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bylernation, i need to confess something...
i just cannot accept that will is older than mike
#he is the youngest in the party and i will die on this hill!!#“but it's canon” i pretend i do not see it...#it just goes against everything i believe#byler#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler
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Wait if all the journal 3 pages were restored after Weirdmageddon why does Bill’s book insist there were still missing pages that just conveniently happened to pertain to his incredibly sad backstory and concepts brought up earlier in that same book
#going off of memory here for that first bit but iirc the journal gets chucked into the bottomless pit alongside the other two#with all of their pages still intact#right?#so then why would bill have more pages if there shouldn’t be any more?#gf#screw it this goes in the general tags too#gravity falls#the book of bill#ANSWER ME YOU FUCKASS TRIANGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ALSO if the answer is supposed to be “ford tore them out of the journal out of shame” wouldn’t it make more sense to leave them in as a-#cautionary tale? he already left the “my muse” pages in why should these be any different? to protect his identity? fiddleford’s?#the last half of journal 3 throws all anonymity out of the window too#so then if he didn’t tear the pages out himself… why would bill have them? HOW would he have them; he’s stuck in the theraprism!#did he stow them away somewhere? nope; he burnt the journals and then got punched into oblivion. could one have popped up at the theraprism#nope; specifies its journal 3 lost pages! how could he have gotten journal 3?#okay so the pages are fake. what about the events that happened on them?#look into my eyes and tell me you really believe fiddleford won against the krampus. the guy who built a mind eraser gun after getting-#snatched by a different monster.#sure SOME events could have happened— who’s to say they didn’t? but when you take into account everything else about the pages and the book#how believable is it really?#how believable is anything he says for that matter? how much are truths? half truths? lies on paper but truths from a different angle?#“LIE UNTIL WHAT YOU WANT TO BE TRUE BECOMES TRUE.”#“LIE UNTIL YOU CANT REMEMBER WHATS A LIE AND WHAT ISNT.”#“LIE UNTIL YOU ARENT LYING ANYMORE”#how much are lies that he wishes were true?
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I find Dean mostly endearing during the run of the show, but sometimes I am put off by how you and other Dean fans will twist yourself in knots trying to take up for him when often, it'd just be simpler and more honest to admit when he's wrong about something.
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#feel like i personally talk a lot about tfw wrongs#i just... i feel like I talk about Dean's faults more than many? esp with regards to jack#?#spn parenting#but liiiike that whole point of dean is that he's human#*waves at his entire hell arc*#he struggles with his relationship to The Cause and Work#*waves at all of everything and every single character*#he fights against concepts of purity and pureness as represented by purgatory and longings for worlds where rules are simpler#dean is an honor-coded executioner so of course he struggles with that!#but just because you struggle with something doesn't mean you are YIELDING to it wholesale#and dean on the whole does not yield unthinkingly to this even when pressed#every single soldier-coded character is struggling with this actually#Dean tends to engage in some splitting#but overall tries to believe in the best of ppl...a good quality!#yeah i'm not inflicting this on y'all tonight#into the queue this goes
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marriage counselors HATE THEM!
#woe unhealthy canon-compliant postfall christnarr be upon ye#madness combat#madcom#jebediah christoff#dr. hofnarr#christnarr#marrowart#obligatory mention that obviously jeb is in the wrong here. do i even need to say that#this is in the context of the plan + the fall#he loves her but he pushed her aside for his savior obsession and his actions still hurt her and the people around him#hofnarrs smart enough to realize jeb cant be reasoned with but against her better judgement she Cares#who wouldnt theyve known eachother for 15 years#anyways tldr they just crumble postfall because jeb goes through a mental spiral and becomes bent on the savior thing#hofnarr is hurt but unfortunately (with the state their relationship is in at the time) not surprised#jeb was conditioned into believing he was destined to save the world#so finding out he failed#and only (unwillingly) contributed to causing harm#of course hw would take it into his own hands and push aside everything else#this combined with that need to be perfect. the idea that he must not make mistakes instilled into him#(as working under the nexus usually entailed)#and because of this in an attempt to 'fix' things he hurts people in the process!#and doesnt even notice or admit his doing so#even outright refusing to accept failure in multiple instances#whatever. christnarr miserable i love them 🫶
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I need to sleep but I can’t stop thinking about how devastating it will be for Sam to find out he’s part demon….
#tbt.#( oh he’s going to feel so dirty. so filthy )#( goes against everything he believes )#( makes him believe he will never get any retribution )#( that everything he’s ever done has been with an ulterior motive )#( and it takes him more time to figure it out than main universe Sam )#( probably got something to do with his Not Dead Biological Father )#( but anyways. crisis of identity Sam )#( ….. I really need to go to bed )
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Typing a reply made me re-check Big B's paralogue
And I remembered this post where I ranted about some stuff
Big B goes :
It's not exactly a real Relic, per se. Nope. It's a replica. Crafted after the War of Heroes. It's a secret family heirloom of sorts from my mom's village.
Now, we know the weapons "similar" to Relics were used during the War of the Eagle and the Lion by Loog's side, so yes, Relics (even if they don't belong to the Elites, they are still powered by Crest Stones and made of Umbral Steel unlike Aymr!) were still being made post WoH.
And that makes me think...
In the earlier post, I was kind of trying to make sense of Willy's conquest and came up with the idea of him brutally putting to the sword/axe/whatever he used the clans and people who knew how to "craft" relics, aka "seeking more power", but also, just people who know because this secret must be hidden at all costs.
Willy's callous actions might have been done with the best intentions (protect Nabateans) but it still led him to slaughter people whose only "sin" was... knowledge.
Fodlan games being what they are, we will not know if Vajra Mushti was made of "material" that was "already harvested" in Zanado, or if a Nabatean - post Zanado - was trounced to craft it, like a random one who was not present during the initial genocide and ultimately was killed for the same reasons. We know Pan was most likely an Agarthan person, was he the one who gifted "new golden weapons" to Loog's side? Were those weapons from "freshly harvested" Nabateans, or made from the "previously harvested" ones whose bones were in the barracks?
Now, concerning Balthus' in particular...
This relic is, per his words, something crafted after the WoH and it was treated as a heirloom in Kupala. Mmkay.
But we also have this :
There's a story they tell where my mom grew up. Long ago, the village got in a squabble with some folks looking to conquer the place. A village elder gave some holy red stuff to their wounded soldiers. Some kind of liquid, who knows... After she did that, some of them made a complete recovery, against all odds. The rest of them were changed, but not for the better. They up and vanished before long. Crests suddenly manifested for the ones who survived.
The Apostle Chevalier left Garreg Mach after the Rite of Rising and went in the mountains, most likely Kupala.
Then, he gave his blood because some people tried to conquer the village (tfw Kupala is located near the Almyran border?), some people got crests and the others, well, didn't (Balthus wonders what "vanished" means, but maybe it means they were turned in demonic beasts?).
And then... Balthus says the gauntlets were "crafted" (so he calls them replicas) so it's knowledge they were "made" and we know what kind of "material" was used.
Assuming Chevalier was a Nabatean (since the only occurences of people healing and getting a crest thanks to magic blood come from people who got their transfusion from a nabatean, Nopes!Seteth mentions how an Elite was supposedly "cured" after getting a crest...) - this would mean he fails the rite of rising and retires in the mountains, live in a village with humans, humans are threatened so he saves them -
and then he is fucking harvested and crafted in a weapon
(Vajra-Mushti has two crest stones (tfw gauntlet) so maybe some random Agarthan gave them the second "crest stone" if Chevalier only had one)
Nabatean Chevalier helps humans and is harvested as a result by the same humans he saved and who knew they could "craft" weapons from him.
(in the best course of action, just like Aubin, Chevalier died "from natural causes" and humans later used his bones to craft the relic, instead of killing him)
Wouldn't this mean, at the end of the day though, that Willy would be, in this theory, right?
If humans know how to craft "golden weapons", they will craft them, regardless of the nature of the "material" used - the people of Kupala were saved by Chevalier the Nabatean... and they show their gratitude by desacrating his remains to build a weapon and treat "it" as a "family heirloom"
(if not straight up killing him to craft said weapon!)
Given how fond Yuri was of old man Aubin, I picture him having the same reaction as Edward from FMA who found out the "being" he transmuted wasn't his mother, when he will find out "what" is the nifty relic he uses.
(granted, given the age of all parties and how the Fetters of Dromi were previously in Dagda, I wonder if Aubin was the one who was turned in an accessory, or if it wasn't another snow dragon...)
In the end - current Fodlan (or post WoH fodlan) - isn't safe for Nabateans because humans will always seek new "weapons" so what was is the solution to adopt, now that this "knowledge" is out in the wild?
If Willy picked the "erase those who know" option, he slaughters innocent people and doesn't even manage to bury the secret, since Chevalier (and maybe the ones from the Loog War?) was harvested, so he just killed a bunch of people for no results.
Rhea's lie about "gifts from the goddess don't think about it"... was sooner or later not going to work anymore, one of her scholars nearly managed to pierce this secret but desisted, and the few relics that "appear" spontanously, called "replicas" or what not throw a wrench in this narrative (just like crests gifted via transfusion!).
No wonder why Rhea thought only Sothis could find a solution - but anyways, what is the solution in this situation???
#3 nopes#FE16#is it the wilhelm hour?#poor Willy tried to use his weapon to deal with a situation that cannot be dealt with weapons#in that sense he's similar to his descendant who believes Aymr can get rid of nobility#the apostles being nabateans is a hc#but even if they are not#chevalier was a human who sided with nabateans the sheer idea that the people he saved#will later 'craft' their own relic using crest stones and umbral steel is wtf#i blame the ponytail for Yuri and Edward comparison#poor Yuri though he loved the old man a lot and here he goes wearing everything said old man was against#if he was a human or a nabatean by virtue of being an apostle#of course fodlan games and references want to focus on teatime and high school AUs shenanigans#because the rest of the world is so bleak#Nabateans are fucked in Fodlan and idk how to make them 'not fucked' anymore
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SPOILER FOR LEGOMONKIEKID SEASON 4
"Are you okay ?!"
Lmao no dog I just found out Macaque believes Sun Wukong willingly joined the forces of heaven and betrayed their sworn brotherhood 💔
#i dunno honestly it gets kind of muggy since on one hand azure i think says that wukong was like forced to be used as a pawn for heaven#like he thinks nezha is but then he goes on to say that wukong struck down there troops and betrayed them so like ?!?!#also no macaque doesnt flat out say he believes any of thsi ?? but he says in shadow play that Wukong left them and gained power and hes#wearing ghe circlet in the shadow play which i previously thought was just to differentate but im gonna infure hes refrencing the battle#against heaven and im guessing he means he acknowledges that wukong wad defeated like the rest but ig doesn't understand why wukong stayed#with the pilgrams like he believes he had a choicenon the jttw which he kinda did but kind didnt i dunno#also the timeline is so confusing like did SWK get trapped under thst miuntain or not ?!#i suspect that DBK takes SWKS place in that sense since i think DBKS stuck under that mountian for 500 yrs but im not sure#i think it makes the most sense that he didnt get stuvk under that mountain but hmm#lego monkie kid#legomonkiekid#lmk#lmk s4#also thsi means everythings judt a huge misunderstanding and that i was right all alone im number 1
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cassie: gregory didn't hurt anybody!
me: oh you poor sweet summer child
#{ i think a lot about the ar mask and how it uses voice clips and stuff and like... }#{ ALL of the gregory voice clips are pathetic and sad. like ''im so scared and alone'' is the most out of character shit }#{ but because of the position cassie is in... ofc she's gonna perceive that he's feeling that way- }#{ -and helpi is going to audio-mix accordingly. }#{ i think the longer that her night goes on it definitely like...uses her brain against her. not INTENTIONALLY- }#{ -but her mind is in such a fragile state that like...everything is going to become warped and scary and remind her of the position- }#{ -she and gregory are in. }#{ i think so bad specifically abt roxy raceway and the cutouts ok dont get me started IVE GONE OFF LONG ENOUGH }#{ MY POINT BEING. cassie has no fucking idea what gregory did in main game and it kinda drives me insane... }#{ what would she do if she knew he was the reason roxy no longer has eyes. }#{ this became long enough to warrant that tag so dfsklfds }#ruin spoilers /#🎬 || it's make believe inside your head. (headcanons.) || 🎬#🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬
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#none of what I am about to say is rational#ok#so dont pick it apart#I hate hate hate hate that it is always a white thin model/model like woman#having this ‘type’ goes against everything that Harry Styles tm is supposed to be about#I’m sure it makes fans that actually want to date him feel like shit#like he wouldn’t look twice to a normal girl#like why do they never have just a normal interesting career#or just look like a normal person#it perpetuates so much shit#that I cant even believe this is 2023#it feels so 2012#like outdated and tacky
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john in rdr1 is so special to me i feel crazuyzuzyszy
#z.gen#rdr1 john is just . so .#like hes like the best of himself embodied and hes so unbelievably duty bound to abi#he loves her so much. and he goes against everything for her and jack. the progression of stupid deadbeat#to worlds most loving and dedicated husband makes me sick#and it makes me feel so unwell that john in rdr1 isnt like arthur.#arthur is a good man. to me it makes sense that he is canonically intended to be moral and upright#mary linton even says so#but i dont think thats true for john. i dont think john is 'moral' as much as he is dutiful#nothing is his concern other than his wife and son and i loveeee that about him so much#i know a lot of people find this to be a fault and surely if you like more heroic characters arthur is much closer to it#but john is so. he is so.#theres something about the way he does anything to protect them that makes me weak#its not self serving like dutch nor is it moral like arthur#everything is for them. everything. every single thing.#he embodies in such a way that it makes me unwell. hes so morally gray but for them? he'd do anything and he does#i just . love how john is bound by duty and not morality#hes not particularly remorseful or good or upright#but he is painfully dutifully. to me because i think thats what he took from the sort of life arthur lead#even though i think arthurs goodness was truer. i think john realized that he isnt arthur#but he became the sort of man he could be and became someone who always paid his debts#and did whatever it took protect what he believes is family. whats important to him#when i think about how deeply his love is tied with loyalty and duty i just get sooo insane. like you dont even get it#and rdr1 john is soooo protective and kind to women and sooo hateful to men which helps#i think rdr2 john is so hateable but rdr1 john is like the most perfect man to ever exist and appeals to me#on a personal level more than arthur. like i just cant stop thinking about him#hes so like. attractive hngfmgkjdf#i can hardly play the game its sooo distracting to listen to him
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@ruinlost said : gimme the ratio hcs 🎤,how does he really feel about not being recognized by nous
⸻ pestered by many , it is an inevitability for this question to be asked yet again. an opinion sorely sought for , where failure awaits those who coax with bribery , and others will extract no more than a mere expression framed in neutrality. whether he don alabaster or expose his own flesh and bone.
but in the solace of his chambers , where not a soul can penetrate past the privacy his walls offer. there , he can mull over the absence of nous and his gaze. the astral computer ascended to aeonhood , upheld as as the bestower of all knowledge , the droidhead that could enlighten the most ignorant and foul of creatures. an ailment that the doctor , too , wished to cleanse.
knowledge , albeit desired , is a double — edged sword.
as arrogant , as veritas might appear to be to the general crowd , he steers from the path of ego. acknowledging the sacrifice that comes with ambitious pursuit , is only half the battle. but for the majority , they seldom reach this revelation. or rather , face the consequence and by then it is too late.
perhaps , then , it is a blessing rather than a curse to go unseen by the humanoid.
his tome closes , producing a distinct thud. a signature noise , belonging only to veritas ratio and his ever — present volume , brimming with cosmic dossiers. ❝ if i am never to capture the attention of nous , this will not deter me from the path i have chosen. ❞ incoming , he detects particulates , shrouded in filth. his next task is appointed , whereupon he rises to venture to his relished pastime. a hint of wafting ambrosia , is all he requires to ward intruding whispers , tarnished in debris.
❝ time will only tell , if my selection to join the genius society is within nous’ calculations , but until then i will continue purging this world of the malady known as ignorance. ❞
#* ✦ 𝐈𝐈. ❮ asks ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐈𝐕. ❮ isms ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐕𝐈. ❮ muses ❯ ⸻ ❝ 「 veritas ratio 」#* ✦ ruinlost#okay there's a lot to unpack and veritas is never going to truly admit how he feels#because it would be selfish to be upset and believe he is worthy of nous' attention#and that is everything he goes against#he is ultimately stuck in a paradox but all he can do is work harder and strive to be more#he will never explicitly admit he wishes to be recognised because it is literally going against his very code#who would he be if he diminished all his efforts up until this point with a thought that would plunge him into the blight he wishes to cure#i have so many thoughts on this but to unveil them all would take away from his character i feel#so he sits in silence and continues his projects#at least they can distract his unsettled mind
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do you ever think about how Izzy genuinely thinks he's doing what's best for Edward
do you ever think about how far gone Izzy is in denial and repression and self-loathing, to think he's helping Edward, instead of hurting him again and again and again
like Izzy isn't doing any of what he does for himself, not really. when Edward makes him eat his own toe, he does it. he's fucking delighted
Izzy swore himself to Blackbeard, to Ed, and everything he does falls in line with that. he's fucking dedicated to this man, even after spending years with what he sees as someone slowly withering away. like, Izzy loves Blackbeard
he just doesn't know how to love Edward, and it's fucking killing them both
#our flag means death#blackhands#like you fucking look at any of the shit izzy does and say he's doing it for himself#if he was serving himself he'd have left this shit#but he LOVES blackbeard. that's the misery of it#and the thing is i think he does- in some way- love ed too#i just don't think he knows how to handle ed#i don't think he knows how to love someone who goes so blatantly against everything izzy believes to be necesaary#like izzy and ed has been stuck in this shitty shitty cycle for probably years#where izzy hurts ed by trying to protect him and ed bends to it or gives in or feeds it and it's just. oUuugh#they're so fucked i need s2 to fix them#i need izzy to get therapy#maybe put him and stede in a closest and they'll work it out (fight to the death and bond over ed)#like i don't understand how ANYONE can look at the shit izzy does and think he's not deeply in love with ed#they're just. not fucking on the same wave length#izzy is so deeply lost in the brutality he can't see anything but blood
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Now I’m curious, what do you think it would take for James to walk away from Sirius, for him to say “This is where my line is, I cannot accept this about you, and now that I know you do/believe/think/whatever this, I can’t accept you either”?
i’m gonna be honest here, friend, and say i don’t think there’s anything. it might be unrealistic and/or too cheesy, but i think james would accept everything sirius had to offer.
like idk, i’m just trying to think of a scenario that’s straight up unacceptable for james and i just. can’t.
would there be things that would make him question his own beliefs/convictions? sure. like sirius becoming a death eater—he’d have to fight his own objective morality to make space for sirius. but i don’t think that’ll lead to him completely abandoning him, ykno?
regardless of whatever sirius does, even if they become estranged, i think james would always leave a line of communication open to him if he wants to come to him. he wouldn’t be able to stand being like sirius’ family and fully giving up on him, even if it’s not healthy for him, yeah?
that being said, i’m curious if there’s anyone out there who has a different opinion on this.
#sirius black#james potter#i want it to be known that i’m not including realistic dealbreakers like being a rapist or sumn here#before anyone tried to get in here and ruin our fun#i don’t care for arguments like that#anyway. james might be hurt or angry or agonised or pissed off#he might even ignore sirius for a long time#but he won’t ever completely let go of him#won’t draw a line in the sand separating the two#that goes against everything i believe about these two lol#like i’ve said before. their relationship is a little toxic and a lot codependent. so even if it’s something problematic—james will deal w i#pen’s asks
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oh so 1x22 really is exactly calculated to make me specifically go fucking feral huh
#im sorry i. jxkdkahyeiwiwkskshdhdjsj#i keep phrasing the start of a coherent post in my head and then getting sidetracked by absolutely fjcking losinf it over something else#jesus. jesus h christ on a motorized bicycle on main street. i was SPOILED for this i KNEW what had to happen and im still gojng BONKERS#what the FUCK#i need to watch like the last 20 minutes of this again right now what the fuuuucl#no actually what i need to do is go outsidr and run some fuckin laps or something but it is the middle of the night. woooargh#ugh. dean. crying wailing#the fact that. sam doesnt notice. he doesnt see anything wrong with john reassuring dean and telling him hes important. because he believes#what demon-john is saying is true.#but DEAN. knows damn well what his father thinks of him.#and then the demon confirms it. they don't need you like you need them. (dean in the motel breathes through sam shoving him up against the#wall says some days i feel like i can barely keep it together - you me dad it's all i've got - )#DEAN ONCE AGAIN THROWING HIMSELF BETWEEN JOHN AND SAM. POSSESSED JOHN OR NORMAL JOHN DEAN KNOWS HOW THIS GOES .#okay if i were to change one (1) thing about this episode i would have the demon pin dean to the ceiling when he nearly kills him. REALLY#lean into the dean mary parallels of it all#GOD. so we agree that sam held off from shooting the second time not because dean going sam no appealed to sam's conscience or anything like#that#sam knew damn well he and john agreed on one thing and that's they'd both die to kill this thing#but sam couldn't do that to dean. because dean's only got the two of them and losing either of them would destroy him#(no. says sam. glances into the rearview mirror at dean blood on his mouth gaze unfocused. not everything.)#natural soup
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as much as Ive been talking down about Harris due to all the Things Ive said already, no shortage of fault also lay with the republicans and trump. If he werent out there being just SOOO awful about everything, maybe the democratic party would actually attempt to put up a candidate that cares about the things their voters care about instead of trying to slide by with... Not even the bare minimum ("we should obey the law" is NOT a defense of trans rights, as a start). His incompetence was enough that the only thing they had to do was say, "we're not him" and people bent over backwards to compromise their beliefs.
I do understand and sympathise with folks who are rightfully scared of a second trump term. But do also understand that he and his supporters are your--OUR enemy. Not the people who wouldnt support blue republicans in defense of ideals you, ostensibly, hold.
Lets lighten the mood... How many months do you think he'll actually last before getting kicked out? :y
#its hard to be extra disappointed in the election results when I was already disappointed minths ago#and I understand the fear... like I did not like biden but I had voted for him in 2020 because of that fear#and he helped facilitate the deaths of thousands with a thumbs up#and I personally cannot use my one piece of power in this situation to say “I condone this”#it goes against... basically literally everything I believe in and stand for
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i feel like the biggest problems with lucifer wouldnt be there if it wasnt a show written by christians for christians and i do mean that
#i mostly just mean that it felt like they couldnt let a story be interesting because itd go against their beliefs#like lucifer didnt like his father because his father banished him and abandoned him#but then we meet his father and his father is just... a guy. who toootally had the best intentions#except erase my sarcasm because thats literally how they play it out is that god didnt mean to hurt luci....#but it wouldve been so much more interesting if god actually was antagonistic and had not so great intentions#and needed to be redeemed but you cant redeem god because god would never need to be redeemed!#like you see the issue there? what. luci was just exaggerating his situation? seeing it wrong? making stuff up?#like. he was the abused and neglected son who was punished for standing up for what he believed in but whatever i guess#and yes i do think kicking your child out is abuse#also everyone always complains about maze going against luci in like every season and i blame that on them going 'well shes a demon so'#i think the only time i can remember it feeling justified is when she just wants to go home but luci wont take her but even then#she goes a bit far yknow?#and dont even get me started on the finale and how ive heard that they said it was because in christianity everything is set in stone#or whatever dumbass reason they had for making luci just as bad as his father but pretending it was. again. with the best intentions#ABANDONING YOUR CHILD IS STILL ABANDONING YOUR CHILD#the reason he did it wasnt even good like. it severely sucked and i dont consider the ending canon at all.#i could go on. i obviously like the show but i soo wish it was written differently a lot of the time.#also of course the show focuses heavily on punishment because the devil and also its a cop show#though they do lean into the redemption stuff later on in the show blah blah blah ugh#lucifer#my post
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