune 06:06 Goa Foundation - (I Just) Died In Your Arms Tonight 06:02 Chubbanak Club - Candysnow 05:55 Nora En Pure - Oblivion (Extended Mix) 05:53 Christopher Von Deylen - She Never Told Him Her Name 05:49 Waldeck - Defenceless (Mushroom Dive ) 05:45 Fritz Kalkbrenner - Daylight Is Falling 05:43 Lunax - I Like 05:39 Coldplay - Clocks 05:37 Yves V X Bashkar - Halfway (Feat. Twan Ray) 05:33 Alessandro Taccini Feat. Pierre Soyer - Higher Love 05:30 Eli & Fur - Come Back Around 05:24 Eelke Kleijn - Woodstock 05:22 Lost Frequencies Feat. James Blunt - Melody 05:19 Elderbrook - I Need You 05:15 Sum Wave - Goodbye Earth 05:11 Blank & Jones - Nothing Can Come Between Us 05:08 Gesaffelstein & The Weeknd - Lost In The Fire 05:04 Julian Wassermann - Painfully 05:00 Five Seasons - In Your Town 04:56 Robin Schulz & Alle Farben & Israel Kamakawiwo'ole - Somewhere Over The Rainbow / What A Wonderful World 04:54 Fedde Le Grand Feat. Vince Freeman - Devils 04:48 The Swan And The Lake - Port D'andratx (Part 2 - Rain) 04:40 Martin Roth - An Analog Guy In A Digital World 04:37 Mahmut Orhan - Schhh (Feat. Irina Rimes) 04:33 Panama, Satin Jackets - The Future 04:29 Pirra Feat. Lindstrøm & Prins Thomas Remix - Limousine Lies 04:25 Lexer Feat. Audrey Janssens - Till Dawn 04:21 Passenger 10 - Voices In Her Head 04:16 Worakls - Caprice 04:11 De-phazz - Anchorless 04:08 Chris Avedon - The Letter 04:04 Lstn - Undecided 03:58 Hazy J - Silver 03:54 Alok Feat. John Martin - Wherever You Go 03:50 Enui - Adieu (Arielle Lb Remix) 03:45 Sia - Alive 03:41 Schiller & Peter Heppner - Leben... I Feel You 03:39 Blank & Jones - Love From The Start (Original Mix) 03:36 Amely & Lvndscape - Losing My Mind 03:33 The Alan Parsons Project - The Turn Of A Friendly Card 03:29 The Chainsmokers & Coldplay - Something Just Like This 03:26 Duboss - Losing My Religion 03:20 Röyksopp Feat. Susanne Sundførd - Oh, Lover 03:14 Mozez Feat. Henry Binns From Zero 7 - Beautiful Day 03:11 Daniel Portman - Sensual Desires 03:08 James Carter & Ofenbach Feat. James Blunt - Can't Forget You 02:59 Aural Float - Dreamer's Dream 02:57 Reece Lemonius, Munich Monstrs - Miss You 02:54 Dj Antoine & Dead-line - Shout 02:50 Tom Tyler - Chewin' The Chew-z 02:47 Bernward Koch - Lonely Dream (Solo Piano) 02:43 Lamb - Gabriel 02:37 Exstra - Comet (Extended Mix) 02:34 Sum Wave - Passing Clouds 02:30 Spanish Armada Movement - Margarita 02:28 Rene Rodrigezz & Tristan Henry - Let Me Go 02:24 Ec Twins, Oda Loves You - Wonderful Life 02:19 White Elephant - Sir John 02:15 Dvine - Ever After 02:08 Bay Area - Dolphin Rider (Pianodreamsession) 02:04 Gitano & Deep Josh Feat. Koo - Residence Lounge 02:00 Elderbrook & Bob Moses - Inner Light 01:55 Röyksopp Feat. Astrid S - 02 Let's Get It Right 01:49 Spooky - Shelter 01:45 Sound Nomaden - The Morning After 01:40 Jacob Gurevitsch - Lovers In Paris 01:37 Robin Schulz - Never Know Me (Radio Mix) 01:29 David Hohme - Fear Less (Hraach Remix) 01:24 Rue Du Soleil - La Francaise 01:21 Chicane - Capricorn (Back Pedal Brakes Remix) 01:17 Kidsø - Fir 01:11 Fous De La Mer - Ocean 22°e 01:08 R3hab, Timmy Trumpet, W&w - Distant Memory 01:04 Jako Diaz & Margret - Mirror 00:59 Ganga - Time Spent 00:56 Eelke Kleijn Feat. Josha Daniel - Oscillations 00:51 New Age Kings - Illusion (Instrumental Remix) 00:47 Klingande, Stevie Appleton - Sinner 00:40 Blank & Jones - White Light 00:35 Ilo - Soleil D'hiver 00:32 Hypnosis - Pulstar 00:29 Gamper & Dadoni Feat. Joe Jury - Satellites 00:25 Calvin Harris & Disciples - How Deep Is Your Love 00:20 Pete Tong & Tale Of Us Feat. Jules Buckley - Time 00:17 Alex Breitling - Faith 00:13 Night Cruzer - Timeless 00:10 Nora En Pure - Enchantment 00:06 Milk & Sugar Feat. John Paul Young - Love Is In The Air 00:03 Serafim Tsotsonis - Small 2 00:01 Mellowdy - Rise Up

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↳ you never had it like this | mark x reader | 9.7k | two parter | 18+ genre: smut, fluff, college!au, neighbour!au, idiots to lovers, baseball player!mark warnings: switch!mark, switch!y/n, alcohol consumption, handjob, mirror, bodyshots, a little dirty talk, mark and y/n are both whipped for each other

❝ baseball player mark has had a crush on you for a while now. will college change things or will the two of you continue to dance around the inevitable? ❞

note: happy birthday mark and a late happy birthday to my one and only amanda. my best friend who happens to be whipped for mark (no joke) and this might have been written with her in mind as y/n and our squad as the rest of the characters. enjoy! 

part one out of two - next part 

Today was a rather hot autumn day the first week of school, and Mark was happy to be back in town. Having spent most of his summer at his grandmother’s house, he’d missed his friends a lot. Well… not only his friends. He hadn’t been able to stop thinking about the girl next door all summer.

Getting distracted from the conversation he was having with Johnny as he saw you walking down the yard with your best friend. What you were doing to him should be illegal, he thought. His head empty as soon as your name was brought into the conversation or when you walked by.

“Earth to Mark, please close your mouth.” Johnny teased. Putting a hand in front of his junior friend’s face, making Mark snap out of his daydreaming. Shaking his head as he was embarrassed, trying to deny the fact that his mouth had opened a little the moment he saw you.

“I- I wasn’t…”

“I was just messing with you, let’s go or else I’m gonna be late for P.E,” Johnny said as he nudged Mark towards the direction they needed to go.

As they started walking, Mark couldn’t help but turn around one last time, catching you giggling at your best friend’s words. Your thighs incredibly exposed by the shorts you were wearing, making your ass stand out more than it already did. Making your ass look even better somehow. Mark was usually a boob guy but with you he seemed to be an everything type of guy. Appreciating each and every curve on your body.

“You think y/n will be at the party?” Mark asked, without even thinking. Making his obvious crush even more obvious than it already was.

“Sunny will most likely be, and wherever she goes, y/n follows.” True, Mark thought to himself. If he played his cards right, he might be able to convince Johnny to ask her to come. Your best friend had after all, never been able to say no to Johnny. Mark smiled to himself as he thought out his plan on his way of dropping of his friend at his class. Maybe if he got some alcohol in the system he would be brave enough to ask you out or at least talk to you.

He thought his crush would have gone away by now, but it seemed like going away for the whole summer and starting college only made it worse. You weren’t a stranger to him, the two of you had talked on several occasions, your families being quite close. Talking briefly at family dinners, getting paired up on a few school assignments and sharing some classes together.

Your best friend Sunny had always been the one to initiate conversations between the two of you at school. Being charismatic and easy to talk to, she made friends with almost everyone instantly and somehow always managed to drag you and Mark together. Mark honestly thought that was just her way of getting some alone time with Johnny.

Sunny’s and Johnny’s relationship seemed simple from an outsider's perspective. A lot of flirting and waiting for the other one to make a move. Both you and Mark always thought they would end up together, knowing they both liked each other. Your best friends proved you otherwise by refusing to make a move on one and other.

They had it simple while you and Mark… He couldn’t quite place where you guys were. Sometimes, you would talk and have the most interesting conversations while at other times, you couldn’t look each other in the eyes. God how he wished you would just make some kind of move; he would be all yours in a heartbeat without hesitating.

“Stop staring at them!” You hiss as you lightly slap your best friend on the arm. Turning around to face you, she gives you a playful look, as if she was proud of something. A glint of mischief in her eyes.

“Mark totally looked at you, and by that, I mean he starred at you,” rolling your eyes at your friend’s words as she continues, “second of all. I’m pretty sure Johnny must have trained this summer. I can feel that he has abs underneath his shirt now.” Scoffing at her words, you shake your head.

“First of all, ew. Second of all, if you want to feel them you probably could. Just talk to him, y'all have wanted to jump each other since forever. Just get it over with.” Offended, Sunny gasps, placing a hand on her chest just as she usually does when she is about to lie.

“If he had wanted to jump me, he would have had by now. Besides, I think he is into older girls, so I’ll just die alone.”

“You know that’s not true.” Your best friend liked being dramatic, but you knew that most of it came out of her own insecurities. She was pretty good at hiding it but luckily, you were just as good at seeing through the walls she builds.

“Come on, let’s get your dramatic ass to class so you can think about something else than Johnny’s dick.” You say, looking arms with her as you get ready to start walking to class.

“Class doesn’t stop me from thinking about that.” Shameless, your best friend was shameless to say the least.

“I know, I know,” you say, laughing as the two of you begin walking to class. Your eyes catching a glimpse of Mark’s back as he and Johnny head towards the direction of the baseball field. They probably had some training to catch up on, considering their first game was in just three weeks.

It’s not like you didn’t have a crush on Mark or anything, because you did. A big fat crush that had lasted for over two years now ever since your families had their first family dinner together. I was when Mark’s family had moved in into the neighbourhood, inviting your family over as the good Christian family they were. Wanting to get to know their neighbours better.

Over these two years Mark has had plenty of opportunities to show any interest in you. Besides looking at you for a little to long at times, Mark didn’t exactly show you in any means that he could be interested.

So, you tried to let that crush go, thinking it would get better over the summer. Which it did. You hooked up with a couple of guys, nothing too serious. Made out, gave your first blowjob, had someone fondle your boobs which frankly, didn’t meet your expectations. Over the summer you had grown confident but all that seemed to be lost the moment you saw Mark again.

His hair a little longer, dirty blond instead of his usual black, glasses that made him look cute and hot at the same time somehow. He told you once that he usually wears his contact lenses and only glasses at home, thinking they made him unattractive. He was so wrong, and you told him that, a light shade of pink on his cheeks as you did. 

In Mark’s defence, it’s not every day your crush calls you hot and he was not ready for it at all. So, he started wearing his glasses, hopping to catch your attention. Which it did, only, he didn’t exactly have any eyes at the back of his head. Missing each time your started at him from afar in class, sitting two rows behind him in English.

You couldn’t deny your best friend’s words either. Johnny had worked out more during the summer. You could see that, but it also seemed like Mark had while he had been away. The white t-shirt he was wearing to school clinging a little bit more to his chest than last semester.

If looking at Mark for ten seconds made you feel all these things, you knew you were in for a hell of a long year. Maybe, this would be the year you would finally make a move. Maybe, starting college would change your life in more ways than you thought. Maybe… just maybe… you could get your crush to like you back.

The first few days of the semester flew by and suddenly, it was Friday. You were at your best friend’s house along with most of your friends, the girl squad drinking and getting ready together. Trying to decide on what outfits all of you should wear.

“If you decide on the black jeans, you should wear them with my white top. It’ll make your boobs and ass pop!” The rest of the gang agreeing with Sunny’s words. Sana, the short pretty blond of the group raising her wine glass to her lips as she speaks.

“And then Mark will totally follow you home and y'all will pop your cherries!” Giving you a wink as she starts sipping on her wine. A faint ‘mhmm’ was heard from Sunny and laughter from the others. The atmosphere at Sana’s apartment playful as your squad had been friends for quite some time now. 

“Or you could just find some else you know?” Maya, the most independent girl of your group spoke up. She had never been a fan of Mark. Found the boy too childish, well, probably because they went to the same class in middle school. But that’s another story.

“They would be so cute though! I really think-“ Sunny said as she was interrupted by her phone ringing. Picking it up, a smile placed upon her lips as she read the caller id. 

“It’s Johnny!” she exclaimed happily. Everyone in your girl group, even you, sighing. Looking at each other, you all had the same thought, when would they finally just get together?

“Yeah totally! We’ll be out in ten!” She said before hanging up on Johnny, frantically seating herself in front of the mirror. Her makeup not even half done. 

“10 minutes?! You do realize how much left I have left on my makeup!” Maya exclaimed at Sunny, earning an eye roll from her before she responded.

“Have you seen how much I have left? You only have your eyebrows.”

“And they take time.” Putting your hands out between your two friends, you stop them from arguing further. Taking the mother role of the group as usual.

“Calm down now, let’s just get ready. We will have even less time if the two of you fight.” You try to reason, seeing their faces soften a bit. Still holding onto their annoyance at each other for a little while, doing their makeup besides each other in silence.

Ten minutes really do go by fast when you are by your friends. Grateful to get a ride over to the party and not having to leave a car behind at campus. The welcoming party would start at campus, doing a few games before going over to one of the sorority houses. Probably the neo 127 house considering Johnny was vice president there and Sunny would probably stay by his side most of the night.

Going down the stairs of Sana’s apartment, you realize you probably shouldn’t have been drinking all that wine. Especially in one go when you found out you only had ten minutes to get ready, and the pre party would be over. Because oh boy was the stairs harder to go down than they were going up somehow.

You realize it was an even greater mistake when you are greeted with Mark leaning against Johnny’s car. The alcohol making him look somehow even better than he usually does. His hair slicked back, showing his forehead. You knew this was Johnny’s doing. A light blue t-shirt, black jeans and white vans was apparently all that was needed to make you hot and bothered. And Mark of course.

He didn’t notice you at first, to busy reading the sign that was nearby but without his glasses he was helpless. He didn’t put in his contact lenses before the party. Knowing what a mess it would be if he forgot to take them out tonight before going to bed. It would hurt like hell and knowing his drunk self, he didn’t trust himself to remember to take them out.

As soon as he heard the girl’s behind you, talking, giggling about something, he finally noticed you. Standing right in front of him, dressed way to hot, showing your boobs slightly because of the top’s cleavage. Your curves on display for him with your tight clothes. A full course meal if Mark could say so himself. Showing just enough for his imagination to start running.

“Johnny!” You were almost showed to the side by your best friend. Sunny ran up to Johnny as he looked confused at her. Even more so when she pulled him into a tight hug.

“Yes?” He asked confused, unsure what he had done to deserve such a warm greeting from her. Meeting his eyes, you shrug, nobody really knew what was going on in your best friend’s mind. The only thing that was certain was that she was way friendlier drunk.

“Thank you so much for driving us. It truly means a lot.” She thanks him and he smiles at her.

“No worries.” Johnny answers as she lets go of her tight grip on him. Your eyes darting back at Mark, meeting his eyes for a second before he looked away. Had Mark been staring at you or did you imagine things just now?

“How are we all going to fit into the car?” Ellen asks, your other best friend. You had been friends with her for the longest of time now, dating back to beginning of high school. To most people, she came across as a very cold and serious person. In reality, she most often just looks out for the people she cares about. She is also a real prankster together with Maya when she wants.

“Jaehyun is coming in a few minutes, he got delayed because Mark gave him the wrong address.” Johnny explained and Mark immediately turned towards his friend. His face slightly red, a shade of embarrassment on his cheeks as he walks a few steps towards Johnny.

“I never said the wrong address, Jaehyun spelled it wrong when tapping it into the gps.” He defended himself as Johnny looked rather amused, a smirk on his face. Happy to tease his a little bit tipsy friend.

Truth being told, Mark had had a drink or three before getting in the car with Johnny. Getting to know that they would on the way stop at Sana’s place to pick you up was to much for him to handle. As soon as he heard your name being amongst the people they were supposed to pick up, he froze. Finishing his drink and taking a shot on the way out.

He barely small talked with Johnny on the way over. His focus being on Jaehyun, who he spoke with briefly on the phone at the beginning of the car ride. To nervous to think about anything else but you. He knew he would most likely see you tonight, but he didn’t think it would happen this quick. He thought he had some time to think over what he would say to you. Maybe ask you out if things felt alright.

You stopped yourself from starting to giggle at how cute Mark looked upset. It was a look on him that you rarely saw unfortunately.

“It’s no big deal, let’s just wait for Jaehyun, yeah?” Sunny said, quick to resolve the tension between the two boys. You felt a little proud at your best friend for once not riling up the situation but to actually settle it. Johnny turned towards her, a smile on his face as he nodded, agreeing.

“Yeah let’s just do that.”

Not even ten minutes later Jaehyun arrived. Most of your squad going over to sit in his car, leaving you, Sunny, Johnny, Mark, Ellen and Maja to ride with Johnny. Ellen and Maja quickly hopped in taking their places in the front seat and that’s when you realized, there was one to many of you.

“Shotgun!” As if Sunny read your mind, she quickly claimed the front seat sitting down next to Johnny at the front. Johnny laughed a little at how difficult she had made the situation just now. Feeling a little bad for his awkward friend who now was forced to talk with his crush. 

Mark, however, was in his own bubble, actively avoiding you and all things around him. Without really knowing the situation, he sat down in the car. Taking the last seat, sitting behind Sunny. Maya beside him in the middle and Ellen on the opposite side behind Johnny.

Confused as to why you were still standing outside, he finally acknowledged you. Looking at you nervously biting your lip as you played with your hands, he realized.

“I should-“ He began but Sunny was quick to interrupt him. As if an light bulb lit up above her head, she suddenly had a plan.

“Y/n can just sit on your lap, can’t she Mark?” Johnny quickly turned to Sunny. One hundred percent on board on her plan, exchanging a look with her, telling her he is on board.

Meanwhile, you and Mark awkwardly looked at each other, a little flustered at your best friend’s suggestion. You knew there was no way Ellen or Maya would exchange their comfort for yours. Well, maybe Ellen if she was feeling generous but so far, she hadn’t said a word, indicating this was most likely your faith tonight.

“It’s only a short ride, come on guys we don’t wanna be late.” Johnny knew he was putting a bit of pressure on both of you but maybe that was exactly what you needed. A little push towards something more.

Fuck it, Mark thought to himself. He had imagined you countless of times on his lap. Well, not like this but close enough. He knew he wouldn’t mind it, he just didn’t want to make you uncomfortable. As Sunny dragged her seat forward, putting more space in front of Mark he saw how you looked away.

“It’s okay, I don’t mind.” He quickly told you and you looked back at him. Taking a step forward. Your hands feeling sweaty as you do, heart in your throat. Worried he was somehow forced to do this.

“Yeah but like… do you want to?”

“I do!” Mark answered a little too quickly, hearing Johnny and the others in the car trying their best not to laugh. You however, looked shocked. Not expecting those words to come out of his mouth.

“I mean… Let’s just get to the party, okay?” He tried explaining himself and you nodded. Not wanting to make the situation any more awkward for him.

He seated himself properly, knees together, ready for you to sit on his lap. Here goes nothing, you think as you enter the car, sitting down on his lap carefully. Closing the door behind you, you hear Johnny starting the engine. Not wanting to put too much weight on Mark, you tried to keep yourself up a bit, not resting your ass fully on his lap.

Oh boy was Mark in heaven. As you tried to put space in between you, you created the perfect view for Mark that he could have only dreamed off. With your back slightly bent forward he could see the curves of your body perfectly. Trying to stop his imagination from running wild.

He didn’t have to think about for to long though as Jonny took a sharp turn, making you fall right into his lap. Back pressed flush against his chest, trying to balance yourself on his legs. Mark quickly noticed your struggle.

“I’m so sorry I-“ Not wanting you to be uncomfortable the entire ride and also getting a confidence boost out of the alcohol he quickly cut you off.

“Sit down.”

He didn’t mean for it to sound so harsh but honestly, it was like music to your ears. Spreading his legs to make room for your big ass between them, you quickly settled down between them. What you weren’t ready for was for his arms to find their way around your stomach. Pulling you closer to him.

“Better?” He had the audacity to ask. You were glad that he at least couldn’t see your face, feeling your cheeks heat up even more. Mumbling back ‘mhmm’ you relax in his embrace. Ellen and Maya trying their best not to laugh beside you, Johnny and Sunny clueless in the front.

Mark was surprised at how quickly he got comfortable with you on his lap. His mind wandering to how warm and plush your body felt against his. It was most likely the alcohol talking, but he didn’t question it at all when he got the urge to put his head on your shoulder.

You were surprised to feel Mark put his head on your shoulder, but you didn’t complain. Feeling his breath slightly on your neck as he closed his eyes, taking in your scent. Mark realized in that moment, this is what he wanted, and he had to make some move tonight to get it.

At the end of the car ride, you felt so comfortable in Mark’s embrace that you felt a little sad when you started recognizing the surroundings. Meaning the car ride would soon end.

As Johnny pulled up to the parking lot, Mark removed his head from your shoulder. Letting go of his grip around your body. You let out a small sigh of disappointment. Hoping he could hold you for just a little bit longer. Mark silently hoping you didn’t think it was awkward or minded that he put his head on your shoulder.

Sunny was the first one to get out of the car. Quickly shutting the door behind her to open yours. Johnny shaking his head at how many times he had told her to be more careful with the door.

“Let’s go!” She said with excitement, rushing you to get out of the car. Meanwhile, you were panicking about how to get out of the car without falling on your face. The last thing you wanted was to embarrass yourself in front of Mark.

Getting out was surprisingly easier than you thought, Mark moving his body around to help you as much as possible. Getting out of the car and standing beside you once you had gotten out. Looking up at him as he was slightly taller than you, you admire him for a moment. Feeling watched, Mark turned his head, meeting your eyes. He was expecting you to look away as he did, but you didn’t, keeping your gaze locked.

“Thank you,” you muttered, just loud enough for him to hear with how close he was standing next to you. Smiling at you as he nodded his head slightly.

“Yeah, no problem,” he answered quietly. Happy to have you so close to him. He could definitely get used to this. He just needed to figure out what he needed to do in order to make it into reality. And so that’s what he thought about as everyone started walking towards campus once Jaehyun arrived with the rest of your friends.

As the games started, everyone became wasted pretty quickly. What else could you expect when half the penalties involved drinking. Surprisingly, Mark stayed by your side most of the evening. Cheering you on by the side lines and you doing the same for him. It might have been a coincidence that the two of you were on the same team or it could have been the vice presidents doing.

Either way, none of you were complaining as you were small talking in between breaks, getting to know each other. Asking about how each other’s summers had been and the excitement of finally starting college. Holding Mark’s glasses whenever there was an activity that could get them broken. Suddenly, the two of you were just really comfortable in each other’s presence, and you loved it.

Your team ended up on second place, Sana’s team snatching the lead by only three points and it was time to head over to the sorority houses. There were four houses that decided to host parties, mainly because they didn’t want to overcrowd any house. 

Another rule in order to get into the parties was that you had to be a member or be a members plus one. That meaning, if you were a members plus one, that member had to look out for you and make sure you wouldn’t break any rules.

Johnny had already decided on Sunny as his plus one. All of his friends already being in the house and secretly, though he wouldn’t admit it, he wanted to spend more time with her. Jaehyun took Sana as his plus one, happy that their team had won the games earlier, he couldn’t diss his number one player. Ellen and Maya, along with the rest of the gang, had already joined one of the local sorority houses and was on their way over there right now.

You regret your decision not to join a house at this very moment. In your deafens, deciding between the two leading girl houses had been hard and it was a commitment you weren’t ready for yet. Or maybe, you had just forgotten about the last couple of days.

You hoped Johnny could as the vice president bend the rules a little, just a tiny bit for you. Sunny noticed your smile turning into a frown, realising Mark had not asked you to be his plus one. She wanted to say something, but Mark beat her to it. Realizing why you suddenly wore a frown, a little mad at himself for not asking sooner.

“Wanna be my plus one y/n?” It sounded so casual coming out of his mouth. In reality, Mark was terrified of being rejected. Hands shaking a little as the words left his mouth. Turning your gaze towards him, you look at him.

“Yeah, sure.” You answered, a smile on your face as you did, and Mark smiled back. He couldn’t stop what he was saying next as the alcohol started talking for him.

“You’ll have to stay by my side though.” It was one of the rules, yes, but hearing Mark say it to you made you feel butterflies in your stomach. Feeling your face heat up a bit as you nodded.

“Of course.” As the words left your mouth, Mark began to process what he had said a minute ago, cursing at himself. What if he made it awkward? He quickly looked at Johnny, his friend just sending him a wink his way before he started walking towards the 127 house. Sunny by his side, small talking with each other. For the first time ever, Mark was actually not disgusted by his wink but surprisingly reassured.

So, he started walking as well, looking back at you to make sure you were following. You quickly caught up to him, walking beside him in a comfortable silence to the house. Listing to Johnny and Sunny’s conversation as they low-key flirted with each other every now and then. Mark letting you go up the stairs first. A real gentleman move, if it wasn’t for the fact that he wanted to look at your ass for a second without it being obvious. Still missing the view he had in the car.

From there, things escalated pretty quickly. Starting off with a truth or dare game right away. Most of the people at the party gathering to participate. Sitting down in a circle, the game begins with Johnny asking you a question.

“Have you ever given anyone a blowjob?” Your cheeks heat up at the question. By the way Sunny slaps his arm, you figure she probably mentioned it to him. Mark knew Johnny would be asking these type of questions. What he didn’t expect was your answer.

“Yes,” you answered quickly as you continued, “Sunny, what’s your dream scenario?” Shifting the focus to your best friend as she shamelessly tells her dream scenario. Johnny’s eyes lingering on her the whole time.

Mark’s eyes had never shifted its focus on you. Still taken aback at your answer. He knew you probably weren’t a hundred percent innocent, but to hear you’ve given a blowjob was something else. His imagination wandering for just a short moment before Sunny called out his name.

“Truth or dare?” Mark thought about it for a second. Thinking the truth couldn’t be worse than dare.

“Truth.”

“Who is the hottest person in the room?” He was so wrong. He nearly choked on his own spit trying to think of something to say. Should he just be honest? Should he just say it’s you? Turning his head he looks at you and your breath hitches. Maybe you wished for him to say it’s you? Just as much as he wished you would say it’s him if you got the question.

“Y/n.” It could have been the alcohol speaking, making him a little bolder, but Mark knew he had to take his chances.

Your reaction was something Mark didn’t expect. Cheeks red as you try to hide yourself, the room loud with everyone screaming, whistling and howling. Oh how Mark loved that he had an affect on you and oh how you hated it. Your body burning up at the thought of something happening between you and Mark. Did he really mean it? If so, what would happen if you made a move?

The game vent on, it going a few turns before it was your turn again. Mark looking at you through his glasses as your name was shouted. Being asked truth or dare by Jaehyun, you thought there would be no harm in taking a dare.

“Dare.”

“I dare you to… let a boy in this room take a body shot from you.” Everyone gasped in the room at Jaehyun’s words, including you. All you wanted was to avoid the blowjob questions and you got this instead. You could see how happy Daria was across the room, having the time of her life. You made a mental note to never drink her vodka again.

Turning towards Mark, you look at him hesitantly, his jaw clenched as if he was angry or really concentrated. As he meet your eyes, his gaze softened immediately, reminding himself he had absolutely no reason to get jealous. You could do whatever you want. Chose who ever you want to take the body shot of you. It’s not like he was…

“Mark.” His thoughts were interrupted by your voice, looking at him almost pleading.

“Will you do the honour?” Mark laughed. Honestly, this was not the turn he thought his night would take. Breathing rapidly, sweating nervously as he shook his head a little.

“If you won’t, I’ll gladly do it.” Jaehyun spoke and Mark shook his head.

“I’ll do it.” No way was he going to let Jaehyun get anywhere near you. Especially after you had even asked him to do it. No, he was not going to let anyone else get this opportunity with you.

“I’ll get the vodka!” Sunny shouted as she disappeared into the kitchen. Mark looked at you with eyes wide open.

“Vodka?!” He questioned and you just laughed. Oh if he only knew.

“She’s polish, so, it’s basically all she drinks and all she has,” you explained and his mouth made an ‘o’ shape. Well, now it makes a little sense he thought. Mark was still worried about the vodka though. Also, what was a body shot anyway?

He didn’t have to think about it for too long as Sunny came back from the kitchen with a bottle of vodka in her hand. Making her presence known by explaining the rules.

“So, y/n has to take of her shirt and I’ll pour some vodka on her body. It is then up to Mark to drink it all up in whatever way he wants. Got it?” She looks at Mark as she says the last part. He nods hesitantly, oh God why did you pick him out of all people?

I mean, he was your crush yes but, he was probably the only one in the room that hadn’t done it before. You could see that he was clearly flustered, probably didn’t even know what a body shot was until a few seconds ago.

“You want me on the floor or?” You ask, looking Mark in the eyes. Wanting to make it as easy as possible for him. He looked around, all eyes on the two of you, nodding as he let out a nervous sigh.

“Yeah… The floor sounds good.” He answers, trying to sound at least a little bit experienced but failing miserably as you could see right through him.

Okay, here goes nothing you thought as you took of your shirt. Happy that you decided to borrow one of Sunny’s white lace bras tonight. You didn’t dare to look at Mark as you laid down on the floor in the middle of the circle. Everyone’s attention on you as Sunny sits down next to you. Taking the vodka bottle she pours some on your stomach and then some just under breasts.

You hiss at her, trying to get her to stop. She just looks at you, shrugs her shoulders and with a grin on her face, she pours some between your breasts. Such a brat, you thought to yourself, making a friendly reminder to scold her later. She smiled at you one last time, satisfied with her work, before she got up and headed over to Johnny to sit next to him again.

“So I just…?” Mark asked, clearly staling. The view of you laid down in front of him topless was way too much and honestly, he just wanted a moment to breathe. A moment to collect his thoughts so he wouldn’t fuck this up somehow.

“Get on top of her and lick it off, easy peasy!” Johnny encouraged and Mark sent him a glare. Motherfucker knew this wasn’t easy, at least not for him. As he looked at you, he had to take a deep breath. Your breasts looking so appealing to just squeeze but Mark would never do that. God no, he would never have the guts to it no matter how badly he wanted to.

“Okay…” He breathed out, getting down on his knees. Your heart was pounding, and you almost closed your eyes, the situation being all too much. Mark swung his right leg over you, getting on top of you. His head levelled just above your crotch.

“Is this okay?” He asked, almost stumbling across his words. He tried meeting your eyes, but you kept your gaze at the ceiling. To nervous to be able to look him in the eyes.

“Yeah it’s okay, you can begin.” You reassure and not more than five seconds later, you feel Mark’s lips on your stomach as he begins to drink the vodka of your body. Mark thought that if he waited any longer, he would probably chicken out. So, the only option he really had was to just go for it.

The crowd cheered, screaming as Mark drank up the vodka. Feeling the bitter taste on his lips and down his throat as he had to swallow it. Afraid his glasses would fall down for a little bit until he noticed they stayed put. His lips were surprisingly soft, going gently over your skin and really taking his time with the task. He didn’t want to leave a mess on your body. He didn’t want you to feel sticky later.

So, he took his time. The crowds cheering quickly drawn out, his concentration being solely on you. At first, he thought he would hate it but as he got used to the taste, he actually liked it. The feeling of your skin on his lips, the way you shuttered whenever he would lick to get the last drop of you skin. Slowly but surely, he made his way upwards.

As he was just below your breasts, your breath hitched. Having him this close to them was absolute torture, wanting nothing more than for him to just take his time with you. You even got curious at how he looked like kissing your skin like this. Big mistake. As you opened your eyes and looked down you meet his gaze.

When your breath hitched, Mark got curious too. Wanted to see your reaction, see the effect he had on you. So, he looked up as he dragged himself forward, head levelled with your boobs now. His lips just above them. Keeping his gaze on you as he lowered his head again to lick the area just over your boob.

You almost let out a whine at the sight. Mark’s lips all glistering and puffy as if he had just gone down on you. Eyes almost predatory looking at you, intense and watching your every reaction. He couldn’t believe he had this affect on you. He felt as if he was dreaming.

Involuntarily, you moved your hip a little bit upwards, really just trying to get into a more comfortable position as you felt it. Mark was hard. You could feel his semi hard dick against your thigh and now you were officially turned on as well.

As if Mark hadn’t noticed, he continued with his work. Barely paying you anymore attention, well, besides your body. He was horny and wanted you all to himself, if he could make that happen somehow. The thought of you giving him a blowjob or you letting him go down on you sounding like heaven.

You barely noticed when he was finished. It wasn’t until you felt his body slowly move from yours that you opened your eyes. His face was an inch away from yours. So close, yet so far away and it only got further away as Mark got up. Johnny and Jaehyun running up to high five him and hug him way too much for his liking.

Sunny helped you up, holding your shirt in her hand. As you stood beside her and you got your shirt back you felt just how sticky your body felt. In no way did you want to ruin Sunny’s white top by putting it on and stain it with alcohol. To be frank, you also didn’t want to smell like alcohol the whole night as well.

“I think I need to wash myself or something before I put it on.” Agreeing, Sunny nodded, tapping Johnny on the shoulder.

“Is there anywhere she could wash up?” She asks him and Mark’s head turned your way, surprisingly, faster than Johnny’s.

“My room.” Mark quickly answered before Johnny had the chance, without really thinking what he was saying. Realizing pretty quickly what he had said a little bit to eagerly.

“I mean… There is a bathroom in my room. If you wanna use it, I could show you?” He added, nervously kicking his feat, hoping you’d say yes so he could sit in his room for a bit. Wait while you wash up. Cool down. Hopefully get his semi down.

Thankfully, you nodded. With your arms around your chest, Mark noticed how uncomfortable you were. Still topless in your white lace bra.

“Wait a min.” He said before squiring away. Quickly reaching the hall where he had thrown his hoodie the other day. Today he was thankful for his laziness, coming back to you quickly. Holding it out, he waited for you to take it.

“Wear it.” He says almost pleading as he sees the confused look on your face. You felt a little guilty, not wanting to ruin his hoodie.

“I’ll ruin it with the alcohol.”

“I was going to throw it in the washer tomorrow anyway, it’s fine.” He reassures you, and with that, you take the hoodie from him. Muttering a ‘thank you’ to him as you put it on.

The hoodie is soft, reaching almost below your butt. The sleeves a bit long on you but you don’t really care. It definitely smelled like Mark and you get an overwhelming urge to steal it. Wanting to wear it forever.

“It’s nice right?” Mark asks with a smile on his face. Seeing you in his hoodie made him happy. Mostly because you looked so cute in it. The light blue fabric hanging loosely on your body.

“It’s so soft.” You say in awe and Mark chuckles, bringing his hand up to your back, giving you a nudge.

“Come on, I’ll show you the way.” He said as he let go of you. The game continuing in the living room as you follow Mark through the masses of people to the hallway. He began walking up the stairs and you followed him. Every now and then, Mark would look backwards, making sure you were still behind him.

As you walked down the hall on the second floor, Mark gave you a brief tour of all the rooms. The second floor consisted of mostly different bedrooms, most of the sorority members sleeping there. A few having their bedrooms on the first floor. One common room could be found upstairs, mostly used for gaming with a total of five desk’s sitting there. As the tour went on, you reached the end of the hall and Mark pointed towards a door.

“This is me,” he announced as he pulled out a key to unlock the door. Opening the door, he let you go in first.

“I’m sorry it’s messy, I didn’t expect anyone to come here to be honest,” he nervously apologized. Scratching the back of his head. Looking around, you see a single bed, a mirror in front of it, a desk beside the bed and a wardrobe next to another door. Some clothes piled onto his desk chair. Messy papers splayed out on his desk. His bead neatly done with dark blue bed covers.

“Oh no, it’s totally fine,” you say quickly. If he only knew this was nothing compared to how your room looks when it’s messy. As Mark’s goes over to his desk, beginning to clean up the papers, you glance at the mirror. Seeing how it’s positioned right in front of the bed’s side.

“You know you shouldn’t have your mirror placed like that?” You say and Mark looks up, brows furrowed, a pout on his face.

“Why?” He asks, clearly confused at your statement.

“Mirrors are like… a gateway into other dimensions… So, like… a demon could totally kill you in your sleep right now.” You say, a hint of seriousness in your tone. Mark chuckles. Oh so that’s where you were going with that, he thought.

“That probably explains the scratch marks on my back,” he jokingly says and you look at him with eyes wide open.

“I’m just joking! Don’t worry.” He laughs and the sound of it sounds like music to your ears. You laugh with him, shaking your head.

“I’d totally would’ve had to call an exorcist otherwise.”

“My dad knows a few so if that were the case, I think he could get the very best on the job.” Mark says and as if a lightbulb got lit up above your head, you were reminded of something your mom had told you earlier.

“Wait, didn’t your dad operate his leg or something? How is he feeling?” Mark was surprised that you knew about the operation his dad had a few weeks ago. Your parents do talk from time to time but to think that you took an interest in his family as well was something he didn’t expect.

“Yeah, he had surgery on his left knee. It’s all good now though thanks to the surgery.” He answered and you nodded.

“I’m glad to hear that.” Offering him a smile as you point to the door in the room.

“Is that the bathroom?” You ask and Mark nods. Heading over to his wardrobe as he passes by you.

“Yeah, let me just get you a towel… ah! Here you go.” He hands you a white towel and you take it gratefully. Your hands touching as you do. Looking away for a second, you felt how Mark let his eyes linger on you.

“I’ll just…” You trailed off and Mark nodded, taking a step back. Giving you some space. Turning your heel, you began walking towards the bathroom door.

“Yeah… I’ll just wait here for you… Take your time,” he said, meeting your eyes just as you were about to close the door. Nodding once again, before you closed the bathroom door.

Letting out a sigh as you rest for a second against the door before going over to the mirror. Looking at yourself in Mark’s hoodie, you notice how cute you looked in it. A smile on your lips as you took it off. Beginning right away to soak the towel in your hand so you could clean yourself up.

Mark finished cleaning his desk before he sat down on his bed. With his back against the wall, he sighed, closing his eyes. Tilting his head back, taking a few deep breaths. Pep talking to himself in his head. He just had to ask you. What’s the worst thing that could happen? That you reject him?

Well… that’s pretty bad but at least he would have asked. Right? You’re as new to this as he his. Wait no, scratch that. Your summer had been filled with giving guys blowjobs after all, while his… well… it was rather spent visiting old friends and playing sports. Maybe you could teach him somehow? If you had more experience, maybe you could help him?

When you were done, you put on Sunny’s white shirt. Looking at yourself in the mirror one last time before opening the door, stepping into Mark’s bedroom again. As soon as he heard the bathroom door open, Mark opened his eyes to be meet with yours. Here goes all or nothing before he alcohol wears off he thought.

“Could you teach me?” Mark asked, and you looked at him confused. Going over to his bed as you asked him, “teach you what?”

You reached his bed in a few strides and decided to sit down on it next to him. As you sat down next to him, Mark laughed nervously, bringing his hands up to cover his face. Looking forward as he answers your question.

“Like blowjobs and stuff.” He tries to clarify but wants to mentally slap himself for that answer. Your heart pounding at his words. Not believing what you were hearing. Your crush, Mark Lee, wanted a blowjob from you? Mark finally turned his head to look at you, trying to read your face as he waited for your reaction.

“Like right now?” You felt dumb for asking, of course he probably meant right now, what were you thinking? By the way Mark looked away scratching his head, shrugging his shoulders, you felt dumb for making it awkward. In reality, Mark never meant this conversations to go this way. He was supposed to ask you out. Not whatever this was.

“I mean, you don’t have to right now… It’s just-“

“Yes,” you cut in before Mark has the chance to finish his sentence. Confused, he looks at you. Eyes wide open.

“What… what do you?”

“I’ll blow you… or give you a handjob… if that’s what you want?” You say nervously and Mark feels his dick twitch at your words. You want to blow him? Right now? Is this even real? Besides, he was supposed to fix his semi, not make it worse. Well, in a way, this could be a way to fix it.

“Yeah, yeah God, yes- but like only if you want it?”

“I want it- I mean I want to!” You quickly correct yourself, still wanting to slap yourself in the face for your poor choice of wording. Probably turning Mark off with your way to stumble across words.

On the opposite, Mark got more turned on, his breathing a bit more rapid now. Hearing you say it… still felt unreal and if someone pinched him, and this was all a dream, he would be so mad.

“So…” you start, nervously fumbling with your hands, “you want to show me how you like it?”

“How I like it?” Mark asked dumbfounded, turning his body slightly towards yours. Looking down at your lips, a desire to kiss them rising in his body. Looking up again, he meet your eyes. You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear and Mark bit his lip at the sight. You looked way to cute to be just about to give him a blowjob.

“Well yeah…” Looking at the mirror, you suddenly get an idea. “Let me sit behind you.”

Mark doesn’t question it and scoots forward, giving you space to sit behind him. You crawl your way over, head feeling as if it’s about to explode from how nervous you were feeling. Wanting to make him feel good, you didn’t want to fuck it up somehow. It was only logical that he showed you first… right?

Once you sat comfortably behind him, you placed your legs on either side of his, placing your hands on your thick thighs. You realized Mark was waiting for your next move. Pressing yourself forward you whispered in his ear, “take off your pants.”

Mark did as you told him, taking his boxers with him. Pulling them down to rest just above his knees. His semi hard cock resting upon his thigh. Biting you lip at the sigh, Mark turns his head towards you once he had thrown his pants and boxers away.

“Now what?” He whispered back and you couldn’t help but to feel yourself getting wet.

“Lean back against me… get yourself comfortable.” You commanded and Mark did as he was told. You got yourself comfortable against the wall and Mark leaned back against you. Placing his head between your boobs for the second time today.

“Touch yourself… slowly…” you whispered in his ear. Looking in the mirror, you meet Mark’s eyes, filled with lust and desire to comply. Never in a million year did he think he would end up in this situation but here he was. With his dick out in front of his crush.

As Mark began to wrap his hand around his dick, you moaned breathlessly at the sight. A smirk on Mark’s face as you did. If you were just as turned on as he was that meant you’d be soaking wet. The thought of your glistering pussy is what made Mark start to pump his hand up and down his dick. Not to fast though, you’d told him to go slowly after all.

His cock quickly getting fully hard in his hand. Precum beginning to leak out of it. With a groan, Mark relaxed in your embrace. His head falling down completely on your boobs, enjoying how soft they felt.

“Show me how you like it.” You breathlessly say, mesmerized by the sight in the mirror. Completely gone in your own world. Never had you been this turned on in your entire life. Mark took his hand upwards, circling the tip of his dick with his thumb.

Mark’s glasses began to slip off and you quickly took hold of them. Placing them on the nightstand next to bed. Mark being way to into his own thoughts to barely even notice. His eyes closed, mouth slightly open, breathing uneven. In all honesty, you barely wanted to interrupt him.

“Want me to touch you?” You purred and Mark whined.

“Fuck… yeah, please.” Letting go of his cock, Mark took a deep breath. Trying to calm himself down as your hands reached his thighs, resting them for a second, taking a deep breath as you tried to find all the courage you could. You could do this. You had Mark right in the hand of your palm, literally, and this was the hottest thing you’ve ever done so far.

Panting, Mark felt as a drop of sweat slowly made its way down his face. Taking one hand to brush his hair backwards as he suddenly bent forward, taking you by surprise. Taking hold of his shirt, Mark quickly removed it and threw it on the bedroom floor.

“Too hot…” He muttered and you couldn’t agree more. His toned chest now on display for you as well. He was indeed too hot. Smiling to yourself at your joke. As he laid down comfortably against you again, you tried to remember what Mark liked.

Well, he began stroking himself up and down, so that’s a good start, right? Taking your hand, you wrap it around his dick. Loving the way it twitched as soon as you squeezed it a little. Pumping up and down slowly. Earning small moans from Mark that went straight to your neglected clit. Your tried keeping your focus on Mark and not get lost into the pleasure, looking in the mirror as you squeeze and stroke him.

Mark was completely lost for words. He was in heaven. Your hand feeling so good with how little you were doing. It was probably all the teasing Mark had endured over the night from you. Making him and his dick needy and in need of immediate attention. As you brought your hand over to the tip of his cock, moving your thumb around the tip in slow circular motions, Mark moaned.

“Fuck… please… more…” Hearing him beg must have been just about the hottest thing you’ve ever heard. Wanting nothing more than to please him, you speed up your thumb a little bit. Going faster around his tip. Your other hand, wrapping itself around his shaft, going up and down. You wanted nothing else but for him to cum.

“That feels so good.” Mark pleaded and you started feeling yourself growing cocky.

“Yeah? Baby boy likes that?” You don’t know what comes over you but the nickname rolls of your lips so naturally and judging by Mark’s reaction, he was into it. Moaning as his dick twitches, you feel his hands move to your thighs, grabbing them. Holding onto them as if they were his life support.

“I’m so close,” he confessed and you almost moaned at how good it felt to have his hands on your thighs, moving them up and down. Making you wonder how his fingers could possibly feel inside your pussy. Stretching you out, making you ready for his cock.

“Yeah… gonna cum for me?” You ask him and feel how his hands grab hold of your thighs. Almost grabbing you painfully hard from all the pleasure he wasn’t sure how to process.

“Yeah…Can-can I?” Mark stuttered and you sped up, going as fast as you could even though you started feeling really tired. Your eyes on the mirror, looking at Mark falling apart in your arms, pleading, his whole body begging to get the sweet release it had been craving.

“Cum for me.” As soon as the words left your lips, you felt Mark’s cock twitch. His cum getting on your hand as well as shooting up on his stomach. Slowing down your movements, you ride out Mark’s high. Only stopping once you hear him whine. Letting go of his cock as he falls back into your arms. Exhausted, resting his body against yours.

You stay like that for a moment. Mark collecting his breathing as you try to collect your thoughts. Make yourself somehow believe this was all real. That somehow you had gotten to give your crush, no, you had made your crush cum in your arms, by your hands. Never did you think you could get so turned on by someone being so needy, so pouty in your arms.

You almost wanted more, but you knew there was no way Mark would be ready for another round in a while. You wouldn’t even dare to initiate anything if you were being honest. Sitting in silence, you waited for Mark to make a move.

Mark had a hard time collecting his thoughts and besides, your embrace was way to comfortable to move from. But soon enough, his cum started feeling sticky and he knew you most likely had cum on your hands as well. Not wanting to cause you any discomfort, Mark decided to move. Getting up, putting on his pants.

“You wanna…?” Mark hoped to God you knew what he meant. He didn’t want to have to spell out ‘you wanna wash your hands first of my cum or should I go?’. Nodding, you quickly got out of the bed. Your heart pounding as you went over to the bathroom. Looking at yourself in the mirror as you wash your hands you think to yourself ‘what now?’. What did this all mean?

Not wanting to keep Mark waiting, you got of his bathroom. Giving him a smile as you meet his eyes. Giving you a smile back, Mark goes into the bathroom and begins to wash himself. Thinking to himself how could he possibly have gotten this lucky? Not only were you the cutest, nicest person he knew, you also knew how to give him a mind blowing orgasm.

As panic started to set into your system, worrying what to say when Mark comes back, you decide it’s probably best to leave. Well, if you were normal, you could’ve just stayed but no, you couldn’t handle it if it turned awkward or anything. So, you convince yourself the best move is to probably leave.

Looking over at his desk, you see that he cleaned up. Going over, you open the first notebook you could find. Scrambling a note on it. Hoping he will see it later before you make your way to the door. Looking behind you as you step out of his room. Closing the door behind you. Oh God what a mess you’ve made. How were you supposed to function around Mark Lee now?   

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what are some of the most filthiest fics you've ever read?

this is the HARDEST ASK I have received so far, I spaced out after seeing this ask trying to recall every single filthy fic I ever read because there’s a lot but I will only be adding three fics per member for this ask, now, what I consider filthy may not be your cup of tea or may seem vanilla to y’all but to each their own, btw filthy to me includes threesomes to gangbangs because we’re weak for double penetration in this house, a lot of cum play and sloppy seconds, dirty talk, degradation, and more ~ by more I mean feelings, I need to feel something before drowning me in good explicit smut but I like pwps too lol, anyway, enough of my ramblings let’s get to the list! | 🍒

NOTE: please check all tags and warnings before reading a fic, read any of these at your own risk!

TOP PICKS

❥ The Hills by @minflix➴ Ski-Trip/Vacation!AU | Yoongi x Reader x Hoseok | Series➴ A ski trip with old friends sounds like a fun time, right?when your ex-boyfriend (who you hate but somehow always end up in bed with) and your stepbrother (who you are harboring not-so-secret feelings for) tag along at the last minute, you have a feeling it won’t be an uneventful weekend.but fun? debatable. that remains to be seen.

❥ Pour Up by jungxkook (deactivated/story no longer here on tumblr)➴ Fuckboy/Fratboy!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ You like to pretend you hate Jungkook and Taehyung but sleeping with both of them doesn’t sound so terrible especially when you’re drunk and faded.

❥ Extreme Obsession by saylilirose➴ Psychological/Yandere!AU | OT7 x Reader | Series➴ In life, you meet one person that you live and grow old with. 

You? You meet seven. 

But your love? Non-existent. 

But theirs? Real…and obsessive.

Which turns deadly and dangerous. 

Without hesitation.➴ NOTE: this story contains heavy/dark/taboo themes and this isn’t for everyone, make sure you read all tags and warnings before starting this fic, you’ve been warned.

Kim Namjoon

❥ Miss Communication by @dovechim➴ Poly!AU | Namjoon x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ Poly relationships can be complicated. especially one where there’s an established hierarchy, and someone decides to break the rules. in a series of miscommunications between your boyfriends, you find yourself being the conveyor of peace and something else that isn’t quite what you expected. 

❥ Tigerboy by @joonbird➴ Hybrid!AU | Namjoon x Reader | One-Shot➴ “You, a docile rabbit hybrid, have been waiting a long time to meet the mysterious tiger hybrid, Kim Namjoon.”

❥ Criminal by @teawithkpop➴ Criminal/Police!AU | Namjoon x Reader x Yoongi x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ Namjoon is a wanted criminal, and he decides he wants you to be his ‘last meal’ before he’s booked.

Kim Seokjin

❥ The Devil Wears Armani by @floralseokjin➴ Devil!AU | Seokjin x Reader | Series➴ You never imagined accidentally attempting to sell your soul to the devil would lead to this…

❥ Off-Limits by @floralseokjin➴ Brother’s Bestfriend!AU | Seokjin x Reader | Series➴ You’ve been lusting after your brother’s best friend for a while now, ever since you met him at a house party, flirting it up a storm as you failed to realise who the other was. That was months ago now and things are still awkward, but you can’t ignore the sexual tension that’s simmers between the two of you…and it keeps getting worse…

❥ In The Bleak Midwinter by @pcyheartgirlx➴ Idol/Escort!AU | Seokjin x Reader x Chanyeol | Series➴ We’re all whores, we just sell different parts of ourselves.

You own a multi-billion dollar company, servicing the biggest names in kpop, in more ways than one. Under the name “Starlight Catering”, you, your best friends, Damon and Maya, and your hundreds of workers provide stress relief for idols.

You have partially retired, not because you didn’t want to, but because Chanyeol was your muse. He was all that you had time for and all you needed. Until Jin came along.

So what happens when you mix fire and ice?

You get smoke and all the lines are blurred.

Min Yoongi (hardest list to make, I have a lot of good Yoongi filth T_T)

❥ Zelus by bumblexfox➴ Sugar Daddy/Lovers!AU | Yoongi x Reader | One-Shot➴ Yoongi becomes jealous when your close friend Jungkook puts his hands all over you right infront of his face. So, Yoongi decides to make sure you know who you really belong to.

❥ Dead Leaves by wrienne➴ Detective!AU | Yoongi x Reader x Jimin | Series➴ In which you (reader) are a homicide detective about to face the biggest hurdle both of your career and life.

Married to probably the kindest but most boring man you’ve ever met and living in a town where nothing ever seems to happen means life for you is dull. Dull enough to drive you crazy with boredom and dissatisfaction. However, life changes abruptly when your old boss retires and a new man takes his place - a man you used to love (and sleep very regularly with) more than a decade ago. Especially when your husband comes home smelling of perfume, you’re unable to resist your more carnal urges and dead women start showing up across the city with unnerving frequency.

❥ Hyung, Open the Door by @gotmetalkinginmysleep➴ Idol!AU | Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ You’ve been keeping the boys awake with your moaning for months thanks to Yoongi. Tae and Jungkook want to find out why.

Jung Hoseok 

❥ Flight 18 by @noona-la-la-la➴ Idol!AU | Hoseok x Reader | One-Shot➴ Korean Air Flight 18 leaves daily from Los Angeles traveling to Seoul. You’ve taken this flight before, but this time you’ve got an irritating passenger in the neighboring seat. Little did you know that he would end up giving you the ride of your life.

❥ See Both Sides Like Chanel by @minflix➴ Rich Kids/FWB!AU | Namjoon x Reader x Hoseok | One-Shot➴ You, Namjoon, and Hoseok are inseparable. Three best friends that grew up together since you were all in diapers.

But lately, Namjoon has been drifting away…

So on his birthday, you and Hoseok remind him just how inseparable the three of you really are.

⤷ or alternatively: a little less twenty-one candles, a little more “touch me”

❥ Langour by @littlemisskookie➴ Step-Siblings!AU | Hoseok x Reader | One-Shot➴ Hoseok’s got a lust-driven thirst for his step sister.

Park Jimin

❥ Sharing is Caring by @littlemisskookie➴ Prostitution!AU | Seokjin x Reader x Jimin | One-Shot➴ Jin graciously decides to loan you to handsome Park Jimin for the night.

❥ Power Play by @dovechim➴ Pornstar!AU | Jimin x Reader | One-Shot➴ You know him as the A-lister of all porn stars; a man who sits pretty in his place at the top of the food chain. But you also know him as the Park Jimin who single-handedly humiliated you and ruined your own career as a rookie just starting out, the epitome of the biggest dick in the entire industry… and you’re not talking about his assets. But when Park Jimin comes to you, saying he’s in a slump that only you can get him out of and begs you to sign an exclusive contract with him; things get messy… in more ways than one.

❥ Neighbors by @jkeuphoriadreamland➴ Neighbors!AU | Jimin x Reader | Series➴ Finally achieving your successes in life you never expected the distraction that came with your new hot neighbor. He, however, had been trying to get your attention for a much different reason.

Kim Taehyung & Jeon Jungkook (because majority of my fave filth includes these two ~ I am breaking the 3 fics list for them because I can dsjkhfkjasdhf)

❥ Clandestine by @ditzymax➴ Assassin!AU | Taehyung x Named OC x Jungkook | Series➴  As a professional assassin, Kim Kinsoo has many shrouded secrets in her life. Some of them she shares openly with her loving boyfriend, but there are other things he must never know.

❥ Shameless by @imaginethisbts➴ Voyeurism/Exhibitionism!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ Taehyung’s the new guy in town, just trying to make some friends. And when Jungkook invites him to a party, he thinks he’s finally gotten a good opportunity to meet some new people. But what he doesn’t expect is witnessing his new friend Jungkook and his girlfriend, you, getting it on in front of him, and all of the other guys, at this so-called party. 

❥ When You Least Expect It by @johobi➴ F2L/Lovers!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ You’re in love with your childhood friend, Taehyung. The problem is, you treasure your friendship with him far too much to ever risk losing it. Oh, and he’s quite the Casanova. At your wits’ end with feelings you can no longer hide as diligently as you once did, you ask him to set you up with someone, anyone, in a last-ditch attempt to avoid a heartbreaking conversation.

❥ Stealing the Bite by @wildernessuntothemselves➴ Supernatural!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ In a world populated by the supernatural, witches were the most despised and mistrusted of creatures. Everyone desired to make use of their powers but no one was willing to be seen openly conferring with them. And so there came to pass a heinous practice: Small covens of witches were isolated and kept under wraps in every kingdom, to be utilized when needed, and kept under close watch to prevent them from rebelling. 

Growing up in a kingdom ruled by werewolves, abuse and scorn were a fact of life, but you were determined to put an end to it. You devised a devious plan to gain power, and it involved a certain prince.

❥ The Doms Next Door by @tatertotthethot➴ Poly/Tattoo!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ In which you unknowingly accept the offer to become a tattoo model for the two, sexually-crazed men next door.

❥ Maid for You by @forgottenpasta➴ Idol!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ As Bangtan’s dorm maid you’re expected to be professional, your identity anonymous. Until Jeongguk finds you on your knees beside his bed, with his rolex in your hand.

❥ Into Temptation by coconutty➴ Demon!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ It was just a dare…

❥ Lust and Errors by @imaginethisbts➴ Step-Siblings!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ Stepbrother, fuck buddy… They were one and the same now. But what started out as some mindless fucking game, quickly turns into something much more difficult and complex.

❥ What’s Mine is Mine by @avveh➴ Idol!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot ➴ You caught his eye from day one. As far as Jungkook was concerned, you were always meant to be his.

❥ This Isn’t Love Darling by @junqkook➴ Mafia/Escort!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ He tasted of an empty night and an eclipsing moon, with blood on his hands and fire in his eyes when he put his mouth on yours.

❥ Illicit Photography by @jkeuphoriadreamland➴ University/Photography!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ You’re a well respected university professor who assigns a portfolio project to your photography students, but your best student, Jungkook, doesn’t follow the rules very well.

❥ My Way by @ellieljade➴ Fuckbuddy!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ Jungkook doesn’t appreciate your boyfriend’s insistence that he stop sleeping with you and he knows just how to prove that you like it his way.

OT7

❥ Moth to Flame by @bang-to-the-tan➴ Vampire!AU | OT7 x Reader | Series➴ Robbed of your memories and intended as a birthday present for a deadly creature of the night, you unwittingly become the center of a territorial dispute between two covens of vampires. Tensions are rising and the brothers are getting hungry.

❥ Void by @btssavedmylifeblr➴ Space!AU | OT7 x Reader | Series➴ You are the only female crew member on a 12-year space mission with seven handsome men. The sexual tension is real, y’all.

❥ Temptation Series by @yminie➴ Idol!AU | OT7 x Reader | Series➴ Sleeping Temptation : Yoongi and Jimin come home to find you asleep on the couch. To say they were happy they beat the other members back would be an understatement.

➴ Waking Temptation : Hoseok, Taehyung and Namjoon are home, and you’re not asleep anymore.

➴ Sweeter Temptation : After an eventful evening, it’s the morning after and Jin’s there to take care of you.

➴ Breaking Temptation : Jungkook ditches movie night for other activities, and you’re not impressed.

❥ Seven Deadly Sins by @mintedmango➴ Demon!AU | OT7 x Reader | Series➴ You stood suddenly, chair being pushed away by the backs of your legs, the rest of the sins standing with you as you looked around in panic. All except Sloth who was out cold in the corner.“Oh, little pet, indeed, I am still hungry.”

❥ Physcom by @teawithkpop➴ Idol!AU | OT7 x Reader | Series➴ AU where live-in Physical Companions are provided to k-pop groups so the members can relieve their sexual related stress and tension - around their busy schedules, of course. You are one such “PhysCom”. However, complications arise when the BTS members start harboring romantic feelings for you. Feelings you’re not sure you can reject with any believable amount of conviction. Such a scandal could result in getting both you and them fired and exposed, ruining any future career options for all parties involved… it turns out the “com” in PhysCom might as well stand for complications.

❥ Cum by @honeymoonjin➴ Idol!AU | OT7 x Reader | Two-Shot➴ An episode of Run! BTS in which the seven members compete to see who can make you cum first.

❥ The Gentlemen’s Club by @brookelegend➴ Club!AU | OT7 x Reader (Hobi-Centric) | Series➴ You’ve been in a dating drought, more specifically, a sex drought. Your best friend has the perfect remedy for your problem: The Gentlemen’s Club.

[artemis-enigmar]

Soft Mia x Phoenix Headcanons

(AU where Mia is still alive, obviously)

*Mia is smol™️, and when she borrowed Phoenix’s suit jacket one time, it looked like she was wearing on of Trucy’s cloaks.

*Going off the last point, Mia’s so tiny that Phoenix loves to spin her when they hug, and it always makes her laugh. She kicks her legs up like she’s in a romcom.

*Both are Biromantic as heck. Movie nights typically consist of them commenting on the various attractive actors:

“He’s so hot.”

“Mood.”

(Maya taught him that word and Mia hates it.)

* Phoenix is the epitome of shameless Dad Fashion. “Kiss the Cook” aprons, socks with sandals, the whole bit. Maya bought him and Mia “She’s My Minnie” “He’s My Mickey” shirts when they all took Trucy and Pearl to Disney.

*Phoenix proposed in front of Sleeping Beauty’s Castle.

*Maya helped him plan it (hence the t-shirts). She teased him that it was so cheesy and cliché, but Mia loved it and Maya totally cried when the proposal actually happened. (Trucy and Pearl were more along the lines of incoherent squealing, as they had no idea.)

[clexaao3feed]

Hold Me Close (For Eternity)

by daenaughtclexa

Its a new year at Arcadia College, and when a wealthy Lexa Woods arrives her life takes a dramatic turn. Her new found obsession Clarke Griffin turns out to be more of an unfriendly dictator than a lover. But when the time comes will Lexa find that she's in over her head? Or will she take a risk and shoot her shot?

A Clexa college AU where Lexa comes from an extremely wealthy family and is quite famous, and Clarke is a hot-headed artist who happens to be captain of the soccer team.

Words: 2218, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: The 100 (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Clarke Griffin, Lexa (The 100), Octavia Blake, Raven Reyes, Bellamy Blake, John Murphy (The 100), Niylah (The 100), Finn Collins, Lincoln (The 100), Abby Griffin, Jake Griffin, Indra (The 100), Harper (The 100), Monty Green, Jasper Jordan, Maya Vie, Echo (The 100), Anya (The 100)

Relationships: Clarke Griffin/Lexa, Finn Collins/Clarke Griffin, Octavia Blake/Raven Reyes, Bellamy Blake/John Murphy, Clarke Griffin/Niylah

Additional Tags: Happy Ending, Angst, Fluff, Light Dom/sub, Smut, Shameless Smut, Alternate Universe - The 100 (TV) Fusion, Light Bondage, Light BDSM, Aftercare, Jealous Clarke, Artist Clarke Griffin, Alternate Universe - College/University, Rich Lexa (The 100)

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Roleplaying/Writing

My favorite muse(s) of theirs and why: Um duh, Phoenix, but all of Starry’s muses are so much fun and written so well and just – augh. But Phoenix bc I have a bias towards one of my fave charas of all time.

My favorite interaction/thread of theirs: all of our threads, fuck it, i’m shameless

My thoughts on their unique characterization/intepretation of their muse(s): I love how you’ve developed where canon leaves it vague. I love his Mexican heritage, your headcanons regarding how he looks when using the magatama, his feelings re: Dahlia & Iris, his family, just – everything you’ve poured into him really makes him feel real. I wish he was real gdi

My thoughts on their writing style as a whole: Your dialogue, internal and external, is so fucking en pointe with all your muses. I just hear them in every word.

Situation(s)/Plot(s) I’d love to see their muse(s) in: We have so many fucking AUs with Phoenix and Lenora I think this is moot. I can just ping you if I have an idea. But hmm…  I honestly just want more AA muses to pop back into existence. Especially a Maya. We need a Maya.  Also I feel like Gomez needs a brother. And your Joker needs a Batman. I just want to see everything ;o; i’ll read your stuff forever

Someone else I love seeing them interact with: I love reading Gomez & @dramatvrgy‘s threads tbh. I’m glad you’re single ship with her! It just fits. :D

Anything else I want to say about their roleplaying: I can gush about you for probably long enough to make you uncomfortable and question our friendship so i’ll stop here 

If We Know Each Other

What I Think Are Their Best Qualities: Your fucking salt is legendary. Also you share the best new fandoms/obsessions like derren brown and gordon ramsay

What I Think Are Their Strengths: You are so open-minded when it comes to different interpretations and AUs and it’s so exciting; we are never going to stop thinking of new things for the same ship and that’s such a relief to me

A Memorable OOC Interaction Of Ours: Anytime we watch something together tbh. Especially the end of Hell’s Kitchen ! That was so fun to watch the whole thing with you.

Why Others Should RP With Them: She’s just great. Starry is great. And she’s on at least once a day, she has a great draft system, she’s just great.

How Others Should Approach Them: Have something in mind and/or be willing to put just as much effort and thought into an idea. Or at least communicate clearly in ooc.

Anything else I want to say about them: we talk like every day and i’m so excited and i swear to god we are going to meet in person one day some how. some way.

If We Have/Plan To Interact Together

A plot I’d like to write with them: check The List. or just scroll up on Skype lmao.A muse I want to introduce to them: i don’t have any new ones now…for now..A ship/broship I’d like to propose to them: OK BUT IF YOU EVER EVER WANT TO RP ARI AGAIN PLEASE, PLEASE LET HIM AND CELENE WORK TOGETHER IDC IF THEYRE DRINKING BUDDIES OR FUCK BUDDIES BUT –A thread with them I’m excited about: literally all of themAnything else I want to say: youre not allowed to ever outgrow rpingm. my soul will shatter into a thousand pieces like voldemort’s horcruxes 

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Admin Maya popping back in for some shameless tag promotion. We have a wonderful little group forming, but we would absolutely adore getting some more apps. We’re a brand new glee AU multiples RP inspired by L. J. Smith’s series of fiction ‘Night World’. Set in modern-day New Orleans, you get the choice of being a vampire, a witch, a shapeshifter, a werewolf, or even a human! So if you fancy a little supernatural in your RP, head on over and check us out! We’d love to have you.

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Beta AU. This is somewhere around 1540. I'm running with the assumption that Mayor Dewey's ancestor only discovered the bit of land that became Beach City and not the Americas as a whole.

FYI: The Triple Alliance is more commonly known as the Aztec Empire, Teotihuacan is famous for having specialized artisan workshops and its original name is unknown as it predates the Triple Alliance, and the pyramid-builders are the Maya. Macaws were traded from Mexico to the Four Corners. River Run Village is derived from the Navajo name for Antelope Canyon, which is where I suspect Beta Kindergarten was supposed to be located. There are passing references of European visitation to Awatovi Pueblo and the fall of the Triple Alliance, which happened about 20 years apart.

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There's something about the way Rose Quartz is around humans that bothers Jasper immensely. Like the humans are those exotic macaws traded from distant lands to be ogled and fawned over. On one hand, she respects their tenacity. On the other, well, she has been around enough of them to be duly unimpressed by their weird lusts and crimes of passions and base greed. They're not unlike gems in that respect, which she suspects is a quality lost on Rose. And the thought that they needed to be protected from corrupted gems is laughable, at best. Jasper has, in her time, seen small bands of humans take down bison many times their size. She has seen the ritualized flower wars of the Triple Alliance, the weapons crafted from the Teotihuacan workshops with expert efficiency and speed, and the great military campaigns of the pyramid-builders. While she hasn't seen the humans hunting corrupted gems for status, she has heard of it happening. They're not the ones Rose should be worrying about, and Jasper tends to go to the Temple herself in order to avoid drawing Rose’s attention to her neighbors.

Of course, it would help if Rose was actually there. The sheltered warp pad in front of the door is deserted, and Jasper has little more to do than hang around and wait. She supposed she should be impressed by the fusion carving, but it reminds her a bit of the self-glorifying stelae of the pyramid-builders, and frankly Jasper is a bit disappointed that the Crystal Gems hadn't bothered to carve in stories of their deeds because that would give her something to look at while she waits.

The warp pad activates as the sun sets, and Pearl steps off of it with that grace Jasper has a hard time getting out of her head most of the time. But she's here for business, not shameless flirting, and Pearl seems to sense something off immediately.

"Jasper!" Her intonation is more concerned than Jasper expects, which she supposes isn't too surprising. The River Run Village gems and the Crystal Gems seldom have anything to do with each other, and it's been that way since the treaty a few thousand years ago. "What brings you out here?"

"You've been out past the oceans, right? Have any experience with unwashed men? Pink, kinda like newborn mice?"

Pearl gave her that Look, the one that said she had no idea what Jasper was talking about and was vaguely concerned that there was something askew in the universe. "Mice?"

Right. Pearl wasn't like them, with their recreational eating and hoarding. She'd probably never encountered a mouse. "Little furry things. They come out pink and naked at birth. Tasty when roasted with peppers and served with beans and piki bread." She is, admittedly, joking over the last bit.

The Look turns into disgust and horror, which is always entertaining. Jasper can't help but break character and grin, which makes Pearl huff in mock irritation. "Jasper! How do you expect me to take you seriously when you jest like that? You're as bad as Amethyst sometimes!"

Jasper's grin fades, but it doesn't quite disappear. "I like poking you. But really, have you encountered smelly pink men?"

"They're mostly from a continent overseas. Rose is concerned about the reasons behind their exploration." Pearl almost looked worried. "Why?"

"A few started turning up at the neighboring villages. Nothing bad has happened so far, but there are rumors. Trade from the Triple Alliance stopped a few years back and we're worried." It was a bit of an understatement, but she would rather not have to deal with yet another round of warnings about getting involved.

It's too late. Pearl is often transparent despite her best efforts, and the concern she tries to cover up with a reassuring smile is all too obvious. "Well, I wouldn't stress about it if nothing happened."

Which is code for worry and make plans right now. Jasper frowns as she starts considering a visit to Tenochtitlan, and she knows that Pearl recognizes that she plans on doing something. Before they fall into the old dance over whether or not to get involved, Jasper starts towards the warp pad. "Thanks. See you later." She should throw in a parting flirtation, but she's not in the mood anymore. Tenochtitlan beckons.

"Jasper, you're all gems. Don't get invol--"

The sound of the warp pad activating drowns out whatever Pearl finishes with, but Jasper has heard it often enough that she doesn't mind disregarding it this once.

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Hold Me Close (For Eternity)

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/305oXyg

by daenaughtclexa

Its a new year at Arcadia College, and when a wealthy Lexa Woods arrives her life takes a dramatic turn. Her new found obsession Clarke Griffin turns out to be more of an unfriendly dictator than a lover. But when the time comes will Lexa find that she's in over her head? Or will she take a risk and shoot her shot?

A Clexa college AU where Lexa comes from an extremely wealthy family and is quite famous, and Clarke is a hot-headed artist who happens to be captain of the soccer team.

Words: 2218, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: The 100 (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Clarke Griffin, Lexa (The 100), Octavia Blake, Raven Reyes, Bellamy Blake, John Murphy (The 100), Niylah (The 100), Finn Collins, Lincoln (The 100), Abby Griffin, Jake Griffin, Indra (The 100), Harper (The 100), Monty Green, Jasper Jordan, Maya Vie, Echo (The 100), Anya (The 100)

Relationships: Clarke Griffin/Lexa, Finn Collins/Clarke Griffin, Octavia Blake/Raven Reyes, Bellamy Blake/John Murphy, Clarke Griffin/Niylah

Additional Tags: Happy Ending, Angst, Fluff, Light Dom/sub, Smut, Shameless Smut, Alternate Universe - The 100 (TV) Fusion, Light Bondage, Light BDSM, Aftercare, Jealous Clarke, Artist Clarke Griffin, Alternate Universe - College/University, Rich Lexa (The 100)

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/305oXyg

[ao3feed-murphamy]

by daenaughtclexa

Its a new year at Arcadia College, and when a wealthy Lexa Woods arrives her life takes a dramatic turn. Her new found obsession Clarke Griffin turns out to be more of an unfriendly dictator than a lover. But when the time comes will Lexa find that she's in over her head? Or will she take a risk and shoot her shot?

A Clexa college AU where Lexa comes from an extremely wealthy family and is quite famous, and Clarke is a hot-headed artist who happens to be captain of the soccer team.

Words: 2218, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: The 100 (TV), Fear the Walking Dead (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Clarke Griffin, Lexa (The 100), Octavia Blake, Raven Reyes, Bellamy Blake, John Murphy (The 100), Niylah (The 100), Finn Collins, Lincoln (The 100), Abby Griffin, Jake Griffin, Indra (The 100), Harper (The 100), Monty Green, Jasper Jordan, Maya Vie, Echo (The 100), Anya (The 100)

Relationships: Clarke Griffin/Lexa, Finn Collins/Clarke Griffin, Octavia Blake/Raven Reyes, Bellamy Blake/John Murphy, Clarke Griffin/Niylah

Additional Tags: Happy Ending, Angst, Fluff, Light Dom/sub, Smut, Shameless Smut, Alternate Universe - The 100 (TV) Fusion, Light Bondage, Light BDSM, Aftercare, Jealous Clarke, Artist Clarke Griffin, Alternate Universe - College/University, Rich Lexa (The 100)

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Title: Reckless King

Series: Kings of Rittenhouse #2

Author: Maya Hughes

Genre: New Adult/Sports Romance

Release Date: August 24, 2018

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An irresistibly steamy college sports romance.

I’m Heath Taylor. Laid back. Easy going. Fastest guy on two skates and chill to a fault. Until Kara.

Three nights together and I’m done for. Her laugh, her smile, the way my hand curves around her waist. She’s the one. Not a doubt in my mind...until I walk into my last class of the semester.

Kara, the woman of my dreams, is my new instructor. My hockey season and her career prospects are on the line. One false move--if anyone finds out--we’re both sunk.

On the ice I’m a beast that can’t be stopped, but thoughts of her are throwing me off my game. My fingers itch to feel her in my arms again. But risking everything could ruin what we’ve worked so hard for.

Sometimes life has a way of changing the best laid plans. And sometimes you can’t stay away no matter the promises you make.

Life doesn’t play fair, but neither do I…

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Maya Hughes has always loved romance novels. One look at her Kindle is confirmation. She started writing her first romance novel while pregnant with her third child and she hasn’t looked back. Now, her romance writing addiction has replaced her romance reading addiction.

You can find her writing on her foldable keyboard and phone anytime inspiration strikes. Her sweet and steamy stories range from rockstars to small towns and everything in between. When she’s not writing, she’s playing with her three kids, running errands or vegging on the couch with the love of her life and biggest fan, her husband.

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By Maya Hughes

Publication Date: August 23, 2018 Genre: New Adult, Sports Romance

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An irresistibly steamy college sports romance.

I’m Heath Taylor. Laid back. Easy going. Fastest guy on two skates and chill to a fault. Until Kara.

Three nights together and I’m done for. Her laugh, her smile, the way my hand curves around her waist. She’s the one. Not a doubt in my mind...until I walk into my last class of the semester.

Kara, the woman of my dreams, is my new instructor. My hockey season and her career prospects are on the line. One false move--if anyone finds out--we’re both sunk.

On the ice I’m a beast that can’t be stopped, but thoughts of her are throwing me off my game. My fingers itch to feel her in my arms again. But risking everything could ruin what we’ve worked so hard for.

Sometimes life has a way of changing the best laid plans. And sometimes you can’t stay away no matter the promises you make.

Life doesn’t play fair, but neither do I…

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You can find her writing on her foldable keyboard and phone anytime inspiration strikes. Her sweet and steamy stories range from rockstars to small towns and everything in between. When she’s not writing, she’s playing with her three kids, running errands or vegging on the couch with the love of her life and biggest fan, her husband. 

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[monsucces]

8 choses dont je suis certaine dans la vie

http://femmedinfluence.fr/oprah-ce-dont-je-suis-certaine/

Oprah Winfrey : « 8 choses dont je suis certaine dans la vie » 78358 VIEWSFacebookTwitter

Oprah Winfrey où l’incarnation même du bon et du savoir vivre. Seule et grâce à sa détermination sans nom, elle est devenu la première et seule milliardaire afro-américaine au monde. Elle est l’une des plus grandes sources d’inspirations féminines. Et de tout ce vécu, elle en tire des centaines de leçons qu’elle transmettra dans sa chronique « What I Know For Sure » (traduit librement par : « Ce dont je suis certaine ») de son magazine The Oprah Magazine.

Après que Gene Siskel en 1998 lui demanda : « Dites-moi, de quoi êtes-vous certaine ? » – lors d’une émission lui étant dédiée – et 14 ans de réflexions, de remise en question, et de préparations, Oprah Winfrey nous offre la réponse de sa vie. Elle partage avec nous toute son expérience et ses révélations, dans l’ouvrage intitulé lui aussi « Ce dont je suis certaine »

8 thématiques : La joie / La résilience / Les relations / La gratitude / Les possibilités / L’émerveillement / La clarté / Le pouvoir. 1 phrase : « Ce dont je suis certaine, c’est que… » Et des centaines d’anecdotes, prônant une sagesse et une vérité auxquelles on ne cessera de se référer. C’est parti, on y fait un tour !

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Bonheur-rihanna

« Ce dont je suis certaine, c’est que chaque journée nous offre la chance de prendre une grande respiration, de nous déchausser et de danser – afin de vivre sans regret et avec autant de joie, de plaisir et de rire que possible. Nous pouvons valser avec courage sur la scène de la vie et mener la vie que notre esprit nous incite à vivre ou encore nous asseoir tranquilles contre le mur, en nous dissimulant dans l’ombre de la peur et du doute. »

S’il y a une chose qu’il faut que vous fassiez là tout de suite, c’est de faire de votre vie un pur plaisir. Car elle est un trésor qui regorge de bons moments, de moments uniques, de VOS moments. Vous avez le pouvoir de rendre tout vos instants délicieux et puissants. Vivez, c’est le premier secret.

2 : La Résilience image: http://femmedinfluence.fr/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Strong-is-beautiful.gif

Strong-is-beautiful

« Ce dont je suis certaine, c’est que le seul moyen de surmonter le séisme consiste à modifier notre position. Il est impossible d’éviter les secousses quotidiennes. Elles font partie de la vie. Par contre, je crois que ces expériences sont des cadeaux visant à nous obliger à faire un pas vers la droite ou la gauche à la recherche d’un nouveau centre de gravité. Ne les combattez pas. Permettez-leur de vous aider à améliorer votre équilibre. »

La résilience traduit l’aptitude d’un corps à résister aux chocs et à reprendre sa structure initiale. Adaptée à la psychologie, elle désigne la capacité à surmonter les épreuves. Ce qui veut dire mesdames, qu’il est dans vos capacités naturelles de ne jamais laisser tomber, et de surmonter toutes difficultés en laissant la peur de côté. Il est inutile de vouloir changer le cours des choses sous prétexte que vous ne vous y attendiez pas. C’est ici, face à vous, et rien ne sert de l’éviter.

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Ce que vous êtes aujourd’hui ne résulte pas d’un tour de passe-passe. Vous vous êtes faites, et vous vous êtes construites chacune, de manière différente, avec VOS outils. Et peu importe ce qui s’est passé, peu importe ce qui as pu vous faire croire que vous avez était détruite, si vous êtes assise à lire cet article, c’est que vous avez fait preuve de résilience.

3 : Les Relations image: http://femmedinfluence.fr/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Know-yourself.gif

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« Ce dont je suis certaine, c’est que le manque d’intimité ne correspond pas au fait d’être distant envers une personne ; il s’agit d’un manque d’égard pour soi-même. Il est vrai que nous avons tous besoin du genre de relations qui nous enrichit et nous soutient. Il est par contre tout aussi vrai que, si vous recherchez une personne dans l’espoir qu’elle vous guérisse et vous complète – pour qu’elle fasse taire la voix intérieure, qui vous murmure sans cesse : Tu ne vaux rien –, vous perdez votre temps. Pourquoi ? Parce que si vous ne savez pas déjà que vous avez de la valeur, il n’y a rien que vos amis, votre famille et votre conjoint ou conjointe puissent vous dire qui vous en convaincra entièrement. Le Créateur vous a confié toute la responsabilité de votre vie. Or, cette responsabilité s’accompagne d’un privilège extraordinaire : le pouvoir de se donner à soimême l’amour, l’affection et l’intimité qu’il se peut que vous n’ayez pas reçus enfant. Vous êtes la meilleure mère, le meilleur père, la meilleure sœur, le meilleur ami ou la meilleure amie, le meilleur cousin ou la meilleure cousine et le meilleur amant ou la meilleure amante que vous puissiez jamais avoir.»

C’est à dire mes #FI, qu’avant d’établir toute relations avec autrui, avant de vous plaindre qu’aucune relations -amicales ou non- ne fonctionne pas, que finalement vous êtes de celle qui se lassent bien trop vite à leur goût, apprenez à vous aimez et à vous supportez d’abord ! Vous m’avez bien comprise, il est important que vous appreniez à faire votre propre connaissance avant de commencer à faire connaissance avec autrui. Pourquoi ? Parce que ce n’est pas l’autre qui comblera ce de quoi vous manquez. Tout simplement parce que vous manquez d’amour propre.

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4 : La Gratitude image: http://femmedinfluence.fr/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/ThankYou.gif

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« Dans les meilleurs et les pires moments, je sais avec certitude que la vie est un cadeau. Et je crois que, peu importe où nous vivons, à quoi nous ressemblons et ce que nous faisons dans la vie, ce qui compte réellement – ce qui nous fait rire et pleurer, nous attriste et nous décourage, nous ravit et nous fait nous réjouir –, c’est que nous partageons le même espace de cœur. Nous le remplissons simplement de choses différentes.»

Dites merci ! Réveillez vous et dites merci. Commencez par remercier tout ce qui vous as amené à vous lever, tout ce qui vous amènera à avancer dans votre journée et tout ce qui permettra de vous recoucher par la suite. Ne soyez pas ingrate de la chance que vous avez. Vous vivez ! Nous vivons chacune nos vies de manière différente, mais une chose est sure : Nous la vivons, alors merci !

5 : Les Possibilités image: http://femmedinfluence.fr/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Im-going-to-take-a-stand.gif

Im-going-to-take-a-stand

«Voici ce dont je suis certaine : rien de ce que vous redoutez le plus n’a de pouvoir, c’est votre peur qui détient le pouvoir. La chose en soi ne peut vous atteindre, mais la peur que vous en avez risque de vous voler votre vie. Chaque fois que vous tombez dans son piège, vous perdez de la force, alors que votre peur en gagne. Voilà pourquoi vous devez décider que, peu importe combien la route à parcourir vous semble difficile, vous surmonterez vos angoisses afin de poursuivre votre chemin.»

La règle est la suivante : Ne jamais laisser une occasion vous filer entre les doigts par peur. À aucun moment, elle ne doit prendre le contrôle de votre vie et de vos choix. La peur est une dictatrice qui ne vous laissera ni vivre, ni espérer sans vous avoir coupée la tête au préalable. il vous faut alors prendre une décision rapidement : Soit vous stagnez et restez figé sans prendre aucun risque d’évolution. Soit vous préparez votre corps et votre esprit à surmonter les chemins les plus laborieux pour un objectif final. Vous vous doutez bien qu’une #FI digne de ce nom choisit la seconde option. Alors oui vous tomberez, mais ce qui est certain, c’est que vous serez debout, plus forte, plus droite et plus grande encore.

6 : L’Émerveillement image: http://femmedinfluence.fr/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Wow.gif

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«Je sais avec certitude que chaque journée comporte la possibilité de contempler le monde avec émerveillement. Ce dont je suis certaine, c’est que la vie sur notre magnifique planète est un don extraordinaire. Et je veux que le temps que je passe ici soit aussi lumineux que possible.»

Soyez l’enfant qui découvre chaque parcelle de ce monde, de cette vie pour la première fois. Soyez de celle qui lorsqu’elles apprennent, se cultivent et s’instruisent, sont sidérées par la majesté de la connaissance. Soyez de celles qui admirent, contemplent, scrutent, recherchent et découvrent avec passion. Vous n’avez encore rien vu, vous n’avez pas tout vu, c’est ça qui est surprenant.

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7 : La Clarté image: http://femmedinfluence.fr/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Choice.gif

Choice

« Ce dont je suis certaine, c’est que je devais d’abord savoir clairement qui j’étais avant de pouvoir vaincre la maladie du vouloir plaire. Une fois que j’ai eu accepté que j’étais une personne bien, gentille et généreuse – que je dise oui ou non –, je n’ai plus eu quoi que ce soit à prouver. J’ai déjà redouté que les gens se disent : « Mais pour qui se prend-elle ? » J’ai toutefois maintenant le courage de prendre position en déclarant : « Voilà qui je suis. »

C’est à dire, mesdames, qu’il vous faut une base fondée, stable et véritable au sein de votre vie. Cette base est non seulement la connaissance de qui vous êtes, mais également de ce que vous valez. Après mis de côté la peur au sein de votre vie, faites en sortes maintenant de mettre de côté le désordre et l’incertitude qui concerne votre fondement véritable. Après ça, vous vous assumerez, réellement.

8 : Le Pouvoir image: http://femmedinfluence.fr/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/I-feel-so-damn-powerful.gif

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« Ce dont je suis certaine, c’est que nous devenons ce à quoi nous nous attardons – telles pensées, telle femme. Si, pendant des heures et des heures, nous assimilons des images et des messages n’exprimant pas notre magnificence, il n’y a rien d’étonnant à ce que nous nous sentions vidées de notre force de vivre. Si nous regardons des dizaines d’actes de brutalité chaque semaine, nous ne devrions pas nous étonner non plus que nos enfants considèrent la violence comme un moyen acceptable de régler un conflit.»

Vous avez le pouvoir de devenir ce que vous avez toujours voulu être. le pouvoir qui est entre vos main n’est autre que celui qui vous permet de dirigé la plus grande des populations : vous même. Vous avez le contrôle sur ce que vous regardez, qui vous côtoyez et ce à quoi vous pensez. Vous êtes votre responsable, vous êtes votre patron, vous êtes votre dirigeant.

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