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acquiescest · 1 month ago

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irt the lrb what would you say if i said liam & noel spent new years 2023 together in paris

what would you say if i said liam bought the house in france (the one with noel's name carved into the walls) in march 2023 and that month noel talked about wanting to spend several months in paris

which could mean nothing

#just making guesses chatting shit talking bollocks you know how it is #if anyone can debunk that first thing pls tell me!#feel like i'm wearing a tinfoil hat and it doesn't vibe with my outfits if y'know what i mean #feel like i should do a timeline but every time i try it gets out of hand #ok have some very messy puzzle piecing:#liam & noel texting/calling from time to time since jan 2020 #noel splits w sara spring 2022 starts spending more time in manchester #maybe march mothers day something happened?? possibly liam & noel met up in april??? that's pure speculation though #pretty boy released oct 31 2022 noel stops wearing wedding ring #noel spends christmas in england for the first time in ages #liam listens to the smiths all christmas eve. on christmas he has a party for close friends and family (including bod)#liam and debbie go to france for the new year to house hunt #liam claims on twitter (no one believes him) that noel is with him on new years day #(((he posts a selfie that i uhhh got very tinhatty about.. don't worry about it)))#noel goes to a football game on jan 5 and he is in a very good mood #divorce news jan 14. liam's divorce playlist jan 15. allegedly out drinking together jan 16. noel does promo for new single jan 17 #jan 18th liam claims on twitter noel wants to meet up #peggy's 80th birthday end of jan #liam's hip surgery beginning of feb #feb 6th he claims noel's “coming over later to wipe my arse and change the bedding he's a good lad really”#starts slagging noel off for real again in early march (he'd been “nice” since november's pretty boy promo)#news that he bought a house in france #noel does a bunch of promo at the end of march (when the 3rd single came out) some of which didnt air until june when the album came out #there's one interview where he seems very tired and hungover and he blabs about paris for ages #end of march is the 1st time he tells liam to call him. 2 months later he asks (goads) liam again a bunch of times #anyway i probably forgot some liam tweets from jan/feb and i really haven't looked into 2022 or 2021 yet #but yeah it's pretty clear they were hanging out 👁️👁️ jan 2023 and then things soured by march after liam's surgery #(((kinda wonder if noel ghosted him and then was too scared to call))) ←wondering that bc it's exactly what i would've done :/#the christmas eve/day stuff probably means nothing btw but well i'm feeling insane about the new years stuff don't even worry about it

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icewindandboringhorror · 5 months ago

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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...

#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we #enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing #seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you #have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it #actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove #certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple #talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t #edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more #of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is #it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much #to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on #cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the #deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more #cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play #any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods #and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think #about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som #cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o #something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my #hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for #weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar #estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh #.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj

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quietlyblooms · 4 months ago

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i'm gonna take a lil break, but it's possible i might have to log off early bc i'm starting to just feel icky all around. pretty sure the lack of sleep is catching up to me once again, and i really need to be well-rested since i'm gonna help my friend finish painting her house tomorrow. but i promise if i don't message you tonight, i haven't forgotten! i just need a lil more time, and i appreciate your patience <3

#it's hard to go to bed at a decent time during the week bc i'm more of a night person and then my brain just doesn't fully turn off #when i need it to #so on the weekends i crash a lil bit it seems #but i'm feeling a lil sick and achey and sleepy all at once so i think that's a sign for me to go take it easy #i might lurk a lil? but we'll see bc i might try to go to bed early too uvu #get ready to ramble | ooc

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aefensteorrra · 1 year ago

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I do not have even an ounce of the social energy required for tomorrow... it's going to be so much

#have to go out today to buy a secret santa present too #which. thankfully I got the one person I have a few things in common with #so I'm going to buy tea?? apparently that's a very normal secret santa present #but the office christmas party is also tomorrow and uhhhhhh #I am much better physically today than yesterday but it's still like. not at all appealing #I could leave very early I guess #but yeah ideally today would also be spent in bed to prepare #so I'm gonna try to run my errands incredibly quickly lol

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carbonateddelusion · 8 days ago

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sits here. my mood has been swinging back and forth like a pendulum lately

#i still can't bring myself to make anything art-wise. and it is ripping me to shreds internally #i have no motovation whatsoever and i'm feeling disgusted by my creations. like that's the best you could do huh mixer?#i dunno. trying to keep calm. i'm going to my uncle's tomorrow to puppysit for 3 days #i'm happy that i'll see puppy but being out of my house will be stressful.#plus i've still got work to go to...#and i need to do the laundry and take out the trash and stop buying uber eats and forward my snap benefits email and.#and later today after high school lets out i'm going to talk with an old teacher i had #i need to change my bedding too..#i at least took a shower yesterday #i think my ptsd has been acting up in the background or something #my other uncle tries to tell me to let go of the past. but i don't want to. my past has forever impacted the way i'll be for the rest of-#-my life yk? and my 'past' wasn't even that long ago. it was 2/3 years ago. and my brother's still with that awful man #i can't pull him away from him.#i just wanna sleep. might take a sleep med early just to take a nap #i've been hating everything i make so like. why even try yk.#i drew one thing while i was hospitalized- a tiny sane jack head #i dunno. i dunno. i feel so empty. my depression's been super bad. i don't enjoy things that once made me happy #i feel so aimless. i'm thinking about going to college but i have to see what scholarships would be available because i can't work this job #WHILE in school. it'd wear me to the bone #i don't want to quit my job though. i like my job. i like my boss and my coworkers..#i dunno. idfk what's wrong with me anymore. i just want the pain to stop man.#i dunno what i want to do with myself but i feel like a. fuck it ik it's from firework but i feel like a plastic bag in the wind #i'm so tired. i miss my mom. i miss my sister. i miss my brother.#vent #delete later

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roaringroa · 2 months ago

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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end

#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask #december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery #and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc #and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh #every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night #oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes #and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester #and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu #oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well #and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also #pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc #so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal #honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know #like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc #but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated #also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm #is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is #incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship #so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year #at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately #i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new #my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper #and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been #like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare #idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling #and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa

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seaofreverie · 2 months ago

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I will make any sort of sacrifice for art

#day three of unrelenting headache (from too much screentime presumably)#so i'm kind of very dying but there's no way that will stop me from finishing all 30 drawings #especially since knowing me i otherwise would have spent that time scrolling social media anyways #so at least i can get something tangible and fun and something to be proud of out of this #trying to do 2 drawings a day now so that i can have it all finished a bit early and it's in fact a comittment but i somehow AM managing #this might not seem like a big deal but this is coming from someone who hasn't made a single full piece of drawing in many years #so to be able to sit down and finish something EVERY day... would have been a completely absurd thought just a couple months ago #when i'm done with all the drawings i want to put them together and print them and display them somewhere #afterwards i will also either: draw much more bcs practice and it becomes easier #OR be so fed up with it that i never draw again. ofc hoping for the first option #going to bed now and hoping that i don't pass out tomorrow #goosepost

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altruistic-meme · 1 year ago

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my poor rice :(

#i was. trying to cook. but.#got very dizzy very fast and idk why #which isnt.... great.....#but im laying in my bed now #i pulled my rice off the heat like 4 minutes early and i just know it's gonna be ubdercooked :(#probably a good thing i only made 1 cup #i also ordered food but i may have been too late #alo i got a big hot flash and cotton ears :'))))#I'm not dehydrated and I've eaten food so ??????#whats going in bkdy why are you. doing that.#shh ac

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catboyolli · 4 months ago

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yay

#today was graduation day for my classmates and i could've been there graduating too if i wasn't such a fuck up that had to drop off lol #i'm trying so hard so hard to get my shit together but every time i end up crying and feeling stupid because i can't do basic tasks yay #i can't wake up early to go for a walk or exercise or study and if i wake up is because i have to go to work #i work because i need the money and i cook because my brother needs to eat because if it was up to me i just wouldn't #and i'm so tired of existing by 5 or 6 pm that i don't feel like studying or exercising or going for a walk or anything #then i play videogames with my boyfriend because that's our couple time and if i can't do anything for myself at least i gotta do it for him #it's like i've been living in this state of nothingness for idk how long where nothing excites me anymore #but since i can get up from bed and go to work and class and eat at least twice a day it's not that bad and i don't need that much help #anyway hopefully by december i can tell y'all that i finally graduated lol

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computercuter · 6 months ago

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I think I would like to watch some sort of disassembly video of my partner but I also fear I would literally get too horny to function over it

#Look I watched a disassembly video of my first object crush (unbeknownst to me at the time) and I got bad enough with that shsbsh #Augh. Sorry hornyposting in like the early morning #I gotta masturbate then go to bed or smth #<3 #I'm trying to be less. Coded with my wording yeah sorry if it's too harsh ^^;#objectum nsft #computercuter.txt

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blujayonthewing · 1 year ago

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oouuughhhh I have to go to the dentist aaauuughhh

#wailing gnashing teeth etc #I need fillings but mostly it's just too EARLY #I did try to get to bed way earlier than usual but it just doesn't really work like that :')#I need to get up and eat something... have coffee.... put on PANTS to go INTO THE WORLD uggghhh #but I'm so cozy :c #about me

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byanyan · 1 year ago

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...when the soju hits harder than you expect so you start writing off on unnecessary tangents :/

#i think........ i'm gonna get to the rest of these asks tomorrow #byan is literally just trying to tear a poor cowboy's fashion sense to shreds and i need to reel it back in lmfao #i drank too fast it's my own fault #I LOVE U ALL thank u for all the asks i'm happy to have so many things to look forward to writing tomorrow #i'm gonna...... go play a game or smth and maybe try to go to bed early so i can wake up at a normal time #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ OOC ⋮ DON’T @ ME.#alcohol cw

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dlnqnt · 1 year ago

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on the first day of september i encountered a ghost in my home is this an omen

#im being v fr #my parents' room door has become difficult to open since a few mos ago now it takes a lot of jiggling and turning the knob #so basically u know when someone is trying to enter or leave and it's right next to my room right and i can hear everything #so i get up early to use the bathroom and as i'm getting into the hallway i hear their door handle being struggled w #so im like oh i guess ma's gotta go to the bathroom too #so it stops and i wait a second so i can know which bath she's gonna go to so i can go to the other one #but the door stays closed and no one comes out #so im like oh she must be going b a c k even tho i would definitely have heard her walking back to her room before then if that was the cas #so i go in and check on her jic bcus if she's awake she wouldn't have even gotten settled back in bed by the time i opened the door #and what's this ? the woman is snoring facing away from me deep sleep cozy in bed like she's been there for hours #so im just like wtf and ziggy's perked up in his bed like he would be if he were ready to get up and greet her #and im like. im too tired for this so i do my biz and go back to bed #bcus what am i gonna do abt some freak ghost trying to open doors at 7am who does that u kno #it's the most innocuous shit

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brown-little-robin · 2 years ago

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It's 12:03 on the 2nd day of spring break I've spent the morning talking to friends and going on unhinged reblogging sprees (you'll see 'em later they all went straight to drafts) while rotating my blorbos in my mind at incredible speeds. we are off to an AMAZING start to break!!

#also I'm gonna crash later #but it's OKAY because I have nothing to DO #and I'm gonna get to bed early tonight or die trying #If I can get into bed by 9:45 I can watch the next Trigun episode and then reblog ALL THE POSTS ABOUT HIM #froths at the mouth #and then sleep at a reasonable time of night #tim drake kinnie hours tbh #in that I'm letting loose my HERE WE GO energy while also planning for the crash later #I'm gonna make SUCH an amazing crazy board for Strange Redemption too #I'm going to plan it ALLLL

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calenhads · 1 year ago

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fighting for my life to do this assignment for my creative writing class. i'm writing about sabina obviously but for the sake of keeping it to 2k words or less i'm sticking strictly to her fight to the death with nicodemus. and i got really excited thinking about the intricacies of aretian religion but now i actually have to write instead of just outlining/worldbuilding and i hate it here. i hate writing i hate words i want to keep everything inside my head forever and ever.

#meaghan talks #idk why i'm struggling so hard but it just feels so stupid and stilted to me. i hate writingggg #the problem is i need to make sure everyone knows why so many parts of this story are important but the lore only exists in my brain #so it's just me shaking my audience like do you know why it's important they're in catacombs. do you understand me. look me in my eyes.#but i don't want to mention that too early or else it kills that kind of tension. i want it to be a detail that makes people go oh #maybe i write some dialogue down to try and get the juices flowing #but then i have to go to bed so i can do homework before class tomorrow </3

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fvrsaeken · 1 year ago

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-- click the heart for a starter !! please specify the muse! you can also check out my meme tag here and my opens tag here

#&.* i’ve never been supervised before | starter call #( ta daaaaa )#( i'm trying not to go to bed too early )

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